I know that there is nobody
at times, I try not to let it get to me
my unspoken truths
lies beside me and
the only silence is the beating
of this torn heart.
It speaks of the misery
lost in the tomes
higher than the mountains of my own creating,
I sometimes found peace
in those many moments and
whisper the wishes
lost to me, as I walk
a path only I could see
imagining a place
that puts flowers to shame.
But those moments are rare and
I have only my heart to bare,
though, I know what's left of it
pieces of the truth
left inside this torturous mind,
that there is nobody and
I cannot bring myself
to make peace with it this time.
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I will never end up like you... I will never be like you.
~Shinya Kogami to Shogo Makishima (Unspoken Words - Unofficial)
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"Guys! Look at this!" She's jumping up and down while pointing at a small but tall boxy contraption with a black curtain pulled to the side. Upon a closer look, you notice there's little space inside with a small bench and a computer screen sitting opposite of it. It's a photo booth. You eye your sister quizzically.
"Well? Wanna try?" You shrug which Hange takes as an okay, a wild smile lighting up their face.
"Yes! Alright!! Levi, in you go!"
"Wha- like hell!"
"C'mon! It'll be fun!" Hange grabs Levi's arm and pushes him inside the booth so forcefully that he slams onto the bench with a hiss. "Erwin, you'll have to pop your head in from the side, you're just too tall." And then her fingers are grasping your arm as she pulls both of you in the booth before you can do anything to stop her. The booth is even smaller on the inside, and with the way your sister pulled you in after her, you find yourself plopping on her lap like a child. Cozy is not the first word that comes to mind.
"Ah, I can't reach the screen. Here, Levi hold this." You suddenly feel your body being pushed to the side by Hange and a breath hitches in your throat as you find yourself in a new seat - Levi's lap. You don't dare look behind you when you hear his sharp intake of air as you land. Any knowledge on how to breathe is now forgotten. The sound of rushing water fills your ears as heat rushes to your cheeks. Oh my god.
"'Everything okay?" Erwin's voice is muffled to you. He pops his head through the curtain, and his bright blue eyes land on your wide ones. If he was thinking anything, his gave nothing away.
"Yup almost... got it!" Hange yells in triumph as they press down on something. "Get ready!" There's beeping coming from a corner of the booth that must be the countdown but you can hardly focus on it. All you can think about is the way you fit on Levi's lap comfortably. Beep. How flush your body was to his chest that you could feel his racing heart, no doubt beating the same speed as yours, against your back. Beep. His shallow breaths tickling the back of your neck as you clench your hands into tight fists that rest on your thighs. Beep. Levi shifts under you but you don't dare move. Beep. Your brain is foggy, clouded by Levi. Levi, Levi, all Levi.
Your name is being called - distant sounding at first then loud and right next to you. Erwin and Hange are staring at you from outside of the booth, sunlight filtering through the spaces around their bodies as they stand in the little doorway. They both have matching amused smirks plastering their faces. You hear Levi clearing his throat behind you. You shoot up quickly from Levi's lap and scramble out the hole, palms sweaty in your tight fists. You welcome the cool spring breeze softly hitting your flushed and hot face.
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If I lose one day
know that it's not your fault.
My unhealthy mind
spread lies, suffocating the joy
in the small things
leaving nothing but bare surroundings
and my life was never mine
to begin with, my letter was
never addressed to you.
I miss that girl I use to be,
in your eyes I can see
you don't recognize
the monster that has eaten me.
Let that memory rest in your soul
and hold on it like the last note
For it will be the only one you'll ever have.
If I go, know it was never your fault.
I was just not meant for this world
It was frighten, cold and empty
A brittle smile could never make me whole,
just sustain the image of light.
It's time to let go
Feel what you need
love me like the girl I use to be
for my letter was never addressed to you.
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The Cure - A Letter To Elise (Official Music Video)
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Suddenly, the world goes silent
And voices in your head echoes the loudest
As if everyone settled in your head.
It feels like a war between those voices and you
Those voices trying to get you
And you trying to get away from them.
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Distance means nothing when someone means everything. You can always count on me.
~Nobuchika Ginoza to Akane Tsunemori (Unspoken Words - Unofficial)
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