#these are some of the songs of all fucking time to me. and if anyone wants a playlist with these and more i have one its my pride and joy

[flubnuggetpurple]

Dove Cameron’s Alchemical album is so fucking bat coded I feel like a conspiracy theorist.

(This went off the rails at one point, so WARNING: vague mentions of sexual assault and being drugged without consent)

First song: Lethal Woman.

Cass, all over, right? The bridge is “she walks like a saint, floats like an angel, sharp like a knife under the table”

c o m e o n

Second song: Still.

“Man on the screen, they only see whatever you want them to see” and “Supernova self-erasing, hourglass is always draining”

Could be either Tim or Bruce, but I lean toward Tim because of “how dare you, dare me to love you, if you jump I will too” because whenever Tim decides he loves someone, he’s the ride or die, ends of the earth type, even if they don’t even know who he is. A) how and why he became Robin in the first place, B) The Cloning Thing, C) an argument could be made for the Captain Boomerang thing (but now that I think of it, I think I’m mostly basing this off fanon oh well ontotgenextone).

Song Three: Breakfast.

I will admit out the gate that this one’s a reach, so I’m just going to leave Selina here.

Song Four: Sand.

For this I’m thinking Tim or Jason, for different reasons.

For Tim;

“I saw the end when we began, you couldn’t love the way I can, I tried to bargain with the stars, for more than half your heart but you have more pieces of me than the dessert has sand, and I have less pieces of you than I could hold in my hand” and “our love’s misaligned, ‘cause you’re on my mind every night, I stretch out the time, and now I know why.”

I’m just making it obvious I read the Red Robin run, aren’t I?

For Jason:

“What's worse, being wanted but not loved, or loved but not wanted? What's worse, hearing what you wanna hear, or hearing what's honest?” And “What hurts, is the one thing that you wanna do, is the one thing that you shouldn’t do”

Pre-death Jason, but like, right after the Garzonas thing.

Song five: White Glove.

Okay hear me out.

This is part one of the Dick Grayson saga; the persona he shows to the public. This is Richie Wayne. This is every honeypot mission he went on too young, every woman he’s had to seduce for information (it’s one hundred percent happened before don’t fight me) every source of sexual trauma (that one I’m ninety percent sure is canon) that keeps him up at night.

And this guy’s been a vigilante for over twenty years, he can absolutely recognize drugs by sight, smell, and how they feel when he’s too late to notice something slipped in his drink. He’s felt nearly every strain of fear toxin and every one of Ivy’s pollens. If anyone knows their drugs it’s pretty boy Richie Wayne and Robin.

Song six: God’s Game

This one I’m definitely taking some lines out of context, but for Jason, “Just a boy with a man's face, playin' God's game” is when he’s taking over Crime Alley, pit-mad and trigger happy. “I prepare with so much care, I was runnin', it was stunnin', I am desperate from delusions, not much of a solution, never knowin' what the truth is, oh, God” is when hid plans start to fall apart, when Bruce slits his throat with a batarang, when eventually the pit-madness eventually starts to wear off and he realizes what all he did to Tim, who was a child at the time, not to mention Robin.

He nearly became what the Joker was to him to the next Robin, and I feel like at some point that would occur to him.

Song seven: Boyfriend.

(…Admittedly, I don’t think this one has any grounding in canon and if it does, feel free to educate me.)

So, obviously I could mention Kate Kane at this point, but I know basically nothing about her, so instead I’m going to talk about Steph.

So Steph has definitely had some shitty experiences with guys, right? Like, her dad to begin with, but also the guy who got her pregnant (at like fourteen? Maybe I’m just sheltered, but I don’t think anything about that relationship was heathy—again, I haven’t read many of the comics, so correct me if I’m wrong), then Tim, which, I love him as a character, but didn’t he date her in the mask for like, months, and I have some vague recollections of some dickish things he said (i know i know i need to read more comics)—whatever. Men are shitty.

I have a scene in my head. Like, Steph’s in college, at a bar with friends or something, maybe it’s an under cover op, idk, and there’s this girl she’s been lowkey watching all night. She doesn’t quite know why, but she just keeps catching her eye, and okay, it’s not like she’s never questioned her sexuality, she knows Cass. There have been Extensive conversations with Babs on the subject.

Anyway, so at some point, there’s obviously some sort of argument between the girl and the guy she came with and the girl’s crying, and Steph just Can’t Handle That.

She goes up to her, comforts her, makes a new friend, listens to the whole story.

And at some point, she has the thought.

“I could be a better boyfriend than him.”

She doesn’t necessarily do anything about it that night, but now that she’s had the thought, it won’t leave her alone.

Yeah. So. Maybe I’ll write that story later.

Song eight (last song): FRAGILE THINGS.

Dick Grayson part two; So your mentor (dad) just died, leaving you an angry murder child, another one hanging on by a thread after losing eighty percent of his support system, a grieving butler (grandfather), and a mantle the size of the Most Dangerous City in America. Any direction you move is going to hurt someone, and one kid is more likely to snap and murder people than the other, and hey, if you have to be Batman anyway, might as well let your brilliant kid brother be Nightwing, right? Except, whoops, you forgot to mention that last part and now Timmy thinks you just replaced him without telling him and fuck you knew you were forgetting something and now there’s a goddamned imposter Bruce and—

“Love is like a house of fragile things, where hearts can be broken as easy as antiques, and now there’s glass all shattered at my feet, what we built together, you left in smithereens.”

Anyway. This got kind of incoherent (or maybe it was from the start?)

I accidentally added a poll at the bottom and can’t figure out how to remove it, so.

#batfam #batman #cassandra cain #tim drake #jason todd #dick grayson #stephanie brown headcanon #stephanie brown #damian not included bc he’s baby #dick has so much trauma that just never comes up what must his brain be like #is he on meds? he probably should be #actually all the bats should be but we all knew that #it was so tempting to put tim for breakfast for gender reasons but i think i’ll do that on ao3 instead #this is so long #im so tired #im sorry #is this was a shitpost is? nobody asked for this #i didn’t ask for this #also i maybe running a fever #im going to bed now

[loiutrdxfyuio]

emphasizing different things

both noel and liam have spoken about the more... 'unconventional' side of their relationship. but they differ in what they choose to emphasize.

noel almost always emphasizes the ‘illegal’ aspect of it. he’s basically letting everyone know he can break the rules and get away with it. liam is a mere accessory in this situation. he’s the coke in the ‘coke in my cereal’ joke, a mere tool noel uses to convey edginess. noel is like a teenager who’s bragging about getting hammered or doing drugs for the first time.

"Liam's gotten all religious. It''s quite disturbing. He thinks he''s Abel for some weird reason. He wrote a new song called ''Guess God Thinks I'm Abel.'' And I thought, "Right, so you think you're Abel. That must make me Cain. Doesn't Cain kill Abel?" "But then the first line of the song is “You could be my lover.” I’m not too sure about that. That’s illegal, innit? It’s kind of illegal for two brothers to make love. It’s certainly frowned upon.”

"Oh me and Liam are head over heels in love at the moment. In some countries it's illegal but when you're on the road it's fine."

paul gallagher said in his book that noel ‘thrived on doing the wrong thing’:

liam’s appearance/physical desirability is another thing noel often mentions.

liam chooses to focus on other things. 1995, earls court:

he says twice that they *love* each other, the 'had sex last night' line follows as proof/reinforcement of that love. 

years later:

early days - undying love, 'how much he loves me':

"Without a doubt. I don’t need to show my undying love for my brother. Listen, I adore that geezer. And I know he adores me. What do people want, me to fucking impregnate him or summat? [fondles huge imaginary bump] He’s only gone an’ got me up the fucking duff! To prove how much he loves me! Twins!"

'need his LOVE':

"I love him, I adore him, more than anyone else in the fuckin' whole wide world."

"I always thought that when he messed with me he was joking, that he really loved me. But I have the feeling that it is true that he does not like me. It is a pity. I love him"

noel looking at the masses vs liam looking at The One:

#gcest #liam gallagher #oacest #being an edgelord #comparing the gallaghers #noel gallagher #loch lomond #gallaghercest #Youtube

[kafkaguy]

weird gender in songs

girls & boys by blur // lola by the kinks // rebel rebel by david bowie // (i know) a girl called jonny by rowland s. howard & jonnine standish // androgynous by the replacements // sweet jane by the velvet underground // i wanna be where the boys are by the runaways // somebody told me by the killers // a better son/daughter by rilo kiley // son and daughter by queen // mama by my chemical romance // sweet cis teen by dazey and the scouts // vampire empire by big thief // walking in the rain by grace jones // chanel by frank ocean // andrew in drag by the magnetic fields

#id in alt text #add more pls pls pls i want song recommendations #these are some of the songs of all fucking time to me. and if anyone wants a playlist with these and more i have one its my pride and joy #its a mix of songs with weird gender and songs with overt bisexual vibes 👍 #web weave #bi tag #gender

[shepards-folly]

WHO NEEDS GOD WHEN YOU CAN BE WORSHIPPED LIKE ONE?!

#shep arts #content smp #csmp #doctor4t #this was supposed to go up after i finished it but again i went back to sleep so uhm good morning part two here's more contentsmp #my friend said it was a crime for me to draw arathain without R4T cause i talk about them together so much #anyway lol drew this really quick so it doesnt parallel arathains properly also its just kinda wack in some places #i think they were just teasing me but i mean yeah.. I cannot shut the fuck up about them once i get started #honestly i still have no idea how to draw R4T... I think this is like the third time I've drawn him :/ #scratch that actually i dont know how to draw anyone on the csmp and thats a sin I need to atone for #we'll see if i draw more lol. i keep going I should draw this and then not drawing that at all #typical neurodivergent swag moment tbh #btw the caption is roughly taken from attention seeking demon by winchifrost #i think that's the lyric but tbh rn all the stuff bouncing around my head are all just song lyrics but a bit wrong so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[johnslittlespoon]

making a bucky edit to 'hot to go!' by chappell roan i feel sooo normal about how much modern au john would ADORE her he would be such a girlypop enjoyer lmfaooooo

#there's a whole modern au formed in my head set in the '10s that curtsbigspoon and i talk ab so much #i will do a drabble post ab it eventually bc i'd love to turn it into a proper oneshot/multipart at some point #but john loves all the early 00s/10s girlies like britney gwen kesha katy rihanna he eats that shit UP #and if it was set in current time he'd be SUCH a chappell billie sabrina renee etc enjoyer i just know it #me halfway thru writing these tags remembering this is a dude who fought in wwII LMFAOO fuck sake #also good luck babe is such a buckbucky song idk if anyone's made an edit yet probably but it's actually so sad for them lol #the copium goes crazy fr #johnslittlespoon yaps

[folklouire]

head full of love and appreciation for folklore and evermore. head full

#the perfect albums. perfect perfect perfect albums #anyone want a mini rant about these albums? let's go #it's just pure perfection pure talent. no hiding behind flashy loud production. it's just a few instruments and good fucking lyrics #perfect melodies. taylor gets to play with her voice and do whatever she wants with it AND ACTUALLY LET IT SHOW THAT IT'S GOOD #you get what im saying? there are no high notes nothing of that but still her voice sounds the best it ever has in these albums #the songs are simple. but also they're not. the instruments are simple the singing is simple but also NOT AT ALL #she's not TRYING to show anything in these two albums. trying to prove something to achieve something you know? it makes perfect sense to me #it's simple talent that's just it. not hidden behind anything big but still there's NOTHING small or insignificant about these albums #i hope she goes back to that sound some time in the future. it's ok if she wants to do pop now more than ok #but it would be such a shame & wasted opportunity if she never goes back to that genre. it's perfect ideal for her. her best works

[heybaetae]

i am Not doing well folks

#cried last night bc i was subjected to pics of taehyung in that fucking camoflauge already #sobbed this morning while watching jimin choke up about his hair #woke up crying again when jungkook turned his live on #bawled to yes or no for some reason #W E P T when take two came on shuffle literally harder than i've ever cried to that song (which is many times) #i had to go jump in the shower to drown out the sound of me audibly crying in case anyone heard me #then i was like. Bent over in there and when i got out just fucking. Standing there crying and crying and crying #this is all so heartbreaking and dramatic like imagine just being able to watch this happen with a neutral attitude #it's hitting me in bursts that gradually get worse #anyway i'm already compiling clips for Another vmin gifset

[mako-island-moon-pool]

I really do deserve a fucking apology for all the times my friends and family valued strangers on the internet and their opinions more than me

How am I supposed to be just fine with being ignored for years and years or bullied for openly liking what I like, only for those same fucking people to then turn around YEARS LATER, AFTER THE DAMAGE WAS ALREADY DONE, and be like "actually this is cool, so glad I found it" while still ignoring me. Why am I not allowed to be fucking pissed about it? Why is it considered ""gatekeepy"" when I get upset someone who deliberately ignored me for years and insulted the shit I enjoy when I asked them to get into it cuz I thought they'd like it suddenly finds interest in it because it got popular online, not because I'd been begging them to give it a chance and to listen to me for years???? Why is that not allowed????? THAT'S SUCH AN ASSHOLE MOVE, WHY IS IT 'NOT OKAY' TO BE MAD? WHY DON'T THEY GROW A SPINE AND APOLOGIZE FOR DISMISSING ME FIRST? HOW ABOUT THAT?????

#I fucking hate this it keeps fucking happening #I have a fucking LIST of all the times it's happened this is not a one time thing it's fucking reoccurring #Nothing I say will ever fucking matter to anyone not even the people who are 'supposed' to care about me #Grumble grumble #Literally showed my dad a song and he was like 'well I preferred the one that came on autoplay after' #And I was like 'oh that song? Oh you mean THAT song? OH YOU MEAN THE SONG I SHOWED YOU MONTHS AGO THAT YOU DISMISSED AND CRITICIZED?' #THAT ONE? YEAH? YEAH??? #Gee I wonder why you like it NOW and not when *I* showed it to you! #UGHHHHH #Begged my friend to get into OP and he would go 'no it's too long and the art style is kinda ugly' #GUESS WHO'S NOW ASKING ME TO GUIDE HIM THRU THE ANIME CUZ OP WAS TRENDING ON TWITTER OVER THE SUMMER #UGHHHHHHHHH #Begged friends to watch Trig/un for years it was always the first anime I'd recommend anyone when they asked and was always ignored #Guess what everyone did once stampede started *trending on Tumblr*? #They certainly didn't care when I asked or when I was hyping up the trailer for stampede or literally any point before then #Nobody would ever reply to me when I talked about it #But now that it's trending on Tumblr NOW they're interested. GJSGDHDJDJDK #Happened with Pe/rso/na and Ro/tm/nt too. #Begged my middle and high school friends to get into the per/sona series. Nooo never it's sooo lame #Get made fun of for being hyped for 5's release in Calc class #Man you'd never believe who I see on Twitter as the biggest fans nowadays!! #Same with ro/tm/nt begged my friends to watch it but was dismissed and the episode I showed them heavily criticized bc it wasn't 2012 #Then learn the same friend who criticized it so heavily bc he *hated it* WAS WATCHING VIDEO ESSAYS EXPLAINING WHY THE FINALE WAS SO GOOD #And there's NEVER any acknowledgement like 'hey sorry I made fun of/hated on this thing I see why you like it now' #Am I actually mental?! Would that not be the polite thing to do??? #I would do that if a friend begged me to watch something and I openly dismissed them or criticized it as my reason why #And then later on I saw something online and was like 'actually...' #I would GO TO THAT FRIEND AND BE LIKE 'hey sorry I dismissed you earlier man I get why you like it now' AND THEN WE COULD TALK ABOUT IT #This isn't even about like distant acquaintences some of these people are my best friends and my roommates and my own fucking parents #People I talk to daily or near-daily. You're just not going to acknowledge what happened before??? Just expecting me to be fine with it????

[alchemist-shizun]

I've come to the realization that I've known about mdzs for about 4 months and so far I've been juggling in my head 3 different songxuexiao fic ideas (ones actually not ship fic only about post canon song lan and inner turmoil which we love) and SOMEHOW all of them involve little kids to a certain degree, either raising them or having a group of little ducklings following u everywhere u go.

This is a first and a pattern I wasn't expecting but I guess I'm welcoming it!

#mdzs #songxuexiao #theres like. modern swtting au where songxiao adopt a kid out of specific circumstances and xue yang shows up after a while #hes late with starbucks /j but their kid parent traps him as well #then the second one a canon divergence from the novel where an issue sees xxc bringing both zichen and a captured xy to baoshan sanren #xy is there mostly bc xingchen wouldnt know what the hell to do with him and theyre on a time limit #HE DOESNT GET TO TAKE HIM TO ANY BIG SECT. when they get there xxc brings sl to his master for treatment for stuff i havent figured out yet #but its BAD #and while xingchen waits he comes back to find xue yang is cornered SURROUNDED BY a myriad of younger disciples #theyre listening intently to the stories he tells and theyre so engaged by the plot and frequently ask questions #and ngl its kind of a cute vision #AS FOR THE LAST more canon compliant fic we have post yi city song lan doing his wandering cultivator life #stumbles upon a street where some older men are picking a fight with a child #the child is definitely a street child. orphan and homeless. he seems too softhearted to defend himself so sl helps! #ofc it doesnt end there Because this is a whole ass child who needs help so he decides to do what he can #little kid is gripping so HARD at his robes too hes terrified. thats also how he finds out in some twisted sick fate that fhe child is.. #missinf a fucking finger. and now he has to resign himself to the idea of being constantly reminded of a certain someone as he raises him #because he WILL raise him its the right thing to do cant trust anyone these days #okay thats all if u read up until here hi im idya come chat with me about yi city arc im friendless /hj #but seriously im so insane about this arc and the characters i need someone to yell with

[vcrnons]

Yo fr fr those things are exactly why I stay away from twt fandom, twt is already the trash bin of humanity but it also applies to fandoms imo 💀 Also went back on Insta recently and tbh sometimes it's not much better... like... I'm so sorry those people count as fans

like. okay. im sure they mean well, you know? im sure this is either very well intentioned, or a lt worst, it’s a bad attempt at a clout chase. and as someone vernon biased of course i want to see him getting good opportunities and being recognised for more things. but when every single argument in your big mistreatment thread can be disputed by ‘hey, maybe he didn’t/doesn’t want to’ or ‘he was fucking busy?’ ………

there are leaves on trees out there, man. grass on the ground. birds, and shit. getting outside is good for the soul n maybe some people need to give it a try

#💌 - mailbox. #💝 - nonnie. #this isn’t very sunshine rainbow cupcake core of me I know. im sorry #would I have loved to see a black eye music show stage? of course I would’ve. are u kidding. but it didn’t happen for whatever reason #maybe he didn’t want to / maybe he couldn’t / they were touring and busy and it dropped over the holidays but it was also awards season / #maybe the song wasn’t deemed to be appropriate for that / we just. don’t. know! #(but this is from me who likes to imagine he went into a meeting and said ‘i’m only doing a band live ver if you let me say fuck uncensored #so maybe im not the person to talk to about this matter specifically 💀 #don’t get me started on ig fanpages either there was one I had to unfollow because all they ever posted was about how woozi would cry if he #saw all the height jokes online. as if the one time he mentioned it he wasn’t responding to someone asking if he got taller by saying #don’t joke about that #like. no fr tell me do you think he’s actually weeping himself to sleep at night over being 5’5. #im sure he can wipe his tears with all his awards babe. I think he’s okay. his height is not some great secret #he isn’t t*m cr*ise standing in boxes to not look tiny in frame. he is aware. we are aware. it does Not matter to anyone how tall he is 😭 #I went on a tangent SORRY. anyway im done now. jesus wept😭 #it’s rough out here

[rosicheeks]

F- favorite song?

M- middle name?

S- song last listened to

Y- your last hug?

F - Favorite song (at this very moment)

M - Dona 🫶

S -

Y - my friends 🤗

#hi sweetheart! #I hope you read my last ask cause it goes for you too #I’m sorry I’ve been distant and quiet #(to all my lovely mutuals and friends that I talk to) #I know I say it a lot #but life really has been kicking my ass lately #taking one day at a time that’s all that matters right #but now I have to apply for jobs and who knows how that’ll be on my mental health #anyway mini rant over sorry haha #I just hope you guys know I appreciate you more than words could ever express #you guys are some light in this dark world #thank you so much for existing and being my friend 🫶 #favorite song was a tough one man #so I just did the one that popped into my head right away #it’s just I relate to this song so fucking much #pretty sure I have a draft with this song and ranting about how much I love it and relate to it #anyone who knows me irl KNOWS I’m going to be late #yes I do feel bad and guilty about it #but this song lays out exactly why I’m starting to not care #at least I’m showing up ya know? #idk I know it’s awful #I just really lost all concept of time #time is my enemy and I hate the bitch #Livingston is one of my favorite artists and this is one of my favorite songs by him #it is a collab but I love how deep the lyrics get #also fucking love Hercules and fairytale so much #the lyrics from those songs are written on my heart ya know #thank you for the questions lovely #ask #lovely mutuals

[arundolyn]

idk what really prompted the thought but

modern au

es is an electronic music artist, nobody really knows who she is but her work is REALLY popular

#crow.txt #blazblueposting #not sure where the fuck that came from but its entertaining #people just see this short stern seemingly emotionless shopping for groceries like shes on a mission #not really talking to anyone if she can absolutely help it #little do they know they just walked past The Azure Maiden #one of her songs is even playing in the store #some brief stint into more pop stuff that she doesnt particularly enjoy #so she just kinda ignores it goes through self checkout and minds her business #listen for as put together as es is canonically it would be very cute to see her in like a hoodie or something #you cannot tell me modern au es wouldnt be absolute coze mode all the time #she'd probably mostly be a hermit tbh. she leaves the house once a month to get food and whatever. #nobody can question the number of pudding cups shes buying if she doesnt talk to a cashier! win win. #actually back to the azure maiden tag it woudl be Very funny if she was in the new world at the end of blazblue #like ragna decided god damn you deserve to be normal if i cant be #thats also a fun line of thought #imagine talking to a weird girl in line at liek a coffee shop and finding out that like #shes 100 whatever years old. she saved the world like twice. she just straight up didnt live around people for a long ass time. #what the fuck is this azure shes talking about? #and then she gets a drink with like 10 shots of espresso and leaves without another word #sipping it very casually while its still very hot #no milk or anything but a Lot of sugar for sure

[alexandrium]

bro anime fans are so an annoying with their dub vs sub shit like goddammit literally neither are gonna be 100% accurate to what it being actually verbally said onscreen just bc how translation works literally some things directly translated makes no sense. and each translator will literally come up with different ways to say the same shit. Literally does not fucking matter to the experience you actually get especially for newer anime (most of the time). And most of the time when ppl argue sub is better they end up being some fetishizing ass weeb. Just enjoy your japanese cartoons and comic books

#some anime are legit better dubbed and some are worth watching both ways bc theyre diff experiences #dont trust anyone who says ouran is better subbed trust me #(i literally watch sub 99% of time and am a manga enjoyer over watching nowadays anyway) #its just so frustrating like shut the fuck up and just learn the language if you wanna know 100% what theyre saying #dude even the latest jjk chapter... the fan translations are calling him the fallen one and the official is calling him the disgraced one #in BLEACH literally they call chad's arm somethings in spanish right #left arm giant right arm demon or smthn #well in spanish it literally says brazo izquierda del diablo #and diablo literally means the devil not a demon #but like the meaning is almost the same it doesnt even matter #got adult anime watchers on tiktok crying everytime they hear a second of dub #literally if anime never got dubbing it wouldnt be as big in the west #truuuust me brother #especially in SPANISH do you know how many currently gen x latin ppl watched anime in their home countries #how many kids in mexico are named fucking goku #got my mom crying over samurai x and ranma 1/2 #shes like singing the candy candy song all happy #shes a salvadoran woman in her mid 50s bro

[averbaldumpingground]

Life almost disappears, those summer afternoons spent reading in the park, your head half-leaning on his shoulder. Those mornings in the spring, a little late for work.

It didn't matter then, the way he took two sugars in his coffee. The way you let your hair grow out too long.

But these, the memories we keep, crammed in a shoebox full of polaroids, saved somewhere on a half-forgotten hard drive, they're what remains behind. They're what your sister finds, the weekend that she helps you pack your life.

And then it's sitting on the couch, your kitchen stuff already wrapped in paper. It's styrofoam containers, soda cans. It's wine that she's already drinking from the bottle.

And you can't figure out whose silhouette that was, who showed up to your party with a boa. And she is pretty sure her ex has kids.

But maybe that's why you and I keep postcards. Somebody's bow tie, paperclips, that bit of string.

They don't remind us of some other time, exactly. They're pieces of the people that we were, they're feelings that we'd wanted to hold on to.

#June 12 2023 #I've had 'Spin' by Lifehouse stuck in my head all day. #Is it about some girl? Is it about god? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Who the heck even knows. #I mean that's like a very large percentage of Lifehouse's musical output. #Well this one could also be about parenthood I guess. #And I'm pretty sure 'You and Me' is definitely about Jason Wade's wife and 'Hanging by a Moment' is about god per comments he's made. #But it's a fun party game isn't it? #Speaking of 'Hanging by a Moment'. Even though it came out when I was like 12 and I hadn't yet realized the whole religious thing. #I associate it most with the summer I was 25 and living with my parents for the summer for a grad school internship. #I remember driving my mom's car to work after dropping her off along the way and cranking up the radio. #Unfortunately my options were limited to the pop station (too many commercials) or the Spanish station (I don't speak Spanish) #or the Christian rock station (the one I usually listened to despite my uncomfortable relationship with religion especially at the time). #And the first time I heard them play Lifehouse I was like wtf? Why is the Christian rock station playing something I actually like? #And then I really listened to the words of 'Hanging by a Moment' and I was 'Oooooh.' #And that was how it took me like 13 years to realize a band I liked and owned cds of may or may not have written a bunch of songs about god #Which honestly would have turned 12 year old me off a lot because like it's not fun being an atheist when almost everyone's a dick about it #And I'm not sure it was the healthiest coping mechanism for the whole having my heart shattered by a religious dude when I was 25... #Actually that's not true. That year I mostly played the fuck out of Emmylou Harris's and Bob Dylan's most depressing hits. ('Gold' anyone?) #Followed by Royal Wood's divorce album when that came out. #But blasting the Christian rock station in the car? Definitely kind of intentionally masochistic. But also I really hate radio commercials. #I did listen to a lot of Lifehouse that summer. #So regardless of what the songs are actually about they all remind me of the highway and my mom's old car and carpooling to work. #Except 'Blind'. 'Blind' still makes me cry. #That was a really pointless aside because I don't feel like writing or going to sleep and will probably stay up listening to Lifehouse now. #I guess the moral of that story if it needs to have a moral is: #If you're a godless heathen and someone makes you feel like shit because they act like there's something wrong with you for it #you're much better off not wasting your time trying to understand why they think like that and living your best heathen life instead. #Or something like that. Idk.

[sar3nka]

Ladies the feelings of longing got to me. Enjoy tags. Or don't. Spare yourself the cringe?

#i know it was years ago but sometimes i just. remember her. from so long ago. and i wish i could have been there for her more #she was scared of me though and i cant blame her. i knew abt her sh before she told anyone i think... abt her ed too #and as a dumbass i told her i knew. even said i get it cause i suffer too. hell. anyone would have been scared or creeped out #she kept drawing for silly fandoms and i got into those just to get closer to her #and she had a music taste. such sad music. to this day some songs make me cry #i remember the sun and the grass we sat on and her delicate skin that looked as if it was glowing. all clothes were so baggy on her too #lets be real sometimes she smelled like vomit but id still be happy to hold her. but of course she never touched me back then #she changed and cut her hair. became more confident. and i loved her still. she even talked to me bc she wasnt scared anymore #i cherish the memories of her holding me. even when she strangled me i smiled. she thought it was funny #when she invited me over and her button up slid down a bit and i saw a binder. shed never show this to anyone else #she even left a mark on my neck at some point and we giggled about it like stupid teens. well we were stupid teens. #and i know shes gone insane at some point too. drugs and even more cuts. #the cuts were so fucking terrible to witness and yet we laughed about it too #i hope her gf is treating her right #its 4 am.. #its like when we were texting all night long #yk maybe its not a feeling of longing and just my period cramps. time to stfu. goodnight

[gonzodangerfeels]

Those pesky adverbs

#look if you actually were a gnu...is that fucking possible? #you would have had your own mom as a coach probably #yo hey yeah is some Andrë 3000 ode to high lesbian sex #big boi is like ah ya you ready player #big boi in this case wrote the song you're performing though #you two probaby are J #erry and Raleigh #Walk In Love....right out that door....go quickly my little one #someone is like big boi....big boi.... you've been stickin' kin #how about you make me hard and I rub my precum all over your lips #mmm new gloss very attached #yes suck your lip in you know you want it #no I don't think you consciously replied with your own lip bite.... it's a reaction #I am not really sure the extent of my power #and those who are like if I was god...no you're dumb ass would fuck it up shut the fuck #up #I was born with that aural ability #like even small I could use it #I'm like yeah I like thundercats had toys....and a few swords #you probably want to be cheetarah #weird way to name yourself for the time but whatever #all I cared about was high quality looks from a really really pretty girlfriend #your eyes fucked me up on proctor #and yeah on swift too #we had already walked on beneva to go to the library #certainly our vector counts as heading up to the ghetto at least #I'm like....I want that cheap ass slingshot #like no I am not going to hurt anyone..... probably #I let you in the club...... #it's a flat etching stick more than a pencil I know but we're in a tree