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Girlpool—Before the World Was Big // memorial bench quoting Toni Morrison's Sula // @inanotherunivrse // Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You // Zadie Smith, Swing Time // Fall Out Boy—The Kids Aren't Alright // Audrey Emmett // Mikko Harvey, "For M" // Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi) // Langston Hughes, "Poem"

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always an angel, never a god. always an angel, never a god. always an angel, never a god. always an angel, never a god. always an angel, never a god. always an angel, never a god. always an angel, never a god. always an angel, never a god. ALWAYS an ANGEL, NEVER a GOD. ALWAYS an ANGEL, NEVER a GOD. ALWAYS AN ANGEL, NEVER A GOD. ALWAYS AN ANGEL, NEVER A GOD.

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them <3

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do you still perform autopsies on conversations you’ve had long ago?

Autopsy: Thirteen Ways of Looking at Thirteen by Donte Collins

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I want to disappear, but not too well that I won’t be found, I want to hide, but I want the right people to be able to see me, I want silence, but I want my thoughts to be heard, I want to run, but not too far that my footsteps start to fade, I want to be here, when I’m far away.

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hi, i just want to say that i am in love with kate galvin, thank you for listening.

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physically cannot comprehend 125 actual people follow me on fucking tumblr

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my relationship to this hellsite changes everyday and it’s honestly a vibe

#tumblr #hellsite #spilled thoughts #mari talks too much

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my body doesn't feel like home anymore, it feels like a place I want to escape from.

i just want to escape

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Sylvia Plath, The Letters of Sylvia Plath Volume I: 1940–1956

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I cannot bear the weight of my own reflection anymore. It daunts me in my most peculiar dreams and I drag it through the floors like a corpse. I think I have grown to hate who I am.

#poem #poetry #writing #literature #spilled thoughts #my words #spilled words #my thougts #poets on tumblr #feelings #existential crisis #writebrl #I’m sick of myself #body image #light academia #dark academia #chaotic academia #quote #aesthetic #girlblogging #mari writes too much

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— Apprehensions, Sylvia Plath

[text ID: Is there no way out of the mind?]

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I have spent so much of my life bottling up every thought, emotion, opinion, and just me, that I’m honestly so ready to spill out everything to someone. Read my poetry. Read my goddamn journal. Just someone understand me finally, please

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Recently I have not known how to be me, I’ve been lurking around the corners when no one can see, trying to find my missing piece, trying to find out what makes me me, it seems I have forgotten how to be.

#poem #poetry #writing #literature #spilled thoughts #my words #spilled words #my thougts #poets on tumblr #feelings #writeblr #existential crisis #identity crisis #dark academia #light academia #chaotic academia #aesthetic #quote #mari writes too much

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Y’ALL I GOT A 7/10!!! it ain’t much but it’s so much better than what I was getting before, aaaaaaaaand my teacher said she was really happy with my grade which made go all like: 🤩🍾🥂🎉🥳

anyways, it gave me hope and reminded me I still have a few months to fix my life

just spent so many hours studying trig, I have a “test” tomorrow, if I don’t get a good grade on this I quit math altogether

#trying not to fail math #academic validation #hopefully I pass this year #i need a miracle and some peace of mind #mari talks too much

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the world is so inhospitable to quiet girls

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A library of melancholic desires and forgotten dreams