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It's that day before the exams again....

No this time I'm not even nervous.... I'm just a bit nervous actually and it's totally normal..... I don't want to create a mess like last year....

Everything's gonna be okay!! I got this!! I am much stronger and happier than my past self and this time I won't quit at all....

Hoping ........... 💗💗✨✨

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Keep your love of nature, for that is the true way to understand art more and more.

- VINCENT VAN GOGH

#aesthetic #love #nostalgia #cottagecore #dark academia #ethreal #nature #vintage #autumn #fall vibes #spring #colours of nature #sunshine on my mind #love and light #daylight #vincent van gogh #greencore #green moodboard #taylor swift

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#slytherin #harry potter #hogwarts legacy #dark academia #aesthetic #vintage #dark aesthetic #my moodboard currently #secrecy #photography #goth aesthetic #gothic

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My crumbled world!! 🤍

#same shit different day #want to continue but something is forcing me not to #aesthetic #this is life #you need to give yourself a little push #i can do this #I won't repeat my past #you're on your own kid #this can't be the end

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#aesthetic #love #nostalgia #cottagecore #dark academia #ethreal #nature #vintage #green moodboard #peaceful #happiness #warmcore #greencore #escapism

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#aesthetic #vintage aesthetic #vintage #dark academia #cottagecore #light academia #ethreal #nostalgia #nature #autumn #love #escapism #runaway #peace #happiness #my moodboard currently

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#aesthetic #love #nostalgia #cottagecore #dark academia #ethreal #vintage #nature #green core #green moodboard #peace #happiness #nature photopragpy #my moodboard currently #summer nostalgia #escapism #dreamy #love and light #runaway

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#aesthetic #love #nostalgia #cottagecore #dark academia #ethreal #nature #vintage #summer nostalgia #light academia #love and light #love yourself #peace #happiness #nature photopragpy #green moodboard #green core #dreamy #runaway #escapism

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It turned out well .... It's really fine but my classmates who don't know anything regarding the subject got full marks and I got 9/10 .... But it's fine I'm not upset though.... ❤️

Exam day today!!

Hope it turns out well.... 💌

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Exam day today!!

Hope it turns out well.... 💌

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#aesthetic #cottagecore #dark academia #light academia #love #vintage #snowfall and love #ethreal #nostalgia #my current moodboard #cozycore #cozy aesthetic #nature photopragpy #naturecore #travel #winter #cozy winter #tis the damn season

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Hold on to the memories

They will hold on to you

And I will hold on to you

#happy new year #hopeful 2024 #aesthetic #love #nostalgia #cottagecore #ethreal #new year's day #cozycore #cozy aesthetic #peace #happiness

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21st December, 2023

Oh god! A year can change you a lot!!

I see myself today and then realise who I was the last year at this point of time!!

I'm alive and living my life the way I want to.... I am living everything fearlessly..... The way I'm facing tough situations now, I'm still wondering if I would've tackled the same situations the same way back then..... But I'm glad about my past self who faced all those shits and made me stronger and happier!!

I'm so relieved to finally feel the real peace and every bit of happiness in my life..... The break was much needed for me to change every aspect of my life...

Mental health can do wonders.... I get it now!! This year's been a rollercoaster ride but above all I am so thankful to the people who stood beside me when I was in such a horrendous place in my life..... You guys deserve much more than a thank you!! My closest and unicorn special people are always with me no matter what the situation is.....

I just want one single thing rn.... And that is to spend the new year or last few days of this year with you guys..... You guys truly deserve it!!

I now know life's about ups and downs but it's all about how you perceive it.... And I don't even get the saddest when the down phase comes into my life..... I pass that phase with hope and it doesn't affect me at all.....

This year's ending is again a downfall for me for my grandfather and academic pressure but I'm facing it like a pro......

I make people laugh..... Can you imagine? It's me ? Really? Like if I told this to my past self, she would've laughed so hard considering it as a joke..... But I'm laughing, making people laugh...... I'm making real great friends at my university..... Becoming social but also not much active in social media and not overthinking every bit of people's life which is none of my thing to worry or care about.....

It's like the version of me about whom I prayed for years and years......

And I wanna continue my life like this..... Not worrying about tomorrow cuz you care about today!! And not worrying much about anything!!❤️

This year has been my best in my whole life till now!! 🥰💗

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#everything i can hope for #living for the hope of it all #aesthetic #love #nostalgia #forestcore #cottagecore #ethreal #nature #vintage #a ray of sunshine #sunshine on my mind #green moodboard

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It was the worst day for me!!

I can't concentrate on my regular stuff today.... It really sucks......

Got 8.25/10 .... Ik that's really nice marks but for a single silly mistake I got into 3rd position in the class..... I'm trying my best to perform the best in my upcoming tests..... I won't lose this time......

Anyways....

Another worst thing which came up in my life.... Again another year of feeling lost again..... The previous year was all about my father and now this year it's all about my grandfather!! Will I be okay if he leaves me soon? No, never!!

I can't contain this within me that someday he will leave all of us.... I predicted it this year... There was this gut feeling within me that he has not much time left now.... I shared this thought with my family.... Now they're somewhat believing me.....

But yeah, he is 85 now and will be 86 on this 25th .... And that's much fucked up..... I can't stop thinking about it at all..... I'm pretending I'm fine but I'm not................. The sadness is so much within me that I am not able to cry even!!

I hope he'll be alright again.... Though I know deep down that he won't be alright.... It'll be the worst now!!

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It's my exam day again!! I'm nervous and confident..... I really don't know what I'm feeling right now.....

Anyways

Wish me luck ❤️

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It's my exam day again!! I'm nervous and confident..... I really don't know what I'm feeling right now.....

Anyways

Wish me luck ❤️

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#aesthetic #dark academia aesthetic #dark academia #love #nostalgia #cottagecore #ethreal #nature #vintage #vintage aesthetic #vintage lifestyle #my moodboards #my moodboard currently #literature #dark aesthetic