#this company is SCARY AND I WANT OUT

[peapodsplace]

Hey Baba, it seems like you've been seeing a lot of yucky stuff online right now. A lot of people who aren't remembering their manners and are forgetting that there's people behind a screen. I know you like your screen time but please remember that the world isn't all like that okay? Some people are different online and forget their values and let's remember that these days, algorithms perpously show you things that'll make you upset. Yes, yes it's not very fair, is it sweetheart. Please remember to take some breaks and that the world isn't really like that. It's so important to protect yourself. Yes, silly even if you think you don't deserve it; because you do.

#todd talks #🫛 #agere #agere text #age regression #caregiver blog #caregiver text #agere reminders #inspired by my instagram filling up with really scary & unhelpful advice and people who are just coming out to bully people #please remember everyone that the hot market these days isnt real estate or stocks it is peoples attention spans and companies want to show #you the cherry-picked very best and the tailor made worst just for you #for years i only had tumblr reddit and youtube because i dont want a big digital footprint and i dont think much good comes from it #but i got instagram a few months ago so i can stay in touch with people and oh my gosh its vile #even when youre so particular about what you like/watch #but!! #as long as youre being aware you are already doing great. if you catch your self going hang on. this is a rubbish post. thats you recognisi #whats going on. which makes it a lot harder for it to get to you #sorry if this is a bit much but its something thats really important to me.. i just think social media is so evil these days. #be your online body guard!!! protect your feed!! keep your head up!!! #and if you feel you cant??? i can take care of it for you raaaa!

[princemick]

its so weird to like, spend time w friends all the time? like the realisation thay I'm living what 16 yr old me craved is so weird

#i might cry #just realised I'm going out like out out and having actual fun #and then going over to the same friends house the next morning for brunch #and seeing them a lot #and genuinely wanting to be around people #just enjoying their company even when im tired #its so fucking weird #but good but smth I can't recognize at all n its kinda scary #but in a idm bc im happy rn kinda way #kyle.txt

[star-mum]

Okay OP nation I have some (maybe controversial) statements about the Straw Hats and I need y’all to listEN FIRST OKAY- HEAR ME OUT

Boyfriend: Zoro and Franky

Husband: Usopp and Sanji

Girlfriend: Nami

Wife: Robin

Luffy: Aroace king

#DO YOU SEE THE VISION ???? #like I am a Certified Zoro Girlie but thats not a husband... he has Boyfriend written all over him #I cant call him husband in my head - ‘oh that’s my Husband Zoro’ - ew no - 'thats my BOYFRIEND Zoro' - yes ! #Franky is just cool and sensitive like that -> the boyfren to defeat all boyfrends -> i'd fall hard and fast -> like embarrassingly so #SANJI OH MY GOD !!! THE FIRST MAN WHO DARED TO MALEWIFE #and of course anime he has a couple red flags but I always put those on ‘annoying anime trope’ rather than accepting thats a part of him (C #(OPLA IS HERE TO PROVE THAT) shit like in canon they kinda set him up as this totally uncool Wannabe Casanova (which he is !!) #but he’s also just effortlessly charming ???? me at 7 y/o watching his intro for the very first time ??? a goner !!! -> me at 20 yo watchin #GOD !! USOPP !! THE MAN ! THE KING ! THE LEGEND -> I have ALWAYS been an Usopp girlie -> cause im always right and i love to win #y’all gonna give a pathetic cowardly little man with huge dreams and an even bigger heart who ALWAYS stands up for whats right #DESPITE BEING SCARED ???? I’m in the chapel baby lets do this 👰🏻 -> also his tiddies are always out ??? DUNGAREES WITH NO SHIRT !! WHATS NO #risking his life fighting an incredibly powerful and scary pirate for an entire village who didn’t treat him fairly and DIDNT BELIEVE HIM #him going to a place he was Not Welcomed and constantly mistreated at only to tell a DYING girl incredibly fun stories and keep her company #cause he saw his mom go through the same thing as a kid ? -> i love him yall 🥺 #NAMI !!! thats Girlfriend with a capital G -> shes pretty greedy and a little bit (very) mean -> i love her sm i want her to rule my life #RO !! BIN !! the crush I have on that woman is honestly embarrassing -> she is THE wife -> do not be mistaken #i dont really see Luffy wanting a romantic relationship but that’s not gonna stop me from reading fanfic about him ; p #i had to edit this and glue some tags together so they'd all fit -> thats why theres so many arrows -> I have Thoughts okay -> let me live #one piece #opla #one piece live action #straw hats

[pepprs]

mutuals i got myself into a situation so sticky i don’t even know how to describe it (edit: *describes it* lol). please send thoughts of successful escape my way lol

#purrs #delete later #i SONT understand anything about retirement or insurance whatever and basically imightve signed a contract for smth i didn’t understand #fully and im so scared lol. and i feel so bad bc im stupid and i don’t understand anything and no matter how much peopel #xolain it to me i don’t understand it. i feel like a stupid silly naive little girl rn LOLLLLL i feel so sick #it’s probably fine and not that bad and i didn’t do the wrong step but im freaking out. not just bc of the money situation but also bc they #have to do a. medical exam on me to see how much i would have to pay or whatever 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 wtf #im making it sound like a big bad scary freak thing isigned up for when really it’s not i don’t thin&. it’s just dividend lige insirance but #i don’t understand what any of it means and apparently other stuff is better. idk anything about retirement i only got into this stupid #situation because i had a mandatory retirement selection for work and ididnt understand anything so i scheduled a meeting with a retirement #counselor person to help me figure out which option would be the best for me and he was really nice and helped me a lot but then he started #saying he could help me w additional retirement stuff if i wanted to see what the options were and i was like sure and then he told me abt t #this thing and had me fill out / sign the application in that same meeting to ‘get the process started bc it takes. a long time’ even if i d #decided to pull out later it would be a good thing to get the ball rolling asap if i did end up wanting to do it. but i didn’t understand an #anythi ng and i went along with it anyway and now i might’ve fucked myself over so bad. except i probably didn’t but i feel so bad. bc he wa #was so nice and genuine but maybe he was just trying to sell me a product bc he gets a commission from the insurance company which i he told #me wheni asked him if im getting his help for free. i feel so stupid and guilty omg #and also i signed up for my first credit card but the interest rates are really high which i didn’t realize. and i can’t log into the bank a #account for some reason liek it says my acc doesn’t work. and hr fucked up my pay so i haven’t gotten a time sheet for like 2 pay periods an #and im getting retroactively paid in august but it’s just one more fucking thing and i haven’t gotten the chance to pick new benefits yet #and idk if i can / will bc of my stupid pay situation like i literaly don’t exist in the system rn apparently. i fucking hate all of this i #hate adulting i hate it i hate it i want to explode and hide forever and cry a lot. and my bank account isn’t even my own rn and i don’t und #understand anything about mony or insurance or benefits or credit cards or anything. im so overwhelmed FUCK

[blueish-bird]

love and peace to you, today I’m practicing the tumblr ritual of saving everything to drafts to reblog later because I’m currently lacking in self to express

#csm site I use hasn’t update with the new chapter yet… have heard horrible things and am excited #have you guys heard about the new speaker of the house? he’s awful. legitimately scary. I want to move out of the us. #Fundie Fridays and Some More News both did videos on him #fuck american politics #my thoughts #meposting #personal #vent #sometimes I forget that I’m not having a good time in my living environment. #wondering why I feel so empty and unacceptable while I’m living under an ultimatum to either (re-)closet myself or move out #and like… I can’t isolate myself but I also don’t want to subject my friends to my company bc. I don’t feel good. #I’m having a hard time feeling present and pleasant and thoughtful. and I want to be a better friend than that. #and I’m backsliding on my communication and boundary-setting skills too bc I feel less safe. I’ve. had my trust betrayed by the ‘rents ig #so now I feel like I did when I was younger — that I exist for others rather than with. which is scary. #loss of perceived control over myself my relationships #sorry for the overshare it’s something I’m very good at doing and do often. world champ! #fuck… think I’m going to go up to stay with my aunts for a couple extra days I’m tired of feeling stuck here

[orowyrm]

god please grant me the strength to not start stupid arguments online, the wisdom to not start stupid arguments online, and the patience to not start stupid arguments online, amen

#99% of the takes ive seen about ai art on this site have been so ridiculously uninformed its not even funny #people linking articles about xyz program adding stuff to their tos regarding the use of ai art #not even reading the article and going on a tirade about how xyz program is gonna add ai image generation and steal your art #everyone freaks out and complains until the company backtracks and firmly bans it and we all celebrate #cool. now instead of having a system in place that mandates credit and regulates its use #anyone who does want to use ai art has to go through the channels that explicitly encourage theft #because if we continue on this path thats all well have left #but whatever #fire bad technology is scary and thomas edison was a witch i guess

[milesworld96]

Curious as to why the current face of the company isn’t on the All In 2024 poster

#happy Christian Toni and Swerve are on here #but where is mjf on here? #he’s literally aew’s world champ #how r you gonna promote your biggest ppv without the face of your company on it? #strange #could be thinking too much into it #the bidding war is haunting #ngl I kinda don’t want him to go to wwe #tho I do want to see him fight some of the guys over there #(and potentially bring back cmjf & codymax) #but I fear wwe would wash him out and not use him properly #plus he probs wouldn’t be able to do half the things he does in aew in wwe #plus him going to wwe would be the end of adamjf and onscreen max2 which I do not want #the bidding war scary dawg #maxwell jacob friedman #mjf #aew #wwe

[icharchivist]

laughing at people talking about the lgbt rep in gbvs and specifically avoiding talking about Belial. Like, making a list of the lgbt chara and not mentioning Belial.

We know he is toxic rep but own up to it. Belial didn’t give us the most fascinating arc of toxic devotion through death and lack of self worth to become the most beloved and incredible antagonist of the saga for u to not count him just because he’s a baddie. Who hasn’t started two apocalypses for their lover once anyway.

#mister is out there whoring himself out showing his sideballs and he's not even put on rep lists despite being a hero of fanservice #like booo where's our representation for messy bitches who can't handle a break up did you think of that #(trying to resist getting serious in the tags about how it's fine he's toxic since he's a foil to Sandalphon who's also gay and not toxic) #(like yknow when it's clearly narratively driven and not because 'eheh gay scary') #But i don't want to be serious while the other reason is just that i think Belial being toxic makes him hella fun sorry he's not boring #also apparently another fighting game from the same company that distribute gbvs has added a second trans chara to their rooster #so that's why now i see so many tweets about the lgbt rep in gbvs #but booo coward move to ignore belial com'on #ichatalks about gbf #ichasalty #also it's really funny bc it's like no mention of Belial but mentioning Vira as 'feral lesbian' #i'm so glad we moved past accusing Vira of being toxic rep but this is such a whiplash as well #also ultimately my ultimate serious take is that #the lgbt charas in granblue especially are so fleshed out as individuals that it's about them as characters #not as arbitrary 'good' or 'bad' rep #(ofc to some exceptions and esp like. mishandled stuff. but that's not the topic rn) #they have flaws because they're fleshed out #some of them have horrible flaws because this is a story with stakes as high as corrupting powers and apocalypses #and themes that escape the limits of human limitations (re: primal beasts losing it to immortality and purpose) #sometimes to allow chara to be interesting and fleshed out in depth you have to accept they won't be entierely positive rep and it's fine #it's about whenever they make the narrative interesting #GOD I SAID I DIDNT WANT TO GET SERIOUS IN THE TAGS #belial makes me think unwise don't start weird stuff in my replies thanks bye

[todayisafridaynight]

through all the practice sawashiro fights ive done this morning ive decided he has a really weird grudge against eri for whatever reason

#snap chats #IM CRYING #THE PAST LIKE FIVE RUNS HE'S TARGETED HER THE MOST #there was a run where joon-gi got the shit of it but for the most part it's just been eri #and she'll be on the cusp of health and ill be like 'well i can just heal next turn' and then Next Turn happens and he beelines for her #LIKE LEAVE HER ALONE SHE JUST SELLS CRACKERS WHAT IS YOUR DAMAGE. feminist king he's prioritizing the woman #bro found out her company's called 'ichiban confections' and saw red. literally Lol Hi Ichi #anyway. ive figured a new strat to get out of his second phase faster since that's The Problematic Phase #in my notes it says to buy two (2) rocket launchers before leaving sotenbori but i cant ?? find out where the second one's meant to go #one of them's meant for kiryu but after the kiryu fight i have in my notes to buy two more so. and you can only hold two launchers #this aint RE4 shit where you can just rocket launcher your way through the game LMAO #but yeah BEGRUDGINGLY listening to yokoyama's speedrun advice for once #ive routed in a rocket launcher as soon as the second phase starts #with any luck At Most i'll only have to deal with one or two cane strikes #so if i can just buff out the timing then this fight shouldn't be all that scary anymore #im slightly skeptical on my numbers since in this file i have adachi was one level short of getting the essence of shield rupture #so i had to do a little extra grinding but i dont think it'll be that different from a live run. i just want to perfect the guarding anyhow #y7's stats arent really revolved around your party member's levels its more around their equipment. level's important sure but not overly s #i thiiiink im getting better at it: ive figured that when he uses vile mutilation during the first phase it's a quicker guard vs vile enmit #just gotta get the feel of it down.. #after my class i think im gonna have a Boss Fight Practice stream #im p sure i have a speedrun save right before the millenium tower and i think im gonna quickly make kiryu and ishioda ones #since im right here anyway #ok by i have twenty minutes Until that class lmao

[mechawolfie]

who is this guy........

#smudgy.png #he lives in a spooky castle and the #locals of the nearby village say hes a ghoul who sucks ur blood or steals ur children or hes just Really Scary #(they cant decide on one) #& one day a brave hero shows up to defeat this menace he's heard so much about #and he shows up to fight this guy #but finds out hes just this very socially anxious weird guy who refuses to leave his castle because there's People Out There #but also sometimes ppl who need a place to stay will just show up. & he'll give them his nicest room & warm food #& let them stay for as long as they want #until they can get back on their feet again #in exchange for keeping up the rumor that hes actually Really Scary and Evil #to keep everyone away #TERRIBLE plan that does not work but he's not very smart <3 #plus deep down he rly does enjoy some company #anyway yes him & the hero DO end up falling in love. you know me #but i havent figured out the hero's character yet 😩

[girls-and-honey]

Botulism rly is crazy. One of nature’s funniest ways of saying “fuck you, please die”

for real!! I'm not exaggerating I used to be so so so afraid of botulism (now I'm only so afraid). the silent odorless colorless tasteless etc assassin that could be lurking in your pantry, fun!

also horrifying that it's pretty easy to produce and takes such a small amount to be lethal?? something around .1 micrograms if I remember correctly for inhaled botulism. something something one of nature's greatest pranks...

also in case I've worried anyone sorry lol but it's very rare and is mostly (at least at the household foodborne level) a result of improper home canning techniques so if you do can your own food please please use tested recipes and follow them exactly (that's recipe AND process!)

#when I first decided I wanted to can I almost talked myself out of it bc it sounded so scary asldkfjs #but it's fine if you follow the right steps #in the us every state (and there's a national level I think?) has some regulation agency that lab tests extensively #also companies like ball that make canning equipment have lots of lab-tested recipes and whatnot #there very much is a science to it though you can't just put any food in a can and think it will be safe #also don't forget to adjust processing time for altitude #okay this has unintentionally been a psa #also I'm glad someone else knows what botulism is I mentioned it to my brothers and they didn't know #asks

[girlscience]

feeling alienated in much of my day to day life because of my body and the way I present myself (whether that identity comes down to trans or masc or gnc or something else entirely) and knowing I could talk about it with my friends but not knowing how to bring it up and also not being sure they'll get it because not many of them present the way I do but also maybe that's just a shitty bias I have and maybe I don't understand them and also many of them have other things that affect their experiences with the world that I don't have (mental illnesses, neurodivergencies, being a person of color, being fat, etc) and those would all leave them feeling alienated too so they might get the feeling but maybe not the source and also all those problems seem much more important than mine so maybe I should just shut up and not say anything.

#listen I just want to talk about the fact I am the only person who looks the way I do at my job #and the company has a very good mix of men and women but there is like a little joking divide between those two #and I always get put into the woman category but I feel so wildly out of place there #but I also don't think I'd feel comfortable in the men category and don't look like any of the men either #and I like my job a lot but I do feel just a little constantly out of place because of how I look and the way I act and the things I like #and I don't know what to do about it #and then also I am struggling with it with my family right now too #I genuinely can't think of a single family member who has never made some comment about either me and my appearance and identity directly #or has made comments about general communities I am part of #and so I don't feel very safe with my family even though I should be able to and even with the people who are super warm and loving #and I look so distinctly different from all of them and I always have #I've never really been able to hide this part of me the way some people can and it has made me different since I was a kid #and I have been fighting to be accepted for looking the way I do and acting the way I do since I was a kid and it's exhausting and scary #and now I want to get involved with my community and find people like me #but there's so much drama now around every version of my identity I could have and it sucks #and like I have no idea when I'm going to be able to even look into medical transitioning stuff #because I am so scared of my families reaction #but I don't know with the political environment if I'll be able to get those services when I feel comfortable and safe enough to do so #and that is fucking terrifying and heart renching #and I want to talk with someone who gets it and feels the way I do but I don't know how and complaining about this seems stupid #when most of my friends have other bigger problems and most of them are GOING THROUGH IT right now so so bad #and I don't want to add stressors to their lives if I can help it

[oscill4te]

I wonder if it would annoy people who worked on a show 15+ years ago to have some rando reach out asking about their experience with working on that show but by god ive been wanting to do that

#i feel like the only way to get answers abt CT is to ask tho and i randomly feel kind of inspired. #1 storyboard and 1 bg artist have posted their work online for the show so i mean...maybe its fairgame? #even seeing more story board art would be so cool!! #theres a few people other than me who want to know so like!!! maybe i will. probably not. but maybe #could also reach out to the publisher of the canceled book but that seems uh. scary lol #i even wanna ask CN if they Still hold rights to the show just for curiosity sake but heres the thing. reaching iut to companies and #establishments like publishers is scary. id rather reach out to the storyboard or bg artists or individual ppl idek #my brain for some reason tells me this is deranged behavior to want to reach out and ask but. why not? #you prevent things from being lost media by asking idek. may be too late but #at the very least seeing what the artists are working on nowadays could be cool yknow

[soadoya]

i had fun traveling alone for work but now i just want to go home

#cmon guys it's not a hallmark movie #me being alone on the side of the pool doesn't mean i need or want company I AM HERE FOR WORK #and it doesn't mean you can check the fucking towel sheet to find out my room number NO #and then come knock on my door to ask me out #i feel violated and disgusting #idk it might be nothing but knowing he knows my room number is scary to me #pls ppl just don't do that #let a girl live her work life in peace #i still have to stay for motogp oh god :/ #i miss my bf so much rn omg #i just need his strong arms around me and forehead kisses #long distance sucks #i signed up for it but DAMMIT

[whenusawlove]

i'm just the type of person who cannot stand when things do not go according to plan, even in a way where it makes things work out for the better

#but i've never fallen in any other way before #it always happens when i do not want it to and i simply have to adapt #just scary when the last few times have hurt you so badly and you were very much trying to avoid this #oh well it feels good explicitly putting it out there somewhere #me posting this here is like leaving my diary out in the open when i know i have company over #they have the option to thumb through it if they want. even if they probably won't #closest thing i can do to actually confronting the reality of my feelings at this time #fuuuuuuck

[ephemeral-winter]

love when the power goes out exactly five minutes before dinner comes out of the oven

#and esp. love when i check the circuit breakers and everything is fine and for some reason the fridge works as does the bedroom light #but nothing else???????????? #so i took the chicken out of the oven and i'm at my parents' place now #and the electric company is on it but if you think i had the sunday scaries before!!!! #i do not want to sleep here tonight i want to be in MY bed #rare pic of me in the wild