#tvd stefan

[seriesxwriting]

Interested

Pairing: reader x Stefan Salvatore

Series: tvd, the vampire diaries

Summary: All Stefan keeps talking about is his ex. That’s not what a girl wants to hear her crush talk about.

Warnings: drinking, kissing, I don’t think there’s any swearing but you never know with me.

“Elena Elena Elena” I rolled my eyes flopping onto my bed. Caroline sat at my desk watching me with one eyebrow up. “I can see it’s bothering you” she slowly lowered her eyebrow and put her hands together. I rolled onto my side looking over at her. “It’s all he ever talks about” I sighed making my eyes turn in. “One, don’t do that it freaks me out” Caroline shook her head. “And two” she started as she stood up walking over to the side of the bed. “Look I love you y/n but when it comes to men- you’re flirting isn’t really- the best”.

“Oh so it’s my fault he can’t get over his ex” I sat up straight at a quicker pace than lightning. “No” she snapped at me “I’m just saying Stefan probably doesn’t even know you’re interested, if he did he wouldn’t be talking about other girls” “oh but it’s not just any other girl- it’s Elena, she’s so perfect, she’s so pretty”. Caroline rubbed my arm sympathetically with a tiny smile. “Show him you’re interested, he probably will be too”, “but what if he’s not, what if he really is still in love with her”.

“Then that’s his loss, not yours, you get over him and show him how it’s done” Caroline winked at me perking up slightly. I chewed on my lip thinking about it. “Okay, I’ll up my flirting game” I nodded my head and rubbed my hands together as if I was creating some manipulative plan to kidnap him or end the world. “Atta girl, you’ll see him at the party right, there’s your chance” “Stefans picking me up” I stood up going over to my wardrobe. “Really? He told me he couldn’t drive me because he had plans before it and they might run over” Caroline scrunched her face in deep thought at my blue rug laying on the floor.

“Caroline, focus- what the hell do I wear” I ordered bringing her attention back onto me standing in between hangers upon hangers of clothes. “A dress, what about that white one your mum brought you for your birthday?” She shrugged, her eyes lit up and she snapped her fingers when the idea came to her. “This one?” I questioned pulling it out and holding it over my body. “Yeah wear that, it’s well cute- with the boots you had on when you came to sleep at mine last week” “casual but cute, I like your thinking” I nodded hanging it on my wardrobe door.

“Right babe I better get a move on, I need to be ready for six I’m catching a ride with Elena and Damon” she told me standing up and collecting her stuff putting it in her bag. “Alright care I’ll see you later thanks for everything” I walked over and we embraced each other sighing into one another’s hair. “Chin up, practice some flirting- maybe watch a YouTube video” she offered up as she stepped back. “I’m not doing that!” I sniggered shaking my head. “Your loss” she shrugged giggling silently as she left my room. Leaving me to my own devices.

I pulled the dress down and put it across my body holding it up in front of the mirror. It took me just over an hour to get ready. I had a shower, blow dried and curled my y/h/c hair. Before putting on my outfit. I tried on about five coats to see which one was the best. Eventually I went with a black bomber jacket. And with that the time turned quarter past six, the door bell went off on the dot. So Stefan Salvatore of him. I smiled grabbing my bag and jumping towards my bedroom door knowing who was downstairs. I grasped the handle taking deep breaths composing myself.

I walked down the stairs, my house was empty right now as both parents were away on holiday in England. I wondered to the front door as my heart pounded against my chest. I yanked it open and there he stood with tulips in his hands and the famous Stefan smile. He looked so cute. “H-hi” he stuttered as his eyes dragged down me blatantly. “You look- amazing- stunning- well… beautiful” he stuttered unsure of what word he wanted to use.

“You cleaned up too- are these for me?” I raised my eyebrow at the gesture. “Of course” he smiled passing them across to me. “They’re gorgeous, I can’t believe you brought me flowers” I smiled from ear to ear. “Come in while I buy them in a vase”. My mind raced, why had Stefan brought me flowers, was this a date? No we’re just friends right. I came back out the kitchen and he’d been waiting in the hall. “All ready?” I quizzed grabbing my bag that I’d left on the side. “Yeah, let’s get going” he nodded his head out the door. “Elenas already there”.

“Of course she is” I gave him a fake smile sighing before coldly grabbing the Handel and walking out first. “And Damon and care of course” Stefan told me following me out, though he had to raise his voice a tad because of the distance I’d gone. “Lift the Handel up all the way” I ordered not even turning around. I heard him do as I said before joining me inside the car. “I think we’re all really in need of this bonfire party” Stefan began as he drove off my drive.

“Mm me too, it’s been a stressful few months” “uh huh especially with all the elena stuff going on” Stefan laughed but again my eyes subtly rolled and my stomach sank. Could he go five minutes without mentioning her. “How about we stop talking about Elena for tonight, what better way to get over her than at a party” “oh I’m over her” Stefan chuckled re gripping the steering wheel. “Well a party is definitely in need, never know who we might meet”. “It’s mystic falls everyone knows everyone” Stefan shook his head. We turned into the woodlands where the party was happening.

We could already see the cloud of smoke rising from the fire. The crowd circling round it, chatting and drinking. “Park over there that’s Bonnie’s car” I pointed out but Stefan was already turning into a spot, I noticed Damon’s car being right next to us. “It’s alright this one’s bigger”. Sure it is Stefan sure it is. We both got out and soon made our way towards the people. “Let’s grab drinks first” his hand attached its self to my lower back as we waded through the crowd. I felt my heart pound and it made me relax into him.

We grabbed two beers and by the time we’d turned around elena was running up to us “Stefan! Y/n!” She wrapped her arms around his neck and then did the same to me. “Hey” I answered bluntly with a flick of my hand. “I started to think you two weren’t coming” “we just got- held up” Stefan struggled looking at me, I smiled knowingly and a warm sensation came across me knowing Elena had no idea what we were talking about.

Damon strolled over coming to say hi to us. “Well come on, everyone’s over near the bridge” he nodded his head. “we’ll catch up with you soon” Stefan shrugged answering before I could. Him saying that made me really excited, I wanted it to just be me and him so I could up my flirting game. “Oh come on stef I haven’t seen you in ages no one has apart from y/n, come and catch up with everyone”. His eyes flicker between me and Elena for a second or two. “Alright” he smiled simply and Elena squealed. “Come on then” she grabbed Damon’s wrist and Stefan started following them nodding to me to come with him.

We landed at the group where Bonnie, Tyler, Caroline, Matt and Jeremy were all waiting for us with smiles. We all exchanged hi’s and then jumped into conversation. My excitement was short lived, I loved my friends but I just wanted some alone time with Stefan. Though I wasn’t complaining too much because he didn’t really leave my side the whole night. We stayed in the same position talking, laughing and drinking for most of the night. Though Bonnie and care soon dragged me over to dance and I brought Stefan with me.

“How are you so good at this!” I laughed as Stefan spun me around and pulled me towards him. “I’ve had years of experience” he smiled close to my face. My hand was on his shoulder and the other his bicep while both of his were wrapped around my waist. “Have you always liked dancing?” “When I can dance with someone as pretty as you” he nodded making me smile again. “Stefan- Stefan!”. And just like that our moment was ruined. He pulled away from me and Elena ran through the crowd her eyes were full of tears.

“What’s wrong?” “Damon’s left- we got into an argument and he stormed off” “what about?” His eyebrow raised “I’ll explain it all to you, can you take me home please?” “I…” Stefan looked at me. “Bonnie will take you home- or you could call a taxi” I offered to Elena. “I know I know- I just really want to talk to you Stefan, you understand me in a different way and im hysterical right now” she wiped her eyes sitting back on her leg. “It’s okay I’ll take you home” he nodded completely pulling away from me now and standing on her side.

She threw her arms around him thanking him. “I’ll see you later y/n” he rubbed my arm before him and Elena left the crowed. I watched them walk all the way over to the car. “I’m sorry girl, she ruined your moment I thought he was going to kiss you then” Caroline came round with her hand on my shoulder. “No- he wasn’t” I shook my head. “He’s not over her, I’m going home” I smiled at her with tears In my eyes. “But he’s coming back for you” Caroline shook her head.

“He’s not care, he’ll be with her all night, I’m calling a taxi” I nodded hugging her before removing myself from the crowd. I waited for the taxi on the main road and it took me promptly home. As soon as I got in my removed the stupid dress and put my pjs on. I thought I was doing alright until I stepped into the kitchen for some water. I saw the flowers. My heart shattered. Tears slowly fell down my face as I realised I was never getting him. He didn’t love me like he loved her. I slid down the wall and took a seat on the kitchen floor.

I didn’t know how long I’d been there crying just staring at the flowers trying to make sense of them. A knock on the door pulled me out of my day dream. I wiped my face and went over to the door. When I pulled it open Stefan stood there. I blinked confused about why he was on my door step. “What do you want?” I asked harshly. Which maybe was a bit mean. “Well- I went back to the party to find you but care said I’d messed up and just kept tutting at me” he struggled still looking a bit confused. “So you came to check on me?”

“You look like you needed someone to check on you, are you crying?”. “No” I answered bluntly moving my eye contact to the ground. Stefan squeezed past me walking into my house and turning into the kitchen. He switched the kettle on and got two cups out while I closed the door. “You just inviting yourself in now?” “Nope you already invited me in once, we’re going to sit down and you’re going to tell me what’s wrong- or what I done wrong”.

“You haven’t done anything wrong Stefan- it’s nobody’s fault” “so why are you talking to me like I’ve done something wrong?” He raised an eyebrow walking towards me. “Because it feels like you have but I know deep down it’s wrong to blame you, you can’t help it” I sighed looking at the floor. “Help what?” He quizzed lifting my chin up with his hand. “That your not over Elena- that you love her more than you’ll ever like me, and that’s not your fault that’s mine- I fell for you at the wrong time and I put my hands up for that and honestly you can’t help who you like and even though it’s not me I shouldn’t blame you for that because…”

“Y/n!” “Stop talking!”. I looked up at him with full eyes. “Let me just finish explaining- I don’t want you to think I’m…” and with that Stefan cut me off by pressing his lips onto mine. “Why are you kissing me?” I whispered against his lips. He kissed me again for a second or two before admitting “I’m interested in you y/n”. Hearing that made me pull him closer to me and make the kiss harder. His hands held my waist close to him. When we eventually pulled away he put his forehead on mine. “If your interest in me why’d you drop me for Elena constantly, why do you always talking about her with me”.

“I don’t drop you for her y/n, she’s delicate and even though we aren’t together I’ll still look out for her, I made her a promise in the same way that she is now my sister in law, she’s family so if she needs me I’ll be there but I will always be back for you y/n- I came back for you tonight”. I bit my lip feeling slightly bad for not thinking about that. “And the reason I’m constantly bringing her up- is because… you reached out to me after the break up and we grew close immediately, I just didn’t want you to go anywhere”.

“That- doesn’t make sense” I shook my head completely confused. “I thought if you thought I was healed you wouldn’t want to see me as regularly because I wouldn’t need you”. “So- you pretended to miss her because you didn’t want me to leave?” “I didn’t think it through- I panicked” he sighed stepping backwards clearly embarrassed that I’d caught onto it. “So- you’re over her?” I looked up at him hopeful.

My eyes sparkled with tears, Stefan took that step back toward me and cupped my face. “Very much so, yes” he nodded in a whisper. “I understand if you don’t believe me- I shouldn’t have done what I did I can’t imagine how it made you feel” he sighed brushing my cheeks with his thumbs. I put my hands around his neck shaking my head. “I believe you Stefan” “you believe that I’m interested in you and you only?”. I nodded my head but couldn’t help the little corner smile.

“That’s what I wanted to see, there’s my girl” he whispered as my smile grew and my cheeks burnt red. “I’m all yours” I whispered running a hand through his hair. “About time”.

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Stefan Salvatore and Elena Gilbert in 1.1 "Pilot" The Vampire Diaries (2009-2017)

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[multiversediaries]

forbidden attraction

dbf!stefan salvatore x reader

summary: you have been in love with your dad’s best friend for many years now.

warnings: 18+, age gap, forbidden relationship, mentions of blood, pet names, strong language, smut!!

part count: 2/2

it has been a while since that day at the woods with stefan. you had stopped hunting with him. you just stopped all contact with him. you were avoiding him left and right. you needed to move on from him. he’d never want you. and you knew that.

avoiding him was quite hard. since he spent a lot of time at your house, with your father. so you made sure to always be out of the house whenever he came by. you came up with excuses whenever the salvatores invited you guys to their mansion. from having to study for your finals, to made up trips. you soon ran out of excuses.

you were forced to attend a small get together. your father was hosting it. everyone would come. elena, bonnie, caroline, matt, all of your friends. you felt so bad, unintentionally distancing yourself from your friends because of him. so you decided to appear even if it was for a few hours. stefan shouldn’t have this much control over you. it’s time you step up and take decision for yourself. your happiness.

“y/n! it feels like i haven’t seen you in so long!” elena exclaimed once she saw you. you giggled, wrapping your arms around her, embracing her in a tight hug.

“i’m glad to see you’re well.” you replied, grinning at your friend. she smiled, soon walking back to damon’s arms. your eyes locked with stefan’s, the smile on your face disappearing in an instant. you took a deep breath, shaking your head. tonight is about you.

the night has passed fairly quick. you were all sitting on the living room, drinking and catching up. the mikaelsons came back to mystic falls, after many years of living in new orleans. you wondered if they came to stay. your thoughts were soon interrupted by matt.

“how’s your transition going, y/n? i remember how it was for elena. i hope it’s not as difficult for you.” matt spoke, earning a soft smile from you. matt has always been so caring.

“it’s going well for now! i kinda dig it.” you confessed, elena laughing at your comment.

“at least someone likes it.” elena replied, a giggle leaving your mouth. you remember how hard it was on her. however, you liked it. you liked the thrill, the heightened emotions, everything.

“and the feeding?” bonnie shyly asked. she knew it was a sensitive topic. you sighed softly, feeling stefan’s eyes on you.

“caroline had been helping me hunt animals for now— just not ready for human blood.” you chuckled breathlessly, everyone nodding in understanding. however, you heard stefan chuckle under his breath, probably thinking how ridiculous it was, that you were avoiding him to the point of getting caroline to train you instead. it was absurd to him.

“you’re missing out.” damon said across the room. you rolled your eyes at him. you were about to reply. that was until your father spoke.

“y/n, dear. can you please go get some more liquor?” asked your father. you nodded, standing up from your seat and heading over towards the kitchen. you made it to the kitchen, opening the fridge and grabbing another bottle of liquor.

“it’s been a while since i last saw you, love.” you heard kol say behind you. you smiled, turning around to face him. he looked exactly the same. you hadn’t seen him since he left mystic falls, you were about eighteen by then.

“you haven’t changed at all, kol.” you smiled, leaning over the kitchen counter. kol chuckled softly, his eyes never leaving yours.

“well, you have. you have grown into a gorgeous young woman.” kol said softly, making your cheeks flush. you looked down, attempting to hide your obvious blush. it just felt so good to be seen as a woman.

“you think so?” you asked, insecurity running through your entire body. kol tilted his head in confusion. he couldn’t understand why you’d even ask something like that.

“of course, darling. why would you even think you’re not?” he asked, walking closer to you, placing a strand of your hair behind your ear. he lifted up your chin, truly bewildered at your comment. you were absolutely beautiful.

“what is it? is your boyfriend not appreciating you enough?” kol asked, and you laughed at his comment.

“boyfriend?”

“don’t you have a boyfriend?”

“of course not.” you replied, laughing. kol was dumbfounded.

“of course not?” he repeated, mostly baffled by the way you talked about yourself. how could such an attractive woman put herself down so much?

“do you want one?” kol asked, his eyes never leaving yours. your mouth almost dropped at his words.

“w—what?” you asked, stunned by the way kol seemed to be acting. you were truly shocked at the fact that the kol mikaelson, the extremely handsome original vampire, seemed to be flirting with you. you saw kol smirk, leaning down.

“well, do you?” he asked. you couldn’t hide your utter amusement. your cheeks red and warm. you giggled, looking down once again. kol chuckled, his hand now on your waist. you didn’t know how to feel about this. you didn’t knew how it felt to be looked at, and desired by anyone.

it felt so good.

“let me know if you happen to chance your mind, gorgeous. i’ll make it worth your while.” kol said, planting a soft kiss to your cheek. you bit your lip, trying your hardest to hide a smile. he chuckled, noticing your behavior.

“cute.” kol said, taking the liquor bottles into his hands and walking away from you, back to the living room. on his way out, he locked eyes with stefan, who was just standing by the door frame of the kitchen. stefan had listened. and he was unexplainably enraged. stefan walked closer to you, yet you hadn’t noticed him yet. you only stood, with a hand where kol’s lips just were. which made him even more furious.

“what the fuck are you doing?” stefan spoke up. you looked up, startled by him. you hadn’t noticed him until now. you sighed. you didn’t want to deal with this.

“not now, stefan.” you breathed out, already exhausted and the conversation hadn’t even started. you tried walking away from him, yet he held you back. you looked at him, shocked.

“why were you flirting with him?— he’s dangerous, what the hell are you thinking?” he asked, anger in his voice. you shook his hand off you, now irritated by him.

“why do you care?”

“i just do.”

“sure you do.” you replied, attempting to walk away from him again, yet to no avail.

“don’t you dare walk away from me— why have you been avoiding me?” stefan asked, annoyed by the way you were acting. you looked at him, amused.

“are you being serious?” you asked. stefan sighed, letting go off your arm. “you said i make you sick.”

“i did not say that.” he argued, towering over you. you laughed bitterly in reply.

“yeah, well, that’s what you implied.” you replied. stefan ran a hand through his head in annoyance. why were you acting like this?

“why are you acting like such a brat?” he asked through his teeth, he could feel his anger increase by the minute. you chuckled.

“i’m just a kid, remember?” you replied, angrily. you smiled sarcastically at him. that was the comment that broke something inside of him.

“is that what this is about, huh?” stefan asked, chuckling under his breath, pushing you against the counter. his two arms blocking your escape routs, as he leaned over you. “answer me, sweetheart.”you looked down at the ground. you were undeniably nervous, he was so dangerously close. you could smell his strong cologne. this was dangerous and you knew that.

“you just don’t— you don’t notice me.” you confessed, shyly. you frowned at your own words. “i’m a big girl now, stefan, but you only think of me as a kid, and it hurts, okay?” you said, looking up to meet his eyes. stefan only listened to you talk.

“i’m so in love with you, and you just don’t notice me, you— you never will.” you finished, looking down once again. stefan exhaled, hating himself for making you feel like this.

“oh, baby. is that what you think?” stefan whispered softly, his finger lifting up your chin to meet his eyes. “of course i notice you. i would notice you in a room full of people.” you tilted your head, confused.

“but you— you said—” you said, recalling that day at the woods. stefan interrupted you.

“i know what i said, alright? i didn’t mean any of that. it’s just— how do you think i feel? i’m crazy about my best friend’s daughter, for fucks sake.” stefan confessed. you froze in place.

crazy about you?

“i think about you every second of everyday. of how sweet you must taste, how gorgeous your moans must sound. fuck— you just don’t get it.” stefan said, his head leaning back, sighing. you were speechless, yet you kept getting wet by every word that left his lips.

“it’s wrong, i know it is. and your father’s going to fucking kill me. but god, i need to have you— need you to be mine.” stefan said, almost in a whisper, leaning down, his lips just hovering over yours.

“stefan…” you whimpered, squeezing your legs together. you couldn’t believe this was happening. stefan looked at your seductively.

“what is it, baby? you want me to stop, mhm?” stefan teased, his lips now leaving soft kisses by your neck. you bit your lip, hiding your moans. you cursed under your breath, shaking your head.

“then jump, baby.” stefan said, before helping you sit in the counter. his lips quickly attached to yours, kissing you with hunger. he wanted you so bad. “god, you don’t know how much i have fantasized about you, about this.” stefan said, his lips still attached to yours, you moaned into his mouth. you just can’t believe this.

“stefan— not here, we can’t—” you managed to speak between moans. stefan interrupted you by a rough kiss in your lips, his tongue completely dominated against yours. you just had the sweetest taste.

“i’ll be fast, i promise. i just need to taste you right now.” stefan said after breaking the kiss. he started kneeling in front of you, pulling your legs apart. he cursed under his breath, by the sight of your damped underwear. you were so thankful you wore a short skirt that night. stefan bit his lip, moving your underwear to the side, revealing your glistening cunt.

stefan didn’t lose another second and tasted you. his tongue licked you fully, moaning at your taste. you tasted heavenly. his mouth devoured you, as if he was a thirsty, dying man. your hands were tangled on his hair, and your legs rested on his strong shoulders. stefan’s hands laid on your thighs, holding you in place, making sure you wouldn’t pull away from him. he was far from being done with you.

“oh my god…” you moaned under your breath, needing to be quiet. but it was so difficult when stefan knew exactly what he was doing. he knew how to eat you out just right. you were in pure bliss, your eyes rolling back into your head, overwhelmed by the pleasure. it wasn’t just the way he was sucking, and licking your folds, but also the fact that it was him.

“you taste so much better than i imagined, doll. going to be so fucking addicted to you.” stefan grunted against your core. his lips sucking you desperately. you were a dream come true to stefan. he knew it was wrong. even if you were an adult, it somehow felt wrong. but he couldn’t stop the obvious attraction he felt towards you, after you became this breathtaking, mouthwatering woman.

“gonna come— please.” you whispered, the grip on his hair tightening, as you pushed him deeper into your core. his mouth worked wonders on you, until you came in his mouth. stefan licked you clean, as if he didn’t want to stop, because he didn’t. he stood back up, licking his lips afterwards. he bit his bottom lip, now standing between your open legs, his bulge brushing against you. you gasped.

“you’re mine. my girl— are we clear?” stefan said sternly, his face in the crook of your neck, planting sloppy kisses. your hand ran to his hair yet again, moaning silently.

“yours.” you whimpered in reply, nodding your head. “i’ve always been.” you finished, panting still. your other hand resting in his strong chest. stefan pulled away from your neck and looked at you, smirking. his thumb softly rubbed your bottom lip, a small grin on his face.

“such a good girl.”

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S01 E13

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[insurrection-writes]

SINCERELY | TVD

"i would live this life a thousands more times just to meet you."

"i wouldn't."

ONE.

a/n: thoughts and suggestions always welcome, I thrive off picking others brains and mashing ideas together. enjoy part one.

PART : ONE TWO THREE …

Dark.

Cold.

Sort of like what Mauve thought death would be like. Not like the Christians explained it, it definitely was not a white paradise in the sky or a burning pit in the midst of the earth. Instead, a nothing filled void, no sounds, no movement. Seemingly cramped for something she assumed stretched on forever in every direction, an infinite loop.

She always imagined that, after death, she would just cease to exist. That's what made the most sense to her. Nothing magical. No God to relay and judge her "sins", or some wonderful white world she would meet every person ever lost in her time on earth.That was not ever a possibility in her mind.

She understand, theoretically, that her brain was just firing neurons, electrons, electricity, the only reason she had thoughts or a consciousness was because of evolution and the growth through time.

If those electrons stopped, she would stop. Her consciousness gone forever and she would just, be gone.

That's what she hoped for, at least. To just, not exist. To rid her mind of every memory, every pain, to no longer feel. Anything. Nothing.

Mauve took her own life on October 17th. A few old pain pills from a car accident and some cheap Vodka, she wished to go in her sleep, without a mess for anyone to clean, just a used body bag and possibly a plot in the ground.

She spent the day writing a note, cuddling her dogs and left the television on in the bedroom, watching the show Bones as she took the pills down with vodka from the freezer, thirteen separate pulls to swallow all twenty-eight pills. She had laughed at the show as she began to tire, allowing herself to finally roll over and hug a pillow to her chest, her dog lay curled in the bend of her knees, and she shut her eyes.

Only to open them to this void.

It worked, she thought.

So why, after death, was she still here?

Time didn't seem to pass. She had no concept of how long she could have possibly been in this void. She couldn't see her arms or legs, couldn't move herself. It was just, her thoughts. Her mind. The thing she tried to kill, still seemingly alive.

Suddenly, it flashed. The void. It was moving. More like a pulse. Light steadily thrumming and moving to a beat she did not want to begin to understand. It started taking shape. A room, with a old, stained wood bedroom set. Old wood stained to a dark color forming the bed frame, night stands, dressers and desk. It seemed cozy.

Then it paused.

The whole void erupted in a bright white light, for what seemed like possibly forever, yet no time at all.

Once it the light blinked out of existence, she saw her body again. She was back.

The second thing she noticed, was that she was in that same room.

Examining her limbs and torso, she was whole again.

She spent the next few moments exploring, figuring out pretty quickly that she was not only in a room, but a pretty decent sized home in the middle of the woods. She walked out the front door, met with a small gravel path to a fence, backed by woods that she could not enter. An invisible barrier blocking her from going further.

She had traded the void for another imprisonment. A house with food that replaced its self and grass that never grew.

The first year of apparent imprisonment, Mauve spent writing letters. Every day. Tracking her time by writing out her thoughts on the apparent never ending stationary on the raggedy old wooden desk that creaked with every shift of her wrist. Shoving the letters into the little slide out drawer.

Only for them to disappear day after day. Every day. She had no clue where they went, or even if they did go anywhere. Just that they'd be gone the next day.

After about four hundred and seventy-two days, she almost gave up. She wished for the void again, almost.

~

472,

I still feel stupid, writing letters to an imaginary person, when in reality, I am the only person who will ever sees these things.

I've run out room for tally's on the wall in the kitchen, I had to start a new one in the dinning room. That's the one of only thing that sticks here in the house. The things I make and display. Everything else, well, loops.

It's day four-hundred and seventy two.

It's been a year and 107 days.

Time seems irrelevant.

Spending my time unwisely would have sent past me into a spiral, yet here, it soothes me.

Studying things I never thought of before, learning of native plants to different regions. Things outside of the house don't seem to loop as well as the things inside.

Last night, I came across a book on plants in Virginia, I am certain that this hobby has a scientific name of some kind. Not that I could google it to find out.

These bushes drawn in the book are the same that wrap around the fence line. They're called Sweetspires. I am not totally sure if this means I am in Virginia, but my gut says I am.

I spent the morning in the garden. My tomatoes are almost ready to harvest, as well as the green beans. That sounds so dumb to be excited about, I know, but it's a fun hobby. It makes the passage of time tolerable.

Maybe I'll stop writing. See if anything changes. Maybe if I change my routine, I'll see something different. I don't know.

The longer I am here, the more I start to think I should try again. Maybe it'll stick this time.

Probably not.

Sincerely, Mauve

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It's funny how history has a habit of repeating itself again, and again, and AGAIN

However, you were determined to put an end to the cycle of feuding the brothers tend to find themselves when it comes to their love interest

When you first moved into town, both brothers were immediately enthralled with you-- neither of them having plans on letting you go

After having lost both Katherine and Elena to his brother, Damon was determined to make you his by ANY means necessary

He watched you in the shadows as you settled into town, adjusting to your new life and setting a schedule for yourself. He memorized all the places you visited the most and made notes of the things that caught your eye

However, Stefan was just as eager to make you his, knowing you were the one for him

He compelled a man to put you in danger so that he could be your hero and sweep you off your feet

You immediately fell for the youngest Salvatore's boyish charms and allowed him to take you on a date, much to Damon's chagrin

Damon was not going to let you get away so easily. Using the intel he collected from you, he showed up to your date with Stefan and upstaged him by having so many "similar interests"

War broke out between the two brothers to an extent no one had ever seen. Both of them convinced you were meant to be with them and each equally determined to prove themselves right

However, in the war for your heart, your emotions ended up as collateral damage as you had fallen for both Salvatores and you did not have it within yourself to choose. Not to mention the battle was tearing the brothers apart and you couldn't stand to see either of your men hurt

It was agreed then that you would date both brothers which did not completely satisfy them, but they were more than willing to accept if it meant they got to have you

And you loved having both of them around to keep you safe, happy, and healthy

Once you officially became theirs, the brothers never left your side

They are constantly watching over you, making sure that you are okay

They even protect you from yourself, preventing you from doing anything they deem too dangerous-- which is basically everything

You haven't had to drive yourself anywhere since you started dating, nor grocery shop or any of the other boring chores you hate to do. They do it all for you

They worship the ground you walk on-- when they let you walk on the ground that is

You are a goddess in their eyes and you should be treated as such

They shower you in so much love and affection, eradicating any negative thoughts that may enter your brain

They are incredibly protective over you, not letting anyone from the gang meet you for the first three months

Whenever there is a threat in town, they lock you away in the boarding house to make sure you are safe

It infuriates you, but you know they do it out of the love they have for you

Plus, it's nice to have a week or two where you get to lounge around and do nothing

Overall, these boys love you with all of their heart and would do anything just to see you smile

A/N: I am so sorry for how long it has taken me to get this out here! My grandmother's eye surgery which we thought was healing well has actually been overhealing. So I am now back on post-op doctor visit duties until her eye heals properly, so I am back to limited writing time. This is not how I expected my summer to go, but you just have to roll with the punches. Anyway! I hope you enjoyed Anon! Thank you so much for reading.

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hours and hours

cw; flashing lights

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a delena imagine

blood.

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''I said leave me alone, Damon!"

I push her back gently, still at arms reach, to look down at her face. the redness, her tears, and her hurt were all a result of my betrayal

"Elena, baby, let's talk about this, please -" my arms wrapped around her middle as she throws little punches to my chest. "You lied, Damon!" She takes an unsteady breath, "You told me you'd stopped, Damon!" Her voice becomes muffled as she hides her face against my chest. "I should have told you." I shake my head as I bite in my lower lip.

When Elena and I got together, I vowed off human blood and turned to animal blood, It made me a better, more serene man. But when news came out about the sun and moon curse a few weeks ago, I had no other option but to turn back on to human blood-for my strength. I had to for Elena. What kind of man would I be if I willingly stayed weak at the risk of my girl's protection. Nonetheless, I understood her feelings towards the matter. After Stefan's tragic misuse of human blood, with him losing control of his addiction to the blood, she had every right to hate me for my decision. But I wasn't Stefan

"I have it under control, Elena, I promise you" My voice was barely a whisper, It broke me seeing her the way she was, her face crimson, soaked with tears and puffy from her wiping away tears with her harsh textured sleeves. "That's what he said, Damon," Elena shook her head at me. "I'm not my brother, Elena. I can handle it, "I assure her.

She gulps hard before she slips against me. Her body falls against mine until she lands on the wooden floor. She tucks her knees to her chest, whilst her sleeved- covered hands hide her face.

I fall to my haunches before her, placing my hands on her knees as I watch her. her chest was heaving, and her cries filled the room, both the image and the sound burning into my mind

"Elena -" I begin to say, but she cuts me off. "I'm staying with Stefan tonight." she sniffles as she begins wiping away at her tears. My eyebrows furrow at her, "No." My voice trails off as I watch her rise up to her feet. I shake my head as she approaches the door. I run to the door, standing in front of it as my hands are busy behind me, with shutting and locking the wooden door.

"Damon, please, I don't want to do this tonight, My head is -" she takes a heavy breath as her

hand reaches her temple. "it's pounding, Damon." She shakes her head. Her eyes began watering again, pleading me to move.

I sighed, stepping aside. I opened the door for her and watched her as she narrowed her eyes at me. "Goodnight, Elena." I let out a ragged breath as she took slow steps, reaching up to me. "I truly am sorry, Elena." I whisper, but it's loud enough for her to hear.

I wasn't sorry for drinking the blood, I was sorry for not telling her about it sooner or about the way she found out. But I had to do what I did. For her

She gives me a frown before she pushes past me, I hear her run down the hallway and to Stefan's room. The door slams, and one of Stefan's vinyls plays almost instantly after.

My eyes roll - that was definitely Elena's doing. She would have wanted to blur out the noise, knowing that I would have eavesdropped on her and Stefan's conversation.

I followed by shutting my door before walking over to my oaked desk. Letting out a string of profanities whilst I do so.

My hand reaches for the bourbon bottle before I pour it out into a crystal glass. I toss back the burning liquid down my throat, and I follow that three times before grabbing the neck of the bottle, taking it over to the couch where I lay.

"Fuck this" I muttered before I reach into my back pocket of my jeans. I grab my phone and dial Alaric's number. He answers on the first ring.

"What can I do for you, D?" Alaric's chirpy voice had me grimace through the phone. "The Grill in fifteen?" I get straight to the point. I hear Alaric's low chuckle through the phone, "Already there, brother."

Hastily, I end the phone and make my way to grab my leather jacket. I threw it on and made my way over to the Grill.

I sent Stefan a text, letting him know I was out.

"Let me guess, Jenna?" I raise a brow as I pull out a seat beside Alaric. He turns to me, rolling his eyes. "I don't know what to tell her man, She's better off away from all this." He shakes his head as he passes me a glass of bourbon. "Elena thinks it'll keep her safe if she doesn't know." I shrug. "It's Elena's call." He shakes his head before tossing back his drink.

I follow in pursuit, with my drink before the bartender tops it off. "Enough about me." Alaric sighs, "What have you done this time?" He asks. "She knows." I scoff. Alaric's eyebrows raise. "About me taking human blood." I look at him from the corner of my eye. "She's mad?" He asks. I nod.

"You understand why, though." Alaric says. "Stefan," I mutter. Alaric hums. "She'll come around, D." He reassured me. I hope so

A few hours later, it was early morning of the next day. The Grill had closed for tye night a couple of hours ago, so Alaric and I found ourselves buying a bottle of bourbon from the convenience store before settling ourselves on a pavement, which led to the Park.

"I wish she would just understand that I'm doing this for her!" I exclaim, the buzz off the alcohol making me feel heighted. "That's the thing, brother, no matter what - " Alaric begins to say, but a hiccup interrupts his spiel. "It's always us men in the wrong, even when all we're trying to do is protect our girls." He splurs. I hum at his spiel. "Cheers to that." I knocked down a gulp of the golden liquid down my throat before passing the bottle over to Alaric, where he followed the same action.

A buzz from my pocket had me reaching for my phone, but once I saw the caller id, I stashed it back into my pocket and continued having a heartfelt conversation with Alaric.

Up until his phone began buzzing, he reached for tye pocket inside his jacket and answered the call without checking to see who it was. "'Ello'. He chirps. I focus on the call, hearing Elena's sweet voice over the phone.

"Are you with him, Ric? Is he okay? Where are you? Shall I come get you both?" Her worry makes my lips curl. Alaric mindlessly gives me stare before tossing over his phone to me. I shake my head before tossing back his phone.

"Ric?" Elena's voice is now concerned. Alaric let's out a huff before shaking his head at me. He gives me a scowl before bringing his phone to his ear, "He's in bad shape, Elena. I think he's spiralling." Alaric lies as a smile is spread along his lips. He gives me a playful smirk whilst I clench my jaw.

"Bastard," I mutter before snatching his phone from him, "I'm f-fine, E-Elena." I stutter. "Can I come get you?" She asks. "I don't wanna be home right now, Elena." I tell her. "J-Just stay with Stefan." I sigh before ending the phone.

"Is it bad that I get incredibly jealous when she always runs to my brother?" I ask Alaric. I swallow the lump in my throat. Alaric bites his cheek. "They were friends well before they started dating, D." Alaric takes a pause to look at me. "But Stefan wouldn't do that to you, and god, anyone could see how infatuated she is with you, you have nothing to worry about." He nods his head curtly.

I hum at Alaric's words, nodding along. I find myself reaching for my phone and over to Eleba's contact. I share my location with her before putting my phone back in my pocket.

"They'll probably be here soon." I tell Alaric.

•••○•○•••

Less than ten minutes later, Stefan's car pulls up in front of his. Alaric and I stand from sitting on the pavement.

Stefan gets out of the car first. Before he reaches Elena's side, I run over to open her door. She takes my hand and gets out of the car giggling.

I see Stefan rolling his eyes before he goes to talk to Alaric. I shut the car door and pressed Elena's back against the Porsche. "I love you, Elena. I'm sorry." I shake my head to the side. She brings her hand under my jaw and leans up. "It's okay." She smiles against my lips. "I talked to Stefan, he explained to me why you did it." She nods her head to my brother, which has me turning my head to him.

He watched the two of us with a small smile. I narrowed my eyes at him before turning back to Elena. My lips instantly collided with hers. She smiles into the kiss whilst her hands rest on my nape.

"I love you, Damon." She whispers against my open lips. she teasingly lets her tongue run across my bottom lip. I squeeze her hip, making her breath out a small moan. My lips quickly catch hers again, my tongue slipping in, naturally.

"Okay, okay, that's enough." Stefan grimaces. "Save it for the bedroom." He shakes his head, Alaric lets out a chuckle. "It's called being in love, Stefan." I smirk, but my lips quickly frown when I realise what I had just said.

"I didn't mean it like that -" My eyes flicker between Elena and Stefan."It's fine, Damon." He bites his cheek before giving Elena a sad smile.

"I'm s-sorry." I stutter. "Damon, it's okay." Stefan smiles. I nodded at my brother before looking back at Elena, who was still against the car.

My eyes narrow at the car, "So where are Alaric and I sitting?" I nod my head over to the two-seater Porsche. Stefan's jaw drops as his hand goes to scratch the back of his neck. "Oh," Elena drags out.

The four of us look between ourselves, "Alaric, you go with Stefan." Elena says. "Let's go on a walk, Mr. Salvatore." She smirks, grabbing my hand. She skips down the road, and I follow her down the road. "Be careful!" Alaric shouts out. "Yes, Dad!" I reply sarcastically, following Elena. We reach the end of the road when Stefan's car drives past us, making a sharp left turn.

Elena hums to herself as her eyes flicker between her left and right. She turns on the right turn. My eyebrows furrow. "It's left, Elena?" I question her. "Are you in a rush to get home, Damon?" She whispers seductively. she moves to stand in front of me. Standing on her tiptoes, she leans up, placing a kiss on my jaw.

"In a matter of fact -" I hum as she runs her lips down the side of my neck. "Elena -" I warn her, my head shakes. I grab her wrists before losing myself in her eyes. "I desperately want to go home." My head dips imbetween her neck and shoulder. My breathing was heavy against her. I feel her swallow a lump in her throat.

"Take me home, Damon." She says, breathless as she arches her front against me. She wraps her arms around the back of my neck.

"Please."

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[elegantsplendour]

Unpopular opinion

Enemies to lovers is overrated! Lovers to enemies is the superior choice!

The best choice: enemies to lovers and lovers to enemies AT THE FUCKING SAME TIME

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[hoetolegist]

TITLE: 1 year anniversary

Summary: Your one year anniversary with Stefan was right around the corner, you couldn't be happier

Warnings: Implied cheating (but he didn't), y/n is too damn emotional, insecurity, comfort, makeup sex, dirty talk kind of, unprotected sex

••••

Today was your 1 year anniversary with Stefan and you really wanted to make it special. You asked your friends and Stefan's friends to help you make it the best day of your boyfriend's life

"Okay guys, here's a list of the things I need you to get when you go out" you handed everyone a piece of paper with places to go and things to grab. You've been planning this for weeks, actually months and if everything isn't exactly as you want it then you just might fall over and collapse into a pit of nothingness. Okay maybe nothing that extreme but you'll be sad nonetheless

Caroline stood up as you gave her the last paper "why can't you just pull some chairs out to the terrace, throw around a couple of lights, buy him a cake and say happy anniversary?" She joked with an eyeroll

You shook your head at her. When she needed help wooing Tyler you didn't complain, you had to stand on a stool for hours holding up one end of a string of butterfly lights in a dark corner because she couldn't buy clips in time for their date

"Hey! I helped you get Tyler, remember that" you playfully glared at her, pointing at Tyler who was sitting on the couch laughing at the two of you

Caroline chuckled then grabbed her purse "I know I know". You gave her a hug, knowing she has to head to work "go shopping before six O'clock okay?" You pleaded with the blonde, she's never on time but you need her to be for this

Once she left you turned back to everyone else, clapping your hands for their attention. Matt looked at you and raised his eyebrows "we aren't kindergarteners y/n. Please stop snapping and clapping at us"

You ran a hand through your hair with a sigh "I'm sorry guys, I'm just so stressed. I want everything to be perfect for Stefan you know?"

Your best friend Bonnie got up and held you tight in her arms, "we know, that's why we're helping but go easy on us and yourself, okay?". You smiled at her, silently thanking her

All of you started setting up, you needed help mostly because the only party decorations you have are ones you brought from back home. Your boyfriend loves you and your culture but you're sure he doesn't want a ton of traditional Indian party decorations hanging around

Not much was needed to please your vampire boyfriend though. He has seen everything and been everywhere but you still wanted to go all out for him, make this the best anniversary of his 171 year old life

You were sprinkling the last few rose petals on the terrace when you heard your phone ring. "I'm coming" you said to no one in particular, you jogged to the kitchen counter and picked up your phone

"Hello" you said loudly, you had to scream over the deafening music your friends were playing. "Hel- hold on"

You gestured for the boys to turn it down, they shook their heads no but still did it anyway

You cleared your throat "Hello"

All you could hear was shuffling on the other side of the phone. "Hello?" You repeated, maybe the person was getting themselves situated. You sat down on a stool and waited for a reply

"She is at her house planning a stupid anniversary date like the spoiled brat she is. It's not fair Katherine" you heard a girls voice grumble, was this a fucking butt dial? You checked the caller ID and it read Elena Gilbert. You sucked in a breath and muted yourself

The girl who you assumed was Katherine spoke "just crash it. Pretend to be a little injured puppy and say you need Stefan here" your eyes widened. Did she say Stefan? Your Stefan? "you know he'd choose you over her anyday" she added

You could hear Elena sigh heavily "he just feels sorry for her, that's why he's dating her. He'll-"

You suddenly heard a faint knock come from the other side of the phone and then everything was muffled like she was moving

You picked your phone back up to hang up, feeling guilty for listening in on their conversation even though it was about you and a plot on the downfall of your love life

Before you could hang up you recognized a deep voice speaking. "Hey where's-" your heart pounded loudly in your ears as you listened to your boyfriends voice get cut off by a loud shriek

"Stefan!" you heard Elena practically shout, squealing like a love sick school girl

You quickly hung up, not wanting to hear anymore. If you gripped the counter any harder it would break in half. You placed your phone down on the counter and stood up

"Are you okay y/n" you turned your head to see Tyler walking out to the terrace with the balloons he must've blew up, concern etched his features

"I'm fine uh just tie those to the uhm" you were trying hard to blink back tears, could barely speak properly "tie those to the back of the chairs, two on each chair". Once he stepped out onto the terrace your vision blurred, tears forcing their way up

You felt sick to your stomach. Stefan is at his ex girlfriends house while you sat at your house stupidly planning an anniversary surprise for him. He was just telling you yesterday that he loved you and wanted to spend the rest of his life with you. "I couldn't ever put anyone before you" he said. You scoffed at the irony of it all

You wiped your face as a tear slipped. You needed to get everyone out of here, the air around you is suffocating and you don't want your friends bothering you right now. Being alone was the best option for you

You walked over to the speaker and turned the music off completely. Everyone looked at you and you felt like you were being judged. "Thank you guys for helping but I need some time to myself right now, it would be great if you would leave" you tried to say it as nice as kicking your friends out of your home could sound

"Are you okay y/n? We-" Bonnie tried to speak but you interrupted her, not wanting to hear anything from anyone. You weren't thinking straight, your feelings are hurt, your heart is shattered and the last thing you want to do is to take it out on your friends

You didn't even try to force a smile "I'm fine Bonnie I promise, I'm just feeling a little sick right now. I think I caught something"

Your friends, although hesitant, left without arguing with you. Once the front door was closed you sat on the couch in the living room thinking harder than you should be about what she said

Is he really just taking pity on you? You wouldn't be surprised, who are you compared to Elena? He dated her for years, they have a better connection, she knows more about him then you ever could and he knows more about her than he knows about you

Your phone dinged and lit up, pulling you out of your thoughts.

Baby: I'm on the way to your house. Guess what?

You rolled your eyes as they filled with tears. The audacity to text you when he was just doing God knows what at his ex girlfriends house

You: I'm not feeling good today. Don't come over. Today isn't important or anything, we can hang another time

You: :)

You kind of felt bad for sounding so harsh but it's what he deserved after what he did to you. You know that it would be reasonable to hear him out but right now you feel like you never want to see him or hear from him again

••••

It's been three weeks and you've been huddled up in your room not speaking to anyone, shooting the occasional "I'm okay, trying to get better" text to your friends who thought you were recovering from Covid

Stefan texted you nonstop for the first few weeks

"baby are you okay?"

"Y/n, Bonnie told me you were sick. Should I come over?"

"Open the door y/n"

"Why are you ignoring me? What did I do wrong love?"

You didn't answer any of them, reading them then throwing your phone to the side. You don't care about how he's feeling, he didn't care about your feelings. Eventually he stopped texting and calling, finally giving up

You looked at your alarm clock and decided to drag yourself out of bed to make breakfast. As you walked past the terrace you noticed the decorations were still up, you stopped and just stood there staring out at the decorations that were now messed up by the rain from last weekend. Rose petals scattered around, just like the pieces of your heart

"Why me?" You questioned aloud to yourself. "What does she have that I don't? Why do I always get the short end of the stick?" You were starting to get mad. You picked up one of your favorite glass plates and threw it at the wall, tears rolling hot down your cheeks. Just as you were lifting up another plate to throw, your phone began to ring

You stood there and listened to the sound of the automatic "over the horizon" ringtone echo through the apartment. Your chest moved up and down rapidly from the heavy breathing. You weren't going to answer it but maybe it was Bonnie calling about something important. You sniffled and placed the plate down to wipe your tears

The name Damon was flashing in big bold letters on your phone. You picked it up and watched it ring, should you answer? No, there's nothing you need to hear from him, he probably knew what was going on behind your back

You placed your phone down once the call ended but it started ringing once again. Your finger hovered above the dark green answer button before you finally clicked it

"Hello" you answered, trying to stop your voice from shaking

"Y/N, WHY HAVEN'T YOU BEEN ANSWERING THE PHONE?" Damon shouted in your ear. You pulled the phone away from your ear a little bit

"Well I didn't know- I'm not- I-" you stumbled over every word that came out of your mouth. Breath y/n breath you closed your eyes and exhaled. "Why? What happened?" you finally got out

"Something happened to Stefan. He was fine one minute and then he was on the floor hyperventilating and- and I didn't know what to do" it sounded like he was starting to cry

Your eyes widened and you froze. Something happened to Stefan. Oh shit! Something happened to Stefan!

To say you were panicking was an understatement. You put the phone on speaker and ran to your closet to throw on some faded black sweatpants and a Mystic Falls sweatshirt

Damon rambled on although you were barely listening. You grabbed your phone and keys and headed out the door

You ran down the stairs, not wanting to wait for the elevator, your breathing was heavy by the time you got to the car. "Okay I'm getting on the road I'll see you when I get there" you said before hanging up the phone

As you drove there you couldn't help but think that it was your fault. What if something worse happened and Damon is trying to keep it light. You bit the inside of your cheek to keep yourself from crying

"Fuck fuck fuck" you whispered under your breath. You should've answered those calls, you should've texted him back, you should've let him in when he was knocking at your door. Tears burned your eyes but you tried your hardest to hold them back, this isn't about you it's about Stefan

When you reached the oversized mansion Damon was already standing outside waiting for you. You noticed a small smirk on his face but didn't think anything of it, he's always smirking. You ran up to him "What happened to Stefan? Where is he? Why didn't anyone come to my house sooner? Is he okay?" You paused to breathe, your throat felt dry and it was a bit chilly outside

Damon grabbed your arm and rushed you through the front door. As soon as you stepped a few feet down the dimly lit hallway you saw Stefan laying on the couch, curled up in a fluffy baby blue blanket with used tissues surrounding him

You turned around and looked at Damon then back at Stefan. "What- what happened?" You gulped loud enough for anyone within two blocks to hear. Stefan sat up at the sound of your voice. His eyes were red so he obviously had been crying, he had weeks worth of eye bags and his hair was unkempt

He stared at you and you stared at him. You felt a tear slip down your cheek but you didn't even have the energy to wipe it. Slowly, you walked over to him. "Are you okay?" You asked softly, you kept eye contact with him even as you sat down next to him

"Damon told me that you uh started hyperventilating, seized up or something" you inhaled a shaky breath waiting for a response but Stefan looked at you confused and in shock then he looked at Damon who looked like he was trying his hardest to bite back a smile, then he looked back at you apologetically

Now you were the one confused, if Syefan was okay then why the hell were you called down here? You gasped as it finally clicked. "YOU DICK" your voice bounced off of the walls. You hopped up from the couch and stomped towards Damon. Why would he do this? You could've been home right now laying in your own tears

"You lured me over here" you accused as you poked your finger into his chest. He stood there with his hand up in surrender

You then turned to face Stefan, finger still pointing "and you, you just let him" he shook his head no but you weren't having it. "You just let him convince me that you were hurt or worse DEAD" your voice got louder with each word that came out of you mouth

"I am hurt" Stefan said softly, so soft that you wouldn't have heard him if it weren't for the pindrop silence that quickly engulfed you. Your features visibility softened after hearing his voice, your shoulders slumped and you walked back to the couch. He sat on one side of the couch and you on the other, trying not to make eye contact, it was absolutely pathetic

Damon cleared his throat and spoke "you guys need to talk it out. I know I tease you and all but that's because you're like the little sister I never had" a small smile appeared on your face "you two are all I have, talk to each other" he nodded his head before disappearing up the stairs

Now it was just you, Stefan and the unbearable silence that blanketed you two

"I don't know what I-"

"I'm sorry for-"

You chuckled awkwardly at you two attempting to speak at the same time. "You can go first" you whispered to him. You weren't ready to hear about how he fell out of love with you and realized he still had feelings for his ex girlfriend

He whispered a soft "thanks" and took a deep breath as he faced you "I don't know what I did but I'm sorry for it. I don't want you to ignore me anymore, I've been miserable without you. Just tell me what I did and I'll fix it. I'll do anything to fix this"

The silence was deafening, it grabbed a hold of you and squeezed you, crushed you. Before you knew it a tear slipped and you angrily wiped it. You wanted to punch the couch, why do you keep crying? You had no reason to cry, you shouldn't even be here. Stefan slowly moved over to hold you in his arms

Once you felt this familiar warmth engulfing you, you started to sob, tears that you didn't even know you had left. Maybe it's because you missed him - his strong arms giving you the best hugs, his warm breath fanning across your face as he shushed you and consoled you, his need to still comfort you even though he's just as hurt as you are

He rubbed your hair, his chin on top of your head and your face in his neck. You fit like a missing puzzle piece. "Please talk to me" he whispered into your head

You pulled away from him and reached for the tissue box but Stefan was already handing you one. You sniffed as you dabbed at your tears. "I got a call when I was setting up the surprise I had for our anniversary" you looked at him "of course it was Elena Gilbert, when is she not bothering me, even butt dials end up being her" you rolled your eyes

"anyway, I overheard her and some Katherine girl talking about how I'm a spoiled brat and how you'd choose her over me anyway and that you're just dating me because you felt bad" you got up from the couch and started pacing back and forth "and why wouldn't I believe it? You've been coming over here a lot lately and she always happens to be over here. I heard you when I was on the phone with her" you looked at him again, he took a deep breath "I heard you and I heard her but I couldn't take it anymore so I hung up"

He moved as if to get up and comfort you but decided better of it. You stood in the middle of the floor holding your head, it was beginning to hurt and you just wanted to lay down. "Now the terrace is fucked up after I spent 2 days trying to make it look perfect for an anniversary surprise" you scoffed and started pacing again

Stefan got up from the couch and grabbed your shoulders, looking you in your eye. "Y/n I would never cheat on you" he grabbed your hand and walked you over to the couch to sit down

"I was over here because Damon called me saying mom got sick, that's all" his eyes never left yours as he spoke, allowing you to read him and see through him "as soon as I talked to mom she told me he was overreacting and it was just a cold that's when I texted you that I was on the way over but you said not to come"

You were speechless, mouth opening and closing like a fish. Stefan sighed "I told you Elena is a fucking liar y/n" you could tell he was getting mad

He got up from the couch and walked over to the house phone, dialing a number and waiting

He wasted no time, speaking as soon as someone picked up the phone "Elena, stop lying to y/n and stop pretending to butt dial her just so you can talk shit" he was fuming "I'm not with you anymore and I don't want you, get that through your head" he hung up without letting her get a word in and stomped back over to you

"I'm sorry" you apologized quickly before he could get even madder at you. You really fucked up "I shouldn't have doubted you. I trust you I really do, I guess I just don't trust her"

Stefan exhaled and gently cupped your face with his hands, making you look him in the eye "Hey, you were mad for a good reason but we have to talk to each other about these types of things" you nodded your head "I expect you to be able to come to me and talk to me. I want you and only you, I mean it. I love you"

You believed him, you have no reason not to. "I love you too". Stefan"s eyes flickered down to your lips for a split second

"Maybe we could-" you didn't get to finish your sentence when he pressed his lips against yours, pulling you into a searing kiss

Stefan wrapped his arms around your waist holding you tight against him, feeling you cling onto his shirt and kiss him back just as eagerly. It’s when he feels you smile against his lips that he pulls back, wanting to see your beautiful smile

You yelped as he suddenly picked you up, tightly wrapping your legs around his waist. "Stefan!" You shrieked with a laugh. He just chuckled and started walking towards the staircase

Loud banging on the front door pulled you two out of your lustful haze. "Damon! Open up I know Stefan is in there" the person banged on the door again. You rolled your eyes, recognizing the voice immediately

Stefan placed you down and grabbed your hand. "I got this" he whispered into your ear. You tried to hold back a laugh, nodding with your serious face on. He tightened his grip on your hand and walked over to the door, opening it a crack "How may I help you?" he put on the worst British accent you have ever heard

Elena squinted to see who it was that answered the door. She sucked her teeth as if she didn't have time for games "Stefan, baby open the damn door". You stiffened at her pet name for him, Stefan noticed your discomfort and dropped the act. He opened the door wide enough for the both of you to be visible

"What do you want Elena" she looked between you and Stefan then settled at death glaring just you

"What's she doing here? I thought you guys uh broke up" she sounded somewhat nervous, you being there was definitely something she wasn't expecting

You and Stefan rolled your eyes at the same time "I bet you did" you said, releasing Stefan's hand so you could cross your arms with attitude. "Now that you know that we are actually happier than ever, you could go now" you looked her up and down, disgust heavy on your face "we were just about to officially makeup before you came banging on the door like a beggar"

That seemed to hit a nerve because she was lunging at you in no time. Stefan stepped in front of you and put his arms out to stop her, pushing her back as gently as he possibly can be right now

"You have twenty seconds to get in your car and leave" he was seething, he was definitely more mad than when you first told him about what she did "don't you ever try to put a hand on her again got it?". Elena took a step back but tried to keep her composer, pretending to be nonchalant

"Come on Stefan you don't lo-" you were past Stefan and pulling Elena's hair before she could even finish her sentence. "Finish that sentence and I swear I will have Stefan break you in two" you whispered in her ear before letting her go. She stared you while rubbing the side of her head that you had yanked

She looked to Stefan hoping he would help her but he just stood there with a smile on his face. She stomped her foot and flicked you both off "fuck you" she said before turning around to leave

You stood there and watched her angrily drive away. "That bitch is crazy" you said to Stefan as he closed and locked the front door. He looked at you like a wild animal that found it's prey

"You are so hot, you know that" he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to him. You giggled as he let his hands wander down to hold your ass "I want you so bad" he practically whined in a soft raspy voice

You gently pushed him away then turned toward the staircase "come get me baby" you laughed before taking off, around the small table and up the stairs. When you got to the top of the stairs Stefan caught you in his arms "too easy"

"No fair" you doubled over laughing so hard you had to hold your stomach "you used your vampire speed to get up here" he picked you up bridal style while you were settling down from laughing and whisked you away to his room

He placed you on the bed and climbed over you. The eye contact was intense and heat filled, you both knew what you wanted. His lips connected with yours in a passionate kiss. You melted into the kiss instantly

You missed this, the feeling of his warm lips on yours. You guys kiss for lost time, for all the time you wasted being away from each other

"You're so beautiful y/n" Stefan whispered as he pulled away to begin kissing around your jaw and down your neck. You slightly arched off of the bed as he tugged at your gray sweatshirt, pulling it over your head and throwing it to the side. His eyes widened at the sight, you weren't wearing a bra, not really throwing one on when you were rushing over here

You blushed under his gaze, you know not to be embarrassed with him. He makes you feel more than beautiful

You put your hand on his chest and pushed him back "lay down" you told him. He looked slightly confused but still did. You stradled him, your shirt gone leaving you in just your sweatpants

Stefan shuddered as you lightly traced his abs with your fingers, his eyes fluttering closed with pleasure

You rotated your hips slightly against his clothed erection, seeking friction on your throbbing clit. Stefan started unbuckling his pants, just as you started pulling your sweatpants off, kicking them to the side with the rest of the clothes

He released a deep groan when you grabbed his cock. Your warm hands moving up and down along his sensitive cock. He watched you with narrow eyes as you scooted down, your mouth right by his cock and your back arched, ass in the air

You ran your tongue up the length of Stefan's cock "oh fuck y/n" he rasped out, immediately running his hands through your hair. His toes curled as you took his whole cock into your mouth and hallowed your cheeks, rhythmically bobbing your head up and down

The sounds he made went straight to your aching pussy, making you moan around his cock. He threw his head back and groaned at the vibrations of it "your mouth feels so good baby" his deep voice echoed through the room

You pulled off with a pop "look at me baby". Stefan sat up on his elbows, making direct eye contact with you, you held his gaze as you deepthroated his cock. "fuck I'm gonna cum" he whined, wanting to move his hips but you held them down. You pulled off of his cock before he could cum, a string of saliva following

"Please....Y/n please" he begged, you still stroked his cock. You licked his cock head one more time before climbing back up to face him "I want you to cum inside of me" you purred against his lips before tracing your tongue along his bottom lip

You lined his cock up with your wet pussy with one hand, using the other to grab Stefan's face "don't stop looking at me". You whimpered sweetly as you lowered yourself, savoring the feeling of being filled

Stefan was glad he didn't close his eyes, he watched the way your pussy sucked him in completely, your heat and wetness engulfing his cock. He placed his hands on your waist, gripping so hard you're sure it'll leave light bruises "Shit you're so tight" you allowed him to squeeze his eyes shut for a few minutes before making him look at you again

You closed your eyes, mouth dropping open and head hanging loosely back. Stefan released a deep guttural moan

“Such a big cock, baby, splitting me open so good” you gasped, grinding down hard on your boyfriend, trying to get it deeper and deeper. Stefan preened at the praise, his hips twitched up, hitting your g-spot "oh fuck!" Your thighs were practically vibrating by now "do that again." You breathed

Stefan propped his legs up to give himself more leverage, and began to fuck up into you at your command. The sound of skin slapping against skin drowned out all the beautiful moans falling from your lips

Stefan still hadn't taken his eyes off of you, watching every reaction you had to his cock pounding into you. He slowed down and thrusted deeper if that was even possible "you're so fucking sexy" he was breathing heavy, a thin coat of sweat glistened on his body

You clenching even tighter around him at the praise. You were a moaning and whimpering mess, dragging your fingernails down his chest as your climax neared, after a few more thrust your vision faded into black as you tensed up, Stefan's name leaving your mouth with a scream. He still pounded into you helping you ride out your orgasm and chasing his own

You could tell Stefan was close, his moans were getting louder and his muscles were tensing. You took over again and starting bouncing quickly on his cock, keeping as much rhythm as your over stimulated pussy allowed "Cum for me baby" you murmured breathily

All it took was you clenching around his cock for Stefan to still completely, burying his cock deep in your heat and letting the earth shattering orgasm overcome him. He groaned loudly with his hips pushed against your bottom

After a few minutes Stefan's arms went slack on the bed as he tried to catch his breath. You stayed on top of him, slowly sliding off of his cock and relaxing on his sweaty chest

"That was amazing" Stefan's voice was a bit raspy now. You could hear his heart beating loudly "it was" you agreed with a shy giggle

Stefan chuckled at your ability to do be so bold in the bedroom but shy afterward. "I love you so much" he whispered, leaning up to kiss the top of your head

"I love you so much more" you replied sleepily, you were making yourself comfortable on his chest cause you weren't moving until you woke back up later

"Happy anniversary" Stefan ran his hands through your hair and massaged your scalp just the way you liked, planting small kisses onto your head

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S01 E12

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Stefan Salvatore masterlist

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It seems emotionless Stefan had become obsessed with you, and it freaked your older sister Elena out so much that she had Damon be your own personal vampire bodyguard.

Closing your locker door, you jumped, seeing Stefan standing on the other side of it, watching you with a smirk as you noticed the halls were now empty, and there was no one around to keep Stefan away from you.

"Damon can't keep you from me forever, princess," He whispered dangerously as he slowly stalked closer to you. Your breath caught in your throat before a blur rushed past you.

Damon held his brother's throat in his hands as his soft but determined eyes met yours. "Go, get to class. I'll deal with him" nodding at the protective male figure in your life, you quickly backed away from the two.

The sound of scuffling only made you move faster when you realized they had started fighting. Damon would no doubt have beaten Stefan when he was on his bunny diet, but now you weren't so sure.

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[multiversediaries]

forbidden attraction

dbf!stefan salvatore x reader

summary: you have been in love with your dad’s best friend for many years now.

warnings: age gap, forbidden relationship, small angst, mentions of blood, pet names, strong language

part count: 1/2

“animal blood? seriously?” asked damon, mocking you. you rolled your eyes at him, leaning against the kitchen counter. damon looked over at your dad, who only shrugged.

damon and stefan salvatore were your dad’s best friends. you have known them for so long. you were turned recently, after almost dying at the hands of a drunk driver. the accident changed your life. you had vampire blood in your system, therefore, you were turned in just a couple of hours after the accident. adjusting to the vampire life was extremely difficult on you. you had just celebrated your 20th birthday. what a lovely gift life gave you.

even then, you rather enjoyed it. you loved the confidence and power it gave you. you were now able to do things you would’ve never even think of doing before. gosh, you could enjoy life. you could walk around at night, without any fear. you could take risks, and you loved that. however, having to hurt people in order to survive was eating you alive. you would never hurt a fly, so the fact that you had to feed on humans was the hardest part of the transition.

“what? it worked for stefan for a while!” you argued back, trying your hardest to convince both your father and the brothers. stefan smirked softly, proud of the impact he seemed to have in your wise decision.

“i mean, that is true— she just doesn’t want to hurt anyone.” said your father, earning a smile from you.

“you don’t have to hurt people, sunshine. that’s what blood bags are for.” damon replied, as if it was the most obvious fact in the world. you sighed.

“i’ll teach you. how to hunt.” stefan spoke, catching your attention. you smiled up at him.

“you’ll die of hunger, but alas!” damon shrugged, taking yet another sip from his bourbon, and walking off towards the living room along with your father. you sighed.

“it’s a good decision, y/n.” stefan said softly, his hands reaching over to lay on your tensed shoulders. you felt your entire body being lit up on fire. you gulp lightly, feeling as if all of the cells in your body woke up by just his simple touch.

“was it hard for you?— only drinking animal blood?” you asked, truthfully scared of his reply. he nodded slightly, his fingers stroking your soft skin.

“it’s not easy either. but it gave me some peace of mind for a while.” he replied, you smiled at his words. that’s exactly what you needed.

“but, sweetheart, damon’s not necessarily wrong. you can always just feed from blood bags. that way you’re not hurting anyone.” stefan said, and you nodded in reply. damon was right. yet the thought of drinking the blood of an innocent person seemed wrong to you. you knew you’d need to one day, but just not right now.

“why don’t we start tomorrow, mhm?” stefan said, his voice as delicate as ever, as to not upset you any further. “i hope chipmunk blood is to your liking.” he said, earning a genuine laugh from you. he smiled at you.

——————

“just relax, alright, love?” stefan said, once he noticed your tensed muscles. you were nervous. this has to go well, it just has to. you sighed in frustration. stefan noticed, and walked behind you.

his hands wrapped around your hips, holding you in place. as soon as you felt his grip, your breathing started to pick up. it was embarrassing, the effect he had on you. but how could he not? he has been your forbidden crush ever since you were young. he had been the only man you have ever loved, or even liked. it was like he ruined every one else for you. you always looked forward to seeing him at the grill, whenever your dad would take you with him. yet, stefan always seemed to look at you as your dad’s daughter, not a woman. and that constantly tugged at your heart.

“think of it as the start of a race. you need to push out with every ounce of strength that you have, okay?” stefan said, using his hands to set you into place. you nodded, not being able to think properly with his hands on your body like this.

“animals are mostly terrified of humans, so you need to be quick if you want to catch them.” stefan continued. “so, as soon as you see a rabbit, you chase it, catch it and feed on it.”

“i don’t think i can do it— i just—” you confessed, freaking out over the fact of killing a small, defenseless animal. stefan turned you around, placing his big hands on your face, in order to comfort you.

“i know. it’s scary. and god, it feels awful to kill such a small animal, but y/n, you’re doing the right thing here.” stefan said, his voice low and raspy, and you could have sworn you melted. you bit your lip, mostly to hold yourself back from kissing your dad’s best friend.

“let’s hunt, okay?” stefan said, his thumbs caressing your face. you nodded, suddenly feeling a sense of confidence wash over you.

you can do this!

“i can’t do this!” you cried, as you felt the small animal’s blood spilling from your lips. your watery eyes blurred your vision and you were glad it did. so that way you couldn’t properly see the animal you have just killed and fed on. stefan ran to your side, wiping your bloody mouth. small coos left his mouth, trying his hardest to make you feel better.

“it’s alright, sweetheart. you did so well.” stefan praised, as he continued to clean you up. he also wiped the tears that fell from your eyes. “that’s enough for today— you did so good.” stefan said once again, his hand caressing your cheek lovingly. the small praises were heart-melting. you nodded, soon calming down.

you both started walking back towards your house. it was awfully quiet. simply because you felt so unaccomplished. if you can’t feed on animals either, then what were you going to do? thoughts like this kept running through your mind, before stefan interrupted them.

“what’s in your pretty little head?” stefan asked, walking along your side. you blushed at his words.

“i feel so pathetic.” you confessed, your head dropping in defeat. stefan sighed, putting a halt to your walk.

“i also felt like this in the beginning.” stefan said, his hands resting on your shoulders. you looked up at him, hearing him speak. “and let me tell you, you’re doing better than i did. you are so brave for even taking this decision. you’re so strong.” he said, making a smile appear on your face.

“we’ll get through this together, okay? how does that sound?” he asked, and you giggled in reply.

“i would love that.” you replied, and stefan nodded, grinning at you. you smiled, your eyes running to his lips. god, you were going crazy. this man is so breathtaking. you didn’t know you were biting your lip until you drew blood.

“don’t worry too much, love. you’re such a good girl.” stefan said, and your eyes widened. he didn’t mean it that way. y/n, relax, please, he didn’t mean it that way.

did he?

you sighed shakily, as you felt his hand in your cheek, trying to console you. but god, you couldn’t stand the way it made you feel. his simple touch was enough to make killer butterflies appear in your stomach. these heightened emotions weren’t in your favor either. you were in love. so in love.

“such a good girl.”

that was enough. it was enough for you to crash your lips into his. you were absolutely terrified. you were kissing your dad’s best friend, your forbidden long term crush. you were kissing stefan. all of that fear soon disappeared as you felt him kiss you back. stefan’s hands now rested on your lower waist, holding your body closer to his.

soon, stefan was kissing you against a tree. his body fully pressed to yours. you could feel his erection on your stomach, and it made the arousal between your legs grow even further. your tongues kept fighting for dominance, while you pulled on stefan’s hair, earning a low groan from him. you moaned at the sound of his voice, at the way he could sound, at the way you made him sound. his grip on your waist tighten, before pulling away from your passionate kiss. you frowned at the loss of his lips on yours. both your chests kept rising up and down, feeling so sexually aroused, so needy for one another.

“no— stop, stop— we can’t.” stefan said, his eyes still closed shut, the grip on your waist tight, trying to hold himself back from having you. you furrowed your eyebrows at him.

“what? stefan, yes, we can.” you pleaded with him, your hands bringing his face closer to yours once again. your lips just lingered over his. he almost let himself go again, yet he decided to speak up again.

“no, y/n. you’re— you’re my best friend’s daughter. i’m so much older than you. we can’t.” stefan said softly, now opening his eyes to stare into yours. he almost cursed under his breath at the sight of you, all hot and bothered for him. it was taking everything in him to not take you right then and there.

“older than me? stefan, age doesn’t matter. you were seventeen when you were turned! if anything, i’m older than you!” you said, your hands still tangled in his hair.

“no, it’s just not right. i— i watched you grow.” stefan argued back.

“stefan—”

“no, y/n. this is wrong. this didn’t mean anything, got it?”

“do you really not see me as a woman?” you asked, now removing your hands off him. your feelings were hurt.

“you’re a kid! i feel— sick doing this.” he replied, and your heart broke into a million pieces.

sick? he felt sick kissing you?

your eyes pricked with tears at his words. your heart ached. he would never see you as a woman. for him, you were still that 16 year old girl he met once your father introduced you. you were just his best friend’s daughter. you were just a kid that was in love with him. you would never be a woman to him.

you couldn’t stop yourself from slapping him. stefan’s jaw tighten, his hand reaching over to lightly feel his cheek. you shook your head, not being able to look at him any longer.

“asshole.” was the last thing you said before walking away from him, leaving him all alone in the woods. you couldn’t care less if you didn’t know your way home, you’d find it. you just wanted to be away from him.

after all, you made him feel sick, right?

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S01 E13

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[insurrection-writes]

SINCERELY | TVD

"i would live this life a thousands more times just to meet you."

"i wouldn't."

Two.

Parts : ONE TWO THREE …

a/n: this part really sticks with me still, even though I wrote it many months ago. the emotions I tried to convey with a little shitty poetry seem to work, so yay! i have a few little unfinished “chapters” after this that I’ll start working to finish on my next day off. not promising anything consistent but i feel the itch to write at the moment.

Sunlight dwindles into dusk. Blue fades into hues of pink and orange, only to be extinguished into the darkness of night. With twinkling stars reflecting into dripping wetness from her eyes, Mauve cries.

Soft, inaudible sobs. Lightly bubbled in her chest, yet heavy weighing on her soul, spilling out between the hands clamped over her mouth to quiet sounds that no one would hear either way.

She cries for what she has lost. She cries for what she will never gain. She cries for everything and nothing all the same.

That anxiety would never fade. The fear and paranoia of being found would stick, even after death. In a house so silent you would swear to hear imaginary things, the thought of breaking this silence was stricken enough.

She cries, yearning for physical touch. She cries for comfort. She cries for everything.

The memories that still haunt her. The routine thoughts and actions that kept her safe, not needed but still followed. The first of many times, and the last of many failures to protect herself.

She cries, starving for validation. She cries for reprieve. She cries for nothing.

Cries fade, tears dry, a stuffy nose and tired eyes. Trained on the wall, unfocused, she gets a sense of deja vu.

The realization of yet another depressing episode commencing startles her.

It shouldn't be this way. She should be fixed.

Shes not.

A radio stationed on the window sill, it's sounds bleeding out into the garden. Soft melodies a constant, never an ad or talking voice.

The rush of water from the hose, being directed over the plants. Soaking into the soil, trails of water following its own paths into the planting bed.

Leaves rustling in the wind, branches swaying from the force. Whispers of squirrels and other woodland creatures chattering in the distance.

In this peace, Mauve settles her mind. It's been 36 days since her break down. 508 days since she arrived here.

Some days are better than others. She has stopped wondering how and why. She's just thankful for the quiet.

Her quiet oasis. Floating in the rift between worlds. Peaceful and soul healing. Something of a cosmic joke and miracle rolled into one.

Her quiet oasis. Until it's not.

She hears it before she sees it. The ruffle of feathers and squawking of birds hitting the sky. The thunderous hooves of wild deer rushing through the forest.

Trees grounding from added weight and tumbling to the ground. Underbrush being ripped from it roots.

It last for many seconds until it quiets. Unsettling silence. The paranoia ticks in Mauves brain. This is different. Unwelcome.

Until something breaks the silence. Branches snapping, leaves rustling against something large. It breaks the tree line.

A wolf. A very large wolf.

It's almost comical in size. She's watched enough animal planet in her time to know that wolves are larger than dogs, but certainly not this large. It's towering over her, it's shoulders above her five foot six inch head. At almost 15 yards away and separated by a fence, a thrill of horror still bites down Mauves spine.

This cannot be real.

It sniffs the air, it's heavy claws tearing the grass beneath it. She sucks in a slow breathe, her mind entering fight or flight.

Slowly backing up, cautiously, to the kitchen door. She stumbles, mistaking the number of steps, and brushes against the gnome on the bricks. Sending it toppling over, clattering to the ground. Splintering into tiny pieces as the wolfs head snaps in her direction.

It's hackles raised, teeth bared. As Mauve wrenches open the door, throwing herself inside, this beast takes into a full sprint, crossing the distance in seconds before slamming itself into the invisible barrier.

She watches from the window as it tries again and again to slip past some magical force just feet away from her fence that would've been just a step to this monster.

Still staring outside, Mauve wonders why she seemingly recognizes it. She wonders why a random wolf would seem so familiar.

When it stops and breathes heavily for a few moments, it's pounding breathes slowing as it sits, turned to face the window she occupies, that she realizes.

Electric yellow eyes meeting her stormy blue.

She knows those eyes.

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