#the energy’s doing Great

[danielnelsen]

always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds

#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN #personal #im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so #im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so. #the energy’s doing Great #and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing #genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed???????? #i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then #im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms #usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way #but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with #so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare? #still more sick than i’ve been in……..years? #im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week #this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer #hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!! #and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like— #starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis #im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune #i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months #idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Happy Year of the Dragon!

#non mdzs #lunar new year #digital art #Still struggling with figuring out digital art stuff but I’m getting there #The year of the rabbit really was a special and lucky one for me. Maybe because sometimes it is also the year of the cat. #The energy of the rabbit might not be with me but I hope to have the wisdom of the dragon leading my days #This week is going to be filled with a lot of sappiness so I won't go into yet. #But thank you to everyone for making me feel less anxious and afraid with all the kindness you have shown me. #I have become somewhat domesticated now. I will sniff your hand if there is a treat in it. Maybe blink slowly at you from a distance. #HAVE A WONDERFUL LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERONE! We are all gonna do great B*)

[warlenys]

house md, 4x03 / 8x21 / 8x22.

#what if i learnt there was no afterlife and so immediately told you i loved you #and then years later died for you thus turning you into my afterlife #wouldn't that be crazy #if you were yet again the only thing that got me to change my view on the world. contradict my principles #the only person who enabled me to become who i wanted to be #what if our souls do join some great unifying energy force but what if that great unifying energy force is each other. what then #what if i can only love you in the afterlife. what then!!!! #house md #hilson #house parallels #gif #+

[kaladinkholins]

yall i just KEEP doing back to mizu and taigen's wrestling scene in master eiji's forge and like i know that taigen literally got a boner from it BUT THE THING IS out of all the scenes these two have together, this scene actually has the least sexual tension ?!? cuz like the boner aside, this scene is actually very soft and emotions-driven rather than pure passion or lust.

arguably, a more passionate and sexually-charged scene would be their previous brawl in the snow with the chopsticks, which is tense and angry and also the scene that mizu thinks about when madame kaji talks about being honest with one's innermost desires.

but THIS scene in the forge? warm colours. their laughter and their smiles that both equally genuine. the WAY taigen looks at mizu in that scene, staring first at her lips, her smile, then looking into her eyes. and you can see by the framing of the scene and the look on his face that he is, for the first time, seeing her eyes as something beautiful rather than off-putting or frightening.

like before this point he's already come to not only respect mizu as a person and an equal but also admires her as an incredible swordsman and as someone who is kind and honourable* for having saved his life at the expense of her revenge quest. so as of the time of them tussling in the forge, taigen has already put aside his prejudices about mizu's blue eyes and no longer finds them as any cause for disgust. but in this scene he's not just indifferent about her eyes, but attracted too it.

and i'd also like to argue that his boner is not from the physical exertion or the act of wrestling itself, but from the intimacy of a playful spar, enjoying each other's easy company after having established a deep trust with each other (taigen endured torture for mizu and helped defend her from archers in the chasm while mizu saved his life from fowler's castle)

and all this while in the safety of mizu's childhood home while both of them are still recovering from near-death, amplifying their vulnerability with each other.

like when was the last time mizu cracked a genuine smile, let alone a laugh that's more than a little wry chuckle?? and for this to happen at such a low point in her life also speaks to the comfort this little friendly spar gives her.

because like, this is after she failed her mission to kill fowler. meanwhile her sword--the embodiment of her soul--is broken, and ringo who is her closest confidant is now angry at her and barely even looks at her. it just further lends to the inherent tenderness and intimacy in this scene. and i just. AHHHH i love them your honour....

* ALSO as a side note about taigen believing mizu to be honourable: he later realises that this assumption turns out to be quite false when she reveals that she'd not only allowed akemi to be taken away against her will but also has said nothing about fowler's impending attack on edo. also i find it very interesting that out of the two revelations, taigen is less angered by mizu letting akemi being married off (he sighs angrily and marches off saying he has to go to edo to find akemi), but much more angered by mizu's refusal to save the shogun and the shogunate as a whole. this is more proof that taigen's central principles are firmly rooted in the bushido and the concept of honour that comes with that. it's why he lashes out at mizu. because he'd believed mizu to be honourable and righteous, but was proven wrong. that's not to say that taigen is in the right for calling mizu a demon, not by any means. but i just find it a very interesting part of his character and it relates to his relationship and perception of mizu

also while rewatching the episode i found this very funny they just lyin there in the cart like this 🧍🏽‍♂️🧍🏽‍♂️

#blue eye samurai #mizu x taigen #taimizu #taizu #taigen blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #blue eye samurai meta #sorry yall but i prefer taimizu as the ship name so i'll probably just be using that from now on 🫡 #also like.. the way im still recovering from covid while i have 2 deadlines back to back tomorrow and the day after #but im too busy hyperfixating on this show!!!! #if only i could channel all this energy into my actual literary studies papers that'd be great #but at the moment i be caring more about these fuckers than whatever william blake's got going on #jk i do still love william blake's poetry but my stupid ships take up way more space in my brain ykwim 🤒 #anyway... #shut up haydar #meta dissertations.pdf #fandom.rtf

[a2zillustration]

gently places the Gale and Croissant dolls in a little box and VIOLENTLY SHAKES IT

Also here's what Karlach was right about if you forgot.

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#heeheehoohoo rubbing my little goblin hands together #what do you get when you put a guy with horrible self worth together with someone who has big imposter syndrome #we see how Gale deals with positive attention in the game #I wanted to give Croissant's pov bc my gosh how intimidating would it be to have this guy with huge main character energy- #-utterly devoted to you #once again I unintentionally made great choices for my own enjoyment by 1) being a wizard and #2) giving Croissant a bg that wasn't particularly of note #ANYWAY SORRY FOR RAMBLING AGAIN THERE WILL BE MORE OF THESE PROBABLY #HAPPY HOLIDAYS LMAO #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #croissant adventures #tav #gale #gale x tav #comics #breadweave #gale dekarios

[andy-clutterbuck]

𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐲'𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐋 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐞

#he went back to baker street andy he has great mouse detective things to do #or he went back to the spice cabinet idk #Andrew Lincoln #* #andygifs #Actual English Muffin Andrew Clutterbuck #THERE HE IS #The Mayor of Dilfshire #SANTA SCRUFF #BIG SOFT DILF ENERGY #he is even alive if he's not squinting when filming himself? no #ah my favorite cryptid #The Cotswolds Unicorn #*shoving him in my pocket and running through the english countryside* #his little hat #EXCUSE ME BUT THE NOSE™

[gayspacemonk]

the thing is, the "I would eat my arms and legs for zoro" scene wasn't just for shits and giggles. yes, it was to show just how devoted luffy is to his friends, but it also shows how he's naturally an great captain that he immediately understands zeff and says without hesitation "oh yeah I would do that and beyond for my crew"

#zolu #it's the small things #i really like how luffy was portrayed in the live action i could talk about it for hours #i know it's different from his portrayal in the anime but also i think it kinda had to be this way #like in anime an constantly high energy character such as luffy works just fine but in live action it doesn't make much sense #anyway i think iñaki did a great job and on that stance i do not accept different opinions i will fight you #opla #one piece #one piece live action #also bc hes madly in love w zoro but we all knew that already

[roselise]

ʚ 🎀 ɞ ⊹ . ˚ * . Hello, sweet friends ! ♡

It has been a while since I shared an outfit so I thought I might as well put this one up here ♡

(Some might have seen this on my other blog? Well I will put this up here anyway for those who did not! It is still a very nice outfit after all)

I know it is a bit simple, but the ribbon and tights make it special ! This was an outfit for going to the bookstore, but it is nice for school and lots of other places, too c:

What about everyone else? Was sort of places have you been going ??

I am sorry I have been so quiet and have not replied to things yet! I will do so when I feel better, and truly I hope no one feels ignored ♡

Seeing everyone’s kindness during this time has really warmed my heart though — so thank you *so* much!

It means much to me, and I am giving all that love back times a *billion* in return ♡

Sending soft hugs & sweet thoughts to all my friends! I pray that everyone has a blessed day, and takes care ~ !

⊹ 🤍 ˚ . 🎀 ⊹ ˚ ♡

♡ ⊹ . ˚ 🧁 XOXO ⊹

⊹ 🧸 ˚ . 🤍 ⊹ ˚ ♡

#♡ #me #selfie #i have a pretty dress i will wear for easter c: #it is my fairy dress ! #so i plan to put up new stuff soon when i have more energy no worry ♡ #no matter what is happening in my life — easter is a time of hope and great joy for me ♡ #i am looking forward to sunday and the sermon and worship and just having a good day celebrating Christ ! ♡ #thank you again for thinking of me and my dad during this time ♡ #my last visit was a bit difficult and i confess i am not sure i am processing all this well #but i am doing my best #giving a big hug and much gratitude to all the kind souls here ♡ #you are loved and i am praying blessings over you and the happiest day ok ? ♡ #xo ! ♡ #🤍 ˚ . 🎀 ⊹ ˚ ♡

[robo-dino-puppies]

some prettied-up screencaps of my new favorite trio

+ a bonus

#around the world in 80 days #atwi80d #phileas fogg #jean passepartout #abigail fix #very quietly foaming at the mouth over them honestly #send them on more adventures pls #idk if people do stuff with already-touched-up screencaps but feel free to use them for whatever! no credit needed! #haven't had the energy for gifs but i could knock these out easy #(episodes 2 and 4 did not lend themselves to a great shot of all three but i tried. or the one from ep 8 but i wanted to use it) #also helllllp #i'm semi-seriously considering sewing an abigail outfit #...and furthermore this show has reawakened some previously hibernating Steampunk Feelings in me #i made this

[densewentz]

In His Spot Day 10 (Fursona) and 11 (Yandere) got lumped together and shaken into some Dreamling fluff! (feat. some particularly unfortunate grad students)

#inktober #cringetober #inktober2023 #cringetober 2023 #dreamling #the sandman #the sandman netflix #dream of the endless #morpheus #hob gadling #furry #anthro #hob is a great pyrenees/burnese mountain dog/shepherd mutt mix #dream is Dream with a cat face rip #comic #digital art #my art #i dont have the energy to do actual yandere shit okay #also my understanding of the concept is secondhand at best #rip

[bethanyactually]

Nancy Drew + text posts (50/?)

happy half-birthday to @catty-words! * :・˚✧ happy late birthday, @perfectpurls! * :・˚✧ happy early birthday, @andsjuliet! * :・˚✧ happy birthday to me! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ* :・˚✧

#nancydrewedit #nancy drew cw #ndcentral #nancy drew text posts #text posts #bethanyactuallyedit #thanks kelsey 💜 as always! #I wasn't gonna do a post like this for this year...but I wound up having a lot of free time today and the energy to do it #so I'm just getting it in under the wire in my time zone #I hope everyone's birthdays and half-birthdays were and are great!

[achillesdaily]

DAY #15

>posting Achilles until he arrives at my doorstep.

What's he yappin about

#hello from halo head #imagine me sighing loudly ive got no energy to draw #also i got a notification that I've gotten an ask but tumblr won't let me see it. im doing great

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

Sacrificial Lamb

another little symbolism moment with my oc inquisitor maera modeled on 'innocence' by William Adolphe-Bougueraeu

#my art #dragon age #qunari #dragon age inquisitor #qunari inquisitor #inquisitor adaar #adaar #inquisitor maera #lamb #artists on tumblr #art #wow another painting of maera looking UP how original ik anyways parts of this are great parts i rushed bc it is 2:40 am #and i wanted this to be done tonight #OUGH I MISSED HER i missed my babygirl #obsessed with the role of the inquisitor as like figurehead and also sacrifice #also martyr also saint like i love leaning into the cult of the herald idea tbh and like since shes like 10 theres is a level of #child sacrifice to it like the loss of innocence the child of omelaswhich like if i ever get the energy for fic writing again we WILL be #exploring everyone's feelings about that (many flavors of guilt) #i told myself I wasn't gonna do a gold foil background but gradually we ended up with that. I also told myself no halo but

[skitskatdacat63]

Pictures from the 2023 Brazil Post-Race that made me psychologically and physcially and emotionally unwell:

#of course there are more but ive either reblogged or posted most of them #im just....so unwell over everything today #and all of these are beautiful bcs of nando of course but at the same time many are just really genuinely great compositions #god im so glad the trophy is gold bcs the way sun reflects off it is crazy #HE DESERVES ALL THE GOLD!!!!! #and he looks so gorgeous in the sun #(theres smth vett//onso here to be said about the gold and sunshine HUH WHAT SHHHH SHHHHHHH) #the one where its glowing when hes holding it up in the air is sending me. its like smth from indiana jones or smth #if i wasnt dedicated to seb id probably make all my background on ever device from this #its funny tho bcs the majority of my backgrounds rn are from another brazil gp. interlagos is just the best i guess. #aaaaaaahhhh his podiums are always so good like i dont think anyone on this grid has the same energy as him #none of them ever seem as happy and energetic as he is :/ so when he does get on the podium i always intend to make the most out of it!!!! #kissing him squeezing him loving him #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1 #2023 brazilian gp

[gunsatthaphan]

⚽️🥅🫶🏻

#cherry magic #cherry magic th #cherry magic th ep11 #new thitipoom #gmmtv #thai bl #bl drama #that was so cute lol #look at him trying to blend in #i know its hard sweetie dont worry #youre doing great #ive been there #my whole life djkfghf #also the fact that they just let him be the keeper after this is insane #this was giving gmmtv starlympics (2024) energy lmao

[somerandomdudelmao]

I don't really know your opinions on this, but I like your speed drawings, because we basically get one part every day (if not more) and, at least as far as I know, it doesn't really take up that much of your time!

Ooh yeah. The thing is, as a storyboard artist, I can be like...so incredibly fast at drawing.

A couple of days ago, I drew about a hundred and fifty sketches of Michelangelo in one day. You'll soon see the animatic I did them for:) ...well..hopefully.

The second thing is that I'm so improvising that some days I just walk up to the tablet and look at it for a couple of minutes and I'm like "bruh, I don't know what happens next" and I just walk away

#I'm so great at my energy management #when I want to do things #I'm breaking the sound barrier #But when I don't #I simply don't. #not even trying #lmao