#things are bad

[suncaptor]

Been trying to not bother anyone, but I am wondering if anyone could send donations. I can't pay rent today (even if I pay the half I will on credit) and more fees are adding on, and outside of some help I've barely been eating for a long time here. I'm just struggling to afford rising costs of living with constant new crises happening, and I haven't been able to get someone to take over my lease, so I can't just couchsurf. Not at all asking anyone to over extend or send me more if they've had, but if anyone could help I'd appreciate it.

(I have seen as many case managers and financial aid advisors as I can and am using every resource I can too! There's just not much where I am now.)

Paypal suncaptor

Revolut remsun

#incoherents #desperately trying to get my bank to let me use a virtual credit card to pay credit but failing 😔😔 i am just so tired of living insecurity #soooo grateful to anyone who's helped me though even if i haven't been able to use it to fix everything it matters 🙏🙏 #i wish that someone hadnt stolen my car fr #and that my apartment complex wasnt evil #things are bad #schedule #for right before my rent fees go through the roof😬😬 #q

[silvercat-s]

Does anyone else just straight up doesn't notice the passage of time?

#its been a while #things are bad

[xx-webfoxxez-xx]

I did see all the requests on my asks and i really appreciate it but im having the worst time of my life mentally rn, will catch up to these soon

#im going insane #things are bad #tommie speaks

[toadagere]

Kakuzu: Hey Mono? I haven't heard from you all day is everything-? Oh.

Me: *Staying in bed, clutching my Beddy Bear, sucking on a pacifier.*

Kakuzu: Oh hun. *He comes over and gets in my bed with me, moving me to his chest.* Things have been really tough huh? Too much for just a tiny little one like you. It's ok, Oto-san is here for you.

Me: *cuddles up to his chest, falling asleep to the sound of his five hearts.*

#fandom agere #sfw agere #age regression #agere #caregiver f/o #💲kakuzu💲 #naruto agere #Akatsuki agere #need some comfort #things are bad #and my head is being mean #mono regresses

[sneezes-and-stuff]

Just tested positive for you know what and I feel so bad, but also I'm so so scared and my mental health took a sudden nosedive.

I can't go through the shit that happened last time I won't survive it again, please please don't let it be like that this time please.

#covid m #covid tw #last time i was sick for 6 months and barely survived #still my drs wont prescribe paxlovid for me #desperately trying to get my hands on it but its not looking good #and i just had a big breakdown #screaming crying so hard #which made me feel so much worse #finally my sos anxiety meds are starting to help #showered and ate and doing a little bit better #but im still so scared #don't know how to survive this #sorry for venting #but i just need to rn. #things are bad

[dylandraws]

You can taste the stress tonight 

#critical role #cr spoilers #cr3 spoilers #critical role campaign 3 #cr liveblog #things are bad #if ashton dies tonight im not allowed to have favorites ever again

[wasp-jar]

The cycle continues but you'll get out of it. You always do. You always will. It continues, but that's okay, because you have you, and that's enough. And everything will be okay in the end.

#repeating this for myself #things are bad #but we persevere

[noperopesaredope]

Me, submitting my midterm exam late: "Well, a D (disappointing dumbass) is better than an F (fucked-up failure)!"

#i love college but i also kinda want to drop out :') #things are going great #things are bad #college #college student #college freshman #college stuff #college life #midterms #exams #exam stress #student #school #university #i hate myself #college problems #college project #art major #art student #optimistic pessimism #that's what i like to call this #everything sucks but look on the bright side

[r3d-ca9]

i only have three methods of thinking lately

1. i'm not THAT mentally ill, my life was just kinda hard. i know i grew up poor and undiagnosed autistic and my family gaslit me a lot and hit me and yelled at me and i never really felt safe and i'm always burnt out and i feel numb and i have been very traumatized BUT other people have it worse!!!! i'm FINE, i'm RELATIVELY NORMAL!!!

2. i am so fucked up i don't know how i am still alive how do i keep doing this??? how long do i have left?? i am so tired i am so sick of every single day, i am not a good person, i deserve nothing, i am drowning in my own thoughts, nothing is WORKING

3. man i fuckin love this media lol, i am gonna think of this media and nothing else :)

#sorry for the vent post #things are bad #having a time for sure

[peculiary]

Secret Warriors #4 May 13, 2009

#things #things are bad #bad #i get it #i don't know #don't know why #why you are #why #so upset #upset #upset with me

[lindwurmkai]

Ngl friends I am not doing well at all 😬

#things are bad #the world is scary #i don't know what to do #;

[fairymonk]

they think the assassins are from vasselheim??????????

#omgomgomg #when vasselheim gets involved #things are bad #critical role #cr3 #cr spoilers

[literallyaflame]

my partner doesn’t use pet names nearly as much as i do, which is very funny because i will crack my gay little knuckles and say some shit like “good morning my sun and moon, my loveliest boy, my baby my sweetheart my darling dearest” and he will reply “hello adrian”

#this is not a bad thing. i love him

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience