#would do wonders for your mental health

[pastelniche]

some guy dot jpeg

#sorry for 'some guy'ing you eden i love you #you deserve to be just some guy tho #would do wonders for your mental health #art #oc #eden tamaro #dgb #days go by

[pixlokita]

I feel like ? I gotta remind people it’s ok to unfollow a blog when it upsets you in any way >> like if I ever do that sure, you can let me know if it was anything I did personally I’d appreciate it but if you just don’t enjoy something it’s ok to unfollow ;w; can’t stress enough how important it is to put your mental health first 👌

#pix habla #fnaf #✨💖 even if you don’t like frogs and I post about frogs does that make sense #i see some yall not liking some of the stuff I draw and just kinda wonder ? why you still follow lol #i won’t take it personally #even if it’s a mutual heck I’ve even told my friends to unfollow if they ever need a break from my blog =w=👌 #because It’s nothing personal >> #i used to ok so funny story xD I used to follow a friend in middle school on social media #and we were good friends but had nothing in common in what we posted about =w= #like she loved Beatles fanfics (don’t ask do not ask idk I didn’t read past the titles) #and i loved sonic :v #and like #thats aigh ? you don’t gotta ? follow a blog that doesn’t bring joy no matter if you’re close or not #i would honestly hate it if I’m making anyone upset or unhappy #so yeyeyeye I’ve said this before in other fandoms but like >>)✨✨💖 put 👏 your mental health 👏👏👏 FIRST ALWAYS👏 #Stay safe y’all ✨👌 have fun be free #we’re all just… sitting here… online 😔 ain’t nothing to it

[da-proti-toku-grem]

my mom found this super detailed online test that helps you find careers that you'd probably like according to your answers (ofc we know that it's just a test and it doesn't mean you have to study what they give you, but i just can't find anything that i like and i'm running out of time, so we were like, why not yk) so, i took the test and after 30 minutes of answering questions you know what i got? biotechnology. the same career that i chose last year and the one i dropped out of in january.

idk if i want to laugh or cry tbh

#i mean it gives you more than one option but this was the one with more compatibility #and the other ones are also a big no for me so... #god idk what to do with my life #and atp i can't help but start thinking (again): did i drop out bc i didn't like the career or bc my mental health is SO bad #i think it's a combination of the the two bc yeah i probably would've enjoyed the few months i did at least a bit more if i wasn't depresse #but i REALLY didn't like it #tho then again i don't know what changed bc it WAS what i wanted and then i got there and i went NOPE almost immediately #and like i know your opinions can change and that is good that i dropped out if i realized that's not my thing #but i can't help but wonder if it is really not my thing or is my brain just not letting me enjoy the things i like? #bc every option i've been looking at to start next year is like... No #i can't find anything i think i might enjoy at least a little bit #i found this university that i gives you the possibility of doing the classes and exams online and everything #and that would be to study 'translation and interpretation' with english & french (& spanish ofc) #and since i'm already bilingual in english & i've a certificate in french (not bilingual but is smth) i would be able to skip some subjects #which is good i guess and i like languages but it's also like the opposite of what i've been doing my whole life bc i studied science in hs #and then again idk if i'll like it or not #and i know i won't know if i like it or not until i try it out and everyone is like 'well if it's not your thing then you drop out again' #which i mean is true i Can but god i don't want to go through all this again i need at least a bit of certainity or i'm gonna go insane #also i've been searching for so long w/o findinf anything that my parents are already saying #'well if you don't want to study you'll have to look for a job' #and if the thought of studying a carreer is already scary #if i have to look for a job rn (there are not many options here if you don't have a degree)...... #the thought itself makes me sick :/ #i just don't know what to do and i'm so fucking tired i just want to curl up in bed and not do anything for at least 2 months #(am i having another existential crisis after that panic attack 3 days ago or did the existential crisis not stop since january?) #(probably sooner) #(i guess we'll never know........) #venting #maca speaks

[katierosefun]

ough so i just finished watching heartstopper and something i do rather appreciate about this show--outside of all the beautiful queer rep and friendships--is probably just this. idea that you could be surrounded by literally the best and kindest support group and! sometimes you will still have bad days! something something when doctor who said that life is a pile of good things and a pile of bad things and the good things don't always make the bad things go away, but the bad things don't make the good things less significant or important! it is very true that you could have a million reasons to be happy, but still struggle very deeply with hurts that you've had in the past! but that's okay! that doesn't mean you're a sad story! you'll be okay! it's not bad that you have all these beautiful people in your life and still aren't 100% there all the time! you'll be! okay!

#caroline talks #the way i don't even know if this is the biggest takeaway in heartstopper #but charlie's arc in the last few episodes of season 2 are so. MAN-- #and also darcy's arc is also. i'm. crying! #it's like. two people who seem pretty cheery and sweet but then they spend days just quietly isolating themselves #or just refusing to tell anyone about anything because they're terrified of just. having too much baggage. #and. idk! #i feel like there's this lie that a lot of people tell themselves #that's just like 'if i have fulfilling relationships then i should be happy! i should be fixed!' #and it's just like. babes no. #yes having fulfilling relationships can do wonders for your mental health and sense of self! #but you might still have! bad days! #like. i know that i would sometimes have these moments of. #like. you don't need to constantly be suffering in order to make your trauma valid. y'know? #and i feel like heartstopper delivers that theme quite well

[hecksupremechips]

Girl like. The reason he said "this is how it should be" and faced death with a smile....is cuz he wanted to die. For 2 years he sat there thinking he was worthless and deserved to die. If he hadn’t be shot, his death would’ve been suicide, he was fully planning to die in a gutter somewhere undetected. When saying "this is how it should be" hes literally saying "don’t cry because I’m dying, my death is a good thing actually because I fucking suck and you are better off without me". I don’t think that’s badass even slightly, it’s actually really sad and really shitty. Shinjiro is so convinced that he deserves to die and hates the idea of anyone giving a shit about him because he literally can’t wrap his mind around the idea that he will be missed when he’s gone, that his death is a bad thing actually. And his last words were meant to be comforting because he fully did not intend for anyone to be there when he died, he intended to die alone, so he says them as a reminder that he’s not worth crying over

Personally, if it were me, if I was holding my dying best friend in my arms who was deeply depressed and suicidal and he said "this is how it should be" uh. I wouldn’t admire him for it??? Like am I losing my mind when I say the way this game handles Shinji is bad or is anyone else seeing this too 😰

#its like okay listen i understand the basic math of any persona game they say things and everything they say is actually #very bad when you think about it for more than 3 seconds #like what theyre intending to do with the death of this character is be like oh no your sad friend dies tragically thats so saddddd #but that doesnt mean you cant live a wonderful life full of meaning you cant let grief consume you life is beautiful awagga #and i guess shinji is a specific character whos used cuz i guess its more tragic that he never realized he was worthy of life and shit #and i guess its also like ‘dont be like this guy who let grief consume him and then died you gotta Be Different’ #which i dont. love. that last part cuz if you think about shinji and what led him down this road #its like. of course hes depressed! he accidentally killed a woman with a child when he was 16! #he himself is an orphan and he just made some other kid an orphan as well and it happened cuz his persona went out of control #which very much can translate to ‘this must mean im dangerous and can hurt everyone if im not kept under control’ #so of course he isolated himself and believed he was evil and became suicidal like who wouldnt feel that way #like am i supposed to be mad he left sees and took drugs cuz uh while i dont think isolation or Evil Drug is good for his mental health #i dont think him continuing to fight in sees is something he can just easily do again given how he killed someone like he shouldnt have to #be a part of this thing anymore like how would he even safely get castor to not do that??? he cant kill more people on accident! #so yeah like using shinji as an example of bad coping mechanisms is already just. a big fucking oof to me like it just feels like the game #is saying he shouldve gotten over it and simply not be suicidal and stayed on the team. idk if thats the intent but uh it wouldnt faze me #cuz persona games are notoriously awful at writing characters who are traumatized and abused #but what makes everything even worse is how the game kinda like. acts like shinjis death is a stepping stone #like we’re supposed to use it as a wake up call and understand the stakes but keep going on anyways #and akihiko and Ken get. ‘great character development’ according to the game telling you they have now developed #but damn all akihiko is is just repressed he cries for 3 seconds and then is like I SHOULD MAN UP and then neglects a depressed child #shinjis dying words are words to live by now even though they piss me the fuck off like girl am i crazy HES FUCKING #HES TELLING ME NOT TO CRY OVER HIM BECAUSE HE SHOULD BE DEAD ACTUALLY AND THIS IS A GOOD THING ACTUALLY #like if the game wants us to still find meaning in life despite losing someone it just really hurts that shinji has to die for that to work #apparently. cuz the character i see myself in is shinji. not some perfect prettyboy who does everything perfectly and has 4 gfs #his death seems like a punishment for bad behavior. the bad behavior being of course depression and drug use. and im simply supposed to be #better than that if i want to live. and we dont get to form a connection with him cuz thats gayyyyy #and his death is like a NOBLE HEROIC SACRIFICE idk its just such bullshit to me i hate it so bad #how is killing a suicidal guy and then treating it as admirable that he said ‘this is how it should be’ supposed to make me feel #makes me feel sick personally and it ruins the entire game’s theme to me because its fucking shallow and the story is bad and im tired

[rosicheeks]

Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..

I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.

I was texting my sister today about it and she said

“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”

I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences

#I relate to all of this so much #and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma #I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine #it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian #honestly at this point I have no clue what i am #even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma #but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents #growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold #cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them #but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there #their perfect angel fell from heaven #and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything #it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith #it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally #the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church #when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with #wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was #YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away #and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone) #but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life #but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it #which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to #^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop #sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma #yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse #sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past #please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best #it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family #I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Thinking about the half baked au where croix and chariot have to share a bedroom and it goes terribly

#if only I could write😔✌️ #it’s better off that I can’t tho #bc I have a firm believe that making things gay will solve problems #she loves her. she hates her. you know what would take your mind off your exs evil plot? your relationship issues #it doesn’t say wonderful things about my recent mental health if this is the first one I’m thinking about in ages #dumb in love? nah. hanahaki? also no. enemies to lovers? I’m not in high school anymore. i can do it better now #soup talks

[wutheringmights]

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#my digestive issues are literally under the most control they have ever been in my life and they are still ruining my life #woke up fine today. went to a coffee shop. had to leave after an hour #i had so many plans for today and now i'm stuck at home because i can't be too far away from a bathroom #i didn't eat anything that would trigger this. my gut just hates me i guess #earlier this month i have a risk food but i thought i took enough precautions to be safe and it fucked me up for like #2 weeks straight #i wonder what its like for people to not have to wonder about bathroom access every time they leave the house #i wonder what its like to eat normal foods without calculating how sick its going to make you #i wonder what its like to not have entire plans tossed out the window for reasons beyond your control #fucking sucks man #i hate ibs #in exchange for my terrible gut i do have a fantastic immune system somehow but weirdly that means i never take time off work? #ok so i am so good at just managing my issues that i just power through whenever im sick. #it's not like i can afford to take time off whenever i feel sick anyway and besides once you have to take multiple AP tests in high school #while in the middle of an episode you grow a lot of tolerance for being functional while sick #but then. i just i could have excuses to take days off because i have a cold or something. get a rest every now and then #but what illnesses i get beyond digestion issues are so slight that i can just. power through. i am never ill enough to take time off #and i get so worried that one day I will need that PTO that I can't convince myself to use it for like mental health days and ugh #this is more of a personal problem than anything but still. i wish i got sick like a normal person

[sp3llboundgirl]

I wish my psychiatrist was more interested in actually listening to me than trying to prove that she's right about everything 🙃

#she uses up all of our appointment time telling me stuff i already know #or just ignoring me and pretending that im dumb and self diagnosing with every single mental illness which im not even close to doing #people like her motivate me so much to work in the mental health field #i finally convinced her that i have ptsd but of course she had to say that not everyone who would be in my situation would develop ptsd #and i probably did because im an exessively anxious person #and she doesnt believe im autistic because according to her autistic people are emotionally disconnected and only ever think with logic #and she doesnt see that in me #she told me that im not full on autistic but neurodivergent because i have autistic traits but not enough #she asked me if i wanted her to write down the word neurodivergent for me to look it up later #and i was like its okay i already know that word.. #then at some point she was like “youre not schizophrenic” and i said no and she said “youre not bipolar” and i said no #and then she said “you have anxiety problems” and i said yes #but i said no shit sherlock in my head lmao #i never said i thought i was schizophrenic or bipolar so idk why she was telling me this in the hopes of offending me #oh and she says i used to have a problem with cutting myself only because of teenage hormones so thats wonderful

[gaycousinlarry]

this is stupid but

#i get what people say when they say ’prioritize your mental health’ #but i ALSO just. don’t fucking want to think any more abt my mental health? i want to just exist and not have to #HEAL myself or TREAT myself #it would be WONDERFUL to not have to prioritize anything to do with this body and it’s Issues

[jmbringitonworld]

Me: I know Error is an anti-social man-baby, but I like to think that he'd be a surprisingly sweet partner, and this post perfectly sums up how my version of him feels about his wife.

~~~~~~~

Blue: Congratulations on reaching your first anniversary, Error!

Ink: Has it really been that long? Wow... I can't believe you haven't driven your wife away yet, Glitchy.

Error: And I can't believe that you're an even bigger pain in my coccyx now, than when we were enemies!

Blue: Guys, guys! Please, no fighting! This is a happy occasion, remember?!

Error: *Incoherent grumbling*

Ink: I really am amazed that you've managed to stay together for this long, though. You must've worked really hard to keep your marriage from falling apart.

Error: Hmph. I'll have you know that my marriage has never been hard work. Quite the opposite, actually.

Ink (sceptical): Really?

Error: Yes, really! Being with my wifey is the easiest thing in the Multiverse. All she has to do is walk into the room, and all of my negativity just disappears. Nightmare can even confirm that.

Blue: Wowzers! That sounds incredible!!

Error: She's incredible. Even when things get difficult, and life tries to get in our way, I know that everything will be all right, so long as she's by my side.

Blue: Awww... 💖

Error: This horrible, overcrowded Multiverse... It's too much for me. Too many sounds, colours, smells, people... All these awful anomalies everywhere! *slight glitching*… I just can't handle it all... But when my wifey is with me, all that craziness just fades away, until she is all that exists. I hold her and she is everything.

Blue: 🤩

Ink: 😲

Error: …What? Why are you two weirdos looking at me like that?

#Little Moments In Time #JMB imagines #error sans #error x frisk #frans #sans x frisk #ink!sans #ink sans #swap!sans #blue #blueberry #error being surprisingly romantic #i think being in love would be good for him #love can do wonders for your mental health #error probably gets overstimulated very easily after being trapped alone in the anti-void for so long #good thing he has his wifey to keep him grounded

[nightlocktime]

EMMA SUÁREZ in The Red Squirrel (1993) for @ghostcat3000

#emma suárez #la ardilla roja #the red squirrel #night edits #ghostcat3000 #fanworks festivus 2022 #things I learned working on this #1. giffing is NOT like riding a bike I in fact forgot everything about it #1.5 I'm very bad at bike riding anyway #2. I don't have to be a psycho and capture the entire movie it's bad for the computer and my mental health #3. (after all the computer pain) I love making gifsets. It's so much fun. I should get back on this more often #anyway... #I'M SO SORRY I'M SO LATE BUT IT'S STILL YOUR BD IN THIS SIDE OF THE PLANET #Feliz cumpleañossssssssssssssssssssss #hope it was wonderful for you in and out of this fandom space #it's a joy to know you and have you around #ALSO #there is another gifset coming your way because I'm incapable of just doing one but I had the decency of stopping at 2 this time #if I had it my way they would have been 5 but my computer won't survive it #HUGS! #YOU'RE THE BEST! #GOOD NIGHT!

[thethingything]

sometimes you just kind of realise that a lot of very ridiculous things are happening in your life but it's not like you can do anything about any of it so you're just sat scrolling through Tumblr and occasionally remembering that there is in fact a reason you have the stress levels of someone being hunted for sport

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #<- kind of but honestly I'm more just like. what the fuck is going on in my life right now #anyway do you ever finally talk to someone about stuff that's been happening in your life #and suddenly get hit with the realisation that ''oh right yeah this would ruin most people's mental health'' #but there are several ongoing things all piled up that are all like that and you're suddenly very aware of why you're struggling so much #also for anyone wondering (because idk it might be relatable) this is fine to reblog if you want

[sharkieboi]

it’s my little brother’s birthday so I called him and we chatted for a very long time and made plans to play video games together and it made me very happy especially cause I know this last year has been very hard for him and it sounds like he’s doing better and !!! i’m just really happy for him and excited to try and virtually hang out with him more often!!!

#shhh sharkie #he wants to play Fallout together and when he upgrades his PC play BG3 together #he’s having a rough time being the only kid at home with our parents and dealing with his own mental health issues as well #and it sounds like he’s maybe got a job lined up that isn’t a service worker job and is actually in his field of interest #and would let him at least work in the city (idk if it would pay him enough to move out but he’d be where he wants to be) #he’s been through a lot and i’m glad especially that his birthday week/month has been this really positive turning point for him #i love him very much and i’ve been so sad that i’m so far away and baseline bad at communicating so i haven’t done a good job #of being his big brother. i’ve always looked out for him and he’s my buddy and that’s just gotten so much harder being several states away #i just want him to be happy #we all joke that the siblings Unionized when we were all stuck at home in 2020 but truly nothing has made me appreciate my siblings more #than being stuck inside the house with them and our parents for months with all of us at adult-ish age #yeah they’re all annoying sometimes but truly i love them very much #like when I found out that terrible thing a month or so back and i called my older sister about it cause i was so distraught #and we have the WORST relationship of the four of us like historically horrible fights do not get along #but I cried about it to her and literally told her ‘sometimes you just need your big sister’ #and she was so understanding and kind and righteously angry for me #is this what growing up is? siblings are weird and wonderful. I love you but also i’m going to tackle you.

[courtofwonder]

i think i need oc rp tags to make a resurgence tbh

#it would do wonders for the mental health #i don't rp as much anymore but I LOVE following everyone's storylines #and i'll make an oc any day #also tiktok cosplay tags with your ocs? #chefs kiss #anyways hmu if these ever come back #lumi musings

[aggressivedean]

thinking of the guy at the bar last night who noticed me tapping my foot (I didn’t even notice I was doing it) and asked if I was a musician and I said no, but I played clarinet for 8 or so years so I get rhythm and can find a beat, and he asked why I didn’t play anymore and I had to think for a sec and my answer is just that I don’t take the time, life is busy, I live in an apt etc. etc. and then this nice man who I’ve never met before is imploring me to pick it up and try it out again, even if my skill level isn’t where it used to be and talking about how finding the love in it again is so healing and you know what….he’s right. I do have the time. I can make the time

#I do miss her and love her (clarinet) #starting my day with playing clarinet on a Saturday rather than scrolling social media would do wonders for my mental health. #I just know it #profoud moments of reflection brought to you buy a guy who noticed you tapping your foot