#tuesday rambles

[dreamrecorder]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE ARCHON QUEST

Furina bby - she's giving me nine of swords vibes poor girl

#genshin impact #tuesday rambles #IMBACK FROM THE LIVING NOT QUITE #still got 6 months of internship AND IM DESPERATE TO WRITE NEUVIFURI

[fox-guardian]

hey guys did you know that um. did you know. first of all did you know i'm losing my mind, secondly, do y'all remember in tma how when someone reads a written statement, they don't really Stop unless they're interrupted? and they read the whole thing easy cheesy, no issues with reading whatever words are there? like. jon literally could read french for a whole statement and was Fine. granted, that's Jon, but like nobody else struggled with pronunciations and whatnot (that i can recall)

presumably, this is an eye thing. either as employees of the institute, or because everyone there is just also eye-aligned in some degree (melanie had the ghost hunting show, the eye is fond of martin, etc)

and then there's tim in season 3 ep 86

[Sigh] Statement of… uh, Benjamin Hatendi… Hateendi? Regarding a… [papers rustling] a blanket. Dead friend. Monster. Regarding his unavoidable and gruesome end. How he tried to hide. He couldn’t. Statement is from… 1983, March 2nd. And I guess… [long sigh] I guess I’m doing this one. Tim Stoker. Archival assistant… Archival prisoner at the Magnus Institute.

correct me if im wrong but i don't recall anyone struggling with pronunciations before this bit. but that's not even the biggest thing here, that's just a lil Taste, a lil Flavor.

note the phrasing there. "Regarding his unavoidable and gruesome end." why would he say this when the written text on the statement says this:

Uh, right. Benjamin Hatendi’s account of… [rustling pages] oh for… a, a strange encounter. Er, statement date, March 2nd, 1983. Melanie King recording. Apparently.

"a strange encounter". that's it. nothing about an unavoidable death, just a "strange encounter". Tim Why Did You Say That.

why would our dear timothy bimothy, who is being pushed to the brink, who is becoming rapidly more depressed and losing hope, say this?

this isn't the only time he's said some weirdly grim shit tho (ep 104)

There was never really any hope for me, though, was there? This was how it was always going to go.

and then there's this bit from elias apparently having Looked into tim (also 104)

TIM All right, hit me with your X-ray eyes then, boss. What do you see? ELIAS Disruption. An unpredictable, angry man with nothing left but the desire to feel in some way revenged. TIM [Sarcastic] Ooh, terrifying! Surely only magic could have let you see so deep inside my very soul.

"nothing left" but the desire to feel revenged. and tim doesn't dispute this, because it's true.

when he first joined the institute he did so in order to look for answers about danny, but then he stopped seriously looking. and now that the circus is back, this is all the drive he has left. not looking for answers, just wanting revenge. closure. an end, if you will.

this is Literally It For Him. a couple lines later he suggests elias kill him, he's At The Breaking Point.

he is so tired, he's lost all hope, and he's saying all this grim shit about "unavoidable death" and "this is how it was always going to go" like hmmmm sounds familiar doesn't it. DOESN'T IT (<- is going insane)

(ep 11) [....] despite the rapid response of the paramedics and how much of his medical history I had immediately to hand, there was nothing I could do to save him. (ep 11) I have no responsibility to try and prevent whatever fate is coming for you. Based on my previous experience, such a thing is likely impossible anyway,[....] (ep 121) There. That was it. That was our fate; where we would always be.

hmmmm sounds a bit like oliver huh? everyone's favorite ex-accountant avatar of the end?? right??

but then there's this last bit i have from ep 86.

why did he stop reading the statement

Statement. “My parents never let me have a nightlight. I was always afraid, but they were ju–” Ugh, this is stupid.

why did he do that. again, correct me if im wrong but when else has someone just Stopped Reading like that without someone or something else interrupting them? why could tim just stop himself?

my theory is this: at this point, tim is completely gone from being aligned with the eye. he no longer seeks to know what happened to danny, he just wants closure. he doesn't wanna do any statement work, and he keeps mentioning these tidbits about hopelessness and the inevitability of terrible events, specifically death.

the eye isn't compelling him to read the statements like it does the others, because it doesn't have as strong a hold anymore. the grip is slipping from him. and by the time the unknowing rolls around, maybe it's lost him for good. maybe he finally fell into a different power he never meant to serve, and yet, he does.

and maybe. just maybe. because i'm so not in denial. but MAYBE. he did die in the unknowing. but maybe he got better.

basically end!tim truthers rise up, this is how end!tim kayaking with his bf oliver banks can still win, etc etc I'm Going Feral <3

#ramblings with major #the magnus archives #tma #tim stoker #oliver banks #timoliver #lil bit uwu #tim stoker tuesday #end!tim #cursing #tma angst #ig #i hope this is coherent and makes sense im losing my MIIIIND im losing my Mind

[newttxt]

apartment shenanigans

from utilities included, ch. 9 (mind the tags and rating!)

masterpost

#one piece #sanji #zoro #zosan #utilities included #this week was… NOT a good week. i struggled to draw and i didnt feel well #and i was BUSY too. just a whole slew of things #so i didnt thumbnail/sketch this comic until tuesday. and then i like. did 2 pgs of lines?? but i hated them and deleted them??? #but i hated those lines and deleted them!! so last night at 2am (as u do) i relined all four pages. slapped on the colors. threw on text. #so apologies if the quality is off. haha. i rly did this in like 7 hrs and now i need to sleep #im just incredibly stubborn and refused to miss the second to last chapter!!! ok time to sleep im rambling

[kingnd]

I knew this interaction would be awkward as fuck & I am so happy it happened.

#kingnd rambles #dc comics #tuesday spoilers #joshua williamson #green arrow #emiko queen #conner hawke

[vikingpoteto]

my favorite part of the Green Arrow lore is that Ollie constantly tells his kids to shoot him. If they're being mind controlled, confused or for any reason, his go to strategy is to go "sweetie, would shooting me make you feel better? if so, you can do it, it's fine" and it always causes the kid to snap back to reality. Ollie is the og "the real you would never pass a chance to die" and his family is always so repulsed by the idea of hurting him that they come back to their senses.

#green arrow #oliver queen #arrowfam #poteto rambling #tuesday spoilers #theyre so messy but they love each other so much #i wish they got more time #and maybe better writers and more time to develop stuff

[foldingfittedsheets]

I was gonna say I’m being so brave about going to the doctors alone today but I’m not. I’m dragging my feet and very anxious.

#ramblies #I have to get a stupid pap and I really don’t want to #already got stabbed full of needles on Tuesday for the allergy testing #and my betrothed and I had it scheduled for the same day so we could go together but then our stupid periods ruined that #now I’m aloneeeee

[lovelytech9902]

I know this is all very obvious but when rewatching 2.16 - Plan 99 just now and Hunter says “He made a sacrifice Omega, and we’re not going to waste it” the foreshadowing?? I didn’t even really think about it then, always expecting the worst/a Star Wars ending.

They really didn’t waste it. They had to jump through many obstacles to get it, but they really got there in the end. A happy, well deserved ending. Put being soldiers behind them, getting to do or be whatever they wanted.

And I’m never going to recover from that?? It’s so gut wrenchingly devasting to me and I’m still crying over this show ending

#i’m never going to emotionally recover from this #forever stuck on that ending #emotionally feel like tech after falling several thousand ft #happy tech tuesday #i miss tech hour #so fucking much #screaming crying throwing up #how can one person have this many tears #is it even truly a happy ending because we lost tech?? #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #don’t mind me i’m just rambling #the bad batch #tbb season 3 #tbb tech #tbb hunter #tbb echo #tbb crosshair #tbb omega #tbb wrecker

[seven-tastic]

lukerosa arts (SHOCKING I KNOW)

#tears of themis #luke pearce #lukerosa #i am genuinely so insane over them lately #im trying to push my limits to bring my brainworms into artwork for the lukerosa nation to witness #IM STILL SO SAD AB ROSA NOT APPEARING IN HIS 4TH BDAY ART BUT ITS OK...I UNDERSTAND... #it feels so empty without her </3 #but also glad to see luke more :`) #i just think 3rd bday evo cannot be topped it was so warm n heartwarming and lighthearted and wholesome aaaaaa #AND THE CONTEXT BEHIND ROSA SMOOCHIN HIS CHEEKS?? FDHJNGKDJGDF #anyways that card is GODLIKE i legit cannot wait until next tuesday i feel like im gonna die. #RAMBLING

[dreamrecorder]

I FINQLLY GOT HIM TO BE IN THE PHOTOSHOP AFTER FOR SO MANY MANY MQNY CENTURIES

#tuesday rambles #pokemon #submas #my god #my happiness levels peaked when i saw this gorgeous man in tge shop #AHHHHHHHH HIS SMILE #sosososososow gentle #and soft #legends arceus

[fox-guardian]

happy tim stoker tuesday today i am thinking about how tim doesn't get enough attention paid to his mental state post-prentiss by fans. like yes there's a lot going in the meantime but dude made a point to bring up how Yeah That Whole Thing Is Very Much Affecting Him BEYOND jon's paranoia and stalking thing, and we don't know the specifics of that. is it just emotionally? mentally? how's his recovery? is he doing well taking care of himself, or is he struggling for one reason or another? is he doing the best he can, but still suffering unavoidable long-term ailments? does he get worse after a point? what's he up to when he's self isolating in season 3? i need to study him like a bug

#ramblings with major #the magnus archives #tma #tim stoker #tim stoker tuesday #yes i have my own ideas YES it is also a lot of projection kajlhsdahd #and yes. i am in need of tim-centric whump to read #let him be CARED FOR

[takethistoyourstardust]

#the Mage rambles #i don't even fuckin know if it's tuesday anymore bro

[littlefankingdom]

Jason Todd: Don't you dare insinuate that Batman is my father figure or that I like and respect him and his family.

Jason Todd: *Goes on to try MULTIPLE TIMES to pass as Batman or as someone else from the batfam, like Nightwing. Wears their costumes and left "I'm batman" notes behind. Refused to take the costumes off when asked.*

#“fuck batman” says the guy dressed as batman every Tuesday #batman #jason todd #red hood #bruce wayne #dc comics #my ramblings

[bitter-hibiscus]

yes its a fake bruce but also this is the most satisfying image ever

#GET HIS ASS!!! #ramble ramble ramble #dc comics #batman #roy harper #connor hawke #green arrow #tuesday spoilers

[transgenderfivepebbles]

tenma tuesday

#ramblings #library of ruina #tenma lor #i'm actually posting this on monday but scheduling it for tomorrow #happy tenma tuesday. joining tiphereth in the Short Women Tuesday Celebrations

[psychopomparia]

You guys heard of Sunday from HSR, meet his cousin:

#shout out to user tuesday for putting a vyn pfp #it only adds on to this more #vyn and sunday do look alike #both can easily gaslight you as well #both enjoy sweets #tears of themis #honkai star rail #vyn richter #mo yi #sunday #hsr sunday #sunday hsr #sadly user tuesday can't accept more friends #hsr #ari rambles

[foldingfittedsheets]

Today we are devastated. Both my betrothed and I are just having too much of an allergic reaction to Wyvern to keep him. Neither of us have been allergic to dogs before and we thought his kennel miasma was the problem. Even after a bath and hardcore cleaning bouts our throats are both swelling up around him several days later. Even if we get allergy shots it could be months to see relief and we can’t go on like this.

We both just wanted a buddy, and he’s gonna be such a good dog, but he can’t be our dog. My betrothed is gonna call out tomorrow so we have a full day together with him before we have to surrender him on Tuesday. We wanted to look for his new home ourselves but the shelter wanted him back. I know he’ll probably be there like a day before he gets snapped up, he’s so precious.

We had a week with him and there was ups and downs but god we fell in love. We left him with better manners than we found him. He gave me such a gift in recognizing that I can do a lot more than I thought I was capable of. I know he’ll find a good home but god I wish it were ours.

#ramblies #wyvern the pup #the shelter lady on the phone asked if we could surrender him tomorrow and I started inconsolably sobbing #my betrothed had to take the call and set up for Tuesday #I want to take nice pictures of him for his website photo and for us to remember how much we loved him #I doubt the shelter will let us have contact with the new family #I almost posted here asking if anyone in Washington wants an amazing puppy before we called and the shelter said bring him back