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Elijah Mikaelson: A Promise

Warnings: Maybe a tad bit of violence, swearing.

Plot: After you had been captured by some vampires, Elijah makes a promise to protect you at all costs.

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I had heard them before I saw them, the voices close but distant. A pain like never before throbbed from my head down my neck and to my left shoulder. I winced as I tried to lift my head, seeming impossibly heavy at the moment. What happened? Where was I?

“Ah!” One said enthusiastically, “She’s awake. Perfect!” A rough hand grabbed at a handful of my hair and yanked it upright. A gasp fell from my lips as the pain soared through my body even more. “What a pretty little thing you are…” The same one snarled and I felt his breath on my neck but I didn’t dare open my eyes.

“Are you sure we’re doing the right thing? That Elijah guy seems like the real deal.” Another spoke, his voice filled with worry.

The hand left my hair and whoever was close to me had left my side. “Quit it, Paul!” They shouted, “We can finally win against those son of bitches.” I finally decided to open my eyes and look around to see where I was.

I seemed to be in an abandoned building tied to one of the supporting beams, the ground was trashed with old newspapers and other rubbish. There was broken windows and graffiti over the walls.

The two men were bickering off the side of me and I went to lift my head but my vision swirled and spun. A groan left my lips involuntarily, a small whimper escaped as well.

“Oh, isn’t this poor little thing in pain?” The same one cooed and lifted my head with his finger. His face shifted to his vampire one and he snarled at me, showing his fangs. “It’s too bad Elijah can’t save you, I can’t wait to see the look on his face when he realised that you’re dead.”

My eyes widened as I realised what all this was for; Elijah had killed one of their members a few weeks back for what reason I still didn’t know. Elijah didn’t tell me the gruesome details of his kind, not wanting me to view him or his family different, even though I never would. They wanted pay back for what Elijah had done, and what better way then kidnapping his girlfriend and killing her?

“You’re making a mistake.” I blurt out then, my voice hoarse and dry.

The same guy raised his eyebrows, “oh, how’s that?”

I could feel my heartbeat increase as tried to think of an answer. “Elijah is an original, much stronger than you two combined. He’ll kill you the first chance he gets, but he will make it painful like no other pain you’ve ever experienced before.”

The other guy who seemed reluctant rolled his shoulders with a worried look. “Ceder…”

“Shut up Paul, the girl thinks she’s better than us.” The first one smirked.

“No I don’t think I’m better than you, but I know I’m smarter than you and I’m telling you to let me live or you’ll regret it.” I warned.

The first guy, Ceder, laughed dryly. “Alright, I’ve had enough of this brat, time to eat.” He suddenly was in front of me and grabbed me by the shoulders, “And quite frankly, he can hurt me all he wants, I won’t regret this.”

Unbearable pain shout through my neck as his fangs clamped down on my neck, I screamed as the pain shot through my whole body. I vaguely remembered that Elijah said that a vampires bite would hurt bad but would get more pleasurable; this was not becoming pleasurable.

Ceder was torn from above me and I heard a cracking sound, like someone’s bones had snapped. “No one hurts my family and gets away with it.” A heard a familiar voice but my eyes were shut, and my head dropped, too heavy to hold up.

The body dropped, the impact causing the wind to hurt my sweating yet cold face. Another hand cupped my cheek, comforting and familiar. “‘Lijah…” I mumbled.

“Shh,” He whispered, “I’ve got you.” A small smile creeped up on my lips at his comment before I felt something touch my lips, instinctively I pulled away. “It’ll help you Y/N, you only need a little bit.”

I did whatever Elijah said and tasted blood, any other time I would have gagged at it, but I was too weak to care as I swallowed it.

I heard someone yell, almost like they were scared before I heard that same bone cracking sound. I opened my eyes then, seeing Elijah crouched in front of me and Klaus holding a bloody heart in his hand with those two men dead on the floor.

My eyes widened, I had never seen a real heart before, let alone covered in blood. Elijah noticed and blocked my view before lifting me bridal style. I knew he was worried about what I had seen but I didn’t see him or Klaus any differently.

“Let’s get you home, love.” Elijah said then and all I could manage was nod at him as he carried me out.

A warm blanket was draped over my body and I turned to see Rebekah was a comforting smile. “How are you feeling? I hope the soup was alright, I don’t normally make food.” She laughed.

“It was good, thank you.” I said and moved closer to the middle of the bed so she could lay beside me. “I wanted to talk to you about something if you had a minute.”

“Of course, what’s wrong?” She asked me.

“I want you to know that I don’t see you guys any different, vampires or not, I don’t care about that. You guys have taken me like your own family and I can’t be anymore thankful.” I explained, my hands sitting in my lap until Rebekah grabbed them and help them.

“Y/N, you’re my sister, I would do anything for you, just like my siblings. You don’t judge us and you don’t think we’re creeps for drinking blood.”

I laughed, “well, I think it’s weird you drink blood but I guess it’s like humans needing water… which I would kind of love right now.” I said, noticing my dry throat.

Rebekah was quick to get me a drink and that’s when I noticed Elijah standing at the doorway of the room. Rebekah came over and said she’d give us some privacy before leaving.

“How-?”

“I’m good Elijah, for the hundredth time already.” I smiled bashfully and picked at my nails. Gosh, they needed doing.

My attention was bought back to Elijah as he came over and moved some hair behind my ears. “I know, I’m just worried that you’re stressed.”

“Well… I am stressed. I was bitten by a vampire, any human would be stressed over that.” Elijah sat beside me and bought me in close to him with his arm wrapped around my shoulder. I sighed and snuggled into him and closed my eyes, the TV in front of us as background noise. There was a silence that came over us then, I could tell there was something else Elijah wanted to say. I sighed again, “Elijah I don’t want you to hide what you are from me.” I looked up at him and he was staring at the TV, though not paying attention to it.

Elijah looked down at me after a few seconds, “I just don’t want you to be scared of me.” There was a glossy glint in his eyes, like he was about to cry. I smile knowingly, leaning up with what little strength I had at the moment and kissed Elijah on the cheek then to his lips.

It was soft and passionate, all the emotions of sadness, anger and confusion mixed into it. We had never kissed like this before. I pulled away after a while, needing air and smiled against his lips.

“I promise I’m not scared of you, not ever.” I whispered. I managed to get up and straddle his waist, linking my arms around his neck and his securely holding my hips. “Can I ask you something?” I said then, pulling away a little more.

“Of course, my love.” Elijah said, smiling at me.

“Can I see it?… Your vampire face.” I didn’t know how else to describe it, but it was the face they all made right before they drank blood, I had seen other peoples, but not his.

“Y/N…-“

“Please ‘Lijah, I want to see. I’m not scared of you, I’m really not.” I played with the strands of hair on the back of his head. I wanted to see who he really was… what he really was. I wanted him to know that I trusted him with my entire being, that nothing he could say or do would ever break my trust with him.

He looked at me a moment longer, like he was contemplating his choices. I wouldn’t forced him… I couldn’t compel him, but I was curious as to what he looked like.

Slowly, his eyes darkened and veins protruding from under them. He didn’t take his eyes off me, going to stop at any moment I may have seemed uncomfortable, but I smiled at him and my fingers traced at the veins under his eyes.

“You’re…” I took a moment to think of the word, “beautiful.” My mind was still fuzzy after today and I was starting to wonder if I was hallucinating all this. To make sure, I leaned in again and kissed him, this time harder than before.

I felt something prick my bottom lip slightly and I pulled away to see his fangs slightly showing.

“I have another question…” I asked, this time more shy then before. Elijah didn’t say anything so I continued, “I want you… to feed of me.” Elijah stared at me, his face not changing, “stop staring at me and say something please.”

“Why?” Is all he asked.

I gulped, and he noticed. “You said to me that it’s pleasurable.” I spoke, I was still in pain though I had been healed and any type of pleasure would make me feel better.

“You’ve already lost too much blood today, you need to rest.” His grip on my hips tightened slightly, I know he wanted to taste my blood, ever since he had told me about how pleasurable it would be for me, it was his way of letting me know. He would never plain out ask me.

“I’m fine Elijah, plus I’ve been curious to how pleasurable it would be.” It wasn’t a lie. Slowly, Elijah took my wrist, never once taking his darkened eyes off me and brought it to his lips.

I gulped again and realised he was waiting for me to give the nod. I did and braced myself, and as his teeth clamped down, I gritted my teeth.

It was painful, but not nearly as bad as the other guy today. Elijah closed his eyes, his other hand holding me close and slowly the pain subsided to something better.

I sighed as a calm washed over me and I bit my lip, wriggling in Elijah’s lap. He hummed and his hand smoothed over my back until it was resting on the back of my neck and he pulled me closer so my head was resting on his chest.

I panted as my eyes drooped, starting to feel tired and a moan slipped from my lips. Elijah suddenly pulled away but I was too tired to take notice as he manoeuvred me to lay on the bed. Something touched my lips and I tasted blood again, this time I took it without pulling away.

A kiss was placed on my forehead and my eyes opened as I saw Elijah wipe away the blood from my lips and I smiled at him. “Ever the gentlemen.”

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〘 Thorin Oakenshield 〙

It’s Over!

A/N: Haven’t been on this account for a while! I think it’s time I get back into writing, and what better way than to start off writing with Thorin Oakenshield! Thank you so much for 700 followers!

Warnings: Angst, Thorin through his dragon sickness.

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“Am I not the King?” Thorin yelled, his voice echoing through the newly reclaimed Erebor. A lump formed in my throat as I looked down at the pavement; smooth and cold under my feet.

I had just woken up and I’m already being yelled at. I had had enough of this! My hands balled into fists as I fought back the tears threatening to spill. Balin stepped forwards then, and I had almost forgotten he was beside me to begin with. He placed a comforting hand in my shoulder and I look at him with teary eyes and smile weakly.

All this began with me asking him if he could come to bed tonight, seeming he hadn’t come to bed at all the past few nights. His chambers were luxurious but it was cold and too big for one person. Being a human, we always preferred to be outside rather than being cooped up in a mountain. I didn’t mind though, as long as I was welcome to stay at Erebor, that’s where I would stay.

A sigh fell from my lips as I gave up trying to fight with Thorin, he wasn’t budging and something about being surrounded by all this gold was making him sick in the head.

“It doesn’t matter, if he doesn’t want to spend time with me I might as well go back home.” I spoke to Balin, wanting Thorin to hear and be scared by the fact I was thinking about going home. I really didn’t want to go home, but if that’s what it took for Thorin to come to his senses than so be it.

What Thorin said next made my heart sink into my stomach. “Go then, go back home because I don’t ever want to see you again! Our courtship is over!”

“Thorin!” Balin exclaimed loudly, his hand slipping from my shoulder as he took the steps up to Thorin sitting on his throne. “Don’t say that about Y/N, she’s been nothing but supportive and helpful to us, to you! She helped us reclaim Erebor and without her we wouldn’t have been able to do such a thing.”

My gaze met Thorin’s, his once loving blue eyes had turned dark and unrecognisable. I wanted to believe the old him was in there somewhere but I couldn’t find it.

I tried my best not to cry, I really did, but a single tear fell down my cheek as I managed to keep my eyes on him. “Fine,” My voice shaky as the realisation came down on me - Thorin didn’t want to court me any longer. “I’m going back home then, and trust me Thorin, you won’t ever see me again.”

I spun on my heels, Balin calling out to me but I simply kept walking. My feet made a quick left where I almost smacked into someone, a gasp falling from my lips. I look up and see the whole Company standing there, Dwalin standing first.

They all had this look on their face, they were upset… upset that their once future queen was now leaving them. Tears filled my eyes again, this time I had no strength to hold them back and Bofur realised this and bought me into a hug, rubbing my back gently.

“I’m sorry, I-I can’t do this anymore… not with who he has become… I can’t.” I whispered the last part as all my strength and energy had simply vanished. “I really hope you guys have the best time here, I really do. I really want you guys to be at peace, but my peace isn’t here… not anymore.”

“To hell with him,” Dwalin spoke then. “You can be at peace without him, he clearly doesn’t want ya but that don’t mean you can’t stay here.” He had this fury in his eyes, more so than ever before.

I was stuck, I wanted to be here, I did, but I knew deep down it would kill me to live with Thorin and not be with him.

“I-I… I can’t, I’m sorry…” It hurt me.

Dwalin took a moment before he nodded his head. “I understand ya. We just… we’ve just grown to love ya like our queen.” He head hung, clearly sad but not wanting to show it.

I didn’t hesitate to hug him, he seemed stiff but he soon relaxed into the hug. “I’ll miss you and your grumpiness.” I laughed, trying to make everyone a bit happier. “I truly thought you wanted to kill me when we first met, but I now know you really want to kill everyone, not just me.”

He laughed at that, as did some others, but some did not. Fili and Kili both had a somber look to them. “We’ll miss you Auntie,” Kili said, bringing me into a hug.

I wanted to tell him I wasn’t his ‘Auntie’ any longer, but I didn’t want to make him feel bad so I smile at him and kissed his forehead. That’s when I heard a shout from Thorin who was still talking with Balin.

“Right,” I said then, trying my best not to feel sad anymore. “My bag is in Thorin’s room, I’m going to grab that and go while he is here.” I didn’t want to see him right now. I mean, I wanted to, but not like the way he is now.

I looked at the Company once more, tears coming to my eyes again, but I turned so none of them could see me and began to walk.

“Where do you think you’re going?” Someone snarled, grabbing my arm and yanking me to their body harshly. I winced, and out of instinct, I pushed them away. Hair fell in my face as I stumbled back into Bofur.

Thorin glared down at me, going to grab me again but I moved away. “No Thorin, you wanted me gone and that’s what I’m doing… going! You and your stupid gold filled mountain is yours and when you finally come to your senses, I hope you are filled with so much regret and guilt possible! You are changed Thorin!” I laughed then, tears streamed down my face. “You know I’m glad you said you didn’t want to court me anymore because I don’t love you! Not anymore!”

It was a lie, I loved him and I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving him.

“You can have your stupid coat back, you can have your stupid bead back too!” I grabbed the bead securing the courting braid in my hair and threw it at Thorin. It bounced off his chest and to the floor where it rolled and stopped somewhere off the side. “Goodbye Thorin.” I grumbled and turned on my feet and ran off towards his chambers.

The heavy and luxurious dress Thorin insisted I wore the night before fluttered behind me as I ran. I felt like I was suffocating in it, I wanted to tear it off.

When I got to his chambers I quickly packed my things, not wanting to see him again, making sure to leave the fur coat he had given me to keep warm on his bed.

The silence was deafening as I packed, tears sliding down my cheeks. I don’t know how I would get back home, perhaps I would ask the people of Laketown to let me use a boat in exchange for some gold. With all the gold in this mountain, I would take some for myself; it’s what I deserved after all.

Loud boots filled the atmosphere then and they gradually got louder. My eyes widened as I realised the familiar sound of Thorin nearing. I panicked and grabbed my belongings and hid behind the cabinet to not be seen, wondering what he would do when he was alone with me… I didn’t want to know the hurt I would go through.

“Y/N!” I held my breath as Thorin entered the room and I could see him staring at something… the coat on the bed. “Where are you?” He sounded distant, like he was talking to himself.

He sat on the bed, grabbing the coat and bringing it to his face, like he was smelling it. My eyebrows knitted together in confusion.

As he bought the coat down and I saw tears in his eyes. “Fuck, what have I done?” I wanted to come out, but I decided to stay hidden for a little while to see what he would do. The coat was thrown to the floor, and his hand covered his face and a broken sob came from his throat.

My feet moved beneath me against my will and they moved over to where Thorin was sitting at the edge of the bed. Tears filled my eyes as my hand reached up to move a piece of hair away from his face. He jumped, grabbing my arm and looking up at me.

“Y-Y/N?” He asked, his blue eyes red and puffy. “I-I’m so sorry.” He voice broke as he nuzzled the side of his face into my warm palm.

He sobbed then and kissed the inside of my wrist while his other arm snaked around my waist and bought me close to his body. “Thorin…” I started.

“Forgive me, please forgive me.” He cried, “I didn’t mean… anything. I didn’t-“

“Thorin.”

“Please, I’m sorry.”

“Thorin shut up for a minute.” He stopped, looking at me with teary eyes and his bottom lip quivered slightly. “You have been the biggest asshole to me, and for what? Gold? The throne? The stupid Arkenstone?”

“I’m-“

“No, you’re not getting forgiven Thorin. You didn’t realise the damage you’ve done to me, to our relationship.” I could feel his fingers playing at the string holding my dress together. “Thorin, you hurt me.” I mumbled as I wiped away fresh tears.

“Amrâlimê, I will do anything to make it up to you.” He whispered, both his hands running up and down my sides. I didn’t trust me voice and just nodded as he bought me closer and wrapped his arms around me.

I nuzzled into his neck and sighed, relaxing against his warm skin. I pulled away then, grabbing the sides of his face, noticing the crown still on his head. I frowned and grabbed it, taking it off his head and throwing it across the room. I smile warmly as I saw the same loving glint of Thorin’s eyes looking at me, grabbing the sides of his face again and leaning in for a kiss.

He smiled into the kiss, his hands placed firmly on my hips. “Don’t do this again, it’s your last warning.” I spoke against his lips.

“I won’t amrâlimê, I promise.” He said, not opening his eyes still, forehead against mine. “I will make you Queen under the mountain and treat you with such grace.”

You shifted in his embrace, “so…?”

“So what?”

“You don’t regret courting me?” I whispered.

Thorin pulled away from me slightly, “not ever.”

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Chapter Three: Titan Training - New Armoured & Jaw Titan Series

Warnings: Swearing, (somewhat) fighting, mature references, suicide thoughts/mentions.

Plot: Feeling as if you're not good to be the Armoured Titan, you seek out an old friend you find to be family and they give you the confidence to stand and fight.

Word Count: 3.6K+

This series: Chapter One: New Beginning || Chapter Two: Memories || Aackxrmxn's Masterlist

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Porco Gilliard!Son x Reiner Braun!Daughter Reader

Author's Note: So this chapter has been playing in my head for quite some time now and I wanted to write it out and live out my fantasy (HAHA). I've changed up some of the family tree because it makes more sense to me. The children of Reiner Braun and an OC mother are: Y/N Braun and her twin, Colt Braun (Grice in the fandom), Falco Braun (Grice in the fandom), and the younger OC twin girls, Sydney and Lilia Braun. The children of Porco Gilliard and Pieck Finger are: OC son, Erik Gilliard, and Gabi Gilliard (Braun in fandom). Bertholdt and Annie are also present in this imagine! The previous holders of the titans don't get eaten and I canon in my imagines they find a way to extract their essence and still live afterwards! Both the reader and Erik are of legal age (Reader being 21 and Erik being 20)!

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The wind blew through your hair, your face cold and damp from the sweat that glistened your skin. A heavy breath came from your mouth, stopping yourself abruptly, heaving at the sight before you. You felt like you were going to throw up, felt your lungs burning and stomach churning at the vigorous activity you had no choice but you participate in.

"Braun!" The soldier shouted, your ears began ringing as you turned in the direction of the voice. "If you don't get up and move your ass we'll give the Armoured to someone worth it." He yelled, pointing down at you.

Everyone was well ahead of you, almost at the finish line by now. Hell, even Gabi was doing alright despite her lethargicness. A part of you wanted to scream, wanted to curl up and cry in your bed from embarrassment, another part of you wanted to prove to them that giving you the Armoured wasn't for nothing.

Reiner and his wife watched on with knowing faces from the side, seeing you pant and almost pass out from the pressure of it all. They knew you weren't the fastest or best pick for being a warrior, but you had great battle IQ and combat training that your lack of stamina was overlooked, until now.

"Start moving it, Braun! You wouldn't like what I'd have in store for you if you didn't, girl!" At that threat from the Theo Magath, you took a deep breath, repositioning your rifle at your side and began running. "Girls got another thing coming if she thinks she get slack off." He grumbled to the other soldier who nodded in agreement.

By the time you finally crossed the finish line, you collapsed to the floor and stared up at the cloudy sky. I hope it rains, you thought to yourself, but knowing your luck, it wouldn't.

Despite having already gotten your titans, you still went through tough training; it had probably increased now you were titans and needed to defeat Marley.

"You alright?" You saw Gabi sitting next to you and comforting put her head on your chest. "Your heart is beating really loudly." She commented and closed her eyes.

"Eh, I wonder why." You say sarcastically and put a hand on her head, stroking out her hair. "I don't know how much of this I can take. If Magath makes us run or something, I'm gonna be throwing up in the closest bin."

"That's if you can reach it in time." Someone kicked your foot and you glared up at Erik standing over you with a sly smirk. "Chances are you'll be on the ground passed out on the next exercise. The Armoured Titan, as much as it is useful, doesn't have a lot of stamina, hence why you're on the ground and I'm still standing. The Jaw Titan withstands a lot more stamina than the Armoured, therefore making tithe superior."

Samantha scoffed and shoved Erik, "Yeah, that's why when a canon or something hits you, your face will be blown off and not the Armour's. Hence," She stood over his body on the dirt, "Making the Armoured superior to the Jaw Titan." Samantha turned at the scoffing Erik and helped you up off the floor.

"Thanks Sammy." You smiled at her and she smiled back, patting you on the back. "But really, I will throw up if go on."

"I'll hold your hair back then." She says.

"Right, everyone in formation!" Magath yells, grabbing everyones attention and walking down the steps to stand in front. "We're going to take a breather, come back in twenty minutes with your best faces." Magath said and everyone began to walk away, "And Braun," You spun at hearing your name, "Fix yourself before I fix it for you. Armoured or not, I'll wack you around the head so hard you'll be unconscious for weeks."

"Yes Sir!" You said, and gave him the dirty eye as he turned, wanting nothing more than to wack him across the back of the head instead, preferably in your titan form, that would show him.

Gabi stayed behind as you slowly made your way up the stairs, softly laughing at you as she saw you struggling. "You really are having a hard time today, aren't you?"

"You have no idea." You panted and stopped, trying to catch your breath. That's when someone leaned over the railing just above your head and lifted you from your feet and over the railing. You turned to see it was your mother and father standing there, Reiner must've picked you up.

Your mother came over and kissed you on the cheek, quickly regretting her idea as she saw how sweaty you were. "Honey, we grabbed you a water bottle, thought you'd need it." Your mother handed you the bottle and you smiled, seeing Colt walk over with Sydney and Lilia in each of his hands.

Lilia giggled and ran over to her parents, looking up at you and screaming in fright, tripping over her feet in the process. Reiner managed to stop her fall and lift her into his arms as she cowered away from you.

A pain shot through your heart at hearing her whimpered and not look at you. She was terrified of you now, having tried to eat you previously when you first became a titan. You tried to kill your whole family and you didn't even remember it.

You looked down, tears forming in the corners of your eye. "Y/N," Your mother reached for you and grabbed your arm but you shrugged her away.

"I'm going to find something to eat." You mumbled and began walking away, Gabi trying to keep up with your long strides. "Please, I want to be alone right now, Gabi." She stopped, watching as you walked away with your head hanging low.

Magath was walking in your direction, no bothering to stop himself as he crashed with your body. Before you could even see who it was, a hard smack was delivered to the back of your head and you groaned. "Watch where you walk, girl! And you better stop crying before I give you something to cry about!"

He scoffed and walked away from you, walking past your family and Gabi. "Damn kids, better talk to your daughter about respect and manners." That was your final straw and you ran off crying.

Your legs burned as you did, but you didn't care. You were always such a strong person mentally, but now inheriting the Armoured Titan, it seemed as if you were getting worse by the day. Your dad really did suffer from a lot of things and despite seeing how low he was, he did a great job of hiding a lot of it.

You had ran the a deserted alleyway, realising you were close to Zeke's house and decided to knock on his door. He still had the Beast Titan, himself wanting to find a candidate he wanted instead of the military finding one for him.

He opened the door, cigarette in his hands and a sleepy look on his face. He saw your sweaty and teary face mixed with dirt and gasped. "I'm sorry, did I wake you?" Your voice was weak as you spoke.

"No, of course not. Would you like to come in?" He stepped aside and you nodded your head. Walking into his house, you stood by the door, "You can sit."

"I'm dirty." You whined and he shook his head with a smile.

He poured himself a cup of coffee, "I can clean it off; perks of having a leather couch." You smiled and sat down on the couch, sighing from the comfort, "Would you like a cup of coffee? You look like you need it."

"Please," You practically groaned, maybe it would help you when you went back, which you definitely didn't want to do; perhaps you would miss it and hear Magath's scream another time.

Suddenly there was a loud crashing in his kitchen. "Oh, I forgot to shut the kitchen window when I was smoking. Help yourself to the coffee." Zeke got up and went into he kitchen and you looked down at the book he was reading.

You picked it up and read the epilogue: There was an ordinary girl in a world of superhuman people, she could only wish she were special like that. But truth be told, she was special in her own way, even if she didn't possess superhuman abilities.

"You like it?" Zeke asked suddenly from behind you and you gasped. "Apologies, I get sucked into books when I read them too and forget about the outside world." He explained with a warm smile and sat back down in his chair. "If you like it, you can have it."

You looked at him, "Really?" You asked surprised.

"Yes, I've read it a few times already." He said, "You can always come and read some of my books if you wish, I won't bite." He chuckled and you couldn't stop the tears in your eyes, "Y/N, what's the matter?"

You sniffed and wiped away the tear. "Uh," You laughed a bit from nervousness, "Just... I mean, I've read books before, but I've never had a book of my own. My family isn't that wealthy to afford books."

Zeke looked at you with a comforting smile and pat the spot beside him. You rounded the table and sat beside him as he tucked you into his side. "Honey, you can always come here and take some books. You know that. I wouldn't even mind if you permanently borrowed some."

You smiled and rested your head on him, grabbing the coffee cup you poured and took a sip. It was a little bitter and a bit hot, but you still drank it. "Thanks, Uncle Zeke." You said.

"Anytime. Now," He pulled away from you and looked down at you in concern, "Why are you so upset?" He wiped the tear rolling down your cheek.

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You told Zeke everything, from how you felt bad for not being good enough for the Marley Military, how you felt useless, how you felt mentally after inheriting the Armoured Titan; you told him everything, even things you hadn't told your parents, like your nightmares and desire to jump off a cliff.

Zeke was there through everything, gave you advice and tips to help you, knowing vaguely what your father had went through. You both ended up going into his personal library to see his large collection of books. You were in awe as he insisted you take at least five, giving you a big book. The book was a hardcover, brown and gold on the front, black lining the pages; it was barely readable, but you saw the title, 'The History of Marley and Paradis.' He insisted you read that book first.

You smiled and wiped down your dirty face with the bottom of your shirt as you and Zeke walked back to the training grounds, everyone walking over to Magath waiting and your eyes widened.

"I'm late!" You gasped as you reached your parents who looked concerned at not seeing you down with the others. Your mother tried to come towards you, but Reiner held her back, saying something in her ear and she stopped herself. "Magath's gonna kill me!"

"Tell him you were helping me, he can talk to me if he has anything to say about it." Zeke said as you placed the books he gave you on the ground and began to run down the stairs.

The coffee you had must've helped you regain some of your energy because you ran over to the others without wanting to collapse on the floor.

"Braun, where were you? Crying in the corner like the baby you are?!" Magath yelled, stopping right in front of you as you stood next to Erik.

You looked up at him, not batting an eyelash in fear of him. "No Sir, I was helping Zeke with some chores." You placed your hands behind your back.

"Oh really, and it so happens you were still late to my training. Braun, if you wish to distract your mind from the terrors you face, then do it elsewhere and not in my time, do I make myself clear?" He crouched, reaching your level and yelled in your face.

"You do Sir, but I was helping Zeke with battle plans for his next mission." Magath stood up straight and you didn't take your eyes off him. "So if you wish to prioritise your little training session above our next mission, then it seems you're not fit to lead the military."

Your eyes widened and you smacked a hand over your mouth, stopping yourself from talking. The others snapped their heads towards you and you wanted to faint and throw up right then and there. The other soldiers were now to looking at you like you had grown two heads.

Magath was looking down at you with an anger in his eyes and and looked up to see Zeke who waved obvious to what you had just said. Magath scoffed, spinning on his heels and walked away.

You slowly lowered your hand, wondering why he hadn't just killed you right then and there. "Everyone is getting into their titan forms, the person that wins will have a free day tomorrow."

You all muttered between yourselves; none of you had shifted into your titans since the day you got turned into one. You would barely know what to do. "Sir, what do you mean by first one on top?" Daniel said.

"Oh, not you Daniel. You'll trample everyone in sight." Magath turned to him and Daniel looked down in embarrassment. "But the rest of you is battling it out. The last person standing will earn a free day tomorrow. Oh, and Gabi, you're sitting out too. I want just the titans that can attack one-on-one to battle it out."

Erik shoved you a little, "Gonna beat your ass, prove to you that the Jaw Titan is the superior." He gave you the side eye and you smirked at him.

"Unlikely. No hard feelings though, right?" You looked up at him.

"Of course not darling," He brought you into his side jokingly, "Don't hold back on me."

"Wasn't planning too." You shoved him as Magath ordered you all to move. You went to one side of the field, Samantha to the other, and Erik the other. You were handed a knife to slice your hand open to activate your titan and stood both confidently and impatiently. You had no idea where this confidence had come from; another one of your dads traits, perhaps?

Magath ordered you all to transform and you cut your hand on the knife and heard the piercing sound of the titan scream along with a blinding green light. You had hoped that someone had taken Lilia away from seeing you again, no doubt making her more scared of you than she already was.

You stumbled a little, the ground shaking slightly as you stood tall in your titan form. "Yay! Y/N is the best!" You turned and saw through the eyes of your titan that Sydney was screaming at you in happiness at seeing her older sister in her titan form, Lilia, on the other hand, watched on in shock but didn't turn away from the sight unfolding in front of her. Your parents were holding onto the railings in anticipation and worry at seeing you, Zeke giving you a warm smile.

You were knocked over then, a force shoving you onto the ground and you grunted as your head slammed onto the ground. You saw the Jaw Titan, Erik going to strike your face, clearly taking advantage of your slowness.

He had clearly forgotten you were the best in the class when it came to combat training, knocking him on his ass each time, despite your lack of stamina.

You grabbed Erik's hand, crushing it under pressure and stopping it midway. You lifted your legs, going under him and using his light weight as the Jaw Titan to kick him up, making him get thrown over your head and get slammed into the wall a few yards from you.

You got up, still getting used to being in such a frightening form and heard Sydney screaming out, yelling your name in happiness. You wondered what you looked like, still not knowing, were you ugly? You kind of hoped so, you hoped you looked scary.

Erik shook his head, gaining his composure as you heard someone come up behind you, but you already noticing, dodged it, grabbing their arm that swung at you and locking it behind their back and using your free hand to hold around the back of their neck. They took that as chance to swing your feet out from under you and put you in a choke hold.

You looked up and saw Samantha's titan. "So much for being my friend." You said as she held you tighter. Luckily for you, the armour you possessed made it hard for her to grab the flesh around your neck and choke you out. Twisting your hand, you grabbed ahold of her hand and snapped it, hearing her titan roar; did it hurt her? If so, you felt bad, but you really wanted that day off tomorrow. Clearly she did too.

The Jaw Titan came rushing then, his speed fast. He tackled Samantha and they went flying off you and you rolled so you were on your hands and knees.

You looked around, seeing the metal poles supporting the military's makeshift house where they kept all their equipment. This'll piss Magath off, you thought and smirked as you darted off the ground, your hand reaching out at the perfect time and grabbing Erik's face as his mouth opened to bite down on Samantha's injured arm. You pull him, throwing him as hard as you could against the metal poles, shaking the structure and the soldiers all screamed out in fear.

You did it again, Erik not being able to recover quick enough from your actions and you heard Magath yell at you. "Braun, your family will be paying for this to be rebuilt if you break it!"

You stood up tall then, towering over Magath's body on top of the structure and he gasped at seeing your eye glowing eyes piercing down at him, he took a cautious step back, clearly scared you were about to attack him or something. You grunted, hot steam coming from your mouth and blowing onto him almost in annoyance as you slammed Erik's head down in the dirt.

Samantha took it upon herself to jump on you, her legs straddling your head and everyone on the structure began running off, clearly terrified the structure was going to collapse on them.

She grabbed ahold of your head, trying to rip your head off. Dude, what did I ever do to you? You frowned at her and spun, not wanting to actually hit the structure. You tried to take a step forward, but a pain shot through your body at feeling Erik's teeth clamp down on the back of your knee.

You fell onto your other knee as you gave out. Samantha pulled your head, exposing the unarmored part of your neck and Erik came up to bite down. Your hand came up to throw Samantha off but her legs tightened around your head, stopping you.

Erik bit down and pain shot through your body, so you did feel pain. You hand then came down onto Erik's head, hitting him away, the bit he gave not hard enough to rip you from your titan. You rolled, slamming Samantha's body onto the ground and she let you go.

Erik charged, clearly annoyed you were still standing and you grabbed his face, slamming him down onto Samantha, causing the plates on his face to shatter slightly. They started fighting then, averting their attention to themselves and you stood up, feeling the back of your knee heal.

"I am not coming back here tomorrow, no way." You grunted inside the carcass and pulled your hand back as far as it could, punching Samantha in the head. That seemed to do as she flew back and hit her back onto the wall, body going limp.

Erik bolted away, he was planning something. While you were on one side of the field, he was on the other and you both stared each other down.

"One down, one annoying asshole to go." You ran, you knew he beat you in speed and agility, but you would win in brute strength. He ran towards you, slightly going to your left to attack the unarmored parts of you, most likely your elbow seeming it was moving as fast as your legs. He jumped, barely missing your elbow as your hand came down, throwing him to your other hand and holding his hand in a crushing force.

Now, you wouldn't crush his head fully, only a little. It brought you a slight joy to see him struggling, having him exactly where you wanted him. You crushed his head, letting your hands harden and you saw the slight panic in his titans eyes as you he would be able to escape.

You noticed in the corner of your eyes that Samantha was waking up and you cursed yourself for not knocking her out long enough. A thought struck you then as you let your hands harden quicker and Erik wasn't able to move at all.

Samantha stood, seeing what was happening and went over. You existed your titans body, hoping it would hope out long enough as you jumped to the floor and prepared yourself. When Samantha was right where you needed her, still not noticing you standing there, you transform again.

She looked down just as your hand punched her from under the jaw and she flew up, this time hitting the ground completely unconscious and you heard cheering as you were the last one standing.

You saw Gabi and Daniel cheering you and you almost forgot people were watching, other people close by watching with amazement in their eyes. You turned then, hearing your parents cheering and you almost cried; Lilia was screaming in excitement and clapping her hands.

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Chapter Two: Memories - New Armoured & Jaw Titan Series

Warnings: Swearing, (somewhat) fighting, mature references, suicide thoughts/mentions.

Plot: Now you were the new armoured titan, you have to learn the ropes of how to control it, memories come back to you, but they're not yours. You find a disturbing memory that Reiner had experienced in the past.

Word Count: 2.4K+

This series: Chapter One: New Beginning || Aackxrmxan's Masterlist

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Porco Gilliard!Son x Reiner Braun!Daughter Reader

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"I'm like... always hungry, it isn't fair. Dad, did you ever get this hungry?!" Erik yelled out to his father who wasn't even 5 feet away from him. You rolled your eyes and held onto Sydney as she glanced up at the cloudless sky, Falco holding your spare hand.

You had gained a lot of strength since inheriting the armoured titan, slamming doors open and closed by accident, breaking multiple glasses when you barely held them.

You saw your mother growing tired of holding Sydney in her arms all day as you walked through the markets and offered to hold her, Falco already clinging onto your hand previously.

"Do you think there'll be pow pow's tonight?" Lilia asked excitedly as she was referring to fireworks. Reiner held her head as he walked under a poster.

"There might be. Who knows?" Reiner smiled at his youngest daughter and glanced over to his oldest daughter, you. He was slightly worried that you would crumble under the pressure of being the new armoured titan, but seeing you smile and talk with your mother and Sydney made his mind ease a little.

Truth be told, you had already experienced a few nightmares, but you hadn't told anyone, not wanting to worry them with it, and each morning you put on a brave face and warm smile.

Gabi was trailing behind with her mother, Pieck, almost sluggishly. Gabi now understood why her mother was so sluggish all the time, and that being because she wasn't used to standing like a normal person, but crouched down like the cart titan.

Karina, Reiner's mother, was still at home baking cookies for everyone for when they got back. She had shown the most concern for you so far, coming to check on you throughout the day to make sure you were okay, and it was honestly nice.

Tonight was the night where everyone celebrated the new titans, which include yourself, Erik, Gabi, Samantha (Annie's daughter), and Daniel (Bertholdt's son). The rest of them would meet you there and the families would have front seats to seeing their loved ones offered the red arm bands and made into offical warriors.

In all honesty, you didn't want to participate in this, you hated crowds enough as it was and you weren't feeling your best. Whether that was nerves or you still adjusting to be a titan shifter, you didn't know.

"Y/N, are you getting drunk after? Colt and I are, you should too." Erik said and barged his way between Falco and you and you glared at him. The kind man you were talking to the other night was gone and the same goofy boy known as Erik Gilliard was back; you were hoping the goofy boy would stay gone, but obviously not.

"I'm not feeling that great, probably not." You said and turned back, completely ignoring him as he whined and pouted.

He scoffed, "You've never been drunk and it's no fun."

"Probably because I don't want to deal with your stupid ass all night, that's why." You grumbled and stopped at a stall where Sydney was grabbing at a butterfly pendant.

"This is cute!" She screamed in your ear and you winced at the loudness of her voice. "Oh, sorry Y/N." She apologised and kissed your cheek.

You gasped then, an image of a little girl with blonde hair and hazel eyes smiling and kissing your cheek... but that wasn't you, it was Reiner. You were looking through your father's eyes and the little girl was you when you were younger.

"Daddy! I know you cry sometimes, so I made you this to make you feel better." Through your vision, you saw a picture of a stickman family. "This is me and mummy, this is Colt, and this is you!" The poorly drawn artwork brought tears to Reiner's eyes.

"It's beautiful honey, I love it so much." Your dad mumbled and wiped a tear from his eyes. "Come here." Reiner opened his arms and hugged the little girl tightly.

"Y/N?" Sydney asked and you came back to reality and looked at her. Your family were a few stalls up but Reiner stayed back noticing your change of persona. "Are you okay?"

"Mhm, I'm okay." You smile and ushered the salesperson over and bought the butterfly pendant your sister was looking at.

"Oh wow! You really are the best sister ever!" Sydney said as the salesperson smiled and handed you the pendant. Placing Sydney on the floor, you put the necklace around her neck and she giggled and hugged you tightly.

"Now you'll never forget me." You smiled her warmly and she smiled and nodded her head. Your mother called out to you and Sydney and she ran off to show your mother what she just got.

"Are you okay?" Reiner asked you as you both began walking towards the amphitheater where some people mixed with white and yellow armbands began to sit.

"Yeah, I'm alright. I just forgot to hang my washing out on the line, that's all." You said and hurriedly made your way throw the crowd of gathering people before he questioned you anymore.

Reiner knew it was a lie and sighed as he watched you and Samantha meet up. "Hey, so it turns out Bertholdt and my mother are getting pretty serious." Samantha said as she chewed on a musk stick.

You laughed, "That must be awkward for you." You said and took a seat next to her with your names reserved on the chair in the front row of the amphitheatre.

Daniel came over and sat next to her, "You're telling me, I knew dad was awkward, but my God-" He rubbed a hand over his face and slouched in his chair.

You and Samantha laughed, not hearing Erik come up behind her and steal the remaining musk stick left in her hands. "Oi, you fuckwit!" Samantha yelled and chased over him, throwing herself over you in the process. "Sorry!" She yelled back as she went after Erik who was laughing, running, and eating the musk stick.

"I swear to God, he's never going to grow up." You said to yourself and sat in Samantha's chair to be next to Daniel. "How's your dad going not having the Colossal titan in him anymore?"

Daniel turned to you, "Yeah he's good. I think he has some sort of relief not dealing with it anymore." He said and watched the host preparing the stage.

"That's good. How are you feeling?" You asked.

Daniel laughed, "Better than I imagined. After the other night though I don't really want to turn into the colossal, too big." He shuddered just thinking of how tall he was.

You snorted, "You can stomp on us all then, you as the Colossal make us titans look like ants."

You both laughed as Samantha came back. "Don't touch me Erik, I swear I'll punch you in the face."

"Did you get your musk stick back?" You asked and moved so she could sit down in her seat.

"No, this pig ate it before I could get it." Samantha grumbled and plopped down in her chair and glared over at Erik.

Erik pouted and put his hands on his hips dramatically. "Don't worry Sammy, I'll get you one never."

"Only my friends call me Sammy!" She yelled and threw her armband at him. "I don't need that now anyways, we're getting new ones."

"Red ones." Daniel spoke up, "I kind of don't want to, as weird as it may seem. Yellow complements my skin tone more."

"You're really worried about what looks good with your skin tone when we can be treated like Marleyean's?" You asked and saw Gabi sitting next to Daniel and yawning.

"Well, no. But yes." Daniel shyly smiled.

"I knew it, he's gay!" Erik yelled from beside you as he sat down.

Daniel's face turned bright red and he turned away in embarrassment. "I'm not." He grumbled.

You turned and punched Erik in the arm, hitting him with a lot more force then before and he got knocked out of his chair. He looked at you with wide eyes and held his arm. "Who cares if he's gay, there's nothing wrong with that!"

"I never said there was! Gay people are fun to be around." Erik shot back and got up and sat in his chair again.

"Will you both calm down?" Reiner put his hand on both of your heads. "Erik, you're being just like your father." Reiner noted and ruffled his hair.

"I heard that!" Porco said as he stood beside Reiner and looked down at his son. "Stop being a brat to people, and stop eating everyone's food." He flicked Erik's head and he went to playfully tackle his father but that's when the host started talking.

"Hello and welcome everyone, if everyone could take a seat so we can get started."

Porco leaned down to Erik's ear. "Behave please."

"Yes Sir!" Erik said sarcastically which earned him a smack in the head from his mother, Pieck. "Sorry mum." He winced.

You snorted at how he behaved instantly for Pieck and turned to look at the host. It was Willy Tybur, apart of the Tybur family.

"Greetings to all Eldian and Maryelean people. Today we celebrate the very new titan shifters that have taken over the previous ones." He began and people hushed and listened to what he said. "As you are all now aware of, we have figured out a way to extract the essence of the titan from the previous owner and given it to their new ones, therefore prolonging their lives. How good is that?"

Everyone cheered, the loudness echoing in your head. Too bad I don't get to die in 13 years... You thought as you continued watching on. You frowned then, wondering why you would think about that. It seemed as if it wasn't your thought, but someone else's. You turned your head slightly at hearing your parents speak quietly between themselves and that's when it clicked. It wasn't your thought, but your dads that he must've had before.

You turned back to the front. "One by one we will introduce the new titan shifters and give them their new red armbands, officially making them Marleyean residents. From Eldian to Marleyean, these warrior cadets have given their hearts and souls to Marley, for a safe future!" The crowd screamed, clapping their hands and you flinched, you were starting to feel off once again and your head began spinning.

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"Y/N Braun." You took a breath at hearing your name being called. Going from last to first in alphabet order of their last names, you were the last called and stood up on shaking feet.

"I'm just nervous. Just nerves. It'll be over soon." You mumbled to yourself as you made your way to the stage and began up the stairs.

"Y/N Braun is the new armoured titan, taking over from her father, Reiner Braun. This titan is staggering 15 meters tall and has plates of hardened skin covering the entirety of its body. Except for muscles in its cheeks that become exposed when it opens its lipless jaw, as well as the muscle tissue behind its knees, elbows, and feet. Its eyes are covered by white, organic lenses, and it has long, silver hair, just as Y/N does. While fighting, it has been noted that it has high agility and is capable of moving at a fast momentum, despite its seemingly heavy weight and being low on stamina." Willy explained just as he had done with the other members.

"If you would take your armband off and put it in the basket please?" One of the soldier said and you placed your armband in the basket with the others.

You walked over to Willy who was waiting for you. He stuck out your hand to shake, and you smiled nervously and grabbed his hand. That's when you stopped, as soon as you came into contact with his hand, you were seeing something that wasn't there.

It was another memory. A little girl, the same little girl as before stuck out her hand, waiting for you... no, Reiner to take it. The little girl was you again.

Willy noticed you had gone frozen and everyone who could see properly began muttering between themselves, also wondering what was going on. Willy turned to the crowd and smiled, "Not to worry, I think she's a little stage fright." He turned to you and crouched down, putting both his hands on your shoulders, "Y/N, are you okay?" He asked so only you could hear it, but you weren't mentally there, your mind in another place.

The little girl looked concerned, glancing beside her and frowning. "Daddy, why do you have a shotgun?" She asked and her eyes showing curiosity.

"Uh, I was just practicing my shooting sweetheart." Reiner told her, hands wringing in his lap as he sat on the chair in the middle of the room.

"Inside?" The little girls eyes sparkled up at him. "Daddy?" She whimpered quietly then, "Mummy says you're sad all the time, that you might go to heaven one day. She's scared because she doesn't want you too." The girl pushed the loaded gun onto the floor and climbed onto her fathers lap.

Reiner cried and watched her daughter grab his hands and hold them close. "I just find it hard sometimes... to keep living." He didn't want to put the pressure of telling his young daughter this, but needed to talk to someone.

The little girl's bottom lip quivered. "I don't want you to go to heaven daddy, I want you to stay here with mummy, Colt, and me." Reiner took a breath and his daughter turned in his lap and grabbed his face. "Daddy is beautiful and strong, I love him very much."

The little girl didn't fully understand what his father was going to do moments before she came in, and if he had done it and his daughter saw it... he couldn't let her see that at her age.

"I love you to sweetheart. Please promise me that you'll love me forever." Reiner begged as he hugged his daughter tight.

"I'll love you forever and ever!" She said and hugged him back.

You snapped back to reality and saw Willy and another soldier standing in front of you. "There she is! I told you she was just stage fright." Willy announced and everyone cheered. "Are you okay?" He asked you and saw tears in your eyes.

You took a deep breath and blinked away the tears and nodded. "Fine." You were handed your armband and made your way back to where you were sitting. Everyone looked at you worryingly, but you ignored them as you sat down.

Your father had tried to kill himself, and if it wasn't for you coming in, then he wouldn't be here right now.

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Attack on Titans Masterlist

Reiner Braun

New Armoured & Jaw Titan

Chapter One: New Armoured & Jaw Titan - Being the daughter of Reiner Braun has guaranteed you a spot to be the new Armoured Titan, as well as Porco and Pieck's son and daughter (Erik and Gabi) to inherit both the Cart and Jaw Titan, but is that truly what you want?

Chapter Two: Memories - Now you were the new armoured titan, you have to learn the ropes of how to control it, memories come back to you, but they're not yours. You find a disturbing memory that Reiner had experienced in the past.

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Levi Ackerman

Brat (NSFW)

After doing what you Captain had specifically told you not too, you find yourself in a very difficult situation.

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Erwin Smith

I'll Never Leave You

You had loved your father, more so than anyone else on this planet, and now he's gone, you wish death had taken you too.

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New Armoured & Jaw Titan

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Jean Kirstein

The Commander's Daughter

When it comes to being the Commander's daughter, Erwin is slightly more protective over you, but Jean sees this as a challenge more than a threat.

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The Commander’s Daughter: Jean Kirstein

Warnings: Erwin is kinda an asshole father, smut but not in detail, swearing.

Plot: When it comes to being the Commander's daughter, Erwin is slightly more protective over you, but Jean sees this as a challenge more than a threat.

Word Count: 4.5K+

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Jean Kirstein x Erwin Smith!Daughter Reader

Author's Note: As much as I love Erwin, I need to write one where he's kind of an ass, for my own satisfaction, of course. All my characters are over the legal age to drink yet still are cadets... it's just so I can make this story juicy XD

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You walked to the Mess Hall, yawning and rubbing your tired eyes. You barely got any sleep last night, having been awake with Connie, Sasha, and Jean playing card games most of the night.

"Well, look who finally decided to wake up." Jean said quite loudly, causing a few of the cadets to turn their head and look at you. "Whoops, am I not suppose to say that?" He chuckled when you playfully hit his arm and sat down beside him.

He pulled you into his side comfortingly, pressing a kiss to the side of your head. "I'm surprised that you're up considering I fell asleep before you." You mumbled and yawned again, sighing when you felt Jean's hand rub circles on your back.

"I'm just too good like that." Jean commented and you quickly pulled away from him as you saw your dad walk in. Not only was he your dad, but also your commander... your father was Commander Erwin Smith. Jean sighed annoying, "Oh come on, he won't mind!" He whispered as you reached to pour yourself some apple juice.

You scoffed, "I beg to differ, he'll ground me and rip you a new asshole." You said and grabbed the bacon before Sasha came and ate it all on everyone. With a mouthful of food, you turned to Jean, "I want to talk to him soon about us. So... please, just let me do that before you do something to give us away."

Jean rolled his eyes, "Yeah, okay. I just want to show you off already, especially to Eren, stupid brat keeps looking at you like he's found love."

"Maybe he has," You giggled causing Jean to look at you with distaste.

"Not with you, anyone but my darling." Jean sounded offended and you continued to eat your breakfast, trying not to bring too much attention to yourselves as your father sat two tables down from you.

You smiled at what Jean said and saw Connie and Sasha walk in with Christa. "Guys, I'm never staying up so late again. I fell asleep so easily." Connie complained, "and I slept on my neck wrong."

"Yeah, I did too! Jean and Y/N were up a lot longer than us though! Did you get down and dirty with each other?" Sasha basically screamed and your whole face burned, almost snorting out your apple juice through your nose.

Jean also had a tint of pink dusting his cheeks, he looked adorable like that as he adverted his eyes away from you. "N-No, we just sat up and talked for a while."

"Y/N?" You felt a hand on your shoulder and you looked to see your dad standing behind you. "I want you to sit at my table please. Grab your things."

You resisted the urge to roll your eyes. "Dad, I want to stay here." You whined, causing a few of the cadets to look shocked at you; you just denied an order by the commander.

"Now, Y/N. I won't ask again." He said sternly, eyes burning down at you and he walked away then and you kicked Sasha under the table at her comment.

She looked at you with a mouth full of food. "What was that for?" She asked. You rolled your eyes and got up from your seat and slowly made your way to the table your father, Levi, Hanji, and Pixis was sitting at.

You took a seat next to Hanji and picked at your food, no longer wanting to eat. Everyday you had to sit with them when the smallest hint of romance between you and another person happened. You were sick and tired of it. You wished Sasha could just close her mouth sometimes, as much as you loved her.

You sighed, not realising how loud it was until Pixis spoke up. "Young Y/N, what's the matter? Would you like a drink of my wine?" He took a swig out of his flask and handed you it.

"You're drinking already?" You asked and Pixis shrugged, you reached for the flask with a small smile but it was snatched from Pixis hands.

Erwin tightened the lid on the flask and put it beside him. "She's not drinking that." He sounded angry, but so were you, and you glared at him from the end of the table.

"Erwin, she's old enough to drink if she wishes to." Pixis said and snatched his flask back, causing Erwin to look at him slightly shocked, you would have laughed at him, but didn't want to cause anymore trouble... or perhaps you did.

"What about love Erwin, is she allow to love someone?" Levi spoke up, taking a sip of his tea. Levi had noticed you and Jean getting closer over the past few months; he had an eye for that, and in all honestly, he didn't mind it. You were responsible and also made Jean a little more tolerable.

"No." Erwin said simply and this time you did roll your eyes. It didn't go unnoticed, "Is something the matter Y/N?"

"Nope, perfectly fine." You said sarcastically through gritted teeth and looked away. "I need a shower anyways. Bye." Your chair scraped along the stone floor harshly as you got up and started for the door.

"I want you by my side today Y/N, when you're done I want you to meet me in my office." Erwin said, not turning to look at you and you pointed your middle finger at him with a foul face.

Some cadets gasped and you knew that probably wasn't the best idea, though Levi and Hanji had a small smile on their face. At hearing the cadets gasp, Erwin spun around and faced you, but you had already left the Mess Hall and made your way back to your barracks to get fresh clothes.

"What did she do?" Erwin asked Hanji but she didn't say anything except for keep a laugh in. "Levi?"

"Oh, she pointed the finger at you. You're kind of being a jerk to her anyways so I think you deserve it." Levi said and grabbed his cup and left as well.

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As you rinsed the shampoo out of your hair, you felt arms wrap around your waist. "What the fuck?" You yelled, grabbing the closet thing to you and smacking the person in the head with it.

"Ow, calm down. It's only me." Jean said, holding his head where you smacked him with your conditioner. "That kinda hurt." He whined.

You set the bottle down and giggled before wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him down. "Sorry," You whisper, "Maybe I can make it up to you?"

Jean's eyes ghosted over with lust and he pushed you back onto the cold tile wall, your back arching from the temperature. "Yeah, sounds good." He said lowly and brought his lips down to meet yours.

It was a slow kiss, the warm water cascading down your bodies as Jean pulled the shower door closed. His tongue swiped along your bottom lip, begging to explore and you let him. You moaned into his mouth as your tongues fought for battle, you being sneaky and pulling his hair to make him lose.

A tiny whimper fell from his lips as he submitted to you, both his hands on your hips, holding you close. Your hands ran through his wet hair, tugging softly at the strands of light ash-blonde hair.

He pulled back first, taking a deep breath and resting his forehead against yours. "I don't want this to end, not ever." He said quietly.

"So don't let it." You spoke and ran your hands down his chest, going lower and lower to-

"Y/N, I need you to hurry up." Erwin spoke through the door of the bathroom. You jolted and Jean backed away from you, hitting his head on the shower wall. You quickly covered his mouth with his hand before any sounds came out of his mouth. "What was that?"

"Uh, nothing, nothing. You scared me and I- I smacked my knee on the wall." You lied, feeling one of Jean's hands wrap around your waist and pull you against him, your back to his chest.

There was a silence and you thought Erwin had left. "Is there someone in there with you?"

You panicked, "No."

"Y/N." Erwin demanded.

"Fine, it's Mikasa. She's not feeling well and she was using the shower and I didn't realise and walked in and now I'm helping her shower because she looks like she's about to faint and vomit everywhere." You cringed, as bad as it may have sounded, but Erwin bought the lie.

"Oh well, I'm sorry for interrupting." Jean's hands travelled lower as you heard your dad walk off.

"I don't know whether you're a good or bad liar." Jean muttered in your ear as you gasped, head falling back and you looked up at him through your lashes.

You giggled, grabbing his hand and putting it where you wanted most. "I think being the commanders daughter has made me pick up a few tricks."

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You walked to your dads office, feeling content with what had just happened minutes before. You knocked on his door and waited for him to tell you to come in before you walked in the room.

When you walked in, Erwin was sitting at his office and writing up something for a cadet to take. You waited and sat on the sofa at the end of the room.

"Today we're going to see the Levi Squad." Your dad announced as the cadet left. That was weird, he said he wanted you in his office all day. "I need to discuss a few matters that will be changing with the cadets, as well as yourself."

Something seemed off in his tone, with eyes boring into you with what seemed to be anger. Had he found about you pointing the finger at him earlier? But what would Levi's Squad have to do with that?

You shrugged it off, thinking it was nothing and waited for him to finish some paperwork before following him out of his office and out towards the castle where Levi and his Squad patrolled through out the day.

When you reached the castle, everyone was outside cleaning out the horse stables and noticing Commander Erwin and your arrival, they all stopped and stood in line, hand over their hearts.

You stayed beside Erwin, waiting patiently for him to continue. "So there has been something that I need to discuss with each and everyone of you, you included." Erwin looked down at you beside him.

"Erwin, has something happened that I need to know of?" Levi asked.

"This is more for the cadets, but feel free to listen as well Levi." Erwin said and you could tell this was going to be bad somehow. "I have become aware of a situation that has happened recently and I need it to be brought alight. Things have happened behind my back and in secret and it needs to stop."

The cadets all muttered between themselves and your stomach churned in anxiety. Jean could see your uneasiness and offered a small smile, quickly regretting his decision as Erwin saw it.

"Jean, where were you this morning?" Erwin asked, his boring down at the cadet which caused him to gulp.

Jean looked at you quickly, "I was at the Mess Hall then left to get ready for the day, Commander."

"And by getting ready you took a shower?" Erwin asked, seeing Jean's still wet hair and your eyes widened, he hadn't figured out what happened this morning, had he?

Jean moved uncomfortably. "Yes Sir, I went and had a shower."

"Mikasa," Erwin said then, turning the the black haired woman, she looked at him confused. "Where were you this morning?"

You looked at her desperately, knowing she had no clue what was going on. "I was in the Mess Hall and then left to run laps with Armin and Eren." She said, looking at you and frowning as you bit your lip anxiously.

"You weren't feeling sick or dizzy by any chance?" Erwin pressed.

"No Sir. Why are you-"

"Jean, if you had taken a shower, it would have been the same time as Y/N, considering you left around the same time. Am I correct?" Erwin explained.

"Erwin, what are you-?" Levi was cut off.

Erwin continued, "As you know only two showers are available for you cadets to take, so if you had a shower the same time as Y/N, you would have known that the other shower is currently broken and being repaired."

"Sir, I-" Jean tried to speak in but Erwin still continued to talk, turning to you now and you took a small step back.

"Y/N, Mikasa was never in the shower with you. You never attended to her illness as you told me, so you lied. But not only have you done that, you have also kept the full truth from me, and that being Jean was present in the shower with you. See, as I left I saw Mikasa walking towards the field with Armin and Eren with her, and therefore she couldn't have been in the shower with you. Jean was never in the other shower because we currently have someone working on it and it's not accessible for the cadets yet."

"Erwin, calm down." Levi said, coming to stand between the both of you. "It doesn't matter what happened, they're all adults here. They're able to do what they want when they want."

"Levi, this doesn't concern you. I said you could listen, not talk." Erwin said, not once taking his eyes off you and you looked at the floor, feeling as if you had been called out guilty of murder. "So here is what is going to happen, no man is going to go near Y/N while I'm not around, the only time you can is if I'm there beside her. Even then, you're not allowed to talk to her or make any eye contact towards her unless I give permission."

"What the fuck, Erwin?" Levi practically shouted, "She's not your property, she can do what she wants!"

"Y/N, you will eat every meal with me, you will be in bed by 7:00pm every night, you can no longer have the freedom to go out yourself, you can no longer see your friends unless I allow it, and you are banned from wearing anything that might draw attention to you."

You were raging, your fists balling beside you. All the cadets were stunned at what had just happened, including Levi.

"I'm literally an adult now! You can't force me to do that, and that stuff literally the most stupidest shit I've ever heard of! No!" You yelled, facing him.

"Are you disobeying my orders, Y/N?" Erwin asked, an eyebrow raised.

"Yes I am. I don't care if you're my dad and commander, I'm not doing any of that. So what if I lied to you? That time with Jean in the shower was one of the best things in my life and you're not taking that away from me!" Yeah, you may have spilled a bit too much then, but you didn't care as you and your father had a glaring contest.

The cadets were all shaking with fear, they hadn't seen the commander so angry, nor had they seen someone defy him before. They all wanted to run and hide, especially Jean.

"I am your commander and you will listen to me Y/N." Erwin's voice was getting louder, but that only fuelled you further.

"No! You're my father and you're meant to support me in what I do, not make me miserable!" You screamed, tears welled in your eyes. Every time you got this angry, you cried, it was a habit you wished you didn't have.

"Guys, please calm down. There's no need for this." Levi said and took ahold of your arm and tried to pull you away at seeing your face.

"Don't touch her Levi," Erwin glared at him. "She's coming home with me now." Erwin took ahold of Levi's arm in a violent grip and you sobbed, you knew someone was going to get hurt.

You sighed, "I'll go with him."

"Y/N." Levi asked, turning to you in disbelief.

"Someone will get hurt if I don't, just let me go please." You looked at him desperately and reluctantly let go.

Erwin began walking away, Levi glaring after him. You took one last look back at your friends and turned to follow your dad back home.

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It had been days since you stepped outside your house, practically being grounded for the rest of your life. Your dad would give you food at every meal and ask you to eat with him at the dinner table, but you never did. You were too stubborn to do as he said. At home he wasn't your commander, he was just your father and you didn't have to listen to him half as much.

Now because you're a cadet, I want you to know that at home I'm just your father, not your commander. He had told you, it's not like you were in the wrong.

You had looked out your window every evening when the cadets would go back to the barracks, knowing they would pass your house, but Erwin must've know that too because you hadn't seen them walk past once.

You sighed, feeling hot tears run down your cheeks as you curled into a tight ball on your bed. It wasn't fair how your dad was treating you, you just wanted to see your friends, to see Jean.

Night time came around and your dad left for a meeting with some other Captains. he told you not to go anywhere, like you could because he locked the house from the outside.

You sat on your bed, reading one of your books when you heard tapping on your window and looked to see Armin popping his head into your window. You gasped, opening the window and slamming your body to his in a bone crushing hug.

"Armin! What are you doing here? How'd you get up here?" You were on the second floor of your house and looked down to see Reiner, Bertholdt, Mikasa, Eren and Armin all standing on each others shoulders to reach your height.

"We've come to get you out. Captain Levi told us where you lived and told us to hurry because he and your dad had a meeting." Armin explained as you grabbed your coat and climbed on your bed to hang out the window.

"Why didn't you just use the ODM Gear?" You asked, they could've hanged from the wall instead of making a human centipede.

"Dude hurry, you're all kind of heavy now." Reiner grunted and you quickly stepped out of your window and into Armin's arms as he helped you down.

Once you hit the ground and all of you were off each others shoulders, you brought them all in for a massive hug. "I love you guys so much!"

"I think we need to hurry incase your dad comes back and punishes us all." Bertholdt said and you all began running and hiding in dark alleyways to not be spotted by patrol.

"So why not use ODM Gear?" You asked as you ran towards the castle.

Eren spoke up, "Because your dad makes us check in with it now. He's been really strict in what we can and can't do. He even made us all sit in designated seats in the Mess Hall."

"Are you serious?" You asked, Mikasa nodding. "That's bullshit!"

"Wow, the commanders daughter has some fire in her. To be honest, I thought you were going to take a swing at your dad the other day when you were going off." Reiner said as you made it to the forest and came to stop.

"Wouldn't have surprised me." You said and in the distance saw people pointing, it looked like Sasha, Connie and Christa.

"Why'd you help me?" You ask them as you walked closer to the castle.

"Jean won't stop whining and sopping around. I think Levi had enough and helped us get you." Mikasa said. "But to be fair, I don't blame him for not wanting to do much. Y/N, if I had known you were trying to cover from your dad I wouldn't have told him the truth."

"No, it's my fault. I shouldn't have brought you into it. He would've know anyways from seeing you." You said and brought her into a side hug.

Christa ran over towards you and tackled you in a hug, you laughing as you hugged her back. "I was worried about you, Y/N." She said and cheeked your cheek.

"I'm okay now, thanks to you guys." You said as Sasha handed you some food and you took it.

"Don't mean to sound impatient, but you might want to go and see Jean. He's really sad." Connie said and you nodded and made your way inside the castle and towards where Jean's room was. Thankfully the castle had enough rooms for each person to have their own room.

You quietly opened the door and a soft candle light illuminated the room and you heard some sort of scraping noise. As you opened the door further, you saw Jean sitting on a chair, painting something on a canvas with his back turned towards you.

He was shirtless and had some paint on his arms. You smiled and walked over, hovering above his shoulder and looking at the artwork. It was beautiful, it was you sitting by a lake with your hand held out holding a sparrow. The artwork was black and white, but your eyes and heart were the pop of colour, as well as the birds heart.

"That's really beautiful, Jean." You gasped at how nicely it was painted and Jean spun around so quickly he almost knocked you and the artwork over.

"Y/N?" He grabbed your face, pulling you into a hug and holding you close. "My God, I was so worried about you. I tried to come and see you bu-"

"It's okay Jean, I'm here now." You whispered and hugged him back.

The next few hours were filled with laughing, kissing and painting contests, even though Jean most likely beat you because he was amazing at it. Now, you had settled down on his bed, laying your head down on his shoulder.

"I don't want this to end." You mumble and glanced at Jean.

"So don't let it." Jean repeated what you said a few days ago in the shower and rolled to be on top of you, crushing you under his weight.

"Jean, you're heavy!" You giggled and tried to push him off. You hear shouting then before the bedroom door was slammed open, hitting the wall.

Erwin was standing at the door, angry as ever. You swear you had the worst timing, because Jean stopped laughing and looked at Erwin, half naked and hovering above you.

"Dad." You started and Jean got off you, you now sitting up.

"I don't want to hear your excuses, out." Erwin said and walked further in the room, Levi behind him and looking at you apologetically.

"No dad, you can't keep me there." You said and tugged the sleeve of your coat up. "We weren't doing anything, I promise."

"Sure you weren't, is that why Jean is half naked laying on top of you?" Erwin asked and looked at Jean who had put a shirt on.

"It's not like that, oh my God! We were just laying down!" You defended yourself and Jean. "Please, I can't go back home! I don't want to! I want to stay here."

Erwin sighed and rubbed a hand over his face, looking over at the artwork Jean had almost finished. "Is that my daughter?" He asked and Jean nodded. Erwin walked over to the artwork and looked at it. "I didn't know you could draw."

"You'd know more if you just let us be together instead of trying to operate us and lock me away at home all the time." You retorted, crossing your arms over your chest.

Erwin looked at the artwork and pondered for a moment. "Jean, why do you like my daughter?"

Jean looked at you and then Erwin confusingly. "Because she's such a nice and comforting person to be around. I feel like I don't have to be this bigger man when I'm with her and can just be who I really am. She brings out the best in me and makes me want to do good in this world."

"So you don't just want her for her body?" Erwin turned then and looked at Jean.

"What? Of course not." Jean said and shook his head.

Erwin glanced between the two of you before turning on his heels and making his way to the door. "You hurt her and I'll break every bone in your body, kid." He said before leaving.

You, Jean and Levi all looked at each other confused before you looked at the artwork, was there something on there?

"Dad wait!" You yelled and went after him, seeing him stop at the bottom of the stairs of the castle. "What was that about? Why change your mind?"

Erwin sighed and turned to face you before sitting down on the step and patting the spot beside him for you to join him. "Every time I saw you and Jean together, he was always making a comment about your body and I thought you were too naive to see that he was using you for your body and I couldn't stand that."

"But he wasn't dad, if you didn't butt into all of our things so quickly you would've noticed that too." You explained and looked at him.

"I realise that now, and that was my mistake. I'm sorry Y/N, I really thought I was doing something right by protecting you from these men." Erwin said and looked at you. "I saw the artwork Jean made, no man would ever draw that if he only liked your body."

"Yeah, they wouldn't." You said and thought back to the canvas.

"I know what I said before about you not being able to see your friends and to be in bed by 7:00pm was too harsh, but I was angry then. I shouldn't have said that. It was uncalled for. I got upset when you wouldn't join me for dinner."

You scoffed, "What did you expect?" You looked away and towards the stars in the cloudless sky.

"I know, I know, stupid me. I know you probably want forgive me for this one, but I would like to try and make it up to you. What do you say we have breakfast at home tomorrow? Pancakes, scones, jam and cream?" Erwin smiled at you and you did the same thing and nodded. "Oh, and bring Jean along too."

"Really?" You asked and Erwin nodded. "Okay."

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Later that night you and Jean laid in bed, a blanket wrapped around the both of you. "Hey, Jean?" You asked, hearing him hummed out, you continued. "Why'd you paint a sparrow?"

Jean moved slightly so he was laying beside you. "Because I really like sparrows and I really like you so I decided to paint them together and how my two favourite things in one canvas." He yawned and looked at you sleepily.

"Well, if I could draw, I'd draw us having sex because I like you and I like sex." You said and Jean snorted.

"Mhm, maybe that'll be my next drawing." He whispered.

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hi! may i ask what your user used to be? i followed you when you were writing for tbb so im a lil confused

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Hello! Yes, I am still that same account that has written The Bad Batch imagines, and I still hopefully to write for them in the future, but seeming I've been watching Attack on Titans recently, I wanted to do some imagines for that fandom too ^.^

And if I'm honest, I can't remember what my old username was, even though I changed it literally a few days ago, haha... I think it was haylien??? I'm not sure though.

Thanks for reaching out!

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Levi Ackerman: Brat (NSFW)

Warnings: Smut, porn with minimal plot, fingering, choking, orgasm denial, overstimulation, mutual mastubation.

Plot: After doing what you Captain had specifically told you not too, you find yourself in a very difficult situation.

Word Count: 4.6K+

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Levi x Reader

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The sound of the rain made you realise that you had in fact lived through what you had thought was death. The rain lightly hit your face, eyes still closed from just gaining consciousness, your breath light. You hadn't known how long you had laid on the plain field of grass, covered in mud, blood, and other dirt you don't wish to think too far on. That's when you heard it... them... their horses galloped in the background and you tried to turn your head in their direction, but it was no use, your body was stiff with tension and aches.

"Over there!" Someone shouted, a male by the sounds of it. By now, the rain was heavier and you winced as it felt like small razor blades cutting into your skin, your ODM gear was bitting into you in awkward places yet your body didn't will to move to help relieve the tension.

The horses got closer, men and woman apart of the Levi and Erwin Squad shouted what seemed to be your name. "I found her!" One said and it seemed like it was right beside you. You felt a warm hand under your nose. "She's still breathing too!" They yelled and you wanted to open your eyes to see who it was, they sounded familiar. "We have to get her medical attention soon, or she might not live that long."

"Where's Hanji? She can treat her wounds, but it will take us a day to ride back." The deep voice of Commander Erwin said and you heard him getting off his horse. Another hand was placed on your forearm, smoothing out the sore muscle there. "Go find Captain Levi, he'll want to know she's still alive."

"Yes Sir!" Another spoke and ran off to find the Captain himself.

You heard what seemed to be two horses then as you were placed on the wooden slats of the carriage. "Is she okay?" You heard him say... Levi. He sounded as monotone as ever, though there was a hint of worry laced in his voice.

You felt a strong hand on your cheek then, it was Levi. He wiped away a little bit of mud from your face and grimaced at how dirty you were, yet it was the least of his worries. "She's stable, but we have to get back and get her to a doctor, who knows what kind of damage she did to herself after that stunt." Erwin spoke.

Levi tsked, "I told her to not do it, yet she did." He sound disappointed and you wanted to open your eyes and tell him you were sorry, that you never meant to put yourself in harms way... though that's what you signed up for when joining the Survey Corps. "I'm glad she was able to kill those titans though, or else she and a lot of others would be dead right now."

That's right, you killed a titan, a big one too. It was probably around twenty metres tall and quite muscular. It was coming towards your group in the formation consisting of Connie, Levi, Jean and Sasha. Levi told you to retreat and move towards the middle formations as it was all open areas and the ODM gear would be useless, yet you found a singular tree it was running towards and you took your chance as the rest of your group retreated.

You had hoped it wouldn't see you as you zipped into the tree with your ODM gear, but it did and took a swing at you, barely missing you before you leaped out of the tree. The tree was crushed from the titans strength and you were left out in the open with no help from the ODM gear. Somehow you got to the nape of the neck and sliced it open, killing the titan. You had jumped, but not before another titan grabbed you, almost crushing you in its hand as it went to eat you alive. Panic had set in within you and at the last minute, you wriggled your way out of its hand, but not before you heard a cracking sound of your bones crushing. With little energy, you killed that titan too, and looked down to see yourself bleeding before you fainted to the floor.

You faded in and out on consciousness for the next twenty-four hours, barely hanging in there on the way back to the walls. You hadn't been able to open your eyes, move, or speak to anyone as Hanji cleaned you off a little and gave you small amounts of water to keep you hydrated on the way back home.

It wasn't for a whole week and a half before you had finally opened your eyes. The light from outside was bright and a muffled groan fell from your lips, barely audible. The first thing you did was touch your hand to your cheek, where Levi had touched you. To you, it felt like hours since you were on the carriage with Hanji wiping down your face with a wet cloth, when in reality it was much longer.

You slowly sat up then, wincing at the pain in your abdomen. "Hey, hey... don't try and get up too soon, sweetheart." The doctor spoke to you softly and put a hand on your shoulder. "You're still going to be very sore, but if you're good then you'll be able to leave later tonight."

You looked up at her, her amber eyes shining down on you in a comforting way. You nodded slowly and sat up straighter in the bed with a sigh. Where was Levi? Were any others injured that day?

You knew you would be in trouble with Levi once you met again... maybe he would hugged you tight and give you a kiss of relief to know you're okay before you were scolded to a degree where not even Eren has experienced yet. You hoped so anyway, because you were aching to feel his strong arms around you.

"Ma'am, would you like some water?" The doctor asked you and you snapped out of your trance and looked at her and smiled before nodding.

That night you were dispatched from the hospital with a note to Commander Erwin that you would have to take some leave before returning to your position in the Survey Corps. You first made your way to Levi's office, in need to see him.

You knocked on his door, shifting your weight from foot to foot impatiently. You were in trouble and you could feel the anger from him through the door before you opened it.

"Come in." You heard Levi say and your heart skipped a beat from the nerves you were feeling. Your shaking hands opened the door and you stepped through.

As usual, his office was tidy, a cup of green tea sitting on his desk, the scent drifting through the room. The room smelt very much like him, cleaning products, green tea, musk, it gave you peace and made you feel a little less nervous.

"What do you want?" Levi asked, not bothering to look up from the mounds of paperwork on his desk, his pen gliding along a page as he signed something.

You cleared your throat quietly, "Hey Levi." His head snapped up to meet your eyes and you chewed the inside of your cheek impatiently. His pen dropped as he stood up abruptly, chair scraping along the stone floor. He took three steps to be in front of you and he grabbed your shoulders, fingers firmly pressing into the squishy parts of your arm. "I just got out of the hospital, they gave me some- oof!" You stopped as Levi brought you into a tight hug.

Warmth enveloped you, his strong body pressed flushed against you and you sighed as you finally got the hug you've been dying to get from when you woke up this morning.

"You fucking brat." He spat then, anger sweeping through his voice and you gulped. Here is comes... When he pulled back, his eyes weren't as angry as you thought, just concerned and worried. "I told you not to-"

"I know Levi, I'm sorry." You said quietly and looked down at your feet. "You can punish me however you want, but can I please just hold you? I missed you." You eyes met his again and his eyes softened slightly.

He took a breath, calming his anger and nerves. "You know they'll be punishments." He said and opened his arms again and you gladly took a step forwards to be hugged again.

"I know, just... not yet please." You sighed as he cradled you in his arms, one arm around your shoulders and the other placed in your hair so your face was pressed against him firmly.

The next few days were slow, not doing much except for laying in bed, showering, eating and sleeping. Erwin granted Levi more time off, thoughts duties were still with him. So instead of Levi being out at the crack of dawn too late at night, he would come home when the sun was just setting and leave in the late mornings.

This let you and Levi have more time together where he helped you during the nights as you tossed from the injuries you sustained. In the later days, you were getting better, you were able to move a lot more and do more things.

Levi returned one night, jaw clenched and eyebrows furrowed. You were used to his somewhat angry face, but tonight seemed like he was angrier than normal.

"Hey Levi, I made us some dinner. It's not much but I thought-"

You're rudely cut off by Levi as he slammed his hand on the dining table. "What did I tell you about doing shit around the house?" He angrily spat at you, and you looked at him apologetically.

"I know what you said, but I'm feeling much better today," You began and smiled at him as you walked over and put a soft and warm hand on the side of his neck, "and I think I should be okay to go back to helping you in the incoming week, eh?"

This didn't help as much as you thought as Levi grabbed your hips and pushed you against the countertop. "What is with you and not listening to me?" Levi's voice was low and dangerous and you looked down.

"I'm just trying to help." You said and ran your hands over his shoulders and chest, that always seemed to calm him down.

"Help or not, you're being a fucking brat! I told you to not do anything while I was gone and you fucking did it! If I order you to do something, you do it, do I make myself clear?" Levi's voice rose and you stopped trying to coax him into calming down, nothing would at this point.

You went to leave, knowing the best way to help yourself and him was to leave him alone until he calmed down so you could possibly talk to him when his head was a little more clearer, but he had other plans as his hand enclosed around your throat lightly. You gasped at the sudden contact and looked at him with wide eyes. "Levi?"

"We agreed to give you your punishment later, I think that punishment is due now." He sound huskily and saw the way his eyes darkened. When he had spoken of the punishment before, you had thought maybe you would be cleaning or cooking for the next month, not something so sexual.

The ache in your thighs steadily grew and you clamped them shut, but Levi wedged his knee between your legs and pushed up against your core. A breathy moan escaped your throat from the sudden intrusion. "Levi?" You asked again, desperate to get some kind of friction.

"Are you okay for this?" He asked you then and you nodded as he left one singular kiss to your neck. "Good. Let me know if you need me to stop though, okay?"

"Yes Captain." You hadn't meant for the word to slip out, but when he was talking to you like that, you couldn't help it. Your eyes widened slightly.

A grunt fell from his lips at the name, he knew when you spoke to him in public, using the title 'Captain', he had to resist bending you over and fucking you right there, but now you spoke it in the private of your home, he was going to fuck you right here.

He gave you a searing kiss, lips crashing to yours hungrily, his hold on your neck tightening slightly. Your hands found their way to the back of his neck where you clutched onto him tightly as he grabbed you and set you down on the dinner table, food long forgotten about.

A hand smoothed over you, over your shoulders, down your arms, chest, breasts (where he took a little more attention and time towards), stomach, thighs, legs, before finally resting on the small of your back. You arched into him, desperate to get him closer.

His kiss didn't falter, his ministrations still hungry and demanding. You clutched onto his shoulders for support as both his arms enclosed you in.

"P-Please, I need you." You didn't realise how desperate your voice sounded, it was honestly kind of pathetic, he had barely touched you and you were no doubt soaked in your panties.

Levi tsked, "Don't give me that shit, you know you're not getting it that easy." Levi said, taking a step back. "Now turn around and show me that ass."

A whine fell from your lips as you slowly slid from the table and turned, leaning down so your arms were flat against the table and your ass stuck out for him.

"See? Following orders isn't that hard, is it?" He said, a taunt in his voice and you closed your eyes and waited patiently for him. Suddenly, he grabbed a fistful of your hair and yanked your head back. "Is it?" He hissed in your ear, fingers digging into the flesh of your ass. Thank God you weren't wearing any pants, just one of Levi's shirts and a cute pair of panties.

"No Captain." You mumbled and your hair was released. Without warning, one of Levi's hands came down across the plumpness of your ass and you gasped and rocked your hips back. "Fuck..." You mumbled as you closed your eyes and waited for the next one.

Your ass stung as his hand came down again, Levi hearing a painful whimper coming from your mouth. He soothed your ass with his warm palm after, his other hand creeping up your spin and holding you so you wouldn't move too much. "You should've known this was going to happen, brat." He said and smacked you again, but this time on the other cheek.

You bit your lip to stop yourself from screaming out louder than you wanted. You ass was burning, yet it wasn't as unpleasant as you thought it would be. It was actually quite enjoyable, and you're sure Levi could tell too by the way your thighs began to get soaked with your arousal.

"Yes Captain, I'm sorry Captain. Please forgive m- AH!" You yelped as he smacked your pussy, the stinging incredibly painful yet you still flushed hot at how your Captain was handling you.

Levi positioned himself so he was standing directly behind you, grabbing a fistful of your hair and pulling you back so you could see into his steel eyes. "You don't get the privilege to be forgiven just yet."

Levi grinded his hips onto yours, the rough fabric of his pants coming into contact with your bare and soaked core. "O-Okay, I'll earn it then." You mumble as you gasped and fluttered your eyes closed.

"You better, brat." He spun you around so you were face to face and he grabbed your throat and pulled you into a heated kiss. "Take your shirt off and get on the sofa. Hurry!" He ordered and you stripped of your shirt and walked over to the sofa and waited his instruction. You were too far gone to disobey him now, all you wanted was for him to seethe himself inside you.

Levi stood a few feet away from you, wondering what he should get you to do next. He wanted to see just how soaked you were but didn't want to touch you because he knew he'd give in a lot faster than he wanted.

"Touch yourself for me." The words that left his mouth made your eyes widen, he wanted you to- "Did you not hear me? Do I have to punish you again?" He spat and took a daring step closer to you.

"N-No Captain, I heard you." You spoke and bit your lower lip, trailing your hand down to your soaked core. You had never done anything like this with Levi before and you were getting more excited by the minute as your nimble fingers circled over your clit.

Levi sighed, "That's it." He complemented and it seemed as if he was in pain as he adjusted himself in his pants. "Go faster," He panted as he took out his cock in his pants. You whimpered lowly as you saw his tip leaking with precum, speeding up your fingers so your toes would curl. "Put a finger inside you... do it now."

You complied and put your index finger inside you and bit your lip. It was good, but you still needed more. You arousal soaked your finger as you sped up and let out a tiny moan. Levi was panting as he jerked himself off and his other hand balled in a fist beside him; he obviously was trying not to pounce on you just yet, wanting to wait this out as long as he could.

"Please, I want more. Please Captain?" You were looking at him with siren eyes, pleading to add another finger inside you. All you wanted was more at this point.

"Do it then." Levi announced, his thumb rubbing over his tip and a shaky breath escaping his lungs. "Show your Captain just how much you want him."

You didn't have to be told twice as you sunk another finger in your hot and needy cavern, head tilting back as the pleasure began to build in your stomach slowly. "It's good, so good." You praised, curling your fingers inside you, barely grazing your gspot.

A grunt left his lipase hearing the squelching sounds coming from your pussy, feeling as if he'd collapse on the floor. "Faster... go faster." You did as he said and a louder moan came from your mouth, "Fuck."

You eyes closed tightly, legs beginning to shake from the pleasure. "Can I cum Captain? Please let me cum, I've been good."

"Not yet." Levi said and took a step towards you, pulling your hand out from your wet hole and sucking on your fingers. A whimper from the loss of contact mixed with a moan as Levi sucked on your fingers came from your throat.

He crouched down to be in front of you and you bit your lip and watched as he brought his hand up and circled your clit with his thumb. A gasp left your mouth as Levi sunk his thumb into you, curling it upwards so he pressed against your gspot and stimulated your clit.

"Oh, Le-Captain..." You threw your head back as he picked up his pace and watched you with cold, steel eyes. Your toes curled and you propped your legs over his shoulders. He massaged the fleshy parts on his leg with his spare hand.

"That feel nice?" He almost taunted with the tone of his voice, hearing you whimper as he fucked you hard yet slow with his thumb. He was hitting that special spot inside you perfectly, giving enough attention to your clit well and it left you panting and grabbing onto the cushions of the sofa.

You couldn't reply to him, frantically nodding instead as you felt your orgasm approaching. "I'm gonna-"

"No. Don't you dare cum yet." Levi demanded and pulled his finger away from your core. An almost feral groan came from your mouth. He tched you, slapping the outside of your thigh hard and you whimpered. "You thought that your spanking was your punishment? Oh no, baby, not cuming is your punishment."

Levi waited for you to calm down before he plunged two his his fingers into you. You cried out and clutched his hair, looking down at him just as he began to suck on your clit softly.

"Fuck, I'll be good. I promise." You mumbled as your orgasm began to bubble to the surface again, a lot faster than before. Levi hungrily ate you out and fucked you with his fingers. "Promise, won't- fuck... I won't disobey you again."

"Promise?" Levi pulled away, thumb replacing his mouth as he rubbed your clit in slow yet hard circles. "Promise you won't go and kill a fucking titan when I say not too? Promise not to be the fucking hero you oh-so-desperately want to be? Promise you'll listen to me next time? Huh?!"

You panted, moaning out his name desperately. "I promise!" You screamed, legs shaking.

Levi pulled back once again and you cried out in frustration. You were so close! "I don't believe you." He said and stood up, manhandling you and laying you so you were on your back on the sofa. "Prove it to me. I want you to scream so loud the whole town hears you."

Levi tugs off the remainder of his clothes and hovers over you, placing your legs over his shoulders, being careful not to hurt you too much. He glances down at you, seeing if you were in pain, but saw you were panting with anticipation.

He places his cock at your entrance, immediately plunging into the warm and tight depths of your core. "Oh-!" You gasped, feeling as if he's filled every part of you to the brim. He grunts, nails digging into your calves.

In this position, Levi could go deeper than what he normally does, hitting spots that left your mind going blank.

He starts at a brutal pace, watching your face contort with pleasure as he slams into you without hesitation. Of course, he was still careful of your previous injuries, and places a hand on your stomach to stop you from moving too much and potentially hurting you more.

"Fuck! Fuck, Levi!" You cried out, grabbing the cushions behind your head to ground yourself somehow. His hand closes around your throat again, not harsh, but enough to labor your breathing. "S'good!"

Levi was coming close to his orgasm despite having just started. After the cadets pissed him off so much today, and the thought of you hurting yourself while making dinner, it made him get riled up with anger and lust.

"I want you to cum around my cock, want you to scream so loud everyone hears it." He grunts, thumb toying with your clit, hand squeezing around your throat a little more harshly.

You shook, the continuous pounding of his cock against your gspot made your eyes roll to the back of his head. With the stimulation to your clit and pressure on your throat as well as being denied orgasms three times in a row, it didn't take you long to cum.

When you came, your back arched off the sofa, a desperate cry mixed in with a scream left your mouth. You clenched around Levi's cock over and over, causing him to lose his balance and lean down further.

"Ah, Levi..." You panted as you finally came down from your high, still feeling him thrusting into you. Your voice was hoarse, vision almost blurred at how hard you came.

"One more for me." Levi panted, head in the crook of your neck. He placed a few open mouthed kisses on your neck and you whimpers. Grabbing his head, you pulled him into a kiss and he sped up his hips, now desperate to cum as well.

His free hand played with your left nipple, instantly making you horny again and your teeth clashed in the sloppy kiss. You moaned and pulled back, feeling his pelvis grind against your clit perfectly.

"Want to cum inside you, want you to cum again." Levi babbled and moaned out. He was so close and you were too now. He grunted, panting harshly, "I'm- fuck, I'm cuming."

At hearing his words and how he grabbed onto your waist, you came too, moaning his name loudly and blinding white light flashing behind your eyelids as you cried out his name.

"Fuck!" Levi shouting, stopping fully inside you and letting his hot seed shoot inside you. Sweat covered both of your bodies as you laid there in pure bliss.

He pulled out then, you whimpering from the loss of contact. He saw you wince at the prominent pain in your side at how hard he grabbed you and his eyes softened.

"Are you okay?" He asked and touched the side of your stomach. You hummed and opened your eyes to look at him and nodded. "I didn't hurt you to back, did I?

"No, it's okay. It hurt before anyways." You sat up, plopping yourself next to Levi and laid your head on his shoulder. He circled his arm around his shoulder and pulled you in closer. "I really enjoyed that though."

You heard a breathy laugh come from Levi, "I'm glad you did." There was a comfortable silence that blanketed you two. Levi spoke up then, "Would you like some tea?"

You moaned quietly at the thought of the hot liquid touching your lips, slightly shivering at how cold it had gotten in the past half an hour. "I would love some tea, thank you."

Levi kissed the top of your head and got up, grabbing his pants and pulling them on. You hummed and stretched out, knowing you'd be sore tomorrow. Hearing the dishes clank together, you got up and wrapped yourself in the blanket on the sofa and walked into the kitchen where Levi was cleaning up the untouched dinner that you completely forgot about.

"I forgot about dinner." You chuckled and wrapped your arms around his middle, resting your head on his back as he cleaned them up. "Even though that's what caused all this. I'm sorry that I did that when you told me not to."

"Hey," Levi spun around and grabbed your face gently. "I was being an asshole, I was just worried that you'd hurt yourself, I'm sorry for being a dick when you were just being nice. And that's not what caused all of this either, I had a stressful day."

You smiled through squished cheeks, "it's okay." You mumbled.

You took a seat at the dining table as Levi handed you your tea and sat down next to you and sipped his tea. Suddenly someone began knocking on the door very loudly. You and Levi looked between each other and he got up and opened the door to see Commander Erwin standing there.

"Commander Erwin, what's wrong?" Levi asked and you pulled the blanket up just a bit.

"I heard screaming and thought it was Y/N. Is she okay?" Erwin said and looked at you through the doorway.

Your eyes widened as you sipped the tea before turning away with your face burning. "Oh, um... yeah, everything is okay." Levi said scratching the back of his head.

"Are you sure? I thought she was getting murdered, that whole scout regiment thought she was." Erwin said and you almost choked on the liquid in your mouth. Were you really that loud?

Levi chuckled, "No, she's perfectly fine Erwin." Erwin looked confused and glanced at Levi then back at you and his face dropped when he saw Levi and yourself in barely any clothes with messy hair.

"Oh, well... that's good. I need to finish my paperwork for the night. Goodnight Levi, Y/N." Erwin said and spun on his heels and quickly walked away from the door.

Levi chuckled and closed the door. "Well, when I said I wanted you to scream so loud the whole town heard you I wasn't expecting it to be true." You face burned with embarrassment and you rolled your eyes at him.

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I'll Never Leave You: Erwin Smith

Warnings: Sad (I'm in one of those moods), crying, death, you kinda get slapped in the face by Levi, season 3 AoT spoilers!!!

Plot: You had loved your father, more so than anyone else on this planet, and now he's gone, you wish death had taken you too.

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Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Levi Squad x Erwin Smith!Daughter Reader

Author's Note: I'm changing the plot of the episode slightly to my likely because I can ^.^ Did I cry making this? Yes... yes I did...

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When Floch had brought an unconscious Erwin on top of the roof, you heart had sunk in the bottom of your stomach. You wanted to throw up, wanted to scream. Mikasa and you fought it out one on one on which person to bring back, Armin - one of your best friends, or Erwin - your commander and father.

When Levi had made his choice to pick Erwin to save, it was like cold fresh air had seeped through your lungs, as much as you hated to admit. Armin was going to die now after all.

You had stayed with Levi when he got out the syringe to save your father, hearing Mikasa and Eren screaming in the background. You felt for them, you really did, but you couldn't live without your father.

When Levi grabbed his hand, Erwin snatched it away and barely opened his eyes, you gasped. "N-No..." He spoke lowly and you grabbed onto him. "Armin... he-"

"No dad, you're going to get it. You'll be okay." You said and held his hand down for Levi to insert the needle. He didn't though, and you looked at him. "Hurry, he won't last much longer!" Perhaps you were selfish, but you loved your father more than anyone.

"I am your commander..." Erwin spoke, trying to raise his voice. "You do as I... order. Give it to A-Armin."

"Dad?" Tears welled in your eyes as you hovered your face over his and his barely opened eyes looked back at you. "You can't-"

"I want you to be commander, Y/N." He cut in and you whimpered and shook your head. "You're a good leader, you can l-lead them all. Go and see what's beyond for me, o-okay?"

He closed his eyes and he winced. "Dad, please stay with me." You mumbled as tears hit his face. You cried harder and leaned down to put your head in his neck. "I love you dad, I'll be good, just please don't leave. This is a dream, please wake up."

"I l-love you too." He whispered, barely audible. You stopped crying then, hearing his breathing stop and you looked at his now lifeless face. "Dad? Dad! No, please! Please wake up! Don't leave me!" You were screaming, violently shaking his shoulders to try and wake up but he was already gone.

Levi put a hand on your shoulder but you smacked it away. "Y/N..."

"You should have saved him!" You screamed. "Why didn't you save him?!" A painful sting erupted on the side of your face and your head snapped to the left as Levi slapped you hard. You stopped talking, stopped breathing, stopped trembling.

"Don't be so selfish! You really want to disobey his last order? He died to save someone else, Y/N. We don't get to pick and chose when we die, and we certainly don't favourite our family over others!" Levi screamed and you whimpered, feeling your face burning.

You looked down at your father and sobbed, crawling over to him and holding his head in your lap. "It's just a dream." You whisper, "Just a dream, I'll wake up and it'll be okay."

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It was night time and you were tossing and turning in your bed. It had been a little over a week after your fathers death, and yet you still cried every night. People were beginning to wonder if you should really be commander, you hadn't done anything productive since.

Sighing, you got up and walked out of your bedroom, but not before Levi caught a glimpse of your retreating body walk towards the back door. He wanted to speak up and say something, but nothing came out. He felt bad for slapping you in the face so hard you had a black eye, but he needed you to see that there were things in life other than your father being alive.

You both hadn't spoken to each other, you being too scared to even go near him. You hadn't been near Armin too, and after he heard what happened, he wanted to comfort you, but knew that probably wouldn't be a good thing.

Your footsteps were quiet as you walked closer to where your father was buried. You had a blanket in your hands and his cape that you took off him. You also took his pendant and wore it around your neck as a reminder of him.

You crouched down and kissed the stone of his headstone and laid the blanket out, it was big enough to lay underneath you and to wrap yourself up.

"Hey," You smiled at the headstone, wrapping the cape around your shoulders. Tears welled in your eyes as you stared at his name, turning and seeing his father headstone beside him. It was your idea to put them together so they could rest together in peace. "I brought some bread, I know you like it when it's hot, it's not though." You placed a stale piece of bread in front of his headstone, imagining him smiling at you and thanking you before picking it up and eating it.

"Eren was forced to clean the whole household today. It was funny really, because Jean came in with his muddy cape and put it on the dining table after Eren just finished cleaning. You should've seen the look on Eren's face." Your mind forced you to see an image of Erwin laughing.

In that moment you weren't in a graveyard in the middle of the night, but in Erwin's office talking about your day while he signed some paperwork.

"You know, I think it's about time I get a haircut. I was thinking maybe shoulder length, like Hitch maybe." You played with the blonde strands that were exactly like your fathers. "Do you think I'd be pretty with short hair?"

Erwin smiled and looked up from his paperwork. "Sweetheart, you would be perfect with any length of hair."

You smiled at what he would say, "Yeah, you always say that."

From a distance, Levi watched in almost horror at you talking to yourself and acting as if Erwin was there for real. He wanted to snap you back to this reality, wanted to say he wasn't really there and he was dead, but the way you smiled at the headstone, acting as if Erwin was there made him decide not to, as painful as it may have sounded.

"We have to go to the markets, they have this really big market there at the moment that is in honour of... you-" Your smile dropped then, realising that you were talking to yourself and you snapped yourself back to reality. "It's there... because you're dead..."

Tears brimmed in your eyes, but this time you didn't try and stop them as you sobbed loudly. "Maybe if I tried to stop you before you went charging at the Beast Titan then you'd still be alive."

You sniffed and curled up in a tight ball, laying your head down on the headstone and taking a deep breath. "It doesn't get better, I don't know why people keep saying that to me." You looked at the headstone, "You know something no one else does? And I know I shouldn't say this, but... I want Armin dead. It's terrible, I know and I'm sorry, but I really want him dead. He didn't do anything wrong but every time I look at him its like I can see your dead body all over again and I can't stand it."

Levi continued watching, hearing what you had to say to your father's headstone. He felt bad for choosing Armin, but he knew it was for the best. It's what Erwin wanted after all.

"You know, ever since I was little, all I wanted to do it be just like you dad. Now I am, I don't even feel like I've done anything to live up to your expectations. I- I need something, or I'm afraid that I'll just-" You were sobbing uncontrollably now.

Levi walked over to you and put a hand on your shoulder. You jolted and looked up at him as he sat beside you and brought you into a hug. "I'm telling you this from the bottom of my heart. Be a commander that everyone wants... no, needs to you to be. Your dad wouldn't want you mourning him like this, he would want you to push forward. He's watching over you, so make him proud."

You sniffed and looked up at Levi. "O-Okay."

"It never really goes away, believe me, but it gets easier to deal with. Just know he loved you more than anyone else in this world, and that's a lot for him." Levi reassured you as you clutched Erwin's cape draped around your shoulders.

You put on a brave face then, tears still coating your cheeks, but you were determined to make your dad proud, no matter what. "I'll be a good commander and lead them, just like he did."

"No," Levi spoke up, "Be better than him."

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Chapter One: New Beginning - New Armoured & Jaw Titan Series

Warnings: Swearing, (somewhat) fighting, mature references, suicide thoughts/mentions.

Plot: Being the daughter of Reiner Braun has guaranteed you a spot to be the new Armoured Titan, as well as Porco and Pieck's son and daughter (Erik and Gabi) to inherit both the Cart and Jaw Titan, but is that truly what you want?

Word Count: 2.5K+

This series: Chapter Two: Memories || Aackxrmxan's Masterlist

Pronouns of Reader: She/Her

Gender of Reader: Female

Pairing: Porco Gilliard!Son x Reiner Braun!Daughter Reader

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It was a calm and peaceful day, the bird chirped above Liberio and you could see the clouds passing slowly over your head. It wasn't too hot, nor too cold and you breathed in the air deeply before exhaling. You tugged up the yellow arm band you wore on your left arm and looked down at the green grass beneath your body. You weren't sure how long you have been sitting out here in the sunlight, soaking up as much as you could before the day began and your mother began to show concern, turning to Reiner sitting at the dining table with his mother, speaking in hushed voices.

"Reiner, do you think she's ready for this?" Your mother asked him and he looked up to see his wife standing at the kitchen sink with a cloth in her hand. "I mean, she isn't particularly the strongest out of them. What if she gets hurt, or worse...-" Your mother didn't want to bare loosing one of her precious children.

Reiner stood from his seat and came over and held his wife's shoulder softly and looked down at her. "I'm not sure if she's ready for this either, but we have to trust the Marleyean Soldiers that they're ready." He sighed, "I don't want her to be as corrupt as I am, and knowing that she's getting my titan will make me even more concerned for her."

By now you had stood up from your position on the ground and smiled as Samantha, Annie Loenhart's daughter came up the hill to your house. "Hey Y/N, you ready for today?" She asked and stood in front of you.

You shrugged, turning slightly in the direction of your house after hearing what you mother and father said about you. "Well, it's either now or never." You said and shifted your weight from foot to foot.

The thought of becoming a titan scared you, yet you knew that this is what you had to do to help your family, and no matter how hard it was for you, you would do it for them and the people of Marley. What was even more worrying was that you were inheriting your father's titan; he was a hot mess most of your life, having extremely bad nightmares that your mother could barely help him, having almost unpredictable emotions sometimes, and sometimes even forgetting where and who he was, sometimes he even thought he was the soldier on Paradis. There was no doubt you would have to experience what he went through at Paradis and feel what he felt.

Your father had always been a good man though, helping raise his five children with his wife and mother. Sometimes Porco and Pieck would bring over Erik and Gabi to play with their kids.

Speaking of Porco and Pieck's kids, Erik yelled out something as he came running up the hill, panting as he finally made it up to the top. Samantha rolled her eyes and pushed Erik back down the hill to which you snorted and watched him tumble down the hill. You turned then, going to go back inside your house and leave Erik to struggle up the hill again.

You grabbed Samantha's hand and began to walk into the back door of your home. "Hi Helen, hi Reiner." Samantha greeted both of your parents and they smiled and brought her into a hug.

"How's your mother going? I heard she was seeing someone." Your mother wiggled her eyebrows at hearing her best friend potentially finding someone after her bad experience with Samantha's father.

"Oh yeah, it's alright. I found it's Bertholdt that she's talking too, so it's kinda awkward." She laughed nervously as both your parents gawked at who Annie's seeing now.

"Annie and Bertholdt are fucking?!" Erik yelled as he stood in the doorway. He was panting and had bits of dirt and grass over him.

"No!" Both you and Samantha yelled at the same time and he grumbled as he went over to the pantry and made himself at home by eating the lemon cake your mother made the other day.

Your mother chuckled and stroked Reiner's arm comfortingly, "Well, I'm happy she's seeing someone." She smiled and looked up at Reiner who was looking down at her lovingly.

"Mummy, mummy!" Your younger sister, Lilia screamed as she came through the front door in a rush. "We saw big circle in the sky!" She screamed in excitement, her same red hair as her mothers whoosing through the still air in the house.

"Woah, did you really?" She smiled as she picked up her other daughter of 3 years old, a spitting image of her. "Must have been amazing."

"Yeah, and- and Falco tripped over and started crying." Lilia exclaimed as the front door opened again and Colt, Falco and Sydney, your twin and younger siblings came through.

Reiner's mother got up and helped Falco with the graze on his knee. "Oh no, are you okay Falco?" Your mother asked and walked over to him as well and he nodded before sniffing and looking away in embarrassment. Colt handed you Sydney, a spitting image of Reiner, as she was asleep in your arms.

"I ran into a bee nest by accident when taking a shortcut home." Colt said and went over to the tap and splashed cold water on his face and back of his neck.

"Jesus, you didn't get Sydney stung did you?" Reiner asked and walked over to him and helped clean off the bits of dirt and branches stuck on his arm band and back of the shirt.

"No, but thanks for showing care to me as well, dad." He jokingly said and punched dad in the stomach playfully. They spoke and laughed some more before Colt looked towards Erik eating and watching everyone. "Hey! Those are mine!" Colt snatched the food from Erik's hands and he glared at Colt.

"Oh come on man, I'm staving. Mum and dad don't give me food." Erik whined and you rolled your eyes before going to put your sister in her cot in your parents room.

"Bullshit, you're always eating something." They argued for a while and you put Sydney down in her cot, Reiner's mother suddenly in the room too.

She had a smile on her face and she pat the bed which your mother and father slept on. "So, how are you feeling darling? Nervous? You don't have to do this sweetheart, we all understand why you wouldn't."

You sat beside her and she took your hands in her warm and soft ones. "It's okay ma'am-ma, I want to. It'll help us." You said and smiled at her weakly.

"You don't have to do it for us, please know that." She said, her smile dropping slightly and she rubbed her forehead. "You know... you sound just like your father... wanting to help the family. Now look at him, he's barely holding himself together. If it wasn't for your mother and you children, I'm afraid he would have-" She stopped herself and took a deep breath. She turned to you then, "All I'm saying is that I'm scared you're going to go the same way as him."

You looked down at your hands then, was this really what you wanted? Were you just doing it for your family? Of course you were.

"Just... think about this. I don't want to loose one of my grandchildren before I go." She got up then and left you in the room with yourself and sleeping sister.

You got up too then, after tucking in Sydney and went for the door. Falco, Lilia, and your mother were on the couch and Erik, Colt, Reiner, and his mother at the dining table.

"Oh honey, Samantha had to leave, she told me she'll see you later one tonight when- well, you already know." You mother explained with a small smile.

You nodded and looked over at the dining table where you saw Erik eating your shortbread and you frowned. "I tried to stop him!" Colt pointed the finger at him as you snatched the food from his hands.

"They're mine, dumbass." You muttered and made your way to your room, leaving Erik whining once again. You sighed and put the packet of biscuits on the drawers in your room and sat down on your bed before flopping down on your back. "I don't know." You mumbled as you rolled to lay on your stomach and look at your teddy bear. "What should I do?" You asked it, not expecting an answer.

"Do what you want." You jolted as you heard your dad at the doorway of your bedroom. You rolled and faced him as he came in and sat on the end of your bed. "Don't do this for anyone but yourself Y/N, take that from me." Reiner explained as you sat next to him.

There was a silent moment as you tried to think of something. "Is it hard?" You asked and he looked at you confused, "Is it hard to want to live?" Reiner sighed and pulled you in his side, you laying your head on his shoulder.

"My honest opinion?" You nodded, you wanted- no, needed to know. "Everyday when everyone is asleep I'm tempted to kill myself. I want to end it all and for it all to be done. But I can't bring myself to it because of you, because of your mother, because of the rest of you... my mother... hell even Porco."

You stared at the ground of your room as you heard what your father had to say. "Will I-"

"Get it too?" You dad finished and you nodded. "I'm not entirely sure. I know you'll get my memories, and I don't wish to put that onto anyone. There are traces of the person that had the titan before that will linger into the new person but I can't be certain."

"Dad." You spoke and sat up straighter, "I want to do this though, not for me, because that's selfish, but for all of us. If not for you and mum, then for Falco, Sydney and Lilia; so they can have a future."

Reiner sighed again, "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure." You said and your dad nodded and stood up. You did too and he brought you into a hug. "You don't have to worry about me dad."

"I'll always worry about you, you're my daughter." He spoke lowly.

✦✧✦✧

A gasp left your lips as you tore yourself from the titan beneath you. You wanted to breath fresh air, anything that wasn't the hot steam around you.

"Get her out of there!" A Marleyean Soldier yelled and your head spun, perhaps from the hot steam burning your face. Hands grabbed under your arms and yanked you from the titan beneath you.

Were you just attacked by a titan? Is that why so many were trying to get you out? Did titans attack somehow? No, no that wasn't right at all, titans only attacked Paradis. You were in fact a titan and were being pulled out of the armoured titan.

You faded between both consciousness and unconsciousness, seeing faces above you and blurred talking. You frowned and tried to reach for what looked like your mother above you.

"It's okay honey." She smiled and grabbed your shaking hand, "You did it."

Erik's face popped in your vision then and he looked slightly concerned but as soon as he saw you were awake he scoffed, "You're one ugly ass titan."

✦✧✦✧

Your eyes fluttered open and you looked around to see it was night time. You were in your room with a thin blanket covering you. You threw the blanket off you and sat up, head still slightly spinning, but manageable. Your mouth was dry and you needed water.

You got off your bed and began walking towards your kitchen, everyone had gone to bed. You drank the cool water, humming as it touched your throat. Your eyes widened then as your saw a man sitting out on the hill of your house and you grabbed the closest thing to you, which was a saucepan. They were turned away from you, sitting and picking at the grass like you had earlier that day.

You snuck up behind them and went to wack them until you saw it was Erik. "Erik?! What the hell are you doing here?"

Erik jolted and spun around to see you in just an oversized tee shirt and bit his lip, luckily you didn't see it. "Why do you have a frypan?" He asked and stood up.

"Frypan? A frypan?! Are you dumb? This is a saucepan!" You grumbled and lowered it.

"Whatever it is!" He said and shook his head. "Are- are you okay? You didn't look that good earlier. Thought you were gonna die on us to be honest. Should've seen the look on Lilia's face when she saw you as a titan. She might not like you that much now." Erik laughed.

You weren't laughing though. "I- I would never hurt her." You whispered.

"Well, you tried too." Your head snapped up at him. He continued, "Now they've found a way to take the essence out of the previous titan shifter, we didn't exactly want to eat it seeming it wasn't a person. Seeming you were the first one to go through this, the soldiers didn't keep us back far enough to not be noticed and you tried to attack your whole family. Everyone was terrified. But after your go, the rest of us went further away from the crowd and we didn't try and attack anyone."

A muffled whimper came from your mouth as your dropped the saucepan in your hands and collapsed to the ground. "I tried to eat you guys?"

Erik's eyes softened as he crouched down on the ground with you. "But you didn't. Y/N, I think we all would've done the same thing if it were us and not you, you're not to blame."

He sat so his legs were outstretched and brought you closer so you were nuzzled into his side. You both sat in silence as you tried to recover your emotions. You had never been this close to Erik before and it was slightly overwhelming for you, the man you supposedly hated was now holding you as you shook.

You sat there for what seemed like half the night, and you finally looked up at him. He was staring up at the sky and feeling your eyes on him made him look down at you with curious eyes.

"Why are you being so kind to me?" You asked and he looked away, getting a glimpse of the scars on his face left behind from his jaw titan.

He chuckled, "No idea to be honest. Maybe it's because something so important has happened to me and I now need to be a man and not a boy. Maybe it's because I saw my dad's memories... maybe it's because I l-" He quickly cut himself off and tched.

"Well, whatever it is I like it." You mumble and watched as the sun began to rose.

In the window of the kitchen, your parents watched with a small smile on your face as the romance began to bloom between the two of you. Perhaps you would turn out to be okay after all.

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Well, I’ll be damned 😮‍💨

Brat (Wolffe x f! reader)

Explicit — minors DNI

Wolffe x f!reader

warnings: cockwarming, dirty talk KING wolffe, brat tamer!wolffe, spanking

You did this to yourself. You know that, realistically.

Since you woke up this morning, there was a bone-deep feeling inside you that just begged for trouble and, well, you seem to have found it.

Wolffe's jaw clenches, and his shoulders roll back, giving his already broad body an even broader appearance.

Oh yeah, you found trouble alright.

Still, despite the commander burning holes into the back of your head, you turn to your newfound dance partner.

He's sweet enough — a shiny from the 212th if the brand new yellow paint is any hint. He had approached you with a shy smile and an outstretched hand and had raised his voice to be heard over the blasting music of 79s. "D'you wanna dance?"

Like you said: sweet.

But, you're not looking for sweet. you're looking for something rough and dirty. Something you'll undoubtedly feel tomorrow morning.

You think you'll get what you're looking for tonight. Not from this shiny, but you'll get it nonetheless.

If your dance partner notices how you're putting on a show for someone else, he doesn't say anything. His hands twitch like he wants to reach out to touch, but he pulls back before he gets too close.

You fight the urge to roll your eyes. In any other situation — if this shiny had been someone else — you would have found his consideration for your personal space sweet.

But once again, you aren't looking for sweet.

You turn your back to the shiny, face to face again with Wolffe, whose grip on his glass has gotten tighter and tighter, and press your ass against his groin.

The shiny gasps and his hips jerk against you. Finally, his hands close around your hips.

Wolffe raises his chin and arches a single eyebrow. Are you sure this is the game you want to play? his expression seems to ask you.

You hold eye contact as you roll your hips against the trooper behind you.

His breathy moan echos through your ear, not at all like the hearty groans that Wolffe would let out.

This trooper is all wrong — too sweet, too tentative, too quiet, too nice — but you know you won't have to put up with him much longer.

Not much longer at all.

Wolffe sets his drink down, still half empty.

A bolt of anticipation shoots through your gut.

Fuck, you can feel how soaked your panties are.

"Let's go," Wolffe's hand, strong and confident, closes around your bicep as soon as he gets within arm's reach.

You plant your feet as best you can, doing your best to keep your ass pressed flush to the trooper's slowly hardening dick. "I'm having a good time, Commander," you look up at him through your eyelashes, poking your tongue out to wet your lips. "But thanks anyways."

Oh, you're really playing with fire now.

The trooper's hands have left your body like he's been burned. "C-Commander," he stutters, stuck between standing at attention and hunching to hide his erection. "I didn't know she was w-with you, I'm sorry, Sir."

Wolffe sucks on his teeth before he jerks his head to the side, "Get the fuck out of here, trooper."

The man leaves, but you don't feel too bad about it.

You pull your arm from Wolffe's grip, but you have a feeling he lets you do it.

It's a trap, you know. Wolffe is baiting you into digging yourself a deeper hole but you can't help it.

Now that he's giving you attention, you're sucking it all in and demanding more, even if it's negative attention.

"What the fuck, Wolffe?" you demand, crossing your arms under your breasts to push them out more.

His gaze trails down, so obviously staring at your breasts that it makes your thighs clench in excitement. He drags his eyes back up to your face.

"You don't talk to me like that, girl," he says lowly, and it would almost be too quiet to be heard over the music had it been anyone else that said them.

But it's Wolffe, and you think you would be able to hear anything Wolffe said to you, especially when he said it like that.

Your clit throbs beneath your panties. You wonder if he'll like the nice gray set you picked out just for him.

"Don't talk to you like what, Commander," you spit out, digging your grave even deeper than before. It'll take forever to climb out of it, but you know it will be so worth it.

Wolffe leans in close, placing his hand to the small of your back and pressing you flush against his chest, "Like a brat."

He lets the words hang in the air between you.

Your breath catches in your throat, and all the previous bravado you had vanishes without a trace.

A brat. The label makes your mouth go dry and your cunt get wet with want.

"What are you gonna do about it?" you manage to say.

Wolffe smirks, digging his fingers in harder against your skin, "You'll find out," he replies, voice dark with intent.

And, maker help you, you can't wait to find out.

"Please! Please, Commander," you beg, your hips trying their best to jerk against his grip, "Please, let me come!"

You think you've been here, anchored on his cock by the strong hands that hold your hips still, for hours now. In that time, you've fallen apart at a rapid pace.

You know that your makeup, once applied to your face with care and a delicacy usually reserved for breakable objects, has smeared across your face from your tears. Your very soul feels like it's been exposed to a live-wire, and with every roll of Wolffe's hips you get closer and closer to burning alive.

You'd welcome the flame happily.

Wolffe grunts against your neck, not stopping the barely-there thrusts of his hips, "What did I tell you, girl?"

Smack.

Your shriek and buck against his grip. Your clit stings in pleasure, and when you look down, Wolffe's hand is hovering just over your swollen cunt.

Did he just —

Smack!

This time you get to watch as the flat of his palm smacks against your clit.

Pleasurepain shoots through your core. You cunt clenches around his cock.

"Fuck!" you sob, dropping your head back onto his shoulder as you writhe in his grip. "Please, Commander! I wanna come, please let me come!"

Wolffe hums uninterestedly. He seems so cool, so unaffected by your begging and by the way your cunt tries to squeeze the life out of his cock. "Answer me," he demands, placing his hand — wet now with your slick — back on your hip. "What did I tell you?" He rolls his hips beneath you, pressing against that spot inside you that no one before him has ever hit with deadly accuracy.

Pleasure shoots through your gut. "Please!" you sob, thighs trembling atop him.

Oh, fuck, you think you're gonna come. You can feel it building, can feel your core tightening like a rubber band about to snap.

Unintelligible words fall from your lips — a never ending babble — as your release builds. You try to rock your hips, looking for more pressure against the spot that only Wolffe's cock can hit.

He's ruined you, you think. Ruined you for any other man. How could you possibly try to fuck anyone else knowing that no one could compare to him?

You're so close to coming, you can feel it and you know it'll be devastating. One that will rob you of your senses and leave you a blubbering mess until you recover. Fuck, you want it so bad and —

Wolffe rips you off of his cock.

"No!" you cry out, thrashing in his grip as he manhandles you so that your face and chest are pressed into the bed.

Your pussy clenches around nothing, and you can feel the slick that drips from you. The way he tossed you around only makes you wetter.

"You bastard!" you curse, turning your head to bury your face into the covers, "Please, just let me come!"

Your body twitches with your ruined orgasm. Fuck, you just want him to touch you. One touch and you think you could come.

Wolffe laughs, that son of a bitch, behind you, one hand pressed between your shoulder blades to force you down into the sheets. "Now, that's not very nice, baby," he scolds. His other hand trails up the back of your thigh with a featherlight touch.

You try to push back into his hand that traces up the curve of your ass and yelp at the ensuing spank.

"Now, I'll try to be nice, because I know you've gone cockdumb," Wolffe finally presses his cock back against your pussy, sliding his length through your folds. The head of his cock bumps your clit with every slow thrust of his. "But, I need you to start behaving, smart girl. You've started acting like a brat," he emphasizes his words with sharp spanks, alternating cheeks each time.

The moan that is ripped out of you gets muffled by the pillow. "I'll be good!" You assure, turning your head to look at him over your shoulder, "I'll be good, I promise, Commander!"

Fuck, Wolffe looks so good behind you. His normally well-kept hair is slightly askew, a few strands falling in front of his face, and his mouth is twisted into a feral grin that makes your cunt gush on his cock.

"Yeah? You'll be good?" Wolffe slides his cock back, lining the head up with your weeping entrance, "You'll be my good girl?"

"Yes!" You sob, hands grasping at air as your try to grab at him. "Yes, I'll be your good girl. Only yours! Yours, yours —"

Wolffe sinks inside you with one hard thrust. "No," he groans, "No, I don't think you're my good girl. Not yet." He pulls out all the way, but you don't have to wait long before he slams back inside you and starts a devastating pace.

You wail into the pillow, caught between trying to get away from the brutal fucking and trying to push back into it. He's ruining you, you think again, You'll never be the same again.

"Don't worry, baby," Wolffe spanks your ass hard enough to make you yelp, "I'll fuck the brat out of you."

Unfortunately for you, you have a lot of brat to get rid of, and Wolffe is only getting started.

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Short Tech blurb whilst I do my Maths assignment ✌🏼

Can we talk about how cute Tech looks after getting scared by Wrecker?

Okay, so I’m still doing the requests people sent in, so bare with me! I’m doing my tons of Uni assignments so I’ll of course be doing that first. This short blurb I’m writing is inspired by my maths assignment I’m currently doing, and thought of this while blanking out on a question because FUCK!~ what does it even mean!?

Warnings: NSFW, very filthy… hehe

-.-.-

Another harsh smack was delivered to your ass. You yelped loudly before scooting back to try and relieve the tension and soreness of your ass. Tears were building in your eyes, but none that you didn’t want.

“Wrong, the parabola is a plane curve mirror-symmetrical shaped in a ‘U’.” Tech soothed your ass as you bite your lip at the friction. Okay, so you said it was asymmetrical when it was symmetrical… he didn’t have to hit you so hard though.

“Tech, I don’t know if this will work.” You huffed, hands clutching at his ankle as you laid over his lap.

Tech grabbed a fist full of your hand and yanked it back hard enough for a loud gasp to fall from your lips. “What is the latus rectum?” He spoke roughly in your ear.

The last thing you wanted as for him to stop and leaving you panting. Your mind searched for the correct answer and you wiggled in his grip, feeling his teeth nip at the sensitive skin of your neck.

“Uh… latus rectum is… the…cord of the parabola that is parallel to the directrix and passes through the focus.” You mumble, not sure if that answer was right.

Your answer was confirmed as two thick fingers were pushed through your folds and started a harsh pace. “That’s correct,” Tech said, smiling into your neck as he heard your quivering voice.

“Oh, th-thank you.” You moaned, showing gratitude as he ducked you with his fingers. “M’want more… more, please.” You squeezed your eyes closed as his fingers curved inside you, granting you exactly what you want, the squelching sounds doing nothing but making you wetter.

You knew this would not be the last time you did this to help you with your assignments.

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aackxrmxn · 3 years

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Well 👆🏼 I 😫 need 😏 some 🙃 air 🥵

ok pls don’t come after me and my awful gif skills BUT. do y'all wanna know what I think of when seeing the visible movement of Tech’s jaw/chin from under his helmet while he speaks 😏

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aackxrmxn · 3 years

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Crosshair: You might, at some point tonight, see me up in a tree with a deranged look in my eye.

Crosshair: Just walk away. It's safer.

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Hunter as a sub. Begging you when you won't let him cum. Has to have his hands tied becouse he can't control himself. Moans easily and loudly, all while looking pretty and very submissive

Omg, you have unleashed something deep within me, like how? I will GLADLY answer this for you ;)

Warnings: pure filth (NSFW)!

-.-.-

You had no idea how long you had kept this up, and honestly you didn’t care; all that mattered to you was the whimpers and moans coming from the man beneath you.

Hunter looked… well, Hunter looked wrecked. Chest heaving with heavy breaths is you continued to pump him in your hand. His face was probably as red as his bandana tied around his hands, secured to the headboard, his beautiful chocolate brown hair slick with sweat and stuck to his forehead, but neither of you cared.

You had tied his hands down when he would grab at your hands to stop you from pumping him into overstimulation. Of course, you both had a safe word, though he hadn’t used it, so you knew he deep down loved the overstimulation he was feeling.

Hunter bit his lip, hard, and you grabbed his jaw, tilting his turned head towards you. He basically whimpered into your mouth as you leaned over him to kiss his lips, tongue and teeth clashing everywhere.

You wanted to keep at this forever, but you wanted to cum, your slick coating Hunter’s thighs as you sat on them. You scooted closer then, positioning him at your entrance before pushing down.

The sound that came out of Hunter’s mouth was beautiful, all those hours of being edged with your hand had finally come to an end… or so he thought.

“M’gonna c-cum!” He stuttered, and you hadn’t even moved yet. You quickly lifted yourself off, not wanting to cum yet. He whined, sounding like he was about to cry. “P-Please, you’ve… you’ve gone on too long.” He begged.

You chuckled down at him and traced a hand down his stomach, muscles convulsing under your touch. “Should’ve thought about that before you edged me all night the other night.”

“M’sorry!” He slurred, trying to move from the restraints around his wrists. “M’sorry, won’t do it a-again!” This time, you saw a tear roll down his cheek and you felt slightly bad. He did have his heightened senses after all.

“Okay, Sarge.” You said and positioned yourself back, not pushing him inside and you felt him try to buck into you. “But can you at least hold off so we can cum together.”

Hunter’s watery eyes landed on you, “y-yes! I’ll try.” You didn’t need anymore clarification as you sunk down on him, causing you both to moan and Hunter to screw his eyes shut again.

You began bouncing on him, him grazing your gspot every time you sank down. Hunter’s hands balled into fists as he tried to fight off his orgasm. “H-Hurry, won’t… last.” He said and you moaned as you placed your hands on his chest to move faster.

“Hold out a little more, Sarge.” You told him and felt him to shake.

“Kriff, can’t- can’t hold…” You lifted yourself once more, pending his orgasm and he arched his back so far into you that you had to push him back down. “Please, please, stop teasing.”

You had an idea then, needing to find yourself closer to release before you sunk back down on him, and crawled up so your hot and needy core was above his mouth.

Hunter stared at you with pleading eyes, “eat me out, Hunter.” You demanded and he whimpered again before he began to suck your clit into his mouth like his life depended on it.

You threw your head back at the pleasure of his warm mouth of you, hearing him groan around your clit and letting pleasant vibrations run up your body. Your hands came to rest on your breasts, fingers tweaking with your hardened nipples as you began to grind down on Hunter’s face.

You cursed, grinding harder. You made sure he didn’t stop, and he didn’t want too either. His tongue slide into you then, the muscle pushing its way into your hole. You let out another moan, grabbing the leaders hair and giving it a harsh tug.

“Kriff.” He moaned into you, letting you ride his tongue and make a mess on his lower face. “So hot,” he complimented, seeing you already looking down at him with lust in your eyes.

You lifted yourself as you felt your orgasm building, wanting to come around his cock the same time he finally spilled into you.

“You going to be a good boy now? Gonna wait out and cum together?” You cooed as you settled down down his body, cock barely pushing past your wet folds.

Hunter nodded, eyes screwed shut again. You ran the tip of his cock through your folds a few times, hearing Hunter’s unsteady breath and moans. When you sank back down onto his cock, he jolted. You moaned his name loudly, “so tight, so warm.” He babbled.

You rocked back and forth, your orgasm coming fast. “You’re such a good boy Hunter, letting me use your cock for myself. Letting me… ah, letting me decide when you cum.” You slurred, nails digging into the muscle of his chest.

Hunter was moaning ridiculously loud, you wouldn’t be surprised if someone came barging through the doors concerned for him. His face was flushed and hot, eyes screwed shut still, hands still balled into fists. His whole body was rigid, tense from not being able to cum in hours.

As you both neared your high, you leaned down to be eye-level to Hunter. “You’re so good for me, Hunter. Want to cum for me, baby?”

“Yes!” He practically shouted, hips rolling up to meet yours in a weak attempt to finish.

“Then… fuuuck, cum for me, pretty boy.” You could already imagine what he had felt as he came; blinding white light, stars exploding behind his eyelids, waves beyond waves of crashing after so long of pent up orgasm denial. His back stiffened more than before, his breathing halting after a sharp intake of breath, knuckles white and you feared he’d break his fingers. He looked so goddamn pretty.

You came then, moaning out his name as you slumped against his chest. You lifted your head when you calmed down, but due to Hunter’s heightened senses, he was still breath erratically and you ran a hand through his hair.

He jolted at the feeling, still convulsing with post-orgasm shocks, still sensitive to any touch, he was always like this after an orgasm. “You alright there, Sarge?”

He didn’t say anything for a while, eyes still tightly closed and mouth open as fast and swallow breath left his lips. You wondered what it was like to cum that hard, you’d imagine it would be powerful and exhausting, yet absolutely amazing.

“Yeah,” He said after a few short minutes. “That…” He licked his dry lips, taking a deeper breath as he tried to calm his racing heartbeat, “That was… I don’t even have words.”

You chuckled, “You’re welcome.”

Maker, this would not be the las time you did this.

-.-.-

Boy, this has done things to me. I wish I had a Hunter. I hope you enjoyed!

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