#things are honestly not as great at work rn

[phantomoftheorpheum]

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#people really relate thinness to health so much that i keep getting compliments about how 'great' i look lately #like yeah thanks just rapidly losing large amounts of weight and none of my doctors can figure out why and also my hair is falling out #just girly things obvs #but yeah i'm skinny rn and my ribs and collarbones are sticking out and apparently that trumps everything else #in december i might have weighed a lot more but i felt great #so far all of 2024 i have been incredibly sick and all my lab work comes back weird but not definitive #anyway #tw: weight loss #tw: ed #tw: disordered eating #<< i mean it's not but this could be triggering for people so tagging it #tw: chronic illness #I think the extreme weight loss and the hair falling out are related like both of these things have only been happening since my #chronic illness flare but they can't find any reason for the flare and it is not stopping so honestly idk what to do #also i feel like i have a uti all the time but the results come back negative #venting will delete this later #my chronic illness was in remission for basically exactly one year and now it's worse than ever #and i'm so tired #td #personal

[dante-and-dragons]

I just realized that I never made a post about it, but I started watching Vox Machina a few weeks back and I am loving it! 

#i watched 1-5 then skipped to 24 and currently i'm at 30 i believe or 31 #but yeah!!! it's great #loving percy's character so much rn #to be fair i did watch tlovm already #so i'm a little spoiled on it but it honestly hasn't ruined my enjoyment of it #anyway talesin and liam seem like dream players #honestly all of them are great but liam seems very good at pushing things forward and providing Complications in a good/helpful way #and also in terms of working well with the rest of the group and smoothing over potential conflicts (which sam also does) #and talesin seems great at just. knowing the lore and keeping track of things and staying very in character #dante dicit #d&d #critical role #vox machina #dungeons and dragons

[dewitty1]

Saturday Six (Stuff)

Cats woke me up too dang early. It was mostly Reggie, of course, so I chucked him out (don't @ me about it - he's and indoor/outdoor Boi) because that's what he wanted anyway. I didn't realize it was that cold until later, when I actually got up, thanks to Leeloo. So, I went out and called Reggie several times, with no luck. He decided to wait to come back after three + hours of being outside (not too unusual, but random enough) and I give him the Molly Weasley "Where *HAVE* you been?!" he just looks at me and gives a "maow" like "Whassup mom? Wassall the hubbub?" Crazy damn cat. Gotta love em. (^・ω・^ )

I'm really getting upset about the business situation. Idk what to do. It's bad, bad. And I've looked at jobs. Nothing much but nursing really. Ugh.(;*´Д`)ﾉ

I find it funny that I identify as aromantic, but I love reading romance novels (not as much as I used to, but I have some old faves), Drarry fic of course, and I love RomComs, and shows like Love is Blind and Indian Matchmaking lolololololol. I guess I just don't feel it for myself. Idk, it's weird, to me anyway.（*´▽｀*）

I really hate asking people for help. It really feels like failing to me. I guess I have my parents to thank for that one. But I've been asking people to share my business posts. Mostly on Fb because that's where the old people with money are. I don't love it, but this is the world we live in.(o;TωT)o

As if things weren't bad enough, I also got a jury duty summons in the mail for my birth month. But at least it wasn't for my actual birthday.

Anyway, I'm just trying breathe. And I keep hoping that something will come through. I'm still swimming, even though life is trying to drown me. p(*＾-＾*)q

BONUS - Mom tested positive for covid! So life keeps giving! (•̀o•́)ง

#Saturday Six #About me #Personal #February 17 2024 #Please do not rebloggle #Carey rambles about life and stuff and things and being really effing depressed rn #Like ya I don't want to HAVE to work but I need to because of the shit crapitalist system we live in rn #And it sucks but I'd rather work for myself than any other place #I honestly think I will wither and die if I have to work for a corporation #Like I might be OK if it's another small place like the ski hill I worked at but I can't go back to fast food or some random cashier job tb #Like I seriously think the depression would kill me #And I'm not even joking #My parents don't get it but I might have to tell them... #Ughhhh I really am over fighting them #I wish they would just be cool and supportive but they're silent/boomer Gen and don't know how #Anyway I'm done rambling for now lol #Thank you so much for for reading my nonsensical rambles whenever I post them #I appreciate y'all so much #I hope you have a great day or night wherever you are #Hugsss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now because I know I need hugsss too٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤💜💙💚💛❤️💗💕💖 #Now back to your regularly scheduled scrolling #Whooowhoooo now I might have covid again!!!! Happy happy joy joy

[florida3exclamationpoints]

Obligatory 9am work rant

#manager is not here rn which is great but someone said he might come in at 11 which is bad #the assistant manager is usually the one who comes in later which would also be bad but not as bad #i saw that a new baker was hired at the same store the only other baker works at so thats good #at least she wont be alone when i leave #my ingredients?????? STILL not here????????? #i got molasses last week but i need rye flour!!!!!! what the heck!!!!! i cant make cokies!!!!!!!! #i can make cakes so ig its .... ok..... enough. ...... what the heck #had a lil note left on my table with things to do from the manager which is pretty normal #said do this. make cakes. do that. remember to greet every customer you can do it :) #lol bro. god #it really annoys me that they keep saying EVERY CUSTOMER bc im honestly trying to a few a day #better than nothing and better on my anxiety #and i think that's kinda??? obvious???? like if they really cared about 'helping me manage my anxiety' it makes sense to start slow #but every time its. each customer every customer every person. i say its hard they say uwu you can do it #hello??????? #well. im gonna think and pray about it all day and probably quit tomorrow lol #let's hope no one comes in at 11 that would be bad 😭 can i have some peace #she was a baker girl

[poppyseed799]

Brother why are there so many roaches we have had TWO full exterminations and BOTH TIMES the roaches came back. The first time there were less of them for a week (still some) but the second time there was absolutely zero difference in the number of roaches even immediately after the extermination. Like man. What am I supposed to do about this

#they’re in all the appliances dawg how am I supposed to cook 😭 #and my sister is just like ‘just move out!!!’ brother WHERE #she is actually moving out on the shortest notice imaginable cuz she can’t deal with the roaches #going to our ex step fathers house cuz she already planned to move in there with her partner #but now she’s going there early cuz of the roaches #and like okay sure but WE can’t move in there. and yet she’s like ‘find a new place!’ brother we renewed the lease #and also do you know how the world works nowadays you can’t move anywhere it’s always more expensive 😭 #we’re like frogs in boiling water #I jumped ahead with that metaphor but I’m too lazy to backtrack to explain how I got there #anyways yknow the roach guys said the infestation was REALLY bad and they wanted to do a follow up #but idk when that follow up is cuz it’s been a month since the extermination and there has been 0 difference. as soon as we came back to the #apartment there were still roaches on the walls #like man what am I supposed to do they’re everywhere and it would be so hard to move out 😭 #vent #<- figure I’ll add that cuz like. that’s what this is. my life is just not great rn. constantly hungry too cuz we struggle with groceries #and I’m too scared to make myself some food cuz of the obscene amount of roaches. there was a roach in the dinner last night. then my mom #invited us to dinner at her place and refused to get us dinner. #said she wanted to hang out and didn’t talk to me so wtf #it’s just not going well. I posted happily about how I got those gifts but honestly I can’t even enjoy them because there’s too many roaches #like I don’t know where to put things so that roaches don’t get them. there’s no safe space.

[genderificationbeam]

i do not know anything about whatever "transid" is (nor do i particularly want to learn i think, i dont understand it but as long as youre not doing material harm to people its not really my buisness)

however. if i see anyone in my notes or in the wild that is Not Black claiming all the trauma that comes with being a black person in a world that is Built Racist i am going to block report and eat with my bare hands

#i wouldnt wish to ever not be black its a great thing to be and im happy with myself #but race isnt about individual identity #it was thrust on us by racist society and we formed culture around that #gender is a system but it is also individual and personal #its a word i dont like because it refers to the performance and the internal world and the system and the roles together #race is Not This #claiming blackness while not experiencing any of the effects of racialization is just. #it is probably in good faith to some people but i very much dislike the conceit #this isnt aimed at plural people and transracial In The Adoption Way people #and i generally think most transid identities are good faith if. misinformed about queer/race/ability theory and how these Work In The Real #World #but also just looking at the tag i wanna say 60% is 4chan psyops. like cmon now #i am probably getting mad at a 4chan psyop and or rando trolls rn but honestly i needed to

[scottishstoner]

This new “relationship” with my coworker guy is pissing me off he’s totally bizarre sending mixed signals sometimes but being so sweet in real life and when we go out or are at his flat…. At work he’s a different person and he likes to pick fights about stupid shit and he’s scared of commitment so we weren’t labelling things taking it slow (which I prefer to go with it not label it until I’m ready and he is) but we both don’t want to see other people, he’s a gentleman and we have messed around but nothing all the way but now I feel like he isn’t with it with the upset he’s causing me even if he says he feels strongly for me and it isn’t even like he’s using me either….he’s just confused as he’s never been with anyone before (he’s 26 I’m 28) and it’s all new to him and he’s going through a lot in life but so am I and he says some rude things sometimes and I just don’t know if he’s worth this shit but I hate that I still have feelings for him but I might have to forget him because of everything and it just hurts so much

#I also am moving jobs when I find another coz the people at that workplace hotel restaurant are toxic as fuck man #sn staff recently have been weird to me coz apparently one girl liked him first like sorry should’ve made ur move then or told me #work #personal #my ​love life #at work he gets so weird coz people say things about us and I said it’s like ur ashamed (waiting on replt he’s working rn I called in sick) #only coz I legit couldn’t sleep and worked until 11:30pm last night and wanted me in at 8am #but they had me work 2am before and was in at 6am that’s ILLEGAL here🤌🏻 #then staff make up shit to make me look bad and I got into shit when it wasn’t me!!! fuck sake #the gm he’s the only one who knows I’m great at my job but I cannot work with people or under managers like this who are toxic anyway #and unorganised #long story #I also got told I never done my job right oh yeah ? is that why u praise me? and u get great trip advisor reviews naming ME ?? #I have never been so insulted honestly coz I know for a fat I am great at waitressing … and I forgot to put ONE order though when it was #a lunch rush and I was THE ONLY waitress on the floor like?? I also fixed it 15 mins later like #also lying saying I don’t take payment oh that’s BULLSHIT #GONLOOK AT RHE RECIPTS HSLF OF THEM HAVE MT NAME SS RHE SEEVER AT THE BOTTOM FUCK OFF

[marsixm]

gonna write a 90 page thesis defending morbius. this is my white whale

#i mean not really #it isnt like great and i def enjoyed it due to some mental editing in my head as i watched it #but people are definitely tripping about how bad it is #like #its bad but its not as bad as humanly possible #i just really hate it when people hear a thing is bad and it colors their entire perception of it #and then when they go to critique it they point to like #1. something other people pointed out was cringey that they probably wouldnt have cared about on their onw #2. acting like every single tiny thing that isnt like exactly how a perfect robot would act in a perfect simulation #is somehow a flaw/plot hole??? like that kinda critique is so lazy to me #its also a very popular style of critique rn bc it fills watch time #i actually do kinda wanna write out my own critique of it as an exercise to work on my movie critique skills #i know part of it all is just like its bad but not trying to be goofy and also jared leto as a person sucks #so its not like a bad movie people wanna have fun fun with #honestly i just found the thing between milo and morbius and the undercurrents of privilege and disability genuinely something that could #have been expqanded on and really engaging #also they did need to lean into the horror element but i also think they should have leaned WAY harder into the old school sci fi vibes #like some real 60's frankenstein shit #and of course the classical vampire shit #idk i just have a lot of thoughts and find a lot of critique in general kind of bullshit meant to just reinforce the popular consensus

[lloveyouinsecret]

Having to navigate not liking a friend’s bf when you know that they have worries about balancing bc/friend time and friends not being friends with their bf is so…I’m not good at this!!!!!! I don’t like being asked if he can join us bc I want to say no but I don’t want it to become a thing! But I also don’t want to rely on other ppl in the group to say no bc who knows if they’re feeling up to saying no today…

#anyway….personal things rip #don’t mind me friends are just being a lot rn #just found out that they’re BUYING a house together???? and not renting one???? #other ppl in our friend group get not great vibes from him and i totally get that but honestly for me it’s just that he’s so boring #and everything he joins ends up being kind of boring and awkward #like don’t even get me started when we wind up at his apartment. it takes everything I have not to fall asleep or go watch something myself #emma talks #and now another part of the friend group is being over dramatic about the plans being confusing and saying they won’t be there and acting #like we’re doing it on purpose like sorry we’re not sure about our plans either we’re trying to work it out too #and also they’re never clear about their own plans but always talk shit when other ppls plans get messed up/confusing #we’re mid-20s thibgs shouldn’t be like this

[shrunkupthejams]

WIP Intro but I have too much ADHD for this Edition: Of Sea Jewels and Great Lords 

(Finally my favourite one!! (kind of))

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About title: So, for this I wanted to tie the meanings behind the main characters' surnames into the title while invoking a sense of certain colours and adventure, kind of? It's honestly a bit misleading.. one main character's surname is Bijoux, which is literally just the French word for jewel, and I associate them with indigo, so I put sea jewels in the title. The other main character's surname, Meredith, means something like lord/great lord, so I threw that into the title, too. It's a fantasy adventure story, so I wanted that to carry into the title, and I think it does, but the characters don't actually encounter sea jewels, or great lords; it's mostly just mountains and learning to navigate each other. 

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About: So, in recovering bewitched lost villagers for the village of Nomen, magician Geo Bijoux is saddled with the responsibility of depositing Chad Meredith under a mountain in return for the missing villagers that the local dragon has been protecting. In their reluctant travels in search of a good, uninhabited mountain, Geo learns more of the reason for Chad's eternal imprisonment, and the two, against their wishes, grow closer through their adventures and the unavoidable shenanigans that come with a pair of young magicians traversing a continent. 

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Setting: So I lied when I said Giselle & Darius is chronologically the first story that happens on Dirt; this actually happens 200-300 years before that. (I don't have exact numbers yet,,) Also, it's set all over Astelle, but mostly south of the Heart of Astelle, which is a big mountain.

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Featuring: the gays; healing from trauma; moral grayness; questioning morality, motives, and life choices; riyals to lovers (in a way); getting sick of the person you're roadtripping with, as is wont to happen; competitions of basically who can be the biggest asshole; lots of homesickness; learning to follow your heart. 

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Do I have a playlist for it? OH YOU BET I DO :)

wip stuff taglist: @multi-lefaiye

#ps.txt #wip: of sea jewels and great lords #wip intro but i have too much adhd for this edition #hi sorry #i am SO HYPED to share this one bc my brain is just buzzing about geo & chad rn and i've barely talked about them yet :/ #but i read the most recent wip i have w/ them today (the one i posted the tantalus line from) and it was good i want to work on it!! #there was some creation myth stuff entwined in there that doesn't work and im going to mame into its own thing but!!! this wip is such new #territory for them!! (*coughs* vulnerability) and like thete are so many feelings being allowed to happen #like it's a TURNING POINT. THIS is where they start getting to a point where they're on equal groubd and can start developing feelings #for each other <3 bc they've spent the rest of the story being bitches to each other honestly but i mean chad's NOT dealing w/ his feelings #about the dragon damning him. and geo just doesn't care about chad at all so why would he be nice? there's literally like nothing in it for #them. but yk travelling together and only spending time with each other for like 9 months will change that.. #**why would they be nice #i frequently fuck up geo's pronouns ughh #they use they/them but i debated using he/him (too) bc i started this wip as a short story for a gr 10 english assignment and got attached #but i was debating bc like anxiety and what would my teacher think? (which: she was literally the theatre teacher so??? what was there to #worry about??) so yeah i get mixed up a lot #ig geo's a bit masc too? more androgynous so yeah #and chad is just he/him but he definitely has tboy swag even tho this is theoretically taking place in some sort of medieval times #but gender works really weirdly in astelle so it works <3 #god these tags better not be longer than the post ive been going on for too long aaagrhfhhdh #also omg i love the header for this it's perfect <3

[joyousmistake]

My gorgeous seaside flat is perfect in every way apart from the damp, persistent weird smells and complete lack of functional heating

#it’s currently storming #I have so many layers and am in bed rn but I need my trainers to dry before work tomorrow and I’m not hopeful #I am moving out next week and honestly the timing is pretty great #will miss it terribly but am looking forward to having heating and not having Banned Mould Cupboard #but also I can see the sea from almost all rooms so you know I’d put up with many things for that

[morgan-the-lonely-brick]

there are bats flying above my house 🥰🥰 i love their little squeeks

#i love bats #idk why but i feel so incredibly happy today #everything went smoothly at work too #it's like i drunk a potion of luck or smth #nobody stepped on my freshly mopped floor... #i didn't break any goods... #i did everything i was supposed to do... #i even did a few things just to be helpful #i'm so energized and content rn #i didn't have to talk to anyone maybe that's why #my coworker talks only when asking me to do something #which is great honestly #god #i love my job #it's basically the same routine everyday #and i also get to buy myself treats while at work? #what more could i ask for? #yes there's little changes to the routine but there are at least 5 things set in stone time-wise and that's enough a comfort for me #comparing this with how i felt after school well... #i felt horrible everyday only being slightly happy on friday but being so tired i couldn't enjoy anything anyway #now when i return from work which should be more challanging from what people around me say #i feel on top of the fucking world baby!

[pierregazly]

let's show the world ꨄ carlos sainz smau

carlos sainz x wife!reader

warnings: hateful/mean comments, cyberbullying

in which carlos has to make it clear to the world how much his wife means to him, and how strangers on the internet know nothing about them or their relationship.

f1drivernews

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f1drivernews it appears ferrari driver carlossainz55 and wife yourusername spent the summer break in style, rumours have it that the resort they stayed in ibiza was almost €7500 per person a night. sainz and his wife have been notorious for staying in extravagant hotels and resorts during both summer and winter breaks. the lifestyles of the rich and famous continues!

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username oh the things i would do to be a millionaire

username just be like yourusername and bag yourself a rich husband, constant flow of money lol

username that's a polite way of saying just be a gold-digger and you'll be set babes

username lol the fact b4 he met her carlos used to spend breaks with his fam and friends??? has no one told him how much of a red flag this is???

username girl since when is a driver spending their break with their WIFE a red flag???

username €7500 PER PERSON???? aint no way that was carlos' idea lol what a joke

username i'd be so embarrassed to be yourusername like what does girlypop even do??? other than mooch off her husband ofc

username she's actually very successful in her own line of work? not sure what you're alluding to but yeah

username she could be the top 10% of whatever she does and still not be as successful as carlos, hop off hunni

username guess f1drivernews was too nice to post the hideous closeups of yourusername... girly's not looking too great nowadays poor carlos

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landonorris your mrs told me she got a hole in one, how's it feel to suck carlos

yourusername 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

username bet you paid out of your ass for her for this round of golf too smh

username embarrizzing sorrrrryyy carlos

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carlossainz55 thank you for dinner amor, you spoil me as always

username girl delete this rn this is so embarrassing

username loool ur not fooling anyone sweetie

username red nails for a golddigger? typical babes

yourusername

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yourusername i'm amazed by you every single day, even more when you come back to our room stinking of champagne 💗

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landonorris no special post for me?? you told me i was ur son the other day and this is the treatment i get ? emancipation right now

landonorris before you say it, i know that's a big word for elmo. thanks.

alexandrasaintmleux im still obsessed with that jacket 🫶🏻

username you looked so pretty this weekend! carlos is so lucky

carlossainz55 always more special when we're both coming back smelling like champagne hermosa

username i think its like so childish u deleted 75% of ur followers like u wanna be in the public eye but dont want what comes with it??? weird but alright

username im so over you honestly carlos deserves better

username ur acc the worst wag like yikes

f1gossip

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f1gossip the streets are saying carlos was in suzuka alone this week, his wife of two years yourusername reportedly took a flight home instead of following her husband along to suzuka after the singapore win... trouble in paradise? 👀👀

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username omg it's happening

username FINALLY GOOD RIDDANCE

username my man is back on the market!!!!! time for someone prettier, hotter, better, basically anyone opposite of his wife lol byeeeee

username ur all insane, she has her own job??? she can't follow her husband to every end of the earth

username waiting for the ig stories 'we've decided to split amicably, please allow us privacy'

username LOOOL i bet it's gonna say that word for word!!!! not like we'll see hers tho cause she locked us all out

username this acc made my day ahhhhhhhh

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carlossainz55 amor what's wrong??

yourusername i just dont understand why people have to be so mean.

landonorris carlando to the rescue dont worry y/n

carlossainz55

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carlossainz55 this last week has been extra special for me, to know it is the anniversary of the first time i met my best friend, and that she was able to be with me when i lifted the trophy in singapore is a wonderful feeling.

but to see all the ignorant, unkind, and hurtful comments that are regularly directed at my wife has put a negative twirl on this time. my wife, to me, is the most beautiful woman in the world. she is kind, and loving, and has given up the world for me time and time again. no one knows our relationship more than her and i. many of you speak things that are so ignorant and false it is disgusting. if you are one of these people, please know, you are not a fan i find myself caring for.

i beg those who continue to speak poorly of my wife, to think about how your actions can harm others. thank you. and to yourusername, you are the most important light in my life. i cant wait to see you amor.

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landonorris 🧡🧡

charles_leclerc be kind always!

yourusername te amo, always and forever.

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yourusername i didnt even see you take that photo... ur so cute ily

landonorris tell her i got 50 of the flowers for her

username omg i love that book!!!! y/n has great taste what a queen

username i would die to be ur wife, but i would also die to be y/n's wife so lol

ahhhh this is the smau part 2 i promised to my last carlos written story! thank you to the lovely person who requested it, i hope it's what you wanted! please let me know what you think, i hope you all loved it 💗

taglist

@leclercdream @myescapefromthislife @princessria127 @iloveyou3000morgan @love4lando @asfaraslifegets @decseptapril @somanyfandomsbruh @fangirl125reader @imagandom @motorsp0rt @jspitwall @sarahedwards16 @glitterf1 @christianpulisic10 @carlandonorri-s @smoothopz @eugene-emt-roe @epitios @ihrtdan @myloverjk-blog @glow-ish @goldenmclaren @mercunty

if your name is bolded/striked tumblr wont allow me to tag you! ive tried multiple things, but it's unfortunately giving me a very hard time with a few people. im so sorry! please let me know if you'd like to be added to the list!!

#carlos sainz #carlos sainz x reader #carlos sainz x you #f1 x reader #f1 x you #formula 1 x reader #formula 1 x you #f1 smau #carlos sainz smau #carlos sainz imagine #f1 imagine #f1 fanfic #f1 #formula 1

[galaxysgal]

𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 || 𝐥𝐢𝐩 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐫

pairing: lip gallagher x fem!reader

summary: just lip being a cute bf + debbie and ian being little shits

warnings: lowercase on purpose. poorly written tbh. swearing but y’all know how it is. heavily unedited. gen said yolo so i’m posting

A/N: i’ve been on hiatus for god knows how long but my roommate and i started watching shameless and i can’t get this mfer out of my head. things w school and life are hard rn so i just wrote this comfy cozy little thing in my notes app. yolo asf.

wordcount: probably like 500 or less idk i wrote it in my notes app at 1am

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you’re nestled in lip’s arms, high up on his rickety top bunk. somewhere between finishing your nails and kissing until you could barely breathe, you had fallen asleep right against his chest.

you stirred now, your cozy world interrupted a squeaky little voice. “are you in love with her?” debbie questions.

lip shushes his sister, “be quiet, she’s sleeping.”

you were wide awake now, but much too comfortable to move and make that little fact known. plus, you wanted to hear his answer.

“i asked you a question dummy. are you in love with her?”

lip stutters, “i-i dunno. i really like her, okay?”

you’re satisfied with that answer. “in love” was a little too much too quick. but “really like” was something that made you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

“what d’ya like about her?” ian presses.

you can practically hear the gears turning in lip’s head as his siblings impatiently await a response.

“she’s- i dunno, she’s pretty?” lip replies. you hold back a scowl, annoyed at him for not having a better answer.

“yeah, great rack,” debbie comments.

“jesus, deb!” lip’s head falls back in frustration, one hand coming to cradle your head as not to wake you with the sudden motion.

“cut the shit lip,” ian interrupts. “tell us what you really think.”

you hold your breath as you wait for his response. his lips brush your hairline before he sighs. “she’s sweet, yeah? real kind.”

“a real woman of the people,” ian snorts, “princess diana type.” then “ow!” as you hear debbie shove him.

“and- and she’s real smart, too,” lip continues. “really, really fuckin’ smart. an’ she works hard. she just tires herself out sometimes.”

he strokes your hair gently, pressing a few more fleeting kisses to your forehead.

“you’re so whipped.”

you hear debbie shove her brother again, and this time ian fights back, the two making a ruckus as they push each other back and forth.

“come on guys, out. now.” lip orders his siblings around with that same stern voice you’ve heard plenty of times before.

debbie pouts. “but-“

“no buts. go on, she’s fuckin’ sleepin’ in here an’ you’re gonna wake her up. fuck off.”

“we were just-“

“fuck. off.”

“jesus,” you can practically hear ian roll his eyes. “alright, alright. we’re going.”

debbie yells for fiona as the two shuffle out of the room, not bothering to close the door behind them.

you smirk to yourself as lip groans above you, showing your cards. “you’re awake?”

you peer up at him through your lashes, a smirk planted on your lips that he’s just dying to kiss off. “can’t believe your little sister said i have a great rack,” you whisper.

lip laughs, loud and genuine. “yeah, she’s been stuffing fi’s old training bras. growin’ up an’ shit. i don’t like it.”

you’re quiet for a moment, admiring him. you know how important those kids are to him. he’d do just about anything for them, including the minor crimes you find him tangled up in on a weekly basis. he loves them like they’re his own kids, which honestly they kind of are. they may shove each other around, curse each other out, yell and scream at the top of their lungs, but at the end of the day lip has been more of a father to his siblings than frank ever was.

“you really meant all that?” you ask.

lip looks down at you, his blue eyes soft in the dim light. “yeah. yeah, i did. meant every word.”

you smile, leaning up to place a solid kiss on his lips. “for what it’s worth,” you murmur, “i really like you too.”

#shameless #lip gallagher x reader #lip gallagher x you #lip gallagher x y/n #lip gallagher fluff #lip gallagher #shameless fanfiction #idek how to tag anymore i’ve lost my tumblr interface memory and abilities #sos. #mags writes

[svnny-day]

small vent ig?? don’t read maybe :p

UGH. ok. 

I am. done. doing. the fucking. dishes!!!!!!!

it’s such a hard task/chore for me to get myself to do in all fucking aspects (memory, executive dysfunction, etc.) and unfortunately, i’ve been sleeping literally all day lately for some reason (tbh, it’s probably because i’m really fucking depressed+my sleep schedule sucks, even if I don’t want to admit the latter to myself) and yet, I still try my best to do what I can. 

and what am I fucking told by my mom?

“you don’t do anything ever. you’re home all day by yourself.” 

like??? WoooooooooooooooooooooWWWW!!!!! I never would’ve fuckin known!!! :0 

i’m so fucking sick of it. I do the best I can (even still, it’s miraculous that I can do what i’ve tried, even!) and than I get told that I don’t do anything.

I think I’m going to just stop doing the dishes because if the best I can do isn’t enough, than what’s the fucking point?

it feels a bit better writing stuff out ^^

#UGHHHHHHHHH #and my mom is great.. I couldn't of asked for a better mom #but she has issues she needs to work out herself and she doesn't fully understand me either (if that'll ever change) #it's so fucking fustrating #i'm open to talk and try to explain things??? i've literally made an adhd board on pinterest with pins that I relate to #so that I may be able to understand (since it's easier than trying to put everything I experience and feel into words) #and out of my two parent s my mom understands more.. but still? eugh it's so hard to go through #edit: also.. I honestly kind of dislike venting.. I feel a bit like i'm complaining about my problems but at the same time this is the- #best option I have. I can't just.... vent to my fam and I can't vent to my friends (my main group is younger than me and I don't want to- #worry them with my problems) and I know.. oh.. talk to them about it but I don't need advice rn.. just to vent.