#y’all are gonna hate me for this one

[firehosebvck]

a little preview of what’s to come 🫣

“Well,” you hear Derek’s voice call out before you’ve even entered the conference room, “Look at who finally decided to grace us with their presence. Not like you to be late, Y/N.” Your friend grins at you boyishly from his chair. You’re going to miss seeing it every day. Don’t give in, don’t show any resistance. It’s the only thing that will save you now.

You offer as much of a smile as you can. “Guess there’s a first time for everything, Der,” you murmur, trying and failing to sigh away the prick of tears behind your eyes. Your gaze travels to a spot on the far back wall, just between Spencer’s and Emily’s shoulders. You can’t let yourself look them in the eye. If you do that, this will have been for nothing. “I...” You try to swallow the growing lump in your throat, “I want all of you to know that I love you with everything I have left in me, and... that’s what makes this so fucking unfair.” You take a deep breath to steady your voice, tears already seeping through and breaking down the walls you’ve built. “I didn’t want to do this, but I see no other choice.” You unclip your badge and place it and your gun on the table. You then take the manila folder out of the bag hanging heavily on your shoulder and slide it across the table in front of Aaron.

The sound of your heartbeat thundering in your ears muffles all other sounds around you, and you fear that you’ll break your hand if you clasp them together any tighter. It’s the only thing anchoring you to reality. Aaron’s voice brings you back, the folder opened and his eyes stormy. “What is this?” The sound of his voice makes you shudder. You’ve known your boss long enough to know that if he raises his voice any louder, all the restraint he has will be out the window.

“My resignation,” you tell him and watch his left eye twitch, “Effective immediately.”

Five bodies stand all at once, spines ramrod straight. Rage, desperation, bewilderment, and a few other emotions that you can’t quite decipher mix into a cocktail of misery on their faces.

“You’re leaving?” Derek demands, his tone harsh. “Just like that, no second thought?”

“I said that I didn’t want to do this, that I had no other choice, and I meant it,” you stress. “I’m going to spend the rest of my life hating myself for what I’m giving up. But... I don’t see any other way out.”

“Can you at least tell us why?” Penelope asks, and you feel the knife in your chest twist. You never wanted it to end like this; hell, you didn’t want it to end at all. You remember the text you got earlier this morning, right before you walked into the building. You’ve made your choices. Now, live with them.

“Somehow, confidential information from one of our cases—one of my files—was leaked,” you lie. “The Brass wants someone to blame. And they’re going to blame me because my name was attached to that file.”

“Do you have any idea who could’ve gotten ahold of that intel?” Emily asks. You shake your head.

You knew exactly who it was.

“Why wasn’t I told about the leak?” Aaron asks, his Hotch voice making an appearance. “That’s something I should’ve known.”

“I’m sorry, sir,” you tell him, and you are sorry. Just not for the reason he thinks. “Strauss said that the director wanted it handled quietly. This was the fastest way to do that.”

“So, some asshole is going after one of our own, and we’re just supposed to do what?” Rossi asks, his shoulders tight. “Sit with our thumbs in our asses until he’s brought in?”

“Dave’s right,” Aaron agrees. “Y/N, you’re not going anywhere, I won’t let you. I’m going to talk to Erin.” He takes a step forward, but you place a hand on his chest to block his path.

You feel his heartbeat under the tips of your fingers. It’s quick. He’s angry. “Sir, don’t. Please. I’ve already caused enough trouble. I need to just... take it with grace, I guess.” You try to give him a reassuring smile, but it does nothing to ease him. “Thank you for trying to fight for me.”

With that, you take your hand off his chest and walk out of the room without another word. Your palm still tingles from where it laid on Aaron’s chest.

#e posts #e writes #aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner x reader #aaron hotchner series #aaron hotchner angst #y’all are gonna hate me for this one #not gonna lie

[blorbodiaz]

my last few hours of being twenty and i’m spending them writing sad fanfiction.

#couldn’t be more on brand tbh #y’all are gonna hate me for this one #angel talks about 911

[iguessitsjustme]

I can’t stop thinking about that scene in the library where Day drops the CDs and Mhok just watches him because it perfectly encapsulates why Day chooses Mhok out of everyone else to be his caretaker.

It’s not about the fact that Mhok treats him normally because everyone’s normal is different. For me, if I see someone drop something and struggle to pick it up, I jump in and help regardless of the reason it was dropped. Because that’s the kind of person I am. That’s normal for me, but it’s not normal for Mhok.

The reason Mhok is chosen is because he treats Day as capable. He knows Day can walk to him to get his library card. He knows Day can pick up the CDs. He doesn’t ignore Day’s disability but he doesn’t treat him like he’s limited by it (at least at first I’m sure this will change as he takes care of Day).

When Mhok crashed showed up for the initial interview, Day made a snarky comment about the reason they were hiring someone was because he can’t even manage to eat on his own without injuring himself. Day is tired and he’s angry and he used to be an athlete and now he can’t even feed himself without his mother worrying.

Day is angry about his situation but behind that and buried very deep is fear that this is his life forever. That he will never see again and he will need to rely on people for the rest of his life. Then Mhok comes along and he’s also angry. Mhok’s pain and grief isn’t something that can ever be cured but it can be healed. And their anger speaks to each other. Mhok sees the anger and fear and pain in Day and understands and sees his own anger and pain reflected back.

Also no one treats Mhok like he’s capable despite his skill set because of his past. He was in jail? Oh well I guess suddenly he doesn’t know how to be a mechanic anymore. Mhok and Day need each other because they treat each other as more than what society sees them as and they treat each other like they’re capable of more than the shit hands they’ve been dealt.

#last twilight #last twilight the series #last twilight series #I had to sit and ruminate on this for a minute #I’ve just not processed the episode #also I hate to tell y’all but I think the show is gonna end with day getting his sight back #and you’re not gonna believe it from me because I’m always yelling about glasses #but in this case I think it’s fine if day gets his sight back #the show has specifically set up a possibility for that in the first episode #it wouldn’t be some magical cure where he wakes up one day and his sight it fixed #it’s also something that the character himself would want not something that another character imposes on him #looking at youuuu top and mew and the lasik #anyway I have more thoughts on that but those are thoughts for later maybe

[littleoceanbabe]

loki: i don’t want to be alone.

the s2e6 loki writers, for some reason: so anyway i have an idea-

#loki #loki s2 #loki season 2 #lokius #sure i’ll put that tag there why not #y’all i am. not okay. #i’m gonna combust and shrivel up into ash #r u fucking w me rn??? #and NO POST CREDITS SCENE????? #NO ‘will return’ SCREEN????? #I HATE U MARVEL GOOD LORD #I SHOULDVE STAYED AWAY FROM MARVEL PROPERTIES I STG #THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST ONE I TOUCH AFTER ENDGAME AND THIS IS WHAT I GET??? R U SERIOUS #FUCK OFF

[pinkmirth]

i love love loveeee castlevania nocturne! i’ve been binging it lately and i’m already growing terribly obsessed ><

#yayyy another piece of fiction to obsess over relentlessly for months! #the artstyle is the prettiest i say! #literally every character is so hot. have mercy on my soul #im almost finished with the series! one episode to go which I’m gonna savor ‘cause i know netflix won’t bring a new season for another year #y’all see my lovely wife annette over there!? #might i add that i love richette a crazy amount! #don’t hate me for this but i like nocturne more than the original castlevania series >< nocturne’s just cuntier!!! #gonna think about this show for the next three weeks . . . #❥ — rambles! #— (castlevania!) #— (castlevania: nocturne!) #❥ — annette! #❥ — richter! #❥ — richette!

[notnewtothescene]

WAAHHH I MISS THEM

#mcytblr #taurtis #doodle #grian #joeyish #doodles #taurtis fanart #grian fanart #y’all are gonna hate or love me for this one #anyways back to sobbing

[yourqueenb]

HE’S HERE

#choices bolas #choices blades #blades of light and shadow #choices stories you play #playchoices #he’s finally here for me y’all #what am I gonna say to him 😭 #what is he gonna say to me?! #is he gonna hate me for leaving him behind bc honestly babe I’m so sorry #my friends have been treating me like shit so rip to them Aerin you’re my new best friend sweetie #my best friend who I might occasionally flirt with and kiss now that Mal is acting up #part of the reason why I left him behind in book 1 was also bc I didn’t wanna be tempted by him #I flirted with him but decided that I wanted Mal to be my one and only #but he needs to get his act together before he can claim that title #choices #choices app #pixelberry studios #pixelberry

[sunnibits]

bruh why is everyone suddenly saying Izzy’s gonna die this season no tf he’s not shut up y’all are scaring me 😭😭 genuinely tho y’all are clowning if you think he’s rlly gonna die after all that. like besties haven’t you learned by now that the Narrative can’t touch us here.

#at least as far as death goes yknow #like yeah Ed and stede will repetitively break up forever #but they’re not just gonna kill him off jesus #y’all are so traumatized by other shows calm down 😭😭 this is a safe space ship #(please nobody prove me wrong) #but like. cmon. this show is kind. it’s so kind even to one of the most hated characters #they’re not just gonna off him for character development sheesh

[prettyboybuck]

Sensing even a little bit of Gwen hate in a merthur fic gives me the ick faster than the speed of light

#like… im gonna exit and pretend I never read this #y’all hate Gwen for WHAT????????? #she’s literally the best strongest most compassionate beautiful character to ever exist and we’re making her the villain FOR WHAT #just read a fic where Merlin was disgusted when Arthur married her like shut the hell up pls I’m sooooo not into that #merthur is obviously my otp but Arwen or just gwen hating fics make me sick actually #arwen is beautiful and one of my comfort ships fr #some people really don’t know how to characterize Gwen outside of her romances with men and that’s gross and I’ll die on that hill

[mx-bluesky]

preview of my new legendlark fanart

it is entitled The Guardians Are Going To Fuck Up Your Casino And There’s Nothing You Can Do About It

I will be releasing it before the next episode is up

#legendlark #fanart preview #you have no idea how insane this made me #or how much fun it was #no but I hate drawing faces that’s the best one on there #and I still don’t even like it #proud of her hair glitter tho! #y’all are gonna be disappointed in Fran’s dress but I just couldn’t #anyway enjoy

[whoblewboobear]

Idk how any of you are getting the ick or weird vibes from anyone yet.. I’m still where I was night one. My mind did change about Red tho bc he’s fully just there and I haven’t heard his voice since the premier lmao.

Everyone is vibing idk 🤷🏾‍♀️ Also, we gotta hang up the clown wig and be real about Kirsten putting herself in the position she’s in. Same with Jared. If you talk too much and the entire house knows they can’t trust you, word will get around. This is not a Taylor situation they’re just bad players from what we’ve seen so far. If I was in the house and saw an easy target in someone id let them ruin their own game and mind my business. Izzy taking the initiative to use that her to advantage isn’t a wild choice to make and she’s not a rat for doing it. If she starts throwing people under the bus or taking private info to other people then she’s a rat. This is all just early game strategy I?? Don’t get all the fuss rn I really don’t

#I’m out for blood but not when it’s unwarranted #there’s a lot of people I probably wouldn’t vibe with irl but they don’t give me the ick #bb Twitter people if this is y’all acting up it’s on sight 👀 #bbtumblr is here for vibes and mess but not.. whatever weird ass assumptions are making about these normal ass people #I went in this season ready to hate on all the racists and all the homophobes etc but 🤷🏾‍♀️ #there’s not shit to hate on rn #I’m not gonna preach about troops or whatever bc I don’t give a fuck about the troops #if you sign up to kill people and come back with trauma I hope you do get the help you need #the military is a choice 8/10 times I’m sorry 🤷🏾 #does being in the military equat to being a serial killer? idk I’m not the one to say #none of these people look like serial killers to me tho lmao like wtf does that even mean? #idc to find out #bb25

[hyaciiintho]

🌸｡*ﾟ+. Me @ me every time I say “small starter call! These will be just a few sentences probably haha”: Why the fuck you lyin’?? Why you fuckin’ lying??? Mmmmm oh my god. Stop. Fuckin’ LYIN’! 🎶

#MUN SPEAKING 🌸 ᴬ ʷᵉᵃᵛᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ᵗᵃˡᵉˢ; ᴾᵃⁱⁿᵗᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ˢᵗᵃʳˢ #ANYWAYS… I think that’s the last of them :’D so if I missed you please let me know #or if you want one you know what to do 💙 I can’t ever stick to “these are gonna be short!” jfjdjdhsbne #I JUST KEEP WRITING AND I HATE IT but they’re at least like… a couple paragraphs and not 10 y’know?? Small victories! #I gotta get to work so have a good night/day y’all! ✨ more replies coming tonight!

[j-esbian]

i am once again begging people to learn how to recommend things. i’ve been seeing a couple posts lately about a league of their own that have honestly done a really poor job of selling it, not least because none of them actually say what it’s about

one essentially said “you guys need to watch it because it’s got queer woc, and if you don’t watch it, we’ll never get a season 2” which is coming at it backwards. why do i care about getting another season of a show i haven’t watched yet?

another said “if you liked our flag means death you should watch this, because they’re both gay and about real-life historical figures” which, while technically true, is missing the point of both shows. ofmd is a comedy about pirates in the early 16th century. a league of our own, from what i can tell (i had to google it, because none of those posts mention any of this) seems to be a drama about baseball in the early 20th century. what about those is similar

do we really need to keep having this discussion about not tokenizing stories?? because it does it a disservice to boil it down to “it’s good and you should watch it because it’s Diverse”

it’s like if i said, “hmm, i want to go clothes shopping, my closet feels stale,” and you told me, “i have just the thing,” and tried to give me a blank cardboard box with something inside. “what is it?” i ask, and you tell me, “it’s purple.”

but is it a top? pants? i don’t really wear skirts so i wouldn’t be interested. is it a turtleneck? i like those sometimes, but it’s really hard to pull them off. what material is it? i have sensory issues and i don’t like polyester. what if we’re not the same size and it doesn’t fit?

“it’s purple” you tell me. “you like purple. you’ll like it, trust me.”

#also the fact that everyone says to watch it but no one has said where #which i realize is probably because they have 🏴‍☠️ and expect other people will also #but it’s a bad habit to get into. if you’re recommending something you need to let people know how to get it #spoiler culture definitely contributes to this too. people don’t want to tell you anything that happens in case it Ruins the Surprise #i’m going to be generous and say that maybe these posts were written for a small circle of people and i am not in that conversation #but it’s something i see all the fucking time from like. everyone i know #i don’t taken reccs from my sibling or their gf anymore lol #like. boiling something down to ‘it’s gay so it’s your duty to watch it’ makes it feel like a chore #the last time i listened to that argument was years ago bc everyone was talking about steven universe #which like. was mediocre imo. i don’t think i’d ever have watched it otherwise but i didn’t hate it #i never really felt a spark of ‘oh i like this’ but i kept making myself keep up with it because I Had To #like don’t get me wrong. i will probably watch this show bc i love the 40s aesthetic #but y’all are doing it and yourselves no favors by talking about things in this way #i very much DO like purple but i’m gonna need a little more information first #mine

[goth-goro]

Consider: Rock band phantom thieves who got famous off a viral video, wear masks on stage to maintain private lives as well. Akechi is a classically trained musician who’s been essentially forced into being an overly peppy pop musician by his father, who owns a record label. he’s beloved by the public but also somewhat hated by the rest of the industry for how his dad made his career.

secretly though, he goes to underground shows and performs his own music under a disguise and the name “crow,” trying to gain enough notoriety to have his own career, separate from his dad’s label.

Akechi and “The Phantom Thieves” (and god, he thinks that name is one of the stupidest things he’s ever heard, how did they gain fame on their own when he’s struggling to) happened to meet at a few of those underground alternative shows before the PTs blew up, only to meet again when their popularity grows enough that his dad wants them to collab for the “cross-genre fanbase.” Akira IMMEDIATELY recognizes him as That Pretty Indie Musician and knows that the pop music isn’t really what he wants to do, seeing through the plastic pop star smiles into how sad Akechi is.

He tries to get him to join the phantom thieves, but akechi was a bit… over competitive when they’d met earlier, insisting that he has to make it on his own or he won’t be proving anyone wrong that h e could’ve gained his fame without outside help, either from his dad or from this annoyingly pretty guitarist who his fanbase has decided to “ship” him with.

When akechi finally DOES make it on his own, he makes a REAL collab with the PTs, which is a super aggressive rock song blatantly about how shitty music execs are. It’s the first song akira ever sings on, to the absolute shock of every one of his fans who have grew to know him as the nearly silent member of the band, despite writing most of the songs. It’s at their first show performing together (with equal stage time, thank you very much. Akechi wouldn’t be caught DEAD opening for anyone), where Akira accidentally calls Akechi his boyfriend, announcing their relationship on accident.

#persona 5 #p5 #akira kurusu #akechi goro #p5r #goro akechi #akeshu #ren amamiya #shuake #who wants to bet that one person who hates me for no reason is gonna comment on this lol #sorry man other people can exist in fandom space #persona #akechi #persona 5 royal #already posted on twt but y’all might like it too #also super unfinished but i’m probably gonna write a full actual fic eventually #anyways #enjoy! #persona 5 strikers #ren amimaya #akiren #kurusu akira #phantom thieves #the phantom thieves #band au #rock band au #rockstar au #popstar au #akeshuake

[animationismycomfort]

hey guys I have a serious question here

and everyone knows to answer a serious question is through POLLS

so



#I asked this on my YouTube channel as well #because that’s where I’m gonna post my afton videos #but I feel like it’ll get more feedback here then YouTube so #especially since I’m on hiatus until October(kinda it’s complicated) #either way please answer in case I need to change my afton names cause I’ve already given them made up names #cause I honestly hate most fanon names used for them #also only use the games please #as that’s one of the only things i consider canon #besides the creators words #polls #my stuffy stuff #afton family #fnaf #Mr afton #also #yes I’m making an au for the afton family leave me alone #I like these blank slate characters that I can do anything with ok #(but I won’t probably post much of them cause it’s for my YouTube mostly but if some of y’all are into gacha I can give a link) #that is all #please answer cause I’m genuinely curious

[mycological-mariner]

Crying while reading The Flight of the Heron. Keith really is just out here calling Ewen “my Achilles” nine times in two pages

#not to mention! #‘MY warrior’ and other forms of the possessive #mother fucker??? #and then the book ACTUALLY PULLED the ‘only one bed thing’ like please #I seriously thought y’all were over exaggerating the homoerotic tension and you were WERENT #if anything it was downplayed! #’my Achilles’ stfu man #and his whole ‘I’m really going to miss him I hope we meet again one day but I’m sure he doesn’t feel the same’ #JESUS Mary and JOSEPH son! #and yeah do I get why he dipped? of course. it makes sense for the story and his character #doesn’t mean I have to like it lol #man really stole this man’s clothes and left a farewell note omfg #HE DIDNT EVEN BREAK PAROLE BUT HE STILL LEFT A GOODBYE NOTE #i hate this book #it’s making me feel emotions #and I KNOW they’re gonna meet again - it’s literally a trilogy of books #but omg that reunion is gonna hurt isn’t it #if I were ewen I would ABSOLUTELY be pissed and freaking out! ofc I’m thinking he’s gonna snitch on us to the English! #oooh it’s juicy. and keith being such a lil bitch rubbing on ewen to get a rise out of him and then immediately apologising #this reads like fan fic in the best ways possible #and now we have to go back to England UHG #I will keep everyone updated whether you like it or not. likely not but fuck it #I need to have a little scream about this book #anyways #flight of the heron