You know, I feel like other trans people might get this, but it's honestly kind of refreshing when a cis person has, like, undeniable tboy/tgirl/whatever swag. It's like when you come across somebody who speaks the same language as you and you only find out when they start speaking it, too.
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there's no Shepard without Vakarian
this is from 2021 but i never posted it here so, happy n7 day! in many small ways i will always care about these characters and their journey
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i dont think i will ever be over nandor tying guillermos cape with such care and focus. that moment its possibly my favourite from the finale NANDOR ACTS OF SERVICE GUY MAKES ME WANNA CLIMB A WALL and the way hes putting guillermo on equal ground now makes my heart grow 3 sizes
and to be honest i dont think they can go back to where they were before. for anyone whos worried. like yeah he told him “now clean up the body” after he reverted back to human but to me that was more like nandors brain going like. “i cooked now you clean”. he went through such a tremendous amount of work to help guillermo. he had the empathy to recognise the problem. he thought it through concocted a plan. he got the robes and the candles and he painted and hung those banners. he held a fakeass ceremony with all their friends and elders so it looked official. he then also comforted guillermo when he couldnt do it and staked derek himself without a second thought. so maybe its was more of a. i pulled you out of a very hairy situation. can you take care of the body now? (also it IS gonna be hard to let go of certain habits so maybe some comments like this are gonna slip out next season, but that is just because they are useless and in guillermos absence the house fucking imploded in one year lmao… maybe guillermo is gonna teach them how to take care of it themselves next season so they can split the workload and cute shenanigans will ensue)
i just dont think it was mean spirited on nandors part tbh. LAZLO even offered to help. i dont think that was just to have him in the next scene i dont think an unusual detail like that could be just for convenience. i do FULLY believe they are gonna all be on equal grounds next season. and thats gonna be so fucking delicious to me specifically
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feeling very sad about the kuzy news not just because i'm going to miss him in dc, and because without him we are down to four guys from the cup-winning team, team of my heart, but also because this anticlimactic sad probably-ending to his time as a capital is so illustrative of how shitty this sport can be. he may not have out here speaking articulately in english about his mental health problems, but he was not shy about them. he didn't hide that he was struggling. he has spoken openly about how hockey culture can give you such a dark and destructive mindset and how much he cares about not bringing that home to his children, how he doesn't want his children to play the game because of that. about how he purposefully tries to not take things so seriously to protect himself from that even though he knows it pisses people off. instead of sympathy or taking the opportunity for a wider conversation people mostly made coke jokes. when he first went into the players assistance program i felt so sick because i knew people were going to be awful about it and i was right.
i'm so sad but i'm glad that gmbm seems to at least kind of be working with him to find him the change of scenery he wants instead of just dumping him. i hope he gets whatever kind of second chance he wants or needs, and wherever he lands he is able to find peace and joy. i will miss you beautiful bird man <3
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ok but like. there was a really adorable shot of connor and nate chatting and smiling like idiots (IN LOVE?? sorry i'll shut up... unless..) and to me that's just another coloradmonton oilanche win
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Are you slowly going insane over your OWN ocs?
No, I've been infected by brainworms the entire time. Nothing slow about it.
But honestly, no... It's not really about my characters to me. I love my characters, of course, and I love telling stories, and I hope to keep making art of my characters every day until I die.
But it's not about them! They're not REALLY what I love, what I love is people! And I hope I can leave the world with a hundred different love letters so my readers can feel how much I love them for even one day longer than I am here.
My characters are a conduit through which I can give that to people. I want nothing more than to make someone feel a little more loved, a little more seen, and a little less alone. And my characters are the best way I know how to do that.
So for that, they're incredibly important to me... But they're not for me. They're for you!
So I hope you enjoy them
and I hope you can feel that I love you through them.
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fanfiction authors are really producing full length novels, bestselling quality, for FREE
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what really fucks me up is that there’s no way the attack and binding of narinder to the afterlife wasn’t premeditated. all the bishops were wounded; they fought him at the same time. chains large and durable enough to hold a god for centuries had to be forged. if narinder attacked first, then he would’ve chosen to take everyone on 1 to 4, which is just a phenomenally dumb idea when he could’ve had better chances cutting them down one by one.
whatever shamura saw in narinder’s hunger for power, it scared them enough to coordinate an attack on their sibling to lock him away permanently. and that’s fucked up.
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Whenever people say something along the lines of "hormones are useless if [reason]!" I just think about what testosterone has done just to my mental well-being. If testosterone had done nothing to my physical appearance or the way my body functions, I would still take it because there is so much more to it than if somebody looks or "functions" a certain way. Do you know what it's like to truly fucking smile - without outside stimulus? Do you know how fucking soul-wrenching the realization that I can smile now was? Because I have gone my entire life until these past few years, being unable to smile without outside stimulus and it destroyed me.
The idea that hormones are useless after a certain age, or for a certain "type" of appearance, or for people who are outside of the "standard" is, to my mind, no less than a psy-op. So if you are worried that hormones aren't "right" for you because you were told you were "too far gone," I am so sorry. Take the hormones if you still want to see how it helps you or how it changes you. You have nothing to lose but your chains.
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Fairytales truly are suuuuuch a good setting for horror cause well obviously there's the fact that a lot of the more original versions of fairytales have horror leanings already like cutting off toes to fit in a shoe or withering away to sea foam and the like, but beyond that there's something to be said about the inherent horror of stories and their telling. The kind of horror that has to do with fate as an immutable force and the ending being written in stone the moment the story starts, the inescapability of it all. Being dead since the beginning. And then you add that aspect on top of how these fairytales have existed for so long and have been told over and over countless times, perhaps in slightly different ways but with the same ideas at the core each time, and through that repetition they become doomed to their fate again and again. The happily ever after never sticks before the story begins anew. How many times is a grandma eaten in the woods before the huntsman can come? How many times is a kingdom cursed to fall into disrepair as evil wins and the princess sleeps? It's innumerable. The nature of being in a story such as this is to be destined to repeat the tale over and over till the end of human time, and if a fairytale character could become aware of that situation? That is where the true horror is I think
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hi friends, I'm gonna get right to the point. my best friend is recovering from COVID, just lost her job, and due to a mishap is also dealing with hundreds of dollars in late rent fees and court fees. needless to say, she can't afford them.
I would like to open emergency art commissions to help her through this. our mutual friend has generously fronted some money, which I'm hoping to pay back ASAP.
I don't have access to my fully updated commission sheet at this time, but hopefully this older one will do (more examples of my art @stealthnerddraws) -
I'm only able to accept payment through ko-fi/paypal at this time - depending on your preference, you can simply add your commission specifics to the note along with your payment, or email me @
[email protected] - or just DM me here :)
~ My Ko-Fi ~
as always, reblogs help a lot even if you can't commission me <3 thank you for your time and concern!
(that's us at my brother's wedding and on the matching mounts we got in WoW last xmas <3)
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It’s so good to see you.
Lies of P (2023)
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impaled
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