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inkedover · 10 months

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anyway, yeah I write a fanfic. yeah it's for the SCP Foundation. yeah I got the milk and came back, temporarily.

love my fanfic. very cool, Quotev rocks.

please read it it's kind of funny and I'm trying to keep the story as not plotholed as possible 👍

also yeah my Tumblr is def dead but who cares? I'm just gonna set this here and finally get some rest.

#scp foundation #scp fanfiction #SCP fanfic #fanfic #too tired to be doing this shit rn #love y'all goodnight maybe

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fortunefavorsthebrave-dude · 2 years

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“the only thing that matters right now is my marriage and my children” sure didn’t matter when you were sticking your dick in your employee huh

#try guys #ned fulmer #i am sooooooo tired of this shit happening #anyway. hope they both end up working a miserable minimum wage job #yes both. alex is a grown woman with a fiance #she knows better #and i know ned is her boss but so are the other guys and she didn't fuck them so #truly do hope they're having the worst days of their lives rn #and god almighty i hope ariel and the kids are okay #and to be so brazen about it too in fucking public like. come ON.#will never understand ruining a whole career for sex #insanely fucking stupid shit

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weepylucifer · 1 year

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The islet murder confession scene is SUCH a bad look for harry and kim and we should talk abt it more. it's so uncomfortable. they just snap into Cop Mode and forget how to act human. leave grandpa alone pigs

#i watched someone do a playthrough of it earlier and the discomfort is palpable #like... this old man is literally falling apart in front of them #and they're just like ''yessss press him more so he'll say something incriminating. hehehe''#yes iosef dros is a shitty old bitch but. no one should be exposed to this police shit #posts by me #i have more on this but i'm too tired rn. tomorrow maybe

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mystical-one · 7 months

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WARNING IM GOING TO BE HONEST AND EARNEST HERE. i really unironically unconditionally liked now and then

#like honestly i listened to it 2794288 times in the shower and came to the disgraceful revelation that like. oh my god it is a fucking beatl #es song and theyre 81 and 83 and 37 and 52 and theyre still ON the same song and fuck shit yes i get the solo is NOT georges and it makes me #a little upset but its still done in his memory and his style andthis is PAUL we are talking about and of course he is going to run away #with a project like this and going to do the solo but EVEN then he made the solo with george in mind and tried to emulate his style whether #it was an accurate representation or not they still care so fucking much. theyre the FUCKING beatles releasing music TODAY what the fuck #i will definitely feel different about this tomorrow morning but ive listened to this thing through on repeat since it released and buddy.#who care. like SO fucking much everyone care but WHO CARE!!!!!!!!! OLD MAN BEATLES YAOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TODAY IN 2023!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry does this make sense. like im a george defender until i die but i could heard his guitars enough to be moderately pacified and #honestly im too tired and excited and emotionally drained to care anymore. tjey tried so so hard to do something and they DID it #i have a much MUCH more nuanced opinion that i could go into. but i dont want to rn🙏🏻#emi's meandering jotts

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possessedbydevils · 7 months

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Basically Nikolai and Shatov's conversation in the last parts of the first chapter

tagging people l can think of who's read/reading The Possessed cause l am obsessed and in need of more content: @girlatreus @karamazovanon @viiinz @alyshkas @t4tstepantrofimovitch

#the possessed #the demons #the devils #devils #demons #nikolai stavrogin #shatov #why did l make this red? Idk #it looks a little bad #but idc #holy shit this is red #im so mad at myself rn #but too tired to do anything #digital art #my art #dostoevksy #dostoyevski #fyodor dostoevsky #dostoevsky

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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matrophobia

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #masato arakawa #snap sketches #oh my god im going to pass out but my tag ramble is necessary. like especially this time #i was just gonna draw his Actual mom but then i wanted to get saucy with it. also i miss drawing wolves but theres a purpose i promise #ive loved wolves since i was a kid since theyre like. family-oriented and shit. of course a lonely loser ass kid gonna think thats cool #when i think of wolves i think of family- which is what you should think of with your mom right #but a lot of people know wolves are monsters so. ysee where im goin with this one #the flowers and thorns arent Just Random i Double Promise: i snagged inspo from her flower shirt #i originally had the roses be purple to highlight that buuut i didnt want any more color aside from red #did i have anymore notes..... i dont think so. thats all i had to explain :) this is mid ik i just needed it done tho im TIRED #OH HER MULTIPLE EYES its supposed to be inspired by her necklace :) the third eye has a purpose im too tired to explain rn tho #the jo alternative was more depressing since i wanted to put emphasis on his feelings of inadequacy in that #BUT i figured hey. let me have a /lil/ happiness today right. i can do that at least let me draw that at least #ignore the fact i got more bad news while drawing this and almost abandoned it as a result but we push through :)#in any case. im subjecting arakawa to more horrors tomorrow i guess sorry king youve had it good too long. i GUESS #to round this off. Obligatory Vent Portion because myyyyy GOD. i have nightmares about my mom every night #its been that way since like. february- ive always had nightmares bout her but theyve ramped up since The Event #and for the most part i just wake up tired and despondent but sometimes the nightmares just make me wake up gasping for air #like i was TRULY just fighting for my life then and itd been a while since i had a nightmare like that #and just. coupled with how trash my months been. and now that im comm free.(dm me;) ) i figured id express the soul a bit #alright NOW im done. im pretty sure. goodnight everyone come back for part ii of. whatever this was #IM ALL OUT OF TAGS NOW LMAO THATS EPIC ok bye fr

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ahamkara-apologist · 2 months

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What's a fact and/or headcanon for Osiris that you wanna share with the class

ough this is something quick and easy i can pass out without needing to draft a wholeass essay on it, i'll bite

Osiris has OCD, that we can extrapolate from canon, but one of the intrusive thoughts he must have suffered from with was not picking up or holding any small animals/children for fear of accidentally crushing or burning them if he lost control. He never would, ofc, but the nature of intrusive thoughts is basically that your brain goes 'hey wouldn't it be fucked up if this thing happens' and then shows it to you in explicit gory detail, so logic hardly matters there. Sagira was one of the few small living beings that he had no problem with grabbing because the fact that she was his soulbonded partner + mechanical in nature meant that him accidentally hurting her was nigh-zero. Even his own paranoia couldn't convince him otherwise

I like to think that as of late, he's begun to work on getting more confident about this with Saint and Misraaks- holding pigeons, letting Eliksni children climb up onto his shoulders, petting cats. But it's something that he's only just now beginning to let go of, and it's not because he's lost his Light- it's because hes learning to trust that when others say they have faith in him, its because they have a legitimate reason for it

#by 'drafting a wholeass essay' btw i mean 'fully intend to do so but am too tired rn to do it'#i have many thoughts. alas i am also in my last quarter before graduating and shits ROUGH #anon #reply #destiny 2 #osiris #osiris destiny 2 #destiny 2 headcanons #ironically im typing this as my snake is slithering on and over my legs and i am trying very hard not to crush her #(since shes a 3 and a half foot bp this is less of a concern but. still)

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cinnamon-phrog · 3 months

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I feel too sick to sleep right now, everything's' too cold or too hot and I can't even breathe without thinking I'm gonna throw up

#it's because i've been drinking diluted juice #i swear the shit they put in that makes me delirious with fever #ughhhh so sick wish a nice big strong mechanoid could help me rn :( real shame #gonna drink water till the middle of the night. there goes my plans for a better nights' sleep :<#i do genuinely feel awful and i have been feeling so for a while and it's all my own doing. not eating healthy. stressing out and barely-#-sleeping. i have stretch marks from losing weight and circles under my eyes. everything's fuzzy. i keep forgetting basic things.#i'm worried about my future. i'm too disabled to function with a job but not disabled 'enough' just because i can speak 'clearly'#i've got no irl friends or family to fall back on. i can only travel so far and i get meltdowns far easier now #months ago i was treated like a pet. now i'm an adult before i ever got to be a child.#i want to be held. be loved without even having to say a word to each other. not even by an f//o but by someone who'll be willing to love m #but all i am now is sick and hungry and hot and cold and tired and awake.#i can't imagine how much worse it is for other people though. i've seen awful images and they're not even a taste of how terrible it is #i worry i won't be able to afford food in the future. or have a stable flat or apartment. that social services will let me down again #this year was meant to be a break but i'm constantly worrying about the time i become 18. my autism and lack of any social life-#will impact me and i'll be fucked over easier than ever. and that happens often #college brought me panic attacks where i'd physically harm myself till i got migraines in front of people and they didn't bat an eye #i could be kicking and screaming and begging for help but they'll just ignore me or infantilise me

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puppyeared · 4 months

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adhd comix

#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired #like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability #and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors #i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working #isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol #if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you #need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid #im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher #to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll #go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms #AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis #theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were #comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run #and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make #a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need #to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh #yapping #vent

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thompsborn · 5 months

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one of my favorite ways to write parkner is to have their intellect take charge in the face of intrigue and feeling magnetized towards each other and rather than being pushed forward by emotion they both rely on their stem brains to analyze one another and solve the puzzle of who each other are but then in the process of them picking apart each others puzzle pieces to examine and understand them their puzzles become connected pieces somehow fitting with the other puzzle and before they can even fully process what is happening they’ve become so intertwined with one another that they can’t imagine not having this conglomeration of a puzzle together

they don’t need one another, per se—they certainly could separate their puzzles and become singular and life would go on—but they like how their pieces fir together better than how they fit on their own and the picture they make when their puzzles are combined is just so much more appealing. that “i could live without you but why the fuck would i want to do that” sorta love. that “a relationship only makes sense if being in that relationship makes your life better than when you were alone” kind of awareness, you know?

#do not have the energy to properly write rn #its almost 11:30 pm and i have had a long day and i am tired #but not yet tired enough to sleep #but still too tired to do much of anything else #but still was thinking about parkner and like. various ways i write them #have written them in the past and how i write them now and ways i would like to write them in the future #and this is something i love to explore #calculative eyes and questioning curiious looks and wanting to know more know more know more #i feel like this is somewhat applicable to every parkner fic i have written #in various different levels and forms and shit but still. somehow. even just slightly it is applicable #parkner

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luvuomi · 7 days

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SETHOS TRAILER OMFG IT WAS SO RAHHHSHDNWJWJJW

#── ꒰ 🍶 ꒱ 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗐/ 𝗒𝗎𝗈𝗆𝗂 .ᐟ #i unfortunately do not have ss to offer this time…internet here is pretty slow so the quality of the vid doesnt get good until like ..#a min into the video😭BUT I LOVED IT SM REGARDLESS AAAAAA HIS MUSIC IS SO GOOD I LOVE #THE WAY FAURUZAN REFERRED TO HIM LIKE A PUPPY WHEN HE NODS DURING CONVOS? STOP IM GONNA PUKE #also ayame if you’re reading this…sethos and wanderer interaction confirmed🤞I LOST MY SHIT #MY MANS REALLY WALKED UP TO WANDERED AND ASKED IF HE WAS HAT GUY THE FIRST TIME THEY MET LMAO #im so interested to hear the rest of it once it’s released in game🤭but yk what im more excited for??#SETHOS HIMSELF DUH. it’s just a shame i wont be able to play the update once it releases :((#im currently on vacation rn and will be here for 2 weeks 💔💔 thankfully tho my wonderful bestie said she would pull sethos for me !!#im going to try and avoid spoileds for the update too since i want to experience everything for myself sigh..ig im gonna have to delete twt #to lazy to go back and correct any mispellings im too tired from this vacation so far to care😭

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oifaaa · 1 year

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Oh no. James Gunn called Damian Batman's "actual son". That bodes poorly.

He also said the series is gonna be based off of grant morrisons batman run you know the one that's meant to have dick as batman not Bruce yeah no I've got absolutely no hope for any of that

#ask #anon #i wonder if this means we're also getting the uncool villain jason #the shit version instead of winnicks cool villain jason #definitely gonna be seeing a lot of talia bashing haha kill me now #maybe i should just give up on dc its gonna be so painful for the next few years #and im already so tired #also the bit where gunn said the live action actors will also do the animation #ohhhhhh why #how is everyone else not tired too #am i just weird and grumpy #i do have a head ache rn but still

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moonlit-orchid · 2 months

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When your friend needs you to be there to comfort them, but you have no energy for serious conversations and so you're stuck wondering if youre being a selfish asshole or if youre justified in not wanting to be the one to sort their problems out