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riverjphoeniix · 1 year

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Writing Partner Search

Intro ➯| Hi hello, if you’re looking to give the icon a name, I go by Jude. I am 26 years old and live in the Midwest (CST) I would say that I’m a fairly laid back writing partner with a wide arrange of interests. However, if you’re looking for someone to write slice of life, I may not fall exactly into that category. I have been writing for well over 13 years, and love diving into new and expansive stories! Content I enjoy/prefer ➯ | I feel as though it is important to put the content I prefer above writing preferences just so it is clear and I don't waste anyone's time ♡ I will always, always, always prefer writing dark content above anything else. This means mature themes such as addictions, crime, toxic relationships, gangs, angst and drama will always come first. HOWEVER, that doesn't mean I don't writing anything other than that. I've written and enjoyed celebrity and small town plots before but preferred them if they involved some of the themes I have listed above ( I almost never deny them! ) I have almost no major triggers but would prefer to discuss any you may have as to respect those boundaries ♡ As for smut, I would prefer it not to be the main focus of our stories. It can be involved, just not majorly. I feel like every other day I'm gaining new inspiration for characters and plots, whether its from movies, tv shows or games -- there's always something new. Right here is my navigation link that can take you to all the fcs and stuff that i'm currently into! What I enjoy in a writing partner ➯ |

I would say that my writing style could be defined as strictly literate. Which means when I send a reply, it should be expected that I will send multiple paragraphs in response. This doesn't necessarily mean that I expect the same in return either! I would much rather have quality over quantity as long as we are both having fun and enjoying ourselves ♡ Nothing makes me happier than world building as well!~ If world building is ever an option, I always much prefer it! I believe that the more characters are involved, the more chances there are for character development and various obstacles to create. I think always having extra characters to stir the pot makes things SO interesting. I also prefer not be the one to only write the male roles and prefer if you’re upfront and honest when it comes to playing male roles. Please do not be open to doubling if its just a means to getting a ship that you’ve been wanting. I will more than likely notice. That means not favoring and only responding to roles where I play male and neglecting the roles where I play a female. Keep it fair. Partners also must be 21+ and understand that replies will not always be quick and fast. I work often and am working on my personal art business which means I may be online and responding when it comes to just having fun and chatting, plotting, head-canoning and sending ideas -- but I could be working on art on the side as well! Nothing makes me happier than having a partner where we both respect when each other is busy or when we are taking a moment for either personal reasons or mental health. Helpful info ➯ | If you have any triggers, anything that is off limits, anything that makes you uncomfortable PLEASE do not feel shy to let me know ahead of time. Even during, before, or after a reply. DO NOT HESITATE. It does not matter at all the time, what matters to me is your comfort and your boundaries. I will not be upset, and I will completely understand. As for my triggers and my boundaries, I have not found any yet. If you are hoping for a major choice to be made, please feel free to do it if you feel this would add to the story – HOWEVER, if it involves something extreme being said or done to my character, I would prefer this to be discussed with me beforehand. Thank you! I look forward to writing and making some cool stuff with you <3 Feel free to like this post or DM me and I will get back to you! ♡

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consult-sherlockholmes · 29 days

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Is that our first domestic? Well at least our relationship lasted longer than my last one.

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d4isywhims · 4 months

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or maybe just to turn you on?

meet soryn! a character i used to rp in a medieval-themed stardoll club 😭

i wanted to practice my photoshop editing so i thought why not recreate an old oc of mine in ts4 and take some screenies :D i still have a loooong way to go, but i'm pretty happy with how this turned out (i did some highlights and shadows, but that was about it lol)

here's a bonus unedited pic of soryn

#he is in a somewhat toxic on/off relationship with a high elf girly that i plan on making as well somewhere in the near future #I HAD SO MUCH FUN ROLEPLAYING HIM WITH MY ONLINE FRIENDS #BRING BACK SD RP!!!#brb getting bg3 for myself for christmas #i've heard REALLY good things about bg3 from my friends #THESE ASTARION EDITS HAVE ME HOOKEDDDDD #which is why i thought of using this song for this edit HAHAHA #fun stuff #gem edits #<- potential new tag???#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 simblr #the sims 4 simblr #*soryn

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rpdepartment · 10 months

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Toxic, berating and abusive Sentence Starters

20 starters | obvious TW for. All of that.

« you're so useless. »

« what a disappointment. »

« god, you're so annoying. »

« nobody's here to help you. »

« there you go, crying again. »

« you're nothing without me. »

« do everyone a favor and shut up. »

« don't you fucking talk back to me! »

« look at me when i'm talking to you! »

« i don't give a damn what you think. »

« you don't need anyone else but me. »

« i should've left you where i found you. »

« you really think anyone would love you? »

« you're just like anyone else in your family. »

« you're just a burden, you know that, right? »

« seriously, what did you think you could do? »

« oh, please, you're getting upset now? you're so sensitive. »

« i'd like you more if you didn't have to bitch every two minutes. »

« if i knew you were so pathetic i wouldn't have bothered with you. »

« you really think anyone other than me would give a damn about you? »

#rp starters #rp starter #rp sentence starters #rp sentence starter #sentence starters #sentence starter #abuse tw #toxic relationship tw #bullyism tw #sad starters #evil starters #angry starters

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sxmpxony · 3 months

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open to females muse miles, 25 plot angst, toxic relationship / your muse is his on and off fiancée, and they have a daughter together. she's visiting him in prison, and just dropped the news that she started an onlyfans setting rikers island

"S'that what you're teaching her? You teaching my fucking kid to act like a whore? And what, I'm just supposed to be okay with that shit?" Miles leaned back in his seat, and rubbed his hands over his face. He knew he'd upset her, but he didn't care. He was angry, and right now it was all that mattered. His head turned to look at the clock on the wall. They had an hour to talk, and this was how she wanted to start that hour. "Don't play the victim. You're the one spreading your legs for a bunch of perverts on the internet, and you tell me now, when I can't do shit all," he cussed.

#indie rp #open rp #open starter #open roleplay #tw mysoginy #tw toxic relationship

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qs-art · 5 months

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My bg3 tav, Cordelia (She/they). Human storm sorcerer & tadpole enthusiast

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #tav #bg3 tav #gale dekarios #qs ocs #qs art #fan art #yes they romanced the emperor #very fun to rp as a toxic controlling relationship #and also I didn’t know what I was doing and beefed my orig romance choice of karlach

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dhampiravidi · 3 months

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kool-aid: the zenith of society

It would be just her luck to be in one of the biggest cities in the US when the world ended. Everyone knew about the Colorado town that had fallen ill & then there was the chemical spill in the Mississippi, but people forgot about the 1st & of course, the government claimed to be fixing the 2nd tragedy. Next, the country fell sick. When other countries reported that their citizens were showing similar symptoms & dying, it became clear to the public that there was a problem. It was like all the other international crises: conspiracy theories, celebrities making social media posts, public service announcements...

Until certain people got powers & 75% of the world had died. All of a sudden, the global panic that already existed skyrocketed. Los Angeles definitely was impacted, seeing as how there were fires, looters & screaming everywhere. The hospitals were filled to capacity. & Jas needed food. She & her roommates had been sharing their last few snacks & bottled water (thank goodness they'd stocked up when they had), but then it turned out that Adrienne had been sneaking out to see her boyfriend (despite their quarantine agreement). Suddenly she was sick. Nancy followed soon after, since they shared a room. Jas tried her best to stay in her room, unable to fly out to see her parents (not like LAX would be safe anyway). Two days later, she realized she was hydrokinetic when she took a shower.

Anyway, Jas had packed a backpack with bottled water, a small First Aid kit, two books, a handheld notepad, all the cash she had left & her phone charger (actual cellphone held in her sweatshirt pocket). She had read about some kind of government or volunteer (unclear which) convoy going around, trying to help survivors by providing clean water, transportation & food. It was supposed to be going through the city, a 20-minute drive from her apartment.

Well, after getting into a car crash that sprained her non-dominant wrist, she had to walk alongside the freeway. She ended up in whatever area, tired but proud of herself. & all of a sudden, someone was poking a switchblade in her face, demanding her stuff. Jas froze, tears streaming down her cheeks as she quietly pleaded with them. Her powers couldn't help her; what were a few tears supposed to do?

@meepiedeepie

#jkw: thread #apocalypse rp #tw pandemic #pandemic tw #meepiedeepie #toxic relationship tw #tw: toxic relationship #cult tw #tw: cult

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rp-partnerfinder · 3 months

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hiya! 26F here looking for an 18+ long-term roleplay partner for attack on titan that would write as eren jaeger against my female oc. i prefer the canon setting, but happily welcome canon divergence!

i specifically do canon x oc doubling, so i would be more than happy to write any canon character from the series against your oc! i have a writing sample with a few of the characters that i can provide upon request. i am up for m/f and f/f for our main pairings, but m/m is alright for side pairs.

i have been roleplaying for a very long time now and consider myself adv. literate, so i am hoping to find a partner with a love for writing and a decent grasp of the english language. not asking for perfection, but your best effort. i can range anywhere from a few paragraphs to 1k words per character, but it simply depends on the scene. i’m not picky! all i ask is that you do not harass me for replies. i will try to respond at least once a week in character, more if i am able, and will do my best to communicate with you. i won’t bug you for responses either. writing should be fun, not a chore!

my favorite genre to write is romance and angst, but i am very versatile and love including a good mix of everything for a story that stays fun for the long term. dark/dead dove themes are welcomed and encouraged! i particularly love toxic pairings and enemies to lovers dynamics, so please be up for writing pairings that aren’t all sunshine and rainbows lol. i live for the drama, so feel free to share all of your best soap-opera-esque ideas for your side of the story as well! the messier and more dramatic the better, i say. i’m even open to love triangles!

i would love for my writing partner to be as enthused about plotting, headcanoning, and general gushing over our ocs and pairings as i am. i’m the type of girlie to make moodboards, playlists, art, and just ramble endlessly about our roleplay if i’m super inspired! so, hopefully you are too.

if you’re interested in starting up a long-term roleplay, like this and i’ll reach out! i am flexible as to where i will roleplay, so we can discuss. :)

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loubella77 · 6 months

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Halloween is my favorite

I dressed up as a warning sign for a party yesterday

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mcytshippystuff · 8 months

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(/rp, not irl!) OKAY SO! What i think about q!Phil, q!Missa, and q!Forever's relationships in the QSMP;

In my head, q!Philza and q!Missa started out as just co-parents when they were assigned each other to take care of Chayanne. Then they became more like, platonic husbands but I wouldn't say queerplatonic? Like, they felt getting married was just easier but didn't really have the relationship or level of commitment/care a Queerplatonic or romantic relationship would have. Then they started caring for each other, spending time together and having fun, and entered a weird in-between state of tbh they could go either way ya know?

Then Missa started catching feelings. He didn't mean to, honest! But just, the way Phil would worry and cared for him and their son, the time they spent together, how could he not fall for the Death touched Angel? But he wasn't ever sure how to broach it, sometimes he felt as if Phil felt the same but other times it was obvious Phil didn't so it was just a mess, and he wasn't willing to ruin what they had.

(More about Phil's feelings and Forever's part in all this under the cut, its long sorry not sorry lol)

Meanwhile Phil is both Oblivious and very in denial about any feelings, or people trying to point out there may be feelings at all. I'm unsure if id stick q!Phil on the Ace Spectrum or romance just isn't a priority (or if he's just resistant to the idea of it for whatever reason), but either way he cant fathom the idea that people have actual feelings for him, nor that he might have them himself, so he doesn't really look too deep on his feelings and often brushes them away if he's presented with the idea that it may be real.

So what if being with Missa feels like they were the only people in the world? If the way Missa takes care of their son gives Phil light fuzzy feelings in his chest? If having to say goodbye for who knows how long felt like a hole was punched in his chest, and when he came back Phil suddenly felt like the weight of the world was lifted? He cares about his friend, his platonic husband, that's it! Its def not anything romantic pssh that would be ridiculous...

Meanwhile q!Forever, oh poor Forever.

Admittedly in the beginning it was mostly a joke. The resemblance to Brunim, while at first glance, may be strong but to Forever they didn't look alike at all once you got close, in all the small ways that mattered most really. It was funny to tease and poke and get attached to the lookalike but then oh, oh how it stopped being a joke. (Forever refuses to think about there's a good reason why him and Brunim are apart, for both their own sakes)

And maybe, just maybe, for a while it was becuase how much Forever missed Brunim that he got attached to q!Phil, that he started to feel feelings for the man, but if you look close you can see those feelings started to become real, he honestly and genuinely started to fall for Philza. No more mirror images to chase, no, now Phil felt like standing in the heavy rain, every drop stinging but it was so so cleansing, healing, refreshing. Every time Forever got him to laugh felt like a personal victory he'd ride the high of for days, and every sharp, hurtful word was taken with a forced laugh or fake smile and it would linger and haunt his mind.

Forever tried, he really did, but it felt like nothing he could say or do would convince Phil of his real feelings, often slipping up or saying the wrong things and it was Forever's own damn fault, nobody to blame but himself. And maybe he didn't handle this all the best, maybe got to obsessive or said things that went to far but to be honest Forever didn't really know love any other way and was trying to unlearn the worst parts of himself the best he could. It didn't help Forever is really prone to self-destructive behavior when things are going good. And he tried to leave it be, he promises he tried to give up, to let go but the blond Angel had rooted himself, utterly and entirely into Forever's heart and he couldn't bring himself to cut his love for Phil out.

And q!Phil? Well, it was complicated becuase he did genuinely like the man. Forever was funny and for the most part the "crush", if he could call it that, was amusing at best and just annoying at worst times, and even if Forever was annoying or often went too far, Phil knew there was a good man there. He saw it when Forever gave it a rest and they'd have conversations that would last forever. He saw it when Forever would make him laugh until he couldn't breathe or when Forever took care of the eggs as fiercely as Philza did and when the man cried becuase he was so upset at even the idea of loosing any of the kids, and every lose hurt personally. And though he didn't often think to hard on it, sometimes when the other blond would smile or laugh, Phil felt like he was being shone on by the sun, warm, bright, burning, piercing, overwhelming. The quiet moments when Forever would drop all pretenses and masks and just let himself be, in happy, soft, or sad moments made Phi's chest sing.

But Philza couldn't ignore how the fact he was just a stand in hurt in ways Phil wasn't able to explain and to be honest didn't understand why it bothered him so much, it was never a big deal until it suddenly was. Every time Forever assumed something about him or didn't bother to figure out just was another stab in the heart and Phil just got so angry at the fact that Forever tried to say otherwise, but ultimately his affection wasn't real, and he didn't like being played with. Sure he didn't think Forever was doing it maliciously but he just wanted Forever to just stop! Stop how it hurt, how confused it made Phil. He just wanted it to stop being so confusing, to stop questioning these feelings buried deep within his chest. Plus even if wasn't so complicated, some part of him recognizes he also cares deeply about Missa and since they're married, even if its just platonically, its a commitment Phil is committed too so it feels like a betrayal.

Someone tell this man about the wonders of Polyamory!

Meanwhile Forever and Missa are mostly cautious but also a bit hostile towards each other at first, becuase that's competition in their eyes, a threat of their loves, but in the end they chill becuase they realize its neither of their choices and also the other isnt... bad per say. Maybe they even have a understanding becuase they recognize they both love and care for Phil. Maybe they even come to like and even care about the other in the future, who knows.

So, tldr;

Phil has feelings for both Missa and Forever, some more complicated then others, but he both refuses to admit it to even himself or even fathom he could like someone, let alone two people, and his view on Forever still only liking him becuase of his ex made it a lot more complicated becuase he feels hurt. But he has two hands, that's important to remember!

Missa is very in love with Philza but is both too hesitant to say anything, lest he ruin their relationship they have now, and becuase he's been away so much. He really didn't like Forever, both becuase of the "he just likes me becuase I look like his ex" becuase it clearly hurt phil, but he chilled a bit when he realized Forever wasn't a bad person, just complicated and did really love and care for Phil as well, and being hostile towards each other just made Phil more upset. Now they're cool, if not a bit sure about each other, and maybe even come to like or care for each other too later but who knows.

Forever originally liked Philza becuase he looked like Brunim as a joke, and maybe even some of his infatuation started becuase of it too, but he really did come to see Philza as his own person and come to care and even fall in love with Phil for real. However Forever recognizes he's messed up a lot and often still does, but he's trying so hard to both be better and give Philza space but he cant stop loving Phil no matter how hard he tries. Same as above for him and Missa, its complicated but Forever has chilled and is trying hard to work on his jealousy issues. He thinks Missa isnt that bad and might even come to like or care for each other too later but who knows.

Later on, once they all work out their issues and Phil both stops being a oblivious fuck and realizes that Forever really does honestly and truly love him for him, they end up in a polyamory. Its Philza dating them both but maybe end game has Missa and Forever dating too idk lol.

#mine #please reblog likes do nothing <3 #qsmpshipping #qsmp shipping #pissa #philever #I also wanted to hammer home that #when i say Pissa's relationship is considered platonic and not Queer platonic #im not dissing on qpr's #Queerplatonic realtionships are just as valid #real #and important/commited as a romantic one is #its just a diffrent type of realtionship #i just dont think thats what Pissa have #and ill admit i dont know too much about #Brunim and Forever's relationships (rp wise) and #while i could be wrong #from what i understand it was very toxic and bad on both ends #so im choosing to interpret it that way #and alluding to the fact that becuase of it #Forever has a hard time being normal and healthy #about romantic realtionships #but he's trying!#he promises he's trying #i have more hc's for em lol #just focusing on the romantic ones since ship blog lol #let me know if you wanna hear em #Missa's and Phil's section is shorter but only becuase its less complicated #Meanwhile Forever and Phil are so convoluted and complicated lmao #they figure it out tho just takes a bit lol

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