#yes I made myself cry

[cuuzca]

“Thank you, for giving me your love, today and everyday. You’ve been working too hard now, lets go watch the sun together. Just you and me.”

Happy Malroth Day to my guiding light and one who inspires me everyday! 🎉💜🧡

シドーの日おめでとう！！

#yes i made myself cry #literally my reason for living #thank you Malroth for everything #dqb2 #malroth #dragon quest builders 2 #dragon quest builders #dragon quest #dqb2 malroth #シドーの日 #シドーくん #ドラクエ #ドラゴンクエスト #artists on tumblr #my art #fanart #dragon quest fanart

[continuouslarrybreakdown]

Thinking about the lyrics 'you'll never feel like you're alone, I'll make this feel like home' today. Louis encouraging Harry to paint his nails, to wear dresses, to grow his hair out long and making sure he never feels alone in doing so. Louis going out of his way to make Harry smile or to defend him. Louis creating a safe space for Harry where he could just be. Louis creating a home for him and Harry.

#yes i made myself cry #louis tomlinson #harry styles #larry stylinson

[look-into-abyss]

I’ve been thinking about what an effect must Paul’s love have on Richard.

Imagine having a bad falling out with a friend you considered your other half. Maybe you’re both at fault but you take every criticism to heart, and you can’t help it. You feel like you’re nothing, like you’re worthless.

And that friend who understood you so well - he can’t stop criticizing. And you can’t stop arguing. Imagine how shitty you feel because of that. And since it’s partly your fault- well, even shittier. You didn’t even manage to keep your other half.

But then comes 2019, covid, 2022. And something happens, and that friend loves you. You kiss, and you hold hands, and he looks at you like you’re the sun.

And you’re used to young pretty girls paying you attention and showering you with love - you’re used to it because they see you as that cool rockstar. You’re not used to the person who criticizes you the most - who’s been criticizing you for decades - to love you the way he now does.

Imagine how absolutely elating that must feel. He oh-so perfectly knows all your faults, and your vices, and he’s been arguing with you for years - and yet, he loves you, and he chooses to love you. For who you are.

I understand why Richard’s now so attached to the Auslander outro. Why he can’t let it go and plays all the variations even alone. He seems to get attached to things that bring him comfort, like that clothing straight from 2005. His red cap, and that pink hoodie, and maybe even his cigarettes.

And just like that, he’s now attached to the outro. Because it brought him Paul.

#yes i made myself cry #twice #you can read it as friendly love #it works either way #paulchard #paul landers #richard kruspe #my stuff

[enchantedlandcoffee]

Little script of a fake interview with Louis (I can only dream of this happening)

Interviewer (I) Louis (L)

I: So Louis, if I remember correctly you're here to talk about someone very special in your life?

L: I am, yes (cue his triangle smile)

I: And who might that be?

L: That would be Mr Harry Styles...um...my husband

I: So the rumours are true then?

L: Yep, yep, all true, all true

I: And how long have you been together?

L: We've been on and off for about 13...yeah 13 years now

I: 13 years? So since you guys met each other?

L: Basically, yeah, yeah.

I: May I ask why you kept it a secret?

L: Um...it was tough back then, you know, being- being *out* and our team thought it'd be best if we kept it on the down low for a bit, you know, just tease the relationship to see how it was received.

I: Quite well, I'd say by the state of Twitter

L: Yeah, yeah, the fans seemed to really like us, but, uh, our management kept coming up with, um, reasons for us not to be out yet, you know what I mean. And, uh, it got to a point where we couldn't interact with each other at all. It was, quite hard at times for us to be together and then not be together, if you know what I mean, but we pushed through, we pushed through.

I: And the girlfriends?

L: Ah, the girlfriends. Um, well speaking for me, I obviously can't speak for Harry, it seemed to be the best option at the time. So I was free to be with him in private and we could be together, and me having a "girlfriend" sort of put out the idea that I was taken, and for management they were pushing that I was straight.

I: And, there have been rumours that you stayed with Simon and that lot to protect Harry after the band split up. Is that true?

L: Uh, yeah yeah thats unfortunately true. Um, they wanted to sign Harry on as a solo artist but I could see, you know, that he wanted to be free and to be able to express himself, which obviously he has been able to and I'm proud of him for that. So I made a deal with the management that I'd sign with them instead if they let Harry go.

I: And, if you had the chance to do things differently regarding management and Harry, would you?

L: Uh no, no, I wouldn't. I seen how he's come into himself away from management and he's been the happiest I've seen him for a while now. I wouldn't trade that for anything.

Harry's interview

#louis tomlinson #harry styles #fake interview #larry stylinson #larry fics #yes i made myself cry

[friendlyeorzean]

I know you can't see or feel me, but please.. smile for me..

#ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #gposers #gpose #warrior of light #wol #male viera #haurchefant de fortemps #haurchefant greystone #haurchefant x wol #haurchewol #ffxiv haurchefant #i like to think that haurchefants spirit is always with aren #and that he tries to comfort him even though he know he can't be seen or felt #aren still visits his grave as often as he can #even though he has g'raha haurchefant was still his first real love #yes i made myself cry

[bogwitchlesbian]

Strangers by Ethel cain is the most billy hargrove song to ever exist

Literally I can draw parallels on like every line and harringrove-ify it

“In your basement, I grow cold”-

Billy’s body left in the morgue after starcourt, waiting for Neil to be bothered to organise a funeral

“Don’t talk to strangers or you might fall in love”-

Billy being forced to move to this new town, and meeting Steve, and being devastated that he can’t stop being everything Neil hates.

“How funny, i never considered myself tough”-

billy being forced out of his pretty embroidered clothes and the things he loves Into this sporty badboy persona to stay safe from his dad

“You’re so handsome, walking over to me now”-

the whole “yeah it’s me, don’t cream your pants” scene at the Byers’. No other notes.

“I tried to be good, am I no good? Am I no good? Am I no good?”-

billy being everything his dad wants him to be and it still not being enough. No matter how hard he tries, he can’t be straight enough, can’t be tough enough, can’t be respectful enough.

“With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence”-

the fact that Billy’s entire existence was just like, forgotten (and actively and wilfully ignored) by everyone but max, and Jason that one time.

“I just wanted to be yours, can I be yours, can I be yours?”-

billy just always wanting Steve’s attention at every turn. Just wanting him to look at him. Pushing him around in gym, staring at him in the showers, doing whatever he can to get his eyes on him.

“If I’m turning in your stomach and making you feel sick”-

in a literal sense, getting half eaten by the mind flayer, figuratively, his memory haunting max and never giving her peace, no matter what she tries.

“When my mother sees me on the side of a milk carton——she’ll cry, and wait up for me”-

The idea of Billy’s mother finding out her son died years later from a random newspaper article or something, not knowing how she didn’t realise he’d died. How she didn’t feel her child dying.

“I’m happier here, because he told me I should be”-

either the MF getting in Billy’s head, telling him he’s doing the right thing, telling him he likes it, or Neil forcing them all to Indiana and demanding a new start, to be the perfect family, to not cause problems.

“You’re so handsome when I’m all over your mouth”-

the fight at the Byers def crossed some wires in that boys head seeing Steve all bloody. Boy ain’t right. But neither am I

“Found you just to tell you I made it real far”-

one of the last things billy sees is the memory of being back in California. Just for a moment he got to be home.

“And I never blamed you for loving me the way that you did”-

billy thinking Neil is justified in what he does because he’s been to conditioned to hate himself, and his mother leaving just creates a whole mess of self worth issues.

Alternatively, max getting older and understanding the nuances of what exactly was going on in that house, and finally forgiving billy completely.

“While you were torn apart, I would still wait with you there”-

max holding him as he died, despite everything, so he wasn’t alone at the end.

“Don’t think too hard about it or you’ll never sleep a wink at night again”-

max not being able to move on, blaming herself for not saving him. Plus the whole eddie parallels with vecna.

“Don’t worry bout me and these green eyes, mama just know that I love you, and I’ll see you when you get here”-

billy knowing that the only chance he’ll ever get to see his mother again is in heaven, and finally being at peace with dying because everything will be okay once he sees her again.

#yes I made myself cry #also I have a full 3 min edit of billy to this song in my head I just wish I knew how to make edits #I will legit pay someone to help me make it #long post #tbh I see so much of preachers daughter in billy #pls talk to me abt this I’m going insane #billy hargrove #harringrove #preachers daughter #stranger things #billy antis dni

[korvessa]

One year of Something Good

#käärijä #bojan cvjetićanin #maybe I made myself cry maybe not yes I did #bojere week 2024

[soulless-bex]

was listening to music while driving, as one does, when my brain, the silly little thing goes:

wouldn’t it be funny if dick grayson killed the joker (who stays dead because he deserves to be) for killing jason and goes through a whole breakdown over whether or not jason would approve of what he did, ultimately deciding that no, jason the happy robin would not be happy with his big brother, no matter how strained their relationship may have been before his death, killing a man out of revenge

cue jason as red hood, pre identify reveal, asking nightwing about what happened to the joker (because of course bruce had it covered up, because in his twisted little mind, a vigilante permanently taking out the mass murderer who is singlehandedly the number one cause of death in gotham would break the gothamites’ trust in them). nightwing admits, because since the joker is dead jason doesn’t have a reason to push the dramatics as much, he’s just fucking with the bats and keeping crime alley safe, and jason has his turn at a breakdown because he just found out someone actually avenged him

emotional reunion. everyone is happy. the end.

#yes it was If I Killed Someone For You by alec benjamin that brought this on #yes i almost made myself cry while i was DRIVING #yes i know it’s unsafe. no my brain doesn’t know that. obviously. #dc fanfiction #dc fanfic prompt #nightwing #dick grayson #jason todd #red hood #the joker dies. fuck him. #i should write that. try my hand at a little angst #but for now it will exist as this silly little prompt and make people suffer on tumblr #both from the story and from the fact that it doesn’t (as far as im aware) exist in fic format #fanfic prompt #music makes my brain go brrr #overactive imagination #its a problem at this point #but lets ignore that

[liviusofpella]

it is now my headcanon that when tyril came back to undermount and couldn't find anything neither in the libraries nor in the catacombs he started undertaking dangerous missions both to find a solution but also because he couldn't deal with the grief and disappointment and needed an excuse to get hurt, punished

#blades of light and shadow #tyril starfury #yes i just made myself cry #choices blades #blades of light and shadow 2 #blades 2 #choices bolas #playchoices #choices Tyril #choices book club

[sparkles-and-galaxies]

There's nothing wrong with "Kai is the Green Ninja" AUs but I feel like we forget that a) elemental powers are hereditary and b) Lloyd is the descendant of the First Spinjitzu Master. Like forgive me for saying this but I think him becoming the prophesied savior of all Ninjago had less to do with his character or destiny and more to do with the fact that he's the literal grandson of god

which then would also explain how Misako knew before anyone else like

Wu: the Green Ninja will wield all four Elements of Creation at once, just like the First Spinjitzu Master

Garmadon, with baby Lloyd in his hands: oh wow I wonder who that'll be

Wu, patting baby Lloyd on the head: such a mystery indeed

Misako:

Misako:

Misako: are you two fucking stupid

#ninjago #yes im aware elemental powers weren't meant to be hereditary originally #but even in the og seasons they actively acknowledge Lloyd's ancestry #and who even knows what's canon anymore anyway #though i do have some theories #i wrote this post bc im procrastinating on that day of the departed rewrite #i will do it at some point but currently #im only at the 'throwing ideas at the wall' stage and i already made myself cry #i needed a break #yall are going to suffer so much #(that is if i ever finish it lol)

[helpimtrappedinthetextbox]

A fnc fic where they met as kids, either by Chip obtaining a way to the under sea and meeting Gil some how or Gil running away to an above sea island and meeting Chip, where they know each other for no more than a month, but fundamentally change the course of each other's lives.

Where Chip shows Gil that it's not always black and white, that life is colored in shades of gray, that the Elders approval isn't everything.

Where Gil shows Chip how to allow himself to be, where he doesn't shave to chance his adoptive father's legacy, he can just be himself.

Where they sob in each others arm for hours knowing it'll likely be the last time they meet.

Where Chip, as he grows, learns to dream for himself, be himself, not chasing a shadow of a time long gone.

Where Gil, as he grows, learns to live for himself, be himself, not trying to fill impossible shoes for a Prophecy that could never be for him.

They do meet again, many years later, when each other is barely a wisp of a memory.

Chip in that boat with Jay, sure of himself and his own journey.

Gil floating in the open tide, having left his home to be free.

They don't recognize each other. They remember the person they met in their childhoods. But names and faces were lost to time.

They become crew, they become family.

One night, in an emotional conversation brought on by feelings of longing for a person long gone, they tell each other about the friend they had in their youths.

About the friend that forever changed their lives.

And maybe they realize, maybe they don't.

But regardless, they're together now. And forever.

#jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #jrwi gillion #gillion tidestrider #jrwi chip #chip james #jay ferin #jrwi jay #(mentioned but not a focus) #fnc #jrwi fnc #jrwi fish and chips #GOOD GRIEF THEY MAKE ME INSANE #bout made myself cry with this one bois #yes i did mean for it to come across as gay :) #chip is such a gunky gooey bastards. makes me wanna take him apart and put him back together over and over again #fnc brainrot #i miss them #my soul longs for that which it cannot have #SOBBIGN RN #apparently having a cry session in the tags about just wanting my silly goofy bois back #the title for the fic would be 'Finding My way back to You“

[beescake]

you invented solkat I think

ACK i am goop. i am merely a student trained by the og solkats of the past decade

#ask #anon #thanks for appreciating my slkts </3 heres a clip from homestuck musical that made me cry laughing #2014 #gif #(karkat) #(sollux) #(solkat) #https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEOSEK-HZuk #shakes fist listen IM SO NOOB I NEED MORE TO. PROVE MYSELF #u guys havent even seen the Them in my wips... #the wips that i open to melt my own braincells on solkat sentiments and then never complete . #but yes feel free to send solkat headcanons ill try to doodle some! #every day i set aside 20% of my mental processes specifically for them i need those energy reserves used somewhere #sollux enjoyers especially!! #i need ur expertise. talk nerdy to me 🫡

[kisasan]

„Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow…”

„I miss your touch on nights

when I'm hollow…”

„I know you crossed a bridge that I can't follow…”

„Since the love that you left is all that I get…I want you to know…”

„That if I can't be close to you

I'll settle for the ghost of you…”

„I miss you more than life…”

„I'd leave it all behind if I could follow…”

„I miss you more than life

I miss you more than life…”

#kimetsu no yaiba #kny hashira training arc #demon slayer #demom slayer spoilers #kny spoilers #kny sabito #giyuu tomioka #sabito #sabigiyuu #sabito x giyuu #song: ghost #song lyrics #lyrics posting #yes again #i made myself cry thinking about them while listening to the cover of this song #so i decided to make you all suffer with me 🤗 #hj #no but seriously #this song fits them so well #I literally tear up when thinking about it #i love them so much #my poor babies deserved better

[hamartia-grander]

Even MORE detroit become human characters as textposts, for your viewing pleasure

+ Bonus:

#Dbh characters as textposts #dbh #dbh memes #dbh connor #dbh markus #dbh kara #dbh north #dbh simon #dbh gavin #help I made myself cry laughing making the last set #it's so perfect too bc Markus is literally holding a 'metal tube' and then he KILLS Connor WITH the metal tube it's so funny #I accidentally got the perfect screenshots #anyways #I also love imagining Markus and Connor fighting over the DUMBEST shit ever like they'll be totally fine w each other #and then all of a sudden they're arguing over what kind of sensory overload is better #or whether or not snow is beautiful #and they'd get so unnecessarily heated about it #and everyone's like wtf you guys it's not that serious #and they're both like FUCK YOU YES IT IS!

[mr-laveau]

I feel like many people don't really pay attention to the fact Avior calls his listener Starlight and the potential significance of that given that he is a demon.

A mutual of mine on Twitter was talking about every beings connection to a heavenly body in Redacted and then brought up the fact that demons are connected to the stars themselves and immediately my thoughts went to Avior calling his listener Starlight.

Like–how do I describe the euphoria in that? It's not just a nickname that encourages one's self to be seen as a shining body of light and warmth BUT it's literally just the fact that demons are so ingrained in the ideas of being a star that when Avior calls the listener his Starlight, it's because they are the part of himself that makes him feel safe, guided, warm, hopeful–use whatever word but do you see my point? I'm not normal about the depth of that pet name because it's just so sweet and I'm gonna cry now, excuse me–

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted fandom #redacted audio starlight #redacted asmr starlight #redacted starlight #yes i made myself cry thinking about that #he's just so– #god i love avior

[local-redhead-bookworm]

A few shots that really drive home just how young Billy was when he died.

He was only eighteen, he was just a frightened child. He didn’t deserve to die.

#billy hargrove #stranger things #billy hargrove deserved to be saved #my baby boy #pulled these from Pinterest #yes I made myself cry with this one #my posts