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bring back 24 hour stores. it’s 3am and i just want a little snacky snack :(

#24 hour stores #grocery store #snack

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life is confusing. why do i have to do work to make money. i just want to watch scary movies and make scary movies and live in a scary movie and fall in love with another character in a scary movie

#horror #scary movies #scary #what’s your favorite scary movie #horror movies

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tired of being trans. i wish that the little girl who used to inhabit my body could just be real. i want to wear fun little dresses and skirts and go on dates with boys and be pretty. i look back at the little girl who would dance around in dresses and loved pink and would argue over being the girliest girl of my friends. but she doesn’t even feel like me. i feel so separated from her. that’s never been me. underneath that mask was someone who loved bugs and fishing. who played in mud and threw sand. a little boy who just wanted to play call of duty and halo with his older brother.

and i know these are all so stereotypical and all of these things can exist at once. but i just wish that little girl could’ve really existed. she would’ve loved tiktok, dance trends, dressing up, posting photo dumps on her finsta, going out to parties, having friends. but she was never real

#vent #vent post #rant #rant post #transgender #trans #transgender vent #you should have raised a baby girl i should have been a better son

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Reblog if you're LGBTQIA+ (Yes Trans people and people on the ace/aro spectrum are also valid, shut up)

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i just want a silly little boyfriend that i can hold hands with and learn the living room routine with

#the perks of being a wallflower #queer

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"the a in lgbtqia stands for ally!" wrong. it stands for atomic bomb.

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i want to fall in love. tired of not being anyone’s first choice

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i’m tired of being chronically ill. i’m tired of ruining things. i’m tired of having to drive home from my best friend’s house at 4am while sobbing because i thought i felt healthy enough to spend the night. i’m tired of feeling broken and worn down. i’m tired of never feeling like it’s worth putting effort in. i’m tired.

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being a hopeless romantic and aroace is literally evil bc what do you mean i crave the touch and love and attention of another human being but the act of finding someone i feel connected to like that is impossible

#asexual #aromantic #acespec #aroace #arospec #hopeless romantic #longing

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2024 is for getting healthy

mentally and physically~

it’s time for all of us to start to take care of ourselves! new year, same me, just better self love <3

happy new years !

#healthy #health #mental health #self love #self care #happy new year #love yourself #love #love you all #new year #2024 #health and wellness

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i wish it was 2005

#idk why i’m even tagging this #emo #2000s

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I am Isaac, Isaac is me

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anyways i dressed up as monty gator to see the fnaf movie so here’s a pic (and a face reveal ig)

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf movie #fnaf security breach #five nights at freddy's security breach #monty gator #montgomery gator #cosplay #costume

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craving just feeling the slightest bit normal, for once in my goddamn life

#vent

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When Netflix makes a solitaire movie (manifesting, manifesting) it should be like Fleabag or Mr Robot where Tori occasionally addresses the audience to vent/make dry observations.

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So in love with how the air smells right now; thank you October 🍂⋆｡˚

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i have these feelings for my best friend. they’re not romantic feelings but they’re beyond platonic and i don’t understand how to feel about it. i’ve known them for five years now and i’ve found us even planning our future together.

i want to express my feelings to them but i don’t know how to even explain them to myself. i want to be with them forever but not in a romantic way. we already refer to each other as platonic soulmates but i don’t know if they feel the same way i do. i don’t even know if allos feel this emotion the same way someone who’s aro would.

i just wish i could have words to explain how i feel

#lgbtqia #asexual #aromantic #acespec #aroace #arospec #queer #queer platonic relationship #queer platonic attraction #queer platonic love #squish? #romance #not romantic #not romance #lgbtq community #lgbt