#this… might be kind of a vent

[yeeiguess]

You know what I want to see ? Denki standing up for himself and not accepting being called stupid by people (read : mostly Jirō and Katsuki) anymore. Setting boundaries and sticking to it. Not laughing anymore when someone says something along the line of ‘Of course Kaminari does X he’s stupid’. Asking them why exactly they said that. Making them explain themselves. Putting all his strength in not letting himself get walked on anymore, in stopping people pleasing that hurts him.

Telling Katsuki clearly that he will not answer to Dunce Face anymore, and sticking with it and ignoring him when he calls him that. Staying serious and letting himself show it hurts, and looking at all the people around who are laughing until they stop because it’s not funny.

I had a lot of thoughts about him confronting people and a whole thing with like- being called stupid is justified by his actions unless he tells them he has adhd, in which case suddenly he has a ‘reason’ to act ‘dumb’. And why would you apologise for comments only because you know there’s a disorder involved, and how does that work for people who are neurotypicals but it’s just their personality ?

#yes this is Jiro slander I hate her #she’s so mean to Denki specifically for no reason ? and then she’s all sweet with Momo and other people ugh #she 100% makes fun of his overpowered mode at least once a week #roll her eyes and sighs when he forgets something #Katsuki’s an asshole but I like him anyway #HE gets better #i have adhd btw #this… might be kind of a vent #adhd kaminari denki #ablesim

[bottombaron]

you know, i can handle a little bit of fun "Nandor is dumb" talk, but i have a net-zero tolerance for any implication that Nandor is not educated.

Nandor would have been incredibly educated in his lifetime.

even (or especially) as a soldier in the Islamic World. being a soldier was more like getting sent to boarding school that's also a military camp. they weren't just concerned with creating loyal fodder for war. they were building the next government officials, generals, accountants, advisors, etc. it was important that young men knew how to read, write, speak multiple languages, learn philosophy...sometimes even studying art and music was mandatory.

if he was nobility (and its most likely he was), take all that shit and multiply it exponentially. Nandor would have been reading Plato at the same age most people are still potty training. he would have been specifically groomed in such a way to not be just a brilliant strategist and warrior, but also diplomate and ambassador of literally the center of scientific and cultural excellence of the age.

so like yeah, he can be a big dummy sometimes, sure. but that bitch is probably more educated than any of us will ever be.

#wwdits #nandor the relentless #Nandor #what we do in the shadows #i think its obvious by how much Nandor loves to read that he grew up educated #it's one of my favorite character traits of his #anyways #this was just your local psa abt the depth of Nandor's character and intelligence #and how the medieval islamic world was like - so much more advanced than it's western counterpart it's hilarious how ppl mischaracterize it #(by hilarious i mean it makes me want to break something) #this was in my drafts lolol what did i read that made me vent this? idk #also 'islamic world' is just a term some historians use to describe a specific geographical location and historical age #kind of how 'western world' is used today #it doesn't mean it's specific to one religion or nation but the broader time and location #meaning that Al Qolindar or Persia or Ilkhanate or w/e you want to call where Nandor came from #the same expectations of education and it's vibrant social/cultural world remain an accurate image of the middle east in the medieval age #if you come from the west like me #think The Forum + The Library of Alexandria + Paris/Florence + and idk anything else u think of when u think of 'Western Excellence' #and then imagine of all of that in one place at one time and then u might get close to what the world Nandor was living in as a human

[syn0vial]

after attempting to commission art of boba fett without his helmet, i am forced to consider that a good number of artists, subconsciously or not, cannot accept that temuera morrison has always been hot despite his lack of european features, and honestly this explains a lot about the fucking travesty that is every single clone's face in TCW and TBB

#me: okay here is a reference image of young temuera morrison #the artist‚ without fail: /outputs image of a man with a chiseled jaw‚ narrow nose‚ and prominent cheekbones #me: ...who tf is this #i was literally spending hours trying to edit the images to look more like morrison #rounding out the jaw‚ making the nose bigger‚ completely redrawing the eyebrows etc #and i spent a lot of those hours wondering if this explained why the clones look Like That in TCW and TBB #i think it might be tbh #i feel it's kind of like when an artist has a preconceived notion of a hand #and that makes it much harder for them to draw a hand that actually resembles a hand #artists/animators have a preconceived notion of handsomeness #which includes features like a chiseled jaw and prominent cheekbones‚ etc #so they see temuera morrison. they see that he is hot. so they draw him with those ''hot'' features even though he doesn't have them #it's very frustrating to see‚ esp in some of the most popular SW media of the last decade #boba fett #temuera morrison #bit of a vent post

[oceanwithouthermoon]

people who dislike saiki kusuo i need to pick and prod at ur brain. whats going on in there?

#this is half joking but not really #i think you just cant read and thats okay<3 #'hes a dick to everyone' LITERALLY TELL ME HOW #cuz the entire manga is about him pushing everyone away because he doesnt think hes supposed to have friends #which he thinks because of past experiences that have literally only proved him right #and they show him kindness and make him realize its fucking okay and he deserves to have friends #so please explain why him self sabotaging and pushing people away by being like at most mildly rude (ONLY WHEN PROVOKED MIGHT I ADD)- #makes him an asshole ??? #anyone who thinks like this i feel like youre those people on twitter who r like 'u should never vent to ur friends or be there for them' #LIKE THATS U RN😭😭 #idk how to explain it but i think its exactly the same #depressed guy has a tough time showing affection and u go 'well he doesnt deserve his friends actually' #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #meows post

[puppyeared]

i wrote this as a joke because I wanted to strangle a guy watching tiktoks without headphones on the bus, but im genuinely disturbed that we've gotten to a point where convenience comes first. and it depresses me even more that its used to justify and monetize greed

#like we have so many ways of doing things that could help us in the long run but because we're told it requires more work we just cant #its too resource intensive. or maybe its too much to maintain. we have to overlook benefits so money can go into more important things #we teach each other to do things a certain way so it works for everyone but who was it convenient for first? what abt who it might hurt? #i have to wonder if the rules our current system uses is worth listening to or following if it doesnt have our best interests in mind. u an #me and the ppl around us.. would we be better off if i ate my meals knowing the person who grew it wanted to feed others the way they could #feed themselves? and that isnt to say we're going to be happy doing it but i guess satisfied that its helping someone instead of quietly #accepting that itll eventually go in the dumpster behind a grocery store because it stopped looking appetizing or it wasnt on sale anymore #what about building homes so we can shelter each other? what if we were satisfied with what we did because we knew it would be paid back #with kindness? isnt that what we evolved to do?? heal each others bones and tell stories and help each other?? #why dont houses come with solar panels or generators unless we find a way to make people pay to use the sun? why is our pooled money used #to fund genocides instead of education and hospitals? whose interests and convenience came first when we started this?? #i wont pretend to know the answer because i dont. but we all know we're miserable and im sorry to say that i cant see myself fighting #for a world that wont fight for me too. why do we work if we cant live from it?? why did they stop us from plucking more teeth from our #bosses until they could build more walls around themselves and then go back to underpaying us?? #im so tired. i cant even imagine making it to age 70 #yapping #vent

[sleep-nurse]

あねもね

#miu himawari #my sona #my art #ms paint #tw eyestrain #tw unsettling #tw scopophobia #tw body horror #i don't know what else to put #this is NOT vent art don't worry i do this kind of art all the time #also technically this is another version of himawari which is basically her subconscious but #i might get into that another day.unless i get asked about it #yes i did all of this on ms paint yes it required me to have like 6 canvases open at the same time

[ceasarslegion]

No i dont think its a good thing to make hating children your entire personality but can i please just say that i dont like them and dont want to deal with screaming temper tantrums and meltdowns from other peoples kids (especially, ESPECIALLY when the parents are absolutely useless in dealing with them) without 30,000 people crawling out of the woodwork to assume that i think all kids should die

#i dont like them. in fact i kind of do hate them #but i am also a mature adult who can control my actions and do not show it outwardly #i am actually very good with kids #but i dont want anything to do with them and my dislike of them doesnt mean im a child abuser #thinking of this after working the family and disability line at work today #and the amount of meltdowns i had to soothe myself because their parents just stared blankly at them #and how this happens all day every day in that line #its because you put their teddy bear into a bin and it disappeared. thats why theyre screaming. they dont know where its going #why is it my job to go 'dont worry! lions just getting his picture taken like you do at school :)) you might be able to see it if #you ask the officer very nicely at the other end of the line :))' #its 4 in the morning. dont make me do two jobs at once #vent post

[ccarrot]

okay this is a very personal hot take but i genuinely don't believe dazai is as self destructive as he may seem.

#this is going to be a rant/vent here in the tags but #there's something abt some dz character studies. they really make a point of like... thinness. lack of eating. it bothers me a lot #i actually don't think he's like. actively starving or whatever. maybe his appetite come in waves. sometimes when u don't feel hungry at al #you end up not eating until it's wayy too late then you might eat too much bc u feel that hungry. then instantly regret it. #and then skip the next couple of meals #idkkk i've struggled with disordered eating. i don't like how callously its treated. it often seems kind of.. glamourized #i hate that. #in general dz seems like a glamorized character within the fandom. partly bc he's very pretty and simultaneously broken and self destructiv #** in my personal view based on personal experience** #don't reference my tags btw

[venacoeurva]

I feel kind of insane that it was a very strong consensus that AI voices are unethical because the original VAs never consented to their voices being used in this way, are not compensated, and their voices are being used for things they never agreed/would never agree to say and it doesn't matter if these uses are commercial in nature or not, it feels very ghoulish, but one of the biggest trends rn is AI covers of songs and they're being pumped out like crazy and people are falling over themselves to defend people who don't have big time production budgets using them instead of hiring someone on Fiverr or imitating the voices themselves or voice clip mixing and sampling pre-existing lines like the olden days. ok. alright. Good to see some of you out there have the moral fortitude of a wet paper straw

#vena vents #not art #I think the only ethical voice synthesis ones are vocaloids and tts with a small pool of compensated speakers tbh #Because yeah your voice might read out some weird shit but you kind of gotta know and accept that before being sampled for those purposes #the VAs in the case of AI did not agree to that and are all very vocal about not wanting their voices sampled #I feel like most who were aware of uberduck and w/e early on just kind of didn't care because it was obvious clunky tts for fun #but creative AI are so predatory and violating and often hard to parse if AI or not these days it's way different

[skyward-floored]

Put a pretty short fic on ao3 btw in case anyone wants to read it

https://archiveofourown.org/works/49502434

#linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu twilight #lu wild #linked universe fanfic #writing from the floor #I might actually put it on here eventually I just don’t feel like doing it rn XD #plus it was a vent fic and that’s awkward kind of so #bbbb whatever #nobody look at me

[gaydexvocaloid]

miku miku wip ^_^

#hatsune miku #gumi megpoid #kagamine rin #vocaloid #wip #my art #fanart #digital art #procreate #this initially started out as a kind of vent art? ( the miku kneeling with the hair coming from her mouth ) but it’s kinda like uh half now #i wasn’t gonna post it but was encouraged to finish it so.. might as well post as it is rn #i’ll try finish it when i have the time #the miku kneeling was drawn like 1-2 months ago so art style maybe a tad inconsistent? can’t rlly tell.. #tw unsettling #i don’t know what tw to put for hair coming from mouth i’m sorry :(

[blackbackedjackal]

Sometimes I think about how long some of you all have been following me and I'm like wow, ya'll really like watching this clown.

#i know so many of ya'll by icon especially since I'm a visiual learner #I'm honestly very lucky to have attracted so many nice and cool and interesting as hell folks #i don't wanna sound like cliché or anything just like #even if I can't respond every the time know that I do really appreciate you all taking the time to be kind to me and show me things #and ask me stuff like #tumblrs always been my safe spece online #especially since this blog was made cause I had to avoid a stalker #and it's grown into this place where like #i love hearing what you guy have to say and show me things #I live alone and work a lot (and have been on tumblr more due to a lot of irl drama I can't get into yet) #and if any of ya'll are like gone for a while I will be like 'I hope ___ is doing ok' cause I do notice ;-; #so many of ya'll have been just so willing to be kind to me or let me vent to you privately or educate me about stuff #led me in the right direction and offer help #like the kindness goes both ways and I think that's really special #i might remove this later cause I get shy sharing but ahhhhhh #thank you all so so so much #it's been a rough as week #and a rough few years #so I'm just really thankful to you all ;;;;;;

[beanghostprincess]

I have to thank all the people who draw chubby/fat Nami because seeing a character I relate so much to being drawn with that type of body does wonders for my mental health. Not gonna get into detail, but after going through an ED and still fighting against Orthorexia, the fear of gaining weight haunts me, and seeing Nami being drawn oh so beautifully with gorgeous different types of bodies just makes me feel so much more comfortable around food!

#it might sound silly but it does help a ton #when i tell you sanji's backstory kind of saved me i'm being 100% real #and every time i see a chubby/fat nami i start crying a little bc she's just so beautiful and aaaaaaaa #i know i'm not fat and it's not ??? even a bad thing wtf ?? but y'know how eds work etcetc irrational fear that comes from mommy issues etc #i started venting out of nowhere lmfao anyway live laugh love nami #one piece #nami

[alicentsgf]

finding out someone you liked years ago liked you back might be the worst thing that has ever happened to any Me ever... i have the sudden lesbian urge to get on a plane.

#this has me thinking that maybe i AM a little bit cute and not a solid 6 on a good day #bc she was the hottest girl i have ever met irl #this might do permanent damage to my ego. and by that i mean it might inflate into some kind of grotesque monster of a being #i literally only just got over my ex #and now im spiralling over a girl i spent 2 weekends with in 2019... #i Am the lesbian stereotype in fact. useless lesbian georg #personal #sorry that this blog has becoming half me just venting abt my messy and yet somehow presently non-existent love life

[lets-all-calm-down-a-bit]

I finally saw an orthepedic doctor! They immediately clocked me as hypermobile, flat footed, and with POTS. None of that had been on my chart because I guess my regular doctor wasnt an expert on that stuff, but now it is!! It's really a breath of fresh air for me. I'm now diagnosed, legally, in the chart: disabled. That may sound bleak, but I feel so relieved. I have horrible imposter syndrome, so unless someone tells me I'm fucked up, I feel like im lying, even while lying on the floor shaking from the pain. I feel so free. I'm being refered to a physical therapist. I feel amazing. For the first time in 4 years, I know I'm right. I know I'm not a liar.

#I think i might make a little comic at some point once ive been doing physical therapy for a while #kind of like a visual journal #this is kind of a positive vent #colby rambles #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #pots #imposter syndrome #hypermobility #disability

[aroandawkward]

When I was 16, my parents took me to the doctor because my periods hadn't started yet. And my mum told the doctor that I hadn't had a crush yet and asked if that could be connected. And the doctor didn't really say that my lack of attraction was a sign of something wrong, but he didn't say that it wasn't. I remember him using the word limerence and I didn't know what that meant. I remember him saying something about the age at which it's usually experienced and it was an age which I'd already passed. I remember him changing the subject without any real resolution to my mum's question.

At the time I didn't think much of it, but looking back now, I'm angry. I'm angry that my mum, with all her good intentions, thought that (what I now know to be) my orientation could be a medical problem. I'm angry that that possibility was raised to me before I learnt the words asexual and aromantic. I'm angry that my mum probably doesn't even remember this incident. I'm angry that the doctor didn't tell me that some people never experience attraction and there's nothing wrong with them. I'm angry that none of us - not me nor my mum nor the doctor nor anyone else I knew at that point in my life - knew that me never feeling attraction was a perfectly healthy possibility.

#tw aphobia #tw internalised aphobia #aromantic #asexual #I'm not going to be like 'imagine if this happened with other orientations' #because I know it has and it still does #but it's fucked up #And I know I'm lucky not to have been subject to any major medical discrimination #but this still makes me feel so uncomfortable to remember... #Honestly it probably contributed to how long I clung onto the idea that maybe I was just a late bloomer #And like I'm not even ruling out that my slightly fucked up hormones might be related to my aroace-ness #but even if they are what does it matter? #I just needed to be told that there was nothing wrong with me for not having had a crush #I just wish someone had told me that #Sorry this is kind of a vent but it feels like an important memory to me #Awkward aroposting