//tw: mention self harm and suicidal thoughts
i can’t help but think that i made my friends feel like this. like complete shit. they told me they hate themselves.
they started to feel more sad and they joke about how bad their mental health has gotten. maybe i’m the problem. i’m the one who always told them about my suicidal behavior and self harm. I AM the one who begged them to leave me alone so i can hurt myself. I AM the one who is broken.
it’s my fault. again. i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.
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I cannot bear the weight of my own reflection anymore. It daunts me in my most peculiar dreams and I drag it through the floors like a corpse. I think I have grown to hate who I am.
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everything going down hill so fucking quick <<<<<<<
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Where’s my clown certification I think I deserve it at this point
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can guardiola text me everyday and tell me to get my fat ass in the gym
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GOOD MORNING TUMBLR
hope u guys have a good day 2day 😋
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🎵 Blue moon
You saw me standin' alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own 🎵
Night out at the Ultra-Luxe. The waiters DO bite. Let’s ignore that for now.
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“we accept the love we think we deserve” drives me insane, drags my sanity to the moon, through hell, and to saturn and back, and alters everything inside me on a molecular level. i just can’t stop thinking about it
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No cause Iceman Kazansky does run his fingers through little Bradley’s hair for hours to help him fall asleep after he had nightmares, and he does sing beautiful boy under his breath and reflects on the fact that he is a father to a child that has no legal connection to him and could easily disappear from his life without giving him the chance to do anything about it, and he does think about the amount of joy that Mav brought into his life, and he does look down at his sleeping son and decides that he would do anything for him, and he does do all of this again when Bradley comes back, when he stays at their place after The Mission and wakes up with horrible nightmares like he did when he was a little kid, he does it all over again and he wouldn’t have it any other way
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