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alpxcamin · 4 years
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! IMPORTANT !
…no joke
i think the fic is somehow taking people’s accounts.
no fucking joke.
someone i was just talking to dmed me the link. they were nice. their account had posts.
now its empty, it has no posts, their header is blank.
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DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON THE FIC LINK. ITS SOMETHING THAT GRABS YOUR PASSWORD. I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS.
I REPEAT. DONT FUCKING. CLICK. ON THE FIC.
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alpxcamin · 4 years
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Best Friend (n.jm)
When Jaemin walks into the jewelry shop on your shift, your eyebrows immediately furrow. What was he doing here, and not celebrating? Then he places the velveteen box onto the counter between you with pursed lips, and you realize. 
Oh. She said no. 
Your eyes immediately soften and you look to your best friend, whose eyes are still fixed on the dark velvet box. Inside was a ring. Not for you, of course not, but for his girlfriend. 
Immediately you feel pity for his figure before you, though he towers over you with his large height. Only two weeks ago Jaemin had entered the jewelry store that you worked at, bothering you for two hours while trying to pick out the perfect ring to propose to his longtime girlfriend with. 
The two of you had labored for hours, you having seemingly shown him every single ring in the store before he had decided on one. It really was beautiful, a silver band with three jewels, a blazing spotless diamond with two small rubies on either side. 
Jaemin sure knew how to spoil his girl. 
You had never expected him to ask for your advice regarding wedding rings. One, because, weren’t guys supposed to ask their male best friend for this type of stuff? You thought Jeno would be better suited but no, Jaemin claimed that the former had no taste at all. You, of course, were both his best friend and a jewelry store manager so you’d definitely know the best choice when you saw it (not that he listened to your suggestions at all during the event). 
Two—the reason you hated the most—because you had always thought, in the deepest depths of the mind that you had never allowed yourself to submit to, that one fated day, it would be you that your best friend would be proposing to. 
You had never really pinpointed the moment you had fallen in love with your best friend.
It was definitely before the appearance of his now-girlfriend, who he was completely enamored by. Maybe it had started the first time his hand had brushed against yours in high school, at prom. Perhaps it was in college, when Jaemin had drunkenly promised you that he would marry you if you were both single at thirty years old (you were only a few years off, damn). 
Or maybe, you had been terribly, unluckily cursed in love from the moment you’d first met him. 
Perhaps it makes you a bad person that now, with him before you and the sudden revelation that his girlfriend has rejected his promise for a lifetime, you feel your feelings for him begin to fester even more. 
Is it hope you feel bubbling in your chest?
Yes, you concur. You are a bad person. 
“Jaemin, I—” You start, but he cuts you off. 
“It’s a beautiful ring, Y/N. Thank you for helping me pick it out. But, it seems I won’t be needing it,” he says, finally looking up from where his gaze had been fixed upon the dark velvet box. At his words, you instantly feel your heart crumble in sadness. Jaemin was a good person, he never deserved to have his heart broken this way.
Your lunch break is soon. Maybe a good lunch or some drinks will make your best friend feel better. You want to do that for him; continue to make him happy, maybe for the rest of your life. And now, you have the chance to. “Jaem, it’s okay, let’s go get someth—”
He cuts you off again. You really hate when he does that. 
“She proposed first.” 
Suddenly, Jaemin’s left hand is pushed before your eyes and you’re made hyper-aware of the stunningly shiny diamond ring decorating his finger. Behind it, a bright smiling Jaemin who looked as though he was on top of the world.
You, however, had wide eyes and a dropped jaw. No. It can’t be.
Your blonde-haired friend seemed to pay this no attention, however, as he immediately began to go on a rampage about his girlfriend. How she did it, where she did it, the surprise that claimed his veins, much like how it currently did to yours.
“I mean, of course I was surprised. Like, I literally had the ring in my pocket, you know? I was about to drop on my knees but she already beat me to it, and damn, would you look at that ring?” You were. You were staring.
“It’s beautiful! She said she got it from here, you knew didn’t you?” No, you didn’t. 
“And you still let me look like a fool trying to pick one out!” In actuality, you were the fool for believing that you could ever have a chance with someone like him. 
How stupid you had been. 
“At first I was like, no, this can’t be happening. But then I realized, it’s 2020, you know? Things change, gender roles? Out the window! About time. Anyways, I’m so happy and so in love and I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with her.” He’s rambling, not recognizing your face of surprise and pain. It hurts, hearing him say such things. 
Suddenly he checks his watch. “Oh, I’m supposed to be meeting her for lunch right now. I just wanted to pop in to tell you! You’re the first to know,” he beams proudly. “I’m so excited, Y/N. Thank you for everything, really. If I could, I’d make you my best man. I just might! Fuck gender roles. You’re my best friend, after all.”
These are his last words before he excitedly leaves the shop, a skip in his step as he walks out of your store and out of your ill-tainted heart. 
Best friend. Forever and always. 
For better and for worse. In sickness and in health. 
You will always cherish him, always put his happiness above yours, perhaps until death do you part. 
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alpxcamin · 4 years
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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Hey y’all, this message is long overdue...
As you might have noticed, we’ve been on hiatus for quite a while now. We sincerely apologize for making you guys wait and we’re grateful that you guys are still here supporting us! Unfortunately, since both of us are hs seniors now, we have a lot of work to do (college apps, hw, extracurriculars, etc). We haven’t found much time to write recently :(
We hope to continue writing though, but maybe starting December (hopefully even before that). Once again, we’re really sorry and thank you for continuing to support us despite the long wait!
~the admins 💕
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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190703 @ATEEZofficial Full Introduction on @fox5ny 🧡
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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And I know this is not a request but I just want to say KEEP IT UPPP🤩💗 you’re doing a reaaaally good job 😩😩
Ahhhh tysm!! Sorry for the late reply but we’ve both been busy despite it being our summer break already 😔😔 this means a lot and we love you so very much!! 💕💖
~Admin Liz ♡
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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Reblog if you're a fanfic writer and you wanna know what your followers' favorite story of yours is ❤
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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Aww thank you 🥰
~Admin Liz ♡
In Your Arms
Requested?: This one’s for my lovely co-owner of this blog uwu
Words: 810
Group: Stray Kids
Member(s): Felix
A/N: My baby asked so I provided :’)) Also yes, I’m aware the ending is a little odd, but I didn’t know how to end it oof…
“Hey, I know it’s been a while since we talked, but I just want to say my last goodbye…and…I never stopped loving you.”
Felix giggles at the sound of your voice. He closes his eyes, snuggling closer into your arms, basking in the warmth. He couldn’t have been more content…well maybe a few kisses would make this moment even better.
The freckled boy decides to rest and he tries to lull himself to sleep at the sound of your soft voice in the background. He had missed you so much since he is only allowed to see you about one or two times a week. He thrives in every second he is allowed to spend with you. You are a very busy person so it often led Felix to feel lonely, and if he had to be completely honest, it drove him crazy that he isn’t able to meet you as often as he wanted.
He pulls your arms tighter around himself and he leans back further into your touch. The soft giggling that comes from behind him comforts him. You’re always there for him and he knows it.
“How’s your day been?” Felix asks, giving up on taking a nap.
He listens carefully, eyes still closed, as you quietly ramble on about your day. He listens to every word and analyzes them carefully. He frowns when you mention that bothersome coworker you had. He hates it when you’re sad or bothered. He just wants to hold you in his arms and comfort you. But, he loves being held by you even more.
“It’s okay, baby. Tomorrow will be better,” he sighs quietly, trying to give you some relief.
He gives your hand a light squeeze to let you know that he’s there for you. He asks you to continue talking to help him sleep. When you had asked about his day, he tells you that he hasn’t been able to sleep well recently and how much he had missed you while you were gone.
Just as Felix is about to drift off to sleep, your voice stops. You stop talking and Felix’s eyes snap open. The white walls he hates so much simply stare blankly at him. He tugs a bit, but your arms are still wrapped tightly around him. He manages to roll around, a kind of rage in his eyes.
He coldly glares at the old, tired-looking man, sitting just outside, watching him carefully. Felix scowls at him, but the man simply shrugs and stands up.
“Hey, I didn’t tell you that you could stop,” Felix growls, his deep voice shaking the room despite the volume being so low.
“Sorry, buddy. You know the rules. Time’s up,” the old man shrugs, picking up the small recorder and walking away.
Felix howls in desperation as soon as the door slams shut. He struggles against the restraints. He rolls and thrashes, but he just can’t escape. Hot, angry tears pour out of his eyes and all Felix can see if you.
There you are, laying on the floor. You are as beautiful as always, but there is red everywhere. Felix attempts to reach out to you, but he can’t move. He leans down to kiss your mouth, hoping to wake you up. Instead, he’s met with cold, dead lips.
Eventually, all the thrashing and screaming drains him out and Felix collapses on the floor, sobbing. He just wants you back.
The two men stand outside of Felix’s cell. The old man with the recorder shakes his head silently. The other man observes Felix’s tantrum through the other side of the one-sided mirror.
“Poor boy. After his girlfriend passed, he completely lost his sanity,” the man sighs.
“Yeah, we should’ve never brought in those papers and showed him the news,” the old man stores the recorder back into his pocket, “He’s gotten so much worse since then.”
“But he would ask where y/n went,” the other man looks away just as Felix drops, “I think we made the right choice to let him know.”
“Poor kid has been in there too long.” Both men nod in agreement.
“Hey, play that last clip. I hope it calms him down,” the man suggested.
“I love you, Felix. I hope you get better soon! I can’t wait to hold you in my arms again~”
The two men walk out, making sure to lock the doors. Felix screeches at the sound of your soothing voice coming through the speakers. You promised to visit him in the asylum any time you could (despite having broken up with him for his sake), but you broke your promise. He didn’t blame you for that though, because you were dead. Oh, how he wishes he can join you.
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~Admin Liz ♡
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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Bad boy Zhanyu is what I need in my life, pleasee?~ I request it
Posted! Again, apologies for the long wait, but I hope you enjoy this nonetheless!!
~Admin Liz
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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An Angel at Heart
Requested?: Yeah~
Words: 1.8k
Group: Qing Chun You Ni
Member(s): Zhan Yu (feat. Mr. Meow lol)
You sighed as you heard your deskmate drop his books onto the desk. You’re honestly surprised that he was even on time today. Usually, he would come in the middle of the class or not come at all.
“No ‘good morning’?” the boy teased.
You turned to glare at him, “Morning.”
“Good morning. There that wasn’t so hard now, was it?” Zhan Yu’s smirk irked the hell out of you.
“You’re here early today,” you mumble.
Zhan Yu simply ignored your snarky comment and the teacher walked in. Throughout the class, you tiredly take notes, occasionally flicking your eraser around. Luckily, Zhan Yu wasn’t the type to disrupt the class, or you, much. He preferred to pick up trouble outside of school. However, he never really followed the dress code. He always had on that black, leather jacket over his crinkled uniform shirt. He never buttoned up the first two buttons and never wore his tie. His pants were always cuffed and he wore whatever shoes he wished to wear that day.
Finally, the boring class ended and as soon as the bell rang, you decided to make a run for it. Usually, you would stay in class during the short break time you had, but today, you had woken up later than normal so you haven’t had breakfast yet.
However, as soon as you got up, a hand grabbed your wrist and pulled you right back down into the chair. You groan and try to compose yourself. You rolled your eyes as you look over to Zhan Yu, trying to tug your hand out of his grasp.
“What?” you seethe.
“Where are you going?” he asks.
“That’s none of your business,” you scowl, but tell him anyway, “I’m going to buy something to eat.”
“Okay, see ya,” Zhan Yu shrugs.
You rolled your eyes once again and luckily, he doesn’t pull you back down again. You quickly make your way to the cafeteria and buy yourself a couple of snacks and a drink. You honestly considered getting Zhan Yu a drink for getting here so early today, but you decided against it. There’s no way you’d spend your allowance on him.
You hummed happily, making your way back to class, biting into the soft bread. Just as you’re about to open the door to the classroom, it slams open and you jump back, avoiding getting hit. You nearly dropped your bread.
“What the?” you shriek.
“What the what?” Zhan Yu asked, standing right in front of you.
“Hey! You almost made me drop my food,” you hiss, trying to calm yourself down. You silently apologized to all your classmates for yelling so loud.
“Whatever,” the tall boy steps aside to let you in.
You thank him quietly before making your way back to your seat, happily eating. You eventually forget about the fact that you almost got hit by the door as you peacefully munch on your snacks. You’re too busy to notice Zhan Yu lingering by the door as you walked past before walking out himself.
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“I don’t think your plan is working, Lin Mo,” Zhan Yu scowls at his friend, taking an angry bite into his sandwich.
“Dude, it’s only been half a day. This takes time,” the older boy rolls his eyes.
“She thinks I’m weird now! She literally asked me if I was sick,” Zhan Yu groaned, scoffing down the rest of his lunch.
“You’ve been so mean to her the past two years. What’d you expect?” Zhennan shrugs.
“Yeah, why’d you think being mean to her would get her to like you anyway?” Jia Yi snorts.
“Yah, shut up. I shouldn’t have asked you guys for advice,” Zhan Yu sobs internally as he stared across the cafeteria, watching you longingly as you chatted happily with your friends.
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“Hey, I think Zhan Yu is staring at you,” your friend nudges you.
“Pfft no way,” you laugh, “Why would he be staring at me for?”
“Ugh, take a look for yourself,” your friend pouts.
You shake your head, “Nah, I’m good.”
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When you went back to class, you noticed that Zhan Yu was noticeably quieter. After lunch is usually when he gets rowdier, but not today apparently. Today has just been strange. He was actually decently kind to you for once and that concerned you. You even asked if he was feeling sick before you headed off to lunch.
However, you decided to take this chance to focus in class. Normally, he would be all up in your business, poking, prodding, and just distracting you from paying attention to the teacher. For once, you’re able to peacefully take notes without Zhan Yu yanking your pencil out of your hand or purposely bumping into your arm so that you would mess up your notes.
Although you enjoyed this new found peace, you felt as if there was something missing. I can’t possibly miss Zhan Yu bothering me...you think to yourself. Your brows furrowed and you quickly shake the thought out of your head. Taking a deep breath, you continued to take notes.
The class passed by quickly and honestly, it was a lot more boring. Even if you didn’t want to admit it at first, by the end of the period, you came to terms with yourself that you SOMEWHAT missed Zhan Yu annoying you. You huffed, disappointed in yourself for getting to this point.
“Ok, but seriously...are you sick or what?” you couldn’t resist the urge to ask him again. He’s never been this kind to you or this quiet before. It was actually concerning you.
“N-no?” Zhan Yu manages to stutter out, surprised by your sudden question.
“Hmm...okay,” you shrug, turning away to look out the window at the other end of the classroom.
Beside you, Zhan Yu blushes and he drops his head to the desk, covering his face with his arms. He silently thanked the fact that you were facing the other way so that you couldn’t see his pink cheeks.
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Over the next few weeks, Zhan Yu continued his sweet acts and you’ve even managed to become friends with him. You surprised yourself when you began thinking about him in a more romantic way. You couldn’t possibly have feelings for him, right? You sighed, frustrated.
“Hey y/n. What’s got you so worked up?” Zhan Yu asks, sliding into his seat, next to yours.
“N-nothing!” you’re surprised by his sudden voice.
“You can talk to me, you know?” he pouts.
You look away, mumbling, “Yeah, but not when it’s about you…”
Luckily, he didn’t hear you and just as he was about to ask you something, the teacher walked into the classroom. You pulled out your notebook and pencil and began taking notes. You heard Zhan Yu scribbling something next to you. Despite him coming to school on time now, he still doesn’t pay attention in class and never takes notes.
Just as you were about to look over, he slides a small slip of paper to you. You look at him, confused, but he simply looks away, crossing his arms. He looks embarrassed and you’re even more intrigued now.
You quietly unfold the small slip of paper and chuckled at the messy handwriting that wrote ‘I need to talk to you after school...privately’
After he passed you that note, he practically ignored you the whole day, not even sparing a glance at you. You were confused, but also a little hurt. Maybe after finally being friends with him, he decided that he didn’t want to be your friend after all.
During the last class, you couldn’t help but to constantly take a peek at the clock. The class seemed painfully slow and awfully boring. At last, the bell rang and you look over at Zhan Yu. He simply mumbles a ‘let’s go’ and he carries your bag, leading you out the classroom.
You lag behind him a little and he notices. He gently grabs your hand and leads you to the back of the school. He places yours and his bag down, propping them against the wall. The two of you simply stand behind the school in awkward silence, your hand still in Zhan Yu’s.
“Uh...so what’d you want to talk to me about?” you ask nervously.
Surprisingly, after he noticed, he still never let go of your hand. Instead, he grabs your other one as well and intertwines your fingers. You blush at his action and look away shyly.
“I like you,” he suddenly blurts.
“W-what?” you gasp, heart beating faster and faster.
“Before you say anything, I just wanted to apologize for all the annoying and mean things I’ve done to you...I just didn’t know how to gain your attention,” Zhan Yu looks down embarrassed. His grip on your hand loosens.
You gulp nervously, holding his hand tighter, “I-I think...I think I like you too.”
“Wait really?” Zhan Yu’s head shoots up, staring at you with hopeful eyes.
“After these past few weeks and getting to know you, I think I’m catching feelings for you,” you cringe at yourself.
“Y-you’re not playing with me, right?” Zhan Yu stutters.
“N-no! Are you?” you squeak.
“No, definitely not!” Zhan Yu sighs in relief.
There was a moment of awkward silence before Zhan Yu spoke again, “So...does that mean you’re my…GIRLFRIEND now?”
“At least take me out on a date first,” you whine, hiding your blushing face behind your hands.
Zhan Yu chuckles and pulls you into a hug, “Okay, let’s go on a date right now then.”
“W-What? So s-soon?” you yelp.
“I want you to be my girlfriend as soon as possible,” Zhan Yu takes hold of your hand.
He picks up both of your bags and leads you back to the front of the school. He reaches his bike and unlocks the chain securing it onto the bike stand and tosses it into the basket attached to his bike. He places both yours and his bag into the basket as well and gets onto the bike, kicking the stand up. You stand dumbfounded for a while.
“Hey, are you gonna get on?” Zhan Yu asks, motioning to the small seat on the back of the bike.
“O-oh yeah…” you awkwardly hop onto the bike.
“Alright, grab on, okay?” Zhan Yu chuckles at your awkward state and you do as you’re told.
Zhan Yu kicks off and begins pedaling. You close your eyes and let the cool breeze calm you. However, you couldn’t help but hold onto Zhan Yu a little tighter. You smile to yourself as the two of you ride off onto your first date.
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sdjkfsd he really is an angel uwu
~Admin Liz ♡
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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hello I’m here to request a yechen imagine, maybe a fluff like sneaking out to have a small date at 3am in the morning?? ❤️❤️
Posted! Apologies for the long wait and thank you for requesting! I hope you enjoy it~
~Admin Liz
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Early Morning Snacks
Requested?: Yuppp
Words: 741
Group: Qing Chun You Ni
Member(s): Yechen
A/N: Ugh once again, sorry this took so long ;-; Also this one is short, but I think it’s sweet lol. I hope you enjoy it!
You take in a deep breath, inhaling the smell of the freshly cooked ramen. Although it was cold the heat of the ramen warmed you up. Your eyes drifted from your bowl, across the table, and landed on your boyfriend. You smile and look at him. He finally looks up and smiles when he notices you staring.
“Is there something on my face?” Yechen chuckles lightly.
“Yeah,” you giggle as he tries to brush whatever is on it off, “There’s handsomeness all over your face, babe.”
Although his cheeks are already red from the cold, they turn into a darker shade of red. He huffs, taking a big bite of ramen and you laugh. You finally decide to dig into your own noodles. Ramen has never tasted better in your life.
“Mmm...ramen really does taste better at three in the morning,” Yechen groans in satisfaction.
“I told you so~” you hum, sipping the soup, “Who needs late night snacks when you can have early morning snacks?”
“How’d you find this place that opens all night?” Yechen asks before taking another large bite of noodles.
“Well, back in high school, my friends and I would stay up late to study often, but the libraries always close so early and we didn’t want to disturb our parents. So, we went on a search for somewhere with food. I’m so glad I can finally bring you here as well,” you smile, reminiscing the all the times you’ve pulled all-nighters “studying” with your friends at this small ramen shop.
“Ah~ Well, I’m glad you took us here,” Yechen grins up at you from his bowl of noodles.
The two of you take your time finishing up your ramen and just end up talking. The two of you shared embarrassing childhood stories, horrifying high school experiences, and planning for future dates. You hadn’t realized how long you’ve been out until you checked your phone.
“Oh my gosh, Yechen,” you panic, “We need to get back to the dorms! It’s already five thirty!”
Yechen gasps, “Let’s hurry before we get caught.”
You and Yechen quickly stand up and run back to the dorms. Luckily, the ramen shop is pretty close so you didn’t have to run much. However, since the boys and girls dorm at your college is on the opposite sides of the school, you had to split ways.
“Wait, I’ll walk you back,” Yechen takes hold of your hand just as you turn away after saying goodbye.
“Are you sure? I don’t want you to get in trouble,” you look at him worriedly.
“It’s okay. I’ll be fine,” his fingers intertwine with yours.
You feel yourself blush and you look away shyly, “Okay, thanks.”
The two of you walk towards your dorm in comfortable silence. Luckily, it’s still pretty dark out and only the very tip of the sun is rising. The deep purple sky is still decorated with cute, white stars. The purple fades into a gorgeous gold as it nears the sun. You didn’t want to leave Yechen, but unfortunately, you’ve already reached your dorm room.
The two of you stand outside, hand-in-hand, neither wanting to leave. You looked into his eyes and sighed.
“Guess I should head in. Don’t want you to get caught,” you half-heartedly tell him.
“Yup, I should go now,” he nods.
Neither of you moves which cause both of you to burst into a fit of giggles. After calming down, the two of you simply stared into each other’s eyes. You couldn’t help but blush under his loving gaze. You wanted to hide, but you also couldn’t tear your eyes away from him either.
Suddenly, Yechen leans in and kisses you. You’re taken by surprise, but quickly recover and you close your eyes and kiss him back. He pulls you into a hug after you parted from the kiss. He gives you one last peck on the forehead.
“See you in class later,” he chuckles.
“See ya,” you giggle, unlocking your door quietly, trying not to wake up your roommate.
You step inside and wave to him one last time before he turns back and begins to walk back to his dorm. After his figure completely disappeared, you closed the door and sigh happily. You definitely needed to plan more dates like this.
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In Your Arms
Requested?: This one’s for my lovely co-owner of this blog uwu
Words: 810
Group: Stray Kids
Member(s): Felix
A/N: My baby asked so I provided :’)) Also yes, I’m aware the ending is a little odd, but I didn’t know how to end it oof...
"Hey, I know it’s been a while since we talked, but I just want to say my last goodbye...and...I never stopped loving you.”
Felix giggles at the sound of your voice. He closes his eyes, snuggling closer into your arms, basking in the warmth. He couldn’t have been more content...well maybe a few kisses would make this moment even better.
The freckled boy decides to rest and he tries to lull himself to sleep at the sound of your soft voice in the background. He had missed you so much since he is only allowed to see you about one or two times a week. He thrives in every second he is allowed to spend with you. You are a very busy person so it often led Felix to feel lonely, and if he had to be completely honest, it drove him crazy that he isn’t able to meet you as often as he wanted.
He pulls your arms tighter around himself and he leans back further into your touch. The soft giggling that comes from behind him comforts him. You’re always there for him and he knows it.
“How’s your day been?” Felix asks, giving up on taking a nap.
He listens carefully, eyes still closed, as you quietly ramble on about your day. He listens to every word and analyzes them carefully. He frowns when you mention that bothersome coworker you had. He hates it when you’re sad or bothered. He just wants to hold you in his arms and comfort you. But, he loves being held by you even more.
“It’s okay, baby. Tomorrow will be better,” he sighs quietly, trying to give you some relief.
He gives your hand a light squeeze to let you know that he’s there for you. He asks you to continue talking to help him sleep. When you had asked about his day, he tells you that he hasn’t been able to sleep well recently and how much he had missed you while you were gone.
Just as Felix is about to drift off to sleep, your voice stops. You stop talking and Felix’s eyes snap open. The white walls he hates so much simply stare blankly at him. He tugs a bit, but your arms are still wrapped tightly around him. He manages to roll around, a kind of rage in his eyes.
He coldly glares at the old, tired-looking man, sitting just outside, watching him carefully. Felix scowls at him, but the man simply shrugs and stands up.
“Hey, I didn’t tell you that you could stop,” Felix growls, his deep voice shaking the room despite the volume being so low.
“Sorry, buddy. You know the rules. Time’s up,” the old man shrugs, picking up the small recorder and walking away.
Felix howls in desperation as soon as the door slams shut. He struggles against the restraints. He rolls and thrashes, but he just can’t escape. Hot, angry tears pour out of his eyes and all Felix can see if you.
There you are, laying on the floor. You are as beautiful as always, but there is red everywhere. Felix attempts to reach out to you, but he can’t move. He leans down to kiss your mouth, hoping to wake you up. Instead, he’s met with cold, dead lips.
Eventually, all the thrashing and screaming drains him out and Felix collapses on the floor, sobbing. He just wants you back.
The two men stand outside of Felix’s cell. The old man with the recorder shakes his head silently. The other man observes Felix’s tantrum through the other side of the one-sided mirror.
“Poor boy. After his girlfriend passed, he completely lost his sanity,” the man sighs.
“Yeah, we should’ve never brought in those papers and showed him the news,” the old man stores the recorder back into his pocket, “He’s gotten so much worse since then.”
“But he would ask where y/n went,” the other man looks away just as Felix drops, “I think we made the right choice to let him know.”
“Poor kid has been in there too long.” Both men nod in agreement.
“Hey, play that last clip. I hope it calms him down,” the man suggested.
“I love you, Felix. I hope you get better soon! I can’t wait to hold you in my arms again~”
The two men walk out, making sure to lock the doors. Felix screeches at the sound of your soothing voice coming through the speakers. You promised to visit him in the asylum any time you could (despite having broken up with him for his sake), but you broke your promise. He didn’t blame you for that though, because you were dead. Oh, how he wishes he can join you.
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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Hey guys just wanted to let y’all know that I’m writing for ATEEZ now. If you wanna request for ATEEZ, go right ahead!
~Admin Liz
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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HI I LOVE YOUR YAOMINGMING AS A BOYFRIEND SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! Could u please please make another imagine with him please dkndodjskdjskdmsk also I'm so happy that he did it he really debuted!!!!!!! I'd love to read another fluffy imagine with him im so in love with yaomingming hes so goals :c
Posted! I’m so glad you liked the Mingming as your boyfriend so much :’)) It means a lot uwu I hope you like this one as well! Also, apologize for the long wait…school has been tough since it’s almost the end…AND YES I’M SO GLAD HE DEBUTED!!
~Adming Liz
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alpxcamin · 5 years
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Unexpected
Requested?: Yup
Words: 2.7k
Group: UNINE
Member(s): Mingming (feat. Guan Yue, Zhenning, and Wenhan)
A/n: I’m so sorry this took so long ;-; junior year has not been kind to me oof...Also, y/n and Mingming are roommates as well in this (just to clarify)
Mingming can’t help but let his jaws drop. His usually mellow eyes bulge out of their sockets. Sure you’re a little “tipsy”, but he didn’t take you as the type to serenade anyone while giving them a drunken lap dance. Mingming gulps harshly, his heart thumping madly in his chest as you slide right off his lap, ending the song with a deep bow.
It had been a while since any of you have gotten together to have fun. So, you and your friend group, which consisted of your best friend Mingming, Guan Yue, Zhenning, and Wenhan, decided to head out to karaoke. All of you planned to have the best night of your lives, but as soon as you got there, almost half of you had already gotten wasted. Hey, who said being an adult was easy?
Mingming watches as you collapse back onto the couch, right next to him. He chuckles a little and you hand off the microphone to Guan Yue who looks like he’s about to pass out from all the alcohol. Instead of falling flat on his face though, Guan Yue begins belting the song and you turn to face Mingming.
“Did you enjoy the show,” you tease, face red from all the drinks you’ve had.
“Sure. Didn’t take you as someone to do that though,” Mingming reaches for his beer, taking a sip, trying to hide his blush.
You giggle, shrugging a bit before downing the rest of your own beer and opening another can, “Maybe it’s the alcohol.”
“Hmm, you’ve never been like this when you were drunk before either,” your best friend eyes you as you chug down more beer.
You simply cock an eyebrow at him, a sly smirk making its way onto your face. Your drunk, cheeky expression throws Mingming off a little. He finds it cute though and his stomach does a little flip. Just as he’s about to ask why you were making that face, a heavy weight falls into his lap and Mingming lets out a small yelp.
“Y/n~ Mingming~” Zhenning giggles, resting on Mingming’s lap, “Whatchu talkin’ about?”
“Mingming thinks I’m acting weird,” you pout, but there’s a glint of mischief in your eyes.
“That’s not nice,” Zhenning hiccups.
“I did not say that,” Mingming huffs, chugging down the rest of his beer.
“Did too,” you stick your tongue out, catching Wenhan’s eyes.
There’s a knowing grin on Wenhan’s face and the two of you exchange winks. You laugh and Wenhan gets up from his seat, chugging down the rest of his beer as Guan Yue hands to microphone off to him. Mingming and Zhenning both look backward to watch Wenhan. Guan Yue falls back into his seat and tries to grab at you.
“Okay, imma go sing,” Zhenning announces, taking the beer from your hand and drinking it before handing it back to you and grabbing a microphone.
You roll your eyes, “And I’m gonna get hella wasted.”
Guan Yue finally gets ahold of you and you fall backward, right into Guan Yue’s lap. He drunkenly squishes your face and you groan, a little dizzy from falling back so quickly. Your hand reaches for another beer can as the older male continues to pinch your cheeks.
“Am I really the only one who’s not drunk out of their minds right now?” Mingming sighs as he watches you and Guan Yue slam your beer cans into each other and cheer.
“You’re our designated driver I guess,” you giggle, taking a big gulp of your beer.
“Don’t drink too much, I don’t wanna die~” Guan Yue cries, desperately cuddling you. Guan Yue has always been a cuddler and he’s even more cuddly when drunk.
Mingming aggressively rolls his eyes and you laugh. Mingming feels his heart flutter at the sound of your drunken laughter. It sounded free and relaxed and it made him smile.
“If not, we could just Uber home,” you shrug, cuddling into Guan Yue’s side.
“No, we’ll get kidnapped! Haven’t you heard about that one lady who-” Guan Yue squeezes you a little too tightly and you smack his arm, cutting him off.
“Shut up, you’re making me worried,” you pout, struggling against Guan Yue’s hold.
“I’ll drive you guys home,” Mingming sighs, shaking his head, chuckling.
Both you and Guan Yue cheer and all of you spend the rest of the night singing way off key and tripping over each other. By the time you left, you couldn’t even see the floor anymore because of how many beer cans were on the floor.
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You groan, your head pounding. A bright light shines on your face and you wince. Despite your eyes being closed, you can still see the light. You roll over, hiding under your blanket. You curl up into yourself, clutching your screaming head. Not being to stand the pain anymore, you let out a blood-curdling screech, which you immediately regret since it made your head hurt more and your already dry throat, even more dry. You wince, blinking away a few stray tears.
Panicked footsteps quickly approached you and you peek over your blanket. Mingming’s head pops into view. His eyes are filled with worry and he shuffles over to your bed, crouching down. He helps you sit up.
“Are you okay?” he asks, gently petting your hair.
“My head hurts,” you croak out.
“And I thought you were dying,” Mingming’s hand drops from your head, “I’ll get you some water and pain killers.”
A minute later, Mingming is back and he hands you the pills and the glass of water. You toss the pain killers into your mouth and gulp down the water. You let out a sigh of relief as you feel the cool water rehydrate your throat. Mingming takes the glass from you and leaves the room. You decide to get out of bed and shuffle slowly into your shared bathroom.
After getting ready, you make yourself a bowl of cereal before plopping onto the couch, next to Mingming who is casually scrolling through his phone. The two of you relaxed in the comfortable silence, only the soft crunch of your cereal can be heard.
“Hey,” you break the silence, “What even happened last night?”
“You seriously don’t remember?” Mingming looks up from his phone, shocked.
“Uh...I remember being hella wasted?” your statement sounded more like a question.
“Well that’s for sure,” Mingming snorts, putting his phone down.
“How’d everyone get home? I vaguely remember Guan Yue complaining about being kidnapped or something,” you hum, taking another bite of your cereal.
“Okay, so basically, as soon as we got there, all of you got drunk. Literally, no one was able to walk anywhere without tripping on a beer can by the end of the night,” Mingming explains and you cringe.
“Really? I feel bad for the people who had to clean that,” you pout.
“Yeah. Anyway, you ready to hear all the dumb things you did?” Mingming laughs.
“Shoot,” you shrug, setting your empty bowl down.
“Let’s start at the beginning. After about chugging like five cans of beer, you and Zhenning started parading around the room, doing the Can Can. Then, when Guan Yue started his first song, you chugged down about three more cans of beer and started to do summersaults for some reason. I was very confused. Guan Yue apparently thought that was a good idea though because he handed the microphone to me halfway through the song and joined you,” Mingming laughs at the memory.
“What the hell?” you ask, genuinely horrified at your own drunken actions.
“I don’t even know,” Mingming shrugs, “Anyways, after I finished off Guan Yue’s song, you decided to do a duet with Wenhan. Luckily he wasn’t that drunk yet, so he had to hold up your tipsy ass as the two of you sang the worst version of ‘All Star’ that I have ever heard.”
You looked down in shame, “Oh my gosh...why didn’t anyone stop us from picking that song?”
“Hey, the two of you insisted,” Mingming pats your shoulder comfortingly as he continues to explain what happened last night.
Slowly, last night’s memories begin flooding back into your mind and you nod along as Mingming finishes. You take a second to take it all in. You went back through each event and you realized that Mingming had missed one thing.
“Hey, didn’t I like give you a lap dance or something?” you ponder.
Mingming’s face gets noticeably redder, “U-uh...oh yeah...you did.”
You smirk at the sight of Mingming so flustered in front of you, “So, did you enjoy it?”
He is visibly struggling now, “You a-asked me that last n-night too…”
“Hey, you didn’t answer my question~” you whine.
Mingming looks away, he couldn’t meet your eye. He nodded ever so slightly, hoping you wouldn’t notice, but you did. You clapped happily, tossing your head back in laughter.
“Look forward to more of that then,” you wink at him before picking up your empty bowl and walked away into the kitchen.
Mingming simply sat there, steam practically coming out of his ears, his face beet red. Your words stick in his head and he can’t seem to calm his pounding heart.
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Finally, it was the weekend again and you and your group of friends decided to meet up for lunch this time, in hopes of avoiding another miserable hangover the next day. You and Mingming walk side-by-side, carefully maneuvering your way towards the restaurant. Mingming takes a couple of big strides to get ahead of you and he opens the door. You smile at him, nodding your head in thanks.
You spot Guan Yue and Wenhan already sitting at a table. They waved at you and you and Mingming make your way to the table, sitting down next to each other. It’s a round table so Zhenning would be sitting on the other side of you. You silently thanked Mingming for sitting next to Guan Yue so that in case he somehow got drunk again (you noticed a wine bottle sitting silently on the table), you wouldn’t be a victim of his aggressive loving again.
“So, Zhenning is the last one here even though he recommended this place, huh,” Wenhan pouts, looking through the menu.
“Yeah, I don’t know what to order. I’ve never been here before,” Guan Yue sighs.
“Well, it seems that you’ve already ordered a bottle of wine though,” you chuckle.
“Hey, you know I appreciate fine grape juice,” Guan Yue rebuttals, the whole table laughing at his weak defense.
At last, Zhenning comes rushing in, twenty minutes late. He nearly crashes into one of the waiters, squeaking out an apology. Luckily, he makes it safely to the table. He slides into the seat next to yours.
“Why are you so late?” Mingming asks.
“Sorry, I got caught up at the mall earlier. I saw this shop that sold a bunch of cute stuffies and I couldn’t help myself. They have the cutest koalas there! Oh, speaking of which,” Zhenning pauses, leaning down to take something out of his bag.
“Here, I got this for you, y/n,” Zhenning beams at you, holding out an adorable stuffed koala toy, “I know you like collecting stuffed animals.”
“Aww, thank you,” you happily accept the gift, giving Zhenning a side hug since the two of you are sitting.
“Why does y/n get a gift and we don’t?” Wenhan complains.
“Y/n is my favorite, that’s why,” Zhenning teases, holding you closer and you laugh.
“Yeah, we’re each other’s favorites,” you giggle.
As you said that, you can practically feel Mingming’s mood turn sour next to you. You make sure to take a peek at him and smirk to yourself when you see a displeased frown on his handsome face. You decided to be a little riskier and pecked Zhenning’s cheek.
“Ew,” Guan Yue fake gags and you and Zhenning pull away from each other, laughing.
You hear Mingming’s quiet huff as you begin looking through your menu. You peek over at him and he catches you. He quickly hides his face behind the menu and you chuckle quietly to yourself.
The food arrives and all of you finish it quickly and luckily no one gets drunk, but the bottle of wine is now empty. You pay your stomach and the bunch of you split the bill. After walking around a bit around the area, all of you said your goodbyes and split ways.
You and Mingming walk silently back to your shared apartment. You try to strike a conversation with him, but Mingming continued to stay silent. A cold aura radiated from him, making you shiver. It concerns you since he’s usually so warm and happy around you. You wonder if you went too with kissing Zhenning’s cheek earlier.
Clutching your new stuffed koala, you ask, “Hey, are you okay?”
“Yeah. I’m fine,” Mingming finally speaks.
“Oh, come on...you can tell me anything, ya know?” you pulled his arm gently and the two of you stop walking.
Mingming refuses to look at you at first, his head down. Finally, he looks at you and you can’t quite read his expression or tell what he’s thinking.
He opens his mouth, about to say something, but then he closes it again, shaking his head. He offers a shy, unconvincing smile.
“I’m fine, really,” he turns back around.
You pull on his arm again to make him turn back around, “No, seriously.”
Mingming sighs. You can almost see him debating with himself inside his head and you pull him into a hug. You feel your best friend stiffening under the sudden affection and you pat his back comfortingly. You just prayed that you hadn’t gone too far with anything. Eventually, Mingming hugs back.
The two of you pull away and Mingming looks into your eyes, reaching for your hand. You let him grab your hand and your fingers intertwine.
“Look, I like you, okay? And before you say anything, let me finish,” Mingming’s cheeks are now bright red.
You nod, allowing him to continue, but now you’re sure your cheeks are even redder than his.
“I’ve liked you since we got into college and it’s been five years and I haven’t been able to confess to you until now. I just couldn’t stand it anymore. It’s as if you already knew and was teasing me. I hated how fast you made my heart beat when you serenaded me during karaoke night. I hated how nervous you made me when you asked if I liked it. It seemed to me as if you already knew! I especially hated you jealous I got when you fav Zhenning that kiss on the cheek. I hate how much I like you!” Mingming cries out.
You can’t help but let it a small giggle. Mingming looks at you shocked.
“I knew...that’s why,” you explain, “The other guys told me a few weeks back and I just wanted to see if it was true. I like you too, Mingming...that’s why I did it. I thought it was too good to be true that you liked me back.”
“Oh,” Mingming dumbly spits out, his hand still holding yours.
The two of you stare at each other for what seems like an eternity and thankfully no one was around. Your eyes drift from his warm eyes down to his soft lips. Instinctively, you close your eyes and leaned in without thinking.
You hear Mingming’s sharp gasp and you pull him closer to you. After the initial shock, Mingming kisses you back, clutching your waist and pulling even closer.
Both of you pull away and you look up at him lovingly. He smiles and that causes you to smile as well.
“Well, let’s get home, yeah?” Mingming removes his hands from your waist and slides his hand into yours. You nod.
The two of you walk back home hand-in-hand.
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