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[uburdn]

sending bug photos to your bug lover friends is disturbing. you could send them a photo of what you thought was a random silly looking bug, close your phone and go keep looking at the bug. and then an hour later you open your phone and you see they replied "bro don't touch that that's the vasectomy bug"

#bug #bugs #bug lover

[uburdn]

hello, ô you many doggies

and things

#dog #man #art #traditional #arabic #contemporary #microvandalism #whatever you call what i did with that calendar #فنّ #men #bluey #shhh

[uburdn]

tea time

#art #traditional #arabic #morning #tea #herbal #drink #warm #what are you describing #bear #otter #nature #tree #flower

[uburdn]

i dont know how to talk about this but im wondering if there will ever be a magical movement that appears that is like "get undiagnosed neurodivergent middle eastern people diagnosed and accomodated" en masse

cause otherwise bro im trying my fucking hardest day to day to either survive or move my diagnosis process forward and it's always gonna fucking be oh this psych diagnosed me with depression or some shit this psych thinks im just having a moment this psych dismissed my long psychosis for being the whole problem and also perscriped "anti psychs that will do god fucking knows what lol i dont care just take this fatass dose for a whole month and come back to me when you develop into a deeper psychological torment than you ever dreamed of" instead of ever anyone thinking to deal with the CLEAR AS THE SUN IN YOUR EYES problem and then i try to go to a private psych but cautious as fuck because $70 is basically a kidney to me but then i have a very horribly confusing chat with them soon before the session and they (seeeeem to??) agress in a way very non-conducive of understanding autism so thank fuck i guess that i didnt go to them cause that probably woulda been a waste but then you're just stuck in this world where it feels like ain't nobody ever gonna listen to you or understand you and- BAAAHAHAHA DOCTORS? come on now, don't be funny this isnt a stand up show, but anyway yeah no one is gonna listen to you other than basically a fucking unicorn (which is whatever fantasy activism movement im dreaming up) and even talking to people in the medical industry i still have no fucking clue like bro i cannot read your intentions i don't understand what you have in mind what you know or don't knoe i dotn fuckign know what they see in me and just no one understands anything anyway what was i saying whatever angel come save me or something or like give me teleportation powers thats pretty much the same level of fucking, power it feels like i will get, thats literally what i imagine, when i imagine time control abilities thats literally equivalent to me just being able to process social situations like an allistic or not being mysteriously hated and bullied by everyone, god what was i fucking saying, that's it

#autism #middle east #neurodivergent #suffering #issues #trouble #bad

[uburdn]

bl (bear love)

#art #traditional #pen and ink #pen #ink #cute #gay #bath #shower #bathing #bear #man #men #mlm

[uburdn]

hmm, yes... his name was indeed jeff...

#text

[uburdn]

morning wood

#music #arabic #lute #wood #arab #SoundCloud

[uburdn]

this goes hard forever

also this

#music #original #piano #chiptune #SoundCloud

[uburdn]

im trying to link a shit i recorded recently but it wont appear

#music #bach #remix #voicesynth #synthv #synth v

[uburdn]

does anyone else think of corporate legal cases as exact equivalents to childrens arguments and the court or whatever is bad parents trying to settle the fight more confusingly and lawyers are just your neighbour friend who wants to convince your parents that youre right

#courtroom #justice #what the fuck do i tag this #text

[uburdn]

big ol bed

#art #digital #furniture #bear #man #big #naked #smile #hairy #gay #happy #cheerful #jolly

[uburdn]

god, hair, paper, wolf

[uburdn]

i never ever want to hear anyone eating a banana especially if they have a blocked nose i think my skin would start combusting like magnesium

#auditory sensitivity #auditory processing disorder #auditory processing issues

[uburdn]

#art #digital #nik #nikolai #król #tsr #the smoke room #sunlight #frolicking in fields #nature #vegetation #flowers #memory #sunny

[uburdn]

my hands slel sme sl smell like fucking mold hands smell my hands like mold smell hands my hands like mold smell my hands mold mold molds hand smell mold like my hands

#cute

[uburdn]

why do people keep fucking saying "the little things" "the small things in life" "the simple t" when they're talking about the most exhilarating excruciating exhausting exhonorating moment to moment atom to atom details that work ceaselessly to make existence function

#mental #text #help #d #thought #critical #neuron function #i just compulsively ate mold earlier i literally hate my life #i need to get out of here #my throat hurts #please help #i can still taste the mold #critical thought #life #philosohpy p #philo #philro #pihl #ph #pi #philosophy #genuis

[uburdn]

can you fucking believe parents literally give birth to whole ass children and then argue with them why they shouldn't have adhd or try to talk them out of being autistic

#parents #parenting #autism #adhd #audhd #suffering #disappointment #bitter heartbreak #why