#veeery late lmao

[mihai-florescu]

AITA: It's a thought that's been plaguing me for a long time now. As long I it could, really. But I can't help it...every time I look at Madara Mikejima I have to conciously remind myself of the fact that he is not actually a guy in his late 20s or early 30s, but actually barely older than me. It's not even that he looks that old... it's just his vibes....this man is not supposed to perform those energetic songs on a strange. He's supposed to pick up his junior from his lessons and then they do a grilling...and then they can go kill a giyt. And he has a lame apron. For the bit of it, you know how I mean? He has the vibes of the one neighbor who's always up to some kind of grilling.

Ive seen this sentiment from other people too, i can see what you mean. For me one of my favorite things IS that hes so young and hes been through So Much, hes trying to pretend he can handle it when hes still a teen himself. And then they gave him a kid, with THAT card, im sure that didnt help lessen the perception of dad madara on the grill at All (well, then the story ended with the sentiment that madara IS so young actually, dont fall for his grown up parental persona, it's more damaging to him than helpful. So im veeery curious what direction theyre taking his character in next year...) He was an orphanage aid, he was a hitman, he was a dad, what will he do next... maybe he should join ra*bits. Im sure maguro would actually kill him if he did tho. Lmao

#ask #sebastian🕊 #oh also the grill thing is probably because of the food stall he ran? i remember it in MI but i think hes done it multiple times

[septembersghost]

been thinking a lot about our occasional bcs exchanges and wanted to ask you: what do you personally think about "gene" in 611 and 612? because, at least to me, they really tried their best to make jimmy even worse than he was in brba – and saul was veeery bad already. it's probably just my pov, but it felt like they were trying to convince us that he deserved thoss 86 years in jail and i can't wrap my head around it, because this kind of "morality" was never the point of this narrative universe. it's totally a me thing, but i look at jimmy going crazy after the phonecall (and i am not talking about the anger outburst which is very jimmyTM, i am referring to everything he does after that) or thinking about killing marion, and it rubs me the wrong way, i can't help it. he was always flawed and became an asshole and did awful things, but like that? never. and i just... i don't get it. not saying i am right, because i am emotional and have a hard time being rational, so i am 99% wrong tbh, but is it really agency if everything a character does seems like a excuse for the plot to go in a certain predetermined direction?

i know we've talked/lamented about kim and the erasure of her agency and how crushing the treatment of her as a means to an end felt (and i could rant/cry about the mishandling of her and why it feels particularly terrible forever), and in a couple of replies you've mentioned jimmy too, and i'm sorry for being so awful at responding to things lately, because i swear i read everything you say like this:

i don't think you're wrong, but if you are, we're wrong together, because i completely agree.

my problem with everything that happened after point and shoot was that, not only was it rushed, it suddenly *felt* like writing. what i mean by that is, so much of the strength of the show was in how organic each development felt for the characters, how real it was as part of their journey. even when something was devastating or violent (chuck's death, mike and werner, nacho's fate, etc), it felt utterly honest for the story. of course that had to happen. fun and games is where this breaks for me. kim fidgeting in court only to announce she's quit the law feels written. the breakup scene...i desperately tried to understand that at the time, but it feels this way too, manipulative towards us as the audience in a way the show simply wasn't at other times. and then we get plunged into the gene storyline and very little of it makes sense (the stealing from the mall mishegoss remains incomprehensible and inconsequential lmao), but perhaps the more grievous aspect is that it doesn't matter. you could skip from the saul jump at the end of fun and games to him being caught at the beginning of saul gone and very little fundamentally changes because none of the wheel spinning in those episodes served any purpose to me, *except* to vilify jimmy. this then becomes a failure of plot - why does he need to be taken to this extreme? we know saul did despicable things, but also that certain lines weren't crossed, why go so far here? and the only answer is: to try to justify sentencing him to 86 years in federal prison, with no hope of parole (sorry to peter, who somehow doesn't seem to get that this is the reality of such a sentence). it's maneuvering pieces for a determined outcome, rather than fulfilling characters' arcs more naturally. "gene" ends up feeling more like a split personality than another mask over jimmy (you could easily argue he has a complete psychotic break in waterworks). kim is silenced.

a further problem then becomes, okay, if they needed to prove to us that jimmy could sink that far, they needed to do that in abq, before the full saul descent, show some worse nadir in jimmy himself, but they didn't because we, and they, loved him too much to go there. jimmy does many bad things, but keeps coming back from the brink. then we have an episode where he does the most unselfish thing he could do in being willing to die if it means kim escapes safely, and no time to process or recover from that, or see the two of them attempt to do so, before breaking them up. i know they described this as continually breaking him and stripping things away from him and kim leaving being the final catalyst, but it doesn't sit well with me because there's no room for it to develop, it's just a swerve. he goes from the most empathetic moment to utterly devoid? and then unfortunately they're boxed in by breaking bad and they couldn't concoct a more unexpected way to approach those parameters.

"is it really agency if everything a character does seems like a excuse for the plot to go in a certain predetermined direction?" exactly. and, sure, everything is written to take the plot to a certain place in a story, but we shouldn't be able to feel the seams of it and question its integrity.

what's unsettling to me is they spent six seasons humanizing jimmy and showing his vulnerability and exposing the heart underneath the colorful suits and the mask, only to then take us to a place where i have legitimately seen people interpreting him as worse than walt. which is insane and the wrong conclusion, but that shouldn't have been open for debate (much like i hate how certain audience members can now so easily blame kim for everything and claim she betrayed him - it's wrong, but can i see how they arrive there? yeah, and that's troubling). you can't undo character development like that in three episodes and have it feel right. those last few episodes undo them. we only have the shared smoke scene to reconcile it.

"this kind of "morality" was never the point of this narrative universe. it's totally a me thing, but i look at jimmy going crazy after the phonecall (and i am not talking about the anger outburst which is very jimmyTM, i am referring to everything he does after that) or thinking about killing marion, and it rubs me the wrong way, i can't help it. he was always flawed and became an asshole and did awful things, but like that? never. and i just... i don't get it." say that!!! one of my biggest problems with this is the moralizing aspect of it. brba never fell into that trap, and maybe you could argue it should've been ~morally~ harsher to walt and jesse (although, objectively, it's extremely dark, it's not necessarily about moral judgment so much as it is about consequence, fate, and transformation). walt dies, but he dies on his own terms in a blaze of glory. jesse's imprisoned and tortured, he'll carry those scars, both physical and soul deep, but he escapes. it doesn't hinge on moralizing at us in a literal sense, it's rather what you said before - this universe was never about balancing morality and choices with the justice system. it was about balancing those choices with yourself, those you love, and those you hurt.

the balance doesn't come, because jimmy and kim never even have a conversation. she is powerless and voiceless in the unfolding of these events. he only gets her to show up by making it seem like he might turn on her. and i know they talked about synthesis, i fully understand and appreciate the reclamation of his name, but (at the risk of belaboring this point, because I've mentioned it before), there's no reconciliation or middle ground here. saul lies through the truth by putting the weight of everything on his extreme trauma, jimmy then negates this altogether and give himself more credit than is even due for the heisenberg empire, and the depth of his trauma isn't acknowledged. it's unbalanced. it's seven cushy years at club fed or 86 in supermax, like...this show was so beautifully nuanced only for them to literally and figuratively end in strict black and white? there's a puritanism to it, and the ways in which jimmy and kim are "punished," that's unsettling. it's meant to be tragic irony - the lawyer who mocked the system is the one who will spend the rest of his life in jail - but feels clashing somehow to the more humanistic (and even mythic) elements inherent to both shows. it's not even that it's antithetical, i get what they were aiming for, but the purpose and heart of the story isn't ultimately served for me. and so much of that is due to the lack of space it had to breathe, and the rushed decline and whiplash manipulation of the characters, jimmy particularly.

this is long and i don't even know if i'm answering you properly or running in circles because this is what it's been like in my head for months. it's tormenting. i miss our show so much, it was my favorite and i still consider it a genius piece of television and an artistic triumph from the creative standpoint of the acting, the cinematography, the majority of the writing, but something fractured so badly for me by the end. i miss having more insightful/deeply felt thoughts about it, i miss its magic, and i miss the sense of comfort that it gave me, even in its tragedy. i know you understand that, and i wish i could help us reclaim it. when we'd say bcs is a ghost story...it haunts me, but not in the way they intended.

#bobosmain #sorry elisa love i have no idea what this reply even is 😭💔 #boboodenkirk #letterbox #bcs #i want this in MY tag but not in the general tag i hate that i can't hide this underneath things :/ #better call saul #long post

[aesrot]

ANYWAYS, i dont remember everything but here's some of my thoughts on ep 3 of bitb, if you even care lol:

(SPOILERS, obv)

-um yeah i thought i wouldn't get spooked but charlie is way too good at this, and it was late at night, my headphones has this flashing little light and every time it flashed i could swear i was seeing shit on my peripherals. shoutout to my cat who kept purring and asking for pets on top of me, you kept me grounded bb <3

-BRO bitb is a whole new level, the pacing, the soundtrack, the acting?? everything was so fucking intense, i am obsessed

-condi's acting bro condi is fucking amazing !!!!!! rolan my babygirl my beloved my everything !!

-bizly making fun of grizz choices but my guy you did some dumb choices as well lmfao i would never go near the swamp ever again

-i said this already but i'll repeat it bc it was fucking hilarious: i kept dozing off bc i was big tired, and i kinda fell asleep when kian and rand were at that bunker and woke up to kian singing "OOOO RUN AWAYYYY" and i cannot tell you how confused i was asghagdhgd (i did rewind it so i didnt miss anything)

-kian </3 so fucking dumb and impulsive, get bugged lol L cant relate (ok but the song was pretty sweet wont lie)

-bizly screaming while shit went down w becky was the best thing lmfao yeah same dude

i think thats it, i did get veeery spoiled for the next ep, but its not that bad bc its getting me hyped to continue, i need to get the context of certain... clips i saw lmao

#i thought kian was gone for good but actually no? or not yet? lets see #lua liveblogs #jrwi spoilers #jrwi blood in the bayou #ep 3 #jrwilb #jrwi bitb spoilers

[fluffomatic]

DAMN i knew your birthday was in june but didn't think so early (one day i'll finally get in time...) >~<; we don't interact often and i hardly know the fandoms you draw for, but i want to say that your arts are immaculate in their ability to boost ler (and for someone lee) mood. it's visible how much soul you put into your drawings. thank you for existing and providing the community with your cute works, hope the whole month will be blessed for you and there's a lot of fun ahead waiting for you. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY 🎉🎉🎉🎉 you can ignore it since i'm veeery late lol👍 just wanted to say it. very much

Ahh oh my GOSH!!! 🥺💚💚 Bestie you and I are in the same boat lmao, I barely know the fandoms you draw for but I fall in love with EVERY SINGLE PIECE YOU MAKE AHHHHH!!! You are so incredibly talented and amazing! So getting this from you is just incredible thank you so much 😭 Fuck it, let's pretend it's still my birthday 🤣 Hell yea thank you so much!!!

I'll continue to admire everything you make now

#thanks for the ask! #answered asks

[bunnyb34r]

both excited for the last craft show and kinda dreading it

I really wanted to do three this year but I apparently applied too late (September 1st... the FIRST day "newcomers" (which would be me again bc I didnt join the year prior) could apply)

And the first one we did was HIGHLY PRASIED since we got into shows as "the BIG MONEY show" but like we all got screwed from what the other vendors around me were saying :/

Some blamed the weather being warmer and thus no one wanted to go out but do yard clean up. But if it rains or is windy on a show day turnout is notoriously bad (ask me how I know)

Some blamed inflation/that people just didnt have the money or didnt want to pay for homemade goods (everyone was priced to sell not priced by value... saw a baby blanket for fucking $30. My man that's at minimum 2 skeins lightweight baby yarn, so $16 min. Not to mention time spent)

Either way it just sucked. :/

(Dog cousin didnt help any lmao. I'm still annoyed heavily.)

Anyway this one is one we always do and the profits are always meager (not even profit really once you take in cost of materials, but we gauge on show booth cost and if we break even)

If it's raining people don't show up (even the fucking mall Santa they hired didn't fucking show up last year) and if it's a state college football game or a state football game people dont show up.

But I think a BIG factor is how they advertise. They shove all their text on a small side of the road yard sign and put them up within half a mile radius. They do have a digital sign now but like put that shit up a week+ ahead of time not just thanksgiving day...

Anyway I'm excited bc this is our first show with two tables (which we need especially with moms huge ass wreaths) and we do most if not all of our craft show shopping there bc a lot of the vendors return annually (crocheted gnome lady my beloved)

And the host is very nice (even if the event is veeery pro life. I look the other way bc they are actually focused on helping the birthgivers have a support network instead of being like HAVE THE BABY ANYWAY! but regardless)

Anyway anyway I gotta crank out these cat toys and I'm stalling sgsgsgsg

#marquilla #thats the point of this post im stalling #i have to fill them and thats what im dreading bc catnip yucky and gloves yucky

[mosviqu]

ur impact on me is showing very much🥳/pos

NOT U SAYING U WILL BE NERVOUS BECAUSE OF ME LIKE I AM MEETING YOU!!!!! not only are u pretty but also talented and amazing like i'm meeting my fav writer i am already nervous to just not embarrass myself lmao but not u saying fuck pixel calum😭😭 u are so much better off with him💔

yes u are definitely loyal‼️‼️never looking at them and jacob and MY bf🤨🤨it's not like u said after todays teasers u want to kiss my bf that definitely didn't happen🥸

if u order it i'm manifesting a red jihoon pc for u🙏 but i have yet to listen to the album even though it's been out for like a day lmao and i think he is silver for sure now

it's still crazy to me how that silly little ask about liebestraum led us hear i'm so happyaboutit ;-;;-;;-;;-;; i would love that feature so much oh my god pls tumblr get on that

i love how you added the /pos because i dont really think its that /pos if im being honest TT

STOP YOURE THE COOLEST ??? dont say that i hardly even write nowadays i dont deserve this kind of treatment i am a major loser. also stop calling me pretty bc i WILL ask you to make out with me /j. but i said what i said this is no longer me going to a 5sos concert this is me going to meet up w you LMAOOOO

VERY VEEERY LOYAL ‼‼ YOU ALREADY KNOW IT ‼‼ its not like you didnt ask me who i want updates on and me mentioning like 6 names nooOOO that did NOT happen.

me replying to asks late again LMAOO both of us heard the album by now 😭 i should really get a grip and reply more often to these bc the i forget and reply in like 2 weeks its embarrassing. but he IS silver rn 😭😭

[preraphaeliteknight]

Did you get up very early, or are you staying up very late?

I got up veeery early. It's 3:25am here. I slept like two hours lmao

#lilly answers

[tflaw]

hello my beloved tumblr user 4fyd (THE USERNAME CHANGE OUU) how r we feeling abt the new banner !??? me personally .. i feel hopeless KSMDM i also just realized that this is the first time im gonna pull on a second phase banner so it might be on the afternoon/night for us 😭 i woke up HORRIFIED .. hehe im not gonna hope much for my mere 20 pulls lmao but i hope i get rosaria at least :// i want her sooo bad <//3

+ WAIT RLLY ?? omg ?? i didnt know that but damn they both sound so sexy i shouldve found that out sooner :')) but naur omg ayato is rlly good too hyv is so vile for these banner fr 😭 i wouldve pulled for him too if i didnt want raiden that much .. but akdnsk it's ok ive been avoiding the hydro hypostasis anyways :')) im still sooo salty abt leaks saying shenhe not having her rerun pls but tbh it's great bc i dont have that much source of primos for now !! if u ever pull for ayato, good luck ava !! i hope u get him early pity too !!

+ NAUR let me tell u abt something that happened to me in windtrace 😭 bc i was .. the hunter for a round and somehow i managed to let TWO rebels win without a disguise help i had to block those two afterwards i was sooo ashamed :')) and yes HAHA some ppl's tactics includes pretending as an npc and it works !! though it's still veeery risky bc u might get chased </33 ngl im hoping for some fun windtrace interactions but so far ive been w very serious players n the chat is always quiet ://

+ i dont blame u for the fyodor obsession ava HE IS SO 😩 !! he's so sexy n pretty istg n his crime and punishment is just so intriguing .. he always brings me to the edge of my seat when he appears omg and his design is just SOO good 10/10 would slut myself out !!

+ and hehe thank u so much ava !! <33 the weather's been so cold lately n ngl ive been feeling a bit sick but other than that im doing great n im safe !! i hope you stay healthy this upcoming year unlike me :')) ANSWK id totally love to meet u too ava but ik we both cant travel for shit LMAOO but hey i hope we manage at least 😭

hello my love tumblr user lovewinery it is i the one who changes uset at least once a month <3 !! naur don't lose hope now !! i got zhongli after xiao's banner before so i know you'll get raiden, too!! we don't know what'll happen in those 20 pulls !! and may u get rosaria <33 i'm gonna try pulling for sara cons on ayato's banner maybe he'll come home hihi

+ HELP u blocked them? i was the hunter one time and we were in watatsumi island . pls. someone used kokomi and said in the chat that watatsumi is her domain idr but they didn't even use any disguise . i fr ran around the place trying to chase them . and i didn't even catch them pls. i was hoping that rebel doesn't have a tiktok acc and recording the whole thing cause that's fr embarrassing 4 me <//3

+ i love him, ai . ive already expected this to happen when i saw his photos a while back . i knew he's gonna be in my mansplain manipulate manslaughter list . when i first heard his voice, ai :(( i was ready to give him a lap dance here and there

+ omg what is in the air fr a lot of people are getting sick these days :(( drink your meds and lots of water !! also keep urself bundled up it's so cold these days >:(( i slept w a sweater on and i was still shivering earlier . that's true <//3 maybe one day we can meet w the others !! 😭

#xoxo: ai. #✉️: hotmail.

[ghosty-schnibibit]

very late (both in terms of date and time) ttazz liveblog before graduation comes out later today! 

the main reasons i put off listening to the ttazz for as long as i did:

was in the middle of a balance relisten, specifically in the middle of eleventh hour, and didn't want to break my flow there (iirc i was right before That Episode and i didn’t want the mood whiplash of going from ttazz to the emotional gut punch of the chalice)

still getting over amnesty in general because d a m n, this was my first season with taz from beginning to end that hit me hard, i needed some decompression time

i'm always a little terrified to listen to ttazz eps because i've been here for a long ass time and have seen interactions between fans and creaters go bad fast and am always quietly worried for our good good brothers even though most of the fandom is relatively chill

but graduation begins today so! i felt like i needed to get it over and done with. going into this with my only spoiler being that sternclay is canon, let's do this!

OH SHIT! new ttazz music! :D

kill me with emotions more like

or clint could be pollution a la g’omens

YES PLEASE I HAD TO GOOGLE HIM

... is there some reverb on justin's audio? he's echoing

i literally only saw ferris buller for the first time a year ago and i cannot remember wayne newton being in it

whomst???

yes please i am so curious

aww, that's fun

... so the ending was likely originally going to be duck taking over as mothman??? i'm so mad

YES PLEASE EXPLAIN GRIFFIN I WAS SO CONFUSED ABOUT THIS

g i v e  m e  t h e  l o r e  g r i f f i n

oh my god that is so good, holy shit

oh right, the npc who was a ghost that i couldn't stop picturing as owl from winnie the pooh because of his voice lmao

oh dang griffin and trav's audios are echoing too, this is super distracting

i would agree with that honestly, i feel like it was more like a tv season-esque build than an epic

... mood, and also why i think it hit everyone so hard that ned died

same, i love bad liar duck so much

the audience struggled with it too for a bit there lol

it has been so fuckin long since i listened to the first few eps of amnesty, i legit do not remember what aubrey's original voice sounded like

"how did we come to ned chicane?" damn trav

i always made a connection between suffering game and the shifter arc in my head but i didn't want to compare the two seasons unjustly, i feel better now that griffin's made it more implicit

who is clinking a spoon against a porcelain cup

"i'm checking slack, fuck you guys" pfff

that is literally how you brought barry back griffin

i need someone to write an au where aubrey touched thacker and got quelled earlier in the timeline, holy shit

dang, i could have guessed it was planned... i guess a lot of this arc's foreshadowing came in the form of "the boys all picked red null suits" moments where random things all added up

... wait, didn't duck kill the tree abomination? i need to relisten to amnesty so bad, i honestly cannot remember, i think that arc’s finale came out while i was in the middle of finals

ilu griffin

we could have had a "you earned love, but you didn't earn LOVE" moment??? g r i f f i n

YES, give me those great parallels trav

i have literally never seen a national lampoon movie guys

i thought it was!!! dang :(

honestly i wish pigeon had gotten more screen time between the arcs, she was really a wasted character imho

i love danbry so much :')

i'm only familiar with brian blessed as hamlet sr.'s ghost lmao

YEEEAH, STERNCLAY! :D

...

i maintain that she fell off a pudding fruit tree lol

oh fuck i am somehow even more happy thacker did that knowing that now holy shit

nice, time for some graduation hype!

tiny heist? i don't remember hearing anything about this :0

i am so fucking excited to see these maps trav, holy shit

i! cannot! wait! for! travis! dming!

oh my god i do the same thing with all my ocs, i have an entire publisher doc with all their info written out too

i'm so damn exited! holy shit!!!

nice one griff lmao

alrighty, that's the end of amnesty! i can't wait to see what trav has in store for us, and i'll still be here livebloging along with it for the foreseeable future ^u^

p.s.: thank you guys so much for all the love on my recent post!!! i didn't expect so many people to enjoy me venting my emotionsTM over suffering game lol

#taz #taz amnesty #the adventure zone #ghosty liveblogs taz #veeery late lmao

[brienneofqarth]

so Zagreus just told Eurydice about his progress with the lyre and she recommended giving singing a shot, saying he could become “the next Orpheus”

interesting remark since Darren Korb aka this game’s composer plays both Zagreus and Oprheus’ singing voice

#i see what you did there #but for this reason alone i doubt we'll ever hear zagreus sing lmao #hades #personal gaming adventures #god i love her so much #i can never bring myself to interrupt her song ♥ #also i've been trying out her keepsake lately and 1. it's veeery useful #2. hearing her voice in the middle of a boss fight? a blessing #(also yes i got distracted and jumped into the lava again)

[aalbedo]

kaeya x reader drabble (please read the full request <3)

request: Reader (GN or whatever of your choice) is just a regular person, maybe kinda timid, works at a store or something, but they work really late hours. One night on their way home, some thug jumps out with a knife trying to mug them. Character(whoever you feel like writing this for) gets ready to swoop in and save them, when reader pulls out an even BIGGER knife and stabs the mofo. By the time Character gets there, Reader is applying pressure to the wound and lecturing them about the dangers of pointy objects.

Character(s) of your choice, and how they'd react to that (very specific lol) scenario?

format: veeery quick drabble

ship: kaeya x reader

tags: honestly just read the request and you'll figure it out

warnings: mentions of injury and knife? not sure

words: 415

note: hdkjshfjgd i'm so sorry that this is so short! i hope you still like it, i had some issues writing this but i hope it's okay lmao feel free to curse me in my inbox for making you wait so long anon

“Hey, are you- uh… What’s-”

You heard a voice coming from above you, you kept your hands on the stranger’s leg, applying pressure to his wound, as you lifted your head up to look at the source of the voice. Kaeya was standing right in front of you, his eyebrows raised in worry.

“Hey Kaeya, what are you doing here?” you asked, moving your attention back on the injured figure under you. “You have to be more careful, you know, you never know who you could meet on the street at night,” you said sarcastically to the man.

“I saw you get attacked, are you okay?” He questioned you as he kneeled down, his smooth voice had taken a more worried tone.

You heard your attacker under you grunting, “I’m fine, I wasn’t harmed, don’t worry - this guy on the other hand.”

“Did you…” Kaeya paused, observing the wound, “...stab him or something?”

“Just a little bit.”

He burst out laughing, worry completely gone from his face.

“It’s not funny!” The man finally exclaimed, in an arrogant tone. You almost wanted to leave him there.

You turned your head to him, “you’re a treasure hoarder who just tried to rob me - shut up.”

“Oh, trust me, it’s hilarious,” Kaeya continued laughing, “I can’t believe that you actually did that.”

He observed the man’s cut - it wasn’t that deep, nothing that a couple of stitches couldn’t fix anyway. He shook his head slightly, still with a smile on his face.

“You’re really enjoying this, huh?” you commented.

“No, I just think you’re-” he cut himself off before he could finish the sentence and looked back up at you, “what are you going to do with him?”

“Well,” you started, with an amused tone, “did you want to arrest him or something?”

“No, of course not, I’m not an asshole. We should take him to the cathedral, so he can get himself patched up by one of the sisters.” He paused. “Then, when he’s not bleeding anymore, I’m going to arrest him.”

“What!?” The man exclaimed in fear, you choked a laugh as you looked up at Kaeya.

Kaeya chuckled as well, he stood back up and you did the same as you helped the treasure hoarder stand up by your side. Kaeya reached out a hand, gesturing to hand the man over to him, he then grabbed him and helped him stand up.

“Come on, let’s get moving. You wouldn’t wanna bleed out, would you?”

#thanks for reading everyone #likes reblogs and comments are deeply appreciated #requests are still closed but give me a couple of weeks and they should be open again <3 #and now for my favorite part: the tag train #kaeya #kaeya alberich #genshin kaeya #genshin #genshin impact #genshin kaeya alberich #kaeya x reader #kaeya alberich x reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin kaeya x reader #genshin kaeya alberich x reader #god this one is so long

[hajimesh]

𝚑𝚌; 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚞𝚙

𝐨𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐰𝐚 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐮 - 𝐛𝐨𝐤𝐮𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐨̄𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨̄ - 𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐤𝐞𝐢𝐣𝐢

𝐚/𝐧; 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 ( ˊᵕˋ )

-ˏˋ𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩 ♡

-ˏˋ𝕠𝕚𝕜𝕒𝕨𝕒

“rise and shineee, my little butterfly!”

*cue to u grOANing*

bc how on earth is he so cheerful so freaking early in the morning!?

“stop, let me sleep ten more minutes.”

~ ten minutes later ~

“your time’s up,” he poked your face, earning a glare from you. “aw, cheer up buttercup! you’ll be late.”

“i don’t wanna go,” you pouted at him, trying to get him to sympathize with you

he pinched ur cheek and cooed. “cute.”

:)

“but get up that lazy ass of yours and start getting ready.”

:(

this boy just wants u to be on time🥺

but he couldn’t help but love ur grumpy and pouty face glaring at him

‘cuuute uwu’ was all he could think lmao

yup, he’s a simp whipped

-ˏˋ𝕓𝕠𝕜𝕦𝕥𝕠

veeery likely the both of u slept in

“shit, what time is it!?”

you felt his arms tightening around you, burying his face into your hair. “no.”

???

“i haven’t heard the alarm and it’s too bright outside!”

honestly, he couldn’t care less. if u did sleep in, then it meant that you’d stay since it was probably too late already

u had to practically shove him off of u so u could get up

once u saw the time, u sighed and went back under the covers

“too late?”

“it’s almost noon.”

he cuddled closer to you, “then there’s nothing we can do.”

u flicked him on the forehead, earning a dramatic whine from him

“ouchie! baby, what was that for?”

“you turned off the alarm,” it wasn’t a question.

you could feel him tense up. “h-heyy, it was for a good cause?”

ah, a needy baby. but we still love him

-ˏˋ𝕒𝕜𝕒𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕚

he’s the responsible one, of course

“it’s six am,” he whispered while softly shaking your body. “wake up.”

“already?”

he hummed, chuckling amusedly at ur confused gaze

it wasn’t that often that u got to hear him laugh so freely, it was a blessing to ur ears

and so early in the morning omg

u already knew it was gonna be a good day

“good morning,” you yawned, stretching your arms over your head

he stroked your hair out of your face and then leaned down to kiss your forehead

“i’ll make breakfast while you get ready.”

ur eyes shone in delight and then switched to mischief–

“don’t even think of telling bokuto-san about this.”

“noo, why!? i must brag about this to him!”

but his serious look made u shut up

mushy cute boyf akaashi was for u and ur eyes only

#oikawa x you #bokuto x reader #akaashi x you #hq headcanons #haikyuu!! imagines #oikawa x reader #bokuto kotarou #akaashi x reader #akaashi keiji x reader #haikyuu x you

[7upofficial]

should i watch watamote then? i remember i considered watching it back near when id first discovered anime (half because i thought tomoko was cute and half because an anime about a girl w severe social anxiety sounded interesting) but i saw a lot of people saying it was just really hard to watch and just a lot of really unbearable cringe humour and that they found her annoying so i never really ended up bothering with it

but if it is actually good and its just men misinterpreting her character then i might give it a go.. i had been kind of thinking about getting into the manga anyway since id heard recently that apparently in the manga once she starts to get more actual female friends its pretty obvious she isnt straight so thats always an appeal point for me in terms of relatability, but i was still kind of on the fence about it bc of what id heard abt the anime years ago.

so yeah is it actually good? bc if u think so then ill probably start on it at some point soon

i mean i watched it yearssss ago and i might just be nostalgic lmao also the anime adapted very little from the manga so ya know its more on the whole cringy side. but i remember i found her veeery relatable in terms of being a late bloomer and whatnot. theres people wholl always dislike something so you should try to watch it n see if you like it (she does some ....questionable stuff) there’s nothing wrong with that. my problem with all this is that girls / women cant find solace in “”problematic”” female characters. like they dont gloss over any of tomokos insecurities, behaviors, coping mechanisms and disfunctional cognitions. youre supposed to find them mmmmmmmmm painfully endearing id say. but men will watch 7867897678 animes with scummy ass perverted protagonists and fan service not batting an eye and then call tomoko a pick-me incel its funny. let us have varied female characters

#7upasks #Anonymous

[the-redeemed-anon]

While I am working on an analysis post, anyone want to send me some asks?

I’ve been watching the DSMP since I wanna say late September-early October (but in a veeery convoluted way that still makes me a Season 1 watcher while it was still active) and I joined the fandom on November 17th here on Tumblr. Basically, anyone curious about my thoughts on different events, charcters, arcs? I figure it would be a nice way to get y’all to know me since I made this sideblog on Friday but I’ve been here for nearly 6 months lmao

#dream smp #dsmp

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #296

“reality’s a plague; we’re the medication”

How are you doing in this time of COVID19? Do you personally know anyone who is not taking COVID19 seriously? Tired of it. Don’t see an end to it. I know a bunch of dumbasses who don’t take it seriously at all. What do you think of TikTok? Have you jumped on it yet? Why or why not? I don’t have an opinion on it. What hobby or interest of your significant other do you have ZERO interest in? What about something you actually think might be fun or something you actually picked up thanks to them? If you don’t have an SO, you can think of a relative or friend as an example instead. No s/o, sooo I’ll use best friend instead. Tbh I can’t say I have ZERO interest in anything she likes… If it makes her happy, I’m thankful for it. To answer the second half, she definitely got me into Wings of Fire. Have you ever felt affected by the death of a celebrity or public figure? If so, who? Do you remember when you found out and what was your reaction to it? Steve Irwin comes to mind very quickly. I remember exactly who told me and where I was. I was heartbroken. He was my childhood hero. Did you ever get called horrible names like whore, skank, bitch? I’ve been called a bitch. I remember one occasion as a kid where I was called fat for breaking a swing, even though I was a normal size. The swing was just old. It affected me though, for sure. Where did you sleep last night? My bed. Ever slow danced with anyone? Yes. Who is the last person to send you a message on Facebook? The woman I took pictures for a few weeks back. She’s a sweetheart. Have you ever been given roses? Yeah. Ever been called babe/baby? Yeah. Who was the last person to smoke something other than a cigarette or weed in front of you? No one’s ever smoked anything else in my presence. Does anything on your body hurt? My knees. They pretty much always do. Who is your favorite family member on your mom’s side? My uncle Rob. Who was the last person you were under a blanket with? Sara. Which of your friends is the most likely to get pregnant right now? I feel like all of them that are “likely” literally are pregnant right now lmao. My Facebook is like a new pregnancy announcement once a week, it seems like. Have you ever been called prince/princess? Ew, no. Have you kissed anyone when you’re single? No. Have you ever kissed someone who was in a relationship? Nooo, I have no interest in being “that person.” What would you call your body type? Let’s not think about this. Has anyone ever hacked your accounts before? Yeah. Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart? I don’t think I could. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? I don’t believe so. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting or any kind of abuse at home? My parents fought all the time. Separated when I was… 17, I wanna say? Have you ever had any volunteer jobs? Ha. Attempts, anyway. Both were animal-related, and I was so excited to become a regular helper, but my weak-ass body couldn’t handle either. Has a boy/girl ever cheated on their boyfriend/girlfriend for you? I never actually thought of it this way, but yes. Flirting like that was absolutely cheating. Describe how you feel about your life in the past month using one word: Stuck. Are you feeling guilty about anything right now? I always have guilt nowadays. When was the last time you saw someone attractive? In person? Hm. I think a about a month back when I took family pictures for someone. The kids’ dad was pretty cute. Are you okay with the life you live? Nope. What other piercings would you get other than the ones you already have? Fuuuuck dude, I want a lot. Many more in my ears, dermals in my collarbones (the #1, ahhh, but I want to lose weight first so you can see the contrast), it’d be nice to have a nose ring that fucking stayed in, I would LOVE an undereye microdermal if I ever change to contacts again, sometimes I think about an eyebrow piercing if I kept my eyebrows thinner… man, there’s a lot. I just love body mod. Did your last kiss take place on a bed? No. Are you good at wrapping gifts for others? HEEEEEEEEEEEELL NO. Is your present hair color natural? Sadly yes. Do you follow a certain religion? No. Do you listen to any country music? Noooo. It’s so weird remembering that I loved it as a kid. Have you ever lived on a farm? No. Do both of your parents have jobs? Dad does, but Mom is currently on disability due to recovering from cancer. What is something you’ve always wanted a boy to do for you? Ummm. I dunno. What do you wish you had more knowledge about? Politics. Is there anyone you’re not over and feel like you never will be? I doubt I’ll ever be fully over him. But I feel it’s understandable. When’s the last time you were really late to something? Hm. Dunno. Do you sing a lot? I sing veeery rarely. Do you think you have an addictive personality? I have a very addictive personality, yes. What was the first television show you were obsessed with? Pokemon, easily. What are you planning on eating for dinner tonight if you haven’t already? I don’t know. When was the last time someone took your picture? *shrugs* Do you eat chili when you get a hotdog, or do you like it plain? I eat them with ketchup and mustard, not chili. Would you say it’s easy for people to make you smile or laugh? I’m unsure… but I lean towards no. Do you and your friends normally say you love one another? Hell yeah. I’m so for platonic “I love you”s. What was the worst news you’ve heard this entire week? I'm not sure about "worst," honestly. I've mostly just heard mild inconvenience type things. Have you ever been in a car wreck? Yes. Has anyone ever told you that they think you have ADHD? Actually, yes, by maybe my second psychiatrist. She was fucking looney; I could see ADD, but ADHD was ludicrous. Have you ever disowned anyone in your family? For what reasons? I cut off connections with my dad for years after the divorce. Is there anyone out there who has hurt you so much, you wish they’d die? Yeesh, no. How many times have you been drunk in your life? None. Are you a happy person? Not really. Have you cried yourself to sleep? Oh yeah. Have you been in trouble with the law/jail time? No. At what age did you become sexually active? Maybe like, 16 1/2? Have you been in a loving relationship? Yes. Have you been in an abusive/bad relationship? No. Who would you die for? Quite a large handful of people, really. Have you ever been in a gang? Nooooo thanks. Who do you dream about most? Annoyingly, Jason. When are you happiest? When I'm hyperfixated on a new interest. Do you answer the phone by saying anything besides "hello?" Not unless it's family, really. Then I'll just be like "hey" or "what's up?", something along those lines. Do you get mad easily? No. What is your favorite song right now? I'm pretty hooked on "ULTRAnumb" by Blue Stahli. Do you wear glasses or contacts? If you wear both, which do you prefer, and why? I wear glasses. I've worn contacts before, they're just too tedious for me. Would you rather be buried or cremated? Cremated, please. Ever done karaoke? Did you like it? No. Goriest movie you've ever seen? Probably some SAW film. Is anything in your room purposely hidden? No. Have you ever been pranked via hidden camera? No. Do you like oatmeal raisin cookies? No, anything with raisins is disgusting. What age do you think is too old to still live with your parents? "It depends on the situation." <<<< This. Have you ever loved a boy who was dating some other girl? I certainly still loved Jason when he was with his girlfriend after me. Is your hair all the same color? Yeah, pretty much. When it was longer, I had natural highlights, but now that it's so short, ig it's hard for them to exist. Denim, leather or varsity jacket? I have desperately wanted a leather jacket since middle school. They're just expensive, at least the ones I like. Do you clean things that are already clean when you're bored? Ha, no. I'm not gonna clean without reason. Have either of your parents ever been to jail? No. What TV shows do you keep up with? None. Would you rather have a wiener dog or an Italian greyhound? Absolutely a greyhound, if I wanted a dog and had room for one of those. Do your parents buy you most anything you want? Most definitely not. I'm not even comfortable asking for things at my age. Have you ever tried to jump a fence? I have jumped fences, as a kid. Do you like the movie Zootopia? I do. Do you ever go on Pinterest? Rarely. What's the last kind of chocolate you ate? A sea salt dark chocolate w/ caramel filling Ghiradelli square from Christmas. Can you speak any unusual languages? No. Did you do gymnastics in elementary school? No. Have you ever performed in front of a large audience? Yeah; I was in dance classes for a long time, so we had recitals and went to competitions. I never did a solo, though. I was going to my senior year (senior solos are typical), but I got too nervous to continue with it. It was to "Coma White" by Marilyn Manson. Do you like BBQ sauce? Ugh, I hate it. Last time you wore the opposite sex's clothing? Right now. I always wear men's pj pants. Are you currently fighting with someone? No. Have you ever kept anything wild as a pet? When I was little, I know my sisters and I kept a box turtle that wandered into our yard for a while. We eventually let it go. Then when I would go fishing with Dad, one of my absolute favorite things to do was try to catch the minnows and tadpoles in my hands, and so I had a fishbowl of those. Don't keep wild animals, please. Do you set good examples for little kids? Probably not. Does your house have a pool? No, but I REALLY want one. It would be so helpful in strengthening my legs without sweating my ass off and feeling like I'm going to collapse. When you were younger, were you ever in a relationship with someone you now realize was way too old for you? No. Have you ever had a seizure? No, but I've actually had very short (I mean like, a second), sudden spasms when lying down that feel like what I assume a seizure to feel like. I think it's a side effect of my nightmare medication. What's the longest hotel stay you've ever had? Not long at all. Just a few days. Do any of your friends or family members have strange occupations? Maybe? What small thing makes you automatically distrust someone? Making dark/dangerous jokes. Of all the states/provinces in your country, which one is your favorite? I haven't been to nearly enough to know. Have you ever had to wear a school uniform? In middle school. Would you rather sleep on the top bunk or bottom bunk? My fat ass ain't getting in the top bunk. Are you close with your cousins? None, really. Are you close to any aunts or uncles? Also not really, but one of my mom's brothers is closest to that. Are you close to your grandparents? They're all dead, but I wasn't very close to any. I never really see my extended family. What was your favorite thing to do at sleepovers when you were younger? Go swimming, if they had a pool. If they didn't or it just wasn't up, I liked playing two-player video games. Do you know what you want to do for your next birthday? Probably go to The Cheesecake Factory for dinner and dessert with family and just chill at home for most of the day. What is the last new thing you discovered that was really good? Peanut butter fudge, like holy shit. Did you ever skip a grade or get held back a grade? No. What is the best hairstyle you've ever had? What I have now. Do you think you look better with dyed hair or natural hair? DYED. Do you think your look better with curly hair or straight hair? Straight. Have you ever won a contest? Yes. How many drawers does your dresser have? Five. Do you do your own taxes, or do you hire a professional? N/A What song hit you so hard that you remember where you were the first time you heard it? Oh man, what a question. Music can affect me very deeply, so honestly there's probably a number that fit this criteria if I thought for long enough, but I'm not gonna spend ten minutes trying to pick the best one. "Eternally Yours" by Motionless In White will do, I guess because that was probably the most recent. I don't let myself listen to it, even though I love it. It'll only drag me into a trauma pit. What's your "brand" of fictional character, the type you always get attached to (ex., "perky girls with deep-seated mental health issues," "guys who you would want as an older brother," etc.)? Totally the sarcastic and usually well-composed villain. If you use Spotify, share your 2020 Wrapped! What are your overall feelings about it? Is it what you expected? I don't use it. If you’re a ~gamer~, what are your top 3 all-time favorite games? Silent Hill 2, Shadow of the Colossus, and Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs. What’s the biggest red flag you’ve ever ignored? I dunno; I'm pretty good at listening to those. What’s something extremely bizarre you believed as a very young child? It's fucking embarrassing that I went through this many-years-long "I have animal powers given to me by a wolf I made up!!!" thing, holy god. Like, I thought I could "activate" traits of certain animals. Kids are fuckin wild, but I was exceptionally so. What is the biggest conflict in your life right now? With myself. Through a lot of digging with my therapist, she got me to realize that I don't feel that I'm rightfully lovable because I'm not "successful" and "going nowhere." It hit like a ton of fucking bricks when I understood the "why" of feeling like that. Like don't get me wrong, I don't think I'm a bad person that is worthy of being hated, but totally deserving of pure love, no. So my therapist has me tell myself "I am lovable" in the mirror every morning, and I don't believe it. I'm trying to, but every time I'm just like "lol but are you really?" If you could change your current life schedule to incorporate more or less time for certain things, how would you do so? Do you feel like you have a well-structured and well-balanced schedule at the moment? My schedule is embarrassing, truly. I wake up, get on the computer, go to bed, and that's just about it, taking care of bodily needs being sprinkled in there throughout. I want to change it so, so badly, but I'm just... so set in my ways. I want to incorporate at least 30 minutes of daily reading, and I've yet to start my Wii Fit exercising because I'm waiting for Mom to move into her room (she stays and sleeps in the living room rn) because I do NOT like exercising in front of ANYBODY. I don't care if she gave birth to me. I also want to spend less time just hopping between websites on the laptop just because I can't find anything to do. It'd be nice to draw more, too... but for that, I really need to like the idea of what I'm drawing to stay even slightly motivated. There's probably more to this, but yeah, that's enough. What filler words do you find yourself using most often ("um," "you know," etc.)? "Um" or "uh," probably. I fumble over my words so much as well as just total derail on what I'm talking about that filler words are very, very common for me. When was the last time you felt let down? What were your expectations about the given situation that weren't met? Ugh, so apparently when my laptop was fixed, a lot of things were reset, and that included Lightroom, my primary photography editing software. I lost all my presets and I initially thought pictures too, but thank Christ I had a backup dialogue. I'm still pretty annoyed, because I can't find my favorite free LR download site. I didn't at all expect my laptop to be affected as heavily as it was, just getting a new DC port... If you enjoy taking and editing photos, how would you describe your editing style? This greatly depends on the subject matter and composition, but I feel a common theme is I enjoy vibrance. I war with myself a lot if I make them too saturated, but idk. Have you ever been inspired by a celebrity to change something about your appearance (your clothing style, hairstyle, etc.)? Is much of your taste/style inspired by celebrities? If not, what else serves as an inspiration for you? Ha! Guys, I'm not going to bullshit you, when I got into GMM, I loved Link's big, "nerdy" glasses so much that I became very curious as to how they'd look on me. Years later, I still kept the style and think they've looked best on me of all my glasses. I love them. For the second question, no, not really. My personal aesthetics dictate my style selections. When was the last time you felt a friendship was petering out? If a friendship seems to be fizzling, do you go out of your way to try to "save it," or do you accept that it may have just reached its natural conclusion? Ugh. This has happened in so very many of my friendships that I don't even like thinking about it. If we're talking the most recent time, I suppose with Alex. She just started talking to me less and less before vanishing (to clarify, she's an online friend). Considering just how poorly I handle loss, I'm the type to always try to save friendships I still cherish. Who is your favorite contemporary writer, author, poet, thinker? I don't know. What are your thoughts on body positivity vs. body neutrality? I believe in seeing your body and loving it for all it does, considering it's a masterpiece of biology, but, I also feel it is vital to consider its health. In other words, no, I do not think morbidly obese or emaciated individuals should think their body is... I can't think of the right word, really. "Ideal," I suppose? And keep in mind: this is coming from an obese person. I don't want someone to tell me "your body is perfectly fine!" or "you should just accept you the way you are!" when I spend almost every minute of every day thinking to some degree about how much I hate my fucking weight. No, I don't want to be convinced I should settle and neglect the wellbeing of the one body I have, but I in no way support bashing or being rude to people who are unhealthy, either. I feel like my stance on this is kinda hard to explain. Just respect your body as well as others' and their efforts to treat it the best they can. Do you enjoy keeping secrets from people, like having something about yourself that no one else knows? I mean, I don't enjoy it... I'd prefer to have none. If you play video games, what do you usually like to play? If you don't play video games, do you like watching others play? If so, what? I really like horror games, more than any. Fantasy ones with dragons and gods and the like are awesome, too. I don't enjoy a lot of games that are pretty much just movies with player decisions that barely affect the ending (I do like watching these, though), nor do sportsy or action things normally do it for me. It's by serious luck that I'm an avid World of Warcraft player, because I don't tend to like very grindy games, but I suppose WoW is an exception with the absolutely endless options of what you can do. Onto the second part of the question: totally. I wouldn't watch let's plays if I didn't, and I grew up loving to watch my dad and brother play. I'll watch an even wider variety of games than I play, but it more so depends on who the person is versus what they're playing, because whom I watch is controlled by whether or not/how much I enjoy the individual themselves. What are three things you like about nature? Just three? Damn... Well, the easiest I suppose can be summed up in a quote: "As above, so below." All is tied together. I could go on a romantic monologue about the beauty of our connection to the infinite stars we look upon and the ground we stand on, but I'll spare ya that poem. I love, love, love the sounds of nature: birds chirping, zephyrs through the trees, the crunching of fall leaves. All of it. Then, there's the power of nature! I live for those pictures of nature just taking the Earth back: desolate homes eaten by vines, all that. To call nature merely "spectacular" is truly an act of disrespect, pretty much. What do teenagers have right now that you wish you had when you were their age? Hm. I guess better phones.

#survey #surveys #questionnaire #questions #lyrics: ''ultranumb'' by blue stahli

[randompaw90]

okay so this is a veeery specific brand of nostalgia. my first exposure to the internet was sonic ocs (when i was like 9 id google my friends names with "the hedgehog" on my dsi and we would like assign recolored sonic ocs to us lmao) and that eventually evolved into my interest in kingdom hearts and watching these. comic dubs of late 2000s and early 2010s kingdom hearts comics from deviantart and very specifically ladychimera and nire-chan's saïx puppy series

and in retrospect as a 10-12 year old i shouldnt have been watching those

#mine.exe #shitpost #shit pastel says