I haven't purged in 3 years, I forgot how good the burn in my throat feels.
Fuck I feel so skinny, why did I ever stop
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RE-BLOG IF….
- You FULLY support recovery and WANT people to recover.
- You think people should AVOID “@na coaches” AT ALL COSTS.
-You are against “f@t-sp0” . (becosue it’s just down right wrong.)
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I am so done with hoping for recovery for myself. I finally started to actually be okay with my body and whatever weight I was, only to go to the Drs and have the driving decision to get me on hormones for them to be, I will lose weight. I can't keep trying to hoist myself out of this when the world is telling me I'm not worth help.
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I am so ready to ✨give up on recovery✨
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If im gonna be ill i might as well be funny about it on tumblr
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Me:
*eats something*
My Ed:
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Me making dead eye contact with my therapist in the break room and not eating a damn thing
[TW: ed]
trying to act natural when someone walks in on you working out / body checking
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Happy Meat Day everyone!
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Loosing weight so my tits become small and my binder start being too lose for me >>>>>>>>>
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*gggrrrrrrrrrr, you hear, as you feel your intestines struggle to keep you alive*
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in case anyone needed to hear this:
Laxatives cause water loss, not weight loss
stay safe, drink water, and for the love of God stop hurting your poor digestive systems, you dont deserve that
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just saying
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My ED is really playing a dangerous game of, "How long can you sit in a room full of doctors and nurses and not get caught."
Only time will tell
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Tell me why I was so proud of myself for finally eating 2 whole meals only to realize that I only ate less then half of both of them
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