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“Oh my god” you moan as Eddie’s cock sinks all the way into your tight, wet, aching pussy.
“That’s right baby, I’m your god” he grunts, the pace of his thrusts speeding up as he shoves his fingers into your open mouth.
You begin to softly suck on his fingers, your mind starting to go hazy as he sheaths himself even deeper inside you than you thought possible. His thick cock is almost punching into your guts, the pleasure starting to border on painful. But you’re so determined to be good for Eddie no matter what that you just sink into the feelings of your mind emptying and continue to happily suck on his fingers.
“Look at you, you’re being such a good little fuckdoll for your god, aren’t you?” He asks with just a hint of condescension in his voice. You nod around his fingers, your eyes now fully closed as you enjoy the feeling of being entirely filled up by your god.
When he fills you up with his cum, he briefly pulls out. You’re crying and begging for him to put his cock back in, so he puts you in a mating press and fucks the cum even deeper into your womb.
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When he was in college, Sam tried out a lot of different churches.
They hadn’t regularly attended when he was younger. Hell, they hadn’t attended at all. Not unless they’d been dumped on some friend of john's who did or left to stay with pastor Jim.
Sam enjoys catholic services the most;
He takes communion even though he knows he shouldn’t, it’s just that he feels the darkness and the dirt that coats his insides everyday and he thinks that if maybe he could cancel it out somehow. Even just a little bit, it might be more bearable.
So he gets in line with everyone else and he studies what they do and when he gets to the front, he stands in front of the priest, hands out, one underneath the other and when he gets that stale wafer in his hands, he greedily puts it in his mouth.
And then he blesses himself;
He lets it melt on his tongue while he prays, prays for Dean and his dad, and selfishly, for himself too. He prays to be clean and kind and soft.
He prays for redemption. From what, he’s not really sure.
He prays to be absolved of his sins, to become clean in a way he suspects he never has been, not even as a baby.
He kneels at the pew with his hands up in prayer and his head down so that no one can see his face and know he doesn’t belong there.
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some men are textbook villains fr
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go d loves y ou bu t no t en o u gh to s a v e y o u
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Me if posting out of context oc lore was a crime
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i've written quite a few nobby scenes this week... and somehow they keep devolving into religion?
I think because the subject lends itself to the quintessential Bird-at-Barrow-Central-ish mood, right between heartbreaking and funny.
47 sighed, and then looked at Coppernob very steadily. "To tell truth, Nobby? I always liked listening to those old yarns from the Joint Lines—they were some of the best stories I ever heard—but they were just... stories."
" 'Stories'," repeated Coppernob. But he said it very neutrally.
"I don't mean any disrespect! But they are just tales, ain't they? I don't think there is an engine god. There's only the men's God... and He has no truck with us."
"To be sure. But He didn't give us souls, and the men didn't give us souls—so they came from somewhere."
"Why shouldn't He have given us souls? Perhaps He does. He's given souls to men who have had a far worse life than me—and who went to their end with less hope. Perhaps our souls are His work, and he just doesn't care for us. That makes better sense than the Lady stories. Coz then there should have to be a god for the ships, shouldn't there? An' the autos, and the submarines—and the aeroplanes!" 47 rolled his eyes at the last, this being a self-evidently absurd notion.
Coppernob was unmoved. "Perhaps they have. The ships do worship something, though they're very secretive about it—as they ought to be. I shouldn't blab to them, about our mysteries."
"But the aeroplanes, Nobby? Come now!"
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Drew me and @marshmallow-biscuit-blog ‘s son and his deranged boyfriend-
Bonus doodles:
They mean the world to me-
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Something I realised which is fucking me up:
So I’m sure you guys are aware of the cosmic axolotl and it’s poem about Bill:
And I’m sure you guys are also aware that the axolotl is pretty much just.. God, to an extent, right?
“He’ll have to invoke my name, one way to absolve his crime.”
And obviously this parallels what Bill said in reverse in Weirdmaggedon,
“A-X-O-L-O-T-L, MY TIME HAS COME TO BURN, I INVOKE THE ANCIENT POWER THAT I MAY RETURN!”
So.. with the fact the cosmic axolotl is pretty much God, or A god at least..
Isn’t this pretty much, if you REALLY think about it.. just.. Bill praying to god for forgiveness for his sins?
I don’t know why this is fucking with me so bad (maybe bc i KINDA have religious trauma and was scared of going to hell as a child) but it’s.. REALLY messed up to me when you put it like that. Like Bill, while actively about to ‘die’, PRAYED TO GOD FOR FORGIVENESS. like that’s so fucked up??? idk
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May God, who has enlightened every heart, help you to know your sins and trust in his mercy, Amen.
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i have personal beef with god, he has done nothing to help me. i'll let jesus slide tho, he's cool
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religious trauma from Christians... as a Christian
I have a bit of a weird circumstance, because I wasn't Christian at the time of my trauma, but I was dating an Evangelical Christian when I was 14 (yeah, yeah, yell at me or whatever) who caused my trauma.
As a result I developed PTSD and the circumstances worsened the OCD I have struggled with my whole life.
I'm not going to go into detail, but let's just say his lust caused him to sin and he did not pluck out his eyes. (he did more than that but whatever)
I love going to Church and talking about religion and the Bible and can usually do it without problem. But sometimes, I go into these thought spirals where my brain attributes Christianity to the things my ex did to me. Which is like... what OCD does. It attacks our morals and beliefs. I'm essentially doing therapy by myself because of bad past experiences (and in part because I can't fully trust a Christian therapist to not be anti-gay or anti-trans. I also have a fear that a secular therapist will just tell me to stop being Christian, which will just lead to more thought spirals). I've banned myself from doing compulsions (while still giving myself grace if I mess up, which is the hardest part), so I feel like a werewolf chained up to a tree at practically all times.
The best thing to do is distract myself, which usually ends up with me reading interpretations of Scripture, philosophy, politics, anthropology, writing (I have writer's block, sadly), or interacting with the fandom that I'm in since these are things I whole-heartedly enjoy. But I'll do these things and then a thought will come in (i.e "Some people who are Christian have done bad things and used God to justify it, therefore, you are bad", "Well, you kinda did this bad thing 10 years ago, therefore, you're getting left behind in the rapture, sorry lol!" (I didn't even know about the rapture until I dated that guy), "You aren't doing enough to help people, therefore, you deserve to die", "You dare to eat while other people can't? Um... kys?", "What if you actually beat someone to death in your sleep and you just didn't know about it?", etc.) and then I'm back at square one. It's been like this all of my life (first time I remember having an intrusive thought/image was when I was 5). And it doesn't help that the OCD triggers my PTSD so it's just like a horrible game of ping-pong in my head.
I don't know... do any of you have advice? Prayers are always appreciated (no matter your faith).
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Ok serious question time
So we’re thinking about possibly starting to go to church (unitarian Universalism) , most of us are down for it but one of my headmates is a vampire and she’s a bit concerned about it cuz, ya know vampires and churches don’t mix well
So my question is mostly for people who know a lot about Unitarian Universalism and for people who know a lot about vampires
Would it be safe/ok for a vampire (headmate) to enter a Unitarian Universalism church? /genq/srs
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Was bored during school so here’s some Faith doodles (John angst!!!)
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Submitted by @crowbro!
Found at 5 below in MI!
JESUS WATER GAME?????????
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