#then i still wont gaf

[jazz-kity]

b4 i see the answer lowkey i think "why does it matter" checks out. why DOES it matter what'll happen to any world? it doesnt have to last forever for any of the happiness they feel to not be worthwhile

#jazzrejuv #like #who gaf if nancys dead. it doesnt mean she was never alive #maybe i just play z/ro escape too much < slash to avoid this ending up in the ze tag #bc in that game there are millions of timelines #and specifically in one of them. no spoilers Play The Game #one of the characters find out they can only exist in a doomed timeline #and they end up being comforted bc likeeee #their timeline wont go Away. and it doesnt matter if the world sucks bc thats just how their lives are and theyre happy both despite #& because of it #and this whole timeline reminds me of it #cuz like yeah the world is horrible but they still have each other and they still Have good times that are worth experiencing #even despite the condition of the world. and in some ways- like mosely and amber finding family in each other- because of it!!! #its hard to phrase in a proper way i think #but their happiness never means nothing. i think #and even the worlds erasure doesnt mean that their happiness was for nothing. cuz they still experienced it? right? u get me kind of ?

[oetscop]

i am doing like so unwell mentally its actually like concerning again lolzorXD

#tongue #bc i keep trying to keep up but i literally cannot #ive heard of autistic ppls skills and behaviors regressing and i think thats probably what this is #like thinking is too much lately let alone talking #to anyone but myself anyway #good thing art is the only thing i gaf about bc at least im capable of that still #anyway im not trying to avoid anyone im just like talking to more tuan one person and i cant like keep up #wont lie i got used to not speaking to anyone for weeks at a time and i got very good at being alone #so i have to like retrain my brain and its not working. its taking a very long time

[noisy-weasel]

When you can't play the main story because you're too weak and you can't catch up on hard mode 3 chapters behind because you're still too weak and you can't play the event because you're too weak and farming levels is a horrible part time job and it's like well wtf man. wtf I'm supposed to do?

#obey me #and then they ask me to rate their game. its a 1 for you my boy #sorry but i dont gaf about r8ings online bc theyre all fake anyway except for games with like 10reviews max #my 1 star rating wont change shit so it doesnt matter how i truly feel abt the game #still obsessed with tbe game but yeah its clear from day 1 fhat the battle system is not really well thought out #its not completely unpolished or anything its just WAY too grindy #theres kinda no excuse for only getting 200-320xp per battle when lvl ups are in the 10k of xp #and the quick clear not giving card xp is absurdly stupid + greedy #i genuinely do not know what to do rn besides just open tbe game every hour to send out jobs #since using money is the only real way to level cards that isnt a second job #really unfortunate basically #and then some absolutely unhinged person on reddit said you should have 3 cards per color?????? #lady... i dont even have ONE CARD PER COLOR and leveling the 3 from my main party is taking SEVERAL YEARS #time to go back to my ikemen games for a while methinks #im caught up in ikepri but none of the others

[08dogg]

All the good sh0ta stuff is on twt but i refuse to use twt so my kenposting is trapped to the -2 people on here who are actually interested in that stuff

#prsona made the MOST sh0tabait boy ever and no one gaf #no one wont him #and yet here I am #if no one else wont him at least im still here

[tragedyuri]

there's . a saw xi so i have to still be in this .

#brie speaks #i stopped watching after vii bc the next two arent titled viii and viiii so i assumed they wont be tied back to the main storyline #but i really i wanna see saw x............ so i have to get to the previous two eventually #why do i gaf? idk i dont even really particularly enjoy the movies i just think they're kinda silly #also logically i dont Have to still be in this if i dont wanna but you must understand that my brain doesnt work like that

[saladsays]

Shoutout to our idiot father who is trying his very hardest to get our brothers to hate our mother

#i hate him #genuinely wtf #he doesnt gaf about them #he just wants people to hate my mom #i have seen here break down over the fact she wasn't 'good enough' to save their marriage #while he was cheating on her for a year before she found out #he sucks #shes had breakdowns because he wont pay her even though hes the one with a job #shes the one paying for four kids #he filed for divorce and waited two months before giving her the papers #he still didnt give her all the papers #she had to find out on her own #scumbag didnt even tell her #he comes into the house when shes not home #and takes shit #the cars keep breaking #and moneys tight #because he wont pay her #so she cant get a new car #it was 100 degrees out last month and we were driving around without air conditioning #another time we were an hour between cities and the car broke down #on the interstate #in 100 degree weather #yes again #we were stuck there for three hours #the semis passing would rock the car #he let my dog get ran over when he was house sitting #my sister walked in on him doing yk with his girlfriend #shes ten btw #tw vent

[darlingnomii]

StepBro Mankae Line

warnings; perv skz, stepcest, degrading, reader is still over 19, more consensual noncon??, a liiittllee somno and dry humping, absolute debauchery 🤧🥴, possible typos, dont hold it to me, yeah?

PART TWO OF SKZ STEPDADDY'S (hyung line)

hwang hyunjin as your sweet artistic stepbro. hes always asking to draw you, or just draws you randomly any way. you found no problem when he asked to paint you nude, why not? in the name of art, yes? he asked again, no problem! third time.. is he even painting right now? the way his arm is moving doesn't look like brush strokes.. he's stroking something alright. definatly painted the canvas with something. wasn't paint tho- hmm, could you blame him? i mean, you look like a goddess posing on that stool with the light hitting your breasts just right. he want to paint your breast instead of the canvas with his selfmade white paint. absolutely addicted

han jisung as your typical pervy stepbro. steals your panties out of the hamper to sniff and jerk off with. watches your ass while you load the dishwasher, load the washer/dryer, or just plain bending over. watched so much step porn, he hopes you get stuck so he can fuck you out of it. poor boy is going so feral over the way you smell, the way your ass jiggles in your pajama shorts, and the way your breast bounce freely in your shirt. doesn't even wait for you to get stuck at this point, you just bent over to scoop the clothes out of the dryer and next thing you know, something hard is pressing against you. he masks it as trying to get past you to grab his clothes but you know dammn well he didn't have to brush that big ass boner directly against your pussy 🙄

lee felix as your shy pervy stepbro. quitely watches all the step porn he can and admires your body from a distance. takes pictures of you when you're in compromising or just plain sexy positions so he can jerk off later. also sleals your panties but he makes sure to put them back when he's done ❤ definatly listens to you when you get yourself off so he can jerk off with you, imaging its your pussy wrapped around his cock instead of his hand. another precious boy that has that post orgasm guilt but he just cant bring himself to stop thinking about how sexy and perfect his step sis is 🥺

kim seungmin who just doesn't gaf stepbro. confronts you about your skimpy clothes around the house. 'you trying to give me a boner? hm? look at these skimpy shorts,' tugs at them teasingly before yanking them off 'is this slutty little pussy wet for me too? for your step bro?' teases you more as he plays with your cunt, but he likes it just as much as you :) wants to bury his face between your thighs and have you overstimulated on his tongue 🤤

yang jeongin as another shy stepbro. at least at first. feels realllyy bad for making you pick up things just so he can see the curve of your ass or the cleavage of your tits, not enough to make him stop tho. puts things up high so when you call him to come get it or he sees you struggling, he comes up behind to grind against you, innocently. smacks your ass as a joke... maybe... okay not as a joke but it seems that way. mesmerized by the way it jiggles with impact, UGH he can watch it all day. likes sleeping with you so he can spoon you and grind against your ass while you sleep. he could hump that cushie ass all night but after one orgasm, he has to get up and clean himself before coming back and acually going to sleep. no promises that you wont wake up with a hard hotdog between your buns 🤭

#straykids smut #hwang hyunjin smut #han jisung smut #lee felix smut #kim seungmin smut #yang jeongin smut #skz smut #skz hard thoughts

[stuffeddeer]

hello deery, back like i promised lmao

as much as i love silly goofy buddy dazai, deluded possessive and lowkey scary dazai is my fav 🙏 he's such a silly guy with reader, then turns right around and destroys their entire life. then hes like :O omg thats so horrible, so what im hearing is you have more time to spend with me? seeing as all your friends left for reasons unknown, your family wont even look at you. but dw, i'll never leave :)

BWHAHA im not good at this stuff, but your characterization of dazai is my fav in general, such versatility, we love to see it

have a great day :D

-🩵 anon

HES MY least FAVE TOO ugh 🩵anon you get me

“I’m sorry, lovely. That’s so horrible…” Dazai’s knuckles softly rub against your jaw, his skin soothing you as you try to halt your tears.

“It just— ” you hiccup, “ —just feels like everyone’s leaving me!”

The brunet pulls you closer, practically sitting in his lap as his hands move around your torso. “Shh, shh…” He gently wipes away your remaining tears, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “I’m here, aren’t I?”

You let out an embarrassed chuckle before nodding. “You’re the only one. Not even my boss wanted me around, I can tell. It’s like she was waiting for me to mess up so she could fire me.”

“That’s not true…”

“How would you know?” The words were genuine, like you were looking for him to explain that it was the work of fate or your shitty coworker you always complained about.

Well, it's because Dazai was the one to get you fired. Your boss was too fond of you, something he simply couldn't have. Plus, work hours always took up your time, time that should be spent with him. Honestly, you didn't need a job, anyway: Dazai would be happy to provide for you and make you dependent on him.

Instead of explaining any of this, he pressed another kiss to your head before pulling you in for a tight hug. “You’re a hard worker. And you’re a wonderful person. If none of your friends want to be in your life, well, I do. So I guess you’ll just have to spend time with me.”

It’s his attempt at lightening the mood, you’re sure of it. A chuckle passes your lips before you can stop it, shifting in his hold so you can hug him back just as tightly. “You’re all I have, so now you’re stuck with me.”

“That’s all I’ve ever wanted.”

oh he’s the worst i need him

he’ll cradle you so sweetly, telling you alllll the good things about yourself!!!

n when you get all confident and hey! maybe you are good enough, maybe you should look into making new friends! ones that won’t leave you so easily 🙄

well,

he’s there to remind you just how heartbroken your last ones left you. your very own flesh and blood cut you out so easily! maybe dazai is the only one who can truly love you for who you are.

he’s not saying it to be mean! he just wants you to know what you’re getting yourself into. he’s always been so smart, too…. well, you guess he’s right.

if you’re a bit more stubborn or masochistic, maybe you don’t gaf!!! put you back in the ring you wanna try again!!!!!

ugh. okay. i mean, dazai did so much for you... y’know, when you lost your job and he insisted let you move in with him, dazai was trying to be a good friend, but... whatever, if you don’t need him anymore than you can just get your own place. oh, you still haven’t found a job? well, since you’re so sure of yourself, you can just get a new one. you can be out by tomorrow, right? you know dazai would’ve liked to go out and make friends during the time he’s been working to keep a roof above the both of your heads and keeping you company after everyone left you. maybe he’s starting to see why they did, since you’re so selfish— 

...

you decided not to go out!

that’s probably when he realizes he should begin moving your relationship along a bit quicker. he’ll flirt with you in the exact way he knows you respond to best (whether that's words of affirmation, teasing, physical touch, etc); he'll bring you back pastries and cute trinkets he saw on his way home from work… his courting is a little eerie, bc he also acts like you two are already dating???? "you're staying in my home, of course i assumed we'd be having dinner tonight. i even learned to cook your favorite— " like he 100% just assumes shit but it always works out bc . well, what else were you doing?

this includes sharing a bed btw. he probably started w having you take his and he takes the couch (a true gentleman) and then maybe he gets another bed and makes a guest room for you... but, well, since you both are so close and it's so cold in his apartment, maybe you can just spend one night with him? It Was Not One Night

if you catch on and reciprocate, oh he's over the moon!!!! his love giving him affection? oughhh.. you're staying in his room in his arms and he's just breathing you in, reminding himself you're still there... it'd be actually kinda sweet if he didn't orchestrate this whole thing

if you catch on (or don't lmao) and deny him? .............

desperate times desperate measures or whatever they say

he locks you in his room for mandatory cuddles, will not give you food if you stick to one side of the room and refuse to let him hold you, he starts pulling away and spewing words he knows will hurt you so you feel so alone and unloved only to turn around and love bomb you.... it's horrific tbh

i'm so sorry . just... go along w it for now pls ❤️

also i mentioned that he'd bring up how you don't have a job and he's the one working hard to pay for your expenses but he's just being a brat. he caught you looking at help wanted ads one time and pretty much cried in your lap about how upset he is that you don't feel his care is adequate enough and only stopped when you promised not to get another job

he's gross :( get out of there

#sorry this came out later than i intended #god decided to make me his strongest soldier this week #and therefore has gifted me his toughest battles #anyway hii 🩵anon!!! hope ur doing well <3 #🦌anon🩵 #🦌anon #🦌request #is this Deludedly possessive? no. but hes Grossly obsessive and thats half of it #sorry 🩵anon :( #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader #bsd x gender neutral reader #bsd x you #bsd imagines #bsd scenarios #bsd fanfic #bungou stray dogs fanfic #bungo stray dogs fanfic #dazai osamu x reader #dazai osamu #dazai x reader #dazai x you #yandere dazai osamu #yandere dazai osamu x reader #yandere dazai x reader #yandere bungou stray dogs #yandere bsd

[01zfan]

i just read the whole statement about the boycott and lemme just say my two cents (agreeing with you btw)

suju fans had to buy stocks to make sm listen to them. lemme say it again. SUJU FANS HAVE TO BUY STOCKS to make sm listen to them. yes this was decades ago but it still applies do yall really think sm will listen if it doesnt benefit THEM.

like lets not be dumb buying trucks trending shit and even this boycott wont do shit cause it doesnt affect sm

yall also need to remember that KOREA literally the KOREAN public likes riize theyre not fans they just listen to them do yall really think they, who really only care about the music.

if yall really gaf about seunghan why yk do the things that could make him money like idk stream the songs hes in? making his post the most popular one?? streaming his fancams??? but all yall do are things that could be easily ignored like the boycott will not even be an issue center 5 has like fee active artists as much as i remember but no here yall are discrediting everyone else in riize cause of sm mismanaging one member like

yall claim yall are ot7 but hate on sungchan substituting seunghan's lines, think that wonbin cannot be a good lead vocalist in riize even though wonbin is better in being a vocalist, thinking riize as a whole has a weak vocal and dance line and being the weakest in sm without him like all of them cant sing or dance i feel like half of yall just even care about seunghan cause yall have a savior complex and want him back which yeah he should but talking bad about the other members just to make him superior isnt it like lets be serious???

(also feel like the only reason yall came to the conclusion of boycotting is cause its the buzz word today to boycott something)

SAY THATTTTT YOU SPILLED…i believe alot of ot7s are secretly seunghan solo stans/akgaes because they only will uplift other members of riize when it relates to seunghan positively…like i see so many ot7s trash sungchan and call eunseok fake unless they drop little hints about ot7 and sudden theyre the best members in riize😭. also i see sohee only get mentioned alot on twitter when ot7s project onto him or wonbin when they try to group them together like wonbin isnt more than enough on his own?

also when siren dropped the amount of discord and shadiness towards the members of riize was like actually astounding lmfao. i think it just shows that this boycott/movement isn’t impacting anyone except the boys. like i just imagine them looking in their comment section on tiktok or intl briize reaction to siren and being disheartened seeing what their “fans” are saying about them.

i just hope that this boycott is resolved soon so riize can have the best comeback ever but with their popularity in korea im sure it’ll be a successful comeback regardless heh.

#askz #anonz

[flanzee]

what did u think of the anime ?? thoughts on wallace’s characterization ? seems to be heavily debated. love ur art !!

hello!!! :] thanks for liking my art EEEEEEEE

for a long time i saved my opinion about the anime because the first few days it came out it was a war zone out there and people with a different opnion would've be jumped on hahaaaaaa.... but ANYWAYS To this day I'm still neutral about it. Not what I personally expected. After my first watch I felt so devasted tbh LOL I took me a while to even get closer to it again and watch some of it for a second time. BUT with time, i slowly started to appreciate what I did liked about the show: the amazing animation!!!!! it's one of the things i praise of, alongside side the music (which i still listen time to time) Now everthing else... is something... I don't like how Scott was handled in this show nor The whole plot for the last 3 episodes ifykyk 😭😭😭 like at ALL. And something that people always praise about the show is how the Exes now had more depth and and were fun too watch but imo the only one who stands out was roxie and matthew...everything else felt half cooked... todd just being part of a Gag and istg i feel ike the Twins talked/did more in the comic than the anime 😭?!?! they didnt gaf about them even here LMAOO

I feel like this show could've been so good if the people behind it weren't thinking about "doing everything we can do in 8 episodes and conclude it because we are sure we wont get a season two!" you know?? and these last episodes are the prove of it and that they were running out of time

About Wallace's characterization, back then I've mentioned to my friends once that i felt like he was OOC at first. Him pretending that didn't cared about Scott did hurted a little ahaha. But after Bryan mentioned that he wasn't OOC, wasn't being a dick like everyone else was saying-including me lol-and that we should've be looking at his actions rather than his words[?]I stepped back and think "well Alright if he say hes not I guess i'll go with it. I guess. thats just his way to cope with scott's disappearance. I think. .... Ah. ... I get it now........... I see.......!!!!!!!" and understood that perhaps he's not the kind of person to admmit his real feelings, But Being with Another Scott the day after hes gone, Being in a Movie about Scott's life, Tell the director that there should've be a scene of him and Scott making out just to later have sex with the actor that played Scott and was also only interested on him while he was on his Scott custome WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's true that actions says more than words!!!!!!!! wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#after that i forgave bryan from all his sins #sorry if theres any typo im not reading all my yapping. #and i hope its not too much #rant #txt #ask #mucho texto

[i-dejun]

# stickin on your backstage pass, all access ‘cause you bad

enhypens reaction to their S/O coming to their concert

🎧 drake & giveon - chicago freestyle

genre - fluff, maybe angst on hoons idk??

warnings - not proofread, talks abt being nervous, and also mentions of delusional fans

a/n - I CANT BELIVE RIKI SPOILED THE CONCERT ANNOUNCMENT. I CANT WAIT TO GO. ILL 10000000% BUY TICKETS (update - my friend got tickets and we went together and i touched jake, riki, heeseung, and jungwon!! best night of my life)

📂 YANGJUNGWON

probably the most normal. like he keeps his composure. that doesn’t mean he’s not excited asf tho. like he’s still gonna try even harder than usual and keeps looking at you. would probably wave at you in the crowd and just have to play it off like his friends or family came.

📂 LEEHEESEUNG

hes trying so hard omg. he’s like winking every two seconds and body rolling SO FUCKING MUCH. LIKE CALM DOWN PLS. and everyones like ‘woah what got into him that day🫢?!?’ and its literally you. like that’s such a flex omg.

📂 PARKJONGSEONG

he’s normal on stage but the second he gets backstage, he’s like frantically searching for you so he can hug you and get all the compliments in the world. the members gotta remind him that they’re there to change, not to flirt but he doesn’t gaf.

📂 SHIMJAEYUN

HES SO EXCITED. he tries like 1000% harder than usual (which is crazy cause he always gives it his all) just to impress you. bro can’t stop smiling and giggling to himself. luckily engenes just brushed it off as him having a good day.

📂 PARKSUNGHOON

he pretends like he’s not lit but god he’s so happy that you’re there. he always holds himself up to such high standards for his preformances but they’re even higher now that you’re there. he’s probably a lot less nervous and more energetic because he knows you’re there watching him.

📂 KIMSUNOO

just like jake, he’s so smiley. he wouldn’t be able to keep his eyes off you. like he keeps taking little peeks at you, and it gets to the point where the other members gotta drag his ass away from you so engenes don’t get suspicious.

📂 NISHIMURARIKI

THE MEMBERS WONT STOP TEASING HIM. they keep pushing him towards where your seat is and nudging him whenever they see you cheering. engene probs realize somethings up cause they’re acting so weird like ?!?! and engenes r like ‘yo who’s in the crowd😏’ and then the delulus r like ‘it’s just his mom or sumn😒’

#enhypen fluff #enhypen imagines #enhypen reactions #enhypen scenarios #heeseung imagines #jaeyun imagines #jake imagines #jay imagines #jongseong imagines #sunghoon imagines #sunoo imagines #riki imagines #niki imagines #—🫶fics

[jackienautism]

-> jackienautism

its the closest thing i could get to the user i wanted. shoved a u in there. might be temporary until i think of something better. might not. we'll see. jackienat autism real

ramble / explanation under cut

im just gonna be real i cant rly look at the quarry / until dawn anymore without getting paranoid and pissed the fuck off LOL it just reminds me of what i couldve done / said better blah blah so im just gonna switch up my brand. and i wont lie the paranoia is getting to me. i just cant help but look at certain ppl and go ......... hm. you know. which sucks. yeah. but i ALSO sort of did something stupid af on insta (wanted to keep my user away from some irl ppl... but i revealed my user in a post on my old acc and that was DUMB!!!!!) but anyway. mutuals and friends are still veyr much allowed to talk to me abt these fandoms, but atm, im deciding to step away for the time being. not that anyone cares or gaf. but i just wanna let ppl know.

also gonna probably clean out my following / followers. unsure when exactly im gonna do it buuuuut. yeah.

#mine #text #my thoughts #getting my yj dvd int he coming days i think.... i shall Officially switch up my theme very soon YAY

[kissforyouu]

What could be the big & really bad thing that could make them break their relationship to which jk realizes he needs to stop & change his (hypocrisy) ways you mentioned? Im trying to imagine what that could be lol & could it be something like- a girl he follows physically comes after the oc bc she wants jk?, they overhear a group of girls fawning over the fact he follows them & they say stuff like “i could never be the oc, jk is embarrassing her, makes it seem like he’s available” etc?, the oc decides to follow a bunch of hot guys & they dm her all the time/come up to her?. Lol im really trying to figure out what that could be for him to change 😭😭😂

I know you said he wont cheat on her so im gonna assume it wont be something like that (hoping to bc cheating is trash lmao)

first of all i LOVE this question and i'm sorry it took a while for me to answer😭. this rlly made me think hard omg.

okay so, this is jungkook's first serious serious relationship. as mentioned before, he's had many other talking stages and a few exes but never took them serious. oc is the first and probably the last person he's ever gonna commit to (even if they break up, he wouldn't commit for a long time bc of oc). so he's like, learning ig? eek, that sounds like a shit excuse. but here's the thing, some things jk does he truly means no harm. like not blocking a girl, he genuinely does not gaf and thinks it's wtv but for oc it's different. so ya he needs to think ab it in ocs shoes😢😢. and to answer your question, all of the stuff u said r correct. jk would be hella reflecting on that. but all of this depends on oc, if she lashes out on him (which she never rlly does unless its a joke), that'll get him thinking. sure they prlly won't talk for like 3 days and spend those few days excessively missing eachother and contemplating on whether to msg or not (oc would most probably still be mad unlike jk who's gonna be HELLA lovesick) and then jk would give in as always. like basically, he needs a big reaction from oc. like we need oc to SCOLD that man so hard. if one day oc js says fuck you and tries to breakup w him, jungkook would snap so hard. that man's whole world would be falling apart. so ya, anything that involves with oc threatening to break their relationship ig. jungkook may not be the best bf in that criteria but he rlly does love oc.

omg im sorry idfk if this answer made sense at all im sorry if it didn't

#ask : kmm

[octomelodytunes]

TIDMOUTH TRAINEES

(a next gen TTTE au, oh and theyre all human here)

“after the steam team’s long and fruitful career as train drivers, theyll pass down their legacy to the new kids in sodor; the tidmouth trainees.”

-

hallo everynyan!!!!! welcome to a new au thingy i made:DD (hopefully this post wont flop)

anw, id like to introduce the new trainees of sodors beloved steam team, that will later replace them once theyre old enough to actually handle their engines!!

(pt. 1)

(from left to right)

THERESA GOLDUST (13)

mentor: thomas

- prankster of the group (main target is giselle)

- really really cheeky

- actually really nice, but WILL make you eat your words once you insult herself or her friends

- hair is actually a purplish pink, but dyed it blue to match her dad

- is actually giselle and rowans cousin (her other dad is actually ryan)

GISELLE GRESLEY (14)

mentors: rebecca and gordon

- really arrogant and stubborn

- her and jamila really need to sit tf down💀

- shes kind to only a certain amount of people

- “WE DONT GAF ABOUT YOU BEING THE FASTEST!!! ATLEAST I DONT!” - emmanuel

ROWAN GRESLEY (13)

- the zestiest member of the TT team

- is also the biggest people pleaser

- sometimes he comes off as disrespectful and mean, but thats not what he is at all

- tries his best to apologise to everyone of his sisters victims

- hes like veneer to giselles velvet

JAMILA SPENCER (13)

mentors: nia and james

- the most narcissistic person on this team

- always thinks shes right, and will fight you if you think otherwise

- she looks down on shorter, younger, older, and people who dont think shes the most radiant and beautiful person on sodor (almost everyone)

- has a room full of pictures of herself

- like raquelle, but more flawed

NIALL SPENCER (13)

- the chill sibling

- argues with his sister ALOT.

- hes very adventurous, and loves cats

- HE IS THE MOST SENSITIVE BTCH ON THIS TEAM. like bro why do u get so mad when someone slightly changes their tone towards you??

- he actually enjoys seeing his sister get beat with the broom by their mom

(pt. 2)

(from left to right)

EDITH SAINSBURY (15)

mentors: edward and emily

- the oldest of the TT team

- shes mature, caring, and very patient with everyone

- although she can be a little slow at times

- is the main victim of giselle and jamilas bullying (shes still so nice to them even if they treat the poor girl like crap, if i were her id beat the crap out of them)

EMMANUEL SAINSBURY (13)

- people consider him to be the justin bieber of sodor, people scream every single time he passes by

- according to the people of sodor, hes the most handsome member of the team

- no.1 edith defender (one time he actually jumped giselle when she was getting way too out of hand w her insults , to the point where emily had to step in to stop him from breaking her neck)

- he can be very bossy and disrespectful, but is quick to apologise for his behaviour

HELENA PAYNE (14)

mentor: henry

- the most introverted person on the TT team

- shes actually suuuuper paranoid, and is scared of everyone and everything

- shes very insecure of her height

- she really likes anne of green gables and anything related to it

JOHANNA “JO” MALONE (11)

mentor: percy

- the youngest of the TT team

- some people say shes cute, others say shes the most annoying girl on the team

- shes very smart for her age, but no one actually listens to whatever plan or strategy she comes up with

- nobody takes her seriously because of how young she is

HAYLEY DAVIS (13)

- not exactly a member of the TT team, shes just an honorary member

- shes a part of it because sir topham hatt told the og steam team(mentors) to include her in it (“she has no friends and is almost out of time, please just give her this opportunity so she can die in peace.” - sir hatt)

- she has an illness that prevents her from doing things like running, exersicing, and working, and shes practically dying

- she can still do things like walk, talk, and eat by herself; but overtime her ability to do these things would decrease

- she got the illness from her mom, who is DEAD!!!!

- gets wounded very easily (everything at her house is safety proofed, like all the corners are rounded and stuff)

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and yeah!! thats practically it!! you can ask me more abt this au in my ask box:DD (if yall want)

#ttte humanized #ttte au #ttte next gen #ttte oc #ttte emily #ttte thomas #ttte edward #ttte james #ttte gordon #ttte henry #ttte #ttte percy #ttte rebecca #yall aint ready #⁉️ #AAAAAAAAAAA #yes i shamelessly referrenced the perfume brand jo malone in jo’s name #ttte ryan

[girlwithfish]

so honestly if im being really direct and just no bullshit

i feel i want better than what hes giving and can do better in a partner or idk like i want better and dont think hes in a position to b in a serious relationship or at least w me i guess. i feel like im not picky enough in relationships and accept treatment im not happy w and it just makes me unhappy. like being w guys who wont cook for me or really do much for me dont put in a lot of effort and then also are bad or incompatabile with me in terms of emotional support

and i feel if we do break it off hes gonna blame it on me and my shit which it definitely has a large part in it but idk maybe i just wont say my grievances w him it doesnt matter ig and he wasnt really listening anyway when i tried. i just dont like being blamed or whateva or dont want it to b framed like im at fault but i mean who cares it was a month who gaf... idk i dont want to sound mean too asking for what i want i tried to b as nice as possible abt it and framing it in a positive way like "i liked when u used to compliment me" and it went over his head. it just sounds mean if i say i feel u take me for granted and dont put effort in but idk i dont think he cares enough and i shouldnt keep trying to revive something thats dead when hes shown me how it is. but i also have trouble leaving something that isnt making me happy maybe cuz im used to staying and i feel a little bad idk why. i guess i thought he was different and even wehn. isaw he isnt really the type of partner i would want i just let it happen and dont say anything and ik thats on me. I just dk what to do but i know what i should do😔 i guess its just disappointing even tho i dont have that much attachment to him i still do a little bit. but i have to focus on the now and how hes making me feel now. i guess i just thought he was more understanding at first or came off that way so its throwing me off that suddenly hes nkt cool w me still dealing w stuff eben though i thought he knew that bc ive been open abt still recovering and healing. i guess it wasnt what he expected. idk i feel my life hasnt impacted him that much honestly bc its so early in the relationship we dont see each other every day and our lives r separate and i guess he can still see im kind of depressed but i dont really confide in him or rely on him or let it affect how i act w him or i dont think so bc i still would do all thr activities he likes and just typical stuff we do idk. Like unrelated but i could be sm worse i think sometimes i could be cutting or relying on substances to avoid shit or using sex to cope or idk but i just dont do much besides try to survive each day lately and do things on my to do list and feel vaguely sad or depressed but sometimes i wish i was doing the destructive things bc im not very happy feeling this way either. idk! lol

[lovediives]

🌟 and 💛 for kaira!

🌟 - what does your f/o do to help comfort you about your insecurities? what do you to do comfort them about theirs? kaira sucks at comfort lmfao. man cant even comfort himself. but i think he would be the type to just to.. literally go.. "im the snake king, you're the one i chose." like who gaf if youre the snake king. enma still in the castle like he own the place. but anyway. think he would be the type to just try to use actions over words. one of my biggest insecurities is my nose. i think.. nose kisses, bopping it, trying to be a sweetheart over it all. stares at my face a lot, doesn't say anything which is really creepy at the same time cause he has this really intense stare. but its only cause he finds me to be so pretty.. but he doesn't want to say it out loud because he's shy about it all. but eventually, he starts to use his words. "you're pretty.." he would mutter in a soft, gentle voice. and then just look away cause he's stupid shy over it all.. NOW ONTO ME COMFORTING KAIRA. OH MY GOD.. now listen i said this a million times. all i gotta do is be there.. i just stay near him, i promise im not going anywhere soon and it brings him such joy. he knows he wont be alone. he knows he going to be okay. i think also reminding him and reassuring him that other yokai respect him as king and love and cherish him as well also works too.. like idk just taking komasan to visit the castle and he just smiles at kaira and asks him about his day and is just soo sweet to him. i think also telling him that i understand what its like to not feel like i belong to certain communities. how isolating it is. but hey, we got each other right? it helps him feel less alone in a sense too. like we're alone together (no su.) think when he's like starting to feel stressed or tired or feel the world is against him, i would want to press my hand against his and just hold it. press soft kisses against his head and tell him that its okay to cry once in a while..i think if he ever did cry. i wouldnt tell him not to cry. he really needs to let it out and he doesnt want to be vulnerable to anyone else at that point. so he cries quietly so fuu and rai dont hear it. but this is the first time he felt like he was allowed to be weak and i want to be there for him through it all.

💛 - what is something most people consider a flaw of your f/o that you find endearing? why is it that you like that trait? despite knowing kaira's existence since i was 16 years old, i have never seen people talk really negatively on him. lemme come up with a lie rn. what if i said i liked his outbursts? like okay this is crazy but hear me out on this.. it feels so human in a sense of he's acting entitled because he's hurt? he's been holding onto his hurt for years and he's finally lashing out all that anger and pain that he had to suffer through alone. like it's so reasonable for him to be so angry in a sense.. like it makes sense that he's calmed down in the game, but my god, when i saw that mission when all that emotion was even felt through his ancestors. OH MY GOD..i had so many thoughts because wow he really doesnt talk about his problems with others huh? the only time he really talked about it was when he was TRYING TO KILL ENMA? but other than that jesus christ? wow. you're a man who's been refusing to get therapy, refuses to tackle the issue head on.. it's realistic in a sense? why would he turn to anyone when he's so convinced that others see him as a freak or as an outcast? the world turned their back on him. turned their back on his family. turned their back on his tribe and treated them as less than. i would be scared too to open up!! ohh it so endearing i would throw everything away to tell him how important he is.. like yay or whatever. glad he's starting to realize how loved he is. but i wish they went more into how much pain he went through i need more lore on his tribe. like dont play with me.

#asks #swanee tag 🦢 #newdaybreak #THANK YOU SWANEEE EMWAH!! #kaira ♥