#then next morning it happens again

[tagerrkix]

god(?) said i shall have a badly drawn hastur as my profile picture

#seriously tho #ive been having the same thought upon waking up for the past 4 days #i wake up and my brain immidiately goes “you should have a poorly drawn hastur as your pfp” #then i forget about it for the rest of the day #then next morning it happens again #l i t e r a l l y h a p p e n e d f o u r t i m e s #if this isnt some sort of divine entity speaking to me then idk what it is #will it finally stop #now that i have completed the task #morning update: it did stop i am free now

[bizarrelittlemew]

can you believe we'll actually be seeing this on our screens in less than a week (pieced together from two clips from the episode 6+7 preview, click to enlarge)

#ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd s2 future #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd gifs #ida.stuff #our flag means death #edward teach #stede bonnet #like... this is actually happening #they're having their little morning tea together again BUT THIS TIME IN BED #i'll be screaming into a pillow for the next 3-5 business days

[puppyeared]

adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes

#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently??? #like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought #that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made #easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway #so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in #but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse #even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders #to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting #worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING #THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD #i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing #i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact #its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt #yapping #adhd

[be-an-echo]

from another mother...

the day when Tess and Maria got shitfaced

#tess and maria appreciation #they've tried to have a girls night like this for such a long time so when miller brothers screwed up (again) well this happened #sooo i believe that there's someone in jackson who make pizzas on a regular basis or like on the weekends #it wouldn't be a girls night without 20 years old magazine full of dumb and funny quizzes #according to one maria is a cornbread and tess is a brioche #these women can't hold their liquor tho #tess tried to teach maria how to smoke but failed maybe next time #ellie walked into a house at some point but quickly changed her mind when she saw that absolute chaos #boys were at tommy's thinking (and drinking) about their life choices and “what in the hell did they do wrong this time” #they found their wives in the morning passed out on the couch with house stinking of cigarettes and booze so they are even now i guess #i think there's a revenge coming soon #that hangover tho..... ugh #tess servopoulos #maria miller #tess tlou #tess lives #when i tell u i started this in january but managed to finish it now in-between some other work... i wouldn't be lying

[the-boney-rolls]

It was New York, around 1974, and I think it was around the first time they had gotten back together again. I got a knock at the door at the Pierre Hotel where I had taken over a suite for months and months…. About three in the morning there’s a knock on the door and John was there, and he had Paul with him! The two of them had been out on the town for the evening. He said “Can we come in? You won't believe who I've got here,” and I said, “Wow I thought you two had…” and he said, “No no, all that's going to change.” It was great! We just spent the evening talking. It was kinda a strange thing between them, there was a little bit of distance every now and again. But that must've been the first time they were back together since the big bust-ups. They actually asked me if I'd join the two of them and become a trio with them, and we'd change the name to something like David Bowie and The Beatles because they liked the idea of it being DBB. But, you know, the next morning it just never came to anything.

David Bowie on BBC 6 Radio Music in 2004

#presumably linda and may were there but he doesn't mention them so I'll choose to imagine they were having a boys night #and also that by “the next morning” he means they slept over #fic idea please #also i can't tell if this is just a more positive spin on the story may tells in loving john #about john and paul being sort of stand offish about young americans #but again i'll choose to believe this happened just as he told it #john lennon #paul mccartney #david bowie #the beatles #mclennon

[willowser]

omg yes !!!! 🥺🩷✨️ like i love to think that at first, they're both a little 🤨🤨 about you....coming around a lot and hearing touya bring you up all the time in conversation. they sit outside his bedroom door when they hear he's on the phone with you. they peek out the windows when he walks you to your car at night. very curious !!! 🤨🤨

and they get passed back and forth between touya and their mom consistently, so they just find it nice, eventually, to have you and touya together in the household 🥺 at dad's 🥺 someone to watch movies with and someone his daughter can talk to that isn't her mom 🥺 maybe his son develops a teeny crush on you 🥺 and they really start to enjoy having you around !!

and — who knows what it is, whatever leads you to get into the kind of fight that has you not talking for a few days. and they come home from school or band practice or whatever, and see him just sitting at the tiny dinner table 🥺 eating alone 🥺 and his daughter already ate with a friend so she just awkwardly goes to her room, and his son sits down across him and they're mostly just. in silence 🥺

and finally his son asks if you're coming over and you're not, so he asks when you are coming over next, which just prompts touya to drop his utensils and rubs his fingers into his eyes and say—

"i dunno, dude. maybe not for—i dunno."

and then the minute his son can get away without being suspicious HE'S RACING TO HIS SISTER'S ROOM AND TELLING HER THE NEWS AND then they're sitting in the bathroom with the water running, calling you on her little cellphone LOL

#HOW CUTE I LOVE IT 🥺🥺🥺 #they're like HEY WHAT HAPPENED WHY ARENT YOU COMING OVER #AWWW THEY LIKE YOU 🥺🥺🥺 #and then the next morning before they go to school his daughter tells him #'if you dont fix this i'm never talking to you again' AND HE'S SO !!! 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 LOL #cw children #✿ ask willow #✿ thoughts: dabi/touya #✿ theme: dad dabi/touya

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Ogh!! I'm so sorry to hear that your work schedule was such poop regarding the update! If it makes you feel better, I would watch your stream regardless if I looked at the update already or not! Wouldn't say any spoilers, but I love how you perceive things regarding WH and I would no doubt love to see your reaction live regardless!

aw <3 thank you <3 i Deeply appreciate that!!

#if enough people are in your boat i'll still stream it ahaha #because i Want To!!! i don't want to enjoy this alone! #man now im just worried bc like... if it's day three into my four day work week... #do i wait an entire extra day OR do i do it That Night? #bc if i do it That Night more people might be willing #but also i want to have Time to be thorough and talk & enjoy Without being exhausted at work the next day #but then its also like... lmao what if i waited until sunday. my first day off yk #i could do the stream Early (like. in the morning. 10 or something) #and not be exhausted after a 9 hour shift... #AH SORRY IM RAMBLING!!!! #rambles from the bog #again this is all spec. a miracle may happen. it almost certainly Wont tho #man... i wanna make this happen so bad... but i dont wanna force myself to go through it while tired #BUT OH MAN I DO NOT WANNA WAIT #but i also do. i wanna have my brain cobbled together for it

[eirianerisdar]

A different sort of post today

Sitting in my consultation room and trying not to cry

Being a doctor isn’t money or dreams or white coats.

It’s graduating at 23 and working your twenties away. I’m 27, almost 28, and I work 5.5 days a week and see 58-71 patients a day. I used to work 100 hour weeks before. This isn’t better.

It’s having only 4 hours to see 38 patients, sometimes all of them new cases with multiple complaints which means you get around five minutes to see a patient for an average of four problems, because you also have admin work to finish in those four hours or the nurses get mad.

It’s being so exhausted you don’t see friends on the 1 weekend day you have;you just work. If you want to sleep in on weekends you don’t; you just work.

I feel a little like a ghost. I’m wasting away bit by bit and our whole cohort in our department is so burnt out we want to leave and yet our head of department says he won’t do anything about the patient quota.

At this point I think he wants us dead

#medicine #doctor #residency #I don’t pee for four hours in the morning and three in the afternoon #if I have night clinic I don’t pee from 6pm til 10pm #because you don’t have time to pee #if you want to eat you have to rush cases #I have exams next year again and when precisely am I supposed to revise if I work like this #sorry guys this is depressing but I am about to wither away in the middle of my consultation room #my post #personal #medical happenings #might delete later

[boomiy]

raiden being super handsy & comfortable w/ kung lao when they're high vs. hypersensitive and overly flustered kung lao who is trying soo hard to not be clingy towards raiden's touch

#sorry i csnt. stop thinking about them smoking weed and what kinds of shit theyd get into ....... its clogging my brain #raiden the next morning being like oh sorry if i acted weird when stoned lol #kung lao being like wdym man its chill im fine with it (internally scheming on how to make it happen again) #ANYWAYS. EURM. #boomiy #dont look at me

[alphazed]

He is doing an eepie, and he deserves it too

More explanation in the tags, unshaded pic under the cut

#halt o'carrick #dad halt #rangers apprentice fanart #rangers apprentice #will treaty #Will is taking this picture #and the next morning he shows it to Halt #Halt is able to snatch away the picture after chasing Will trough the woods #and makes him sleep in a tree again #but he keeps the picture because of course he does #i'm relapsing back to rangers apprentice istg #this happens like four times every year

[phoenixwrites]

There's just this brief little moment when she runs her fingers through his hair, all excited and I can't see his arms but I'm pretty sure they automatically go around her--right before she tells him about breaking his curse...

#phoenix watches OUAT #Rumbelle #BUT WHAT IF #WHAT IF SHE HADN'T ANSWERED AND JUST KISSED HIM AGAIN #WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED #WHAT IF THEY FUCKED AND THE NEXT MORNING HE WAS A MAN AND WAS LIKE WAIT WHAT

[daily-whistlepaw]

daily whistlepaw until ah becomes PoV day 1167

I think I finally understand how people feel when around a crush, can't say I enjoy it

#warrior cats #whistlepaw #windclan #medicine cat apprentice #this isn't my first crush lol but this one has had me feel the strongest of feelings (and might be my first genuine crush lol) #the fact I have been building up A Lot of stress for the entire week probably didn't help. #and the fact my stomach hurt is also probably at least partially to explain by the fact I barely ate last night #but MAN seeing my (latest) crush in such a pretty dress and then go on stage and play (a goddess!!!!!!! she's a goddess) #(I already bought tickets to go see the full thing; I will die but I will die happy (I hope)) #but yeah I struggled for a good 2 hours to fall asleep and also had stomach weirdness happening the next morning #man it was not fun #(and then she came to sit next to me during class and I had to play it cool (I was too deranged on sleep deprivation to really care about #being my typical brand of weird but I do sometimes feel like an idiot around her and feel guilty because then I fear that she finds me #annoying and will hate me and I will fail this again (losing a friendship over a crush once was not that fun lol) and Traumas don't help #either at all so uh I'm just trying to spend time with her I just always feel a bit worried that I'm annoying her and it's consuming my bra #I do also still feel a little guilty about having this crush; internalized homophobia/issues around sexuality are hard to shake off #and while it's very normal and stuff I never dare to go the entire way when my brain conjures fantasies that are a little too risqué #I just feel guilty man I know I shouldn't but still it fucking sucks in my brain #and god talking about this in therapy would be a mess #I might have to eventually but I don't wanna #anyways; wild vent in the tags aside; yay a whis!

[dashing-through-ecto]

Thank you, Love. Happy valentines day <3

#ask <3 #the-random-phan #I'm sorry that this is so late #I got your ask at about 11pm on valentines night and had to work again at 5am the next morning #also this ask jumpscared me in the best way possible #this is my first valentines day in the phandom so I had no idea that anything would happen #I was so unprepared #but never again #next Valentines I will prepare myselve #<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 #dashing-art #danny phantom #danielle phantom #elli phantom

[melonthesprigatito]

I've got the BIGGEST mixed feelings about Legends Z-A's unspecified month 2025 release date.

My brain is going: Ah yes. Smart decision. This is great. Gives them more development time. Let them cook. :)

But my heart, upon hearing that I won't be able to play a brand new Pokémon game this year, not a main series game, spinoff or a DLC, for the first time ever, is going:

#pokemon #pokemon legends z-a #pokémon #I usually ask for the newest Pokémon game as a Christmas gift #There's just something magical about starting a brand new adventure and picking your Starter on Christmas Morning #I got a new Pokémon game for Christmas in 2014 2016 2017 2018 2019 2021 and 2022 #Happened so much that I started considering it as a Christmas tradition and I missed it so much in Christmas 2023 #I was ASSUMING the next game was gonna be releasing in November this year so I'd be able to do the tradition again this year #bUT THERE'S NO GAME THIS YEAR 😭 #I guess they could announce something smaller like a spinoff or ports in June. #I'm sad but at least the extra development time will make the Legends game better. #The wait is gonna kill me

[planet4546b]

I’m going to need elaboration on “I lived in a haunted house for 3 years but the ghost was chill with me specifically”

my dorm in college was a building from the 1700s with at least 7 ghosts that was most definitely haunted (i personally encountered windows opening on their own, lights flickering specifically when you were talking about the ghosts, phone calls with no one on the other end to the wall phones in the middle of the night, hearing footsteps on the roof at night. you know the classics) and in my junior year i lived in the room that shared a wall with the part of the house where at least 3 people died (including the ‘original’ ghost) and my friends lived right next to me (i was between them and the ghost location). both of them had some like INTENSE ghost experiences (someone standing over them at night/feeling someone touch their back when no one was there/seeing someone stand outside the door, door rattling) but i never had any of that even though i was LITERALLY closer. only time i heard her was on the night she allegedly died and i heard wailing which was really sad :(. moral of this story is if you live next to a ghost say nice things to her and leave her hard candies and she’ll be your bestie

#pers #not even bc i don’t believe in ghosts. i very much do and i did encounter ghosts there just not the specific scary experiences my friends #were having. bc she WUVS MEEEEE #funniest thing that ever happened was when they both started screaming once bc the ghost had touched one of them #and i heard it through the wall and went ‘i bet it’s that damn mouse again . i don’t wanna deal with that’ and WENT BACK TO SLEEP #the next morning they were ike. DIDNT YOU HEAR US SCREAMING MAN THERE WAS A GHOST and i was like. well i Did. i just went to sleep ALDKKFFK #asks #lobsterbitches

[theygender]

Apparently the scene you get with Shadowheart if you get her approval all the way up and then tell her you want to get to spend time with her is the same one you're supposed to get at the tiefling party, which means if you trigger it early you may not get any scene with her at the party at all. This made things pretty confusing when I showed up expecting to advance my romance with her and instead she just gave me some generic "lol wine is good huh" dialogue meanwhile every other companion* BUT her was actively trying to jump my bones... Literally just had to beat everyone else off of my Tav with a stick and then go to bed alone 😔

*Except Lae'zel, who instead went on an unprompted rant about how she knew I wanted to fuck her sooo bad but I had Pissed Her Off by making her be Nice to People so now she would NEVER allow me the pleasure of having crazy hot githyanki sex with her. (She propositioned me a few days later anyways)

#i seem to have accidentally started a romance with lae'zel astarion AND gale in addition to shadowheart 😭 #like the next day i had a notice to talk with astarion and it was the scene where hes talking about not being able to see his reflection #and it was literally like dodging fucking bullets trying to pick an option that wasnt flirting #i ended up having to pick some mean dialogue that was like 'maybe its for the best youre not exactly aging gracefully' #bc the ONLY other two options were like 'tell him you think hes beautiful' and 'gaze lovingly into his eyes' or some shit #and i was like '...okay im picking the mean one but i mean it as a joke. maybe it can be a joke' and i picked it an he was all horrified #but then the next dialogue gave me an option to say 'lol im just kidding' and i was like PHEW #but then he just went back to being fucking flirty again and was like 'really~ well then tell me what you like about me the most' or smth #and i was like FUCK. NO #but then the next dialogue tree in addition to having the normal flirty options had three additional options #that were like 'youre fine. but lae'zel/gale/shadowheart? now theres real beauty' #and i was like. fuckin. OKAY #ill wonder wtf those other two are doing there later but for now ill pick the one where i tell him in interested in shadowheart #so i picked that option and this bitch fucking APPROVED. told me he was going to have to work harder to keep up with his competition #like SIR. what do you MEAN competition. i let you bite me ONE time bc you said you were dying of thirst and i wanted to help a bro out #and then the next morning i immediately told you i didnt like it and i never wanted it to happen again #what do you mean competition dude you arent even on my radar 😭 im a DYKE #and why were lae'zel and gale there as options too?? #the next night i got gales weave scene where he shows my character how to use magic #(my tav was pretty unimpressed as a fellow mage tbh but hes my friend and i was being polite) #and when i clicked the option to clearly say at the end that i was not interested in having an intimate moment with gale #he got all misty eyed and was like 'oh how quickly these moments fade away...' #like bro the moment didnt fade away i politely shut it down on purpose bc im not interested. what are you talking about #and THEN i got lae'zel trying to fuck me and when i turned her down she gave me the exact same dialogue #about how i would miss out on having hot githyanki sex with her. AGAIN #yall im JUST trying to romance shadowheart 😭 leave me alone #if anyone else is gonna try to trap me into flirting with them then at least let it be karlach next time please 😭🙏 #(ill come back for lae'zel on another playthrough bc being between her and shadowheart sounds like a safety hazard tbh) #rambling