finding bliss in the bliss *.✧
— pairing: jacob seed x fem!reader
— type: ficlet
— summary: jacob seed takes your virginity in a field of bliss
— tags: porn w/o plot tbh
— tw: sex, loss of virginity, drugging, fingering, cussing, dubcon (reader asks about protection, but jacob makes the decision for them both to bareback it)
— word count: 4,544
— a/n: well, this ended up being way longer than i initially expected it to be lol. i hope i kept him in-character!
(this scene was initially going to be used in a much larger fic where the the reader (originally an oc) meets john first during one of joseph's sermons that she went to out of curiosity & generally feeling lost/alone in life. she eventually is taken in by john/eden's gate, bc john has been having dreams about her, & believes she's his soulmate. but bc he knows jacob needs someone good in his life as well, he has her go stay with him at his cabin in the whitetails as he "works" on his silo sometimes, so that she's kept safe while he's away from the ranch. in reality, he's hoping they'll connect & also fall in love. & they do and they're all a happy throuple. but this scene initially ended with jacob trying to pull his cock out of his boxers & she freezes, telling him she wants john to be her first & he gets super hurt & upset about it.) anyway!
You swear, that the more you walk, the more you can hear a faint humming sound coming from up ahead. Once the two of you break through the trees, you see where it'd been coming from. Before you is a massive field of flowers, moths flitting along them, and behind the field is a row of greenhouses, to the right of them a huge marble-and-stone building.
You look to Jacob. "Where are we?"
He nods his head toward the large building. "That's the factory where we make all our bliss. And while there's plenty of others throughout the region, this is the largest field of it that we have."
You balk. So you're both standing before a giant field of hallucinogens.
"W-Why did you bring me here?"
He looks down to you, his hands in his pockets. "You were the one who was curious."
Your brows furrow. "I expressed that curiosity in the truck—meaning you were already headed this way."
"No, originally I was going to take you to Sabre-Tooth Springs. We're just making a detour right now."
He steps away from you then, walking closer to the field.
You panic. "Jacob," you nearly yell his name.
He turns back to you, one brow raised. "You wanted to know what it was like."
"I didn't think I'd be finding out tonight..."
He doesn't respond.
You take a small step closer to him. "What if...what if I have a bad trip?"
He determines it a small victory that you're not going to fight him on this experience, but, rather, are willing to let it happen.
He steps back over to you, his broad form towering over your own. He nearly smirks at how small you are compared to him. So vulnerable...
"I'll be right here the entire time. I'm not going to let anything happen to you."
You glance to the alluring field of flowers, illuminated only by the moon above and the lights from the greenhouses in the back, then back to the large man before you.
"Do you really think my first time doing it...it being in a field of it, is a good idea?"
He shrugs. "No one's ever had a better one."
You nearly roll your eyes as he turns away from you. You quickly reach out, gripping his right hand in your left and his head jerks in your direction at the sudden contact.
You look up to him with wide eyes. "Can...can I hold your hand?"
Your own is shaking, he notes.
He nods.
You take a deep breath, then another as you step closer and closer, until, finally, you're at the beginning of a path, which leads down the middle of the garden.
You grip his hand tighter as the two of you begin down it, your head quickly beginning to spin as you breathe in the strong-smelling flowers which surround you. Your other hand comes up to wrap around his arm, sparkles filling your vision. "I feel so dizzy. Light-headed." You look around you, your vision swimming, heart now pounding. "Everything looks funny. I don't like this."
He drags you along, further in, cutting across the path until you're completely surrounded by the angel's trumpet flowers. "Just relax. Everything you're feeling is completely normal."
You shake your head, trying to center yourself, but it causes the entire world to spin instead, so you press your forehead against Jacob's upper-arm, desperately wanting it to stop.
"Here, just sit down and ride it out."
Ride it out? There was no riding it out, so long as you were sitting in a damn field of it.
Nevertheless, you do as you're told, taking a seat beside him, swaying side-to-side as you watch the world around you ebb and flow, as if you were underwater.
"Hey, look at me," Jacob says as he gently places his index finger under your chin, turning your face in his direction, causing your vision to fill with small silver sparkles again.
"Yeah, your pupils are blown."
Your heart jumps and you swallow nervously as you reach up to your face. "Is that bad?" You ask with a whimper.
He smirks. "No, just means it's working."
You wonder what he means by that, but find yourself completely unable to concentrate long enough to try and figure it out.
"Lie back."
You do, closing your eyes, willing yourself to calm down. Wait—hadn't he said it helped do just that? No. That happened when you found the correct dosage, which this most certainly was not.
They smelled so lovely, though...
Finally, when you open your eyes, you notice that Jacob is now leaning against his left arm, looking down at you. "How do you feel?"
You blink up at him. "Warm."
"So take a layer off."
You giggle, then cover your mouth, wondering where the hell that had come from. You lower your arms back down to your sides. "Are you trying to get me to take my clothes off?"
His brow raises. "You're wearing a hoodie."
You flush. "Oh. Right."
You unzip it and Jacob's eyes darken when he notices you're not wearing a bra beneath your thin t-shirt, but you don't see his reaction as you sit up long enough to slip the article of clothing off, lying it beside you before you lie back down again.
"Better?" He asks.
You look up at him again, suddenly feeling warm all over. Was that a normal reaction?
"No, still warm."
His jaw flexes, then, "So take something else off."
Normally, you know you would be beyond upset at such a suggestion, would make a scene over it. Would never do it, but you simply...don't care in this moment. You feel a way you never have before. Calm, euphoric. Happy.
So you sit up again and grip your t-shirt at the hem, lifting it up over your head and Jacob watches, his face betraying nothing as he takes in your now-naked breasts.
You lie down yet again and giggle, covering your shapely breasts with your hands. "I'm naked."
"Not technically." He replies, his tone completely serious.
"How are you not...do you not feel as good as I do right now?" When you speak, your voice sounds little like your own now. It's playful, lilted, breathy... Alluring.
His jaw twitches. “Let's just say I've developed a bit of an immunity to it.”
You wonder how that's even possible. How much of it someone would have to do to even achieve that. But because it's him—Mister Always-in-Control—you're not surprised by this fact.
You reach down to the waistband of your sweatpants and begin to wiggle out of them, not even caring as your underwear goes with them.
You look up to Jacob then, and his gaze is trained solely on your face now.
“Now I am.” You say, your entire body warm, a flush spreading lower than just your face, but to your neck and breasts as well.
He simply replies with a “Mhm.”
You laugh at him, then mimic his serious disposition by pursing your lips and furrowing your brow. “So serious.”
You close your eyes again and breathe deeply, heat now pooling between your thighs.
Jacob, while your eyes are shut, uses the moment to take you all in. Your breasts, your soft stomach, your round hips and supple thighs, and your sex between your legs.
When he looks back to your comely face, your wide eyes are open and watching him.
Before he can think or do anything, you're on top of him—straddling him—your legs bent at the knee on either side of his waist as you come down to rest directly over his throbbing erection, which strains painfully beneath his jeans.
He leans back on both his elbows as you rest each of your arms on either of his shoulders, your breasts nearly in his face.
"The hell are you doing?"
You shrug, feeling unusually bold. Obviously. Or you wouldn't naked, on top of Jacob Seed, in a field of psychedelic flowers right now. "Not sure yet." You giggle again, running your fingers through his hair.
"You're a naughty little thing, aren't you?"
You feel your core heat at that. "Not usually."
His lips twitch. "I'm aware. Had I known all it would take to bring your walls down would be some bliss, I would've brought you down here days ago."
You scoot a bit closer, your chest nearly against his and he groans at the sensation as his cock twitches underneath you.
"Why?"
He's broken from thoughts of fucking you senseless for teasing him like this. "Why what?"
"You've barely spoken to me for the past week, not that you're ever home, so why do you care about my walls?"
His cock hardens at you talking about walls, him wondering what the ones between your legs would feel like clenching around him. He doubts you could take all of him anyway.
"Does that upset you, me not paying attention to you, sweetheart?" He asks in a mocking tone.
Normally, you'd fill with embarrassment or shame. But right now? You simply shrug.
"Is that why you're naked and on top of me? Because you don't need my attention?" He asks, thinking he finally has the upper hand. How wrong he is...
You grind down against his erection and sigh. "Mm, actually I want this."
He raises a brow. "To dry hump me?"
He could give you a lot more than that, you need only ask. But he wasn't about to admit as much.
You hesitate for a moment, then nod.
He glances down to where your sex is already making a wet spot on his jeans, directly over his cock. He then looks back up to you, eyes hooded. "Go on, then."
It's all the encouragement you need before you reposition herself overtop of his left leg instead. He lowers it until it's flat on the ground, and then you do exactly what he said. You rub yourself against the leg of his pants, your head thrown back in ecstasy, your eyes closed, lips slightly parted.
For awhile, Jacob simply watches you, arms behind his head, content to let you do this all night if that's what you want.
Then, Jacob sits up for a moment, reaching behind you to slip the band around your ponytail free and your hair falls in soft waves down your back. Her briefly considers how it would feel wrapped around his fist.
You don't stop your ministrations for a moment, continuing to whimper and sigh and moan as you take what you want, perhaps need.
Finally, you opens your eyes and Jacob sits up a bit. You wrap your arms back around his neck again and crush your lips to his.
You open your mouth, moaning into his own over and over. God, you'd never felt so good, so free, so alive before. You understood why people took bliss now. Who wouldn't want to feel like this forever? You could get lost in it. Wanted to.
He flicks his tongue against yours , then brings his rough, calloused palms to rub up and down her bare back and you shiver, gasping against his lips at the heightened sensation.
Then, he grips your hips as you continue to ride him, wishing he could get some fucking relief himself. He wasn't usually this generous, in that, if he was with a woman, they were both getting theirs. Not just one of them.
You begin to ride his leg faster then, your breath coming in soft, short pants. He suddenly flips you onto your back "Oh no you don't."
Your eyes shoot open, as well as your mouth, but before you can speak a word of protest, Jacob is lying on his side, leaning against his left arm as he spreads both of your legs with his right, then reaches between them with that same hand, running his index and middle fingers between her soaking folds before plunging them inside of you.
You gasp at the unexpected gesture, then throw your head back against the ground.
Jacob brings his other arm to press down on the lower portion of your stomach as his fingers frantically fuck you, barely allowing you to catch your breath.
You bring your right arm up to grip his jacket, unable to so much as speak, only able to make the most embarrassing noises—which included those coming from between your thighs...
Jacob suddenly curves his fingers upward and you moan his name in response, causing him to smirk in satisfaction before easing yet another finger inside of you.
It doesn't take but a few minutes more before you finish, his palm covered in you as your back arches and you spread your legs wider. Sparks explode against your eyelids, your entire being set ablaze, your cunt contracting wildly against him.
He doesn't even bother stopping, until your hand comes down to grip his wrist. "Please," you whisper, trying to catch your breath, trying to calm your pounding heart.
His movements cease and he removes his fingers from inside you and you watch as he immediately places them in his mouth, your eyes going wide as he sucks your juices from them.
Only once he's cleaned them does he settle his arm over one of her lowered thighs. "Do you have any idea how fucking good you taste?"
You open and close your mouth like some stupid, gaping fish, before closing it and opting to simply shake your head.
He runs two of his fingers between your hot, dripping folds and your body jerks in response before he brings them up to your lips. "Open."
You obey and he eases his fingers into your mouth and you suck on them before he removes them a few seconds later. You don't find there to be anything extraordinary about how you taste, but perhaps he had a different palate than you.
You then decide that you sound ridiculous, and have no idea what you're even on about.
"So, did you get what you needed? Or do you need to go again?"
You're surprised he's offering you a second orgasm. But pleased he is nonetheless. The first had been...unlike anything you'd ever felt before. Had been mind-bending. Your entire body had been at his mercy.
You look at him shyly. "Maybe."
He brushes one of his calloused thumbs over your nipple. "Oh yeah?" He says with mild interest before gazing at you.
You spread your legs again, nodding. "Mhm."
He sighs. "What am I going to do with you?"
You bite your lip. "Whatever you want."
He shakes his head, chuckling. "Don't tell me that or I'll fuck you within an inch of your life."
You still, somewhat wishing he would.
Then, you climb back on top of him again. He leans back like before. "What are you up to now, darlin'?"
You unbuckle his belt and his hand shoots out to grip your wrist in an iron clasp.
You look up to him, your heart pounding wildly with excitement.
"You sure about this?" He has no condoms on him and he wasn't about to even consider the pullout method. When he came, it would be deep—with his cock buried as far inside of you as he can get it—every drop of his cum filling you. And if your coupling resulted in something...more...he'd deal with that then.
All he could think was everything he wanted to do to you right now. Consequences be fucking damned.
You look at him, a smile playing on your lips. "Trust me."
Him trusting you wasn't the problem right now. Sure, bliss no longer had the effect on him that it once did, but there was still an impact on his body when he got near it. And being here with you like this in a field of it? He was liable to lose control once he was finally inside of you.
Once you have his belt fully undone, you then unbutton and unzip his pants and you kneel next to him and he lifts his hips as you slide them down to his ankles.
Before he can toe off his boots, wanting to fuck you completely bare, you've climbed back into his lap and are reaching for his erection over his boxers. You stroke him a few times before rubbing the tip of him against your cunt.
He looks at you in confusion. "What're you doing?"
You continue rubbing him against you and his cock twitches—once, twice—and he wants nothing more in all the fucking world than to finally sheathe himself inside of you.
"Are you trying to be a cock tease?" He asks, irritation lacing his voice.
You give him a mischievous grin and shrug before rolling your head to the side, your hair coming to slip over the front of your shoulder.
Jacob sits up, his chest pressed against yours and you wrap your arms around his neck then. He relaxes some. You'd just been trying to ready yourself, that was all. He reaches under you and starts trying to pull his boxers lower, trying to free his erection, but you still and pull away, looking down.
"I..."
He stops. "What?"
If you were about to ask 'what about a condom', so help him God almighty above...
"I've never..." You trail off.
Realization dawns on him. You were a fucking virgin. Even if you sure as hell were not acting like one right now.
"You're still a virgin, sweetheart?"
You nod, suddenly embarrassed.
He squeezes both of your hips firmly in his rough hands. "You want to fix that tonight?"
You just stare at him, running your fingers nervously through his hair.
He moves his hands lower, gripping your ass. "Hm? Would you like that?"
Your cunt was throbbing between your legs and you were so wet that you were dripping. All you could think about was all the things he might do to you if you said yes.
Why had you been waiting again? With your head so light and fuzzy, you couldn't remember anymore.
Finally, you nod.
He gently sets you to the side and you watch as he unlaces his boots, then tugs off his jeans the rest of the way. He then pulls his shirt off over his head and you feel a pang in your chest at the scars littering his abdomen. What had happened to him?
Your feeling sorry for him is cut short, however, when he pulls his boxers off, freeing his erection.
Oh God. It'd never fit. Never ever.
He gently grips your hips in his hands again and you sit back on his thighs and gingerly take his erection in your hands, holding it up against your stomach. It came up above your navel.
Jacob could nearly laugh from the terrified look on your face.
"Something the matter, honey?"
"It's too big," you look up to him, eyes wide and full of innocence. "It's not going to fit."
It twitches in your grip and you nearly unhand him when it does so.
"Oh, I'll make it fit, baby. One way or another."
You look into his eyes again.
"So, you want to be on top, or should I?" He asks, his tone patient as you decided.
"I...I don't know."
He sits up, wrapping his arms around you, your hands still around his dripping erection. "You want me to decide then?" He grabs your ass again, squeezing. "Want me to do all the work and you just enjoy yourself?"
You nod, hesitantly.
He leans forward, trailing his lips, then his tongue along your neck and you let out an unexpected moan, making his hard cock twitch again. Once his lips are near the shell of your ear, he speaks. His voice is low, gravely, full of lust. "Lie back and spread your legs."
He quickly grabs his jacket, fanning it out and you lie back on it, doing as you were told, spreading your legs wide for him.
He kneels before you, resting back on his haunches as his hands first grip your breasts, massaging them, then he uses one of his hands to grip your hip, the other palm-face down, running between your breasts, down your stomach, finally coming to rest overtop of your sex.
"This what you want, darlin'?"
You watch as his cock bobs between his legs. You nod, silently.
He slowly eases two fingers inside of you and you grip the jacket beneath you.
"Oh, yeah, that's what you want. Nice and wet and ready for me, huh, baby?"
You bite your lip, whimpering as he teases you like you had teased him.
Your eyes pop open when he removes his fingers, now rubbing the tip of his cock against your entrance instead, slapping it gently against your pussy a few times.
"What about-"
"What about what, sweetheart?" He asks, brow raised in mock-interest at what you have to say.
"Protection."
"We don't need it," he states, pushing inside of you before you can protest.
The pain isn't as bad as you had imagined it would be. Perhaps some mild discomfort at first, but he gives you a moment to adjust to the size of him—you'd been stupid in thinking those first few inches would be it, though.
As he eases himself the rest of the way in, the feeling is unlike anything you'd ever felt before.
You'd fingered yourself before, even used the handle of a hairbrush a few times, watching with fascination as it bobbed inside of you as you clenched around it, but this...you'd never felt so completely filled.
Jacob lets out a low swear and you look up to him in worry, until he speaks. "You're so fucking tight, Jesus."
He looks down at you, where your bodies are now joined, his length completely hidden inside of you. You'd done far better at taking every inch of him than he'd previously anticipated. "That feel good, sweetheart? You like that?"
"I feel so...so full."
He smirks. "I bet."
He begins to rock his hips against yours, slowly, using every ounce of self-control not to just fuck you raw like he wants so desperately to do.
He lowers himself on top of you, one of his hands holding himself up, trying not to crush you. He uses his other to slide down your thigh, lifting it onto his back. He sinks impossibly deeper and curses.
He looks down at you as you wrap your other leg around his backside. "Do you know how good you feel like this?"
You shake your head, eyes now glazed over, face and breasts splotchy with a sex-flush.
"First one to be inside of this pretty little cunt, hm?"
If you weren't already pink and red all over, you'd flush from the words leaving his lips. "Y-yes."
He eases out and back into you a few more times, your cunt squelching from how wet you are. "Such a needy little pussy, isn't it? Bet it doesn't take much to get it soaked, does it?"
You shake your head, licking your lips. "It's kind of annoying, actually."
He chuckles. "Only for you. You have any idea how much use I'd get out of it if it belonged to me?"
You grow quiet, mortified at the way he was talking about your body, even if it turned you on all the more.
He crushes his lips against yours, using his tongue to tease you for a moment before pulling away, sitting up again, cock still firmly inside of you. He reaches down, brushing the pad of his thumb along your lower lip, before easing it into your mouth. "You look like you could use something to suck on, darlin'."
And so you do. You suck on his thumb, hollowing your cheeks, wrapping both of your hands around his, and he groans at the sight, imaging how his cock would feel in there. God, you were fucking perfect.
He rams his cock into you a few times and you just moan and sigh in pleasure.
He pulls out a few inches, admiring his glistening length, completely covered in you, and then he shoves it back in. You clench around him and take note of how he hisses at the sensation.
You do it a few more times, completely on purpose now and he curses, and not quietly. "Fuck, Y/N."
Eventually, he grips your hips again, rolling over so that you're on top and he begins to tug your hips forward, then back, trying to encourage you to ride him again. You start to do so, the feeling of him settled inside of you, feeling him moving with you...it's such an odd sensation, but it feels so good.
He lies back, reaching up, taking both of your breasts in his hands, fondling them as you rock your hips against his. He begins to tug against your nipples, gently pinching them and smirks when he feels you clench at the feeling.
"You like that, baby, that feel good?"
You nod fervently. "You're doing such a good job riding my cock, sweetheart. That's it." He grips your hips again, having you bounce on it. He throws it head back. "Fuck, just like that. God—fuck."
You settle both of your hands, palms face-down, on each of his pectorals, settling onto his cock again and then you begin to roughly buck your hips against him, riding him as hard as your body can manage.
So much for letting him do all the work...
He says your name over and over again, eyes closed, a curse escaping his lips every-other word.
He's gripping your hips and sides so hard you're sure he'll leave bruises, but you don't dare tell him to stop. Finally, he sits up, crushing you against him, his face buried in your breasts, taking one, then the other into his mouth, gently biting down and sucking on them as you continue to ride and ride, his breathing become more erratic, his hips bucking up into you, the tip of his cock plunging against your cervix.
"Fuck, baby, just like that. Good girl. Ride my fucking cock. Just like that, honey."
Finally, you climax, your walls clenching around him over and over again, the first time you'd come from anything other than clitoral stimulation.
Jacob quickly follows you over the edge, his cum shooting inside of you, hot and plentiful as he moans into your hair.
Once the two of you settle, coming down from your orgasms, he slowly eases you onto your back once more, removing his cock from you inch-by-inch, his cum spilling out of you, onto the ground.
"There's so much of it," you say, surprised, looking up to him, noticing his member was coated in it, sticky cum dripping from the tip still.
He smirks, looking between your spread legs where your cunt was now just a messy red hole—covered in him—needing to be filled again. "And there's plenty more, trust me."
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Three songs for The Silver Chronicles, Life, Despair & Monsters and an Original Work of minet. Also I'm putting my WIP Wednesdays on hold, as I'm working on my newest "Intro Post" and some Masterlists. Anyway, listen and read below the cut:
Silva and Azriel's mother-daughter relationship in Silva's Hope is one of the key turning points of the fic (the underlying themes of motherhood not withstanding); it causes Silva to reevaluate her standing with both Eden's Gate and the Resistance in Hope County and motivates her to take a much more proactive rogue approach, seeking to push both factions towards a peace without spilling anymore bloodshed as there had already been (before she was just trying taking out her grief, pain and her bottled up trauma onto the cult that was similar to the two that took everything from her, and hoping to get killed in the process, a roundabout way to end her own suffering without dishonoring/abandoning the sacrifices made to get her to safety). It also gives her the chance to acknowledge and accept the death of her daughter Persephone; something she's been guilt-ridden about throughout her grief, never allowing her to make peace with it. Silva's upbringing was shaky, her childhood spent with a man who's intentions towards her were anything but pure, and her adolescence spent with the father she wished she had before things went to hell. Silva sees herself in Azriel; a girl harmed by the zealotry of a cult and denied the affection she needed and craved for until later in her life. Silva hopes to be the mother Azriel can rely on, as well as a fiercer protector. This song is both a mix of Azriel and Silva's perspective (in a way), though it's also Silva echoing promises Paul had told her (when he was a better person) but directed to Azriel this time:
"There was a time, I used to look into my father's eyes
In a happy home, I was a king, I had a golden throne
But those days are gone, now the memory's on the wall
I hear the songs from the places where I was born
Up on the hill, across the blue lake
That's where I had my first heartbreak
I still remember how it all changed
My father said
Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See Heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now, yeah
There was a time, I met a guy of a different kind
And we ruled the world, I thought I'd never lose him out of sight
We were so young, I think of him now and then
I still hear the songs, reminding me of a friend, oh
Up on the hill, across the blue lake
That's where I had my first heartbreak
I still remember how it all changed
My father said
Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See Heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now, yeah
Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See Heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now, yeah."
Next song is for an Original WIP of mine called Mario: Mother's Boy, a kind of origin story for one of my OCs from The UnTitledverse, Mario Emmet, a quippy shapeshifting alien that feeds on fear, and his time being raised by his mother, Abigail Emmet, who had spent nearly a century prior masquerading as a human outlaw with the Van Der Linde Gang (and feeding off the terror of her enemies). The fic starts from 1979 and ends in 1988, ending a few months Mario's other story, The Adventures of Debra Holmes and her Amazing Best Friend Mario Emmet, in The UnTitledverse. Throughout the fic, Abigail struggles with raising her very impulsively instinctively driven son, helping him masquerade as a human while teaching him human morals and culture (while retaining some of their better alien traditions that doesn't call for the disregard of other's health), going out on hunts to feed both herself and Mario (all the while terror becomes a harder emotion to elicit from her prey, though thankfully fear isn't difficult for Mario to pry out of his own prey), making decisions that put her son before herself, something that goes against her species very nature, as well as face her own impending mortality as her lifespan shortens. But for Abigail, as long as Mario is prepared to survive in this world without her, then that's enough for her, even if the time they had together was never enough.
"I'm trying to hold my breath
Let it stay this way
Can't let this moment end
You set off a dream in me
Getting louder now
Can you hear it echoing?
Take my hand
Will you share this with me?
'Cause darling, without you
All the shine of a thousand spotlights
All the stars we steal from the night sky
Will never be enough, never be enough
Towers of gold are still too little
These hands could hold the world but it'll
Never be enough, never be enough
For me
Never, never
Never, never
Never, for me, for me
Never enough
Never enough
Never enough
For me, for me, for me
All the shine of a thousand spotlights
All the stars we steal from the night sky
Will never be enough, never be enough
Towers of gold are still too little
These hands could hold the world but it'll
Never be enough, never be enough
For me
Never, never
Never, never
Never, for me, for me
Never enough, never, never
Never enough, never, never
Never enough
For me, for me, for me
For me."
Cyberpunk: Corporate Shutdown is a Cyberpunk 2077 fic apart of Life, Despair & Monsters, following Min-Ji "Vasilisa" Choi, codenamed to simply "V" (supposed to be the Roman numeral of "Five"/"Fifth" but in Night City, people are pricks, so that number became a letter), as she navigates through the cesspool that is Night City, the dominion of Arasaka on American soil. She is mentored by both Johnny Silverhand (in her head) and an old companion of his, Rico (who Arasaka had intentions to weaponize him but he managed to escape before they could touch any more organs... though he is fighting off the side effects of Cyberpsychosis due to almost being full-borg, something forced upon him by Arasaka), into the life of a Cyberpunk. They intend to burn down Arasaka and their main enforcer, Adam Smasher, along with it. However, Smasher isn't alone; he has a pet by the name of "Impulse", and it seems Militech want a piece of the action with their newest creation: "Inviticus", so helpfully designed by one Sir Enigma Malvolio.
"Young blood, run like a river
Young blood, never get chained
Young blood, heaven need a sinner
You can't raise hell with a saint
Young blood, came to start a riot
Don't care what your old man say
Young blood, heaven hate a sinner
But we're gonna raise hell anyway
Raise hell, yeah
Raise hell
Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell
Baby, drop them bones
Baby, sell that soul
Heaven, fare thee well
Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell
(Oh, my-my, oh, hell yeah)
Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell
(Oh, my-my, oh, hell yeah)
Somebody gotta, gotta raise a little hell
Young blood, stand and deliver
No need for a queen affair
Young gun, gotta pull the trigger
When the whole world running scared.
Raise hell!"
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