#what am I supposed to do now????

[mad-serotonin]

Take It Easy☀️

#haikyuu #hinata shouyou #haikyuu fanart #anime fanart #fanart #madsart #digital art #anime #I just finished the Haikyuu manga #good god #what am I supposed to do now???? #go work for all my hopes and dreams????? #literally the best manga ever #I’ve never felt so alive #so happy #I cried like 7 times #just between the nekoma match and the end #god #so good #a masterpiece #I’m so very proud of Hinata my baby

[kakushino]

Itto in heat, you say? Oh, Desi, do I have a treat for you.

He’s so needy, he can’t keep his hands off of you most of the time. How could he, when your body is so inviting? He can barely restrain himself when he isn’t in his heat cycle. He’s practically glued to your side.

Out in public, he always has a protective arm or two around you, giving death glares to anyone who dare to give you a passing glance. He’s always been a little possessive during this time. He wants to make sure no one takes you from him.

He needs to let others know that you’re already taken, that you’re already marked.

By day, he’s always touching and cuddling you. Pressing soft kisses to your neck and collarbone, leaving soft bite marks and hickies in his wake. His hands roaming your body as well, squeezing and massaging at the plush of your thighs.

By night, he’s got you pinned to the mattress, pounding into you like his life depends on it. Or, he’s got his head in between your legs, eating you out like a man who’s been starving.

He’s always praising you, praising you on how good you feel. How well you’re taking him, how good of a mom you’re gonna be. You’ll take his seed like the good girl you are, won’t you? He knows you will.

That’s why you’re the perfect match for him. That’s why no one else can have you, you’re his. Only his. No one else’s.

Isn’t that right, Desi?

That went right to my-

#holy shit charlotte #I WAS WRITING FLUFF JUST NOW #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW???? #fhcbxjbdhxbd gods men in heat... #i need to find that in heat audio i have somewhere #fuck #desi's moots time uwu #desi's ask box #itto x desi new selfship??? #I DON'T EVEN PLAY GENSHIN #arataki itto #itto thirst

[rumors-from-yuukaku]

'I had twins'

And I don't have karaku today...💀....

#NOT EVEN HIS CRUMB #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW???? #Kimetsu no yaiba #Tokito muichirou

[nowshesdoingitallthetime]

so uh…. what am I supposed to do now exactly? all I really did on 75blr was live blog and lose my shit… and now im kinda out of a job…

✨COUGH✨ FUCKING ✨COUGH✨ @trumanblackblog @mattysleep

#kirke’s inner dialog #like #what am i supposed to do now????

[cynical-canidae]

Just finished Power of the Doctor. I am going to miss Thirteen so much. :(( At least I don't have to wait all that long for new episodes, though lmao.

#kris shut up #doctor who #thirteenth doctor #text #took me exactly two months #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW????

[m00nc4kes]

We got a kiss but at what cost

#good omens #good omens 2 spoilers #go2 spoilers #I am SCREAMING AND CRYING #SOMEBODY SEDATE ME #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW???? #WATCH IT AGAIN???? #ofc I will #BUT THE PRINCIPLE!!!1!!! #m00n's stuff

[kitty-meowskers]

curiosity got the better of me

#i wasnt planning on reading kavehs char stories until i got him...... #WHY #WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY #NO #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW???? #babbles #kaveh #genshin impact

[darkestspring]

yall ever respond to a request with something so absolutely beautiful but you misread the request and what you write might not fit it anymore but its too beautiful to delete and now you're not sure what you're supposed to do? yeah. yeah. i am writing this through tears. yes, i am.

#WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW???? #nicos clowntown

[thedoorthatopensonitsown]

#ao3 #archive of our own #ao3 reader #PLEASE #THERE WAS ONLY ONE CHAPTER LEFT #crying #sobbing #help #what am i supposed to do now???? #ao3 is down

[elminster-big-naturals]

when its 4am and the whole squad is zooted out their gourds trying to read the overhead menu in mcdonalds

#baldur's gate 3 #i've been them all #wyll: the smell of dirty fry oil is making him green out #astarion: 100% of his energy is dedicated to keeping his face perfectly neutral. he hasn't said or heard a word since they left camp #lae'zel: wait. where do my arms go. how do i noramlly hold my arms. what. am i supposed to do with my arms??? ogh god everyone knows im hig #anthrael: has been trying to read the menu for 13 minutes now but the pictures on the screens keep changing too fast

[runawaymarbles]

Handbinding Project: My Immortal by Tara Gilesbie

This really started over a year ago, with a project started in the Renegade Bindery server: people would format different chapters of My Immortal, without knowing what anyone else was doing, and we would put them together into one file. It was agreed upon that everybody would disregard both good design and good taste. 

(If you click on each image, the caption lists who designed the page in question. I couldn’t include them all here, but every page is basically a work of art. Horrible, typographically hellish art.)

After raiding a Joann’s of materials I thought belonged in Hot Topic circa 2005 (before it just became Think Geek II: We Don’t Light Our Store,) I almost immediately tested positive for covid. So I made most of this over the last four days, and with varying levels of coherent thought and common sense. The process is documented in a thread here

#handbinding #fanbinding #my immortal #bookbinding #art #or something like that anyway #op #what am i supposed to do with my life now?? #my job?? #my bookbinding #fic printing

[potetkongen-blog]

you know the rules and so do i

#oceangate #titanic #burger king #i just feel lost man what am i supposed to do now that the corporate overlords are gone i just feel empty man

[cassettedec]

how will I ever be normal again after seeing unmatched adoration for the universe on crowley's face after watching him smile so openly speak so passionately with shining hope in his eyes how how

#good omens spoilers #go2 spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #covering all the bases with the tags #im jsuy. what the fuck am i supposed to do now whawbdd #good omens #good omens 2 #lore dec

[inkskinned]

you were raised in comparison.

it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.

you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.

you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.

what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.

it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.

you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.

you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?

a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.

you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.

it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.

something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.

#writeblr #warm up #my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky #i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles #yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help #for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT #and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen #than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say #''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help #i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.'' #bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't #actually offer fair support to everyone #we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less. #and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help #bc i DID have it better than other people #and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help. #we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn #instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself

[gloriousmonsters]

love when you can ask the Narrator why the Princess is a Princess and he's like 'well i uhhhh YOU did that. maybe it's because uh... something something about her being above you... but still approachable... look i don't want to analyze or anthropomorphize your--' my guy. i am a primal being of Order and Eternity and Shaping. You're the one who convinced me I was some dude and were quite willing to take credit for shaping my view on the world through narration five seconds ago. Are you gonna look me in the eye and tell me the desire to interpret something worthy of adoration and more powerful than me as a dommy princess is written in the very nature of the universe or are you going to show me your browser history like a man

#this is a joke but the 'so where did i get the Idea of a princess from??' still stands #since we remember nothing and don't seem to have many ideas about like. what the world looks like #but when given the conception of 'we're a hero' from the narrator's Quest #we immediately go to 'so the thing you're telling us to kill is a Princess' -> i.e something I'm not SUPPOSED to kill #and in fact am supposed to respect and cherish #and/or pledge eternal loyalty to #(and then on a deeper level we KNOW that we're the dragon #we're the biggest threat to her we're what has the power to trap her and keep her here #we're a monster just like her) #but my point remains. as a god-entity stripped of memory where did we get the idea of a (human/like) Princess. do we still have like... #the threads of common narratives sort of built into our structure b/c we're the god-half concerned with Shaping and Naming and Order? #that would kind of slap #anyway uh. dragging myself offstage now #slay the princess #slay the princess spoilers #stp spoilers

[aziuuu]

I uh, got myslef into another fandom... Send help I'm gonna go insane and binge the whole show second time in a row aaaaaaaaaa

#the magnus archives #tma #tma fanart #The magnus archives fanart #jonathan sims #tma jon #the archivist #Holy fucking shit this show is godly good oh my god i love it h #Give me another 200 episodes #What am i supposed to do with my life now???????? #art