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[theeusexmachina]

My hand... it smells like you after you held it for so long.

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[arellafel]

When your mind is in a mess, call upon the name of the Lord and you won't go wrong.

On the side note, it's the end of holiday and i'm enjoying the last bit of it. Back to reality, hope it will get better each day :)

#heartoftheflesh #desiringgod #unspeakabletruth

[for-hipsters]

RT @ArquetteSisters: I do not see why Trader Joe's is a big deal, it is simply Aldi for hipsters. #unspeakabletruths http://ift.tt/eA8V8J

#for hipsters #Queryfeed |

[theeusexmachina]

“Will you still embrace my storm knowing that I’ll wreck the peace you have built?”

— Mayari

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[theeusexmachina]

When everyone's perfect can we start over again... I got the chance to say I miss you~

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[theeusexmachina]

Brutal Goodbye

I did not FIX you just to BREAK you.

So if I have to do it this way -- brutally -- I will. I'll be the cruel one... the evil one. I'll be as harsh as I can. I'll be the worst person to you. FOR YOU

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I was the kindest one before. I used to be soft on you. I gave my best for you.

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But I will not apologize for my actions before; Nor will I apologize for my actions right now.

I did my part... on saving you. Now, save yourself.

I genuinely hope you will.

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[theeusexmachina]

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[theeusexmachina]

//Spring Day, BTS

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[theeusexmachina]

Who here feels that Christmas sucks yet you still feel obliged to celebrate it because everyone does?

I do.

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[theeusexmachina]

“I have to stop naming my anxiety after people who have had caused me pain.” —Mayari

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[theeusexmachina]

She asked, “how do people fall out of love?”

I was silent for a moment as I contemplate the question. Then my thoughts suddenly brought me to you.

I realized the constant abandonment and neglecting during the tough times; saying it is for your own good. It is in the secrecy for the sake of leaving some for oneself. It is in the battles we have fought not together but against one another. It is the slow detachment for the sake of saying you never left. It is in the silent goodbyes in between your breath. It is the loose hands until someone finally decides to let go.

No one really JUST fall out of love. The other one will always make you fall out of love.

Reasons. Excuses.

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[theeusexmachina]

I told them about you—

With uncertain laughter to cover up for my shaking hands and trembling voice.

I told them about you—

About how everything started with a simple dinner at a restaurant and how nothing was the same after that.

I told them about you—

How I was there for you when you were taking your first steps out of your comfort zone. How I paved the way for you to walk on your chosen path. How I guided your steps but never holding your hand.

I told them about you—

And your innocent confession and how things went astray after that.

I told them about you—

And your lies.

I told them about you—

About the anxiety you left for me. About the anxiety whenever people look at me. About the anxiety whenever I have to stand in front of many people.

I told them about you—

And I realized how much I have been covering up for you. How much I have been justifying your actions. How much I have been longing for your repentance and apology. How much I wanted to hate you for worsening my depression.

I told them about you—

And for the first time, I have seen that I am not the one at fault here. I am not the enemy. I did not drew you closer to any pitfall. After all this time, I realized, I am not the evil in this story.

But YOU—

You have created a monster and left it in my head to continuously feed on my thoughts.

And this is who I became. An aftermath of your manipulation.

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[theeusexmachina]

“Reciprocation is not everything but you deserve to feel the same wave you give off to someone from time to time.” —B

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[theeusexmachina]

|| But darling, don’t stop fighting. Maybe, just maybe, you might win these battles.

January 1, 2021

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[theeusexmachina]

I hate the fact that we can associate memory with scent. Like when we smell something distinct, it reminds us of a certain moment from our past. So you can only imagine the waves of memories I get every time I inhale and smell you.

M

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[theeusexmachina]

//Darling, we’re trying.

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