#thought this up in a high state

[cerebricarchives]

In the unnamed county to be known as The Land Of Gold; before King Virdin II claimed it from the Wyrmfolk, before the Wyrmfolk resided in the land, before The Battle of the Southern Isles, the land was roamed between men and a grand tribe of lion-men. They would be known as the Lynnka.

Men and Lynnks tolerated each one another, however the Lynnka overpopulous have driven them to conquer the land of man for their own gain. Thus started a war between the two beings.

Time passes the battles fought violently and long. However the men have driven the Lynnka to a certain statemate, due to both parties losing too many souls.

The Lynnka take refuge to subterranean caves, even sliding through the narrow cracks of the dark paths. They then found an ancient ruin, of an unknown tribe, perhaps speculated to be disciples of the High Gods.

With much travel and investigation, the Lynnka discover these arcane tools. With much study and experimentation, these tools were made to travel these caves easier as if they were mining tools. Rings of gold, chaining to these slab shaped contraptions, emitting powerful strikes. Bringing permanent illumination upon these areas. Even the most intelligent of the Lynkka realize this source of communication through these slabs.

Much time passes, the Lynkka subduely claim their subterrorian adobe, peace away of the humans and hoping not to bring more unnecessary battle between the parties.

Time passes as they take asylum, they realize a famine crisis will come as their crops have failed to grow in the underground land. The last resort is to return to the surface, fear in the humans for battle.

However, the tribe find of the old land of gold to be in complete disarray. Ones were peaceful cities now in ruin, who did in blood and corpses of these giant creatures. These will be known as the predecessors of Wyrmfolk, gigantic worms feasting on the bodies of the humans.

The Lynnka return to the surface with their arcane tools, you have to worry about this sort of situation happening again. The chieftian has ordered another refuge away from the old land of gold, as they soon sail to North. To the original land. The land known to be as the olden land.

The boats sail the seas, and end up in the olden lands. Lynnka fear the humans to retaliation. However, not many of the humans know about the Lynnka. In fact, they have seen them as saviors as they are in dire need in the olden lands.

Thus enters the king of the olden land, the one that would be known to be as surpassing the high gods, and one that marked the history of Virdin's ways. King Rygar sees audience of the Lynnka.

King Rygar and the chieftain converse. Rygar remembers the battles of the old the land of gold, yet sees a truce between the two parties, as the Violent Winds of the Southern Isles have concerned the people of the olden land, that may soon consume the Lynnka if they would soon follow.

The unnamed chiefian does agree in alliance, but in return, to know what happened of the old land of gold and also reclaim that land for themselves, in return of full support of Lynnka and these battles of the Southern isles.

As Lord Grag has scuffed the history in his petty malicious way, and even of his maddening examinations of the Lynnka, not even he knows about the true nature off these battles. The true word has said that King Rygar, along the side of his loyal subjects, fighting by the side of power Lynnka warriors armed with these arcane tools, to drive the wicked forces of the Southern isles out. It's at seems that no one would ever speak of those that were fought in those isles, what resided in the deep trees, not a soul would ever speak of what they have found.

After the battles rage in a powerful tide, the two parties of once fought each other for fighting together to fully eradicate the Southern isles, and as the battles simmer down, they form a true bond and alliance between men and Lynnka.

A celebration was made, reminiscent of the Ceremony of the Emerald Moon, the two parties sing songs of the glory, trading upon their own cultures, drinking to near death even.

The ceremony rages on, the two leaders talk over drink. Rygar explains what happened in the old land of gold. After moments of the lion folk self exile themselves to the land of caves, massive worms stir to crawl from the grounds. Eating everything that they see. This all happened in a very chaotic moments, as of by a second they just appeared and consumed what they have seen. A few of the old gold land Kingdom have mercifully escaped the wrath of these worms, and taking a refuge of the olden land. Rygar was just a young man of that age, but stayed loyal to the kingdom of its name the Lord Grag not even knows. The true word has been said, that Rygar's crossbow proficiency have gained eye of the soldiers of the Kingdom, and very quickly became a close warrior of the kingdom of the land. Eventually, he and the princess of the time have fallen in love with each other, and through the olden King's approval and of his death, Rygar was crowned a king of the olden land. Revealing to be a dozen lunar cycles since the moment the Lynnka returned to the surface.

In this grand moment, Rygar and the Lynnka chieftain become powerful and relatable for allies, they're known to be as brothers. Lynnka do not carry a name, but the chieftain and loving tribute names himself of his brother of arms; Ligar.

Time passes after the grand ceremony, the Ligar and the Lynnka return to the old land of gold, leaving behind a few of those who stay in the olden lands. They claim their newfound home of the land. They rebuild the ruined country for their own liking, and the cave that they once reside of fear, became their holy ground, a grand source of the arcane tools that they have found, and even constructed massive statues over their ally, Rygar, in tribute.

Time passes in the olden land, as king rygar grows old in this peace, the Lynnka the reside in the olden land have received troubling thoughts, as Lynnka have a flow of consciousness through each other, a request the Old King Rygar to receive aide returning to the old land of gold and find out what's amiss.

Rygar agrees this audience of aide, and even insist coming along to meet his old friend Ligar. He assured to come back, as he leaves his high chancellor Soria Virdin to lead the olden land in his absence.

The ship sails on sunrise, even spotting a majestical rainbow soaring through the sky. Like a blessing.

Time passes.

No return.

Time passes.

Soria gives birth to Arkinias Sordia Virdin the First.

#bastard master lore #thought this up in a high state #creative writing #out of thought #dark fantasy

[stuckinapril]

I’m happy for the little life I built for myself

#there’s a lot of ways to go #i am nowhere NEAR the dream life I really want to attain #or the dream person I want to be #but high school me #hell even freshman in college me #would GAWK at the life I have so deliberately made happen. #the solid network of friends I have #the confidence I’m slowly but surely growing into #the discipline I’m harvesting bit by bit. i do not claim perfection but I am 100% improving #I’m just happy idk! i don’t compare myself at all now bc I know I’m on the right track #especially compared to where I was like 5 years ago. such a different mind state from now #and no one can take that away from me #there’s a lot more to go. a lot more. but I thought I’d pause and be intentionally grateful for what has been accomplished #bc it actually puts things into perspective to look at the past rather than just look to the present. it creates contentment #i get so caught up being hard on myself for not accomplishing certain things yet #that I forget I pulled myself out of such a deep rut by the skin of my teeth #and that’s important to keep in mind even as you progress to your goals #anyway <333 happy content in my own lane etc etc #p

[justalittlebluetiefling]

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#personal shit below the tags #just venting about getting dragged into high school drama as an adult #which is my fault because i help coach a high school dance team #long story short my best friend is moving out of the state and won't be coaching next year #and is trying to set it up so i take over as head coach #but she was talking to two of the kids about it today to give them a preliminary heads up and #they straight up said that if the current assistant coach gets the job #none of the team will be going back #but that if i get the job everyone will come back #this grown ass woman has thought i've been trying to take her assistant coach job all year #when i have been perfectly happy as a volunteer #and this whole thing was extremely validating and such a bummer all at once because like #i just won't engage with the drama she's been trying to bring and it bums me out that the kids have noticed it #i've been trying really hard to stay professional in front of them and thought i was doing a good job #i HAVE been doing a good job #but the captain knows what i'm like as a coach because i was her head coach her freshman year and so she's noticed the difference in me #so yeah incredibly validating because every time i've been down this year about this #i've been like 'they know which of us is here for THEM and not the STATUS' #and it turns out i was correct this whole time #they DO know and they have been feeling it which is the last thing i wanted for them #so yeah validating and a bummer all at once #we'll find out within the next couple weeks if i will still be coaching next year #every time i vent about this i feel like i'm trying to sound like i have the moral high ground #it gives me the ick about myself

[explorations-in-judaism]

My interest in Judaism was recently resparked by a conversation with my girlfriend. She is a devout catholic considering converting to Islam. Her reason: she believes in the teachings of Mohammed and has been drawn to it for years.

I told her I had the same prolonged interest in Judaism but worried it wasn't enough to convert. She asked me what would be

I'm trying to find the answer but there's just so much confusion. I don't know if I believe in Gd and it's scary to grapple with how this would change my family. Judaism fills my thoughts

#im going to go to a temple after the high holidays #and im excited #but theres also my states intro to judaism class starting in mid october #and if i were to convert id need to take it #so im torn between signing up for it #even though its expensive and im unsure #but if i dont then ill have to wait an entire year #which is also scary #i know this is a lifelong journey #but i also want answers now #this is filling all my thoughts all the time #i dont have space for other things #idk #if anyone has advice or personal experience theyd like to share id highly appreciate it #jewblr #jumblr #prospective convert #jew by choice

[skeletalheartattack]

Thoughts on the new tf2 maps?

well, i can't give my thoughts on all 12 maps that were added, as my experience with them has been queuing through casual, and bots are absolutely ruining the fun of trying to play these maps, so i'll try and provide my thoughts with just the ones i've done.

Spineyard: i think ive only played a few rounds of it, but i like the maps looks and layout. the mafia skeletons are neat, although i couldn't figure out what the piles of money they dropped did. overall, pretty good payload map.

Lava Pit: it's gravel pit with a lot of lava pits, it's alright, i don't have much to say about it.

Mannsylvania: so, player destruction and king of the hill maps are kinda my least favourite gamemodes, but from what i played of the map. it's neat, i like how the map looks.

Slime: only actually got to play this map for one match with 5 players on both teams, since every other time was just flooded with bots. i like it, despite my disliking of king of the hill. the salmenn are fun skeleton replacements, i think i like them better than the other skeleton reskins. they've got fun designs too.

Perks: really liked the map, though i always do kinda wish valve would add more modular support for arena mode, so map makers don't have to resort to using other gamemodes like koth and player destruction just to simulate arena. i only played like three whole matches, with like 4 players on each team. wish i had played with more cause i did really like the concept.

Murky: im conflicted with the idea of a zombies mode in TF2, mostly just from a design standpoint. each class has their own zombie perks, some work fine, others feel lacking. with 9 classes, i think you eventually spread yourself thin with trying to come up with unique abilities that are useful for taking out the survivors. the map itself is fine. mostly had to deal with a lot of bot rounds before i could enjoy the map.

Atoll: the visual design of the map is really nice, though with how open the map is, it's tough to play as zombies, as humans have the high ground. playing as a sniper zombie, who can shoot acid, sucks a lot since you can't really get a read on how far your projectiles drop. engineer zombies have a similar problem, though with them, it's nearly impossible to see the travel arc of your pipebombs.

every other map, i've just not had enough time playing them. both due to bots and also because im doing my halloween contracts in the order it gives me.

#ask #anon #an infection mode in tf2 is something i feel needs at least a year of work and testing before it can work #MVM for example needed 3 years. from 2009 to 2012. #the biggest issue with an infection mode is honestly engineers #i feel if they had a sentry buster adjacent zombie thats selected every once in a while. thatd help disperse nests. #but i know there's likely issues with that. such as parts of the map that are only accessable via blast jumping #but with that i think theyd need to buff the zombie classes who can get to those areas. soldier being that class #he can jump high. but thats it. he really needs knockback resistance so he can get up to tough spots without interference #cause whats the point of vertical mobility if enemy heavys. engineer sentries. and pyros can push you away #but. thats all i can think of atm that i feel would improve the zombies side of the mode. #infection also kinda sucks with lower player numbers. especially when the zombie team starts smaller. its hard to push against sentries #atleast having a sentry buster adjacent zombie would help across all team sizes #atleast in theory #anyway. i dont really have as much passionate thoughts about the other maps or modes beyond whats stated above #i dont feel my opinions on this kind of stuff matters all that much though #im just a guy on tumblr #anyway! thank you for the ask anon!

[deliciouspirateangel]

The way I just realized Tina and Mike are Draculaura and Clawd like the little gothic vampire and her big sweet jock bf i love cinematic parallels 🖤💖

#glee #tina cohen chang #mike chang #tike #monster high #draculaura #clawd wolf #clawd x draculaura #my thoughts #if they didn’t dress up like them for halloween… #ive already stated my beliefs in Tina’s expansive monster high collection

[switchblade-serenade]

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#i woke up in an absolute state this morning #i need someone to violate me immediately #just head empty no thoughts other than fear and how fucking good it feels to have cold metal pressed against my throat #preferably while i’m high enough to be properly fucked with: a needy mess ready to do anything for a chace to take the edge off 🫠 #i want to be covered in bruises scratches and teasing cuts #switchblade.txt

[artificial-condition]

To the girl who told me I was pretty in an Albertsons Starbucks in New Mexico—find me I wanna talk

#my thoughts #seriously the timing of that compliment could not have been more perfect #I didn’t want to go into the store because I felt like a hot mess #we had camped the night before and I hadn’t brushed my hair because I accidentally packed up all the brush before I did it #and I was in my comfy clothes because we had a long car ride ahead of us #so I was feeling self conscious and to get a compliment of such high status hit me hard #it wasn’t that my shirt looked good or anything it was just saying that I myself was pretty #and in such a raw state of myself it made me feel so good #and she was so pretty too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #so yeah if you were a Starbucks barista in Albertsons in Taos New Mexico end of may/beginning of June last year and complimented #a random stranger just know that it is probably my favorite compliment I have ever received and thinking on it makes me happy

[answrs]

makima-s-most-smile

Insert the 'What?' Meme. Did I miss something?

@makima-s-most-smile oh you lucky bastard for not having encountered this (jk jk).

(the tags on this post, for reference)

#anti nonsense #christ the brainrot has spread deep #yeah you get three guesses and the first two don't count it's the pla fandom children* again because who else would it be 🤦 #*gods i fucking hope it's only twelve year olds doing this. i know it's not but let me exist in a more sane world for a moment please. #i have never seen a fandom so violently obsessed with yelling about a pairing where half the ship legit doesn't even exist in the source medium #I am BEGGING y'all to be fucking normal. #the bar was set so low and you're digging into the earth's core to go under it

I’m gonna just tldr sum up the drama for other people just tuning in with unknown level of knowledge on this absurd level of nonsense too:

*DEEP BREATH* OKAY SO! tldr there's a giant moral panic in the legends arceus fandom from purity culture/antis about a super niche incest pairing of side character warden ingo and his (notably absent) brother emmet. except the sheer SCALE to which this spitting, vitriolic (...and performative: see the giant shitfest when japanese fanartists started blocking people with ‘proship dni’s and suddenly those dnis ~mysteriously disappeared~ like hmm! might be something there!) hatred means that basically any fluff piece that gets posted also comes with a giant “ALSO I KILL INCEST SHIPPERS I MUST CONSTANTLY REMIND EVERYONE OF THE FACT AN INCEST PAIRING EXISTS WITH THESE TWO CHARACTERS FUCKING ON ANY AND ALL G-RATED FLUFF PIECES”

yeah so that’s the background. like ive literally seen fics of the teen sidekick getting railed by the entire adult cast float around but nah, it’s only this one, niche pairing that gets plastered all over the tags on the genfic tags on ao3. (which, again, shows how performative out the wazoo it is with these people. seeing ‘proship dni’ tagged on a fanfic on archive of our own, the site literally built by a wincest shipper to host Problematic™ Content™™ the first time absolutely sent me... but the six hundred times after that were much less funny. also the death threats that some come with. yeah. not funny.)

anyway i noticed it started spreading into parental ingo&protagonist fics where emmet is literally not even mentioned whatsoever a few weeks ago. and now i have found at least one fic that’s at the point where neither character involved in the pairing are even present in said media. and the fucking ‘bLaNkShIp dNi’ tags are still there.

#purity wank #anti nonsense #purity culture #I'm not tagging the ship because spam but ive looked and theres literally like. maybe four entire people that post stuff for this pairing on #on tumblr #like fucking hell y'all can you shut up for ONE MINUTE PLEASE #i had no idea the ship even existed until i saw it plastered all over every piece of fanart and looked it up #like theyre *literally* advertising it to everyone that just wanted fluffy gen stuff and is now going to look up what a blankship means #and either get whacked with a constant 'HEY YEAH PLEASE THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE THINKING ABOUT THESE BROS FUCKING NOW' #or like. start spite-shipping it lmao. #these people would never have survived ouran high school host club and the thought of them reacting to the canon twinshipbait #is either fucking hilarious or the most depressing fucking thing to think this is the state fandoms are in now

[callsign-vulture]

Lynn Mercer is an Electronics Technician Nuclear (ETN-SS) on a certain USN fast attack submarine. Throughout the events of Modern Warfare, the submarine Lynn is assigned to does secret squirrel stuff. Powered by candy stashes and submariner coffee, Lynn helps keep the lights on in the submarine as an operator for the nuclear reactor controls. In the odd part of the year she's not at sea, she likes to play DnD with her fellow nukes, sleep, and stock up on the latest movies.

#original modern warfare trilogy #cod oc: lynn mercer #call of duty OG MW OC #modern warfare oc #Lynn fell for the propaganda by a recruiter from special projects and volunteered for a certain fast attack. #you don't choose the [REDACTED]...the [REDACTED] chooses you #that and the Needs of the Navy #it's okay though since Lynn always thought sunlight was overrated. That's a natural byproduct of growing up in Washington state... #she's really just a nerd who happened to hyperfixate on nuclear stuff and then got a high ASVAB score. #posting this here as a reference note for myself since she might be a character in an upcoming fic #Lynn Mercer #for once I'm trying out a slightly different format of mood boards lol #cod oc #call of duty oc

[isawthetvglow]

i had no idea calling a high school a "collegiate institute" was just an ontario thing omg

#i thought it was all of canada bc i noticed nearly every american high schooler i would see on social media went to a school ending in “hs” #ie they just call their schools “[name] high school” in the states which isn't common here at all but i just looked it up and apparently #it's only common in ontario. and btw like we don't colloquially call highschool a “collegiate institute” that's just what the institutes #themselves are named

[2percentsugar]

i am so fucking anxious im going to eat a weed

#zeke.txt #i wanted to be sober to greet my roommate (coming home after a month) but i cant deal with this anymore SAD! #i thought that coming back to the states after being away my longing to emigrate would be gone #and i would feel at home here #Well its worse. i no longer have any immunity to the things that happen here #the other day someone asked me what high school i wnt to and when i said im [neighboring state] they said #“well what do you want to be here for. go back there. i hate [ppl from state]” #i was at fucking work so i couldnt go “maam are you being xenophobic to me for not knowing where your kids high school football field is” #Also its not like im from california. these are two states which are exactly the same except called different things #i dont know why ppl asking me what high school i went to gets me so riled up but its genunely so. #This is a city of millions of people not everyone went to high school here. you fuckng weirdo.

[ramblinseahorsey]

Me: Why r my adhd meds making me feel worse not better :( Also I am the meanest person alive I shall hide in my room and sleep forever from guilt

A few weeks later

*Gets diagnosed with Bipolar* OHHHHHHHH

#NOW WERE GETTIN SOMEWHERE #now: to find out if the issues focusing are all bipolar or also adhd #and how the heck to get adhd meds thst dont ruin the help of the bipolar meds im trying #if these meds are even the ones but i have high hopes cause they work for mom! #THIS COULD BE IT #rambles #disabilities #i always suspected bipolar a little bit cause genetics but thought most likely not #suspected a lot MORE 2020 on as all the stress exacerbated symptoms #but i really didnt want it to be true #and now even looking back to being a kid #so many things clicking i feel so STUPID #its like realizin all my cryin & procrastinatin & feelin stuck doin things i hate wasnt me just bein lazy but mental health issues as a kid #realizing i might not be evil after all! TWO!! #still should stay in my room until i can wean off the adhd meds though just because i understand my outbursts doesnt mean i can excuse em #all i can think to do lol #the thing that scares me is how it comes out of nowhere it didnt happen very often as a kid and was a lot of bottled up anger #or run around the yard about it #i wonder if i have mixed affective state #it just goes from manic to depressed and vice versa on a DIME its scary

[dr-liara-tsoni]

This song has kept my millions of scattered pieces together. Still trying to finish the puzzle but this and their "Skin of My Teeth" have kept me in check. I'm not alone. Not that they'd ever know how much they've helped me through a HUGE chunk of my life... As they have so many others. I missed the rock and roll Demi. Their ability to connect through lyrics and music production is... It blows my mind. Many may not know... actually no one knows. I am an alcoholic. I barely drink anymore. But a prominent Non-binary figure with similar views of my own sexuality that I can relate to due to life circumstances.... They’ve touched the deepest part of my heart. Hey Demi, marry me?

#i'm sobbing my eyes out downing a bottle of some high quality wine from south africa and smoking weed and I'm just. #i'm such a fucking hypocrite and the last person who should be around her in any 'friendship' level lolololol #why does she save me from killing myself so much??? #should i send her fanmail? hahahaha #i wanna try shrooms is that a Next Gateway drug after weed? #i should'nt even be a friend in my state of being #also she's three years older than me??? i thought she was just a year older #well ariana is 2 years older than me so... #I thin k I am truly attracted to femme women or femme expressing non-binary people (does that defeat the purpose of nb???) #If I could SHOVE MY HEAD IN THE GROUND LIKE AN OSTRICH IT WOULD BE NOISE CANCELING AND... #i might be able to finish some major projects i have... #anyways yeah! #not gonna tag this 'cause I'm sure it's alreaady posted somewhere... but yeah #ffr #omfg #fave #shti i'm still fucking u pp ronouns #I MESSED UP A LOT I'M SORRY #tunes #demi lovato #Spotify

[librarychair]

Got a reduced price seasonal edible a while back called "red white and boom" (for 4th of july) and it's one of the most fun foods. Chocolate with weed in it and pop rocks all over one side. The pop rocks are going to fail from the humidity before I finish the entire bar, since I reduced my "micro dose" even further, what's left in the bag is enough to last another few weeks.

#It's legal in my state #Helps me to go back to sleep when I wake up at night #Keeps me from forming an anxiety-pain loop #By interrupting the thought processes that feed anxiety and making it easy to return to a sleeping/dreaming mentality #I don't generally like to be high let alone every day #Hence why I keep reducing the dose

[mylittleredgirl]

my new thing whenever an embarrassing memory jumps up out of some backwater neuron to t-bone my present-day thought process is to declare a statute of limitations. like i can burn down an entire building in the state where i live and the law deems it both unfair and illegal to prosecute me after six years have passed, i think that thing i said in high school can be expunged from my record.

#ohhhhh so twelve years ago i was really rude to someone at the mall and now i'm worthless forever? let's see it hold up in court #containment breach