#they play video games til 3 am

[sandeewithtwoe]

Hello!!! From what I see requests are open and I also saw something you drew with a ship so I was wondering if you would draw Killer/Cross or Killer/Ink?

They are my favorite ships :D Have a nice day!!!

They would look at eachother and ask “this is how love works, right?”

Have a nice day too!!

Killer belongs to rahafwabas

Ink belongs to comyet/myebi

#art #utmv #me answers #ink sans #killer sans #sanscest #killer x ink #they play video games til 3 am #I feel like killer is a romantic but doesn’t know what to do after getting in an actual relationship #like ‘okay we’ve established we are dating now what?’ #‘I guess we hold hands now???’ #ink just goes along with it

[zeroaddzero]

Top 10 Horniest Bruce Springsteen songs, ranked

Yes there are more horny Bruce songs. Too many horny songs for one list. I don’t know if his game was good because he knew how to write horny songs, or if his game inspired him to write horny songs. Eiter way, we’ve been blessed musically with a lot of horny songs. Here’s the horny songs I managed to fit into a (very biased) list:

1.  I'm On Fire

THE horny Bruce song. A fever fantasy of a wet dream smushed into one moaning, sweaty mess. Before I was a fan, this (coupled with the below performance) was the song that made me go "OH. I get it now."

Spotify LINK

At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet And a freight train running through the middle of my head Only you can cool my desire

2.  Pink Cadillac

About as subtle as Lady Gaga’s “Disco Stick.” Even better paired with the BITUSA tour intro (said intro got noticeably more sexual after Bruce got married in 1985).

Spotify LINK

They say Eve tempted Adam with an apple But man I an’t goin for that I know it was her pink Cadillac

3. Fire

Originally written for Elvis, the bass line alone for this #problematic 70s “don't play coy with me” number will make you reconsider feminism for 5 minutes. The 1986 performance is downright NSFW.

Spotify LINK

You had a hold on me right from the start A grip so tight I couldn't tear it apart

4. The Fever

Bruce is king of the “lying in bed thinking of how horny this person makes me” genre, and this is one of his finest examples. At almost 8 minutes, it’s the tantric equivalent to the more concentrated "I’m on Fire". Anybody noticing a “burning” theme here?

Spotify LINK

Well now the day grows longer The love just grows stronger, baby And the fever gets so bad at night I got the fever for the girl

5. Because The Night

Bruce never finished the lyrics, and this song arguably belongs to Patti Smith now. Bruce has even said as much. However, I am biased and enjoy this banger too much to let technicalities get in the way of horny. On the list it goes.

Spotify LINK

Because the night belongs to lovers Because the night belongs to lust Because the night belongs to lovers Because the night belongs to us

6. Red Headed Woman

I'm Going Down may seem raunchy until you realise it's about a bad breakup. For the other thing, we have this entry. Folks, this song is literally about eating pussy. Bruce even introduced it as such during his Ghost of Tom Joad tour. I’ve yet to recover from the whiplash of hearing him say the word “cunnilingus” while performing at his old Catholic high school.

Spotify LINK

Well listen up stud Your life's been wasted 'Til you've been down on your knees and tasted A red headed woman

7. She's The One

Speculated to have been written about the violinist who played on the album Born To Run, this tune shows our boy is down baaad. Best paired with the excellent "Mona" intro, which is included in the Houston '78 live performance below.

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With her killer graces and her secret places That no boy can fill with her hands on her hips Oh and that smile on her lips Because she knows that it kills me

8. Part Man, Part Monkey

My Tunnel of Love tour knowledge is woefully lacking despite the tour being his most explicit, and the accompanying album being in my top 3. In the eyes of the public, Bruce was still with his first wife when this video was shot in 1988. Only the band knew he was recently separated, so imagine watching a presumably married man on stage eye-fucking his backup singer. The gossip mill must have been insane after each show.

Spotify LINK

Well the night is dark, the moon is full The flowers of romance exert their pull We talk awhile, my fingers slip I'm hard and crackling like a whip

9. Crush On You

Another genre this Jersey dude excels at is “horny to the point of funny.” Bruce himself has called it "the worst song we ever put on a record" but hey, what does he know.

Spotify LINK

For one kiss, darling I swear everything I would give 'Cause she's a walking talking reason to live

10. Cover Me

I just realised this is only one of four songs on this list included on an official Springsteen album(if you don't count the outtake compilations.) The video contains the studio audio, but I'm not passing on an excuse to plug more Paris '85 concert footage!

Spotify LINK

Now promise me baby you won't let them find us Hold me in your arms, let's let our love blind us Cover me, shut the door and cover me I'm looking for a lover who will come on in and cover me

Honourable mentions (song/album):

Rosalita / The Wild, The Innocent & The E Street Shuffle Candy's Room / Darkness on the Edge of Town Ramrod / The River Cindy / The River (outtakes) Ain’t got you / Tunnel of Love The Fuse / The Rising

Let me know if you think I missed any! I won't change the list, but more horny song discourse is always good.

#bruce springsteen #e street band #rock music #bruceposting #Youtube #long post

[duskspring]

A Hobby and Late Night - Rain/Aurora

Domestic December - Day 17

Summary: Rain and Aurora share a gaming hobby and accidentally stay up til 3 at which point a nice convo happens

Content (do let me know if I forgot anything!): Talks of self discovery, introspection, cuddling

Word count: ~900

“Yes! Get fucked!” Aurora cheered, her arms flying into the air.

For a moment she got to ignore the cramp in her hands, while Rain’s defeat was only worsened by his awareness of his aching back. The two had been fully immersed in the video game they played together all night. Rain had spent most of that time leaning over his own lap, arms resting on his knees, while Aurora hadn’t stopped aggressively clutching her controller in excitement for even a minute.

The water ghoul was happy she enjoyed video games as much as he did. Copia had introduced them to him when he was first summoned and now he got to pass that proverbial torch to her.

He smiled when he saw Aurora yawn, “Tired already? It’s only…” He grabbed his phone to check the time, eye widening in realization. He turned the screen around so she could see, “3am.”

“What?!” Aurora sat up in a hurry, suddenly not as tired. Rain quickly motioned for her to keep it down, causing her to cover her mouth with her hands, “Did we really play that long?”

“Did it really take you that long to beat me?” He teased, referencing how she had wanted to keep playing until she beat him in a match. Unfortunately for her, Rain had much more experience with the levels, hence why it had indeed taken forever.

“You’re rude.” She jokingly pouted, crossing her arms over her chest.

“But you did it eventually. Congratulations.” He held out his hand for a friendly shake, but she harshly high fived him instead before yawning again, “Do you want to go to bed?”

“No, I wanna stay with you a little longer.” Aurora crawled over, snuggling into Rain’s side with her arm around his waist.

“That’s alright,” One of his arms came around her shoulders, “I assume you liked that game?”

She nodded excitedly, “I think this one’s my favorite. No offence to Copia, but a lot of the games he plays aren’t nearly as thrilling.”

Rain nodded, “I get that. But relaxing games can be fun. I think you’d like some cozy games with a lot of customization.”

“Oh, that sounds fun.” She sounded overjoyed, regardless of how sleepy she was, “I love character customization. Making yourself look cool in a game is so much easier than changing stuff in real life.”

“Is there anything you would want to change?”

She shrugged, burying her face a little farther into Rain’s side, “Sometimes I see people in outfits or with styles that look so pretty, but I don’t know if they would be fit for me.”

“That makes sense. I feel the same way sometimes when I see Dew or you. You guys look so cool all the time, but I know if I dressed up like that I wouldn’t be true to myself.”

“But how do you know? Have you ever tried?”

“In the case of Dew, yes. I’ve let him make me over before. It didn’t really work,” Rain smiled at the memory, “But for the most part, I don’t know. Well, I know, but I don’t know how I know. That’s just a matter of knowing yourself.”

Aurora took a second to process the words, “That must be nice. Knowing who you are.”

Rain’s smile softened further, brushing a hand through her colored locks, “You’ll get there. You’re still young, still adjusting to topside culture. One of them, at least. It will come.”

“How long will that take?”

“I don’t know,” Rain laughed lightheartedly, “That’s different for everyone.”

The ghoulette stayed quiet for just long enough that Rain thought she may have fallen asleep, “I like who you are.” She suddenly admitted.

“And who am I to you?” He inquired curiously.

“You’re… Rain. You’re considerate and true to your feelings. You love anything waterrelated, it so obviously makes you super happy. You can be shy, but never hide any part of yourself. I never feel like you’re putting up a front to me. Like, I’m always talking to the real you, if that makes sense.”

Rain nodded along, “Thank you. That’s really kind and you are actually making sense to me. If I had to describe you in return, I’d say joyous. You get so excited about even the smallest things and it brings everyone else’s mood up as well. You don’t try to subvert people’s expectations of you, but you still manage to do so. You’re…” Finding the words proved more difficult than expected, “very unique. Even if I don’t always understand, it's clear that you look at the world and other people in such a way that even if it only makes sense to you, it's still something new. That’s a compliment, by the way.” He looked down at his subject of analysis, not getting any reaction. Looking a little closer, he soon realized she had, at last, fallen asleep.

His smile was loving. He carefully peeled her arm from around him so he could stand up. She whined softly at the loss and before she managed to wake herself again, he picked her up to carry her off to bed.

Looking back down at her one more time, Rain saw someone familiar. It was like he understood everything about her even if he really didn’t. It didn’t matter if Aurora didn’t know exactly who she was yet, he knew she’d get there soon. And he could only hope she’d love herself as much as he did.

[My Main Masterlist | Domestic December Masterlist]

#totally not projecting myself onto Aurora here #lol apologies for the extremely low quality banner #domestic december #the band ghost fanfiction #rain ghoul #aurora ghoulette #headcanon #ghost bc #nameless ghouls #ghost fanfiction #the band ghost #the band ghost fic

[annakie]

I love them so much. Honestly haven't felt so strongly about a romance in a video game since Kaidan, and if you know me, that's saying a lot.

I keep really wanting to write and share so much about BG3, but honestly, every time I start to, I realize I just want to PLAY it more.

I'm somewhere in mid(?) Act 3 probably. I have a lot of places to explore and a lot of quests in my questlog and I am taking my TIME as much as possible because I JUST DO NOT WANT THIS GAME TO END. EVER.

It is everything I wanted it to be and more. I love being a bard SO VERY MUCH, it's just how I always wanted to Bard in a game. I love every companion SO much, just no complaints about ANY of them except that i can't romance Wyll and Gale at the same time.

I am already thinking about my next playthrough seriously but can't even consider starting it til I finish the first time, and by then Starfield will be out.

(2nd Playthrough I think is gonna be a Dark Urge Vengeance Paladin loosely based off the character I play in 13th Age, romancing Wyll. He and I will both be characters wanting to uphold goodness and do what's right while being hunted by demons, I think it's gonna work out well.)

Anyway, I'm going to go reload the romance scene there with Gale and see all the various options before re-selecting the fact that I love him just the way he is, and avoid doing the next step in his quest as long as possible. I have a space hamster to go find!

#baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #female tav #gaming #video games

[voidscarredadjudicator]

Anyways it's 3 am and I have work tomorrow. Clearly this is the perfect time to ramble about one of my favorite bands.

You've heard of fanfiction. You've heard of podfics. But have you ever heard of just straight up making two whole ass fucking albums of genuinely good rock opera ballads that stand on their own two feet as quality music that's all just very thinly veiled Mega Man grimdark AU fanfiction?

You have now.

These guys are The Protomen. You might've heard of them. You might've not. The point though is that they're rad as hell, and a genuine inspiration. I'm not sure about anyone's individual backstories, but they've been together as a group since at least 2005, and from then 'til this very day they've been working on this Mega Man AU of theirs in the form of song, with two major acts/albums out and a third one that's been in the works for years (with a single having dropped sometime last year).

"Gee Void," I hear you think, "This sounds incredibly cheesy! Also what's the status of Act II of Humanity's Endling?"

Yeah, and? Still kicks ass. Also see previous ask response.

Anyways, these guys go above and beyond a simple fan project. They've done tours, collabs, and even made a music video that's more akin to a short film - which is where my profile picture comes from, actually.

The best part about all of this though is that you honestly don't even need to be a fan of Mega Man whatsoever to be a fan of The Protomen, since so much has been changed around that it's entirely it's own continuity. I can personally attest to this, as I've been listening to these guys since at least 2015 and I've only just played my first Mega Man game earlier this year. The best way I could describe it is if somebody made a film adaptation of the Mega Man games in the 80's that doesn't quite get the story 1:1, except they actually tried to make the new story good in it's own right.

Act I, just called 'The Protomen', has a lot more of a grungy garage band sound, while Act II: The Father Of Death does this really cool thing where the first half of the album is western and it slowly transitions to 80's rock as the album goes on to signify the passing of time & advancement of technology in the story. Act II is a prequel, so you can listen to either album first.

You can probably guess where I got the inspiration to name the parts of Humanity's Endling 'acts' from. Well, this and a different band that also does the same thing with their music, but that's a different ramble post for another day.

Regardless, I won't spoil the story, so if you're gonna listen, I'd also recommend having the lyrics pulled up on the side as there's some extra lyric notes to read for some songs that give further story/context to the songs that are playing beyond just what the words are saying.

This isn't music I'd recommend just playing in the background while you're doing something else - set aside some time, about an hour and a half, to just listen and take it in. Treat it like you would a fanfiction. Of course, music tastes are subjective, so if it's not your thing, I understand.

But if you're still not convinced, here's a link to what is unequivocally their best song:

It's just over four minutes; give it a listen if you've got the time.

That's it from me. I should get to bed. This post took an hour to make. My sleep schedule is still in shambles.

Good thing I'm a closer! 🙃

#The Adjudicator has spoken. #“hey void you've mentioned mega man before in that weird ass crossover ttrpg you're apparently running” #“is this related to that” #yes. #yes it is. #if you can't handle me at my human-in-splatoon fanfic then you don't deserve me at my protomen!mega man x project moon crossover AU #proto man is so cool he's just like me fr #Youtube

[hoperays-song]

The Gang Being Brother’s Part. 2

Marcus, watching Stan being absolutely insane: Is he stupid?

Barry, not even looking up from his book: Yes, but he prefers to be called Stan.

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Marcus, trying to figure something out: The odds of this happening by coincidence are vanishingly small.

Barry, nodding along: I would say infinitesimally.

Stan, feeling left out: And I'd say teenily-weenily. We all know words.

Marcus, confused: Teenily? ...Don’t you have a major in communications Stan?

Barry, also confused: He does. Did you just say-

Stan, slightly panicked: Look, as I said, we all know words, let’s just move on.

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Barry: What are you writing?

Stan: The government wants to know what kind of weapons we have in the house. I'm letting them know it's private information.

Marcus, looking over Stan's shoulder: This just says 'fuck around and find out' in calligraphy.

Barry: So we’re gonna go back to jail. Bloody brilliant, I’ll start packing now.

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Barry, exhausted after staying awake for 3 days straight: Do you think different paints have different tastes?

Stan, playing video games: They do.

Marcus, suddenly very worried about both of them: ...Stan, why did you say that with complete bloody confidence?

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Marcus, running into the garage apartment: WHY. Why did you give STAN a KNIFE?!

Barry, just sitting on the couch: I'm sorry. He said he felt unsafe.

Marcus: Now I feel unsafe!

Barry: I'm sorry.

Barry, reaching for his bag: ...Would you like a knife?

Marcus: That will not help the- STOP GIVING OUT KNIVES MATE!

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Stan, going through the kitchen cupboards: Who thinks I can fit 15 marshmallows in my mouth?

Marcus, cooking dinner: You're a hazard to society

Barry, pulling out his phone: And a coward. DO TWENTY.

Marcus, sighing: Do not.

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Marcus, watching Stan scheme to beat Johnny in Clue: Stan, I am questioning your sanity...

Barry, raising an eyebrow: I never questioned it, I knew his sanity was missing from the start.

Marcus, rolling his eyes: Yeah, yeah, Stan, come off it mate, you do know the lad’s only 9 right?

Stan, manically: I. Don’t. Care. He’s won every damn time and that’s not even possible!

Marcus, whispering to Barry: You told Johnny the cards, didn’t you?

Barry, grinning: And I’m gonna keep doing it til Stan breaks.

#sing #sing 2 #sing stan #sing barry #sing big daddy #sing marcus #they're brothers your honor #i loves these boys #they're so stupid #and chaotic #sing johnny #family game nights are always fun #monopoly is definitely banned from the garage tho #not because of like a heated game or anything marcus just hates it by concept #that man's definitely an anarchist let's be honest here #marcus is so tired #his brothers are insane #stan's 2 years younger than him #and barry's 5 years younger than him #and all three of them act like teenagers #stan has a degree in commnications + the worst vocabulary imaginable #marcus is a good dad and a awesome big brother #autistic barry #i'm gonna keep adding slang i swear #sing the gang

[babygirlbondage]

i am very much so a slut :)

i love the idea of cockwarming someone while i sit on their lap in just a skirt and a hoodie (maybe one of theirs) and maybe we’re hanging out with friends and i have to pretend like im not sopping wet under my skirt and i have to stifle my moans every time they move or shift

or maybe theyre playing video games and any time i make a sound they thrust into me, making it even harder for me to stay quiet

-👑

i know puppy i know

youd be so pretty trying to hide your moans <3 desperately trying to cover it up as to not embarrass yourself. every time they moved your face would get redder and your boycunt would become more needy. and you in a skirt? i bet youre the handsomest, pretties slut ever! especially if its a short shirt~

and if you cockwarm me puppy you can have my hoodie hehe. ill make sure to fuck you til you cant speak in it later <3

#prince.anon #👑.anon #t4t dom #t4t sub #t4t nsft #trans dom #trans sub #trans nsft #good puppy #needy toy #babygirlbondage #vix.asks

[starlit-mansion]

I was tagged in this game by the lovely @merulah and I love to talk about myself so...

Last song listened to: Technically, it's Howling by Lupus Nocte (you've almost certainly heard this in a youtube video lmao) Last song I listened to on spotify was Bohemian Rhapsody (from a classic rock radio mix) Currently reading: Uhhh… Okay here's my problem… I never learned how to slowly move through a book at a reasonable pace, and I still read like I did in middle school when I was tearing though 6 books a week. I either am not reading anything or I read an entire book in a single sprint of 4-5 hours, and because I know I do that, I don't start books if I don't have an entire free evening, and who consistently has entire free evenings? I pretty much only read sci-fi by contemporary authors or regency romance books lmao. The last book I read was "A Lady's Guide to Fortune Hunting" by Sophie Irwin. It was…. fine, very much "what if Elinor Dashwood was *sassy* like Lizzy Bennett" type Austinery with a focus on banter and a dash of con artistry and many capitulations to modern sensibility. (If anyone wants a rec for a queer regency romance, I really liked "A Lady for a Duke" by Alexis Hall, which marries the Regency trope of social upheaval from the Napoleonic Wars very nicely with a straight trans woman reinventing herself after going MIA and being presumed dead.) I've been meaning to get around to Persuasion but Corv just read it and told me most of the plot so I'll probably wait another year til I forget the exact details. Currently watching: So much Decked Out 2 (Hermitcraft Season 9) Also rewatching a lot of Hbomberguy videos with Corv, which are mostly good, but I really don't have that much stomach for his "debunking pickup artists" era stuff. Currently obsessed with: Not much, and more's the pity. I'm kind of in between things at the moment. I guess… well I am obsessed with all the plans I have for next month, I'm really excited to go DO things after having a very sedentary end of the summer. I also am starting to get into Magic the Gathering but in a way where I don't have to do a bunch of research and collecting, I just get to play with a deck that was handed to me while I learn more of the basics. Tagging:

@amodernmage @theshehulkproject @secrets-of-luftnarp @faintedincoils @fluorescentnova but you don't have to do it if you don't want <3

[purplesurveys]

1851

Who will you be spending Christmas with this year? I've always spent it at home with my immediate family, and I'm like 101% sure that'll remain to be the case this year. Especially now that my dad's contracts allow him to be home for Christmas – something that we didn't get to have for over 20 years.

What time do you usually go to sleep at night? Anywhere between 1-3 AM because revenge bedtime procrastination is still very real for me.

Did you go to high school with your current best friend? I did. I went through the entirety of grade school, high school, and college with her. Same schools for 15 straight years.

Have you ever wanted to be vegetarian or vegan? I had considered becoming vegan, but it's just really not a sustainable and accessible practice where I'm from unless you're rich and live in a more expensive place that can cater to such a lifestyle.

Do you park your car in a garage, carport or just in a driveway? We have a carport.

Have you ever been a passenger in a semi-trailer truck? Uhhh as far as I can remember, nope.

Have you felt sick today? Kinda. The elevators at my client's headquarters move SO fast they fucking suck lmao.

Whose was the last funeral you attended? I have never attended a funeral proper, but the last wake I paid a visit to was for a preschool friend's dad. He and my grandpa were very close and used to be chatting buddies while waiting for my friend and I to be dismissed.

Have you read The Hunger Games trilogy? No. The only Hunger Games anything I've consumed was the first movie.

How many times a week do you wash your hair? Everyday.

Do you need to wash your hair right now? Nope, I'll be doing that tomorrow morning.

Do you avoid using public restrooms? As much as I can, but if I really need to go then I just go to one.

What is your boss’ (or school prinicpal’s) name? Valerie.

Have you seen any extended relatives in the last month? My cousin came over at the start of the month just to hang and play video games with my sister.

Do you like eggnog? I've never had it but it sounds so delicious!!! I'd love to try it at least once.

Is there anything important you need to do today? Not anymore, it's 10:40 PM and I've called it a day.

Who is the person you dislike the most? I don't hold that feeling for one particular person.

Girls, how old were you when you first got your period? I was only a couple of weeks into being 10.

Do you take part in paying the bills for your household? My parents insist that I don't, so I don't; but I still give them a portion of my pay every two weeks.

Have you ever properly listened to classical music? Did you like it? Idk what you mean by 'properly' lol but yeah I do sometimes! It's great when I'm in the mood for it.

Do your parents know how to text? Yes, I mean they were part of the generation of when cellphones boomed so they definitely know how to.

Do you text your parents often? Sure, we have a family group chat so communication is alllllways happening over there.

What letter does your middle name begin with? My maiden surname starts with an A.

Do your initials spell an actual word? Nope.

What will you do when this survey is over? I'd like to take another one.

Do you know anyone with celiac disease? I don't think so.

How many siblings do you have? Are they all full siblings? Two, and yes.

What’s the weather like today? Hot enough that an airport parking lot caught fire and toasted like 19 cars lol. Suffice it to say Filipinos have NOT been doing well.

Have you ever eaten a cinnamon donut? I'm pretty sure I have, but they're not all that common here now that I think about it.

What is the longest relationship you’ve ever been in? It was an on-off that lasted around 6 years total, iirc.

How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Twice.

How do you usually celebrate New Years? With extended family, at home. We have NYE mass in the evening, then have media noche while waiting til midnight. We never go out for vacations because 1) the dogs, 2) fireworks are crazy so we wanna make sure we're at home just so nothing gets set on fire.

Is the place that you’re in right now quiet or loud? What can you hear? It's quiet, and I can only hear the whirring of my aircon.

Do you currently have any alarms set? Nope. I usually do that just before falling asleep.

How many cars can fit in your driveway? I want to say around four.

Do you like whiskey? Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate it.

When was the last time you ate, and what did you have? Around 6 PM. I had the sisig that my mom prepared for me.

[samooooo1]

(Credit for the Art (@roarinthehotate) noice art)

Nagasumi Eiji x reader

Relationships headcannon

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•He is a sweet but very introvert boy, it be very hard to get him to confess his feelings to you, yet once its over all the things would be paid off.

•You like his hair very much, so its rare that when the both of you are alone, that you dont play with his hair or style him as you find him very handome.

•The both of you love cats, so when the both of you moved in together, you brought a cat with you and by then on, you a extrovert have adopted 2 introverts into your heart.

•You dearly love your boyfriend, but you cant stand it when he doesnt wash himself every 3 days, same with the cat, so what do you do in this kind of situation? You drag them from their sleeping position and throw them in the bathtub and make sure that he washes himself, after that you get ignored by him for doing this things to him but he just cant stay mad at you, so he forgives you and says to you that he will try to make sure, to bath every 3 days.

•You play with him Video games, mostly Digimon ones as both of you grew up to love the franchise and so the both of you are stil to this day very active fans to the franchise.

•You are the one who works while he is at home and how you like to call it "your malewife", while you are his "girl husband".

•Always when you get back from work, he is mostly done with everything and already has prepared a meal for you, and you love him for being the lover that he is to you.

•The both of you go on dates reguarly, even though he is mostly at home, he has a succesful streaming career and gets good profit out of it.

•Sometimes even you watch his streams during work break, and you just love it, as your coworker ask who you are watching, and then you just answer "my beautiful lover ❤️".

•He is a sweet person if it comes to you, when he first met your parents he was scared that they might not like him or say that you break up with him, but then he realised just how sweet even your parents are to him, well the saying "the apple doesnt fall from his tree to far" was probably the best way to describe your parents, they accepted him into the family but they still are strict and he knows, respects and loves that about your parents, because they remimd him of you, atleast when he didnt bath for some time.

•Your first date would have been very akward at first, you both chosse to do a simple pignick as both of you didnt want something big but rather something simple with lots of love and time between the two of you.

•After some years, even though Eiji would have been the more shyer one between the two of you, he would make a proposal to you, if you want to marry him.

•You offcourse said directly yes and all your friends were invited to you wedding, they all were happies but most importantly both of your families were beyond happy and proud of you, as they all cared for the both of you and seeing you both commit to one another made them so happy :D

•You both offcourse married in a Christian like wedding and after the Bishop blessed the both of you, you and him became 1 in flesh and you kissed and it all was offical (YAAAAYYY)

•Now we dont have to speak about your honeymoon my dear readers, as you and I already know what they be doing on their honeymoon ;)

•After a couple more years (3) you became pregnant and had your first children, they were twins! A boy looking like a mini boy version of you ,the mother and a girl, looking like a mini girl version of her father.

•It is safe to say that the both of you are happy for the rest of your life and may God the Almighty Creator protect you both from any harm that comes in this life til the 2nd comming of the Lord Jesus, God bless you both, Amen.

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God bless ya all, I wanted to write this for some time after knowing about Digimon Seekers, anyways thanks for the person asking for a request :D I am very grateful for getting any requests :D! Also please be a bit patient as it takes some time for me to develop a idea of how to write one shots, but I hope you all be enjoying these one shots.

Thanks for reading til this part :D!

Have a good day/night!

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#digimon x reader #x reader #digimon #x female reader #anime

[oncominggstorm]

Im autistic & adhd. Also have undiagnosed physical health issues which been acting up lately. Really not doing well, need help. Currently in shutdown, include verbal shutdown. And struggling type, forgive grammar plz. Need help & support, but is none. Don’t know what do. Everything feel impossible. Long vent under cut.

Want run away, somewhere no one can find. Somewhere quiet & alone, with internet & tv so can watch comfort shows, play comfort games, etc. But will turn off phone, or get new number, or just block all family except younger sister on everything, or something, idk. Want comfy bed & comfy chairs & good temperature control & good food, and just quiet & solitude. Preferably somewhere out in nature. Let everyone figure out their own shit without me. Can’t do this anymore. ONLY things keeping me from doing are younger sister & lack of money. Mom & twin sister need figure shit out on own, can’t handle anymore. Can’t do.

Dont have a job or any money at all, literally only have $5 (and well over $20k in credit card debt, in collections). Am in autistic burnout & have been for nearly 3 years now. Had quit job in May cuz burnout so bad. But still expected take care of entire family.

Live with dad & twin sister (will call twin). Dad extremely NT & able bodied, dont understand me/twin at all. Knows nothing about autism/adhd & unwilling to learn. Pays bills & does chores so that is helpful, but not willing do any other support. Doesn’t believe in mental health.

Mom & younger sister (will call younger) live with grandma. Younger is 12 yrs younger, i basically raised. Feel almost more like parent than sister. Also is best friend & person i care most about in world, would die for her. Hate seeing her suffer. Twin & younger both also autistic & adhd, and neither have job. Grandma has moderate (bordering on advanced) dementia & need 24/7 supervision & support. Younger currently has busted knee, on crutches & really struggling & lot of pain. Mom refusing to believe is as bad as is, thinks younger is exaggerating, barely helping her. Ive been having drive over nearly daily to help. Mom had multiple strokes 2 years ago, still has both cognitive & physical challenges as result, & just lost job. Mom almost deffo undiagnosed autistic/adhd but refuses to believe. Doesnt believe younger is either (she still undiagnosed, me & twin formal diagnosed recently). Mom never great person, but got much worse after strokes, is mean & bordering on verbally abusive to us (and is DEFFO verbal abusive to grandma). Also has horrible memory & cognitive issues, doesnt understand things correctly, half of what she says doesn’t make sense, makes helping her hard.

Twin sick rn, lots of stomach issue & pain. Found out few months ago has enlarged spleen, but no answer yet, cant see specialist til Dec. Twin also has medical anxiety, so hard to know for sure what is real & what isnt. Every day twin ask me for MULTIPLE favors; get things for her, do things for her, etc. Also get MULTIPLE txts every day complaining about not feeling well, yet she refuse go doctors. Counted once a few days ago: in 11 hour period, asked for 7 favors & texted 13 times about pain.

Even when not sick tho, twin basically never help. Feels like she think I “less disabled” than her, not true. I doing horribly and still have take care everyone else while she sits on couch play video games & ask me to bring her things. No one ever bring ME things. Twin NEVER return favor no matter how bad I do/how well she do. One sided only.

Today twin ask for SO MANY THINGS, CONSTANTLY. Doesnt seem to care that I not doing well either & just CANNOT handle, keeps asking anyway. I tell her how bad am doing & immediately she ask for more favors. Won’t shut up about how sick she is (feeling very “wrong” w/stomach issues, has enlarged spleen but don’t know why yet & is worried that is cause), and says she is NOT OK, and that something is VERY wrong & she is worried she is dying, but also won’t get her ass to ER. Also expect /ME/ take her AND go in with, if decides go. Told her has to ask mom or dad first. Now just won’t go, and instead just keep complain to me about how bad doing & keep asking for help with stuff.

On top of that, am constant worried about all shit mom needs to do: get grandma house in her name so can keep (rn bank gets when grandma dies due to 2nd mortgage or something idk, which will make mom & younger homeless), get grandma car in her name (mom hasnt had own car in like 6+ yrs, just uses gma’s), figure out her unemployment (applied but no check yet cuz needs submit weekly proof of job applications & doesnt know how), get guardianship for grandma (mom never even got power of attorney, and is too late now cuz grandma cant understand to sign, so rn we just stuck cuz grandma not capable make decisions, but legally we cant make for her either), update her resume, get help for grandma, etc. Most of it fall to me. Mom kind of person who just WILL NOT do things, no matter how much help u give (ex: was trying get her accommodations for her job after strokes so wouldnt lose job. Explained process multiple times, both verbally & in writing. Figured out who she needed contact for help & wrote out email for her, ALL she had do was copy & paste & send email. Didnt do it. Now fired cuz couldnt keep up w/out accommodations). Mom also no longer even ask for help, just tells us we are doing. Ex: said to me “I’m going to come over tomorrow so you can help me do my job searches for unemployment.” Just tells me I’m doing it, not even ask. Sick of it. Grandma have dementia, at point where cannot even shower or wash hands, we have no support at all, doing everything ourselves. ADRC says only way to get grandma help is to put lien on her house & sell to pay off when she dies, but mom & younger live with grandma so that would make them homeless once she dies. Says we can’t even get occasional respite care unless give up house, let alone regular in home care.

Just can’t handle anymore. Feel like am being broke into thousand pieces, or crushed by thousand lb weights. Feel stuck. Feel like no choices, no good options, no way out. Want run away. Want take younger & her cat & find cabin in woods somewhere & just go run away from everything/everyone else. But can’t, no money. Feel so stuck. No help. No support. Don’t know what do.

#will probably delete this later but rn feel stuck & DESPERATE for help/ideas/suggestions #vent #autism #adhd #rant

[bettyweir]

My Bandmates A Vampire

Chapter 3.

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Benny walks up to the door, plate of cling wrapped chocolate chip cookies in hand, and looks over his shoulder. His eyes meet with his grandma who's standing a few feet behind him, giving the boy a wicked stare.

She was gonna make sure he introduced himself.

He gulps and hesitantly rings the doorbell.

After a bit of waiting, and hearing many shuffling footsteps, there's a crack in the door. A single brown eye meets him.

"Hi?"

"Ahem, Hello. My Name is Benny Weir.” He says in a monotone, scripted voice. ”Is this the Morgan residence?"

"Uh. Are you a solicitor or something?" the voice answers “my parents aren’t home.”

“Am I a what?!?”

“You know, like a solicitor,” The eye glances around ”are you trying to sell me something?”

“Oh… No.”

Benny thought. Never mind.

"I just moved in next door and I wanted to introduce myself” he shuffles in place “and I brought cookies.”

“That’s funny I just moved in too,” the door fully opens. “Come on in.”

Benny finally gets to see the entire person standing behind the door.

It’s the same brown headed keyboarder he saw earlier. He held himself in an overly anxious posture, not knowing what to do with himself.

“So, what's your name and where can I put this?”

"Uhhhh,” he says with a shaky voice, gesturing to the coffee table. “you can put the plate over there.”

“And..?” Benny walks into the living room, awaiting a response.

"Uh… Ethan. Morgan." he says as if he wasn't sure of himself.

As Benny sets down the plate he notices the lit xbox controller and tangled headphones on the table, and looks at the tv.

"Yooo omg,” He stares at the gray pause screen “you have Left for Dead TWO?!?"

"Yeah." he laughs "My teammates are probably pissed at me for leaving."

"Oh my goddd multiplayer" Benny puts his head back "I'm so jealous"

"Have you not played it yet?"

"Augh yeah, I haven't had much time for videogames ever since I started my band." He boasts, shooting a smirk towards his new neighbor.

"You have a band?"

"Well er,” his confidence quickly deflates “used to."

"Oh, what happened?"

"I. Had to move." Benny’s smile is completely gone.

"Aw that sucks." Ethan twiddles his thumbs, Benny obviously didn’t wanna talk about this, "Do u wanna play left for dead?"

"WOULD I?" he excitedly jumps to Ethans couch, making himself comfortable.

"Shit, wait, I only have one controller." Ethan wasn’t used to having so many IRL people interested in playing video games with him.

Benny pogs "Omg, I totally got one at home! I'll be right back"

Before Ethan could even object, Benny rushes out the door and breezes past his grandma.

"Was it that bad?" She shouts

"NO!!” he yells, tripping over himself “I GOTTA GET MY XBOX CONTROLLER!!"

Grandma stands puzzled but assumes that means he’ll be coming back.

Benny rushes up stairs, winded and out of breath, he quickly digs through his backpack and remembers how everything was soaked.

He finds the hopefully not broken, white xbox controller and sprints back to Ethans.

"Hi. Hello.” he says in between pants. “I’m back."

"Idk. if this works. but." he hands Ethan the controller and puts his hands on his knees, trying to catch his breath.

Ethan untangles the long windy cable wrapped around the controller and plugs it in.

"Hmmm,” Ethan says, holding and releasing the large X button over and over “It's not turning on"

"Bummer." Benny sighs.

"Do ya know what happened to it?"

"Yeah..." He sets himself on Ethan’s couch, rubbing the nape of his neck "All of my stuff kinda got wet since It was pouring from the airport til’ I got home."

"Rough," Ethan unplugs the controller, tilting it around to examine the damage, "I could try fixing it."

"Really?" Benny jumps out of his seat and puts both of his arms on Ethan’s shoulders “You can do that?!”

"I can try,” Ethan says failing to mask his blush, “I've never really done water damage before though."

"Well,” Benny lets go of him. “I mean it's not like you can break it even more."

"You'd be surprised." Ethan looks off to the side, remembering the box of broken electronics rotting on his To Do list. “Here, I have some tools in my room.”

“Woahh tools,” Benny teases, following Ethan up stairs “very manly."

They enter his box filled room.

Benny scoffs. "Haven't finished unpacking but still had your videogames out" he shakes his head.

"Augh hey! Blame Jane, not me."

"Who's jane?"

"Ah my.. half- wait step sister."

Benny impulsively says "Is she hot?"

Ethan’s heart sinks at the comment "She's eight."

"Ah," Benny uncomfortably tugs at his polo collar “Sorry.”

Ethan shakes his head as he scrolls though his phone, pulling up a how to wikia page.

“Hmmm,” he glances over the steps. “Yeah I can totally do this.”

“That's awesome, thank you dude!” Benny cheers looking over his shoulder.

“No problem.” Ethan starts digging through a large brown box labeled TOOLS and pulls out a screwdriver. “Wanna give me a hand?”

“Sure thing, Just tell me what to do!” Benny says positioning himself over the box.

Ethan tries to unscrew the controller's casing, “Ah, it's way too big.”

“That’s what she said.” Benny laughs

Ethan shoots him a very, very judgmental look. “Can you, um, hand me another screwdriver?”

“Of course” He says, replacing the one he was holding with a smaller one.

He tests it and replies “too small”

“That’s what she said…”

“Actually.”

Ethan starts to regret his life choices. “You can just go. Play downstairs or something. I got this.”

Benny pogs “OH MY GOD REALLY?”

“Yeah sure, you seem excited to play it. I don't wanna keep you waiting.”

Benny shakes him “you're the best man!” he practically sprints down stairs, skipping every other step.

Ethan quietly remarks to himself “Of course I get a crush on the first guy I see.”

He shakes his head and finally unscrews the first bolt on the controller's shell.

Benny plops down on Ethan's couch downstairs and scammers for the controller to start up the xbox

Benny's hands shake excitedly watching the xbox logo form on screen.

He puts on the flimsy gray headset.

Right when the xbox menu loads up, he sees a message from one of Ethan’s friends pop up on the screen.

"Xx_420Ror-ster_xX: dude did ur power go out or somethng???”

He then gets a party invite from said user Xx_420Ror-ster_xX

Benny accepts it and joins the call.

"Hey E wuz up?" a squeaky voice asks

Benny stays silent.

"Bro?"

Suddenly he gets a mischievous idea and a stupid smile spreads across his face.

"Muahahahaha! I hacked this account!"

Rory screams in terror. “No!”

“Yes!” Benny coughs, "I really just hacked him so I could play Left for Dead 2. Can you teach me how to play?"

"Why would I play with a hacker like you? I could get banned!!"

"Do it or I'll leak your ip."

They play a few rounds together.

Ethan's dad comes home and is startled to see a lengthy teenage boy sitting in his living room.

“Hello?”

"Hi." Benny says, eyes glued on the screen.

"Um,” He looks around, “why are you in my house?"

"Oh Ethan let me in!"

"Uh, Where's Ethan?"

“Oh, uh he’s in his room.” He says, putting all his attention on the screen in front of him. "Can't. Really. Talk Rn!"

He tilts his head and heads up stairs to Ethan's room.

There Ethan offers his dad a way better explanation.

"Oh he's our next door neighbor and wanted to meet us!"

"Why is he just playing video games downstairs by himself though?"

"Because only one controller works..."

"Alright...” Ethan’s Dad shakes his head “Why didn't he just say that??"

He walks off disgruntled.

After an hour or so, Ethan comes out of his room. Exhausted and tired waving Benny’s now perfectly refurbished, white xbox controller.

"Aw that's great dude!”

Benny has been playing for hours and wants to take a break before he plays with Ethan, they go to the kitchen to snack on grandma’s homemade cookies.

Ethan takes a bite out of one while pouring them a glass of milk and chews on it, trying to mask his disgust.

Benny takes one bite out of it and spits it out.

“Ew you like this stuff?”

“No… I don't,” Ethan puts down the half eaten cookie back on the plate. “I was just trying to be polite.”

“Omg dude don't worry I didn’t even make these,” Benny Laughs “my grandma did.”

“Oh thank god,” He shakes his head, putting the milk back in the fridge "Sooo what do you play?"

"Oh uh I guess mostly Xbox and PC games lik-"

"No no," Ethan cuts him off "I mean like what instrument did you play for your band?"

"Ohh. I played the drums and guitar and i was the lead singer!" he adds on.

"That's sick! Could I hear your stuff?"

"yeah! I can burn a CD for you!"

Suddenly there's a knock at the door, Ethan answers it and its grandma weir!

"Come on lets go Benny its time for dinner."

"Awe come on i didn't even get to play any video games with him yet!"

"But you've been here for hours!"

"Yeah but-"

"Lets go, you can come back later."

"Augh okay" he looks over at Ethan solemnly, heading towards the door.

"Wait,” Ethan stops him, “do you want your controller back?"

"Nah keep it, you fixed it anyways.” He smiles “Thanks for letting me play."

"Hey it's no problem," he holds Benny back a second longer. Trying to find the courage to say "could we play together some time?"

"Oh for sure! How does tomorrow sound?"

"Tomorrow sounds great." Ethan peeps.

#mbav #bethan #ethan morgan #benny weir #my babysitters a vampire #my babysitter's a vampire #fanfiction #fanfics #my bandmates a vampire

[baerverteidiger]

Deemo 2

When I started playing Deemo 2, I really enjoyed playing the game.  I didn't think I was all that good at Deemo 2, because I hadn't been playing rhythm games for some time!

Then...  the achievement "This Charming Man," surfaced into existence...

- Obtain 20 All Charming Scores...

- Obtain 50 All Charming Scores...

To me...  these achievements....   were kind of like a "marksmanship" to prove myself.

When I obtained "20 All Charming Scores," I told myself that I could EASILY get "50 All Charming Scores" in three days...      That is an average of 10 new Charming songs everyday...

So...   from 3/20/23 til 3/23/23....

I started obtaining as MANY "All Charming Scores" as possible....

And...    then...   on 3/23/23...

I obtained "50 All Charming Scores." 

To me...  this was one of the MOST satisfying achievements, I had ever done.

I set a goal, I knew I could obtain...   I followed through with my plan....   and...  I executed 30 perfect scores within a three day period or so....

After achieving this accomplishment...   I was happy with my progression. 

I achieved what I set out to do...

And...  I took OVER A YEAR LONG BREAK FROM PLAYING DEEMO 2.  (I had quit playing Deemo 2 in March of 2022.)

I did not quit Deemo, because I was bored...   I did not quit Deemo, because I thought I was the best.

I quit Deemo, because I didn't want to burn myself out.   I knew Deemo 2 was going to have updates, new songs, etc...

I waited for over a year to turn the game back on....

And....

What an EXPERIENCE!!!

I have had the JOY of experiencing the new songs...   the new storylines... and...    more...

Since I have come back...  I have now accumulated "100+ All Charming Scores" over this Christmas Holiday.

I had selected a date to achieve "100 All Charming Scores" and...     I met my goal.

Don't get me wrong...   this achievement isn't THAT difficult...  there are so many different songs with easy difficulties...   Getting a 100 perfect scores wasn't THAT big of a deal...  

What is more impressive than anything else...   Is the sheer amount of time it took me to get perfect scores....   

Some songs...  took me three tries to get a perfect score.   Other songs took me two tries.   And...  there were MULTIPLE songs that I got the perfect score FIRST TRY ever...  (Meaning I had NEVER played that particular chart and achieved the perfect score on the very first attempt.)

I am very proud of myself for all that I have achieved!!! I have done some truly extraordinary things!! 

I got 100% on Mark of Remembrance (Hard 8) in less than a week AFTER taking over a year long break.

I got MULTIPLE perfect scores FIRST TRY EVER....

I might not be the best rhythm gamer in the world...  but...  I have done some pretty EXTRAORDINARY achievements. 

Accolades that are world-class.

( Truthfully... I do not know how to get sponsored to play video games, but.. I am confident that I have the skills to be sponsored... I don't know who I'd want to sponsor me, tbh...)

#myself #baerverteidiger #baerdigr #beardigr #rayark #world record #deemo #professional video gamer #video gamer #video games #videogames #video game #Professional #Professional Gamer #random #world records #video game world record #video game world records #music #music games #rhythm games #rhythm game #rhythm gamer #rhythm game Deemo 2 #rhythm game Deemo #Deemo Rayark #Deemo 2 #Deemo 2 Rayark #Sponsorship #Sponsor

[motheatenscarf]

Hm.

3 am.

3 hours of trying and failing to sleep.

Perturbed over... events, and interpersonal family drama. Not particularly upset, just... stuff's got my brain a-buzzing, so I guess it's "Up Til Ungodly Hours Playing Video Games" coping mechanism time again.

#i'm genuinely fine emotionally #it's just my idiot hindbrain that spent its developing years soaked in adrenaline and fear doing what it learned to do to keep me safe

[bloody-gh0st-thing]

i miss the days when we were both hosts, it was so simple, i miss the soft touches when our hands would brush up against each other, i miss the goodnight n good morning texts, the messages reminding me to take care of myself, the pet names, the little heart emoticons, i miss sharing blankets when we were cold, i miss playing the parts of two lovers in drama class, i miss the video game dates, the raising virtual pets together, our digital house, i miss staying up til 3 am jus to talk to each other, the talking about nothing n everything, planning our escape to a better future, i miss falling into ur arms everyday, the soft hugs u would give me to remind me it will b alright, i miss the way ur pretty voice would lull me to sleep when i was tired, a song sung to me by an angel, i miss the sparkle in ur eyes, like stars made of jade, i miss the way u’d shower me in compliments n make me a blushing mess, i miss u so much darling,,,

#beloved posting #yearncore #love vent #darlingcore #gh0stie.txt

[sonicenvy]

so i decided to learn to crochet and my mom and i had an argument about it, which in retrospect was 50% funny and 50% depressing.

i was like just vibing crocheting a shitty scarf as my first project (as one does) and my mom was all like "you're wasting your time doing this and procrastinating on things that you need to do" (sidenote it is like 8:00 PM during this conversation lmao).

im all like "oh? why?" and she goes "well you can just buy a scarf from the store for like $10."

personally i think that this crocheting for me is a lot like pottery in that it is more about the practice of making than about the object itself. i am "getting my hands dirty" with a real, tangible and useful object. this is like the opposite of wasting my time playing video games or dicking around on tumblr dot com or something. i find making stuff and things, especially practical simple items kinda spiritual actually and i feel this sense of connection with the past and with our ancestors when i make stuff. plus when i use a thing that i made in my day to day life, like having a bowl of soup i made from scratch in a simple green bowl that i made with toast i made from bread i made from scratch on simple plate i made i feel things. there's something magical and wonderful about simple useful things and making idk.

that said, like no matter what i said she just ... didn't get it and insisted that doing this is a waste of my time. #momfinallyundestandhobbies2023

we circled around to the "you have nothing to show for yourself despite being out of college for almost 4 years" argument which was fun and the "you did nothing this week".

which. like. i painted 3 doors on monday. i had CANCER removal surgery on tuesday. i went to work for 7 hours on wednesday and taught a group of children how to make paper snowflakes. today i finished some overdue online work training modules, went to the doctor and had blood drawn and then went to the craft store to buy replacement buttons for a dress im rehabing and then went to the grocery. i also worked on figuring out what was wrong with a broken family heirloom camera that i inherited. and i did crochet. so. like. i didn't do nothing this week. sure i slept the back half of the day on tuesday and overslept (in til 9AM) today, but like. i am in a lot of pain (between 5/10 and 6.5/10) from a burned hole in my head with stitches. so uh. yeah.

idk i think that the fact that im not dead (and still employed, if part time) despite months of extreme fatigue and crippling depressive episodes, lots of shitty death and family drama, and oh. yeah. fucking CANCER. TWICE, is actually pretty good. idk. maybe thats just me.

anyways 2021-2022 have been big ass FML years and i just want it to stop. god if you're real you're a bitch.

#margaret babbles #personal bs #ok so maybe im a little pissed today but uh its super annoying that my parents cant stop reversing around to the whole #i am wasting my youth™ and i have nothing to show for myself because i don't have full time employment or enrollment in grad school #and im not ambitious and focused on earning more $ #is very annoying. i am trying. sure its not great. sure i haven't attempted the 2 things y'all want #but like for now i think im still like in survival mode because i am becoming a part-time professional sick person #hate it here #cw: cancer #other shit ive done since leaving college is paying off $17k in student loans #and saving $18k in savings #which i am actually proud of tbh