#yuno smut

[yunopouts]

trick or treat - j. jaehyun

→ jeong jaehyun x neighbour! reader

-> dilf! jaehyun au

→ CW: dom! jaehyun, breeding kink (jae's horny, i'm horny, everyone if fucking horny), age gap (reader is in mid-20’s and jae is a divorced 29yo Jae), unprotected sex, creampie, fingering, handjob, oral (f receiving), praising, pussy slapping, biting, spit kink, oral fixation (jae), there are some cringey lines (i'm sorry but i wanted to have them in there but i didn't know how else to phrase them T-T), jae's thick in this one guys :D

-> a/n: omg haii ^-^ okay so this one isn't necessarily halloween related but his kid in the fic is going trick or treating so it counts!!! Jae is DOWN BAD in this one y'all. also just an fyi, this one has a lot more dialogue since they have more of a relationship and it's not just mindless sex this time?? but there still is quite a lot of sex??? okok enjoyyyyyy

-> wc: 6k

-> upcoming: switch! yuta (playboy yuta :) will explain more on that later) psst! requests are open!!

“You’ve got to be kidding me.” Jaehyun’s face dropped as he read the email he had just been sent. Cursing under his breath, the man pushed away from his desk and poked his head out the door. 

“Hayoung,” he said. The woman at the desk looked up at him and from the look on her face, she knew what he was going to ask.

“Sir, I’m so sorry…” and she truly did sound sincere. “Gongmyung had no other times available to meet. He’s leaving for London tomorrow morning.” 

Jaehyun pursed his lips as he nodded. He felt awful that he couldn't take Subin out tonight, but he had one idea that could make his daughter feel better. 

The man checked the watch on his wrist, reading the time as 5:30pm. If he left now, Jaehyun could be at Subin’s school for 6:15pm to pick her up from daycare, talk to her, and bring her home for 6:45pm before he had leave the house by 7:30 to be back at the office for 8:00 pm to meet the clients for dinner. 

 “Alright, I have to leave now, but I’ll be back in time for the meeting.” Hayoung looked as if she was going to object, but instead she just nodded her head. Jaehyun grabbed his jacket from his office before pulling his phone out from his pocket. As he walked to the elevator, he scrolled through his contacts, searching for your name. 

As Jaehyun stood, waiting for the elevator, his heart raced with both the urgency of the situation and the lingering nervousness he got when you spoke. His thumb hovered over the call button when he hesitated. He took a deep breath and leaned against the glass railing behind him, feeling a pang of worry gnaw at him. Would he be imposing on you once again?

The elevators hummed softly as they stopped at different floors of the building while Jaehyun debated with himself, the prospect of the impending meeting weighing heavily on his shoulders. He decided to call you, but not just for Subin’s sake, for his too.

“Hello?” Your voice on the other end had a certain warmth, and it sent a shiver down Jaehyun’s spine.

“Hey,” Jaehyun let out a sigh at the sound of your soft voice. His voice tinged with the tension that had been building in the pit of his stomach ever since he received that email.

“What’s wrong? You sound stressed.”  You grew concerned when you realised how his voice was quieter than usual.

“It’s just work stuff…” Jaehyun’s shoulders slumped. “I really hate to ask you this,” And he really did. “I was wondering if you could watch Subin tonight? I know it’s Halloween, and it’s super last minute, but I was just scheduled for a meeting, and you’re the only one she’d want to go with.” the disparity in his voice ran deep, but you didn’t have any plans anyways, so why not?

“Of course, Jae.” You said, and the man sighed with relief. “What did she dress up as for school?” The calmness in your voice soothed Jaehyun’s nerves. The elevator sounded as it arrived. After the doors opened, Jaehyun entered and leaned against the wall as he felt a strange mix of emotions. 

“She decided she was going to be Elsa and when we went trick or treating, she wanted me to be Anna.” There was a moment of silence, but Jaehyun already knew what was about to happen. As the man closed his eyes momentarily, you burst out laughing on the other line.

“You were really going to dress up as Anna for her?” you asked, your voice was laced with amusement that made Jaehyun chuckle. 

“It was either that or Quasimodo from the Hunchback of Notre Dame.” A hand ran over Jaehyun’s face in embarrassment, remembering the conversation he had with his seven year old daughter last month when they were discussing costume ideas. 

“What, did she want to be Esmerelda?” you asked with a scoff.

“No, she wanted to be Laverne.” Jaehyun groaned, wondering from whom his daughter gets her ideas from.

“The gargoyle?” you cried. You held the phone away from your ear as you laughed loudly, clutching your stomach. 

“Yeah,” the man replied, looking at his shoes with a smile, the sound of your laughter resonating with him. “How much do you want me to pay you?” he asked as he walked out the elevator and to the entryway of the building. He waved to the secretaries and to those who greeted him with a smile.

You tried to reason with him, arguing that you didn’t need the extra compensation, but Jaehyun’s insistence on repaying your kindness only heightened the nagging tensions between the two of you.

“Jae, you really don’t have to, you know I’d do anything for you guys.” Your voice was gentle, “You know I feel bad asking you to watch her without paying you.” Jaehyun’s voice dropped lower, carrying an undertone of a deeper emotion with it. 

As he exited the building, silently thanking the valet driver for his keys.

“But I’m telling you that you don’t have to.”

Your attempt to reason with him was met with Jaehyun’s unwavering determination. “We’ll talk about it later.”

With no room for further discussion, you conceded, “I’ll see you at seven, then.”

“I’ll see you then.” Jaehyun confirmed, the tension settled down thickly in the air.

“Bye, Jae.” You said softly. 

“Bye, y/n.” Jaehyun replied, the sudden strain in his voice giving way to a sense of longing as he entered his car.

Sitting in the driver’s seat, Jaehyun gripped the steering wheel and looked down, feeling a slight strain in his pants. “Jesus fucking Christ…” the man muttered. “What am I, twelve?” his head fell back against the headrest in frustration. 

Jaehyun rolled down the window before he began to drive, in hopes that the cold breeze would clear his mind of the thought of you, and focus on what was more important: trying to find a way to tell Subin that he can’t take her trick or treating. 

-

By the time Jaehyun had parked in the school parking lot, he had nothing. He still didn’t know how to tell his daughter the news. Taking a deep breath, Jaehyun pushed open the car door and got out of the vehicle before locking it and heading to the waiting area. 

Minutes later, the bell rang and children of all ages flooded out the doors. Jaehyun stood amidst the sea of children pouring out of the school, his eyes scanning the crowd for a familiar little girl in an Elsa costume. He spotted her soon enough, her blonde wig glistening in the autumn sun, and a smile spread across his face. Subin was chatting excitedly with her friends, and he knew he had to break the news gently. 

He approached her, kneeling down to her eye level. “Hey, princess,” he greeted her with a warm smile. 

Subin’s face lit up at the sight of her father. “Daddy!” she squeaked and launched herself into his arms. Jaehyun laughed as he almost stumbled onto the floor, but his arms wrapped around his daughter tightly. 

“Come on, let’s get you to the car.” Jaehyun stood up carefully with his daughter still in his arms. As he walked, Jaehyun sucked in a deep breath before he told his daughter the bad news. “Subin, about tonight…”

The girl looked up at him with curious eyes. “What is it, Daddy?”

Jaehyun cleared his throat, trying to find the right words. “Well, I know how much you were looking forward to trick or treating tonight, and I was really excited too, but something came up at word.” He paused, gauging her reaction.

Subin’s smile faded, and her brows furrowed. “Do you have a meeting tonight, Daddy?”

Jaehyun’s heart felt like it was breaking off piece by piece. “I’m so sorry sweetheart, I tried to reschedule it for later, I really did, but it didn’t work out.” Jaehyun frowned, but his daughter smiled. 

“It’s okay, Daddy. Do you think you’ll be back to watch HalloweenTown with me?”

“I’ll do my best, okay? I promise I’ll make it up to you sweetheart.” Jaehyun promises. “Until I come back home, I asked the lady from the floor below us to watch you, you remember her, right?”

“The pretty lady you invite over every weekend? I remember her.” Subin nodded, unaware of how red her fathers ears had turned.

“She doesn’t come over every weekend.” Jaehyun mumbled, looking away from his daughter as they arrived in front of the car. 

“She does… Dohwa even asked me if she was my mom.”

“Oh…” he replied simply. Jaehyun stayed silent as he sat his daughter in the booster seat behind the passenger’s side, the thought almost consuming him. 

Dohwa asked if she was her mom…

After he clicked her seatbelt in, Jaehyun shut the door and headed for the driver’s seat, still entirely thinking of you… as a mother…

The man paused right as he was about to open the door when he felt the same stiffness from earlier, and he had to stop himself from screaming curses at the sky. Jaehyun closed his eyes and swallowed harshly before he opened his eyes and entered the car like nothing had happened to him.

“Daddy, can we listen…”

“Of course,” Jaehyun gave his daughter a smile through the rearview mirror. He knew exactly what the kid was asking for, and with a few presses of some buttons, the intro of the infamous ‘Let it Go’ from the Frozen soundtrack was blasting from the speakers, and Subin was belting out the words.

The rest of the ride was filled with more Frozen, which consisted of duets, the respective solo’s of both Jaehyun and Subin, and the booing of Hans whenever he sang in Love is an Open Door. 

Jaehyun had arrived at the condo building at 6:45pm, “Right on schedule,” he said to himself as he walked to the other side of the car to help his daughter out of the car. “Come on, sweetie,” he said, lifting her into his arms. With how adorable she was in her Elsa costume, he was determined to make it up to her for the missed trick or treating.

After a quick elevator ride, they reached his penthouse. The elegant, modern space was impeccably decorated, a reflection of Jaehyun’s refined taste. 

“What d’ya want to eat before the pretty lady gets here, Miss Elsa?” Jaehyun asks Subin, who was already halfway to the kitchen. He followed behind her and held the door open for her as she entered. “Goldfish…” she said hungrily, causing a laugh to escape from Jaehyun’s lips.

“Goldfish it is, then.” The man took a bowl from one of the cabinet’s before he scanned his pantry for the snack that was requested. While Jaehyun looked, he heard Subin squeal with excitement. A mix of confusion and concern churned through Jaehyun, so he tried to be quick with his search and found them on the top shelf. 

“Subin, I found them…” Jaehyun stopped in his tracks when his eyes found yours.

“Hey Jae,” you smiled, your insides twisting at his current state. He’d come from the office, you knew that already, but seeing him in that suit definitely messed with you a bit.

“Hey,” Jaehyun couldn’t help the way his heart raced at the mere sight of you. You were holding a neatly folded Anna costume in your arms, and the smile you gave him made his heart skip a beat. “You’re early.” he said. Although he looked quite distracted, Jaehyun still managed to pour Subin her goldfish and hand the bowl to her.

“Yeah, I just thought I’d come by a little early to see if Subin needed help with her costume.” Your innocence warmed Jaehyun and forced a smile onto his lips.

“That’s really thoughtful, thank you.’

“Don’t even mention it.” you said.

“Pretty lady, are you going to put your costume on now?” Subin interjected while she munched on the small crackers. 

Jaehyun shuddered lightly, realising his daughter had just watched that whole interaction, even though she probably didn’t register what was going on. 

At least that’s what you both hoped.

“Oh! Yes, yes, I will go do that. So, give me a few minutes, yeah?” you winked at her which earned you a big grin from the little girl.

“You can change in the guest bathroom.” Jaehyun blurts. “I’ll show you where it is.”

“Yeah, yeah, sounds good.”

Jaehyun walked out first, but it didn’t take long for you to catch up to him. You walked silently up the stairs and down the hall until you reached the room. 

“Let me know if you need anything,” he said.

You thank him before you enter the bathroom, one you’ve definitely seen before. You set the costume down on the counter and begin to undress. Everything was going well until it came down to actually doing up the back of the dress.

“Jaehyun?” you raised your voice ever so slightly, just to check if he was still there, and in a heartbeat there was a soft knock on the door. 

“You called?” His voice was a bit muffled from being on the other side of the door, but you opened the door, finding him leaning against the door frame. 

“Could you help me with this?” you asked with a hand across your chest to keep your dress from falling. 

Jaehyun looked away from your eyes, suddenly feeling very warm in the face and ears. “Yeah, could I come in?”

You moved so he had room to enter, and you shut the door almost immediately after and locked the door. Your back was facing Jaehyun, but you were watching him through the mirror. You felt bold until his dark eyes met yours in the reflection, and since then, his gaze didn’t leave yours.His heart raced as he looked into your eyes, and his fingers trembled slightly as he began to tie the strings at the back of your dress. 

The tension in the air only grew stronger as his fingers brushed lightly against your skin, and your breath hitched. You couldn’t help but steal a glance over your shoulder, meeting Jaehyun’s gaze once again.

“Done…” he gulped, holding your stare. It was a moment where words were no longer necessary, and the attraction between you two was undeniable.

Jaehyun leaned in closer, his lips brushed against the nape of your neck. Your heart raced, and you tilted your head slightly, granting him access to your skin. His kisses were gentle, sending shivers down your spine, and his arms which had wrapped around your waist, had become your new form of support. 

As he continued to trail soft, lingering kisses along your neck, Jaehyun whispered, “You’re making it hard for me to focus on anything other than you.”

You turn around to face him, your lips dangerously close to his. “Maybe that’s the point,” you replied with a mischievous glint in your eyes. 

With a surge of longing, Jaehyun closed the small distance between your lips and his. The kiss was passionate and electric, and yet still so familiar from the previous ones you’ve shared from almost every weekend for the past three months.

One of Jaehyun’s hands cupped your cheek as the other snaked down to your waist, pulling you in closer. He felt the heat of your body merge with his, and his heart raced as he deepened the kiss. Your hands were tangled in his hair, and the taste of his lips sent a wave of euphoria through your body. 

Jaehyun pulled away, but only slightly. His forehead was still pressed against yours, and he whispered, "I could kiss you like this forever."

Your lips curled into a small smile and you replied, "I wouldn't mind it."

With that, Jaehyun kissed you again, and this time it was more desperate, more passionate. He moved his lips hungrily against yours, exploring and tasting your mouth. You let out a soft moan as his hands moved to your lower back, and your kiss became more passionate.

His hands moved to the small of your back, and he lifted you up, your legs wrapping around his waist. You felt the warmth of his body against yours, and you melted into his embrace. 

He carried you to the counter, and sat you down on the cold marble, and your arms tightly wrapped around him. You could feel his heart pounding against your chest, and the intensity of the kiss was enough to make your head spin. You felt like you were in some kind of trance, and you welcomed it with all your heart.

With his hips in between your legs, you reached out your hand to palm his growing erection through his pants. Jaehyun pulled away from the kiss, letting his head fall back in pleasure.

“God, baby, I got hard twice today because of you.” You hummed in response, slowly undoing Jaehyun’s belt and freeing his cock from his boxers. Bringing your hand to your mouth, you spit into it before lubing up his dick with it.

You started to move your hand up and down, slowly stroking his shaft and Jaehyun let out a low moan. His eyes were closed and he was breathing heavily, his hips starting to move in time with your hand. 

Your hand closed over the tip, stroking it in circular motions before you moved your hand to jerk off the rest of his length. You increased the speed of your hand, Jaehyun's breathing getting heavier with each stroke. You could feel how hard he had gotten, and you smiled as you continued to pleasure him. Feeling your spit start to dry up, you started to use more of your hand, your fingers tracing circles around the head of his cock. Jaehyun's hands were gripping the material of your costume tightly, and you could feel his hips twitching with each of your strokes. 

You moved your hand faster, your thumb now rubbing circles around Jaehyun's most sensitive spot, and he let out a loud moan as he was about to cum, but before he could, a timer went off.

“Fucking christ,” You both sighed out of disappointment, and Jaehyun rested his forehead against yours.

"I have to go," he said, regretfully. He quickly fixed himself up and helped you off the counter.

“What if you’re still hard during your meeting, though?” You joke while your fingers toyed with his belt loops. 

He chuckled, and kissed you one last time before reluctantly pulling away.

“I’ll figure something out." You pouted, and he leaned in to give you one last peck on the lips before he grabbed his phone and unlocked the door. "I'll see you soon. I promise." He said before slipping out of the door. 

You sighed and smiled to yourself, savouring the moment. You felt more alive than ever.

Sliding off the counter, you turned and inspected your face to make sure you didn’t go back to Subin looking like a hot mess. 

“Pretty lady!” Subin yelled as you walked down the stairs. The young girl squealed as she ran to wait for you at the edge of the steps. She gushed at you once you had fully arrived in front of you. “You look so pretty!”

“Thank you sweetheart.” you said as you ruffled her hair. “Ready to go?” you asked her with a grin. Subin nodded frantically and grabbed your hand before she darted towards the elevator, her candy bag in the other hand waiting to be filled to the brim with treats.

“Trick or treating!” she cheered and jumped with excitement, and your heart warmed at the sight.

-

“Thank you so much for your time Gongmyung.” Jaehyun smiled as he shook the older man's hand. 

“Of course! The pitch was great, so our lawyers will be in contact with yours very shortly.” 

Jaehyun saw the man out of the smile and one final bow before he looked down at his watch. It was 9:30pm.

‘They should be home by now.’ Jaehyun thought as he got in his car and began to drive home. 

It only took him about twenty minutes to get home from the restaurant, and by the time he reached the penthouse, he found you sitting on the couch with his daughter sleeping peacefully next to you, her head resting on your thigh. 

“Hey,” you smiled up at him. Jaehyun mirrored your expression as he sat down next to you and wrapped an arm around your shoulders. 

“When did she pass out?” Jaehyun’s fingers drew circles against your arm as you leaned into him. 

“About an hour ago? She already brushed her teeth, we were just watching The Nightmare Before Christmas.” Jaehyun looked at you, his brows scrunched closer together.

“Is that not a Christmas movie?” 

“Tsk… no one knows what it is or isn’t.” you said, jutting out your bottom lip before Jaehyun pecked your cheek. “I think I’m gonna put Subin to bed… show me to her room?” You slowly moved in a way that wouldn’t disturb the little girl too badly, and you brought her to your chest and rested her head on your shoulder. Both you and Jaehyun stood and you cautiously walked up the stairs and down the hall. 

Jaehyun opened the door, revealing a baby pink room with toys and stuffed animals astray. 

“This room is so…”

“Scary?”

“Her,” you shot Jaehyun a dirty look which made him laugh. “Not too loud, idiot.” you scolded him when you felt Subin stir at the loud noise. Cradling her head, you ordered Jaehyun to pull her bed covers back. Gently, you set the girl down before tucking her in. You stepped back to watch Jaehyun crouch beside her head and plant a light kiss on forehead. He sat there for a few seconds, rubbing her cheek with his thumb. With one last peck goodnight, he got up and smiled softly at you before he took your hand in his and led you out of the room.

With the lights off in Subin’s room and her door shut, the two of you stood in the hallway, staring into each other’s eyes. 

“Thank you, again, for watching her.” Jaehyun stepped closer to you. You noticed how his tone dropped, how his hands squeezed yours gently, and how his eyes flickered from your eyes to your lips. 

“Like I’ve said, you don’t have to thank me… but you can show me your appreciation in a different way.” you teased and hooked your fingers around his belt loop like you did earlier.

Jaehyun smirked devilishly, leaning in to kiss your neck. His hands moved around your waist, dipping lower until he cupped your ass. 

As he trailed kisses along your neck, he paused to nibble and suck on your sensitive skin. His hands moved up your back, tugging your hips even closer to his. You felt your own arousal growing as his lips moved from your neck to your lips, his tongue pushing its way into your mouth. You moaned against his lips as your hands found their way into his hair, fingers curling around the strands of his hair. 

“We shouldn’t do this out here…” you said breathlessly, and Jaehyun groaned in agreement.

He pulled away and took your hand, leading you to the guest room. Your pulse was racing as he pushed open the door, and you both stepped inside. He pulled you close and kissed you deeply, while your hands moved to the back of his neck, tugging him in closer as your lips moved together in an urgent, passionate kiss. His hands travelled their way down your body, exploring your curves as you explored his. He trailed kisses down your neck, making you gasp as his teeth lightly grazed your skin. You groaned in pleasure as you felt his erection growing against your belly.

He grabbed your hair and pulled it back, his face hovering close to yours. "Tell me what you want," he growled.

You bit your lip and smiled, your desire rising with each passing second. You wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned in to whisper in his ear, "I need you to fuck me."

He groaned and pulled you closer, his hands roaming your body. His lips brushed against your ear as he responded in a chuckle, “Waited all day for you to say that to me.”

In an instant, Jaehyun brought you towards the bed, a fire raging in his eyes. You were both eager to get undressed, and you started with his shirt. You reached to undo the buttons of his suit and slowly started undoing them, never breaking away from his embrace. Jaehyun’s breaths were heavy and rushed as you finally released his shirt and pulled it off his body. 

His hands moved to your shirt and he proceeded to do the same with you, slowly pulling your shirt off and tossing it aside. He grabbed your waist and pulled you closer, his lips finding yours again. His hands were frantic as they roamed your body, the intensity of his kiss growing with each passing moment.

He leaned back and pulled you with him, the two of you standing there in nothing but your underwear. His eyes were ablaze with desire and he stepped forward, pushing you back onto the bed. He leaned over you and slowly trailed his lips down your body, his hands massaging your curves as he made his way down.

He pulled back and looked into your eyes, his own filled with a primal hunger. With one hand, he grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head, his lips finding yours again as the other hand found itself making its way down your navel, all the way to your pussy. His thumb took to your clit, drawing small circles on it.

The friction felt electric, you couldn’t help but shiver at his cold hands touching such sensitive parts. A soft moan escaped your lips as your hips involuntarily arched towards his touch. His thumb moved faster, increasing the intensity of the pleasure. You felt pleasure radiating through your body, slowly building to an unstoppable force. Your breathing became shallow, your heart raced, and all you could do was surrender to the sensations. His thumb began to move with more intensity, each circle growing wider and wider. His touch was gentle yet demanding, sending sparks of pleasure shooting through your veins. The hand that had your wrists in a tight grip suddenly let go, but it moved to your hip and he grabbed firmly, steadying you as his thumb continued to bring you closer to the edge. 

You could feel his breath against your neck, his fingers digging into your hips as he moved them. Suddenly, he slapped you hard on your pussy and you gasped in surprise. The repeated action brought you close to tears. As your jaw hung open from a mix of surprise and pleasure, Jaehyun saw this as the perfect opportunity to do the thing you love. Hovering just slightly over your mouth, he let his saliva drop into your mouth, and he watched with a smirk as your jaw shut immediately, swallowing what he gave you. 

His tongue soon found its way into your mouth, and you tasted the bitterness of his spit as it mingled with yours. His hands moved with purpose, sending waves of pleasure cascading through your body. 

You could feel the anticipation building in your body, and you could barely contain the moans that escaped your lips. You were so close to the pinnacle of pleasure, and his touch was the only thing that could get you there.

“Fuck, Jae… oh fuck.” you said as a signal to him that you were cumming. If that didn’t tell him, then the way your body shook definitely did. 

Not long after you came, Jaehyun sat himself in between your legs. Both of his hands moved to your thighs, pushing them apart as he knelt in front of you. He looked up at you with pure adoration and started to kiss and lick your inner thighs. 

Jaehyun kept one arm around your hips while the other explored your pussy, fingering you slowly. You gasped and hissed in pleasure as he teased your sensitive areas. He moved his mouth to your pussy and started to lick and suck in a tantalising rhythm. His tongue moved in slow circles, alternating between soft and hard strokes. 

The arm he kept around your wait found itself lazily dragging from your waist, up to your breasts. His nimble fingers squeezed and teased your nipples, not helping the fact that you were trying to keep your voice down– even though you were several rooms down from his daughter.

The back of your hand moved to cover your mouth as you moaned, while the other grabbed his head, pushing him deeper into you. He bit down on your labia and licked the sensitive skin around your clit, sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body. Jaehyun moved his fingers inside you, pushing them in and out in a steady rhythm, his thumb finding the spot that sent sensations of pleasure through your body. 

He then began to massage your clit with his tongue, circling it slowly and then faster and faster until you felt your toes curl in anticipation. His hands moved down to your hips, holding you tightly as he increased the pressure and speed of his tongue. 

You felt your muscles tensing and your breathing becoming more rapid as you got closer to the edge. His fingers moved faster and faster, stimulating you in all the right places. You moaned and gasped as your orgasm finally overcame you, your body shaking in pleasure.

“Came so quick.” Jaehyun stated, slowly moving his mouth back up to yours and kissed you passionately, his tongue exploring your mouth as his hands moved to your waist. 

He grabbed your hips and spread your legs wider, pushing his hard cock inside of you. He moved slowly at first, letting out a guttural moan as he entered you. 

He moved his hips in a circular motion, pushing himself deeper into you as he felt your tight walls stretching around his thickness. He felt as if he was being consumed by a blanket of pleasure, and he loved the feeling of being completely surrounded by you. With each movement, you could feel him stretching you out further, and the sensation made his body tremble with delight. 

“Fuck, baby, you’re doing so fucking well.” His breathing quickened as he felt the sensation of being fully engulfed inside of you, and the sensation of pleasure coursing through his body. He felt as if he were melting into you, becoming one with you as he moved faster and faster. 

He added a new layer of pleasure to his movements, as he sucked and licked on your nipples while he continued to thrust. His tongue felt like velvet on your skin, teasing and tantalising you with every movement. His hands moved to your back, caressing it with every thrust. 

You grasped his shoulders tightly as the sensations built up inside, and you felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. Finally, you threw your head back and let out a loud moan as you reached your climax, your pleasure washing over you. Jaehyun’s breathing became heavier, and you could feel his muscles tense up, his whole body shaking with pleasure.

“Fuck baby…” Jaehyun groaned, looking down at your pussy. “You’re so fucking full.” he bit his lip to stop himself from showing his smile, but it was useless– Jaehyun was grinning from ear to ear with pride. He watched as his cum dripped out of you, but with two fingers, he took whatever had leaked and shoved it back into you.

“Hey,” you said, grabbing his attention with his fingers still inside of you. “You gonna fuck me full of your cum, or what?”

Jaehyun almost lost it. Asking that of him was not the smartest idea, considering the fact that he’d do anything you told him to.

“Is this you asking to have my second kid? We’re not even together.” He joked as he sat himself with his back against his headboard. 

You knew what that meant.

Getting on your knees, you crawled on top of him and positioned yourself above his still very hard cock.

“I could do both…” you say without another thought.

“Oh baby,” he said, voice more seductive than you’ve heard before. “I’ll fuck you so hard, you’ll get pregnant right away.” And with that, he thrust upwards, shoving his thick cock into you.

You exclaimed in surprise, eyes going wide, but your hands flew to his shoulder, stabilising yourself as he moved inside of you. He moved long and slow, his hips rolling against yours, and you felt your pleasure building with each thrust. He reached down and grabbed your ass, squeezing the soft flesh as began to pick up his pace. His breathing became ragged as he went deeper and deeper into you. 

His hands moved higher, gently caressing your breasts, his lips lightly sucking and licking them. His fingers moved lower, rubbing and teasing your clit, and his tongue licked and sucked your nipples.

“Fuck, just look at you, your fucking tits bouncing…” he mumbled, his mouth watering at the sight. “Gonna get you pregnant with my baby, and your tits are gonna be so fucking big.” Jaehyun moaned at the thought. You felt his tongue flick against your nipples, and you gasped in pleasure as he teased them with his mouth.

As he sucked on your nipples, Jaehyun started to pick up the pace, pushing himself in and out of you. His hips moved in a perfect rhythm, each thrust sending a wave of pleasure through your body. You felt your eyes roll to the back of your head, and your breath coming in ragged gasps. 

You could feel the heat building inside you as he continued to move. His hand moved down, rubbing against your clit as he moved, sending pleasure coursing through your veins. His thrusts were getting harder, and faster, and you could feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge.

Just then, he pulled out of you and flipped you over onto your back. He stared into your eyes, holding your gaze as he penetrated you again. “Fuck Jaehyun, I need your cum.” You whined. His thrusts were more forceful now, and you could feel yourself moaning louder and louder as he continued to move inside of you.

He then started to move one of his hands up and down your body, playing with your nipples and lightly caressing your breasts. His tongue lapped at them, and you felt your body tense up as he sucked on them. He moved the other hand down to your clit again, rubbing it in circles as he moved inside of you. 

“Need to get you so fucking full.” Jaehyun spoke aimlessly as he fucked your cunt, his thrusts growing harsher by the second. You hummed at his words, equally as brainless as he was from the stimulation. 

You felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge, and Jaehyun increased his thrusts, pushing himself deeper inside of you. He grabbed your hips and held you tight, pushing himself deep inside of you. You screamed out in pleasure, your orgasm ripping through your body, and he followed shortly behind, his body shaking in pleasure.

His moans grew louder and his thrusts became more intense, the pleasure becoming too much for him to handle. He felt his orgasm build up inside of him, and as he reached the peak, he let out a cry of pure ecstasy. Jaehyun slowly pulled out of you before he laid beside you.

Turning to face him, you both lay there for a few moments, your breathing ragged and your hearts pounded in your chests.

“I meant what I said…” Jaehyun said, his thoughts now cleared from his prior state of mind. “About being together. The baby too, but that can come later.”

“I like that idea,” you hummed and pressed your lips to his.

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[whereiskoko]

Black Clover Men and their sizes ( NSFW)

If you don’t see anyone you want feel free to request a part 2 😁.

Asta

Asta has a extremely bulky build

He would have a 6.5 inch and a 7.3 when erected

He doesn’t groom down there much leading to a forest growing in his pants

Yuno

Yuno has an athletic build but not as bulky like Asta

He would be 7 and a 7.5 when erected

Unlike Asta he regularly grooms himself , keeping down there nice and tidy

Leopold <3

Ok so he trains very often resulting in a decent build .

He’s like a 6 inch and a 7 when erected

He follows his brother instructions on keeping himself groomed and well kept.

Finral

He is a slender young man

He would have 6 inches and a solid 6.9 when erected

He keeps down there groomed and well kept in case he gets lucky .

Magna

He trains constantly lol

He would have 5 inches and a solid 6 when erected

Tries to keep his bush under control but keeps forgetting

Luck

He barely looks like the person to work on his muscles

He would have 6 inches and 7.5 when erected

He doesn’t look like a person to groom down there lol .

Part 2 will be posted with the captain and Wk

Ps. These are just my opinions and head canons

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[bokunosoul]

𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

Yuno (Black Clover) x Reader

𝙉𝙎𝙁𝙒 requests are OPEN

MINOR DNI, for requests i don't accept reqs for ageless blogs, anonymous blogs or minors

𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : f-ngering, m-sterbation, d-rty talk, b-ow job, cursing, hate sex, v-yeurism, s-xual assault on reader by an opponent, reader and yuno has some experience, aged up, public intercourse, d-flowering, rushed work etc.

Being part of the golden dawn and being part of nobility, you seemed like you have the best life ever.  That means you have to make the best reputation out of yourself.

But you can't.

You endes up being compared by your family to yuno, your colleague. You hate to admit it but he's really good at doing those missions all by himself, no wonder he became a vice captain in such a young age.

He's also kinda.... goodlooking.

Now here you are trying to be composed infront of you captain along side with yuno receiving orders.

"Y/N, Yuno, you will be going to explore an dungeon and report back immidiately once you've completed this mission. You will be leaving early tomorrow. Get along well and make sure to rest."

The captain said and you both saluted to him. Once you got out of the door you glared at him and turned your back.

"What a snob!!!" bell, his sylph said and stick out her tongue behind your back.

"Stop it bell." Yuno said

You looked at him one last time, hw just stared plainly with those attractive eyes. Blushing in fury you just marched away and layed frustrated in your room. Why the fuck does he stare at me with those eyes? You can't help but to blush replaying what happened earlier.

The very next day you both set off to your mission. You both just rided your own brooms and it was very pleasing to watch the sun rise whilst you ride in the air.

You both arrived at the dungeons amd split off. Came across a bunch of opponents. But as always they were no match for you. You sighed as you thought things were over and you were about to call it a day.

You were suddenly taken aback by a man and you can't escape from his arms. You started attacking him one by one with your magic but still he doesn't budge.

A fucking diamond mage. This is bad.

"Get of me you pervert!" you shouted at the guy and he just gave off an disgusting smirk.

Disgusting!

"What's a pretty girl doing here alone in the dungeons? hmmm? "

"None. Of. Your. Fucking. Bussiness. "

i cursed and proceeded to struggle to get off him.

"You must want to know my name sweetie, the names Ragus. "

You started to tear up as he started to linger his hands to your thighs along to the part where your mother told you to save for your marriage.

"N-no, p-please. "

Everything came in so fast. The guys suddenly was thrown across the place, none other than yuno. He looked so enraged and shocked, even though your eyes were blurry from the tears you still saw it.

"I didn't asked for help. "

He came closer to you, taking off his robe and wrapping it around your waist. Your'e faced started turning red as he carried you in his arms bridal style.

" Put me down. "

" No. "

" I hate you. "

This man so frickin persistent, it was annoying. You just kinda stared at him for a while and gave in.

___

Now it's night fall at the moon shines brightly, and it was not safe to travel as some beasts and bandits rome this area. Yuno decided to cook a meal and you decides to go take a stroll to clear your mind.

Replaying on what happened earlier, you felt disgusted. That mans perverted touch, gaze still lingers on my skin.

Thankfully,  you can hear there's a waterfall up ahead so you can go take a bath.

You were mesmerized by the scenery infront of you. A thousand stars can be seen, and the moon is so full up above.

' No one can should be looking right? '

You carefully slipped out your clothes and hopped onto the water. Leaving you naked in all of your glory. You dove upon the cold water and like any normal person would do in the bath.

Sighing you sat in a nearby boulder and dried off your body. You were frustrated, you embarassed yourself earlier infront of him.

The way he looked earlier.....

You started to feel hot as you imagined his look earlier. You can't think straight anymore whilst your breathe hitches and body heats up.

I moaned as i inserted one of my fingers inside my needy cunt, while your other hand massages your breasts.

"Ah~fuck~"

You imagine yourself getting fucked by him. His cock so deep in your needy hole as you moan in pleasure. You hate him, hate that he makes you feel this way.

All that pent up feeling all you do was just to do it solo by yourself. Your parents conservativeness, heavy burden, past relationships and stress makes you feel dry.

"Hah~ yuno~ oh fuck yes!"

"Oh~shit!"

"Yes! ~yes!~yes! "

Now here you are desperately pumping your fingers back in fourth in your slit making vulgar noises, thinking of the hot mage. Causing you to come all over the place.

'Fuck i made a mess.'

You suddenly heard a rustling noise in the bushed. You hurriedly covered yourself with your clothes.

"WHO'S THAT!?"

I heaved an sigh of relief as the figure appears to be an deer. You decided to just get cleaned and dressed and head back to him.

_

"I'm back."

You said and sat in the ground infront of the bonfire. You can't see his face but it looks like that he is eating.

It's been 30 minutes and he still hasn't talked nor faced me. He just sat down facing the other way round.

Weird. He normally would discuss about what will we report about to captain....

"Yuno?"

You asked as you walked towards him. His face seemed red and he looks so flustered.

' does he have a fever? '

You nervously put your palms on his forehead to confirm. Your eyes widened as he suddenly pinned you to a wall.

'W-what the fuck?'

He stared at you like a hungry wolf who targeted it's prey. Meanwhile you just stood there shock.

"You have much courage doing that in public, Y/N."

Yuno whispered onto your ear, making you instantly blush in embarassment. He saw that. HE FUCKING DID!??!

You looked away and shut your eyes tight. His hot breathe just hitched right at your neck.

" such a slut, moaning my nme like that. "

" HAH, you must be imagining things you perverted freak! "

You lied, facing him red. He smirked.

"I saw that, clearly Y/N, clearly. " yuno said firmly wrapping his arms on my waist.

" S-so? it's not like i like you or something. D-dumbass. " i stuttered and pushed him away, lightly.

" spit it out. "

"What? "

"I know you like me. "

"No."

"Are you sure?"

"N-no? "

He frowned and stopped, he started to walk away. You can't help but to feel frustrated.

"That's why i hate you. "

He stopped walking and slammed you hard against the tree.

"Really? you hate me that much huh? I will prove it to you that i am better than that." he replied smugly

"Then you have my consent, bastard. "

You smirked as your faces become closer and our bodies pressed together heatedly against the wall, breathing heavily as our lips pressed together and our tongues battle in dominance.

It's the first time she ever felt like this.

He suddenly stopped.

"Before we do anything, do i have your consent? "

"Yes, just fucking take me. "

His hands pressed under her shirt, quick to shove aside my bra. My voluptous breasts spilled out and his impatient lips hungrily sucked it off.

"Oh~ah shit!" you can't help but to moan in his touch.

He paused and threw your robe and bra on the ground. He goes down and down and down towards you legs as he carefully caresses, his hot breath along my thighs.

You gulped as you watch him lift your skirt revealing your thong. You feel embarassed as he stared at it for a few moments and take off your skirt along with thongs. Leaving you naked only for his eyes.

" so beautiful. " he whispered.

That was the last straw.

You straddled him, caughting him off guard as you lean in for a kiss.

"Where's all that courage coming from? "

"Shut up. "

My hands fumbled upon his trousers and onto his underwear revealing his erection. You blushed, since it was your first time seeing a man's part like that. You only see it in books......

His breatgour hand slowly travels on his cock. Pumping it back and fourth. Yuno looked so pretty like that, needy and desperate.

"Hah, just like that. "

He purred.

Slowly you started making kitten licks on his cock. Swirling your tongue along his tip, it then became much more intense. Gathering up the courage you slowly started going down on him, sucking his cock. You were gagging- but you couldn't care less.

"Hah~Ah shit y/n...." He let out an pleased hum whilst making eye contact with you, running his slender fingers through your hair.

You let out an shriek as he suddenly

forces your head down, causing you to choke on his cock. Bucking his hips into your mouth you can only tear up in the sensation you are feeling whilst he talks dirty to you.

"You fucking slut, the way you stare at me makes me go crazy everytime, now look at you choking at my cock. "

He said in his cool usual tone and slammed my body to the ground. Sorry mother, but i can't resist this man.

"I-it hurts yuno, hah~. "

You whimpered as his length was buried deep inside you. It was painful at first but it suddenly was replaced with pleasure as he slowly thrusted inside of your tight hole.

"I-is this your first time?"

Yuno sounded concerned and you looked at him and nodded shyly.

"Shit, i should've been more careful, are you okay? "

What's with this man...

"Yeah, it looks like you have just taken my virginity, vice captain. "

You said locking your arms on his neck and staring deeply on his amber eyes.

"Then fuck me hard, yuno." you whispered and he did.

Well that rest was history that night you and him just enjoyed the starry night and eachothers warmth on the moonlit night.

💌 : This is the celebration of my man turning 18. This was frickin rushed and amateurish since im new to this writing style👹

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[ten-point-happen-possible]

#yuno ohara #hearts #sharing wife #Natalie Alyn Lind #smosh #rqg #仁藤りさ #f.r.i.e.n.d.s #marvel smut #indie film #neil josten #yugioh #leverage #virgil sanders

[jaehyunvideos]

this jaehyun.

🎬💭: JCC ep. 21 ' W magazine shoot '

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[jaehyunhorizon]

smiley jaehyun and his adorable dimple !!🥹🫶🎀

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[yunopouts]

how we feeling about a dilf! jaehyun fic??

spooky jeno fic (smut) should be coming out within the next few days too, but next week do we want to see divorced dad jaehyun??

also sneak peak at the jenjen lee wip:

let me know what you think of this one too!!!

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[midstofroses]

Love Me Like That

❝𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒂 𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆— 𝑶𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆.❞

♡

Pairing: Jeong Yuno-Jaehyun (nct) x (fem!oc) Original Character

» Genre: one-shot, soft-angst, underlying suggestive– reader discretion advised ▪︎ ex to lovers » Disclaimer! This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to actual people, living or dead, events or even other fictional stories is purely coincidental

Sienna stepped into the room, the aroma of pizza lingering in the air. "You're just in time. Did you bring the pizza?" Her friend– Nabi asked, revealing the items she had bought. "Yeah, and got some chicken too," she smiled excitedly.

Their living room was transformed into a haven for a movie marathon, a night to savour their well-deserved chill and create fond memories. Nabi's eyes sparkled with excitement as she accepted the food. "Well, then you should go clean yourself and come back here so we can start our movie night."

"I'll be quick," Sienna chimed.

After a brisk wash, the refreshing feeling enveloped her. A slight relief washed over her, even though her raging hormones from that time of the month still caused her physical discomfort.

While picking up her pyjamas, she noticed a mountain of clean clothes at the edge of her bed. Sighing, she decided to restore order before rejoining her friends. Sienna's frustration grew when the drawer refused to close. It wasn't as if she had bought new clothes for her drawer to betray her.

After several failed attempts, she couldn't contain her anger and punched the drawer in frustration.

"I missed him," she mumbled, catching her breath. The reason for her inconvenience dawned on her – her clothes weren't folded the way they used to be when he was around. How foolish of her.

Leaving her dark room, Sienna went to the kitchen where Kai noticed her friend's slightly bruised hand. "Oh? What happened to your hand?" she asked in confusion.

"Oh, it's nothing. I just need to run water on it," Sienna replied, brushing off the concern.

"Make sure you put ointment and bandage it after cooling it off," Kai advised.

"Yeah, will do," Sienna responded, putting on a brave smile beneath her troubled emotions.

"Oh, by the way, Jaehyun came by this afternoon looking for you," Nabi announced, interrupting the moment. Kai recalled the earlier encounter, suspecting a disagreement.

"Did you guys fight?" Kai asked, and Sienna's expression grew timid. She didn't want to discuss him; it was giving her a headache.

"He brought red velvet cupcakes," Nabi added, trying to lighten the mood. Sienna glanced at the coffee table, spotting the cupcakes – a favourite treat of theirs.

"You mentioned it's your first day of 'red days.' I guess having Jaehyun be part of your monthly flow app is so useful," Nabi giggled, proud of the gesture despite the situation.

"Heh, I guess so," Sienna chirped, trying to keep the conversation light while tending to her hand. "Why does he always have great timing?" she pondered, glancing at her phone with unread messages from Yuno piling up.

As they settled into their movie night, Kai brought up the topic of sharing expenses in a relationship. The conversation flowed, intertwining with the movie's background noise.

"I totally agree with you gals, but if the guy made you feel uncomfortable throughout the date, I'd rather pay my half and be done with it," Sienna commented, sharing her perspective.

Kai expanded on the aftermath, "So he wouldn't have the chance to point stupid things. Such as he paid the whole time, but he would act like a sad boy or an ass since the date didn't end well, right?"

"Exactly! Ugh, that's the feeling I hate," Sienna raged, hugging a pillow. After her emotional outburst, she finally indulged in the red velvet cupcake she had been craving.

As the night deepened, the snow outside intensified, creating a cosy atmosphere in their little bubble of friendship. "But if you think about it like this, he wasted your valuable time." Kai offered a new perspective. “So you at least did not waste your own money”

"But that's not what she came for in the first place," Nabi pointed out, settling the situation. “Besides we all know we can earn more money than to live like that.” 

"I'd still rather drown myself than give him the privilege to think he spoiled me with his own money," Sienna expressed her feelings, hormones adding a touch of intensity.

The three friends continued their night, sharing deep conversations and appreciating each other's presence. Unbeknownst to them, Sienna was truly grateful, even amid the challenges she hid behind her facade.

As the last days of spring dwindled, Yuno felt a magnetic pull towards the enchanting nights, eager to grasp the remnants of the season before the relentless heat of summer took over. The crisp wind, a balm for his cluttered mind, whispered promises of clarity.

"This feels nice," he murmured, eyes fixed on the captivating night unfolding in the park by the river. Soft lights adorned the streets, and cherry blossoms, in their final dance, swirled around, accompanied by the gentle melody emanating from his headphones.

On a whim, Yuno invited Johnny for a spontaneous bike ride, half-expecting a decline. Much to his surprise, his best friend agreed, and they found themselves in a nearby park, a place etched with memories of their shared adventures.

Yuno, seeking an escape from the confines of home and work, embraced the freedom of riding through the city. The wind carried untold stories, and the cityscape unfolded its secrets.

"Hey, there's no one in the court," Johnny observed, diverting Jaehyun's attention. "Wanna play?" Jaehyun suggested.

"Yeah, it's been a while. It's going to be fun," Johnny agreed, infusing the atmosphere with infectious enthusiasm. After a few spirited rounds, they decided to take a breather, relishing the camaraderie that defined their friendship.

Perched on a bench around the court, they savoured water and ice cream. Johnny playfully teased, "Jae, not to sound like a jealous second babe, but don't you usually ask Sienna for these?" Laughter bubbled up, but beneath the banter, Jaehyun grappled with emotions threatening to surface.

START OF FLASHBACK.

The dark room lit up with the moonlight and the desk lamp near her, Yuno smiled seeing Sienna was waiting at his place.

He closed their proximity by hugging her. Yuno always takes this kind of opportunity whenever she waits for him to come home after a long day from work. He feels relieved from his stress even with just one hug from his favourite person. 

After letting him hug her, Yuno stared at her with curiosity “You’d spend the night here?” 

Sienna gulped avoiding his gaze. "You went over my head and paid for my University fees without telling me." Her voice was monotone, standing up from where they were sitting. 

"Oh, I guess it's too late for a surprise now." He looks up at her, smiling giddily. But, he recognizes her demeanour changes negatively, making his face drop in worry. 

“Let me remind you, I'm not a girl who you could just simply pay for, Yuno.” She scoffs painfully. “If you think your grand gesture was cute, well news flash I’m disappointed.” Sienna attempts to calm her voice down, “You didn’t even bother to have this conversation with me!” But alas her blood boils with her tears slowly falling from her eyesight becoming an ocean of pain. 

Yuno stood up straight. “It’s just money, Sienna.” He chortles, brushing his hair out of his face.“I don't want you to be stressed because of money.” Yuno huffs out, confused by her action. “I could always make more money for me– for us.” Yet he strives to get close to her, cupping her face with his hands softly caressing her stained cheeks. “And I can help you with that, can’t you see it? I want to support you so you can reach your goal!” His voice and face emitted torment, he hated how this situation occurred. 

Her birthday was coming up, and all he wanted was to do something that alleviated her burden. 

She removes his hands from her face aggressively, moving away from him. 

“You think my family and I can’t handle our shit?” she sarcastically laughed, trying to stop her sobbing, though it was difficult to execute. Anxiously she bit her bottom lip harder.

He could sense her walls starting to appear once again, his nightmare slowly coming to life.  

“Sure I'm struggling, my family is struggling.” The young lady asserts, “But I've experienced far much worse than this bullshit and we’ve survived.'' Sienna picked up a pillow and slammed it on the coach. “Why can’t you believe in me?!” With every word she screams out, the pillow gets slammed on the coach. Relinquishing her anger through the use of this method. She stopped her antics, breathing heavily. Sienna peer dead in the eyes of him. “I just needed more time to accomplish things, not all plans can sail smoothly.” Her voice cracked, eyes were gradually forming to puff. 

“Sienna, I know how much you want to study again, despite not having it as your first choice with this course.” His body quivered, tears heavily forming as he scanned her figure.“Whenever I see how you recall your memories with your friends or when you help them study, you always have that spark.” He carries on describing his affection towards Sienna and how he witnessed her in the past years of their relationship. “I just want to bring that spark back.” He’s not the type who would just sit down on purpose. If he indeed has the means to help her out, even just a little he would do it in a heartbeat. 

Life is hard and he desires to be a partner where she can lean onto him safely. 

Yuno wanted to come closer to her, yet she immediately flinched and it broke his heart into pieces seeing her first instinct was to run away from him. 

“Jeong Yuno, You’re not getting the point here.” Sienna sniffles as she shakes her head while gazing down on the floor. “We’re over.” she declares, with his furrowed brows “No.” He sternly demands.

She sneered, “After all of this, I'll do the grand gesture to finally break this relationship off.” With her last remark, her body evacuated from his place. 

Yuno followed her out but she was too fast and he was too slow to handle the situation, he got lost finding her.

END OF FLASHBACK.

Jaehyun just bared his soul to Johnny, revealing the painful truth of his recent breakup with Sienna, a wound haunting him for three months. It marked a vulnerable moment for Jaehyun, who, until now, had grappled with the harsh reality and denial.

Unbeknownst to Jaehyun, Johnny already knew the heart-wrenching details. A week earlier, Kai, Johnny's girlfriend, had shared the relationship's demise with him. Though Kai hadn't intended to spill the beans, the weight of the secret pushed Johnny to convince her to share the truth.

The revelation left Johnny stunned.  Sienna was dead serious with Kai, She didn’t want to entertain questions about them so only a few people got to know the real state of their relationship. Johnny unwittingly became one of those few.

Now, faced with Jaehyun's raw emotions, Johnny wrestled with the delicate balance between concern for his friend and utmost respect for their privacy. He had upheld his end of the bargain, bearing the weight of their shared secret. As a pillar of support, Johnny stood ready to help Jaehyun navigate the emotional turmoil, recognizing Yuno's need for that gentle push.

"How did you cope up?" Johnny delicately probed, shattering the unspoken barriers.

"After that night, every week I'd visit their house, hoping to find her. Eventually, I had to stop when a big project came my way. But I kept leaving messages, calls, even emails," Jaehyun confessed, his unwavering dedication to Sienna palpable. Two years into working with an architecture company, Sienna had been his anchor.

"Sometimes I'd order stuff to be delivered to their home. But after two months, I received a message from her. One message that I thought was my chance to come back into her life, and then I saw it." Jaehyun sighed deeply, the raw pain reflected in his eyes. "She sent: 'It's about time you stop this, don't tire yourself out."

That broke Yuno once again. It snapped his brain, and I focused on work, endless work, stuck at his place, never having an inch to socialize.

Earlier that morning, Jaehyun had grappled with anxiety before a crucial presentation. He dialled Sienna's number, seeking support, but as he hesitated his thumb hovered, preparing to drop the call. To his surprise, her mom picked up, offering words of encouragement and cheering him on.

"She hasn't told them," Johnny stated bluntly.

"No, and obviously I didn't have the heart to either," Jaehyun admitted, the weight of his emotions palpable. The conversation with Sienna's mom provided a brief respite, helping him get through the day and close a deal with clients.

"You're so down bad for Sienna," Johnny remarked, understanding the depth of his friend's emotions. As Jaehyun struggled to contain his feelings, Johnny encouraged him to let them out.

As if on cue, Jaehyun lets himself slowly reveal the emotions that’s been wanting to gush through his walls.

Well, to be fair, this wasn’t his first time crying. He sure had those little episodes in the craziest random time of the day where Yuno would have a mini breakdown remembering his situation with her.

Believe it or not, there was a particular night when he devestatedly couldn't sleep. He tried everything.

First, Yuno got himself up for a quick jog for him to wear out and took a warm shower, though it only made him feel more alive. So he resumed by drinking some wine as he watched a movie, played soothing music, and even read a book. But, it all went down the drain due to his brain failing to focus.

His last resort was masturbating. With no brainer, of course, he would think of her. Although, the fact that he remembers their moments together, he instead ended up crying that night and which made him fall asleep.

It was not the expected way, but it worked.

"I know I fucked up," Jaehyun confessed, tears flowing freely. "But how exactly? To the point she ended up breaking up with me?" The wounds deepened as he confronted the reality of his mistakes.

Johnny, offering comfort, reassured Jaehyun that Sienna's situation was tough. However, he pointed out that Jaehyun's well-intentioned actions were not executed correctly.

"Always remember this, Yuno. As much as you want to help people, you also have to remember where they're standing from. A good honest deed has a chance to appear as insensitive and patronizing," Johnny advised, hitting the core of the issue.

In the real world, complexities surpassed those of fairy tales and movies. Jaehyun realized he should have communicated with Sienna before assuming he could magically alleviate her problems.

Entering the diner, the music from the speakers greeted her. Setting the vibe already makes her feel at ease with the atmosphere where she’s hanging out tonight. Her gaze stopped wondering as she saw Kyujin and Minghao already sitting. Meanwhile, Seokmin was standing up talking on his phone. He has the right hunch that his friend has work left to discuss. 

They greeted her as she put herself comfortably on her seat. She’s with one of her old university buddies. Due to her problem, she couldn’t keep up with her batch graduating on time. Nonetheless, they kept strong connections with each other even if they are now working and she’s back with her University life. 

“Seokmin should have left his phone on aeroplane mode,'' Kyujin remarked as she shook her head from side to side. Minghao nodded, however, he pressed the thought  “Well to be fair, it might be an emergency with work that he needs to mend.” 

“At least he is paid though.” Sienna chimed smiling, Her friends knew for over those two years of her not attending university she was working on her corporate days before and tended to overtime as well. It’s not so different with her university work taking her life after hours, the only thing she was not paid to do overtime may it be her university and unfortunately her corporate days. 

“Sorry about that, but no worries it won’t bother our dinner.” he smiled at them, “Give me your phone” Kyujin, as the mom of this group Seokmin simply followed her. “There.” his phone successfully turned out to be in aeroplane mode.

Sienna snorted, Seokmin was astounded by what her friend doing “I said I’m sorry” He pouted “Fine keep it on aeroplane mode. If there’s anything I’ll handle it tomorrow.” he said proudly, “Yeah, handle it on your working hours.'' Minghao, who is also a big advocate of work and life balance, reminded him as he patted his friend's hand. 

As the night settles with them, Seokmin opens the topic “Nabi is out right with Jaemin’s family?” On the table while they started to eat their order. 

The girl next to her nodded as she ate the cheezy fries ``Yeah and Kai, She has this workshop she needs to attend." She starts to explain her housemate's situation "So basically both of them will not be back until next week.'' 

With the new information, Kyujin excitedly clapped. “Well then, you have no excuses not to come. It’ll be fun. Besides, Mingyu deserves to have some OG guests.” Kyujin is always amazing at pursuing people and Sienna is always weak for her friend.

“Didn’t you say you wanted to drink this week, take this chance with us. It has free drinks and food anyway.” Comically his brows go up and down. “And you know what free food and drinks taste like.” He ends his last speech of temptation.

“A hit or miss.” She put her tongue out as she deadpans her friend.

Minghao laughed at the banter between Sienna and Seokmin. “We’re aware that you're not reliving the song ‘Stuck with U’ by Ariana Grande and Justin Bieber for letting yourself feel stuffed for a whole month in your apartment. ” He finally joined, even has the gut to make a joke out of her situation pulling a quote-unquote with his hand gestures. However, they were right Sienna when given a chance to stay at her comfort home would make the most out of it. 

Although now she's on a dinner date with them; After a month of hibernation, she just now greeted the outside world properly. “It's not my fault that my subjects are eating me up. Besides, earlier I had to attend University onsite so plus points to that and now I’m already with you guys, here eating dinner.” Sienna puckered her lips, still up for this debate despite being conquered by those trio.

Seokmin snorted at Sienna’s last comment “Yeah, right!” letting his hand grab her head and squeeze it as if he was a crane and she’s a toy. 

“Sizt no!” Kyujin pouted and shook her head daintily. “How about this since you’re already out of your cocoon, just try to spend some of the days this week outside.” she negotiates with the girl who does not care one bit about Seokmin’s antics as she’s busy munching her ice cream. 

“Exactly, just end your week with good vibes, you’re no guard dog.” Minghao with his witty brain could not let her go, when those three come together it’s like Sienna is fighting against the world. 

She sighs in front of them, letting her head roll over to her left side finally expressing her being defeated. 

As if an accomplished couple made their child have nowhere to go but listen to them, Kyujin and Minghao high-fived each other and held their hands shakingly. It’s their mini-victory move. “If you guys keep being cute, I feel like ants would eat us up.” She joked. 

Seokmin looked at the girl next to her cheekily “Oh Sienna, Sienna, Sienna” repeating her name in a sing-song tone, whilst shaking his head playfully. “You just miss someone.” 

Minghao covered his mouth, acting surprised. “Offt Seokmin dropping the bomb.” Kyujin teased the fire, showing her actions with her hands dropping. 

It’s been 8 months since the breakup. 

Sienna squinted her eyes as if throwing daggers at him. “Oh, shut up.” She smacked his left shoulder. 

Leaving them chuckling at their antics.

Quickly changing the subject, Sienna sits properly. “Fine, this Saturday I’ll attend Mingyu’s place.” Rolling her eyes dramatically “The booze should be great, or I'm out.” 

Despite a busy schedule, Yuno got dragged out for a coffee successfully by his work partner Jungkook before they would drive to meet their client onsite. 

Yuno’s eyes glanced at the interior of the cafe, and he stopped when he saw a familiar physique after a long time. It was Sienna focused on her laptop, wearing her signature hoodie with her glasses.

He and Jungkook sat near the cafe counter waiting for their order. The guy simply watched her and couldn't help but still have a longing feeling of adoration.

Of course, she’s not alone, she’s with two people that look like her classmates. 

He smiled at his thoughts thinking she also might get dragged outside as well, which she truly needs. Sienna always tends to trap herself in her room, especially on a weekend; little sunlight isn’t enough for her.

Sensing that one of her classmates was about to look around, he avoided his stare at her and exactly with that their little buzzer turned on letting them know that their orders were complete to go. 

On the other hand Sienna did mini stretches to her arms as Her eyes slowly looked outside the cafe and saw a familiar back, she steadily recognized when the view of the man got a good side view. “Oh it's Yuno...” she whispered, then it truly sank at her making her eyes widen, almost choking herself while she drank her matcha frappe. 

“Omygod— Sienna!” Both of her friends reacted frantic, Giving her all the tissues they have to her. 

"You good now? What happened?” Jungwoo queried and looked to where she was staring earlier, but failed to recognize what made their friend go nuts. 

Sienna shakes her head “Oh no it’s nothing..” she tries to cover her tracks, could not even think of a proper excuse. 

Seungkwan oozes suspicion with the younger girl but lets her know that it’s fine to not be forced to tell.  

“I have this event I need to attend.” Jungwoo didn't prolong the weird air, taking the chance to express his dread. 

Sienna laughed at the poor puppy. “Isn’t your parents' fundraising event?” Seungkwan recalled their conversation back then. “That's tough. Knowing your parents, they would want it to be perfect.” Sienna bluntly says. “Exactly, it’s going to be a pain in the neck.” Jungwoo rolled his eyes with exaggeration.

She isn’t well into those kinds of grand parties either. It only reminds her back then when she felt she was out of the picture whenever with Yuno.

The only thing she cares about is to support Yuno in whatever journey he has to accomplish, that's why she lets him take her in these events. 

Nonetheless, some of the invitees couldn't be bothered hiding their expressions.

It continued until she ended up walking on eggshells while attending these events. She's well aware those people were irrelevant, and Sienna needed to be stronger.

However, with the compilation of Backhanded comments she receives:

"Well in your generation, love matters more." 

"Oh darling, you'll have your time." 

With those gazes, she could just disappear into thin air as if she were prey. 

Little by little it consumed her. 

Sienna’s train of thought snapped immediately.

"Earth to Sienna." 

Seungkwan patted the girl's shoulder, bringing her back to their conversation.

"Sorry, what?" 

Jungwoo pouted more than he could do and continued to ask them. "Are you guys free to be my dates this Saturday?" Hoping that they would agree to be together with his misery just to make something out of it and not worry about socializing much in the event. 

"Pass." Seungkwan quickly replied while shaking his head left and right to his friend, "I got other things to assemble from our course organization seminar."

Sienna couldn't help but chuckle at Jungwoo's reaction when he started begging with his actions through his hands. "Sorry, but I have a party to attend as well." Pursing her lips tightly. 

Seungkwan grabbed Sienna's left arm, wanting her to mimic the way he waved goodbye towards Jungwoo, "Be strong, Soldier." She played along with the guy next to her and both shared the same smiles with their two cents. 

Sienna dressed up a bit, well it’s a party, after all. Her cute black mini dress complimented her heel loafers. She’s not going to lie it’s been a while for her to dress up, and it feels good. 

As she stepped into the dimly lit venue, bathed in hues of purple and blue lights, a familiar voice cut through the atmosphere. "Sienna!" Kyujin’s excitement radiated as she embraced her. "Are the other two here already?" she inquired after the warm hug.

"Yup, we can huddle over there, it's much more comfortable." 

Navigating their way to the living room, Sienna spotted Minghao and Seokmin, who were already in high spirits, sitting side by side with welcoming smiles.

"For a minute I thought you backed out." Minghao teased, earning a giggle from Kyujin.

Minghao's knack for reading people was, as always, on point. Sienna was hesitating for a moment at the entrance, with her heart pounding with uncertainty. The decision to attend this gathering had been a last-minute contemplation. She knew a few faces in the crowd, but it was the ghost of him that lingered in her thoughts. Earlier that day, an unexpected wave of nostalgia engulfed her, triggering what she reluctantly dubbed a "relapse." She found herself tumbling down a rabbit hole of old photos and videos, relics of a time when they were entwined in each other's lives.

As she stood there, the weight of unanswered questions pressed upon her. Were the people around her aware of the demise of their once-shared world? A shiver of anxiety ran down her spine at the mere thought of being questioned about a love that now existed only in fragments of the past.

Eight months had passed, yet the grip he held on her heart remained unyielding. The invisible threads of their history continued to bind her, leaving Sienna entangled in a web of longing and unresolved emotions.

"Aye, don't be like that," she chuckled, waving her hand dismissively. "I even brought snacks." Seokmin, ever observant, noticed the packaging. "Oh! I guess the lady at that sweet shop was your mom then."

Sienna looked curious to him wanting him to continue. "Your mom was carrying  a navy blue handbag right?" Sienna vividly remembers making her head nod. 

Seokmin already felt proud with his keen eyes, no wonder the lady was familiar to him. 

"I was in front of the store parking lot and got a glimpse of your mom Entering the store." He pointed out the sweet shop's name. 

Her mom visited her earlier to personally break the news that her mom's land had already been sold with a very great offer. She expressed how she was so thankful that they waited and did not rush the selling of their property which led them to accumulate a huge deal. 

In celebration, her mom remembers her daughter tends to like honey biscuits as the reason why she was at a sweet shop. Little did her mom know that the reason why she liked them was because Jaehyun influenced her since it was his childhood favourite sweets. 

That was the trigger for her to this party since she had the feeling she would just dwell on her emotions at home alone. Distraction is highly needed.

After a couple of hours, Jaehyun arrived at the scene of the party. Mingyu greeted the guy and pointed to where Sienna was located. 

Earlier, Mingyu had noticed Sienna alone in the corner of his sofa, engaging in a conversation with herself. Even to the untrained eye, it was apparent she had indulged a bit too much in the festivities. Her body tends to flop side to side with her head spinning lightly. 

The three musketeers that she was with beginning at the party left earlier, and because of still not wanting her to leave early she stayed besides she put an excuse that some of the people she knew here she wanted to catch up. 

Out of concern, he immediately contacted Yuno. Mingyu is one of those people who are not updated with the situation of the two people. 

Yuno swiftly appeared in front of the lady, whose now trying her best to stay awake by softly slapping her cheeks and opening her eyes wide. In response, Jaehyun sighed and approached her, wrapping his flannel around her—his way of acknowledging how chilly she could get.

“You’re drunk, let’s go home.” 

Sienna, with a pout, insisted, "I'm not drunk, just tipsy... I can still take it." She reached for her cup, but Jaehyun lightly caught her hand. "Sienna, please..." he pleaded. Reluctantly, she let go of the cup, covering her face with her hands. "Ugh, you're so boring; I don't want to go home yet." Despite her wobbly stance, a stark contrast to her claim of sobriety, she stood up.

Giggling, she attempted to stare at Jaehyun. Her brain, clouded by sweet toxins, transformed her surroundings into a hazy spectacle. Jaehyun, seizing the opportunity, gently gripped her figure securely and let her follow his body towards the exit. “You can get whiny when you're drunk.” 

She bit her bottom lip, staring at him as her eyebrows furrowed. “N-No, I'm not” she chirped yet Jaehyun could still hear her as how close their bodies were now, he was left only to chuckle at her attitude. 

Jaehyun was wearing his beanie and glasses, matching them up with the dim party lights, as to why Sienna has slow recognition due to her alcohol influence. However, her sixth sense just lets her guard down due to familiarity. 

Pulling up to the car, Sienna settled herself comfortably in the front passenger seat. Jaehyun reached for the blanket tucked at the back and gently draped it over her figure.

“Can we open the window?” Sienna peered outside, where the street lights cast a soft glow. Jaehyun obliged, clicking the switch to let in the cool night air.

“Better?” He questioned, as he eased the car into motion.

She closed her eyes, letting the refreshing breeze envelop her. After stealing a glance at Jaehyun, she responded with a serene, "Yeah."

Fully aware now that she was in the company of Yuno, Sienna marvelled at how her instincts had effortlessly guided her away from the crowd and toward him.

“Is anybody at your home right now?" Hearing him, Sienna shakes her head slowly, her eyes remaining closed to contain the lingering dizziness.

"Both of them are out of town." 

Jaehyun hummed in agreement, his thoughtful expression barely visible in the dimly lit car. "I can't leave you alone at your house. You should rest at my place instead, He declared that if there's an argument needed to be brought up it would be useless.

With Sienna's mind in its current state, his decisiveness didn't bother her. It was a welcome assurance amid the swirl of emotions she grappled with.

They both slowly entered Yuno’s place, easily passing by the lounge area to his private room. Letting the lady sit as he turned on the lamp next to his bed. 

He took some cotton pads and makeup remover. It's been a while since he opened this particular side of his nightstand, back then it was her side of the bed anyway. 

His hands gingerly swipe the damped cotton throughout her face, she looks entrapped by his aura, The way his eyes twitched and and his bottom lip bitting due to his hyperfocus, it might not be obvious but with her hazy view she could see behind his glasses are eyebags that has been a bit more obvious. With this situation, it brings back memories as if it were only yesterday. 

"They're all clean." he huffs proudly as he returns the essentials to its container, "Let me get you some water." Before he could even get up, Sienna stole a kiss from him, jaehyun was caught off guard he flinched and stared at her flushed self his eyes roamed from her sombre eyes gradually to her lips, breathing against each other– the air thick with anticipation.

Leisurely discarding his glasses, he leaned toward her. Eventually, his instincts couldn't resist the magnetic pull of the moment, and he found himself reciprocating the kiss. His dominant hand found the nape of her neck, while the left rested on her waist.

Amidst the fog of sweet alcohol lingering from her system invading his space of mind. the kiss deepened, and their bodies drew dangerously closer within seconds.

With that snap of realization, Yuno stopped the act, dazed by her. 

He would do anything for her, he constantly yearned for her even after all that happened. Yet, he refused to take advantage of her vulnerability. As he struggled to formulate the words he needed to convey, he grappled with the elusive thoughts.

He wanted to reassure her, to make her understand. But his brain seemed to be on strike, rendering him helpless.

Cold sweats build up over him, He suddenly feels like a teen boy who's in front of his huge crush.

"Sienna, I—" His words were abruptly cut short as she averted her eyes, rising slowly. As she hastened away, he found himself perplexed by the startling shift, his body instinctively following her.

Realizing the toilet room lights were open, he moved fast behind her. Already hiding how flustered he is.

Efficiently gathering her hair into a ponytail as she faced the toilet— letting out the toxins from her system. he offered a comforting rub on her back. His eyes fell on the drawer beneath the counter, remembering the hair ties she had left behind. He snatched one and secured her hair.

Perhaps, it had always been the right choice not to clean out the stuff she kept in his place.

"Take it easy," he hummed, attempting to access a smaller drawer, anticipating a towel within. All the while, he continued to rub her back, providing solace amid the discomfort.

With the final flush from the toilet, she ceased her ordeal. Jaehyun proactively used the towel to dab at her mouth. "Feeling better?" he asked, focused on the task.

She nodded, touching his hands and prompting him to halt. "I'm sorry," she sighed, closing her eyes and braving the persistent dizziness. His gaze softened, taking in her disheveled appearance, the messy ponytail he had made, her droopy eyes, and her flushed figure.

“Let’s go to bed—” he cleared his throat “Let’s take you to bed, you need to rest up hmm?.” 

Her body went near him, and put her head on his chest “Don’t leave….” He looked down, already feeling his shirt getting drenched.

She is already crying. 

He patted her head. "I won't," he assured, breathing heavily. "I won't leave you alone… so let’s go to bed." With a controlled but strained voice, he subdued the surging emotions.

Carrying her to bed, he tucked her in gently. Although he yearned to lie beside her, this wasn't the opportune moment. He settled beside the bed on his rug, holding her hand, watching over her. As he hummed softly, he moved strands of hair away from her face, his quiet presence coaxing a serene expression onto her face.

Even in mere proximity, he found solace.

The sunlight tiptoed into the room, gently rousing Sienna from her deep slumber. A momentary panic seized her when her eyes landed on a head resting at the edge of the bed. Quickly regaining composure, she realized Yuno was sleeping on the floor beside her. His head lay on the mattress, while his body occupied the floor.

Her heartbeat slowed, confusion swirling in her mind as she tried to make sense of the situation. Battling a hangover headache, she opened her eyes gently, fixating on the man's face. It had been too long since she allowed herself to bask in the sight of him, and the ache of missing him resurfaced.

Almost by instinct, her hand lightly caressed his bangs, now dyed in a darker shade. Moving to his eyebrows and eyes, the familiarity felt both comforting and oddly unfamiliar after all this time.

His eyes twitched slightly, signalling his impending awakening. As her brain flashed fragments of memories from the previous night, embarrassment coursed through her.

Jaehyun's eyes fluttered open, meeting hers. Sensing her staring fixed on his lips, he gently grabbed her hand, preventing her from retracting her actions. "You're awake," she timidly said, attempting to downplay the significance of her actions.

She didn't get an immediate response, but now it was Yuno's turn to observe her. Despite having done the same the night before, this morning ritual fed his yearning for the simple moments they used to share.

"Do-Don't just stare at me like that," she uttered, biting her bottom lip.

"I'm sorry," he muttered. After a comfortable silence, she replied, "Don't bother, it's not like it's a big thing," avoiding his piercing stare, her cheeks flushing with warmth.

He shook his head slowly. "I have a lot to say sorry for."

Puzzled, her mind hinted at their last fight, the night they broke up. "I understand. It's not my decision to make."

"I should have talked with you before acting out my will with this, especially when it’s strongly sensitive for you… “ His voice became small but he needs to take accountability.

“I was selfish. I figured since I have the privilege to save up, all I could think was part of my savings was all about you."

"I should have known better."

Sienna always loved how pure this guy can get. She recognized the sincerity of his intentions.  “I was too defensive and insecure to begin with every time I could see how people view us. I love how they take pride in you for what you do, but when I’m in the picture with you I could feel they always have this impression in our relationship that I’m not enough for you."

"I felt embarrassed, my inferiority complex burst." her eyes welled with emotion.

"You know I struggled to ask for help, and I always tried to conquer that, but when our last fight happened, it got me overwhelmed. It was an extreme gesture, and it felt like you were forcing me to be someone I'm not prepared to be." With his sincerity, she felt attacked and unsafe at that time. She was clouded by her negative thoughts and forgot she had him all this time – he was there to pick her up when she was feeling blue.

Yuno softened his gaze at her, “I’m sorry. I was so blinded and didn’t reassure you enough about our relationship, that it got to your thoughts. I don’t care about them, and I know it will be tough for you to immediately not care. So I’ll do my best to be there for you– reminding you to think of me and only me when you doubt, and I will never get tired of making you feel secure.”

She nodded and continued, "I’m fully aware that I have a lot on my plate, especially back then, working to support my family and myself." Her voice cracked as she struggled to compose herself. "And it's just so embarrassing how I know you so well. You’ve always wanted to help me— you’ve always been there, whether I’m struggling financially or whatever situation I'm facing. I just couldn’t take the bullet of reality that I needed to accept. “ 

Her eyes continued to sting. With every word she spilt, tears flowed down her cheeks.

He was the sunshine she couldn't handle.

"But I broke it. I promised you a slow and steady relationship."

Sienna looked at him stunned, he remembers. 

“See you’re a guy who has a light that shouldn't be tainted.” she blurted out, sniffing. 

Jaehyun shook his head slowly. Vividly his dimples, and a reassured smile carved his lips. “Sienna when I’m with you. I’m only a normal guy, a guy who loves you deeply, who wants to be with you.” He caressed her cheeks, gingerly wiping away the tears that streamed from her eyes. 

Heart fluttering, realising once again that's she is truly in love with this person.

"I'll do better to make myself be deserving of you; I'll work hard.” She firmly stated, Her innocent orbs now filled with passion. “You did receive the money earlier, right?” After meeting her mom, Sienna transferred the money he paid for her university fees. 

"You're more than enough, and I will always support you." Jaehyun held her hand tightly, bringing it close to his mouth. “And then, for the meantime, I’ll keep the money in my savings. That will be for us in the future.” He planted a soft kiss on her hand as if sealing a promise of his commitment.

“Besides, all I ever want is for you to spend your time with me – grow old together.” He whispered, his eyes reflecting a future filled with shared unwavering love. With those words, he painted a canvas of a lifetime. Sienna's heart swelled with a mix of emotions, and as they embraced, they both knew that their love story was not just a chapter but a timeless journey of growing old together.

I hope you guys enjoyed it!꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

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[yunohentai]

A sloppy Blowjob.

this was supposed to be published on my bday but- 😭thanku for 350 followers!!

"Jaehyun... I wanna... try something new." you asked looking down shyly, your cheeks burning pink as jaehyun looked up at you from his i-pad. "what is it love?" Jaehyun asked and kept his ipad away as he sat with his legs wide open. god those thighs and that bulge..

"IWANNASUCKYOUOFF" you shouted quickly because how shy you felt as he just stared at you in utter confusion. you slapped your head in embarrasment. "No Nothing I'm embarrassed-" jaehyun whined and pulled you closer, making you lay between his legs.

"Say it love, come on." he said while caressing your tummy as you closed your eyes and said it. "I wanna suck you off-" his eyes widened, those words were enough to get him hard. "what? you want to give me a blowjob??" he questioned shocked as you turned and nodded your head. "woah- weren't you shy? and innocent?"

his words made you press your thighs together and look up with doe eyes. "I want to.. can't i?" you said and got off the bed, standing infront of him as he nodded and turned to you, his legs wide open. "do you want me to tell you how to?" you nodded.

"shirt off. on your knees." he said, his tone had gone from sweet and soft to rough... you knew how fun this is gonna be. you followed his command, as you threw your shirt and bra off and let your huge tits fall free infront of him. he watched every movement of yours with curiosity as he then sat straight. "take off my jeans and boxers."

you nodded your head and bit your lip. while unbuttoning his jeans you felt his hardness, blushing slightly. then you slid off his boxers as his huge dick stood proud infront of your face.

lick the tip slowly and then go deeper. "I know how to do it, mina taught me" he raised a brow and laughed. "god. you're such a sweetheart huh? trying to please me." you smiled and started to take him in deeper as he groaned while biting his lower lip.

you interwined your fingers with his, holding his hand and the other hand on his thigh as you squeezed it while slowly sucking him. "deepthroat" he whispered breathily as you just looked up in confusion. "i'm aplogizing before hand-" he said.

and then you knew, your pussy must be dripping with moisture as he started thrusting himself deeper into your mouth while pulling your hair as tears started falling out of your eyes as you clutched his thighs tighter, your nails must be leaving marks.

a few -10 minutes- later you felt his dick twitch as he pulled it out, his dick aimed at your tits as he came on them. white hot ribbons of his sperm and juice all over her tummy and breasts as jaehyun took deep breaths, watching his cum drip over you and how your makeup was all ruined. "sorry babe"

"No I-I loved it" you whispered as he started to clean off the cum from your body using a cloth. you were sitting in his lap. "Me too baby." you could feel himself slowly getting hard again underneath you. I guess someone's getting good dick tonight.

"Now it's your turn..." he said as you looked at him with wide eyes as he layed you down. "M-my- tur-aahh-" your words ended in moans..

. . .

"OH MY GOD THE NEIGHBOURS ARE AT IT AGAIN" jihyo complained while writing her thesis.

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[ramiliadoesstuff]

I seriously did not write a 4k (and counting) Yunelle sexting smut when I should be studying for my histology final…..

Inspiration really hits at the worst times…

#black clover #yuno grinberryall #noelle silva #Yunelle #Yunoelle #someone take google docs away from me! #the voices are telling me to finish it! #I’m gonna fail histology because I’m writing smut 😭

[lyranova]

Hiya guys! So yes this is another YuNeva fic for OC Kinktober 😆, I'm sure you guys are probably sick of them by now lol, so this will probably be the last one. This one doesn't have much going on except for lazy morning sex, but is pretty tame compared to a few of the others I've written recently 😆. I hope you all enjoy and MINORS DNI!

Word Count: 1,916

Warnings: Kissing, "Morning Wood", Hand-Job (male receiving), Light Fingering (female receiving), Intercourse, No mention of protection.

Neva hummed softly as she slowly began to open her eyes. She stretched a bit as her vision cleared, and she slowly rolled over and came face to face with her boyfriend Yuno Grinberryall. He was usually a very ‘chaotic’ sleeper, as in, he usually slept at very odd angles. His arms would be above his head or stretched out to his sides, while his legs would be stretched out, with one hanging over the edge of the bed as the other rested on top of hers. It was quite funny, considering how Yuno’s personality was very ‘serious’ and ‘uptight’, while his sleeping habits were the opposite.

But not today, today he had pressed his body close to hers and was holding her tightly against him.

Neva smiled tiredly as she watched her boyfriends sleeping face, his mouth was open just a bit as soft snores escaped him. The sun gently basked him in a pale yellow light, making it look like his skin was glowing brightly, and she nearly giggled, he almost looked like some sort of angel.

Suddenly, as she moved closer to him and began to nuzzle her face into his chest, did she notice something odd. There was something poking her abdomen, it wasn’t cold and sharp, but was warm and firm. Her purple eyes slowly traveled down, and they widened.

Yuno, well, Yuno’s length was hard and was pressing more and more against her abdomen.

She blinked a bit in surprise as her eyes went from his waist up to his face. Was this what they called ‘morning wood’? She had only ever heard the Captain’s wives talk about it occasionally, and had read about it in a few books, but had never actually seen it. So…did this mean that he was currently having a ‘wet dream’? Or was there something else going on?

“ Since when do you wake up before me?” Yuno suddenly asked groggily, his eyes slowly opening to look at her. Neva’s eyes quickly shot up from his chest back to his face.

“ I don’t know, maybe you were more tired than you realized?” Neva asked softly, and she watched as he nodded slowly as his mind seemed to become more aware, along with his vision.

“ Why is your face warm and red? Are you sick?” He asked curiously and with a small frown, Neva blinked as a hand came up to her cheek and pressed against it, he was right, her face was warm.

“ N-No, I’m fine,” Neva said quickly before she bit her bottom lip. “ But I’m a little more worried about you…because you don’t look very fine…” She added, her voice trailing off as her eyes glanced down at his crotch, making his frown deepen before his eyes followed hers. His gaze quickly shot back up, his cheeks turned a bright red, and he swore under his breath.

“ Sorry, usually I take care of this before you wake up, but because I slept in…” Yuno muttered as he averted his gaze, and Neva frowned.

“ Is that why you wake up before me? So you can ‘take care’ of this?” Neva asked, and she watched him nod, and her eyes narrowed both in confusion and worry. “ How long has this been going on?” Yuno hummed a bit at her question before his face turned even more red.

“ Since…you moved into my room.”

“ So you’ve been dealing with this for nearly a year?” Neva asked as her brows raised quickly, and Yuno nodded again. “ Why didn’t you say anything?”

“ Because I didn’t want to bother you with it, and wouldn’t it make me a rude jerk if I woke you up just because of this?” Yuno asked with a quirked brow as he looked back at her, and Neva shrugged a bit.

“ I mean…if you woke me up and ordered me to take care of it for you, then I would consider you a rude jerk, but otherwise I would have been fine with it.” Neva told him softly, and he looked away again, a hint of embarrassment in his eyes.

The couple fell into silence for a while, Yuno embarrassed and slightly ashamed, and Neva feeling guilty that she hadn’t realized what was going on until now. The two were normally very good at communicating with one another, but when it came to things like this, the two found it to be very…difficult. Maybe it was because they were still very new at this kind of relationship, and so they were still trying to navigate what they were each comfortable talking about it?

Neva didn’t want them to be awkward talking about this kind of stuff, she wanted them to be open with each other. What was it the Captain’s wives told her? Communication was key, and was one of the most important things in a relationship, especially an intimate one.

“ I’m going to the bathroom to…take care of this, so you can go back to sleep.” Yuno told her softly as he looked back at her, he leaned forward and kissed her forehead before he moved to crawl out of bed. But Neva reached out to stop him.

“ I… I can help you take care of this, if you want…” She muttered softly, her grip on his arm firm. He looked back down at her with a surprised expression.

“ You don’t have to do that…”

“ Maybe I want to…” Neva muttered as she looked away, and her face turned red. Yuno blinked at her, she wanted to help him?

“ But…” Yuno started softly before he heard her sigh in annoyance, he suddenly felt her tug his arm and pull him back down beside her. She put her hands on either side of his face and gave him a sweet kiss.

“ Stop arguing and just say ‘okay’.” Neva said as she pulled away, her voice warm and firm, her tone telling him that she wasn’t going to argue with him anymore. That she was going to help him, and that he just needed to let her. He swallowed the slight lump in his throat, for some reason, her taking charge like this made his heart beat excitedly in his chest.

“ Okay…” He muttered, his throat having gone dry for a moment. He watched as she smirked a bit before she moved closer to him again, pressing her body up against his.

She leaned forward and captured his lips in a slow and sweet kiss, that steadily grew hotter and more passionate as one hand stayed on his chest, and the other slowly slid down his body. His body shivered at her touch. Making her smirk grow just a bit as her lips moved from his and began to kiss his jaw, neck, and collarbone.

Yuno felt Neva’s hand hover just over the waistband of his underwear for a moment, her purple eyes glancing up at his amber ones, as though asking for permission. He gave a small nod, letting her know she could keep going, before her hand slipped inside and gently grabbed his length.

Neva’s smirk widened even more as she heard a gasp escape his lips as her hand moved up and down his throbbing cock. He must’ve been more worked up than either of them initially thought, because her hand was completely soaked in his pre-cum and his cock twitched excitedly as she moved and rubbed him. His hips slowly rocked against her hand, moving in time with her hand.

She looked up at him and saw that Yuno had a very sensual look on his face. His eyes were closed, his mouth partially open as soft gasps and quiet moans slipped past his lips. His brow suddenly furrowed, his jaw tensed, and she saw his breathing grow heavier and heavier as his body grew more and more red, signaling to her that he was nearing his orgasm.

Seeing him slowly becoming undone just from her hand, made her heart beat excitedly in her chest, and her core throb and ache between her legs.

Neva suddenly felt Yuno reach down to grab her wrist, stopping her movements immediately.

“ Yuno…?” Neva asked in surprise, she watched as he opened his eyes, revealing the warmth and heat that was in them. He suddenly moved his hands from her hips, hooked her pants and underwear around his fingers, and he slowly pulled them down her legs.

“ Sorry, I just couldn’t wait anymore, and from the look of things, neither could you.” He whispered hotly into her ear as his hand slipped between her legs, his thumb rubbing her clit as he slipped a finger inside her, slowly rubbing her inside and out. A grin formed on his face as she groaned softly, and her walls clenched tightly around his finger as he quietly praised her.

Neva whimpered slightly when Yuno removed his fingers from her, she wanted him to keep going, but instead he was teasing her. He suddenly whispered for her to lift her right leg and wrap it around his waist, which she did, and he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her even closer against him.

Yuno captured her lips in a steamy kiss as he positioned himself at her entrance and slowly pushed his way inside, spreading her open, filling her completely. When she gasped at the sensation he slipped his tongue between her lips and deepened the kiss.

The room filled with quiet gasps, heavy breaths, and the sound of sweaty skin rubbing against one another as the couple moved in time together. The two lost in their own little words as they let the pleasurable feeling of being connected take over.

“ Faster,” Neva groaned into Yuno’s ear as she could feel her orgasm approaching ever so slowly. “ Or we’re going to be late.” She added, a small moan escaped her lips as he thrusted a little more forcefully into her, the tip of his cock hitting her cervix. All Yuno did was chuckle in response as he pressed his lips against her neck and gently nipped the skin there, making her gasp.

“ Please!” Neva whimpered as she wiggled her hips against his and tightened her grip around his shoulders. Yuno chuckled again before smirking at her.

“ If that’s what you want.”

And he did just as she had asked. His hips rocked against hers faster, harder, and at a slightly rougher pace than before. Making her tighten her grip around him and vice versa as grunts, moans, and each other's names slipped from their lips until they fell over the edge into euphoria.

———

“ That…was one way to start the morning.” Yuno chuckled after the two caught their breaths and had come down from their highs, Neva chuckled and nodded as well.

“ It was, honestly I think we should start every morning like this.” Neva half joked with a grin, and she heard her boyfriend hum from beside her before nodding.

“ Sounds good to me.” Neva suddenly shook her head at his words before she slowly sat up.

“ Luckily you used Never-Never Land so we won’t be late for our meetings.” Neva said as she looked over at the clock.

“ I didn’t use Never-Never Land.” Yuno said with a small grin as he sat up beside her, and she turned to look at him with a frown.

“ You…didn’t use Never-Never Land? Which means…” Neva trailed off as she whipped her head over to the clock again.

Now, because of their sex-capades, they were both very, very late for their meetings!

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Shortly after their wedding, Jaehyun had to come to the idea that he was to become a father before he could ever learn to become a good man. With doubts clouding his mind and fear ever present, all he could think about every night was her.

jaehyun x jihyun (oc) -- wc: 8.4k

warnings: angst?

February 12th

Six Years Ago

“Jeong Jaehyun, come to bed,” Jihyun’s stern voice came from the walkie-talkie next to him. He smiled and took it in his hands.

“Give me ten minutes, baby.”

“Ten minutes or I’ll roll to you. I’m starting the timer.”

He snorted and went back to his work, his chin supported by the palm of his hand. A business proposal was due the first week of May, sometime near Jihyun’s due date. He made sure everything went according to plan knowing that he would be occupied for the entire month of April to make sure Jihyun was comfortable and ready to give birth.

Sometime last week, however, the couple rushed to the hospital due to bleeding and painful cramps in her waist. The panic led to tests, and the tests found that Jihyun’s placenta covered at least a fourth of her cervix, blocking the entrance completely. To prevent it from moving any further or risking detachment, she was put on bedrest until the end of her term.

Luckily, there hadn’t been any bleeding since then, but Jihyun was bored out of her mind, only being allowed to move around the span of their room and their bathroom. No work, no strenuous exercise, and absolutely no sex. Jaehyun hadn’t minded, but Jihyun nearly tore out her hair—how else was she going to cure her libido?

“The timer ended,” Jihyun said over radio. “I’m giving you ten seconds before I take a snow sled down there.”

Jaehyun rolled his eyes, “I’m coming.”

Before leaving his office, he grabbed his laptop from his bag and dragged himself up the stairs where he found Jihyun sitting in an armchair in the corner of the room, her feet propped up on the ottoman with sliced mango in her hand, chewing rather obnoxiously.

“Can we trade spots?” He asked, laughing at Jihyun’s narrowed eyes. “What?”

“This is my pregnant chair. You can sit on the bed or on the floor.”

“It didn’t hurt to ask,” he mumbled, more to himself than to her. He sat on the bed anyway and opened his computer up, waiting for the archaic device to boot up before logging in. He had more than enough money to buy another but shuffling everything into a new computer would be more hassle than none and continued to use the computer until its end.

“When I said come to bed, I meant so we could go to sleep,” Jihyun pouted, slipping inside their bed. “Not for you to bring your work upstairs.”

“What’s the point of you making me sit on the bed if you were going to get into bed anyway?” He ignored her.

Jihyun whined and deepened her pout, turning so that her back faced him and the comforter was pulled over her chin. “Fine, ignore me.”

Before he placed his laptop on the nightstand, he smiled, his hand finding hers under the sheets, “I can’t go to bed, I’m not tired. If you want to sleep, that’s fine, I’ll stay here with you while you sleep.”

Jihyun peeked behind her, “I want to cuddle.”

“We can do that too.” He added, kissing her forehead.

He laid there silently and ran his fingers through her hair while she took steady breaths. Jihyun’s breathing always varied on her dreams. Usually, her breathing would be small breaths and occasional sighs while she slept, but he knew once she hiccuped that she wasn’t asleep and it wasn’t until he felt her wet eyelashes on his arm that he knew.

“What’s wrong?”

Jihyun shook her head and pressed her face into his chest. Jaehyun patted her head.

“I’m just a little sad,” she sniffed, wiping her eyes quickly. “I don’t really know why, but I want to cry right now.”

“It’s alright to cry, baby. You can cry, Jihyun.”

“I think I’m tired,” she laughed, using his shirt to wipe her tears, “It’s been a long week and I’m glad it’s over. Now all I have to do is live the same week, over and over again, until May.”

“Which is…fine,” Jihyun croaked and cried in his chest again, her hands clasped and grabbing handfuls of his shirt. “I-it’s okay, I’m just crying to—”

Jihyun choked out another sob and wrapped her arms around his waist. Jaehyun frowned and held her close, rubbing his hand in between her shoulder blades and listened to her weep until her loud sobs were reduced to small sniffles and shaky breathing. Once relieved, he pulled away to hold her face in his hands, using his thumbs to wipe tears away from the dark circles under her eyes, kissing her nose.

“I’m sorry it’s hard,” Jaehyun said softly. “I’m so sorry.”

It was an unbearable load to carry, he imagined. They haven’t been married for yet a year and Jaehyun was beginning to think the whirlwind of their life impacted Jihyun not only mentally, but physically. Of course he loved her, of course he adored her, but marriage was difficult in the sense that he now had to find time to pay attention to his wife on top of his business that threatened to crumble at any second.

On top of work, and on top of marriage, a new life had been thrown at them before they were even sure they wanted to be parents and Jaehyun would never, ever force Jihyun to do something she didn’t want to do. So, he accepted this rapid new stage of his life and accepted the terms that he was to become a father before he could ever learn to be a good husband.

What if he turned out to be his father? What if the baby didn’t like him? What if it decides to follow his footsteps and become a menace to society? What if—?

“Oh,” Jihyun pulled away and wiped her eyes again, “she’s moving again. She’s probably telling me to shut up.”

“She is?” He asked, placing his hand on her tummy. Jaehyun took a deep breath. She, she, she, Hyerim, Hyerim, Hyerim. Jeong Hyerim, that’s my daughter, yes, that’s right. My daughter…?

Not it, he reminded himself. She. Hyerim. “Is it weird, for you? I mean, obviously, it’s weird, to have something grow and to know you’re going to push it out of your vagina. But is it weird to think that you’re going to be a,” Jaehyun swallowed, “y’know—”

Jihyun watched him with careful eyes, “What? A mom?”

He nodded, “Yeah. Is that weird?”

“It’s no weirder than accepting you’re going to be a dad,” Jihyun mentioned. “Which, I have the sneaking suspicion you haven’t accepted yet.”

“I don’t think I’m a dad. My wife so happens to be pregnant, and I’m just…here. Watching her suffer because I wanted to cum inside her.”

He flinched at the pinch to his arm.

“Talk to her.”

“To whom?”

“To the baby,” Jihyun said with a scoff. He was relieved that she stopped crying.

“Why would I talk to her? It’s not like she can hear me.”

“She has ears, Jaehyun. She can hear you. All she does is kick when you scold me.”

Jaehyun narrowed his eyes. He lowered his head to the swell of her stomach and stared at it, making fierce eye contact with her belly button before glancing up at Jihyun, “What do I say?”

“Whatever you want. It’ll make it feel more real, probably. Maybe then you can consider it a baby and not just a tumor in my stomach.”

Jaehyun rolled his eyes next, “I don’t consider the baby a tumor. Maybe more like…a parasite—ow!”

“Speak.” She ordered.

He snorted. He leaned in and pressed his ear against her and heard nothing. If she was moving, she probably wasn’t anymore.

“Hello?” He said. Jaehyun looked up at Jihyun for reassurance and pulled away when she rolled her eyes. “What? I’m doing what you said?”

“It’s not like she’ll answer you back, Dumbass. Just, talk to her, comfortably.”

“It’s a little hard when you’re judging me and pressuring me.” He grumbled.

Jihyun sighed and shifted her weight so that she laid on the other side, her back facing him again but this time curled against her pregnancy pillow, “I’m going to sleep, try it then. Or tomorrow, or the day after that. You know where I’ll be.”

Jaehyun tried to compensate for his awkward-ness by kissing up her spine and stopping at the nape of her neck. “Sorry, it’s weird.”

She smiled at him sleepily and held his cheek behind her, craning her neck to kiss him. “I know. It’s fine, I was kidding, mostly.”

“I love you,” he said against her lips.

“Me too,” Jihyun yawned and pulled the comforter back over her shoulder. “Hyerim does too. She told me.”

Jaehyun froze.

The baby will love him too. What a strange thought to have. Strange enough for him to dream about, to visualize a baby that looked just like him, with long raven hair and dressed in a stiff, black dress.

Her shoes matched her dressed and shined from the surrounding light, her arms crossed and staring off in the distance. When Jaehyun approached her, she snatched her arm away from him and scoot farther away. Jaehyun’s eyebrows knit together before he found himself in a funeral home, Jihyun’s picture standing next to a beautifully ornate urn, covered in wreaths of flowers.

“It’s all your fault!” She screamed, “I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!”

What was he thinking?! He’s barely a man he could never be a father! Only four years ago he was coked out of his mind, drinking to forget the pain of being left alone and now, he’s supposed to function like a normal, functioning adult? Was he supposed to wake up one morning and just be a perfect husband? The perfect father—?!  

“Jaehyun!”

His eyes flashed open to see Jihyun hovering over him, her palm running over his sweat ridden face, “Honey, you’re drenched.”

“Sorry,” he croaked, noticing the tips of his hair wet. “I didn’t know I would sweat this much or else I would’ve turned off the electric blanket.”

“You run hot anyway,” Jihyun chided, “don’t leave it on overnight. You’re going to kill us both with an electrical short.”

He smiled and pushed back his sweaty hair, “I’m going to shower. Is there anything that you want for breakfast?”

Jihyun shook her head and fell back in the blankets, her eyes closing, “Nope. Ah, actually, I would like a few more onions in my omelet this time. Can you like, really burn them though? Not caramelized I want them burnt.”

“Sure, do you want cheese this time?”

Jihyun shuddered, her mind flashing back to the heartburn she had the night before, “No, no cheese, please.”

Jaehyun yawned without saying another word, getting up to shower and prepare for his day. Much of his day used to revolve around going to the office, coming back, and then spending some of his evening inside his home office until the end of the night. Up until the scare, Jihyun had been fine with the schedule, and often sat in the same room with him while he worked, reading new information on recipes and food blogs that people have posted.

Now, however, the mere idea of leaving Jihyun alone was enough to make his skin crawl and his hands to sweat. What if she needed him while he was gone? What if something else went wrong? Although Jihyun told him she was fine, they both knew deep down that she needed him, if not physically, then emotionally, just to let her know that she wasn’t alone.

Granted, Jihyun’s parents were frequent visits, keeping her company if there was a meeting he had to attend, but otherwise, Jaehyun stayed home for as long as he could.

After cooking onions until they were a charred brown, Jaehyun shoved the aromatic vegetable on top of an omelet, making sure to stuff with as many other vegetables as well as a prenatal powder that she skipped on because of its taste. Jaehyun snuck it in several times, and he’s found that if she eats her prenatal vitamin, she tends to be less nauseous and less likely to have dizzy spells—she didn’t know any better, what with the mushrooms and the burnt onion, she would never find out.

Back upstairs, Jaehyun sat on her side of the bed and placed her plate on the nightstand, shaking her shoulder gently and watching her blink rapidly and focus on the person in front of her. She groaned out loud, an arm thrown over her eyes.

“I was having the best dream.”

“Which one would that be?”

“The one where you bend me over and fuck me until I cry,” she whined, “if it weren’t for my shitty cervix, I could be having the pounding of a lifetime.”

“Give it a few more months,” he said, kissing her ear. “I’m saving it all for you.”

Jihyun shuddered, “It’ll be a few months after I give birth until I can have sex again.”

“I waited four years. What’s a few months?” Jaehyun added, a wry smile on his lips before he kissed her quickly. “Eat your breakfast, baby. I have a video call to attend, so I should be out of commission for a few hours. Will you be alright?”

“Just horny,” she sighed. “Are you going to finish before lunch?”

“I should. If not, I’ll bring my computer with me to the kitchen and I’ll bring you something to eat.”

“Will you eat with me?”

“Of course, I will.”

Jihyun smiled faintly and puckered her lips for a kiss, one that Jaehyun gave her quickly. “Have a good day. I’ll be here when you’re done.”

“If you need anything let me know.”

Jihyun yawned and nodded, allowing her husband to wrap the blankets around her again. It really was a cold day, the sky gray with heavy clouds that threatened snow. He set the heated blanket to its lowest setting and listened to Jihyun’s soft hum before her breathing steadied into its usual choppy rhythm.

He suddenly wished he didn’t need to attend the video call, especially seeing Jihyun asleep so soundly. But, there was work to be done. When the clock struck ten thirty, Jaehyun found himself in his chair in his office, finding Johnny on the screen, Sicheng on the screen, as well as a few of his executive under him. Taeil was there too, the New York skyline shimmering in the distance as he was surely the only one left in his office that late at night.

“Right,” Jaehyun tried his best to stifle a yawn behind his fist, “Let’s get this started then. I’m pulling up the proposal that marketing sent me yesterday, can you walk me through what you have? I think I understand, but I need clarification.”

“Of course, Mr. Jeong. To start the amusement park, we started with demographic…”

And so started his day. He listened diligently to each proposal idea and took notes on the margins. He asked for clarifications and asked for data before asking the financial team what it would take to complete these plans. If those were in check, he asked Johnny what the legal team could do about patents. Once patents were cleared and promised, Taeil was in charge keeping the New York team up to date and how they could help from halfway across the world all while Sicheng nearly broke his hand taking notes himself.

Soon enough, two hours later, the meeting was finished as the executives logged off and Johnny, Sicheng and Taeil remained. They quickly talked about the business and the next steps before they logged off next, opting to keep their illicit business ideas short and curt on online calling and in depth whenever they were in person.

By that point, Jaehyun’s stomach was growling, and he found himself in the kitchen, munching on an apple and a cheese stick before going upstairs to find Jihyun asleep still.

Her breathing slowed down some, snoring delicately into Jaehyun’s pillow that she had tightly grasped. He placed a hand on her belly before kissing her forehead, his hand rubbing in slow circles before he pressed a kiss to her belly button.

He froze again. That was new.

Before Jaehyun could dwell any longer, he shook her shoulder and kissed her softly, brushing stray hair from her forehead before she asked groggily what was wrong.

“It’s lunch time, baby. Are you hungry?”

Jihyun shook her head, “My stomach hurts and I’m tired.”

Jaehyun grimaced, “Okay. Do you want me to let you sleep more?”

A nod this time.

“Can I nap with you?”

Jihyun nodded again and scoot over, allowing Jaehyun to shuffle into bed with her. He really was exhausted, and it took him no time to fall asleep under the warmth of the heated blanket.

This time, there were no dreams about a dead wife, or his daughter cursing him for being alive. They were beautifully mundane, dreaming of times where they would have dinner without the worry of a placenta breaking or some other outlandish worry. They were free to walk around town, hand in hand, and sleep in whatever position they wanted. It was so beautiful that it pained Jaehyun to wake up to his timer that he set earlier, waking up before he had to go back to work.

Surely, Jihyun had slept long enough, and he moved to shake her awake.

She groaned in protest, shaking her head. “I don’t want lunch, Jaehyun.”

“You should eat, though, Jihyun.” He tried, sitting up and moving the blanket off her.

Jihyun argued with him and shook her head, shivering violently, “It’s freezing.”

“You’re probably low on your iron again,” he said next, grabbing her hand and being surprised at how warm her hands were.

Jaehyun’s eyebrows furrowed together as his hands traveled up her arm to her elbow, to her neck, before finally stopping at her forehead. The heat was evenly distributed throughout her body, and Jaehyun was beginning to think the heated blanket had nothing to do with it. “Why do you have a fever, Jihyun?”

“I don’t know.” She mumbled, cuddling closer to his warmth. “I just don’t feel good.”

“What else do you feel?” Jaehyun stood up from bed and loomed over her, his hands against her cheeks to make sure that he wasn’t making up the heat that radiated from her head. He quickly turned off the heated blanket in case it caused her harm. “Jihyun?”

“Hm?”

“What else do you feel, baby?”

A sharp breath ripped through Jaehyun’s lips upon removing the blanket. Under her, the sheets were stained a deep maroon, creating a circle around her hips and seeping through her pajama bottoms. He swallowed harshly, holding his breath while helping Jihyun to sit up.

“’M just tired,” she whispered, “…gonna go back to sleep.”

 “We’re going to the hospital, alright? Is that alright?”

Jihyun nodded her head limply.

“You have to stand, Jihyun, baby, you have to help me.” He pleaded, “Can you stand, Gigi?”

Jihyun shook her head.

A slur of swears and curses fell from his lips before he lifted her onto her feet, but even after he managed to do so, her knees buckled under her, failing to support her own weight and falling into his arms. He lifted her into his arms as quickly as he could, forgetting the baby bag that they packed in their closet and running towards the garage.

The snow that was threatened earlier left a small dusting on the ground, not enough to cause traffic, but enough to make Jaehyun that much more nervous while buckling Jihyun up. His own blood ran cold when he felt the temperature of her hands quickly drop from warm to lukewarm, until they were just as cold as the ice outside. Jaehyun knew this sign well, as all he could do was kiss her fingers and breathe forgotten prayers into her hands.

“Stay with me, Gigi,” he begged, squeezing her arm next. “Okay? We’re going to the hospital now, alright? The doctor is going to take it out of you, and you’ll be better, he’ll make it better, okay, baby? All you have to do is stay awake, Jihyun, that’s all you have to do, my love.”

His breathing stuttered when she did not respond. He held her cool palm to his lips in hopes to warm them up.

He called his in-laws on the way to the hospital, his voice breaking in panic before he entered the hospital, where nurses quickly wheeled Jihyun into an elevator to the labor and delivery. He answered every question as swiftly as he could before he entered the room with Jihyun and their doctor.

“She’s losing blood,” the doctor said to the nurse. “She needs an IV, quickly.”

The nurse nodded and left the room, all while Jaehyun twisted his wedding ring around his finger, trailing closely behind the doctor as he walked around the room. “What’s happened? What’s going on?”

Jaehyun studied the ultrasound in front of him, and while he didn’t understand the black and white blobs, he could hear the baby’s heart, from quick gentle thumps like he heard before to rapid, unsteady quips.

“The baby’s placenta has detached from Jihyun’s cervix completely, which has led to a hemorrhage in one of her blood vessels. If we don’t perform a c-section now, we run the risk of losing the baby.”

“W-what about her? What about Jihyun?” He stammered, his heart beating wildly out of his chest. “She’ll be fine? Right?”

“We’ll be going into surgery to fix the hemorrhage, of course. As soon as I have more information, you’ll be the first to know.”

The doctor held out his hand and placed a small ring in the middle of Jaehyun’s palm. Her wedding ring. Any attempt to hold back his tears failed at this point.

“I’ll let you know as soon as we’re done,” the doctor soothed.

“If…” Jaehyun’s breath came out in a short gasp as his vision slowly became blurred. “If…it comes down to one, save her. Please, save my wife.”

His doctor gave him a somber look before nodding.

Jaehyun staggered backwards and fell in a stiff, plastic chair, his hands catching his head while he wept into her ring.

The snow swirled in violent circles, piling higher and higher up on the ground. It was quiet, from what he determined. Seoul was never quiet, but the foot of snow seemed to deter people from leaving the comfort of their homes. He didn’t hear a single horn or honk, and no one entered the hospital at this hour. His in-laws called him an hour ago, mentioning that they were stuck in traffic and would be for another hour, unless the snow stopped.

The sky, however, had no interest in gifting reprieve, taunting Jaehyun.

The hospital was just as silent. The fluorescent lights that trailed the ceiling flickered every so often to remind him of where he was. It would be another two hours until the café and the coffee shop would open at 4 AM, leaving Jaehyun victim to his own thoughts.

He knew that Jihyun was under anesthesia, he had once been put under it himself, but he couldn’t stop the racing thoughts that made him wonder if she was asking where he was, somewhere deep inside her head. He knew he wasn’t allowed in the sterile environment, and it was probably for the best, his imagination was already causing him this much grief, he couldn’t imagine being there.

“Mr. Jeong!”

Jaehyun jumped out of his skin and spun around. A spindly nurse ran towards him, still dressed in her scrubs that were pristinely clean. He took his head away from the surgery entrance to face the nurse calling out for him, blinking rapidly to rid the burning sensation that came with not blinking for a few hours.

“Good morning!” She said, out of breath. She really was quite young, and couldn’t have been a nurse for that long listening to her cheery voice. Who on Earth would be this energetic at this hour? “I’m here to update you!”

 “Is everything alright?” He pressed, although his shoulders relaxed at her tone. Surely, she wouldn’t bring grave news with a tone like hers. Maybe that’s why she did it.

The nurse’s smile only brightened that much more, annoying Jaehyun slightly, “Come! There’s someone who you must meet!”

He should’ve been more specific. He really wanted to know if Jihyun was alright, and how far along the surgery was going but he had been blindsided by such a bright personality that Jaehyun had no choice but to follow the nurse through the hospital and around the labyrinth of different hallways and staircases. He thought he heard her say something about the elevator being broken through her own huffs and puffs, until they finally made it to their destination.

“Your wife seemed keen on giving you your Valentine’s Day gift.” She expressed after taking a deep breath, her hands on her knees as she desperately tried to catch her breath. “I hope you don’t mind that she’s dressed for the occasion.”

Jaehyun raised an eyebrow. Did everyone on this unit speak in tongues?

He didn’t know what to expect when she opened that door, certainly not a room decorated in paper hearts and pink blankets. His feet grew roots in the floor, trapping him at the doorway while the nurse toddled towards the clear crib. It was almost as if she was in a display case, wires and machines attached to her small body that helped her lungs push air out and pull air in and counted her heartbeats. They were steady beeps now, instead of the muffled quick thumps he heard earlier.

Jaehyun didn’t quite know what to do with his hands and watched the nurse timidly from his post.

“Oh, don’t be shy now! She’s the same as she’s always been, just outside!” The nurse prodded, shoving Jaehyun a little too forcefully into the room. He stumbled in front of the case and found her there, breathing steadily.

Baby Jeong

February 14th –2:03 AM

2.1kg—34cm

She was tiny. Smaller even in his arms as he held her awkwardly, juggling the weight in his arms, watching the nurse for confirmation that he was doing it right. When she didn’t say anything, he sat on the nearest armchair, stunned and frozen at the weight on his chest. He didn’t want to move, what if she woke up?

His efforts would be in vain as the bundle choked out a whine, her tiny hand reaching for his Adam’s apple. Jaehyun studied her fingertips and her palm, making sure to carry her the same way he would with glass. She cooed and nuzzled deeper into his shirt, her hand falling to rest on his heart.

“You should speak to her.” The nurse said quietly, a gentle smile on her face.

“Will she respond?”

“Maybe,” The nurse mentioned, slamming a fist on top of Valentine’s Day decorations that fell off the wall. “That’s the best part.

Jaehyun took a deep breath and placed his hand on her back, pulling her away from his chest to hold her in front of him to study his face. He smiled to himself, to see that her frown was an exact copy of Jihyun’s, her nose even scrunched the same way.

“Hyerim,” he said under his breath. He quickly apologized when she twitched in her sleep. He had startled her.  “Jeong Hyerim, can you hear me? Do you know who I am?”

Hyerim pushed out a whine and cried at her father’s tone, making her father backtrack with a gentler one. His finger traced over her cheeks as he sputtered apology after apology until her cries were reduced to small whimpers until there were none, at all. He watched her in awe, how her lips pressed together to show the divots in her cheeks that she stole from her, not long before she opened her eyes for a moment. It was Jihyun’s scowl, without a doubt.

Jaehyun laughed, failing to realize the tears that fell over his cheeks, landing on Hyerim’s onesie. “You’re upset, I know. No one is letting you sleep. You’re just like Mama, in that way.”  

Jaehyun’s finger grazed the tiny tube that ran into her nose and frowned, glancing up at the nurse, “What’s this for?”

“That’s where we feed her—it’s temporary, until she gets her eating reflexes. It’ll be a lot easier when your wife is awake, and she’ll be able to feed her properly. Get her into it, y’know?”

Jaehyun bit his lip and looked at the bundle in his arms, “She’s alright then? Jihyunie?”

The nurse nodded, “She was stable when I left, but I don’t know much of what happened. Her doctor will know better than I will. I’m pediatrics, and I’m only in charge of…what’s her name again? Hyerim?

“Yes,” Jaehyun nodded confidently. “That’s her name. Jeong. Hye. Rim.”

The nurse held out her hands and Jaehyun watched them before he realized she was asking for her back. He swallowed before reluctantly handing her his daughter, his arms cold and empty. “The anesthesia won’t wear off for another two hours. You should get some rest, we’ll handle it from here.”

Jaehyun watched the nurse place Hyerim back in her crib, where she whined and cried at what he assumed was the lack of warmth. He felt himself jolt towards her before he could think about it, the nurse watching him curiously.

“I’m not tired…do you think I could stay here longer? With her?”

The nurse smiled and nodded, “Of course. I’ll leave you two alone, if you need anything, or when you’re ready, let me know.”

Jaehyun thanked her for being patient with him and waited for the door to close behind her before he placed his attention back on the small swaddle of human being in front of him. He led his hand to the sparse sprinkling of hair on top of her head, rubbing his thumb over her forehead as he studied each of her features intricately.

“You wanted me to stay, didn’t you?” Jaehyun asked softly, watching Hyerim nuzzle into the back of his hand. “I’m here, we’ll find Mommy soon enough, but I’ll stay here until then.”

His finger traced patterns on her small hand to drown out his doubts and his words from earlier, his pleas and begs to save his wife, to disregard Hyerim no matter the cost. How could he stand here and fawn over this new life, when only four hours ago, he resented her every being. He cried again, frustrated at the pattern of tears and holding her hand.

 “I’m sorry,” He choked, dragging his palm over his eyes, “I didn’t know what I meant when I said it. It was never against you, it was always…”

About him. His own selfish needs to make sure he was never alone, that Jihyun was always with her. Jaehyun’s breath quivered while more tears betrayed him, her own eyes burrowing into his while he mulled over the thoughts in his head. How could he resent her, someone so innocent, so…pure?  

“I don’t know what I’m doing,” he confessed through tears. “I think I’m lucky enough that you don’t know what’s going on either, so we have to figure this out together—you have to help me. I’ve never done this before, so it’s going to fucking suck, but we’ll figure it out, together. You, me, and Mommy. I think we’ll come to an agreement.”

Hyerim sighed and moved her neck to the side, her breathing slowing as she let go of his finger. She was asleep.

“I’ll be back,” he sniffled. “I’m going to bring Mama, she was more excited to see you than I was.”

His heart filled up with warmth upon Hyerim showing her dimples again, as if to remind him of who she received them from. Jaehyun instinctively pressed his lips to her forehead, “I don’t mind now though. You’re not horrible to be around.”

“Get some rest, you had a long night,” he said while pressing the nurse button. “I’ll be back in a few hours. You’re stuck with me, it seems.”

Just as Jaehyun was leaving, another nurse found him that he recognized from earlier, still dressed her scrubs the same as Hyerim’s nurse. She informed him that Jihyun was alright, in a stable condition, and was fast asleep in her room—but if Jaehyun were being honest, he stopped listening after he heard that she was alright.

They took the only working elevator to where she was kept, a private room with a suite to make sure their stay was comfortable. It helped to know that she would be comfortable here until she was healthy enough to walk on her own, and even more of a relief for his in-laws, to know that they would be able to sleep in the spare bed.

He slid the door open and found Jihyun’s doctor explaining something to someone he couldn’t see from the entry way until Jaehyun turned the corner to see Jihoon sitting on the foot of Jihyun’s bed, his arm crossed and listening intently to everything her doctor said.

It was full of medical jargon, making it harder for Jaehyun to keep up. It wasn’t until the doctor turned to leave that he saw the new father, his eyes lighting up in surprise. “Oh, hello!”

“Hello,” Jaehyun bowed formally, “thank you, for taking care of Jihyunie. Is she alright?”

“I was just telling your brother-in-law all that we did. I figured you were busy downstairs,” he smiled knowingly.

“She’ll live is all you have to know,” Jihoon added, patting Jihyun’s leg with a disgruntled look on his face. “Leave it to Jihyunie to make everything dramatic. Mom and Dad called me, they’re out of traffic now, they’ll be here soon.”

“I had no idea that you were Jihoon’s brother-in-law,” the doctor, who Jaehyun found his name was Seokhyung, said.

“It’s a…recent development.”

“Real recent. Like seven months ago, recent.” Jihoon patted Seokhyung on the back, “You can do the math.”

Jaehyun flushed.

“Everything is fine then?” Jaehyun repeated, “What can I do? Is there anything I can do?”

“Be patient with her. She’ll be tired more often, of course, but the c-section cut is something painful to recover from. Be attentive to what she needs and what she won’t tell you, is all I can say.”

“Not quite the birthday present you expected, was it?” Jihoon teased.

“Not at all, but the best gifts are the ones you never expect.”

Jaehyun put his attention to his wife who was splayed out in front of him. He tucked sweaty strands of hair behind her ear and smoothed the part in hair before kissing her softly, his knuckles running against her cheekbones.

“The anesthesia won’t wear off for a while, Jaehyun,” Jihoon said behind him. “You should get some sleep.”

“I’m not tired.” He successfully stifled a yawn after this.

“You’re going to want to get all the sleep you can get,” Seokhyung warned on his way out. “You won’t always have nurses taking care of your children so you can sleep.”

“You obviously don’t know the Jeongs,” Jihoon grinned, patting Seokhyung on the back and leading him out the door. “Get some sleep, kid. Seriously.”

The last came out more as a command rather than a suggestion. Jaehyun sat on a stiff chair and laid his head on the bed, watching Jihyun take a deep breath. With a glance to her hand, he quickly slipped her wedding ring off her pinky and placed it on her finger—it took some working into, but it soon slipped on as easily and comfortably as it always did as he kissed it twice before closing his eyes.

Slowly but surely, as the sun rose and shined in their room, Jaehyun slept just as soundly. He dreamt of a small bundle of pink in his arms and dimpled cheeks, of machines in the background beeping but soft sounds of breathing and coos.

It was a strange thing, to hold your heart in your arms.

Jaehyun never knew he was capable of such love, of adoration, of awe. Hyerim was evidence of that, both Jihyun and Jaehyun’s heart poured into something so small, so precious. He found himself dreaming of who she would grow up to be, what her favorite song would be, her favorite food, her movie. He’d cook her every dish, dance to every song, and project the movie on the biggest screen just to see her dimpled smile over, and over again.   

Small pink digits emerged from a blanket, and he could hardly believe they were fingers. They met with Jaehyun’s pinky, wrapping around the tip while he wished they weren’t separated by wires.

“Hyerim,” he called out. It felt foreign—both the name and the idea that this would be the name he would call out for the rest of his life. “Jeong Hyerim, it’s time to wake up.”

Hyerim sneezed and Jaehyun was quick to cover her up in her blanket, “Are you cold, Sweet Pea? It is cold, look—it’s snowing.”

Jaehyun would carefully maneuver so that she faced the window. Hyerim had yet to open her eyes, so he described the scene to her. “Snow…snow is like water that turns soft when it’s cold. It’s white and it sticks to the floor. You can play with it, you can throw it at people, but you must be careful, or else you’ll get sick.”

Jaehyun touched the wire that ran from behind her ear to inside her nose, “Mommy and I love the snow, we’ll show you how to play in it, when you’re older. First, you have to start eating, and when you get chubbier, we can take you home. Can you do that?”

Hyerim stuck out her tongue and scrunched her nose, searching for said source of food. He laughed, “Exactly, just like that.”

“Jaehyun,” she called out. Soft bells, is what Jaehyun would describe her voice as. Spring birds chirping and wind blowing a gentle breeze, “Jaehyun? Wake up.”

He quickly started awake, his eyes flashed open at the sensation of fingers carding through his hair and the light blinding him. She was there when his blurry vision cleared to show her sitting up in her bed, a tired, soft smile on her lips.

“You’re awake,” he beamed, his head nuzzling into her shoulder. He kissed her neck and jawline, while her arms wrapped around her neck.

“I missed you,” she wept in his shirt. “I was scared.”

“I know, baby, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry—" He cried next. Jaehyun peppered her face in kisses and apologies, holding her close. “I’m sorry I couldn’t be there and I’m sorry I didn’t bring you here faster, I—"

“Don’t, please don’t be,” she pulled away to hold his face close to her own, using her thumbs to wipe tears from his under eyes. Something danced on her lips as she used her tongue to wet her bottom lip repeatedly, shutting them before opening them, staring at Jaehyun with apprehension.

“You can tell me,” She whispered, her bottom lip quivered. “The baby…our baby, Hyerim…is she—? Is she—?”

Jaehyun shook her head, “She’s downstairs. She’s perfect, Jihyun.”

“Oh God,” a sob ripped through her chest, one full of relief and fear and the uncertainty if she did well at all, despite the expense of her body. “I was so scared, I didn’t hear her cry, I didn’t hear anything at all, all I could think about was if I did well, or if there was more, I could’ve done—”

“You did everything perfectly, she’s just impatient, Jihyun, that’s all,” he soothed with a kiss to her forehead. “She’s beautiful, she looks just like you, she frowns just like you, oh, she’s so perfectly perfect.”

Jihyun’s sobs grew louder and harder, her hands gripping his green flannel until her knuckles were white under her skin. Jaehyun kissed and soothed when he could, knowing that she wouldn’t feel real comfort until Hyerim was there with them, in their arms.

A meal was brought to them after Jihyun calmed down some, still sniveling quietly until she slurped hearty broth into her mouth. She was quiet afterwards, her eyes puffy and red while her husband rubbed reassuringly circles on her back.

“You should eat,” she rasped, opening his portion and scooting it towards the end of the table.

“I will after you do.”

Jihyun shook her head, “It’ll be cold by then. Please eat, Jaehyun.”

His stomach growled in response; he didn’t have a chance. He grimaced and sat opposite of her, calmly slurping on his portion, and always slipping peas onto her plate the same as he always did. Jihyun stopped his chopsticks with her own, a smug look on her face that Jaehyun recieved with confusion.

“You can’t be a picky eater anymore. You’ll have to be an example.”

Jaehyun snorted and dropped the load of peas on her plate, “We could have ten children and not one of them could convince me to eat them.”

A knock distracted them from their meal until Jaehyun recognized the nurse in front of him. He straightened up in surprise and greeted her much to Jihyun’s confusion. She wasn’t as cheery and bright as she was several hours ago, but the smile had the same amount of warmth as she greeted the new parents in front of her.

“Good morning,” Jaehyun watched her stifle a yawn as he wondered how long she had been here for? Surely her shift was ending. “I’ve come to take you to see Hyerimie before I’m off! I didn’t know I was coming during a meal though—I’ll be back in a little.”

“No, we can go now,” Jihyun nodded. Jaehyun would’ve argued had it not been for most of her plates being empty. She quickly tidied up the stand she was eating on and stretched her legs, both sore and stiff from laying down. Her husband was the first to hop off the bed to extend his hands to help her slide off the bed and into the wheelchair, frowning at Jihyun’s pained hiss.

She kissed his knuckle, “I’m okay. I’m just sore.”

Another nurse came in to unplug Jihyun from the machines she was hooked up to. They protested in a wave of beeping and high-pitched automated wails, but the nurse effectively silenced them with a few quick presses of a few buttons.

“The elevator is working now, thankfully!” The NICU nurse cheered, pressed the down arrow while Jaehyun pushed Jihyun inside the open doors. “I can’t imagine what we’d do if they weren’t. One of us would have had to carry your daughter up here somehow.”

Jaehyun smiled to himself, they have a daughter.

“Is she alright?” Jihyun asked carefully.

She nodded, “All ten fingers and toes, no extra bits or bobs. The pediatrician doesn’t think there’s any underlying health issues for now, so we’ll have to wait. Other than that, she’s healthy, waiting for you.”

Jihyun breathed a breath of relief, her hand resting on top of the one her husband placed on her shoulder.

The NICU was much more colorful than their own hallway. Safari animals were painted on the walls, brave lions leading them to other small friends that were in the same, clear, plastic bins that Hyerim was laid in. Other parents watched Jaehyun and Jihyun pass with a polite smile and a nod of their head, almost in solidarity. The parents that didn’t greet them were the ones staring blankly outside a window, parents, he assumed, that didn’t have the same luck they did.

He swallowed harshly and stopped at a door. The Valentine’s Day decorations the nurse put up prior were on the ground, a loud cry that started both Jihyun and Jaehyun as she tried to place them back.

“Aw, I wanted it to look pretty!” She cried, slamming her fist over the paper hearts before remembering her real task. She quickly cleared her throat, “Sorry—I forget there are more important things.”

Jaehyun took his attention off the frantic nurse to watch his wife gaze upon the incubator inside, rolling her chair through the door and stopping at the crib. Her hand rested on clear bin, peering inside until the nurse returned from washing her hands. She reached inside and scooped Hyerim expertly in her arms, but no matter how professional, Hyerim still whined and complained at being moved.

“Oh, I know, I know, I won’t leave you alone,” she chided, “but there are people here to see you.”

Jihyun’s eyes were glued on the small human that was now in Jaehyun’s hands, her own reaching for his shirt after a small gasp escaped her lips. With the nurse’s help, she was placed on Jihyun’s chest, and the soft whimpers that came from Hyerim slowed until there were none, sighing dramatically and resting her hand on her mother’s heart. A sigh of relief.

“I’m sure she was wondering where you were when she couldn’t hear your heart anymore,” the nurse commented. “She had trouble sleeping at first, I think she was looking for you.”

“For…me?” Jihyun croaked, tears spilling over her cheeks, “she wanted me?”

The nurse gave Jihyun a gentle smile before Jaehyun caressed her cheek, kissing the crown of her head. Jihyun quickly wiped the tears from her cheek before glancing at the professional, “Can I kiss her?” She asked carefully, afraid of the answer.

“She’s been waiting for one this whole time.”

Jihyun smiled and gently pressed her lips against Hyerim’s scalp, watching Hyerim twitch in her sleep. After the first kiss came two more, one to her head and to her fingers, causing the infant to spread her lips in a small smile.

“She has--!” Jihyun looked at her husband with a smile that matched his, his nod eager.

“I know. They’re mine. I gave those to her.”

“But she definitely looks more like you, Jihyun-nim,” the nurse reassured, causing Jihyun to laugh.

“Thank you so much for taking care of her when I couldn’t.” Jihyun thanked her graciously, and held the nurse’s hand to squeeze it gently, “May I know your name?”

The nurse beamed and pointed at her nametag. Jaehyun was the first to see, breaking out into a laugh before Jihyun followed.

“There’s this saying,” the nurse smiled, “that the first patient you meet with your name is the patient you get close to. I’ve only been a nurse for a year, but little Hyerim is like my sister now. I can’t wait to see how she’ll grow.”

“I hope you’ll be around to see her.”

“I am a pediatric nurse,” Nurse Hyerim reassured with a wink. “I’ll be here for the next nineteen years of her life—unless they start cracking down on overzealous decorating, I should be safe.”

The nurse glanced at her watch again, “Well, seeing as I’ll be here for a while, I ought to get going while I can. Congratulations again, I’ll see you both tomorrow!”

The couple thanked her endlessly again until she slid the door closed. Once alone, Jaehyun sat next to Jihyun and watched her interact with the infant on her chest, her fingers tracing patterns on her head and on her tiny back. The look in her eye was distant and far, her husband trying her best to bring her back with a caress to her forehead, Jihyun looking back with a small smile.

“What’s wrong?”

Jihyun bit back tears and shook her head, choosing to focus on the baby instead of speaking her mind. Jaehyun waited anyway. The strain on her body was one thing, he couldn’t imagine the strain in her head. Silent tears fell down her cheeks as Jaehyun brushed them away with a finger.

“She’s so small,” she mouthed, barely loud enough for Jaehyun to hear. She held Hyerim’s head close to her chest and matched her breathing.

“You’re not exactly the tallest,” he teased, a small smile appearing on his lips at Jihyun’s scoff—laughing heartily at the snot that flew out of her nostril.

“Asshole,” she sniffed, wiping her snot on his sleeve.

“You did great, Gigi.” Jaehyun watched her bottom lip get sucked on by her top teeth, anything to stop it from quivering. “You did so well, my love. We’ll be out of here in no time. The nurses told me that Hyerim can’t stop eating, there’s nothing wrong with her, there’s nothing you did that changed it. I told you, she’s just impatient, that’s all.”

Jihyun nodded her head and welcomed another kiss to her temple, glancing up at Jaehyun with glassy brown eyes. He took a deep breath and caressed her cheek, “She’s your daughter, after all. My patient genes didn’t stand a chance.”

Jaehyun finally smiled when Jihyun let out a full laugh, a toothy grin left behind before she tilted her head upwards, her husband taking it as a sign to kiss her fully and passionately, his hands threaded in her hair.

“Are you ready?” She asked.

“Not in the fucking slightest. Are you?”

“Fuck no,” Jihyun glanced at the bundle and watched Hyerim breathe in and out slowly. “Will you tell me if I’m being a bad mom? Tell me when I’m being too mean or if I’m being too strict.”

He nodded, “Only if you’ll do the same for me.”

Jihyun smiled, “I already see that stupid look in your eye. The same one my dad gives me all the time.”

Jaehyun raised his eyebrows, “Are you calling your dad stupid?”

He feigned hurt at the weak punch she threw to his shoulder, rolling her eyes. The punch jolted Hyerim the wrong way, the infant whining at being disturbed again before Jihyun calmed her cries with gentle pats to her back.

“Stop being an idiot when I’m holding our baby,” Jihyun snipped. “Did I scare you, Hyerim? I’m sorry Daddy is being annoying already. He won’t leave us alone.”

Jaehyun pulled her in for another kiss, one that Jihyun returned with narrowed eyes, “I love you.”

The confession made Jihyun’s hard expression crack, a smirk coming next before kissing him again. “I know. I love you more.”

“And you, Sweet Pea,” Jihyun reassured, afraid that Hyerim would get jealous of the affection being thrown around.

Another knock came before a nurse poked her head in, remorseful, “Jihyun-nim? I believe your parents are here.”

“They can come in,” she said with a nod, glancing at her husband one more time. “Are you sure you’re ready for this?”

“No, but Hyerim and I talked about it. I think we can make something work.”

#just a lil sum until you all wait for chapter 14 🤠 #im BACK baby #jaehyun #these nights au #nct scenarios #jaehyun scenario #jung jaehyun #nct mafia #nct mafia au #noir fanfic #i guess #since it's like... compliant with the actual story line this time #nct fluff #nct angst #jeong jaehyun mafia #jeong jaehyun smut #jeong jaehyun #jeong yuno

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Hostage

Pairings: domagent!jaehyun x f!reader

Synopsis: Getting abducted by your ex for something you weren’t even completely aware of. 

Genre: angst/ smut

Warnings: kidnapping, holding hostage, sexual intercourse, sexual harassment, fingering, use of derogatory terms, use of profanities, mention of gun, mention of, killing, shooting, use of knife, acts of physical violence, overstimulation, denying orgasms

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You shivered as the cold wind blew past your face. From the shattered window, a gust of winter wind blew over you. You were sure that your wrists were lined with bracelets of red. The result of having a rope tied around them.

Bang

Your legs gave away the sound of a gunshot and you let yourself move downwards, against the pillar you were tied to. 12 more to go. How long did you have to suffer in this hell of a place? You had asked yourself this the moment you were dragged into the abandoned building. The agents holding you captive had all the power they needed. One word from the guy who led them and you’d have all your heads blown off.

“Are you going to give in now?” a familiar voice boomed a few feet ahead of you.

You dared not look at the face. You sucked in your breath and waited still. Out of the fourteen people that were dragged into this place, two were ministers and the rest were your students back at the university.

The footsteps neared towards where you stood and once again the voice echoed the silent walls, “Aren’t you ashamed of yourself? I killed those two men and you’re still not going to give in?”

The grandfather clock at the end of hallway ticked. The silence was weighing you down. You had no choice but to keep quiet, which also meant that you were putting the lives of your students at stake.

You nodded your head sideways.

A sigh escaped the mouth of the man who stood in front of you. He took short steps towards one of your students and pulled them up so they would stand. The rest of the students that were kneeling on the floor whimpered in fear.

“Shut your fucking traps!”

“Leave the girl alone. Don’t touch her or else-“

“Or else, you’ll do what?” He asked as he released the girl, who then fell onto the floor on her trembling thighs. Helpless, because her hands were tied to her back just as yours were, she lay there. The rest of the children only watched in what was a look of pity and fear.

The man grabbed your hair and yanked it back, earning a whimper from you, “Tell me what you’ll do if I kill all the students in this room. Will you then give in and tell me where the goddamn flash drive is?”

“Jaehyun please…” you begged as you looked at him with pleading eyes.

“What?” He spat looking directly into your eyes.

“Don’t do this. Please. Just leave them out of this. I promise I’ll make sure they keep quiet. Just let them go. I promise I’ll stay.”

Letting go of your hair, he stepped back. As if in consideration, he looked at the students and back at you. You watched him in fear, trying to comprehend what exactly was going in that messed up head of his. He squatted, meeting your height. You pulled your folded legs closer to your body, as if to move away from him. Jaehyun noticed this and chuckled.

To test it further, he held a hand out to caress your cheek and you turned your head away from him.

“Now you’re disgusted by me? What happened to the times when you screamed out my bloody name while I fucked you and sucked me dry in your office, huh?”

Blood rushed up to your face and you avoided looking at the faces of your students.

“Did you forget the times-“

“Jeong Jaehyun! Stop it right now. How dare you shamelessly-“

A bruising grip on your face halted your talking. You winced at the pain and looked him in the eyes. He shrugged and harshly took his grasping fingers off your face.

“Okay, you’re still not giving in. I have no other choice but to...” continued Jaehyun as he walked towards the group of students who had their hands tied behind their backs and kept in a line. You watched in shock as he pulled the trigger of his gun and moved it in front of the terrified kids.

The moment he aimed it at the girl he had pulled out earlier, you screamed,

“I’ll tell you. I’ll tell you so just please don’t shoot her.”

A satisfying smirk painted across Jaehyun’s face. As he came over to you and pulled you to your feet, his smug smile disappeared into a thin line. His stone face came into view and you looked at him in utter disgust.

You just couldn’t believe that you’d slept with a man who was scheming against you the day he was aware of your existence. When you had found out about his plan, a text message sent to the wrong person by accident, one that had raised red flags, he was already in action the very next day. After days of avoiding you, he finally abducted you a day ago, alongside your group of 12 students for leverage purposes and two other acquaintances of your father. Your father who had always put his job before his family and life. You bet he wasn’t even aware that you were abducted because of him.

And his bloody flash drive.

A flash drive you were aware of but should have ignored digging deeper. Upon getting to know about the flash drive you had tried asking your father about it. Which is exactly how Jaehyun ended up being ordered to tail you and get close to you. After finally setting up a place to meet up with your father, whom you saw very rarely, you had talked to him about the flash drive. He hadn’t told you much despite your stubborn inquiry, but all he had told you was that the flash drive contained vital information regarding a Supreme Committee leader and that it was kept somewhere safe. By the looks of why Jaehyun needed this flash drive it was clearly visible that he was working under this said leader, whoever that was.

“Speak,” the voice commanded and you broke off from your daze.

The two of you had already arrived at a closed room that seemed like an old interrogation room. You stood still, refusing to sit. He clicked his tongue in annoyance and took out his gun to place it on the table. You looked at it and thought of ways to grab hold of it. Behind your arms, your fingers slowly worked their way through the ropes around your wrists. When he had dragged you here, Jaehyun had removed the rope and retied your wrists together. Which meant that he hadn’t actually tied your wrists properly, or rather they were loosely tied the second time.

“Can you lend me your sweater? It’s cold,” you asked him.

For a brief moment, he paused and then agreed. He raised his arms to pull off the black sweater he was wearing. Right then you ripped out your hands from the rope and grabbed the gun.

The moment you grabbed the gun and pulled the trigger, Jaehyun pulled back the sweater on. He stood up immediately and looked at you. His tongue prodded against the inside of his left cheek as he walked towards you at a slow pace.

“Put that gun down, darling,” he murmured while keeping eye contact with you.

You, on the other hand, held the gun with your trembling hands and tried hard to not let your glassy eyes give you away. It was exhausting in many ways. To be holding a gun towards the man you loved for almost quarter of a year was hard.

Since you didn’t put the gun down, Jaehyun tried a different approach. The approach where he threatened you, “If you shoot me now, there’ll be agents outside who’ll come in and kill you and all those kids outside.”

You thought about the kids outside and fretted a little. If what he was saying was the truth then you were risking innocent lives. Still, you didn’t budge and he clicked his tongue once again before taking a few huge strides towards you. Startled, you lost track of what you were doing as he pulled the gun away from you. Unloading the bullets, he threw the gun to the corner of the room and slapped you across your face.

“I was being nice to you and you took fucking advantage of that?” he asked, his voice laced with fury.

You held your reddened cheek and looked at him with slanted eyes. He looked down at you and you stood up wanting to get back at him for slapping you. He reacted almost immediately as your hand came flying towards his face. He twisted your arm behind you and pushed you to the wall with the mirror.

“What the fuck are you trying on me? We made a deal. I don’t shoot the kids and you tell me where the flash drive is.”

“You made a deal. I. Never. Agreed,” you spat back.

Jaehyun roughly pulled you away from the wall and bent you over the table. He removed his belt and tied your hands behind your back.

“Guess I’d have to fuck your brains out so that you’ll tell me where it is.”

“Don’t touch me with your filthy hands,” you retaliated and he ignored your snide remarks as he continued to assault you while kicking the sides of your feet apart to make the stance of your legs wider.

You uncomfortably shifted at the feeling of a firm dent rubbing against your back. The feeling was all too familiar and you knew what exactly it was, but this wasn’t the right place nor the right time for it.

“Jaehyun, let’s just talk this out. This is clearly sexual harras-”

Before you were able to complete the sentence, your mouth was blocked with a balled-up piece of cloth. Jaehyun grabbed the waist of your dress pants, attempting to pull it down. Underneath him, you thrashed around, in an effort to avoid his filthy actions. But you failed miserably. Jaehyun successfully pulled down your pants alongside your panties. You were now shamefully, bent underneath him, with your lower half exposed to the coldness of the room.

A shudder ran through your body, erupting goosebumps on the smoothness of your skin, when Jaehyun ran his fingers down the middle of your back.

“I’m going to fuck that little bitch attitude of yours out of this place, so you’ll cooperate to my demands and tell me where the motherfucking flash drive is.”

With that, he pushed in a digit to your dripping cunt, curling it inwards and pumping it in and out. Jaehyun menacingly watched as your squirmed underneath his grip. When your thighs started shuddering, he felt you getting closer to your release. Quickly, pulling out his fingers, he smirked when he heard your sniffle at the denied orgasm. He was the first man to touch you back then so he was fully aware of how exactly to turn you on. Once again, he pushed in his digits, this time three at once and watched as you tried your best to silence your moans. Just as he did previously, Jaehyun pumped it in and out at a much faster pace. You whined as he constantly curled in his fingers, hitting the perfect spots inside your warm cavern. Right as you were about to cum, he pulled out his fingers with a smirk on his face.

“You thought I’d let you go that easily?” he asked in a mocking tone as he slipped the balled piece of cloth from your mouth, waiting for an answer from you.

You felt ashamed for being turned on at his torment.

“Jaehyun, let’s talk this out,” you pleaded as tears slipped down your bruised face.

“There’s no talking, Y/N. I need the place. That’s all.”

“I don’t know the place.”

“Don’t fucking lie to my face.”

“I’m telling you the truth,” you tried again. Your attempt to change his mind on letting you go was getting harder, because Jaehyun was acting spiteful and you were not able to knock some sense into him at all.

He nodded his head a couple times, vexed at your behaviour and reached out to unzip his pants. From the upper corner of your vision, you could see a terrorizing smile creep his face. He was enjoying your frightened state. As your worst fears began turning into reality you screamed for help. Not that it did any justice to the state you were in, but you hoped Jaehyun would at least pity you and avoid abusing you in the most shameful manner.

“Jaehyun please- You know this is not right,” you begged as streams of your despair ran down your face.

All you heard in return was the ruffle of his pants pooling around his ankles. Jaehyun’s low groans as he touched and fondled with your skin made you wither away from him. You were unable to process how the exact same man who had touched and made love to you in your own bed was now treating you much worse than anything you could ever describe.

At your wits end you screamed again, trying to grab someone’s attention, but Jaehyun was quick to mute your mouth with the same piece of cloth he had used on you earlier. The balled cloth in your mouth didn’t help at all. You felt your throat go dry as you continued screaming. When Jaehyun was done slicking up the juices that were drooling down from your cunt he prodded his reddened tip in your entrance. You knew it was going to hurt, because he was always too big for you. Biting into the cloth in your mouth, you also made sure to grip onto the belt that were tied around your wrists. Jaehyun watched as your knuckles, that were pressed onto his stomach at a painful angle, turned white from the tightening grip. His smirk only widened.

Grabbing the nape of your neck, he made your body arch back as much as it could. You groaned as you felt your cramped back twist painfully. Leaning in, Jaehyun moved over to your ear and grazed the lobe of your ear. Despite your attempt to move away from him, you couldn’t, because of the tight grip on the back of your neck. Something you had enjoyed earlier was now a nightmare that was being carried out by a person you once cherished.

With a low huff, Jaehyun pushed himself into your unwelcoming walls. You groaned into the cloth and squeezed your eyes shut. When he pushed his shaft all the way into your warm cavern, he stayed in for a while, trying to get back the feeling of the familiar walls squeezing around him after quite a time. When he slowly inched himself out of your cunt, you let out the breath you had been holding back, but that was cut short when Jaehyun pushed himself in almost immediately back into your throbbing cunt. You let out a gasp and Jaehyun took that opportunity to remove the piece of cloth and insert his pointer finger into your mouth.

“Dare think of biting me and I’ll stab you” Jaehyun warned.

Right then you felt the tip of a blade pointed at your hip. You shivered at the feeling of the cold steel against your skin. As he pumped his hardened cock in and out of your pussy, his hand did the same actions to your mouth. When your breathing started becoming unstable, Jaehyun knew you were edging closer to your orgasm so he pulled out his shaft.

“You thought I’d let you cum, huh?” he derided you.

You simply nodded your head side to side, in revulsion. Chuckling at your pathetic response, Jaehyun pulled his finger out of your mouth and ran it over your blouse. While he unbuttoned the buttons of your cotton blouse, his other hand snaked under, over to your clit and ghosted over the sensitive bundle of nerves. You squirmed, in an attempt to avoid his fingers from touching your sensitivity. But Jaehyun wasn’t going to let you go that easily. He pushed his finger onto your clit and started rubbing slow circles over it.

You bit into your lip, in order to keep yourself quiet from the harassment he was subjecting you to. As his rubbing turned much harsher, you came closer to your edge. This time he let you have your orgasm. A sigh of relief slipped past your lips as a warm flow of your juices spilled down your thighs. You shamefully lay still, praying that this was the end of his torture.

“I haven’t still got an answer from you, darling,” Jaehyun murmured as he continued rubbing circles on your bundle of nerves.

You stuttered, trying to answer him, “I-I-I said I-I-I don’t k-know.”

A slap to your cunt had you answering him again in desperation for him to stop overstimulating you,

“I really don’t know!”

“I know you’re lying to me,” Jaehyun continued. With each slap, you winced internally and pleaded in your head that Jaehyun would actually realise you were saying the truth.

“Please Jaehyun-”

Before you could finish your sentence, he plunged his dick right back into where it was earlier. You let out a moan at the sudden stretch. He placed a hand on your hip, holding your squirming body in place and the other toying your delicate mounds. Disgusted by his hands that were touching and toying your breasts, you yelled as much as you could.

But Jaehyun kept pumping in and out of you, ignoring your cries. And when he was closer to his high, he pumped into you even faster than before- almost at an animalistic pace and then released a gush of warm white liquid into your womb. As his movements subsided, so did your screams. All you did now was let your sobs echo through the dimly lit, cold room.

Jaehyun stepped away from your body and zipped his pants. Then grabbing your dress pants, he pulled them up and turned you around harshly to button up your blouse. He was aware that you didn’t have much energy to move around, so he untied your hands and watched them fall to your sides as he buckled his belt back into place. The bruises on your wrists were enough proof to show how harsh he had been on you.

“Sweetheart, are you enjoying this, because I still haven’t got an answer from you-”

A loud slap had him shut his grinning mouth.

Before you could hit him again, Jaehyun had your arms locked with one of his. This time he wasn’t playing nice and you knew you had messed up. All the exhaustion and the panic had made you slap him without thinking twice but you knew you’d be in trouble the moment your hand had touched his face.

Your attempt to remove yourself from his grip was futile. Which then led to a scuffle between the two of you. The obviously stronger one between the two of you gaining advantage over the other. With one hard push, Jaehyun had you against the walls.

“Jaehyun-n-n…” you choked, trying to sputter out your words while scraping his tattooed hands, “I can’t-t-t. I can’t. Can’t. B-B-Breath.”

The said man took one look at your pale face and undid his hands from your neck. You fell onto the floor while taking in huge gulps of air.

Jaehyun nonchalantly walked over to the corner of the room and grabbed the long-forgotten gun and loaded the bullets. Then walking over to the desk, he grabbed the knife and slid it into one of the specially made pockets in his pants. It hurt the way he didn’t even look over to you, just to make sure whether you were doing alright.

“You shouldn’t have treated me like that,” you muttered to him.

Jaehyun turned back at your hoarse voice. After all the screaming and the struggling your voice sounded exhausted. He looked at your bruised body and the loose clothes that hung around you. He had taken away every last inch of dignity from you. Did he feel guilty, though?

“My job comes before anything or anyone,” Jaehyun simply replied back.

With that, he turned around ready to leave the room.

“Let me ask you one last question,” you spoke and Jaehyun turned around once again and nodded his head signalling you to ask your question, “Did you really love me when we dated back then?”

Squaring his jaw, Jaehyun gazed at you. A gaze you couldn’t figure out. You watched him, yearning for a reply. A positive one that would put the ache in your heart to rest. Jaehyun opened his mouth to reply or rather state what he wanted you to know,

“If you don’t tell me where the flash drive is by dawn, I’m shooting off all their heads.”

Your heart dropped.

So that’s all your relationship meant to him- a mere mission and a good few fucks.

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A/N: this was painful to write. but, since this is my very first jaehyun fic i’m proud of myself. hope you guys were okay with this as well~

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