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#thats all the ramble i got in me for now. PLEASE ENJOY. and ask me abt my ocs
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THE ORDER OF PALMS An order of holy folk that serve The Helm, working to create powerful Aasimar Paladins for the purpose of protecting any who hire their help. [BACKSTORY UNDER CUT]
One day, Gjör and her peers were lead by their mentor Opheria, to a mission far from their home. On the peak of that mountain village, they saw upon the horizon, the castle of their home go up in flames. Horrified and scared, the apprentices sought to follow their mentors guidance, and followed her lead into a small barn. It was there, that Opheria proceeded to slaughter each and everyone of the apprentices. It seemed she somehow had a hand in this sudden attack on the Order of Palms. Gjör D'annevual survived a sword through the 'heart', on account of a rare condition, that places her heart on the other side of her chest. When she finally managed to bring herself back home, the Order was insulted by her survival. She had so many better peers, why couldn't any of them have survived? This runt was seriously the only thing that survived Opherias wrath? It was better to just wash their hands clean of this. Thus the Order decided to banish Gjör from their ranks. She now travels the land in search of a purpose.
#luckys original content#dungeons and dragons#MY OCSSSS MY WONDERFUL OCSSS ITS BEEN SO LONGGGG!!this is a fairly old character that i made foreeeever ago#i was trying to go full on into DND LORE ONLY instead of makin up my own stuff. so when i was lookin around i learned abt THE HELM#the god of protection or watever it was. i also like playing paladin bc i love to hit things w my sword. i also like aasimars bc theyrprett#im sure i ahd other Min Maxy reasons for her but i dont have her sheet n ive forgotten everything. never got a chance to play her but yknow#maybe someday. I LIKE HER ALOT TOO. big and strong and well meaning but a lil dumb. justa lil dense n stupid. but she tries!!#I LIKE CHARACTERS THAT HAVE JUST SMALL THINGS DIFERENT ABT THEM. i knew some1 who had that condition. where everythings just flipped#aint that fucked up? that ur organs can just be flipped? and inever see it in fiction. its so neat. imagine finding out like THIS too#she had blacked out from the sword through the heart. the last thing she heard from her mentor was;#'you were a great student. that is why you above all else must die. i hope you understand' spoken through a gentle voice and a gentle smile#the very same that had guided Gjör so far through her journey.A BETRAYAL LIKE NO OTHER! she awoke utop a pile of comrades#each bloodied and dead and cold. she used her own magic to heal herself. to catch herself from the precipice of bleeding out#when she stepped out of the barn she had found that the village was burned to the ground#she was shellshocked!! it took her weeks to limp all the way back down that mountain. all the way back to the place she called home#only to be spit on and kicked back out. being a Paladin of the Palms was her entire life. what was she to do now?#OH SO THE ART. I RLY LIKE HER DESIGN.heavily based off of THE BABY SITTER from HALO LEGENDS. i fuckin love halo so much guys.....#i just love that trope of Big Strong Person in Armor that we all thought wasa fullgrown MAN takes off the helmet to revel shesa PRETTY GIRL#my favorite in the WORLD!! i also like the silly frilly pretty dress sorta motif in gjors armor. it hides all the stuff i dont wanna draw#thats all the ramble i got in me for now. PLEASE ENJOY. and ask me abt my ocs
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clockworkreapers · 9 months
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How long have these OCs been around? Did they exist before the 2020 comic or did it pop into your mind just then???
Oh no they were made LONG before I even had the idea of making a fan adventure, honestly I don't even think I knew fan adventures existed when I made them. The main 6 were made (as far as I know it's hard to place when I didn’t date any of my old old sketchbooks) when I was 13 so they are a decade old now. The first image I posted here that had any of them was in 2016 so I would have been 16 then. In 8th grade though I remember actually getting into fantrolls cuz I made a lil mache statue of the first version of Dextra (the weird sona with the purple hair and clock horns) in my art class and I remember drawing her with the very first versions of my characters at some point during that time. Now I know the main 6 came a few months before her and in the OG sketchbook that lines up cuz her first version appeared like 20 pages after they did. I was 12/13 in 8th grade so that's like the only way I can really “pinpoint” when they were made really. I do still have the sketchbook I first drew them in as well I just don't have it dated cuz what 12/13 year old remembers to date their sketchbooks lol 
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There's something fun for you, those are all the first drawings I could find of each of them VS the ones I did in senior year of collage with their fancy godtiers, vast amount of development and improvement over a decade.
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Johnny Cage: Hollywood’s Favourite Pornstar
Apology Playtime and Aftercare
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Bottom Johnny Cage x Top Male Reader
Part 2 of many :)
Took a little while, my sorries! Please do enjoy!
It had been a few days since you filmed that video with Johnny, and to your surpise the people loved it, you’ve never seen so many numbers before. Johnny was talking to you alot more now, you were now friends with lots benefits.
He kept raving about how the people wanted to see you again and that another video was needed, and so thats what you came over to his house again for.
"Hey pretty boy, nice to see you again" he greeted warmly and added a little kiss as a bonus
"You ready for todays video?" he asked
"if you could.. go over it one more time" you asked, Johnny nodded
"today, we're gonna playfight and then have some.. apology playtime" he explained
"You ok with that?" he added
"of course" you reply, Johnny smiles
"Good, good great here's your costume pretty boy" he stated, he handed you some clothes, when you started changing he pulled out the camera, you questioningly looked up at him
"its for the behind the scenes, dont worry about it" he stated, he had a malicious grin on his face
you continue changing and hear him groan a little and a few comments about how much he liked your body. you got finished dressing and turned back to Johnny
"damn, you look amazing" he stated, you blushed at his compliment
"not too bad yourself" you said jokingly. Johnny appretiated that you had a sense of humour, he set down the camera and then got to the kitchen
his house was huge, you’re never seen a kictehn the size of a small hous eitself before.
"Alright and you stand over there, a few improv and then im gonna pick you up, and.. make you feel better" he explained
You got to your place and acted the scene as he suggested, you fake fought over some random thing. you did the small scuffle and then johnny pushed you up and onto the counter
he then attack your face with kisses and moved his hands all over your body, you did the same and his shirt ended up on the floor and your pants ended up to your ankles
"i'll make it up to you i promise babe" he stated, he went down on you and you thought it would be like the first time, but it was much rougher than before.
his mouth made your legs shake and unconsciously wrap around him, your hand gently placed in his hair and pushing him furthur onto your cock
"Fuck johnny.." you muttered and you could feel him smile on your cock again, he was sloppily sucking you off and it felt too good
"Johnny slow down.. jo- fuck" you tried to warn in between pants and groans, johnny got off your cock and started to jerk you off
"i feel that good eh?" he asked with a smirk, he sloppily kissed you and didn’t stop jerking you off
“You’re not mad anymore right?” He asked
“I’m... still.. so mad” you choked out the works because of how firm Johnny was holding you
“Fine, how about this” he stated.
He pushed you back and did something new, he started to lick your hole and it felt amazing, all you could do was moan at the feeling, Johnny was comfortably between your legs and still jerking your cock up and down
"come on baby, accept my apology" he pleaded, he went back to eating you out and didnt stop until he heard you groaning again
He started to tug a little harder while still softly eating you out that made a confusing but enjoyable feeling. It didn’t take long for you to start shooting over his face
"such a good boy cumming for me" johnny stated as he smiled, he gave you a few kisses before he says
"i know theres some more in there pretty boy, i want all of it" he stated, this time he sounded hungry and primal
He started to suck on your length like he was Insane, you didn’t even have time to react and all you could do was ramble and groan. After some of Johnny’s insane sucking he smiles and strokes you slowly
"good boy, cumming for me twice" he said white a smirk, this time he didnt let you cum over his face, one last time he took your whole lenght into his mouth and slurped up every drop
it was new feeling for you but you liked it, and johnny being so gentle was making you feel differently about the man. Johnny stopped sucking and leaned up with a wet pop and wiped his mouth
"you’re still so sweet pretty boy" he says with a smile, him going so quick left you feeling overstimulated, Johnny’s face changed when he saw how red and shaky you were
"hey are you.. ok??" he asked softly, the tone shift made you a bit more comfortable
"was it too fast? im sorry" he apologised, he pulled you into his arms for a comforting hug
"I'll go slower next time, got a little carried away pretty boy" he said, he hugged you tighter and helped you get cleaned up.
suprisingly, besides the acting and sexual side of the man, he was very gentle and caring. he basically took care of you the rest of the day and showed you his softer side. Maybe you two weren’t just friends
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Now hold on a gosh-diddly-darn minute, I noticed the entire time talking about a tipsy Peppino no one thought to ask this but what about tipsy GUS? I mean we saw him a li'l tipsy in the fastfood saloon escape, can I hear your thoughts about that/him please? Have they ever gotten tipsy together?
(I just like the mental image of the two alone, just being real giggly with each other (Gus just says "hey" and Peppi starts giggling which sets Gus off giggling) and being sappy goofs with each other <3)
HEEHEE u are so right and i am so sorry for withholding this information from the masses 😭
My homebrew for gnomes is that they are simultaneously hardy folk (able to eat virtually anything and immune to most poisonous creatures) AND extremely intolerant of alcohol. Theres no reason for that, i just like it alot :)
So Gus would be an extreme lightweight 😭 its SO bad; he cant speak clearly at all, he cant walk straight, he has the Worst hangovers and he wont remember anything from the previous night. The line between ‘pleasantly buzzed’ and ‘blackout drunk’ is so thin that Gus doesnt even try social drinking. If he MUST drink, it will be in the comfort of his own barebones apartment 😭 at least, until Peppino started hanging out with vigilante and his crew.
Gustavo LIKES drinking! Its just hard to find a good balance, and THATS bc he simply doesnt know how alcohol works. Peppino is like:
“Look ‘ere. All of these have a number somewhere on the bottle. Or a percentage. Lower the number, the better it is for you.”
Gustavo is like !!! Oh!!! That is very helpful! What would you recommend for me then?
“Probably…2-5%. 5-10 proof. Small 'a numbers.”
Gustavo nods, interested. He points at a bottle he recognizes from the last time he came here and got shitfaced. “That one up there; do you know how ‘a strong that one is? Or should i ask the bartender?”
Peppino squints at the company label. “45%.”
“Oh!” That makes sense. “Well what do you usually drink?”
“70%.”
“Oh!”
Peppino recommends some of the LIGHT light wines, the ones that barely have a hint of anything. Theyre sweet (which Gustavo loves so very very much) and for the first time in a very long time, he Stays buzzed instead of immediately faceplanting into being blackout drunk.
Hes very. Playful. Is what Peppino would describe a tipsy Gustavo. He hesitates to use the term ‘flirty’ because that is not whats happening. But hes like. Clearly entertaining some gruff looking men like five times his size as they ramble drunkenly about random shit like ‘waow….thasso cool…and then what happened???’
Its funny at first bc Gustavo is so fucking TINY that all you can see of him, in the group of men as they yapyapyap about some inane shit that Gustavo wont even remember, is his tiny little tail 😭 It is less funny, however, when Peppino catches himself rambling about work and Gustavo is like (ears perked; tail swaying) ‘mmhmm. wrow…thats ‘a kinda nice…what else did you do??’ Peppino is like *buffering* (‘something is happening right now that will need to be addressed at a later time. Do not forget DO NOT FORGET. URGENT!!!!’)
Otherwise Gustavo is just a silly guy. Vigilante will make a joke and he laughs so low and deep that he sounds downright villainous 😭 Peppino will point out something stupid on the TV and like hours later Gus is like ‘…heeeuehuuueee…..do u remember [insert stupid reference] and Peppino will giggle. Peppinos affinity for throwing around ilus are met with Gustavo going ‘😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊’ with absolutely no way to even pretend to mask it.
Gustavo has fun being out in the saloon but he really enjoys drinking in Peppinos house. Its not nearly as loud as the saloon and theres usually homecooked foods like breads and soups (Because Peppino stress-cooks ALL the time). Brick gets to stay indoors instead of waiting outside the saloon, so Gustavo gets to mess with his soft fur contentedly. He just gets to be cozy; its quite nice 😊
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TMAGP Episode 15 Live Reaction
I'm destressing after an exam so we're doing this again baby wooo
Pre-Episode
My YouTube keeps not showing the episode, it's been like an hour since the release and its still not up for me
It's not even up for my laptop this is so annoying
I can't remember how I got it to show up last time as well
Bro I keep refreshing my page and its not there WHERE ARE YOU???
Screw it Spotify get over here
THANK YOU SPOTIFY
who is this man and why is he just doing the toffee/gum in mouth/ face stretching exercise from every drama rehearsal i've ever been to
this is oddly scary
as a physics student... probably
oh its a gum ad
oooh implications
this podcast sounds cool
hi simon!!
i'm gonna stop talking about the ads now this post is so long already lmao
i love it when people dedicate episodes to their friends its so sweet
Pre-Statement
sam and celia!!
:0 he got them tickets? thats so sweet i love him
Theatre tickets can be fucking expensive as well jesus he is down bad
ah yes, my favourite piece of theatre to bring a date to: The Pillowman
i love them
alice!!
oooh luke mention
every thursday i listen to a new tmagp episode and every thursday my samalicelia post becomes a little more plausible
she has really thought this through huh
okay this is probably alice meddling out of jealousy but seriously you cannot expect me to hear her basically asking these two to hangout after theyve been on a date and expect my samalicelia brain to not go insane over it
aw alice :(
jack mention jack mention
"babys are cool" shes so me
aw celia i love her
uh oh sam and alice conversation
oh so now youtube decides to work
i cannot understand what sam said there but i'm assuming it was funny and only a bit passive agressive
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Ah another voicemail
this guy sounds like tim but not
oh god what fucked up dinner party are the rich doing now
"they wanted to know whos kill they were eating" oh this is gonna be interesting
oh no theyre watching
ah yes, very informative "prepare"
whos gonna die
ooooh a fucked up woman i love fucked up women
i know this is probably a very important character and i should be paying attention but i am a mere lesbian and i am finding this woman very attractive right now
thats when you realised something was up?
oh im so gay
theyre gonna aim for the caterers they are not safe
bingo
theyre gonna make them run methinks
they killed all the birds
oh are they gonna make the caterers kill something/someone?
oh no steven :(
these people are being very vague id be asking so many questions
each other?
EACH OTHER
PLEASE BE EACH OTHER THATS SO COOL
EACH OTHER YES
I LOVE HUNTING STORIES
this guys enjoying this a little too much
go on boris
oh no boris :(
is she following him?
OH NO HE GOT CAUGHT
AHHHH WOMAN
SHES HOT
HUH????
CELIA RUN
actually no dont you have a better chance if you stay i think
SLAY CELIA
lena what did you do
this is weirdly homoerotic
GWEN???
GWEN WHAT DID YOU DO
GWEN I LOVE YOU BUT WHAT
CHESIRE BOUCHARDS WHAT
GWEN?????
Post-Statement
ooooh is this lukes band?
theyre good i like it
awww these two arent gonna survive together
damn hes doing well
pfffft weedy git i love luke already
hello?? whos this??
lady are you okay??
alice run
ALICE RUN
ALICE HONEY WHAT HAPPENED
yippee more trauma for her to cover up with jokes
is she doing ellie the elephant oh my god
oh shes back
yeah alice you should run
im betting this was the stranger from the magnus institute
i shouldve paid attention to her little ramble lol
oh my god so much is happening in this show and we're only on episode 15
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Just out of curiosity
TW: BELOW MENTION IDEAS OF GORE, CANNIBALISM, AND GENERAL UPSETTING MENTALITY OF CANNIBALISM. Please ignore this ask if you're uncomfortable with those things, we would understand. Sorry and thank you
What would Homesick react if Y/n is a total psycho, who has no whims killing or letting some people die? Like somehow someway, they got attached to Wally and saw him as a good friend, and because they only care about his well-being and starvation, and didn't care about some other people's lives, they lured people into the woods as Wally's food. Or worse, they kidnap people and give those "food" to Homesick Wally as "gifts"?
Oh hello!! Creator 🐝 here!
This is SUCH a good question, I am so excited to ramble to you about it, I hope you don't mind!
(Since you didn't ask this directly to Wally or Hunter I assume you meant this towards me, reminder you can always ask on my main blog @the-doodle-cave for those questions too!! Keeps the blog from breaking off character haha! /lh /pos )
TW: mention of c@nn1bali1sm, d3ath, potential triggering topics and such, idealisation of c@nn1bal1sm, k1dnapp1ng
So, if You-
(or Y/N, I prefer to call them "You" capital Y)
-were to do such a thing how would Wally react huh?
Now, it entirely depends on what motives You is doing this for, its one thing to lead food to him so he doesn't starve himself, it's another to do it because you're nonchalant and don't care, or worse, actively enjoy seeing people die/suffer!
Wally loves you so SO much, it's been like that WAYYYY before he got sick-
(Hunter on the other hand...well..it's another can of worms entirely teehee...)
-so you going through all the trouble just to help him kinda flushes him a bit...
But he purposefully starves himself because of the crushing guilt of being stupid enough to have come in contact with what made him sick even with Home's protests, and in turn, makes a lot of people suffer JUST so he can feel better about himself...he constantly berates himself for having to deal with this when the death of many people could have been avoided had he been more careful...
let's play into the different scenarios you brought for me hm?
If You actively lures people into the woods and Wally found out, he'd be HORRIFIED, I think, he'd be scared of you, HELL he's already scared of himself!
Not only are you luring people in, but you're making HIM kill them, wiping the blood clean off of your hands, even worse if he knew you're doing this because you don't care about other people's well being but him, this is like a reverse Yandere type of thing!
that sort of betrayal would crush him so hard, he loves you, but DAMN, what a way to make him go through a spiral!
Now kidnapping is another thing, as mentionned before, he'd rather YOU kill them yourself rather than having him do it, mind you, releasing Hunter to do the job is PAINFUL, it tugs at his stitches and stretches his felt in a matter of minutes!
And if he DOES release him, he could also hurt YOU, you do not want to come across him while he's eating someone, that guy is FERALLLLL
But seeing someone tied up, maybe with a bag over their head-
(and that's being merciful, because they don't have the pain and fear of seeing a monster like him in front of their own eyes)
-begging for mercy, especially if the victim doesn't have a bag and staring back at him crying, squirming and struggling to break free, would be devastating, he already has a hard time looking at them through Hunter's eyes when they get captured, but here that person can't even defend themselves to even TRY to escape!
Why would you make him go through such a painful process?
Now let's say you DO bring a dead person over to him, he'd be terrified still, because that means you also have the capability of hurting innocents without any remorse...-
(also depends how long the person has been dead for, the longer it is, the less energy they have, bringing a carcass thats been sitting there for over months would be absolutely useless, reminder the way food works for hunter is different from how reagular puppets work, and even then, the way food works for puppets is different from how it works from humans! Atleast in my headcanons on puppet anatomy)
-he'd still eat them though, because he would not want the person's death to go in vain, and he'd be on board with suffering less because of the side effects of starvation-
Obviously he would plead with you to not do it again, not to care for that type of stuff for him
(although he'd be secretly very flustered how much you care for him, I'll tell you that)
I hope this answers your questions! Please do tell me if you have more!! I love talking about him!
Have a swell rest of your day and remember to have fun!
- 🐝
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hi im shy so i haven't interacted b4 but i luv your fics! i like that you write stories & just don't post smau or twt porn links.
Hey nonny! TY for liking my work, its appreciated!! I do encourage you to interact though, even if its just a comment or continued anon msgs cause they do encourage me to write. I also really like receiving them <33 so I hope you or anyone else feels comfy to interact with me. *i dont bite i promiseeeee*
However, I honestly don't think theres anything wrong with smaus or twt porn links.
I incorporated smaus into my fics before. I adore writing or reading a good crack fic/post so I definitely think they have their place too and they are funny! I just personally struggle when it comes to writing shorter content so not something in my wheelhouse to do. (lol anything i write under 1k words i automatically think is dogshit. lol someone teach me to write short stuff i beg.)
Also I be EATING UP those twt porn links!! I don't post any of my own as my twitter is a stan account and I don't follow/like/retwt porn on there cause I don't want to mess up my algorithm. But I do be bookmarking them HEAVY! They are good reference material for my smut fics tbh.
Also I try to stay out of the mess/discourse cause I feel like people should be able to enjoy what they like without writing lame dissertations in defense/debating about it. But since we are on the topic already I'll add I haven't really understood the hate for them in particular, especially those saying people who like/post them have porn addictions because what!? Like we are not all on here to write/read smut?? pot---meet--->kettle. Anyway I guess I can understand the frustration some have when they assume they are stealing attention away from fics, but idk tumblr is huge and there is a place/audience for everyone is my belief. I've seen many long 6k+ fics breaking 20k+ so I think theres interest in long fics as well (one of my 7k+ fic has 18k+ notes). But I work in marketing, am getting my MBA right now and have worked in the middle of business and creative my entire career (at one point i worked for Twitch directly with streamers/influencers) so I can say when it comes to anything content/creative driven its honestly it's less about the quality of the individual work and more about regularly finding, interacting and catering to your audience if you really care about notes that much . I think its far more important though to do it for fun. Especially since we are not getting paid and doing this for free-99! So much creativity gets stifled when its too much about the business/results/notes side and you are working to please others/for clout. Thats a whole ass job in itself lmfao! I used to write on ff.net back in the day (years ago omfg) and stressed myself out so much from all the reviews/requests that I ended up abandoning it and was scared to write fanfics for years because of the anxiety of 'letting ppl down' until I got back into it last fall and decided to stop giving a fuck LOL.
Ahhh but I could ramble on about that for hours so let me stop I'm doing what I said I didn't want to do cause this is def now a mini dissertation from me going down the rabbit hole on this LMFAO! (im long-winded af lol)
But ty for the ask nonny I hope you come back soon <3
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sansblkgirlfriend · 2 years
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Turbulence Ch. II
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Syn: Maybe you should've listened to Jade, cause now you've got eyes on you, several pairs. And you might've just snagged up someone elses heart!
Pairing: Mingi x Reader focused, Wooyoung x reader, slight ot8 x reader.
Rating: 18+ Word Count: 3.5k words
Warnings (whooo boii): Bullying, violence, injury, slight mentions of murder, namecalling, poor Mingi be over thinking,
Nsfw: Switch!Mingi, Switch!Reader, making out, fingering, nothing to extreme for this one.
A/n: Okay, So this not to be rude or mean to anyone. But when I change the date that i have, that means something came up and I couldn't upload it the day I want. I am in school so my school work comes first and I am going across seas soon. So please kindly, instead of continuing to ask why the chapter is being pushed back, please be patient with me.
Thank you, enjoy this Chapter <3
T’s: @soobinshouseplant @taehyunscaramelfrappe
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Previous = Next
“You have a date with WHO!?”
Jade yelled as you got yourself ready in the mirror. You left her a note in the room hoping that you would be gone before she got back from class but you moved a bit too slow.
Jade appears in your bathroom doorway, tapping her foot.
“U-um..well Mingi asked me out..”
“Y/n…”
“It’s just mingi-”
“ITS JUST MINGI THATS THE PROBLEM ITS FUCKING MINGI!!”
Jade sighs before snatching your phone. “I’m putting Life 360 on your damn phone.” You took a sigh of relief, you thought she was going to open the message between you and the male.
Mingi was a sweetheart but also such a filthy mess.
Your messages with him were mostly wholesome, him asking where you would like to go, if the two of you should match or not. He was such an adorable little thing.
But if she would’ve kept scrolling she would have found a little more..risky exchange between the two of you.
Mingi Pingi <3: Is it okay for me to say what’s one my mind right now?
You: Yea, what’s going on?
Mingi Pingi: You are really feuling the size kink that i have -w-
This took you by surprise, You were shorter than the male, and you standing beside him did light a little something in you. He was big, big and cute, big and cute and apparently interested in you?
Snatching your phone back from Jade, She pouted at you as you saw she was about to read the messages on screen. “Hey! I wanna know what’s going on between the two of you.”
You rolled your eyes at your friends dramatics. Before walking out to the living room and plopping on the chair.
*ping*
You look at your messages and a blush comes over your face.
Mingi Pingi <3: How do you feel about sex on the first date?
You didn’t know how to respond, I mean, you weren’t against it. It was just sex. But this was Mingi, a member of one of the most feared groups on your school's campus. You really had to make a mark on him and sex would not-
You: I don’t mind it, why you ask?
Against your better knowledge, your lower region did your thinking instead of your head. You sighed thinking that was it on that subject. But nope, not at all.
Mingi Pingi <3: Good..because I can’t stop thinking about you underneath me, it’s been driving me mad. I know this isn’t good because we’ve only known each other for a week. But I feel like we can be something more..
You:...You’re rambling Mingi.
Mingi Pingi<3: Sorry. Also I’m outside your dorm door.
You got up and peeped your head insto Jade’s room. “Jade! I’m heading off!!” Jade rolled over, pausing her anime to smile at you. “Okay! Please let me know when you get back. I’ll try to stay up.”
“Don’t! I have my key babes, but I'll let you know when I come back!”
Jade waved bye to you. You walked up to the door, opening it to see Mingi standing there, his face flushed and a single rose in his hand.
“Hi”
“Hi” 
Mingi placed his hand out and you grabbed it, closing the door behind you. The two of you made small talk, Mingi was taking you to a small cafe near the school, a simple spot for the first date. Even though Mingi was freaking out on the inside.
He didn’t want to tell you that he already bought you a gift and that he had the night planned out in several different ways. Preparing himself for the good the bad and the worst. God he was praying that it didn’t go worst. He really liked you and Seonghwa already said he was on thin ice.
“Mingi?..Mingi!..” The male blinked. Looking down to see your worried expression.
“You okay? We’ve been here for a while?” He gave you a soft smile before nodding and pulling you inside.
The cafe owner must have seen Mingi a lot because as soon as the male came in he smiled at you. “Your usual area is ready Mingi!” “Thank You Mr. Minho!” You smiled at Mingi’s little awkwardness. It’s nice to see him outside of a school setting. He seems to be enjoying himself right next to you.
The two of you sat down in the booth, instead of sitting across from you he decided to sit next to you. Mingi places a hand on top of yours and smiles at you. “I ordered you three cakes, they’re all really good!” He says as the three small cakes were placed in front of you. It was three little bundt cakes, all three different flavors. You sat up happily as the male beside you handed you a spoon.
You pick one and start digging in, you face lighting up with glee as the taste hits your tongue. “Oh my god! These are so good~” You chime out, earning a huge gummy smile from Mingi. “I’m glad, I was nervous about bringing you here, I didn't know if you’d like cake or not and my friends told me not to overdo it on the first date. But i wanted to make-”
You shush him by shoving a spoonful of the cake in his mouth. He looked shocked but it immediately turned into a look of love. Mingi was smitten, and he hated that.
Not because you were a bad person, it was because he knew what happens everytime he fell in love. 
This wasn’t his first time bringing a girl here, and the last one hurt his heart so bad. 
Her name was Jae-Hwa, Kim Jae-Hwa, and you reminded him so much of her. She was so interested in him, she did all the things right. Helping him with work from class, staying with him during lunch, even spending the night in his dorm room just cuddling. 
He thought he was truly in love and that he didn’t have to go through this process again, but she ended up betraying him. She only wanted his friends. Not him. Now Mingi didn’t mind sharing with his friends as he called it. But she completely ditched him for the others, Hongjoong to be exact, and when Mingi brought it up, he was just brushed up at first.
He was just being jealous and needy, that's all, she still loved him.
But it turned out to be the complete opposite. He was completely abandoned, his heart shattering into tons of pieces. And he was afraid to bring back up to his hyungs. So he confided in Jongho and Wooyoung, the two youngest of the group. He told them how she moved all her stuff out his room, how all the polaroids and pictures they had taken together had vanished and ended up in the trash.
Or how he openly heard her bragging to her friends during lunch. Her words still sting til’ this day.
“How’s you and Mingi?”
“Pfft Him? Please. He was just a mere step stool to get to the others, he’s too childish for me, i need someone like Hwa and Joong~”
“He’s too much of a needy little bitch anyways. But I have to keep him around to stay in good terms with the group.”
Once the oldest 4 of the group found out what happened, it was on and popping. Seonghwa and Hongjoong wanted heads on platters as Yunho tried to console his broken hearted friend.
So when he felt himself gaining those same feelings for you, it was only natural for his friends to be weary, but looking at you, he knew you weren’t going to do that. 
He wasn’t going to allow you to do that to him.
“Mingi!”
He snapped out of it feeling a hand on his face. “H-huh?..”
“You were crying..Are you sure you’re okay?” You asked with a concerned look. Mingi had just gone silent after having the cake shoved into his mouth, you at first got worried that he didn’t like that but then realized the heavy tears that were falling down his face. It spooked you but you had to snap him out of it. 
“I-i’m fine..is it okay if we go back to my dorm? I can understand if you don’t want to..I kinda ruined our date by crying..” He looked down and you sighed before leaning over to place a light peck on his cheek. 
He froze as his face slowly heated up, the blush dusting across his entire face as he quickly got up out the booth. You chuckled at him before reaching for his hand as you exited the booth. 
The two of you stayed silent on the walk back to the dorm. Mingi kept looking down at your hands connected together. He tried to get that stuff off his mind but he just couldn’t
What if you really were like those other girls that use him to get to the others?
He probably couldn’t take it and would probably snap on you. But he doesn’t want that at all, it was too much of a mess the last time it happened and Hwa was on his ass about staining the floor with blood.
The two of you reached the large dorm, Mingi stayed on the first floor with his friends. He had a single room that was nice and spacious because of it. 
As soon as he opened his dorm door you took off and hopped onto his bed, seeing the many different stuffed animals on it. “Mingi! Imma steal some of these! They are so cute!”
Mingi smiled at you and followed you over to the bed, climbing up onto it too. “I can let you have one..” He ended up trapping you between his arms. You froze as you were now face to face with the male, and looking up close you realized Mingi had on makeup as well, making him look even more handsome. The two of you stayed in silence before you decided to make the first move.
Wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him down for a kiss. Mingi’s eyes widened before fluttering shut. His lips moved against yours in a slow motion, a soft whimper leaving his mouth as you pulled him closer to you.
Mingi felt as if his heart was about to burst, he felt as if he was on cloud nine. Your lips were so soft and you smelt so damned good to him, it was intoxicating. Mingi wiggled his way between your legs, slowly grinding down against you. You let out a soft moan, your mouth hanging open slightly. That gave Mingi an opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth, he let out a deep groan. 
You pull away slowly, catching your breath, but Mingi continues kissing your face and down your neck, nibbling and biting. You whimpered out as his lips attacked the sensitive part of your neck, “M-mingi…f-fuck..” You moaned out. Mingi continued, sucking on that one spot until it bruised enough to his liking. He smirked against your skin before sitting up.
“You sounded nice moaning my name..” He said softly and you giggled softly. “I did?..” You asked teasingly and he nodded. Mingi leaned down to place another kiss on your lips, which you willingly accepted. 
You felt Mingi’s hand slip underneath your dress, dancing over your clothed sex. You whimpered as he finally put some pressure against it. Mingi slipped his hand into your panties before teasingly rubbing your sex, You let out a small cry of pleasure as he slipped two fingers into you. You held onto Mingi as his fingers started at a steady pace. Mingi placed kisses on your face as he thrusted his fingers in. Mingi made sure that his long, thick fingers reached as far as they could, he wanted to hear those cute little moans that he heard.
“You’re so fucking cute..you know..” He mumbled against your cheek, his fingers speeding up. You moaned out as you wiggle in his grip. This feeling was new, and it was amazing. You cried out his name as his hand brushes against your clit. “M-mingi..i-i” The male shushed You as he fucked you with his fingers.
The sounds of your wet cunt was filling the room, Mingi let out a groan as he felt you clench around his fingers. “G-go ahead..cum around my fingers..please cum on my fingers..” He begged and those words were enough to send you over the edge. You arched your back slightly as Mingi placed his lips on yours, taking in all of your moans and whimpers.
Mingi’s pace slowed until he pulled his fingers out, wet and soaking in your juices. You watched as Mingi brings his two fingers to his lips and place them in his mouth, licking them clean.
You blushed after Mingi placed a kiss on your cheeks as he snuggled up beside you. You smiled softly as you scooted closer to him. 
You felt safe in Mingi’s arms.
Unlike what was waiting for you when you got back to school.
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You felt eyes on you as you walked into school holding Mingi’s hand. You had let Jade know you stayed with Mingi and reluctantly she wished you well and a good night. But now you felt like everyone was judging you. 
Mingi dropped you off at your morning class with a kiss on the cheek and a smile, “I’ll see you in the band room later, Princess!” He says waving to you. You waved back and walked in the classroom as he walked away.
Going to sit in the room, you ended up being pushed out of your seat onto the hard floor. “Ow what the fuck!?”
“Yeah what the fuck are you doing with my man!?”
You looked up to see the infamous trio of girls, with Ga-Yeon looking down at you with a disgusted look. “Wait. You’re the same one who left him at lunch.” You said earning you a smack across the face,
“Shut your fucking mouth whore. That doesn’t mean shit. Mingi is mine. The rest of those boys are mine! So you better watch your fucking back!” She yelled at you.. Her two lackeys jacked you up and made you face her.
Ga-Yeon smirked before taking her knee and kneeing you in the stomach, twice. You cried out in pain as she forced you to look at her, she then took a pen and scratched your face with it, smirking as her crew threw you to the floor. 
“You listen well. You fucking whore. Just because Mingi likes you doesn’t mean shit. He’s still mine and I will not hesitate to have something done to you.” She spat at you. You groaned in pain as they walked away from you. 
“Oh and by the way, loser. Class got canceled. You would’ve known that if we weren't whoring.” 
The door slammed and you were left on the floor in pain, your hand shakingly reached for your bag. You searched for your phone and got to the group chat. The boys had all dropped their numbers in the chat, and you definitely didn’t want to call Mingi because you didn’t want to face him right now.
Were you just really another plaything while he got over being mad at Ga-Yeon? He did mention her slightly but you didn’t know.
You sigh and click on one of the numbers and put it up to your ear. You waited till it rang a couple of times, the pain in your pain sending a spark through you.
“Y/n? I thought you knew we didn’t have class today?”
Fuck. It was Seonghwa.
“Just..help..” You croaked out and You could hear the shuffling of him exiting the band room and several “What’s wrong?” ringing in the background.
You dropped your phone, not hearing the worried voice of the mama of the friend group. 
Seonghwa cursed as he rushed to the class, he could tell in your voice that you were hurt and the last thing he needed was you being hurt. Because you being hurt would send Mingi into a flurry and he does not need to deal with that this semester,
Kicking open the door Seonghwa ran in and saw you on the ground holding your stomach, the scar on your face now forming into a whelp.  He ran over and scooped you up into his arms.
“Joong!! Joong!! “ He called out, not getting a response from the male.
“For the love of San’s dimples HONGJOONG BRING YOUR ALL IN HERE!!”
Rapid footsteps could be heard, multiple, which made Hwa curse to himself.
“Fuck, fuck..Y/n what happened?” “Ga..Ga-Yeon…Mingi’s hers..” You mumbled out as the male raised off the ground with you in his arms. Seonghwa couldn’t really graped what you were trying to say but you just stayed silent as the other ran in.
“Princess!!” You hear Mingi call out, running up to Hwa to snatch you from his arms. Mingi looked down at you seeing the scar on your pretty face. “Princess who did this?..Who did it to you?..”
“Mingi calm down-”
“NO! I want her to tell me what happened!!!”
“Mingi we can just figure out by the cameras to see who-”
“NO!!”
Mingi held you closely in his arms as Jade ran into the classroom, “I came quick! Now what the hell happened Seonghwa!?” Jade barked at the Pink haired boy. He raised his hands up.
“It wasn’t any of us, she called me in distress, not wanting to upset Mingi, Cause you know how he gets it..”
Jade looked over at Mingi carrying you out the door and to the health office.
Jade sighed, “Was it Ga-Yeon?” Seonghwa nodded and Yeosang groaned. He hadn’t spoken up much, “Please. I told Seonghwa to let me get rid of her when she fucking tried to get at Mingi the first time!” The dark haired male scowled. 
Jade shook her head. “I don’t need to bail you out again. This will be the third time and we don’t need it. “ Yeosang groans. And as much as she wanted You to stay away from them, she’s friends with some of them. She’s gonna have to play dirty in order to get back at the bitches who did it to you.
“Yeo, Me, you and Jongho are on stake out duty. We watch Y/n get to class.” Jade states. Yeosang nods and Jongho only makes noise of agreement.
This was going to be hell, because they already woke up the beast. And the rest of the crew had to tread lightly in order to prevent anything else from happening.
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Over the next few days, Mingi walked you to class. Make sure you have someone to walk you from class and back to the dorm.
You on the other hand were now afraid. As with the protection, the group who harassed you the first time now were plotting your downfall. 
You saw them everywhere you went, but luckily Mingi was with you. If not Mingi, it was San and Wooyoung.
This time it was Wooyoung by yourself that you were with when you were approached by Raina. She was just as much of a bitch as Ga-Yeon and she was bestfriends with the missing Jae-Hwa.
“Not you having a little chihuahua as your guard.” 
“What do you want, Raina.” Wooyoung cut her off, standing infront of you. Raina smirked, and you wished that her next words didn’t come out her mouth.
“Me? Afraid of a little sissy boy like you! No wonder Yuki doesn’t want you!” Wooyoung froze in place. You watched as Raina snickered at him.
 “Yuki wants a real man like your bestfriend! What’s his name? Yeosang? Or maybe it was San? Anyways it doesn’t matter because it’s anyone but you!”
You felt anger bubbled up in you and before you knew it you had punched her square in the face, sending her back on her ass.
Wooyoung gasped and she cried out in pain. “What the fuck!”
“You keep their names out of your mouth! Fuck your friends and fuck what they think about Wooyoung!” You yelled before snatching Wooyoung's hand and walked past the bitch as she sat in pain.
You got far enough away before sighing. “That was well deserved.” Wooyoung chuckled as he leaned against the wall. “You didn’t have to do that, you know.”
“Please. It’s the least I can do for you all to help me out, besides, I can stick up for myself, they caught me at the wrong time the first time.”
Wooyoung laughed as he watched you go to class, “hey, Y/n?” You turned to him with a smile, “Yea Woo?” The male smiled back at you.
“Thank you..”
You giggled and waved to him “Your welcome! See you in the band room!” 
Wooyoung nodded as you disappeared into the classroom. 
He slid down the wall cursing to himself, there was a blush on his cheeks and he felt butterflies in his stomach.
He think he just fell for you. 
“MINGGGGIIIII WE GOTTA HAVE A TALK!!!!”
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faerieismm · 2 years
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eeeekkkk sorry for the wait but first postttt brrr. today i offer youuu…. 🥁🥁🥁 my leviathan headcanons!! :D he is my fav boi so i thought i’d share hehe :}
leviathan headcanons!1!
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tw: none
genre: fluff mostly??
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- this boi is WARM
- imagine being cold and asking softly if he could warm you up and he blushes and shiz but he slowly wraps his arms around you and warms u up 🥺🥺
- you showing him mitski and having breakdowns together listening to her songs daily
- always willing to listen to you, you do the same for him after all!
- he/they :)
- really appreciates you always being up to hang out with him and listening to him rambling, engaging in the conversation that seriously means the world to him
- okay so like
- i imagine demons being tall asf (my bestie shifted there and confirmed 🫡🫡) so with me being very very tiny i could just see him in his demon form, chin atop on your head and his tail wrapped firmly around you making him so close to you aaaaaaaaaaa
- bone crushing hugs
- especially when he won a game or got a new figurine that he’d be wanting for awhile
- kinda freaks after he realizes what he is doing but if you tell him you don’t mind and it happens more often it becomes kind of a thing to just hug it out :) (can you tell i’m touch starved?)
- soft smoochies
- but also
- lingering smoochies
- very very careful w u
- you’ll have to reassure him alot, even when you’ve been in a relationship for quite some time
- but it does get a little better overtime
- boba dates :D
- also going manga shopping, he might not buy anything as i imagine his collection being fcking rare n shiz but he is happy to recommend you some manga and might even pay for u 👀👀
- sugar dadd-
- sitting in his lap while he’s gaming
- i dare u
- he will be so distracted, probably loses the game and he’s a little angry and flustered mess<33
- will help u with a game when ur stuck or just don’t get it, grabs your hands and the controller and presses the buttons for you
- he blushes hard but its so cute and honestly he loves it
- stares at you occasionally
- please pretend like you didn’t notice, he’ll die
- doesn’t really use a perfume or cologne i guess?? he just smells like… himself?
- artsy days together crafting whatever the fuck
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thats all i have for now!! hope you enjoyed :}
yours truly,
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epicaxolotls · 10 months
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vibing to this 24/7 ^
moving this to the top for clarity. I Do Not Like cc!Dream. i dont care what of the accusations are fake and what are real, i think that the way he handled it and handled his fanbase was wrong. the one video he made does not change the choices he made, and i have my criticisms about it. i will reblog anti dream and dteam stuff.
same with cc!wilbur, holy shit that dude sucks.
please interact with me i'm lonely
i use only the thing itself as a trigger tag. meaning if there was something triggering in a post, I'll tag it as '[triggering thing here]' and ofc, ask if you need me to tag stuff.
@raccooninnit is my sideblog, idk how i got the url but i did
i just wanna go to l'moonburg, man
ok somehow you got through all my starter rambles hi hello you can call me Epic. or axolotl. or idrc shrug.
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pronouns are they/them
gender can be whatever is comedic in the moment
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i am a minor, if you didn't read my bio btw. i know some people dont like interacting with minors for one reason or another so just thought I'd say.
i do things. i uh. i write sometimes. and draw.
i post about mcyt, mostly.
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listen if you like bedrock bros a decent amount we will get along
oh yeah my ao3
neurodivergent, probably. i am undiagnosed at the moment, but like. i obsess over minecraft youtube. barely anyone in this fandom is neurotypical
all my art should be under #art!! now :D also #talking in the water is now my talking tag i think
anyways, if you wanna use my art for like. pfps or compilations of fanart or whatever, go right ahead, but pls credit me if its something youre gonna post:)
and FEEL FREE TO TAG ME IN THINGS!!
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i won't say like if youre reading but like i dont mind you liking this :) /nf
ooo i got a discord server?? oh thats cool you should definitely join
my hoard of ever-growing userboxes & images is under this cut- you have been warned
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cynmixandhisfixations · 5 months
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yknow, maybe i should make an introductory post... well, eh, here we go.
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i go by kieren and cinmyx [preferred names might change, still trying to figure out what im comfy with]
minor [jan 3], capricorn, genderfluid & bi w/ a male lean
mentally disabled, please be patient with me.
i only know english, but im learning spanish [and, hopefully, japanese in the future.
hoping to be a v-tuber in the future [preferably with niji, but we'll see where everything ends up]
now some other stuff ig;
this acc is specifically for nijisanji en, but it's a fixation that comes & goes so activity will be inconsistent.
writer for several years, i plan to post fanfics on here [will most likely be oneshots only, though]
^ writing asks are open [please god i need ideas]
im ok with interactions & asks [i love asks actually, pls do send some], dms are iffy but i'll try to reply
oshis;
um... i love all the guys tbh.
k fr oshis are uki violeta, shu yamino, sonny brisko, doppio dropscythe & ver vermillion.
^ also a big shxtou & merryweather fan!
i got into niji around noctyx's debut [i think.]
and... ig that's all? that's all that's important atleast. anyway, some other stuff im into [if youre interested in that]
im big into fashion of all kinds [especially gothic fashion, you can probably tell that though]
like i said earlier, id love to be a vtuber someday
i really like genshin impact & team fortress 2 as well, but i wont be posting about that on here [happily willing to talk about them with u tho]
i love cats, i have 7, kitties are everything to me
horror is my shit. i love psychological horror so much, and that will probably be shining through in some of my fics
yes i have twitter, i am slowly but surely distancing myself from that nightmarish app
anyway thats all i think... yeah um, bye i guess, hope you enjoy my insane rambling that's inevitably going to come
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credits to @/magicalboything [link to post] for the divider.
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ok so this ask is part invitation to ramble/infodump about chemistry stuff and part ask abt why u chose/enjoyed chemistry as ur major (pls idk what to do with my life lol. i like chemistry but idk if its enough to do it like as a career yknow?)
HELLO ANON YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE JUST ASKED FOR
Okay. For starters I actually didn’t go into college with the intent of being a chemist. My original major was secondary education with a focus in chemistry. Aka I wanted to teach high school chem. And that was because of my high school chem teacher, he was amazing and inspired me. I felt like I learned so much in his classes and I wanted to be like him and inspire others
Obviously thats not the route that ended up happening
Throughout my first few years, I got really involved in the chemistry clubs on my campus (ACS, GSE, etc). There was a lot of community in the chemistry department and thats where I made a lot of my friends too. I had people to study with and we helped each other, there wasnt a lot of competition. Once we got to o chem we were all just trying to survive lol.
Meanwhile, in the education department, over the years I grew more and more critical of it. It felt very cold and inhospitable. I barely knew my classmates. It felt more like a job in that it just kinda wore me down. And dont get me wrong! I LOVED my kids. I loved the actual teaching part. It was amazing. I made it all the way to student teaching because of my love for those kids. BUT. After covid hit. The education world got weird. It got too political. Its not about the kids anymore, its about doing whatever administration says. And I just couldnt take it.
A month before I would have graduated, I switched my major. Admittedly, it had been something I was thinking about since my junior year. I had taken analytical and environmental chemistry the same semester and really felt like I found my niche. (Please note here: there is no chemist who is good at all types of chemistry).
I ended up taking a 5th year to finish out a chemistry degree and get a math minor as well. I was really nervous about that decision, but that last year made me feel so much more sure of myself. I took a third analytical class, quantum mechanics, and inorganic chemistry (among other things like biochem). I learned I was *really* good at those things (unlike biochem Im lucky I passed that one). And now I have a job. Doing some instrumental work and data analysis
So I guess my decision to go into chem in the first place is just because the teacher who inspired me happened to be teaching me chemistry (though I was always a fan of science at heart)
As far as liking it enough to make it a career… well… I’ve discovered that I dont think I’m personally going to like anything for 40 hours a week for the rest of my life. And thats probably because Im out of an academic environment now, but yeah. My goal is to be able to have a chemistry job part time. Because full time just kinda makes me dread it. And Im lucky to have things in the works that might let that come to fruition in the next few years, butttttttt. Thats more of a critique on society as a whole than specifically chemistry
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Hello! First of all I want to say I love your work!
I just saw your post about some entitled person complaining about you not using readmore (if I got it right?) and
1. People need to remember that they are able to turn off long post/turn on long post shortening in their settings on mobile so they're really just being rude about something that they can do something about on their own end
and
2. We can actually use readmore on mobile! You just need to type :readmore: in a new paragraph/line and hit enter! Just in case you ever do want to use it, but quite honestly? You do you and if people can't deal with how you do it then thats their problem, they do have options if it bothers them :3
Anon, you and another anon are just the sweetest people who both are trying to help me with this and let me just say, i appreciate it so so much. I have now somewhat figured out the mobile readmore though i need to fix it as i got it wrong a couple times.
But honestly, your reassuring me that i can do what i want on my blog is just, really soothing for my anxiety. so thank you a lot!!! because my brain likes lying to me and sometimes it's easier to believe someone i haven't met than the people i live with.
you 100% got it right. tbh it was just them replying to a fic i really enjoyed writing with a 'use a god damn read more' and nothing about the fic or anything else. which like, if you don't care about the fic and just the length of my posts please block me?
and tbh if it hadn't been so rude or distressing i wouldn't have been so upset. it's just, i only even saw the comment by accident (my notifications are horrible about telling me when someone has replied) so i kind of freaked out because how was i supposed to know it was even a problem for people?
i would have been happy if they'd asked me without swearing or been demanding in an ask and it would have been fine if they'd used anon if they didn't want me to know who they were. and then my bf took over because my social anxiety got triggered and just blocked them and talked me down from my 'omg i'm triggering people to the point they're upset at me and im a terrible person' mental spiral that i fell into. and i'm sure the person didn't mean to trigger me, but i do talk pretty openly about my anxiety on here so saeth agreed i should write a post about how not to request things. so that i can at least say i tried if this happens again.
also they're blocked and i didn't respond to them or call them out because 1) i don't need more negativity/they don't deserve access to me/my stuff and 2) they could have just been having a really, really bad day and they don't need the guilt of knowing they sent someone into a triggered anxiety spiral and almost made them stop writing an entire fic. or the stress of being 'called out'. it's healthier for both of us to just not interact at this point, i feel.
and while bad days doesn't excuse being shitty to other people ever!!! i personally just hope they find their equilibrium and learn better coping mechanisms and how to request things. but its also not my problem to fix, hence why blocking.
thank you for the care and the compliment and just reaching out! sorry i kinda ended up rambling because i'm still a little anxious about the whole thing and how i handled it
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seunggelic · 2 years
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shut up and dance with me - han jisung
A/N: hi guys! i am so sorry for not updating in a while I got super busy with work and stuff but I’m really excited about this one :D I didn’t really proofread it so its probably riddled with grammar and spelling errors. also i’m sorry if it feels a bit rushed at the end, i might edit it. I hope you enjoy!
pairing: han jisung x reader
genre: best friends to lovers (i am a sucker for this trope)
description: after pining after minho for so long you finally worked up the guts to ask him out, unknowingly breaking your best friends heart
warnings: minho and changbin are kinda mean in this 
word count: 4k
Today was the day. You weren’t gonna hold it off anymore, you’ve been pining after minho for 2 years now and you were almost certain he felt the same way. 
“Im so nervous but so excited maybe this is a bad idea but I shouldn’t hold it off anymore” you rambled on to jisung. He threw in a few “uh huh’s” and “yea’s” here or there but you knew he wasn't listening. “HAN JISUNG” that got his attention “what do I do.” He groaned “just tell him how you feel or whatever he probably likes you too plus the sooner you do this the sooner I can stop hearing about him” you barely heard what he was saying, there were so many thoughts running through your head you couldn’t pay attention to whatever jisung was saying “who’s not listening now” 
“sorry sorry i’m just so nervous i’ve never asked anyone out before let alone asking someone to a dance” you continued pacing back and forth across the room. Jisung stood up and grabbed your shoulders “theres nothing to be nervous about. even if he says no you’ll always have meee~” he ruffled your hair. “Ew you’re so gross ji” you pushed him away 
*time skip* 
“So how are you gonna do this anyway?” The two of you were currently hiding behind a corner staring at minhos locker. “i’m gonna put this in his locker, run away, and then we can see his reaction without me having to actually talk to him” “this seems like a lot of unnecessary work” you smacked him in the head “shut up and tell me if you see him coming” 
You dashed towards his locker and started to slip the carefully worded note in the locker. “Y/n?” You whip around to see changbin, one of minhos best friends. “What do you want changbin?” you try to the letter behind your back but changbin snatches it “what do we have here?” “STOP THATS NOT FOR YOU” you jumped up to grab it from him but he yanks it out of your reach. To make matters worse you see minho walking towards you. “Changbin please give that back” he snorts “no way. Not before I read it first” you felt your heart drop as he ripped open the pink envelope. 
“Dear minho,
         I know you are way out of my league but I feel like there is a connection between the two of us. You are kind, intelligent, and i feel so much happier whenever I’m around you” all you could do is watch in horror as changbin spilled your feelings to everyone in that hallway, including minho. “Ive never met anyone as amazing as you and I really really like you. Will you go with me-“ 
You didn’t even see him coming but within milliseconds changbin was on the ground with jisung on top of him. jisung began throwing punches and you winced at every sickening thud. Classmates were gathering, teachers were running towards the scene, and to top it all off there was minho, staring right at you. It was too overwhelming, feeling dizzy and sick you ran away. 
“Y/n?” You heard someone call out but you kept running, wanting to get as far away as possible. 
You found an empty corner in some random hallway, most of the students had left to see what the big commotion was about. Once you felt that you were alone you began to cry. right now your best friend was in a fistfight, your crush found out about your feelings, and the whole student body would soon find out about your failed confession. 
Suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder, you flinched and backed away a couple inches. “Sorry I didn’t mean to scare you” you knew that voice. You look to make eye contact with minho then hastily wipe your tears. “Oh hey what’s up” he squats to be on your level “were you..crying?” “What? ..no” he softly laughs, your voice is shaky and your eyes are red and puffy, its pretty clear that you were crying a few seconds prior. 
“Im sorry about..what changbin did” you freeze. how were you supposed to talk to your crush after your feelings were just broadcasted to a whole hallway of kids. “You don’t have to talk to me just because you feel bad.” You tucked your chin on your knees, expecting him to walk away. To your surprise, you feel his shoulder brush against yours as he sits down next to you. “I really liked your letter” you heard rustling, then out of your peripheral vision you saw a flash of pink. turning your head you see minho holding your letter, a bit crumpled, but your letter nonetheless. 
You quickly reach out to grab the letter from hands but his grasp on it is strong, after a few tugs you give up and drop your hands. “How did you get this?” “Changbin dropped it when jisung tackled him.” the moment he said jisung you sat up. You mind began to race worrying about him, he’s feisty and energetic but he’s no match for changbins strength. You had to go look for him, you had to see if he was ok. 
You were pulled out of your thoughts when minho gently puts his hand on your knee. “Y/n, would you like to go to the dance with me?” Your eyes widened and minho laughs at your reaction. Standing up he offers his hand to help you up. you grab his hand and slowly stand up, eyes never leaving his. “I know you kinda beat me to it but I was actually gonna ask you..so do you want to?” “I-“ is all you could get out. You mind was fuzzy, you could feel his warm hand on yours and then felt yourself being pulled into his arms. The hug was nice, but you were caught off guard and a little uncomfortable at the sudden contact. “I’ll take that as a yes”. This should’ve been the happiest moment of your life but your mind kept wandering back to jisung. 
After minho left you pulled out your phone to text your best friend. what you didn’t know was jisung had been standing a few feet away mere seconds ago. After the fight with changbin he ran off to find you only to discover you and minho hugging. 
*time skip*
You paced back and forth, jisung had texted that he was only 5 minutes away. You were excited about Minho but overall worried about jisung. 
Soon you heard knocking at your door and you rushed to open it. Jisung had definitely seen better days. His lip was bloody, there were scratches on his face, and he was sporting a swollen black eye. “Oh ji…” “hey-” he was cut off as you reached out and grabbed his face turning it left and right, examining all the damage. “Come inside I have some bandaids that can help with” you gestured towards his face “..all that”
He was sitting on your bathroom counter, legs on either side of you while you gently tended to his wounds. “Why’d you do this hm? Now you’re gonna have a black eye for the dance” he avoided your gaze “changbin was being a jerk” 
“Still this was unnecessary” he stayed silent. after a beat of silence you decided to speak again “so did you get in trouble?” “Nah, they were more mad at changbin for stealing someones property or whatever” He let out a snort “I got him so good though” you stopped what you were doing and raised an eyebrow at him. 
“Really? Because your face begs to differ” he gave an exaggerated offended look “ok well you should see his face, his black eyes have black eyes” you let out a laugh “you are so stupid sometimes” “not as stupid as y-“ jisungs breath got caught in his throat. You were leaning in to bandage a cut near his eye. your faces were centimeters apart, he was about to combust. “what were you saying?” You said, distracted by the nasty gash. “Oh uh,” his eyes glanced towards yours “nothing” 
Sighing you backed away from the counter and leaned on the wall. “Ok well I think thats pretty much all I can do. You might wanna ask your mom to fix some of the stuff though, I don’t really know what I was doing” he turned around to face the mirror and examine his face “nah she’ll just worry” he smiled at the hello kitty bandages adorning his face “you didn’t have anything a little less…pink?” “Don’t judge me these bandages are hella cute. And if you don’t want your mom to worry how are you supposed to explain this when you get home.” “Thats the thing…do you think I can stay here for the night?”
*time skip*
You laid out a pillow and some extra blankets on the couch. “One night only, then you need to go back home” “yea yea whatever” he responds nonchalantly as he rifled through your closet. “Hey didn’t I leave some clothes here last time, where are they?” “I think the your pants are somewhere in the drawer” you called from the other room where you were changing. He turned towards your dresser and smiled when he saw a polaroid of the two of you. “Ok I found the pants but where’s my..” you walked into the room wearing your pajamas. “..shirt. are you serious right now” “OH MY GOD WHY AREN’T YOU WEARING A SHIRT” you shrieked and covered your eyes “DON’T BLAME ME YOUR LITERALLY WEARING MY SHIRT RIGHT NOW” “YOU COULD’VE WARNED ME IM ACTUALLY SCARED FOR LIFE AND ITS NOT MY FAULT FOR WANTING TO WEAR MY PAJAMAS”
the chaos was interrupted by his laughter. Peeking through your fingers you could see his head thrown back and his hands on his stomach, clutching it from laughing too hard. you could feel your face get hot, you needed to leave the room. “I bet you wore it on purpose so you could see me without a shirt on” he teased as you walked out. A few seconds later the shirt was thrown at jisungs head. 
*time skip* 
The two of you sat on the couch eating ice cream “Don’t get any on my blanket, I just bought it” you warned him “why do you have no faith in me, Im not a complete klutz” as he said this, a drop of ice cream rolled down his hand and promptly landed on the blanket. You let out a long sigh as jisung hastily tried to wipe it away
“Oh I almost forgot, something huge happened with minho today” he stopped wiping “oh?” “Yea so we ended up talking for a bit after..what happened today and long story short he asked me to the dance!!” He clenched his jaw “thats..thats awesome. I told you he liked you back” he said ruffling your hair. “Shut up oh my god” standing up you grabbed the finished wrappers to throw them away
“Ok im going to bed, see you in the morning” “night” and with that you left him in the dark room. Alone with his thoughts, and all he could think about was how he missed his chance
*time skip*
You were meeting with jisung for the first time in a couple days, it had been hard to talk to each other recently with finals coming up and having to plan for prom so you were looking forward to catching up. Your knee bounced up and down and the leather squeaked as you shifted uncomfortably. where is he. Its not unlike jisung to be late but he was taking an eternity
You heard the bell hanging over the door ring and your head shot up. Exhaling a sigh of relief you waved him over. “Took you long enough” he slid into the seat across from you and smiled “sorry I got caught up in something”. Most of his cuts had healed, his black eye was now more of a gross yellow color, but there was definitely improvement. 
“so..” You started “how’ve you been, I feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever” he scratches his neck “yea sorry I guess i’ve just been busy.” “Too busy to talk to your best friend?” You almost say but bite your tongue. there were a couple beats of awkward silence. “Well anyways nothing new has really happened, just a bunch of homework and tests” there was a strange cloud of tension between you two. It was so weird, it’s not like you guys fought or anything, something just felt..off. 
“how’s prom planning going?” jisung asks, pulling you out of your thoughts. “Its pretty good, I mean minho is making me wear a purple dress because the color suits him or whatever but I found this blue dress and oh my god its so gorgeous and not to toot my own horn but I look hot in it” you laugh trying to lighten the atmosphere. but jisungs expression is serious “tch, thats not fair, you should be able to wear the dress you like” you snort “its not a big deal ji, its just a dress” he mumbles something in response but you couldn’t hear
“Speaking of prom, have you asked anyone yet?” He looks down and fiddles with his rings “uhh I wasn’t planning on asking anyone really” “seriously? Cmon ji theres gotta be someone you wanna go with” he looks up and theres a hint of sadness in his eyes “yea I guess.” you frown “are you oka-“ 
“Y/n!” Out of the blue minho walks into the restaurant. “Hey minho” you greet him with a smile. Jisung watches as minho slides into the seat next to you and wraps his arm around your waist, he doesn’t miss the awkward face you make looking down at minhos hand. “So, what are you guys doing here” minho asks “just catching up, we were talking about-“ you look over at minho who is scrolling on his phone, barely paying attention “uh-huh” he replies “thats great. Anyways did you look into some purple dresses that match my tux” jisung rolls his eyes “oh yea” you reply pulling out your phone “um are these ok?” You pass your phone to him 
“y/n, why is this still in your cart” he shows the blue dress that you just cant seem to let go of “sorry, I just really like the dress” minho smiles “well thats great but its not purple, so lets just” he removes the blue dress from your cart “thats better, now lets look at purple dresses, ok?” “sure.” truth be told, fantasy minho was much nicer than real life minho 
“I should get going guys” your head shot up at jisungs statement. You gave him a look that said please stay, jisung could see the desperation in your eyes, but he couldnt stand sitting in the booth with minho any longer “sorry y/n, i’ll text you ok?” He reached to ruffle your hair but hesitated when he saw minho glaring at him. And with that, he was gone. 
*time skip* 
8:09 PM 
Y/n: sorry minho interrupted our hang out today
Ji: its fine, you needed to plan for prom anyway
Y/n: yea but still
Y/n: also you reminded me, who are you gonna ask to prom
Ji: oh did I forget to tell you? Katie randomly texted me and asked if I wanted to go so I said yea
You stared at the message. Jisung is actually going with another girl. Why should you care? You are going with minho. you are happy for jisung..right?
8:12 PM
Ji: y/n??
Ji: is that ok?
Ji: helloooo
Ji: I can tell her no if you want
8:13 PM
Y/n: nono thats great i’m so happy for you
Y/n: my little jisung is all grown up
Ji: ew i’m blocking you
Y/n: love you too
*time skip* 
You couldn’t help but frown looking in the mirror. The dress was nice but you just wish you could wear the blue one. “Y/n! Minhos here!” Your mom calls from downstairs. “Coming mom!” You shout back. You check your hair one last time before leaving to go downstairs. 
You shyly smile at your parents and minho. “You two look so cute, get together for pictures” your mom coos. “Oh my gosh mom” you hide your face in your hands, embarrassed. “I am your mother, I am gonna take pictures of my baby” rolling your eyes you lean into minho and smile. After about 10 photos you stop your mom, “okok we are gonna be late” you grab minhos hand to leave “oh fine, go ahead don’t do anything I wouldn’t do. And make sure to say hi to jisung for me” “will do” you say before shutting the door. “Sorry about that” you apologize to minho “its fine, your mom is nice. Shall we go?” 
*time skip*
Pulling into the school parking lot you see friend groups and couples dressed to the nines. “Ready?” You give minho a nod before stepping out of the car
The gymnasium was beautifully decorated, you could barely tell its where hundreds of students suffer through PE every day. Your eyes scan the room looking for jisung but before you can find him minho drags you to meet his friends, one of them being changbin.
“Well well well, hello y/n. Having a good time?” You scoff at changbin “what’s with the attitude, I helped you get your date.” “Whatever changbin” you look up at minho, half expecting him to stand up for you but he is laughing and talking with some girl who came with changbin. 
Sitting at the table you meekly sip on your drink. The entire night you felt ignored since minho was just talking to his friends. To make matters worse, you hadn’t seen jisung all night. You slumped in your chair and looked at the happy couples dancing, this blows. 
“Im gonna get a refill” you whisper to minho, but he waves you off, all his attention on the girl sitting in front of him. You take your time walking to the snacks table, not wanting to go back to your table. On the bright side, you spot jisungs fluffy hair over the crowd of people and practically run up to him. 
“Oh my gosh ji where have you been all night i’ve been looking all over-“ you get a good look at his outfit. He’s wearing a simple black tux with a blue accent, ironically it would’ve gone perfectly with the other dress. To put it simply, he looked good, really good. “-for you..” he looked you up and down “you look really pretty y/n”, you felt your face get hot you shouldn’t have been so affected by that, you are here with another guy after all. 
Regaining your compose you look around in the general vicinity “where’s Katie?” He chokes on the cookie he was eating. He struggles for a few seconds before answering “she’s uh.. she’s in the bathroom. Yea the bathroom. Where’s uh.. where’s minho” you sigh “oh he’s over there-” you turn around to show jisung but end up seeing minho with the girl practically in his lap, whispering in her ear making her giggle. 
You feel the tears welling up in your eyes but put on a brave face “I should probably head back to the table” “what? Y/n do you see him right now” jisung is practically fuming. “Its..its fine jisung” you turn to go back to the table but jisung grabs your wrist “y/n cmon..lets go somewhere else” you smile but remove his hand “its ok jisung I can handle it” but he couldn’t just stand there and watch you be ignored by minho any longer. 
You feel him rush past you “ji?” He doesn’t hear you. he walks right up to minho and grabs him by the collar. “How stupid are you” venom drips from jisungs words “excuse me? Back off dude” minho tries to get out of jisungs grip but fails “you were lucky enough to go to this dance with the most amazing girl in the world, and you choose to abandon her for some bumbling bimbo? You are such a douche” whispers and murmurs were heard throughout the crowd that had formed. 
Minho scoffed “you are just jealous because you are too much of a pussy to admit that you are in love with your best friend” that threw jisung off guard “I-“ his voice cracked and he looked back at you “you know what. maybe I am, but I would never be stupid enough to let her go like you did” he reached his arm back to punch him in the face. “ji?” Hearing your voice he stopped and dropped his hand. “You’re lucky she stopped me” and with that jisung let go of minhos collar, letting him fall to the floor. 
All eyes were on jisung, feeling too overwhelmed he ran out of the room. Picking himself up off the floor minho laughed “told you he was a pussy” that was the last straw, you slapped minho and threw the remnants of your drink on him “shut up minho, you’re just- you are such a terrible person” you ran off to find jisung while the crowd laughs at a humiliated minho.
After a few minutes of searching, you found him sitting on the steps outside. You slowly approached him and lightly tapped him on the shoulder. He flinched and turned around, quickly wiping his eyes. “Hey jisung..” You sat next to him but frowned when he avoided your eyes. after considering your options you speak up again, “did you mean what you said?” He turns back around to face you “yea minho is a douche, I stand by that” you laugh and hit his arm “you know what i’m talking about” 
He exhales before responding “..yea I really- I do.. ya know… I do like you” your heart swells “but I get it if you don’t feel the-“ you couldn’t hold back any longer, you launch yourself onto jisung and crash your lips on his. He falls back but holds your sides so you dont fall onto the concrete. When you pull apart his smile is brighter than the sun “woah” 
The feeling of bliss is cut short when you are filled with an overwhelming sense of dread. You cover your mouth with your hand. Jisung looks at you worriedly and grabs your other hand “what’s wrong” “what about Katie, you were on a date with her and I just- oh my god im a terrible person” you start slapping your forehead “i’m so sorry” he grabs your hand before you can continue hitting yourself “y/n nonono its fine its fine I swear” “HOW IS IT FINE THIS IS NOT-“ “I ..may have made it up” he says with a lopsided smile. This boy was going to be the death of you “did you seriously lie about a girl asking you out” “well I needed an excuse to go to the dance…and I couldn’t ask you because well you know” you grabbed his face and pecked his lips “you are so stupid” 
“So do you wanna go back in there? I feel bad for ruining your dance” he says leaning his head on your shoulder “nah i’m good, i’m pretty tired. Plus minho ruined my dance, you made it infinitely better” grabbing his hands you walked to his car and drove home
*time skip* 
You both collapse on the bed, completely exhausted. “What a night” “I know right” he replies. “Wait here” you get up to use the bathroom and change out of the uncomfortable dress. When you come out you are surprised to see the lights dimmed with jisung standing in the middle of the room with his hand outstretched. “May I have this dance?” “But- I just took off my nice dress” he laughs and reaches forward to grab your hand “shut up and dance with me”
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Introductory Post! (My God I can't believe I'm doing this)
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Hi! I'm Clarissa! Briar is fine too. I go by She/They. When I was young I used to scavange through ask blogs and other things on this website, and today's the day I finally made an account.
Interaction Rules!
My Interaction Rules can mostly be found in my carrd but the gist is that I am really shy and introverted, so please be patient with me. Tone tags are appreciated! But please use tone tags when joke flirting with me (I can get confusing signals lmao)
DNI!
Obivously, don't interact if you go against any minority, don't interact if you support problematic people, don't interact if you sexualize any minors/alternative fashions, and don't interact if you are a proshipper. (Again, check carrd for more details)
Interests!
Touhou: Imperishable Night is my favorite game, while my most favorite character is a tie between Marisa Kirisame, Reimu Hakurei and Alice Margatroid. Fun Fact that famous Bad Apple video is what got me into Touhou in the first place.
Pretty Cure: I got into the entire franchise just last year and I'm currently watching the entire seasons from start to finish (By the time I'm typing this I'm in DokiDoki Precure). The OG and Max Heart have my heart while Cure Black and Cure Blossom are my favorites. I also love the All Star movies cause I'm a big sucker for crossovers.
Sailor Moon: I watched Crystal and the Eternal Movie on Netflix, and I'm currently reading the Manga! I would get into the 90s anime since I seen so many clips on Youtube (its so funny) but considering how many Precure episodes I have to watch, I can't. (Maybe someday!) I love Hotaru Tomoe. Can't say the same thing for Mamoru Chiba (especially during the first arc of the manga/crystal UGH-)
Revolutionary Girl Utena: The intro slaps and I'm also currently in the middle of watching the series. I know all about the dark themes and enjoy the symbolism even if I dont get it at first. (I could ramble about how the show is amazing tbh)
Ib: One of my favorite games of all time, please tell me people remember this game.
Mad Father: Same vein as Ib, again please tell me people remember this game.
Lolita Fashion: I have a few skirts and blouses (still need to get a petticoat lmao). I particularly like Gothic and Classic Lolita Fashion.
The Garden (OC World): My Toyhou.se is pretty bare bones about the world, and partially making this Tumblr is to talk about more about my OCs (in general). Either expect very long blocks of text or half-lazy art (thats what I see my art atleast).
Editing: Besides drawing, I also make video edits! Check out my Instagram to check them out (My instagram page also links to my tiktok page so check that out if you want).
Honorable Mentions! (/other interests that do kinda count but they aren't really that big)
Doki Doki Literature Club!: Monika is Best Girl
Undertale/Deltarune: Yes, I was an Undertale person during that big boom. I also used to hate Chara, but now I love them and believe that Chara and Asriel deserve the world.
Monster High/Ever After High: They were my childhood. I really don't mind GEN 3, and I actually find it fascinating (we don't talk about GEN 2).
Portal: The first game I bought on steam, and played both of them. We need more content (not a 3rd game, just new content).
BFDI: Also a childhood show I grew up. Something about objects competing for an Island really stuck with me.
Alright, that's enough typing. I'm not even sure if this is too long but it feels like it. If this didn't repel you from me, feel free to stick around!
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UMMMM NOTHING HAPPENS???
Dude. This, you’ve done something with this.
Like the first part REGGIES ADORABLE, and they’re obvs already soulmates, and it’s setting the Sirius dynamic. Like especially with James and Sirius, I think it’s a fun way to explore their friendship, and James’ inability to say no.
THEN THE NEXT PART! JAMES MY LOVE YOU.ARE.JELOUS!!!!!! Like my guy. The “baby”, James please have a conscious thought. The beef between Pandora and Sirius is so real <3. But it’s interesting to see like another sibling haver perspective on Sirius and Reg cause James is just James. Like it’s speaks a lot about everyone’s dynamic I think how everyone interacts with the twins (Love them but the way, your Evan is <333)
THEN THE LAST PART. HOLY SHIT. Like i thought they were about to have a cute moment (which i guess they did) but then BAM “what about your girlfriend?”. It was like a record scratch in my brain. I’m very excited to get Regs’ side of the story, and James is my bbg i’ll always defend him even if he sucks, if James said it was a platonic make out session, it was a platonic make out session. (I’m kidding he’s being a dick) BUT THE “You’re my best friend” while they were literally sucking face. Babe. Please. AND WHEN HE CALLED OUT WOLFSTAR, you have literally no room to talk. Like at all. But like, him being like “Em. Babe. ur overreacting” While reg was literally cuddled up in him. LIKE WHAT JAMES? THATS INSANE!
But like based of what you’ve posted IDK, but it’s different than what I expected?? (in a good way). Like the characterization is so compelling in this! I’m very excited for this and am very patiently waiting for the next part, in the meantime i’ll be re reading and finding even more insane bits i missed i’m sure.
(sorry for rambling, but thank you lots for writing <3)
NEVER APOLOGISE FOR RAMBLING and this ask made my day, i couldn't answer until now bc i've been shopping all morning/afternoon but !!! i read it as soon as i woke up and it made me <3 so very happy <333
ELEVEN YEAR-OLD REGGIE IS SOOOO CUTE i need to put him in my mouth and . chew . he's so very dear to me i swear <333 i also love his dynamic with sirius and all the banter between james and sirius was so fun to write. their friendship sort of . deteriorates . in a way . bc of regulus and both sirius and james' inability to share, so i'm glad i got to write them like this before that, like proper best friends!!!
HE'S SO FUCKING JEALOUS IT'S ACTUALLY CONCERNING the 'baby' was playing soooo dirty and so manipulative of him. and i'm so glad u enjoy sirius and pandora's rivalry bc it's one of my fav things in nothing happens hehe. and yessss james has a very . close-minded view of siblings, in a way, since he's an only child and he's never gonna understand what goes down in those kinds of bonds. so getting to see the twins and how they behave and interact with others helps with james' lacking perspective imo!! also nothing happens evan is my baby, i'm so happy u like him <333
THE LAST PART IS THE WOMAN OF THE HOUR I THINK so intense so hot so dramatic <3 the mention of james' gf IS supposed to hit, bc despite the fic being from his pov, he never thinks about her until reg mentions her, which is . wild . if u stop to think about it . idk if we'll ever get reg's side of the story bc nothing happens works better bc it's james-centric but !! who knows !! i'd love to write his pov of some moments for sure (and share more content of the twins too). also i'm so surprised to see how much ppl are loving nh james??? he's gonna get worse, so idk how long this will last but i'm quite pleased so far bc i adoreeee him. HE'S SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT DURING THAT WHOLE CONVO telling his literal gf she's overreacting when he has reg seated on his lap, telling reg he's his best friend after having his tongue down his throat . he's insane . especially bc he believes every single word coming out of his mouth
oh i'm so glad ur liking it despite the story not being what u expected (so relieved it's in a good way tho). the characterizations in nothing happens are what make the fic super compelling to me too so <3 taking this as a huge compliment <3 i'm gonna go back to writing oby + a pandalily pwp now so idk when the next part will be ready but !! since nothing happens is what i always write on the side bc it comes quite easy to me, it could be done sooner than it seems. we'll see!!
thank you so much for reading and for sending such a lovely ask, it means the whole world MWAH <333
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