#wanting to keep him warm too

[cheemken]

Okay this is a cool blog I love all the Drayton stuff the angst it fuels me. Something about wanting to see your fav put into situations

For an angsty scene, I like to think that the Terrarium can still be dangerous if someone gets caught off guard. Maybe Drayton's been training in the Polar Biome and all his Pokemon are exhausted. His plan is to find a rest area to heal up.

Maybe on the way he got blindsided by a wild Pokemon or its attack (the Beartics in that always chase me lmao). Got knocked out for a bit and when he rouses, he realises that adrenaline is one hell of a drug. Gotta go find help or something cause it messed up his ankle and he's got no mons to help. His Rotom Phone either ran out of juice or broke from the attack

Just thinking about him stumbling his way through the snow, always tripping and falling without a support stick or something. Pain and fear warred within him and he's just trying to get somewhere safe

Maybe E4 realises something's up when they try to contact Drayton but it says it's not available after he missed something he promised to attend. Just picturing them heading out to find clues on what happened till it led them to the Polar Biome, where they sent out a search until they found him, battered and one step away from a panic attack but, y'know, alive

Omfsss imagine tho him beating himself up bc he wasn't that fit to run such distance from wild pokemon, also the wild pokemon suddenly attacking him too, and he's there going on abt if he just really tried to keep up w Drayden's training, then maybe he'd be able to really fight back even without his pkmn; but he didn't, and it sucks, and now he's trying to find a safer place to stay, hoping help will arrive soon

But also tho imagine him thinking that no one's gonna help him, that maybe people thought he was just slacking somewhere else, that he's probs sleeping in the club room or inside one of the abandoned and empty classrooms, and the fear creeps up on him y'know, it scares him that maybe his laziness would really be the reason for his downfall like everyone said it'd be. Just him finally finding a place to hide, but the fear is still there y'know, the paranoia he has that maybe the others won't bother finding him, that they really think he's just taking a nap somewhere and forgot abt their lil meet up

And soon that fear starts to build up, that paranoia along with his self loathing just clawing out from within his chest, he wants to scream. He can feel his breath hitch, his chest feels tight, tears threatening to fall, Arceus he really was a failure

When helped finally arrived, he almost thought he was just hallucinating from the fatigue, that the Crispin and Lacey and Amarys he sees are just figments of his imagination, his own mind messing w him even more, but no, those really are his friends, and it only took for Crispin to call out his pokemon to help warm Drayden up

Imagine him just gripping Crispin's arms tight, grounding himself too. Crispin was warm, he doesn't wanna let go, god he hasn't stopped shivering. Amarys and Crispin had to help him up to take him outta there, Lacey was there carrying the pokeballs Drayton has, half muttering how all his pokemon are in no condition to fight anymore, Lacey's there reassuring him that they'll have all his pokemon healed

When they got him to the nurse's office imagine them not wanting to leave this side tho hahah like, that's their friend, no, they won't leave him behind again, doesn't matter how long they have to wait for him to recover and wake up again, they won't ever leave his side again

#your honour holy shit thats a dope concept and mental image fr bcndbd #mood w the putting faves in situations tho lmfaooo #me w dia and iris real hahaha #anyways #yeah yknoe drayton wakes up and his friends are there w him #crispin was there relieved af that drayton is awake now #telling him he made his favourite food while he was passed out #lacey going on how she already contated drayden and iris abt what happened #and they were on their way there #and then amarys giving him meds and even extra blankets to keep himself warm #even giving him back his pokemon #imagine torchic just bursting out of its pokeball to cuddle close w drayton #wanting to keep him warm too #god thinking abt them xbndbd #unova kids #an ask and an answer #anon #pokemon hcs

[13eyond13]

love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world

#im talking about griffith btw #guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him #and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me #but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings #like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too #and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon #so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn #he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something? #and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv #and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not #ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities #more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well #also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read #there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom #i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read #also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all) #i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note #light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into #and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead #and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol #so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well #berserk spoilers #p

[movedtodykedvonte]

No but seriously if Miles had got home to his parents before Miguel what was Miguel going to do? Snatch him away from his mother and father without a fight?

Would he have even had it in him to actually look at this kid he’s been calling an anomaly and mistake the entire time, shielded by his parents, parents protecting their child, a child, and still just write him off as an anomaly? To match the glare of Miles and justify why he can’t is to protect what is important to him as they hold him? To match the glares of Rio and Jefferson and say they must understand that they have to hand over the focal point of their universe because of predetermined bullshit they could quite literally never understand?

I feel like a stand-off between him and the three of them would be less violent but somehow more of a punch to the gut than actually see them fighting.

#like it’s a parent whose lost their child against two that are desperate to keep that from happening #even in the basis of not wanting him to go too far #he could only think he’d do the same if it was his little girl but in there lies the issues #cause how can he ask them if he knew he’d kill the person across from him then and there #fix it fic where Miguel become weird uncle who warms up to the moraleses #cause it’s like his social spider society leader probation #and he become Rio 2.0 where he’s even worse and like Manhattan is too far from Brooklyn #rio morales #jefferson davis #miguel o’hara #miles morales #sorry I just love how loving they are to Miles and try to understand it really can’t in this situation #cause he’s fucking Spiderman #atsv #across the spiderverse #atsv spoilers

[dnangelic]

the hollow nonviolence but nevertheless heavily palpable longing and empty vastness of daisuke's heart. post

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #full sincerity i do not mean this in an edgy oooh my cute moeblob's darkness(tm) his hidden evil side way #because this is dark's loneliness too. this is dark's wanting TOO #but dark's is daisuke's is dark's is daisuke's and they're both #the epitome of leroux's erik's description + christine's waved away loneliness too #a heart that could hold the entire empire of the world but has to content itself with a cellar #a child who's never taken seriously or properly respected despite his stubborn independent streak #or even the canon quote itself- it's enormous but empty. completely vacant. dark. there's nothing but a black pillar (themselves) #and 'nothing to satisfy someone-' i knoooow dai looks the way he does but oh my gooooodh -drags my hands down my face- #he's restless he's restless it's not blood guts violence edgy that his emptiness brings him #it's the heart of a thief someone who STEALS which is also why i abstain from too much hunger metaphor #because they DON'T want to devour they don't want to chew and swallow they want to KEEP!!! #they want to shelter and house and have something anything someone anyone they want to take care of it #BUT THE CURSE!!!! #what they do eat of is their own sin and fall; the apple. the fairy tale candy. the fairy table feast. the pomegranate #and once daisuke starts there's NOTHING left for him except to become the devil even if he's the innocent cherub!! #HE CAN'T RESIST THOSE TEMPTATIONS he can't resist the demands of his desires compassionate or not!!! #anyways i got sidetracked but i just think muses who ever see daisuke's heart #is it gentle? yes. is it warm? no. but it's a chill that makes a shared fireplace or someone's touch and blood warmer #it's lonely it's heavy it's grandiose and noble there are rooms waiting for you to walk in and spread light #candlelight starlight azumano's mock-gaslit lanterns!!! #everybody looks up 2 a rebel but nobody knows how isolating it is not just for dark as sb who decided to betray #and was therefore cast out alone left to bear enormous immense burdens all by himself ostracized and wounded #but for daisuke too caught in the shadow of dark's wings #u kno? ok. thats all

[twpsyn-who]

Soulmates AU in which your soul is bounded to your soulmate's soul.

What does that mean exactly? That when you die, if your soulmate is still alive you can't move on. Instead your soul is stuck by your soulmate's side until they die too, so the two souls can become one in death. Depending on how strong the bond between the two is, one could see (and even interact!) with their deceased soulmate.

Now this but, you know by now, JeanMarco. With Marco waking up and the first thing he saw was Jean's terrified face while looking at the dead body- Marco's half eaten dead body. He learns it pretty quickly that he can't leave Jean's side, bound to follow his best friend around. He also learns that is possible for Jean to see and hear him during the ceremony of burning the fallen soldiers during Trost ; it lasted so little, too little for all the things Marco wanted to say. If he knew Jean was listening from the beginning, he would've started with exposing Reiner and Berthold right away. By the time he took notice that not only Jean was looking at him, but listening too, it was too late. Every other word from him was meet with silence, unheard by the living.

Isn't until the 57th expedition outside the walls that Marco learns that he can interact with Jean too, touch him. In his panic after Jean's failed attack on the Female Titan Marco didn't think and went straight to his best friend's side, touching his shoulder while looking for any injuries. Jean's eyes went straight to the place Marco's was touching, looking confused- until he followed the arm and saw Marco in front of his very own eyes. And just like everything, it lasted too little for Marco's liking. The Female Titan took hold of Reiner, crushing him in her hand, and Jean could no longer see him.

It was later, much much later than either of them would've liked, for Marco to understand how everything works. To know that he could only interact with Jean when his mind was filled with thoughts of Marco. By then Jean already began to move on, the secret of Reiner and Berthold's true selves already out. So Marco could only watch, unable to be there for his other half- for Jean.

And it was when they saw the ocean for the first time that Marco understood why he was truly stuck by Jean's side. When he saw his best friend having fun with the others and realized just how much he loves him. When he realizes that all he truly wants is to be by Jean's side, the way they promised each other to do during their training days.

Edit : Think of Ben and Klaus Hargreeves for easier visual.

#Jean starting to think of Marco less and less until he becomes a mere memory in the back of his head #While Marco keeps thinking of Jean more and more hoping for at least one more second together #Marco telling Jean to calm down while he's attacking Annie in her crystal and that being the only reason he even stopped :) #Them having so many small moments but Jean thinking he lost his fucking mind #Sometimes Marco's voice would tell Jean to dodge or something and Jean would hesitate one second- just for it to be the right call #Marco yelling 'Jean! Look out!' when Gabi gets inside the airship and Jean looks towards the entrance but is too late- #Gabi already shoot Sasha by then #Marco feeling SO GUILTY over it because he couldn't warm them sooner #But also Marco and Sasha chilling together because Sasha couldn't leave Connie's side either #And her describing to him all the food Niccolo has cooked for her! The taste and the different textures and the bright colors! #'Of course I love Connie! He's my other half my twin! You must love Jean very much too to be stuck by his side all this time!' #'Of course I do. He's my other half too. My everything' and that's when they realize that their situation isn't the same #That Marco's love for Jean wasn't the same as Sasha's love for Connie #anyway #aot #jean kirstein #jeanmarco #aot jean #marco bodt #marco bott #snk #aot marco #jean kirschstein #soulmate au #JeanMarco Soulmate AU #I mean it can be platonic if you truly want. But I don't want to so there's that lol #Hesitate no second*

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 8, day 23

Almost done with Keen! Just some minor tweaks left to do here and there, maybe try to make the halo glow a bit more, but we're basically there :D

#the great artscapade of 2023 #forspoken #forspoken fan art #forspoken original character #forspoken oc #oc: keen #the cat is being super lovey dovey right now #unfortunately my house has shit for insulation and it's McFucking Hot™ and he is a tiny little adorable furnace #but I can't say no to his cute widdle face so I keep petting him and he keeps pressing himself closer and closer #and now he's practically in my lap and it's Way Too Warm For This™ but he wants more love and I'm a sucker plz send help

[dutybcrne]

When Kaeya gives out hugs, they’re almost always a little too tight. If asked, he will answer it’s because he wants to test how sturdy they are or teasingly ask if his hugs are not to their liking and offer to never do them again. Really, he’s just microdosing on the sort of hug he craves without having to ask for it.

#hc; kaeya #//He wants the sort of hugs Crepus used to give #//The kind that are tight enough to make yer spine bones crack a lil bit and squishes the air from your lungs #//But are also just so WARM bc the person's putting their all into it; like they don't want to let you go #//LOVES those sort of hugs; misses them dearly #//He realized Diluc would probably be the only person who could possibly give them; of those he's comfortable with #//Him being so strong and all #//But Kae would rather DIE than ask him for one #//The answer would absolutely be no; he's well-aware of that #//So he'd rather spare himself having to swallow his pride and be vulnerable just to be turned away; thanks #//If by some miracle Diluc were to offer though; he might either bluescreen or make the man Regret it by NEVER LETTING GO for the next hour #//Prolly bluescreen and freak out; bc whO IN THE HECK IS THIS PERSON??? THIS AIN'T THE DILUC HE KNOWS- #//It's extremely wishful thinking and foolish to hope the man ever would though #//He really likes giving hugs to His People; would do so every chance he sees open #//Knows it makes Klee squeak a little when he does; the way he used to. He finds that adorable #//She's his favorite to hug for that reason; though he's careful not to crush her too much #//The moment she wants out; he's letting go and checking in on her #//Prolly spooked her the first time he did that; felt bad enough to take her for a sweet treat and explain why he hugs like that #//Klee alone would probably know it's bc he's mimicking Crepus #//He knew telling her would basically ensure the secret would be out; but he still makes her promise to keep it

[yourdeepestfathoms]

so, a year ago, Texas had this AWFUL freeze that caused us to have more snow than we ever had in DECADES. people lost power for DAYS, houses flooded because the pipes burst, the roads were frozen over, several people died from how bad it was. in my area, we got put on a water watch because the water wasn’t filtering, so if we tried to drink it, we could get really sick. meaning we had no clean water for DAYS.

and that got me thinking about a fun concept, because i love angst in cold weather.

Canada is obviously equipped for the freezing cold, unlike Texas, but Ocean’s parents are all about a clean, earth-friendly lifestyle. so when winter comes, they INSIST on relying on fireplaces and blankets to keep warm instead of using the heaters like normal people (something something it’s bad for the planet!!)

cue Ocean being in HELL.

well, maybe not hell because at least hell is hot.

it’s only a little warmer inside her house then it is outside. she has to sleep fully clothed in Several Layers because it’s too cold to sleep without them, and sometimes she genuinely fears freezing to death in her sleep at times (girl SAME -2021 Lizzie). that’s a bit of an over exaggeration on her part, maybe, but STILL.

also her parents won’t let them use water because why waste water when they can boil snow! cue Ocean sending something like THIS to the choir group chat

and the others are like “OCEAN WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT”

and Ocean is like “that’s boiled snow :) mom and dad are on their water ban :) again :)”

it’s just bitterly cold, and she’s miserable, and she hates this.

but what can she do about it? nothing. so she just stays quiet and waits for the cold season to finally be over.

also

Ocean: Eating a whole pepper to stay warm at 8:06 in the morning! 😄

Noel: ARE YOU OKAY?????

#it was BAD y’all #i had a lizard at the time and it was fucking terrifying because his lamps wouldn’t work #and it was like 30 degrees in the house #i had no choice but to put him in my shirt to keep him warm #we had to fill the bathtub up with snow to boil 😭 #i knew someone who had to go to a hotel because their house flooded and then the hotel ALSO FLOODED 😭 #my high school’s library flooded too and half the books were ruined #it was. a time #anyway idk how canada works but i wanted to make this a concept #ride the cyclone headcanons #rtc headcanons #rtc #ride the cyclone #ocean o'connell rosenberg #noel gruber

[selvepnea]

help. My cat. He is not well :(

#Sel talks #Bibi is baby #My room #It is covered with poopie :( #He's got a vet appointment tomorrow at least #He keeps leaking :( #Had to bathe him twice today #His boots is covered all the dang time #And his feetsies too?? #What is the world coming to #Considering locking him in the closet so he at least wouldn't be getting it everywhere everywhere #Sooo tired #I just wanted to eat soup and cream cheese crackers :( #Soup is too cold and my cream cheese is too warm and I'm not really hungry anymore :( #Crying and sobbing

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

I wanted to keep this headcanon for my fics, but if I don't share it with you all now I will explode, so:

Dorothy canonically snores.

Rose canonically talks in her sleep.

I'm willing to bet that Blanche is a cover hog. She goes to sleep and becomes a cover burrito in five minutes tops. Oh, you sleep with her? Hope you like being exposed to the cold and monsters the whole night through. The covers are hers.

#it just makes sense to me. on a superficial level she's just the one who tolerates the cold the least #unlike dorothy and rose who grew up in cold(er) places #and she's also self-centered so it fits with her personality lmao. who the hell cares about her bed mates as long as she's warm and comfy?? #but on a deeper level. she needs affection and comfort *so much* #im guessing when george was alive she just wrapped around him (not necessarily in *that* sense) and that was it #and after he died she had to simulate the warmth somehow. the empty bed was *too much* to deal with #so she started to wrap *herself* in the covers instead #obviously the only solution is for her wives to hug her in a big cuddle pile the whole night through #so she doesn't get cold and lonely #yeah anyway this has been living in my brain for months and i wanted to wait until i could do something more substantial with it #but i can't keep it in my brain alone anymore #the golden girls #golden wives #blanche devereaux

[trashabilly]

even tho i know he's up there and has been for over a year i keep getting jumpscared by Jeff

(this is Jeff)

#talkin #hes a shower curtain but we use him to help keep my vinyl room in the attic warm #the other room is my sewing/storage room and i havent been using my sewing machine a lot lately so its fine if its a little cold in there #but i dont want all my vinyl getting too cold #i would also like to clarify that this was not something i purchased myself it was given to me #oh my god i just realized i have a man cave lmao #to be fair so does my fiance the room at the bottom of the attoc stairs is his recording studio

[cascadianights]

I turned down two separate 3am calls, kept my distance for two months, let my guard down for One Night and stay up all night laughing and drinking and falling asleep on the couch together & waking him up to go to bed while he just stayed put with me till almost 5am and it kills me it kills me it kills! Me!

#its worse than if we'd just had sex #bc honestly we had Great Sex and it wouldve been a very easy option #but we both care too much to do something so sloppy #i was like i dont have a lot of emotions anymore this will be fine #then I turned and looked at him smiling at me so warm and soft and my whole face lit up and #we havent even like touched!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not like we're leaning in on each other or feeding into it #its just... the staying up all night & the soft long smiles & the calls i turn down wanting nothing more than to answer #i know things are better this way #i wish he'd turned me down by saying no im not into you instead of the i cant do relationships rn thing like #if u told me u werent into me anymore id believe this was all platonic im very gullible and believe everything people tell me #but #the worst thing is even if he did kiss me even if he did tell me he still has feelings for me even if he wanted something more #itd be a BAD IDEA!!!!! and id have to say no my friend bc id like to still have you in my life in 6 monyhs #and he knows that #and he basically said that!!!!!!! lmfao #but so like how do you keep someone you loved in your life and not have a wall of complicated feelings

[t-u-i-t-c]

chapter xix

#kr saber lb #kr lb #umbrella.thoughts #umbrella.posts #daishinji and ryo are out here being the only two with sense in the whole guild #daishinji you are great i love you #mei has been absolutely killing it with her outfits lately they're really nice and her hair is nicely styled too <3 #tbf daishinji is probably the most patient guy in the guild like he'll wait 15 years for his sword to heal and he'll give touma a little #leeway so that he can assess his sword's state and see if touma is being truthful to his words instead of jumping like rintaro and ren #ryo may not be as patient but if you prove to him you have good intentions he'll warm up #rintaro has it hard bc he's so loyal to the guild and they're all he's ever known and he's scared of losing that but he also wants to keep #his vows as a swordsman even though he cares so much about touma and mei #ren is more hotheaded and angry and holds a grudge against touma based on his own fears and anger #he can't trust the man who killed kento and he can't trust anyone who trusts him #he's angry that someone kento continuously risked his life for and protected believes what the man who killed him said #it's a betrayal and he can't understand why touma would do this

[disco-cola]

dude i wanted to make a post about the way i feel about jason newsteds treatment while he was in metallica but it just escalated and turned into a little essay that’s too long to post on here so i just wanna say at this point i hope he’s happy and has a good day today 😤

#also I know he can be a pain in the ass but Dave as well #ive seen the excerpt of skom of him lars and the therapist years ago before but only really understood the true depth of it now i know more #jason was too good and too nice for them tbh #and he was a fan of the band and especially cliff years before he even dreamed about ever being in the band himself?? #you know he never tried to be cliff and would not have wanted to get into his place the way he did #THEY decided to keep the band going with a new bass player #also cliffs mom gave her blessing to Jason and was so warm towards him #like even after ten years in the band they still treated him as lesser than #James and Lars in particular as if Lars wasn’t this 👌 close to being fired himself

[alectothinker]

dog on top of my blanket in the middle of the bed very peacefully snork mimimimi-ing. i dont have the heart to move him over so im under the covers with my ass sticking out to one side to accommodate him

#he owns this place im afraid #but mostly i just want him to stay in my bed to keep me company lmao #if i move him around too much he just walks off and sleeps on the couch :( #something very nice about having a soft warm breathing creature next to u who loves u back.......makes u feel at peace #conutposting #text

[dutybcrne]

After starting getting back in the swing of being an Archon and gaining the respect of her nation, for some time, Nahida was fully unable to be alone for certain period of time. Her centuries in isolation made her feel incredibly anxious each time it happened, to the point where she would actively seek out people to chat with, even when she herself felt a bit worn out. And sure, she could linger in dreams, but that in and of itself is too reminiscent of the way things used to be. Ideally, she’d have someone’s hand to hold, to better ground her and set her mind at ease, but she’s content enough just having others around her too.

#hc; nahida #//She misses the Traveler dearly #//With them; she even felt safe napping alongside; without worrying she’ll wake up alone #//Made her feel very safe and loved #//They’re as good as family to her; with how much she adores them. Then and Paimon #//Select others also have the right to see her so vulnerable; namely those who were at the forefront of saving her #//Of them all; she really wants to nap curled up with Tighnari’s tail #//Thinks it would be so nice and warm #//Wanderer; she might take a bit to let him that close #//She loves him lots too; but then there’s the matter of his own comfort #//At least with sb like Alhaitham; she has excuse and reason to be around her for work before drifting to find sb else once he’s had enough #//Wanderer; for a time; she would unsure just how much he wants to be around her as is without peeking into his mind; but napping near him? #//She feels he’d take his leave immediately. wouldn’t fault him for it; but it’s not what she needs #//So she’d keep their interactions to more comfortable casual extent #//Up until they get closer; in which case; she’ll regard and treat him like the traveler #//He may already be her nephew; but she won’t treat him like family until he himself is completely comfortable in that #//And she does keep an eye out for indications of it