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seunggelic · 1 year
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more than enough - kim seungmin
A/N: wow i am rly bad at updating at a normal rate...BUT I FINALLY WROTE SOMETHING FOR SEUNGMIN (i love him so much guys). its shorter than I initially anticipated but there will def be more fics for him in the future!!
pairing: seungmin x reader
genre: fluff
description: seungmin has learnt to enjoy every moment with you, no matter how small
warning: none
word count: 600+
seungmin watches you get up and leave the table quietly. you hadn’t been talking much which wasn’t necessarily out of the ordinary. nonetheless his eyes followed you out the door in worry. 
after a couple minutes of contemplation he decided to leave the table and check on you. he was stopped in his tracks when hyunjin starts showing off pictures of kkami. 
He smiles and nods politely at the seemingly endless slideshow of pictures, but looks past hyunjin towards the door. “Great…cute…yeah…look I really gotta- oh just one more?” Seungmin sighs but perks up when he hears changbin “has anyone seen y/n? I’ll go look for her” he springs up “nonono I can check on her” his response was met with whistles and a chorus of “ooh’s” he rolls his eyes “yeah yeah shut up” hyunjin gave him a knowing smile. Maybe he was a bit too obvious about his feelings towards you, but you had no idea about them which was more than fine with him. 
He makes his way through the hallway, poking his head through each door until finally reaching his room. soft purple light leaked through the bottom of the door. He knocked softly but opened the door when there was no response. 
Peeking through the doorway his eyes land on your sleeping figure. Biting back his smile he crept into the room and closed the door behind him. 
You looked so peaceful lying on the couch. The atmosphere felt so quiet…so calm. Noticing you didn’t have a blanket he unzipped his gray hoodie and gently placed it over you. Even though it was his favorite it always seemed to make its way back to you.
He sat on the floor so he was at eye level with you and carefully rested his head on the couch. He resisted the urge to move the hair out of your face, afraid he would wake you up. All he could do was look at you and admire your peaceful expression, which was more than enough for him. 
“Seungmin? Did you find y/n?“ Felix says from the other side of the door. seungmin springs up from where he was sitting and whips around. “Oh yea um they’re here just sleeping” felix pauses for a bit “.. uh ok just come back soon” seugnmin looks back at you “yep coming”
He starts walking towards the door but stops when he hears shuffling behind him. “Seungmin? Are you leaving?” he felt his heart explode oh my god he likes you so much. 
“Well yea did you think I was just gonna watch you sleep?” he replies even though he would gladly watch you for hours. “Can’t you stay for a minute?” Looking back at the door he sighs and makes his way back to the couch.
He lays on the floor while you look at him with tired eyes. “Go back to sleep, I won’t leave”. You smile and reach your arm down to his face poking his nose and cheeks. seungmin gently swats your hand away and starts tickling your nose back. He also uses this opportunity to move that pesky strand of hair our of your eyes.
You snort in amusement and move your hand higher to mess up his hair. He grabs your wrist and moves it away from his head. You expected him to let go but he keeps holding your arm loosely. Shifting slightly you grasp his hand. 
He looks up at you but finds your eyes closed. Deep down he knows you aren’t actually asleep, but will play along. He maneuvers your intertwined hands to rest on his chest and prays you can’t feel how fast his heart is beating. Unbeknownst to him your heart is beating just as fast. 
One day he would tell you how he really felt, but right now all he had were these small moments with you. That was more than enough for him. 
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seunggelic · 2 years
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shut up and dance with me - han jisung
A/N: hi guys! i am so sorry for not updating in a while I got super busy with work and stuff but I’m really excited about this one :D I didn’t really proofread it so its probably riddled with grammar and spelling errors. also i’m sorry if it feels a bit rushed at the end, i might edit it. I hope you enjoy!
pairing: han jisung x reader
genre: best friends to lovers (i am a sucker for this trope)
description: after pining after minho for so long you finally worked up the guts to ask him out, unknowingly breaking your best friends heart
warnings: minho and changbin are kinda mean in this 
word count: 4k
Today was the day. You weren’t gonna hold it off anymore, you’ve been pining after minho for 2 years now and you were almost certain he felt the same way. 
“Im so nervous but so excited maybe this is a bad idea but I shouldn’t hold it off anymore” you rambled on to jisung. He threw in a few “uh huh’s” and “yea’s” here or there but you knew he wasn't listening. “HAN JISUNG” that got his attention “what do I do.” He groaned “just tell him how you feel or whatever he probably likes you too plus the sooner you do this the sooner I can stop hearing about him” you barely heard what he was saying, there were so many thoughts running through your head you couldn’t pay attention to whatever jisung was saying “who’s not listening now” 
“sorry sorry i’m just so nervous i’ve never asked anyone out before let alone asking someone to a dance” you continued pacing back and forth across the room. Jisung stood up and grabbed your shoulders “theres nothing to be nervous about. even if he says no you’ll always have meee~” he ruffled your hair. “Ew you’re so gross ji” you pushed him away 
*time skip* 
“So how are you gonna do this anyway?” The two of you were currently hiding behind a corner staring at minhos locker. “i’m gonna put this in his locker, run away, and then we can see his reaction without me having to actually talk to him” “this seems like a lot of unnecessary work” you smacked him in the head “shut up and tell me if you see him coming” 
You dashed towards his locker and started to slip the carefully worded note in the locker. “Y/n?” You whip around to see changbin, one of minhos best friends. “What do you want changbin?” you try to the letter behind your back but changbin snatches it “what do we have here?” “STOP THATS NOT FOR YOU” you jumped up to grab it from him but he yanks it out of your reach. To make matters worse you see minho walking towards you. “Changbin please give that back” he snorts “no way. Not before I read it first” you felt your heart drop as he ripped open the pink envelope. 
“Dear minho,
         I know you are way out of my league but I feel like there is a connection between the two of us. You are kind, intelligent, and i feel so much happier whenever I’m around you” all you could do is watch in horror as changbin spilled your feelings to everyone in that hallway, including minho. “Ive never met anyone as amazing as you and I really really like you. Will you go with me-“ 
You didn’t even see him coming but within milliseconds changbin was on the ground with jisung on top of him. jisung began throwing punches and you winced at every sickening thud. Classmates were gathering, teachers were running towards the scene, and to top it all off there was minho, staring right at you. It was too overwhelming, feeling dizzy and sick you ran away. 
“Y/n?” You heard someone call out but you kept running, wanting to get as far away as possible. 
You found an empty corner in some random hallway, most of the students had left to see what the big commotion was about. Once you felt that you were alone you began to cry. right now your best friend was in a fistfight, your crush found out about your feelings, and the whole student body would soon find out about your failed confession. 
Suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder, you flinched and backed away a couple inches. “Sorry I didn’t mean to scare you” you knew that voice. You look to make eye contact with minho then hastily wipe your tears. “Oh hey what’s up” he squats to be on your level “were you..crying?” “What? ..no” he softly laughs, your voice is shaky and your eyes are red and puffy, its pretty clear that you were crying a few seconds prior. 
“Im sorry about..what changbin did” you freeze. how were you supposed to talk to your crush after your feelings were just broadcasted to a whole hallway of kids. “You don’t have to talk to me just because you feel bad.” You tucked your chin on your knees, expecting him to walk away. To your surprise, you feel his shoulder brush against yours as he sits down next to you. “I really liked your letter” you heard rustling, then out of your peripheral vision you saw a flash of pink. turning your head you see minho holding your letter, a bit crumpled, but your letter nonetheless. 
You quickly reach out to grab the letter from hands but his grasp on it is strong, after a few tugs you give up and drop your hands. “How did you get this?” “Changbin dropped it when jisung tackled him.” the moment he said jisung you sat up. You mind began to race worrying about him, he’s feisty and energetic but he’s no match for changbins strength. You had to go look for him, you had to see if he was ok. 
You were pulled out of your thoughts when minho gently puts his hand on your knee. “Y/n, would you like to go to the dance with me?” Your eyes widened and minho laughs at your reaction. Standing up he offers his hand to help you up. you grab his hand and slowly stand up, eyes never leaving his. “I know you kinda beat me to it but I was actually gonna ask you..so do you want to?” “I-“ is all you could get out. You mind was fuzzy, you could feel his warm hand on yours and then felt yourself being pulled into his arms. The hug was nice, but you were caught off guard and a little uncomfortable at the sudden contact. “I’ll take that as a yes”. This should’ve been the happiest moment of your life but your mind kept wandering back to jisung. 
After minho left you pulled out your phone to text your best friend. what you didn’t know was jisung had been standing a few feet away mere seconds ago. After the fight with changbin he ran off to find you only to discover you and minho hugging. 
*time skip*
You paced back and forth, jisung had texted that he was only 5 minutes away. You were excited about Minho but overall worried about jisung. 
Soon you heard knocking at your door and you rushed to open it. Jisung had definitely seen better days. His lip was bloody, there were scratches on his face, and he was sporting a swollen black eye. “Oh ji…” “hey-” he was cut off as you reached out and grabbed his face turning it left and right, examining all the damage. “Come inside I have some bandaids that can help with” you gestured towards his face “..all that”
He was sitting on your bathroom counter, legs on either side of you while you gently tended to his wounds. “Why’d you do this hm? Now you’re gonna have a black eye for the dance” he avoided your gaze “changbin was being a jerk” 
“Still this was unnecessary” he stayed silent. after a beat of silence you decided to speak again “so did you get in trouble?” “Nah, they were more mad at changbin for stealing someones property or whatever” He let out a snort “I got him so good though” you stopped what you were doing and raised an eyebrow at him. 
“Really? Because your face begs to differ” he gave an exaggerated offended look “ok well you should see his face, his black eyes have black eyes” you let out a laugh “you are so stupid sometimes” “not as stupid as y-“ jisungs breath got caught in his throat. You were leaning in to bandage a cut near his eye. your faces were centimeters apart, he was about to combust. “what were you saying?” You said, distracted by the nasty gash. “Oh uh,” his eyes glanced towards yours “nothing” 
Sighing you backed away from the counter and leaned on the wall. “Ok well I think thats pretty much all I can do. You might wanna ask your mom to fix some of the stuff though, I don’t really know what I was doing” he turned around to face the mirror and examine his face “nah she’ll just worry” he smiled at the hello kitty bandages adorning his face “you didn’t have anything a little less…pink?” “Don’t judge me these bandages are hella cute. And if you don’t want your mom to worry how are you supposed to explain this when you get home.” “Thats the thing…do you think I can stay here for the night?”
*time skip*
You laid out a pillow and some extra blankets on the couch. “One night only, then you need to go back home” “yea yea whatever” he responds nonchalantly as he rifled through your closet. “Hey didn’t I leave some clothes here last time, where are they?” “I think the your pants are somewhere in the drawer” you called from the other room where you were changing. He turned towards your dresser and smiled when he saw a polaroid of the two of you. “Ok I found the pants but where’s my..” you walked into the room wearing your pajamas. “..shirt. are you serious right now” “OH MY GOD WHY AREN’T YOU WEARING A SHIRT” you shrieked and covered your eyes “DON’T BLAME ME YOUR LITERALLY WEARING MY SHIRT RIGHT NOW” “YOU COULD’VE WARNED ME IM ACTUALLY SCARED FOR LIFE AND ITS NOT MY FAULT FOR WANTING TO WEAR MY PAJAMAS”
the chaos was interrupted by his laughter. Peeking through your fingers you could see his head thrown back and his hands on his stomach, clutching it from laughing too hard. you could feel your face get hot, you needed to leave the room. “I bet you wore it on purpose so you could see me without a shirt on” he teased as you walked out. A few seconds later the shirt was thrown at jisungs head. 
*time skip* 
The two of you sat on the couch eating ice cream “Don’t get any on my blanket, I just bought it” you warned him “why do you have no faith in me, Im not a complete klutz” as he said this, a drop of ice cream rolled down his hand and promptly landed on the blanket. You let out a long sigh as jisung hastily tried to wipe it away
“Oh I almost forgot, something huge happened with minho today” he stopped wiping “oh?” “Yea so we ended up talking for a bit after..what happened today and long story short he asked me to the dance!!” He clenched his jaw “thats..thats awesome. I told you he liked you back” he said ruffling your hair. “Shut up oh my god” standing up you grabbed the finished wrappers to throw them away
“Ok im going to bed, see you in the morning” “night” and with that you left him in the dark room. Alone with his thoughts, and all he could think about was how he missed his chance
*time skip*
You were meeting with jisung for the first time in a couple days, it had been hard to talk to each other recently with finals coming up and having to plan for prom so you were looking forward to catching up. Your knee bounced up and down and the leather squeaked as you shifted uncomfortably. where is he. Its not unlike jisung to be late but he was taking an eternity
You heard the bell hanging over the door ring and your head shot up. Exhaling a sigh of relief you waved him over. “Took you long enough” he slid into the seat across from you and smiled “sorry I got caught up in something”. Most of his cuts had healed, his black eye was now more of a gross yellow color, but there was definitely improvement. 
“so..” You started “how’ve you been, I feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever” he scratches his neck “yea sorry I guess i’ve just been busy.” “Too busy to talk to your best friend?” You almost say but bite your tongue. there were a couple beats of awkward silence. “Well anyways nothing new has really happened, just a bunch of homework and tests” there was a strange cloud of tension between you two. It was so weird, it’s not like you guys fought or anything, something just felt..off. 
“how’s prom planning going?” jisung asks, pulling you out of your thoughts. “Its pretty good, I mean minho is making me wear a purple dress because the color suits him or whatever but I found this blue dress and oh my god its so gorgeous and not to toot my own horn but I look hot in it” you laugh trying to lighten the atmosphere. but jisungs expression is serious “tch, thats not fair, you should be able to wear the dress you like” you snort “its not a big deal ji, its just a dress” he mumbles something in response but you couldn’t hear
“Speaking of prom, have you asked anyone yet?” He looks down and fiddles with his rings “uhh I wasn’t planning on asking anyone really” “seriously? Cmon ji theres gotta be someone you wanna go with” he looks up and theres a hint of sadness in his eyes “yea I guess.” you frown “are you oka-“ 
“Y/n!” Out of the blue minho walks into the restaurant. “Hey minho” you greet him with a smile. Jisung watches as minho slides into the seat next to you and wraps his arm around your waist, he doesn’t miss the awkward face you make looking down at minhos hand. “So, what are you guys doing here” minho asks “just catching up, we were talking about-“ you look over at minho who is scrolling on his phone, barely paying attention “uh-huh” he replies “thats great. Anyways did you look into some purple dresses that match my tux” jisung rolls his eyes “oh yea” you reply pulling out your phone “um are these ok?” You pass your phone to him 
“y/n, why is this still in your cart” he shows the blue dress that you just cant seem to let go of “sorry, I just really like the dress” minho smiles “well thats great but its not purple, so lets just” he removes the blue dress from your cart “thats better, now lets look at purple dresses, ok?” “sure.” truth be told, fantasy minho was much nicer than real life minho 
“I should get going guys” your head shot up at jisungs statement. You gave him a look that said please stay, jisung could see the desperation in your eyes, but he couldnt stand sitting in the booth with minho any longer “sorry y/n, i’ll text you ok?” He reached to ruffle your hair but hesitated when he saw minho glaring at him. And with that, he was gone. 
*time skip* 
8:09 PM 
Y/n: sorry minho interrupted our hang out today
Ji: its fine, you needed to plan for prom anyway
Y/n: yea but still
Y/n: also you reminded me, who are you gonna ask to prom
Ji: oh did I forget to tell you? Katie randomly texted me and asked if I wanted to go so I said yea
You stared at the message. Jisung is actually going with another girl. Why should you care? You are going with minho. you are happy for jisung..right?
8:12 PM
Ji: y/n??
Ji: is that ok?
Ji: helloooo
Ji: I can tell her no if you want
8:13 PM
Y/n: nono thats great i’m so happy for you
Y/n: my little jisung is all grown up
Ji: ew i’m blocking you
Y/n: love you too
*time skip* 
You couldn’t help but frown looking in the mirror. The dress was nice but you just wish you could wear the blue one. “Y/n! Minhos here!” Your mom calls from downstairs. “Coming mom!” You shout back. You check your hair one last time before leaving to go downstairs. 
You shyly smile at your parents and minho. “You two look so cute, get together for pictures” your mom coos. “Oh my gosh mom” you hide your face in your hands, embarrassed. “I am your mother, I am gonna take pictures of my baby” rolling your eyes you lean into minho and smile. After about 10 photos you stop your mom, “okok we are gonna be late” you grab minhos hand to leave “oh fine, go ahead don’t do anything I wouldn’t do. And make sure to say hi to jisung for me” “will do” you say before shutting the door. “Sorry about that” you apologize to minho “its fine, your mom is nice. Shall we go?” 
*time skip*
Pulling into the school parking lot you see friend groups and couples dressed to the nines. “Ready?” You give minho a nod before stepping out of the car
The gymnasium was beautifully decorated, you could barely tell its where hundreds of students suffer through PE every day. Your eyes scan the room looking for jisung but before you can find him minho drags you to meet his friends, one of them being changbin.
“Well well well, hello y/n. Having a good time?” You scoff at changbin “what’s with the attitude, I helped you get your date.” “Whatever changbin” you look up at minho, half expecting him to stand up for you but he is laughing and talking with some girl who came with changbin. 
Sitting at the table you meekly sip on your drink. The entire night you felt ignored since minho was just talking to his friends. To make matters worse, you hadn’t seen jisung all night. You slumped in your chair and looked at the happy couples dancing, this blows. 
“Im gonna get a refill” you whisper to minho, but he waves you off, all his attention on the girl sitting in front of him. You take your time walking to the snacks table, not wanting to go back to your table. On the bright side, you spot jisungs fluffy hair over the crowd of people and practically run up to him. 
“Oh my gosh ji where have you been all night i’ve been looking all over-“ you get a good look at his outfit. He’s wearing a simple black tux with a blue accent, ironically it would’ve gone perfectly with the other dress. To put it simply, he looked good, really good. “-for you..” he looked you up and down “you look really pretty y/n”, you felt your face get hot you shouldn’t have been so affected by that, you are here with another guy after all. 
Regaining your compose you look around in the general vicinity “where’s Katie?” He chokes on the cookie he was eating. He struggles for a few seconds before answering “she’s uh.. she’s in the bathroom. Yea the bathroom. Where’s uh.. where’s minho” you sigh “oh he’s over there-” you turn around to show jisung but end up seeing minho with the girl practically in his lap, whispering in her ear making her giggle. 
You feel the tears welling up in your eyes but put on a brave face “I should probably head back to the table” “what? Y/n do you see him right now” jisung is practically fuming. “Its..its fine jisung” you turn to go back to the table but jisung grabs your wrist “y/n cmon..lets go somewhere else” you smile but remove his hand “its ok jisung I can handle it” but he couldn’t just stand there and watch you be ignored by minho any longer. 
You feel him rush past you “ji?” He doesn’t hear you. he walks right up to minho and grabs him by the collar. “How stupid are you” venom drips from jisungs words “excuse me? Back off dude” minho tries to get out of jisungs grip but fails “you were lucky enough to go to this dance with the most amazing girl in the world, and you choose to abandon her for some bumbling bimbo? You are such a douche” whispers and murmurs were heard throughout the crowd that had formed. 
Minho scoffed “you are just jealous because you are too much of a pussy to admit that you are in love with your best friend” that threw jisung off guard “I-“ his voice cracked and he looked back at you “you know what. maybe I am, but I would never be stupid enough to let her go like you did” he reached his arm back to punch him in the face. “ji?” Hearing your voice he stopped and dropped his hand. “You’re lucky she stopped me” and with that jisung let go of minhos collar, letting him fall to the floor. 
All eyes were on jisung, feeling too overwhelmed he ran out of the room. Picking himself up off the floor minho laughed “told you he was a pussy” that was the last straw, you slapped minho and threw the remnants of your drink on him “shut up minho, you’re just- you are such a terrible person” you ran off to find jisung while the crowd laughs at a humiliated minho.
After a few minutes of searching, you found him sitting on the steps outside. You slowly approached him and lightly tapped him on the shoulder. He flinched and turned around, quickly wiping his eyes. “Hey jisung..” You sat next to him but frowned when he avoided your eyes. after considering your options you speak up again, “did you mean what you said?” He turns back around to face you “yea minho is a douche, I stand by that” you laugh and hit his arm “you know what i’m talking about” 
He exhales before responding “..yea I really- I do.. ya know… I do like you” your heart swells “but I get it if you don’t feel the-“ you couldn’t hold back any longer, you launch yourself onto jisung and crash your lips on his. He falls back but holds your sides so you dont fall onto the concrete. When you pull apart his smile is brighter than the sun “woah” 
The feeling of bliss is cut short when you are filled with an overwhelming sense of dread. You cover your mouth with your hand. Jisung looks at you worriedly and grabs your other hand “what’s wrong” “what about Katie, you were on a date with her and I just- oh my god im a terrible person” you start slapping your forehead “i’m so sorry” he grabs your hand before you can continue hitting yourself “y/n nonono its fine its fine I swear” “HOW IS IT FINE THIS IS NOT-“ “I ..may have made it up” he says with a lopsided smile. This boy was going to be the death of you “did you seriously lie about a girl asking you out” “well I needed an excuse to go to the dance…and I couldn’t ask you because well you know” you grabbed his face and pecked his lips “you are so stupid” 
“So do you wanna go back in there? I feel bad for ruining your dance” he says leaning his head on your shoulder “nah i’m good, i’m pretty tired. Plus minho ruined my dance, you made it infinitely better” grabbing his hands you walked to his car and drove home
*time skip* 
You both collapse on the bed, completely exhausted. “What a night” “I know right” he replies. “Wait here” you get up to use the bathroom and change out of the uncomfortable dress. When you come out you are surprised to see the lights dimmed with jisung standing in the middle of the room with his hand outstretched. “May I have this dance?” “But- I just took off my nice dress” he laughs and reaches forward to grab your hand “shut up and dance with me”
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seunggelic · 2 years
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lift your spirits - bang chan
A/N: this is heavily inspired from that one Friends scene where Monica wears the turkey on her head to cheer Chandler up its just so cute!! anyway i rly like this fic and i hope you guys do too <3
pairing: bang chan x reader
genre:  friends to lovers
description: it was your duty as chan’s best friend to cheer him up, what you didn’t know was the reason for chan’s sour mood was you
word count: 1.8k
Something was bothering chan. being friends for 10+ years makes it easy to tell when something was off. Chan would never tell you that he was upset of course, god forbid he actually asked someone for help. Normally you would let him work it out on his own but today you couldn’t sit idly by while your best friend was so upset. 
Rather than talking to him about his problems which you knew made chan wildly uncomfortable you resorted to other methods of cheering him up
“Y/n’s guide to cheering up a grumpy chan”
1. Food
If theres one way to this mans heart, it’s through his stomach. Sneaking off to the kitchen without him noticing you began to prepare some instant ramen. Sure it wasn’t a gourmet meal but ramen was comfort food, a surefire way to cheer him up. 
You walked out slowly, careful not to spill any of the hot broth. “Hey chan~” you called out. “Hm?” He looked up to see your wobbly figure slowly making its way to him “are you hungry? I made your favorite ramen” you said carefully placing the bowl in front of him. Truth be told he wasn’t hungry in the slightest, but he knew how much effort you put into making it for him so he ate the entire contents of the bowl. It was worth being a bit sluggish if it made you happy. 
Satisfied with him finishing the bowl you took it back to the kitchen to clean up. By the time you came back you should be welcomed by a full, happy chan. 
Much to your dismay nothing had changed in Chans attitude, if anything he seemed more upset. you weren’t gonna let this stop you, onto phase two
2. Movies (+ light cuddling)
There was nothing a couple of cinema classics couldn’t fix. “Hey chan do you wanna watch a movie?” no response, this was worse than you thought “chan?” “Oh sorry what did you say?” You almost asked what was wrong but bit your tongue, you had to respect his boundaries even if it killed you not knowing what was bothering him. “I was just wondering if you wanted to watch a movie?” “Sure.” he sounded completely and utterly disinterested. 
Sighing you reached over chan to grab the remote. you caught a glimpse of his eyes, they looked empty. You could feel your heart ache in your chest. Flipping through Netflix you put on a random Disney movie. Throughout the first half of the movie you kept stealing glances at chan. The same sad expression graced his gorgeous face. wait. Gorgeous? Where did that come from? Now was not the time to think something like that. 
You knew how much chan appreciated physical contact, it was one of his love languages after all. After a few minutes of internal arguing you worked up the nerve to lean your head on his shoulder, hoping this small act would lift his spirits. you became hyper aware of the feeling of his shoulder on your cheek and became worried that he was uncomfortable. Maybe you had crossed a line. Before you could change your mind and sit upright you felt his arm gently snake around your side. It was…nice. You glanced up to see if he looked any happier however you did not expect his gaze to already be on you. Trying to hide your very red cheeks you reached up to turn his head back to the TV “pay attention to the movie dummy” for the first time that night he let out a light chuckle. The two of you stayed cuddled up together for the rest of the movie.
3. Music (aka dance party)
While the movie had briefly changed his demeanor, as soon as you got up from the couch he was back to his grumpy self. you let out a sigh, this caught his attention. “Something wrong?” You smiled, even though he was in a sour mood he still worried about you. “Nothing i’m just bored” he put his phone down and stretched. “Well what do you wanna do?”
“Y/n it’s cold as balls up here” he had his hands tucked in his pockets and jumped around desperate to get some blood flowing. “Well we cant do this inside or else the neighbors will complain” you said setting up the speaker. Your back was turned to chan but you knew he was probably pouting. You felt a little bad about dragging him up to the roof without giving him the chance to grab a jacket, but to be fair you didn’t know it was gonna be this cold. 
Once the bluetooth connected to your phone you turned around to face chan. He was quite literally shivering from the cold but stayed on the roof for you. Grabbing his hands you pulled him away from the door. “Cmon man cheer up this is fun” you jumped up and down to the music. Defeated and tired chan followed you, did it have to anything with that fact that you were holding his hand? Maybe, but he wasn’t gonna say that. 
After about 10 fast paced hype songs you started to get tired. It was all worth it though, you noticed a couple of small smiles on chan’s face. Not a huge improvement but it was better than him sulking on the couch about who knows what. “My feet are tired” you complain sitting down “does that mean we get to go back inside?” “..fine, but one more song” he rolls his eyes and groans. you grab your phone to pick out the final song. You stand up and reach your hand out while the beginning of “I.L.Y.” by the Rose starts to play. 
He gently takes you hand and you awkwardly sway side to side. Chan snorts “you are rly bad at this” you smack his chest and start to pull away “Nonono im sorry” he pulls you back into his arms “here let me” he guides your hands to his shoulders and slowly puts his hands on your waist. With chan guiding you started to get more comfortable. Leaning forward a bit you rested your head on his chest. He sharply inhaled but continued to guide the dancing. 
Before you knew it the song was over. It took all your strength to pull away from his warmth. Looking up to face him you saw his bright smile. He looked the happiest you had seen him all night
This didn’t last long however, the next morning chan woke up with a runny nose and sore throat. Any progress in his mood you had made last night was lost now that he was sick. you winced every time he coughed or sniffled knowing it was your fault for his condition. 
You softly knocked on his door. “Come in” his voice sounded weak and raspy. “Heeeey buddy how are you feeling” he gave you a look that said *how do you think i’m feeling* you sat down on the foot of his bed and gave his leg a soft pat “are you really not gonna talk to me? I said I was sorry” he turned away from you. You reluctantly got up and shut the door.
4. Laughter is the best medicine 
You searched through a box of old halloween costumes. wigs, fake mustaches, oversized glasses, you grabbed anything you thought would make chan laugh. the guilt of being the reason he was sick was eating away at you so you were fully prepared to make a fool out of yourself if it made chan feel just a little bit better. 
“Chaaaan~” you said as you opened his door. All you got in response was an angry grunt. “I have something to make you feel better” his back was facing the door so he could not see your ridiculous get up. “Chan cmon just turn around I promise you’ll feel better” with a groan he turned around only to discover his best friend in a neon green wig with a large bushy beard. he clenched his jaw resisting the urge to smile and laugh. But you weren’t done yet. you pulled out some googly eye glasses from behind your back and began shaking your head around to make the eyes move. He let out a little snort but clamped his hand over his mouth to make himself stop. You smiled under the beard, your plan was working. you picked up an oversized cowboy hat you had stashed on the floor and started galloping on an invisible horse around the room. Even his hand couldn’t muffle his giggles. Time to execute the final part of the plan. You started to dance. Well, not really dance but shake your arms and legs in a way that could be considered dancing. By now chan was losing his mind, tears pricked his eyes and his stomach began to cramp from laughing so much. You turned around and began to shake your butt in his direction. chan was gasping for breath, overwhelmed with laughter “oh my gosh you’re so cute I love you”
You paused. What did he just say? You slowly turned around, the large cowboy hat slid off your head. “What?” He was bright red “I- I just said you were so cute thats all thats it” you took a step closer “you…love me?” “nONO I DIDN’T SAY THAT” “YOU LOVE ME” “STOP IT STOP” “awww channie you’re cute too” his face was hidden in his hands “can we just pretend I didn’t say that” “why would we do that” his fingers parted so his eye could peek through “because you have a thing with hyunjin” “WHAT” he jumped back, startled by your sudden change in volume “where did you get that idea?” “Because you’re always together and you hung out like every day last week” “oh my god chan we were just studying for a test because we are in the same class” “oh.” You took another step closer to his bed “is that why you were sulking yesterday? Because you were jealous” you dragged out the word jealous and poked his cheek. He swatted your hand away “shut uppp” his hands were still covering his face. Kneeling down so you were at the same level you grabbed his hands and pulled them away from his face. Glancing down at his lips you inched closer until you finally met. It was short but sweet. eventually you pulled apart but kept the distance between the two of you relatively the same “so…theres nothing between you and hyunjin?” You laughed and kissed his cheek in response. “Stop you’re gonna get sick” “i’m already sick” there was a brief pause “love sick” you wiggles your eyebrows. Embarrassed he turned away from you “that was so cheesy” “too bad” you said crawling into bed next to him. 
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a familiar face - lee felix
A/N: hii i kinda hate the way i wrote this one tbh so i might edit it later. sorry for any typos i didn’t rly proofread
pairing: idol!lee felix x reader
genre: childhood friends to potential lovers
description: you never had friends in highschool until you started to tutor lee felix. but when he disappears without a trace you never thought you would see him again at a concert your friend dragged you to. 
word count: 4.5k
Sophomore year
To make a long story short, high school sucked.
ok that may have been an exaggeration but it certainly wasn’t the fairytale experience movies and media made it out to be. It was mostly boring classes, loud lunches, and long nights slaving over homework. You had a few acquaintances from middle school but you never really formed a strong bond with anyone. “Maybe this year would be different” you told yourself but deep down you had low expectations. The upside to not having friends was less distractions, you were able to actually pay attention in class which meant you actually had decent grades. enter lee Felix. Perhaps the exact opposite of you. What he lacked in academics he made up for in popularity. The second he entered school grounds he would be greeted by at least three people at once, but who could blame them. He had the looks, the personality, and talent. You’d seen him perform in the school dance showcases, even you could see his talent was unmatched. everything in his high school career seemed to be perfect, except for his grades. It’s not like he didn’t try to focus in class, he just always seemed to be caught up in a conversation. his worst subject was calculus, it wasn’t completely his fault, the teacher was an angry old man who had it out for everybody. It was almost impossible to pass his class but there you were with the highest grade. Felix knew if he didn’t pass this class he might have to retake it during summer which would kill his social life. The only other option was to get tutored so he swallowed his pride and asked you for help. 
You felt his presence before he spoke, you look up to meet his gaze. You were a little surprised to see Felix standing there but tried not to show it. “Can I help you?” It came out a little more judgmental than you had expected and you could see Felix visibly get more nervous. “Uh you’re y/n right?” You nodded slowly still unsure of his motives. “And you’re in t/n’s *teachers name* class right” secretly Felix already knew you were in the same class as him, you only sat two seats away after all, but he needed to stall before he asked for your help. You nodded again. “So.. um- yea you don’t have to but it- I’m really struggling in his class and I don’t want to retake his class in the summer and he’s really mean and math is hard so..” He trailed off. “Im sorry what exactly do you need?” he paused. he realized that he hadn’t actually asked if you could tutor him “OH SORRY I was wondering if you could maybe tutor me or something since I know you’re really good at math and…stuff” you thought about it for a second. felix was nice and you literally had nothing else going on, it couldn’t hurt helping out a classmate “sure.” You could see his nervous energy melt away. “REALLY? Thank you so so much you are a lifesaver” and just like that, he ran off. You went back to lunch but looked up again when you heard his footsteps coming back. “Sorry I realized I didn’t get your number” he handed you his phone. Seeing your hesitation he reassured you “its only to like schedule stuff don’t worry” he flashed his iconic bright smile and you took his phone. After putting in your information you handed it back to him and he awkwardly stood there for a few seconds as if he was going to say something but decided against it. “Uhh ok..bye” then jogged off. 
*time skip*
afterschool you felt your phone buzz in your pocket. “Hi it’s Felix :)” thinking for a few seconds you typed a response “hey” real smooth. “I was wondering what days you are free?” You chuckled to yourself, imagining what it would be like if you actually had plans “pretty much everyday” there were a few seconds of silence “awesome, I have dance practice Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday so we can meet on like Friday if you want?” “That works for me” you put your phone down to start on homework. Then you heard another buzz “I cant wait :D” the gentle glow of your phone illuminated the small smile on your face but you shook it off and put your phone down, you still have work to do. Still you felt a light heat on your cheeks
*friday* 
You glanced at the clock, 2:57. Stop worrying, all you are doing is tutoring for two hours, then you can go home and binge the office. You and Felix had texted a few more times and agreed to meet in the library at 3. You double checked all the notes you had prepared and checked the clock again, 2:58. You laid your head on the table, why were you so nervous? Its not like this is a date, you are just one classmate helping another. “Hey y/n” his voice pulled you out of your thoughts. You shot up from the desk and stuck out your hand. he looked at it with confusion and you mentally slapped yourself in the head. He chuckled then gently shook your hand “you do realize met before right?” “Uh yea I don’t know it just felt customary” you shared a couple awkward laughs until you both realized you were still shaking hands. You jerked your hand back and avoided his gaze. he cleared his throat “uh should we get started?” You both sat down and you laid out the notes you wrote for this lesson “woah, you didn’t need to do all of this” his eyes widened seeing everything you had prepared “it was no big deal I had a lot of time” and with that the lesson began. 
Two hours seemed to fly by. Felix seemed to understand the material fairly well. You handed him some practice problems and told him to complete it by next Friday “damn are you really giving me homework?” he laughed and took the papers “its all part of the y/n tutoring experience” you said with a sheepish smile. There was a few seconds of comfortable silence. “So-“ “well-“ you both said at the same time. “Sorry sorry you go first” you said laughing “oh uh yea I was just gonna say thanks again for helping me.” “Yea its no problem, happy to help” you packed up your bag and rocked on your feet for a few seconds “well i’m gonna get going, see you next week” 
*time skip* 
Throughout the next few weeks, you would keep your head down, making your way through the school day while Felix continued his routine of greeting friends at every turn. However, on Fridays at 3 the two of you would be in your own world. Despite your contrasting lives you both found solace in each others company. You appreciated felix’s bright energy and felix found comfort in your quiet calm presence. You started to look up to greet him in the hallways and he would always make a point to stop and have a small conversation with you. His friends found it strange that this random person whom they had never seen before suddenly become a part of Felix’s routine but neither of you seemed to care. You didn’t hang out with each other outside of those small interactions in the hallways and after schools on Fridays but it was enough to fuel your growing feelings for him. 
“Y’know lix” you started “you’re actually really good at math, I feel like you don’t need me” Felix smiled at the new nickname “what are you talking about I was literally failing the class before you started helping me” “yea but I barely have to teach you, I just show you like one example and you instantly get it” he stopped writing then looked up at you. Moving a few inches closer he smiled “maybe I just have a better teacher now” you felt your cheeks heat up “shut up” you laughed and shoved him away. He tapped his pencil on the table a few times before looking up at you again. “I was wondering, if you were free Saturday?” “Uhh yea why?” He swallowed before he spoke again, “well I have this dance show case thingy and I was hoping maybe you could go?” He scanned your face for any reaction “are you kidding? Yea Id love to go!” he let out a sigh of relief before turning back to the homework “I cant wait” 
*saturday*
You stood infront a pile of clothes on the floor, why was this so hard? All of your clothes just didn’t feel right and you didn’t have a best friend to ask for advice. Rummaging through your clothes you found a pleated skirt your mom had bought you. You examined it in the light, you never wore stuff like this but if there was ever an opportunity to try tonight would be the night. You paired it with some random graphic tee you found in the pile. Before you had time to second guess your outfit you realized you were running late. bidding a quick goodbye to your parents you jumped on your bike and made your way to school. 
Your heart sunk when you saw how packed the theater was, the only spaces were in the far back, theres no way you would actually be able to see anything on the stage. You saw your phone light up in your hand, a message from Felix “btw, theres a seat for you near the front :)” your heart warmed at his thoughtfulness. You made your way to the front and saw a taped off chair in the front row. When Felix said near the front you didn’t think he meant right smack dab in the front. You sat down right as the theater lights began to dim. The dance director walked out on stage “hello and thank you for coming to this very special dance showcase. Our students have worked very hard to present you all with some amazing performances. This is a very special performance because we have some dance scouts in the audience tonight.” There were some quiet excited murmurs after this revelation “We hope you enjoy the performances tonight.” You watched her walk off the saw the first group walk on stage. Even with the lights off you could make out Felix’s silhouette. When the lights turned on you were shocked to see how ethereal he looked. The light formed a light halo behind his blonde locks and the light makeup highlighted his best features. Then the music began and you were in awe once again. You could see the passion in his face. He moved flawlessly, even though there were four other people on that stage, Felix had your full attention. When he looked out into the crowd his face lit up when he made eye contact with you. Throughout the rest of the performances, felix would steal glances at you and get shy when you were already looking. Finally, it was time for his solo. Even though he had been practicing for months he didn’t feel like he was good enough. He checked his pulse on his neck, a habit he had picked up over time. He peeked out of the curtain and saw you sitting there expectantly, he smiled and felt his heart rate pick up. He exhaled slowly and walked out on stage. the music picked up and he began his routine. You pulled out your phone and began filming his performance, since you felt like you would want to remember this forever. Felix poured his whole heart and soul into this dance and once again made eye contact with you, it was hard to see since the lights were shining directly in his eyes but to him you shined brighter. Before he knew it the song ended and the crowd erupted in cheers and applause. Out of breath he bowed and walked off stage. 
After the show you ran to look for Felix and congratulate him on his spectacular performance. It was easy to find him since there was already a large crowd around him. You managed to squeeze yourself in and gave him a small tap on his shoulder. “Y/N!” Overcome with emotions he pulled you into a hug, it was unexpected but you weren’t complaining. You were engulfed in the scent of vanilla and hairspray. you both became hyper aware that you were hugging in front of a decent crowd of people. He let you go and muttered a small apology “its ok” you said quietly. “Do you wanna move somewhere else” he whispered and you nodded. The two of you moved to a quiet corner. “You did really good lix” he scratched the back of his neck “do you really think so?” “YEA it was like I was watching an idol at a concert or something, seriously you were amazing.” His face burned red at all the compliments. He looked back at you “I’m really glad you could make it” he said quietly “me too..” you were getting distracted by his eyes. He cleared his throat reached for your hand “y/n, I was wondering-“ “Mr. Lee” an unknown voice surprised the both of you. Felix let go of your hand and turned around to face the man. “Hello mr. lee, I was very impressed with what I saw today.” “Thank you sir” Felix bowed “can I speak to you over there for a moment” the man gestured. felix looked back at you briefly “uh” you gave him a smile to indicate that it was ok “sure” the two of them walked a couple feet away. As the talked you replayed what had just happened a few seconds before. He held your hand. HE HELD YOUR HAND. You couldn’t stop smiling, pulling out your phone you fixed your hair and checked your teeth. You don’t know what you were expecting but you wanted to look your best. You looked over at Felix again and he was shaking the mans hand. felix began walking back in your direction but when he looked up at you his smile faltered. “What was that about?” You asked “oh.. it was nothing” “ah ok.. oh what were you saying earlier?” You looked at him expectantly. he looked back at you but something in his eyes had changed, they looked..empty? Sad? Either way it was different. “It was nothing don’t worry” you didn’t want to pressure him so you didn’t ask anymore. The atmosphere had drastically changed. “I should probably get going I guess” you said hoping he would ask you to stay “oh yea I guess.” Disappointed again you walked away. “Y/n wait!” You turned back around “you should take this, its really cold and you aren’t-“ he looked down at your skirt “you uh- you are probably gonna get cold so” he handed you his dance team hoodie. “Oh thanks, bye lix” you walked away again now bundled in his warm jacket. It still smelled like vanilla. 
*time skip*
You were going to take matters into your own hands. With the school year ending, that also meant tutoring with Felix would end. if he wasn’t going to ask you out, you were. You hadn’t seen him around the halls but you just figured he was busy, you would see him Friday anyway. 
Friday, 2:57 PM. You sit clutching a bag of his favorite snacks with a fully rehearsed speech about how much you like him in your head. You keep your eyes on the entrance to the library. 3:00 PM he should be arriving any minute now. 3:15..maybe he’s a little late. 3:45 maybe he just forgot today.. “hey lix idk where you were today are you ok?” *not delivered* you stared at the screen. “Not delivered” had he blocked your number? Tears threatened to spill but you held yourself together. You packed your bag and threw the snack in the trash on the way out. 
*time skip*
It had been a few weeks since you last saw Felix. You stopped going to the library since he was never there anyway. You would see his friends around school but Felix was never with them. You didn’t even know how to feel at this point, you were upset and angry but more than anything you were worried. How could he have just disappeared without a trace?
*major time skip*
It had been a few years since you graduated high school. You barely thought about Felix anymore, the sole reminder of him was the hoodie he gave you sitting in your closet. The scent of vanilla had worn off but it was your go to jacket for cold weather. In college you actually made a few really good friends. one of your closest friends was super into k-pop, specifically a group called stray kids. You didn’t know anything about the group but you did enjoy some of their songs. “Y/N!!!” Your friend burst into the room “what’s up?” She was practically shaking with excitement “ok so you know how I’ve been trying to get you into Kpop for like ever” you laughed “yea” “OK THIS IS MY LAST ATTEMPT” you looked at her confused “my absolute favorite group stray kids is literally performing in the next city over AND my brother works at the venue so he can get us super close to the stage” “what does this have to do with me?” “PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO WITH ME IT’LL BE SO FUN AND IM PRACTICALLY GIVING YOU FREE TICKETS” she gave you a puppy dog look that you couldn’t say no to “..fine” she squealed and hugged you “thank you thank you it’ll be so much fun and who knows maybe you’ll meet someone there” she annunciated her words with a wiggle of her eyebrows. you snorted at her “yea in your dreams” 
A few months passed and it was time for the concert. You didn’t put much through into your outfit, you just threw on some pants and a shirt plus the hoodie that Felix gave you. a few years ago you wouldn’t be able to look at it without crying but now all you feel is a dull ache in your heart. “Y/n are you read- oh no. honey please don’t tell me thats what you’re wearing to the concert right” “what’s wrong with this?” She looks at you sympathetically. “Just be glad you have a best friend like me to help you with things like this” she goes into your closet and pulls out something you hadn’t seen in years. That same skirt you wore to Felix’s dance showcase “no way, that is too small for me now” “it’ll be fine! Live a little what’s wrong with a little extra skin” she said with a mischievous grin. Reluctantly you grabbed the skirt, with some struggle you managed to squeeze into it. “Aaaah! You look so good! This is gonna be so much fun” she grabs your hand and you make your way to the concert venue
She wasn’t kidding when she said close to the stage. You were only one row away form the stage. “Ok teach me about the members or whatever” “I thought you would never ask!” She pulls out her phone with a google search of stray kids. “Ok this is the leader, his name is bangchan and he is like the most amazing man in the whole world I mean they all are but he’s just AAH he’s amazing” you smiled at her excitement and passion “this is Minho but his stage name is lee know, he’s the second oldest and main dancer but he also sings and stuff. This is changbin he’s one of the fastest rappers in Kpop” you raised your eyebrows in surprise “hyunjin is one of the visuals but he’s also one of the main dancers, I mean all of them can dance but he’s just wow y’know?” she was going so fast you could barely keep up “ok this is jisung my personal bias he’s also part of 3racha oh I forgot to talk about 3racha they make like all the music and OH this is fe-“ she was cut off by the speakers blasting the intro music. you thought you went deaf for a second. “OMG OMGOMG ILL TELL YOU THE REST LATER” the stage filled with smoke and the crowds screams got louder as the silhouettes of the 8 members appeared. You were starting to feel the hype and excitement of the crowd and joined in screaming. When the lights turned on your jaw dropped. No more than 20 feet away from you were 8 drop dead gorgeous men. Google images did not do them justice. The music started and the crowd chanted along the energy in that concert hall was insane. After the song finished they lined up near the front of the stage to do introductions. Thats when you saw him “FELIX?” Your exclamation was lost in the screams of the crowd. As they went down the line introducing themselves Felix looked around the crowd. Thats when he saw you. “Y/n?” Unlike you however, he was hooked up to a microphone and everyone in the building heard him say your name. His members looked at him confused “what was that Felix?” Chan asked “oh uh sorry I’m just so excited to be here I accidentally talked out loud” the members laughed along with the crowd. When it was his turn to introduce himself he looked directly at you “how are you guys doing!! It’s felix here” everyone around you screamed in response, you were just dumbfounded. He disappeared with no explanation and how he’s a Kpop idol? He smiled at you but the bitter feelings of abandonment came rushing back and you turned to look elsewhere. his smile dropped but he knew he deserved this, he left without so much as a goodbye. he noticed the hoodie you were wearing, it warmed his heart that you kept it all these years. After the last member introduced himself they went back to prepare for the next song. You would be lying if you weren’t impressed with his skills. Not only had he improved his dancing skills, he was rapping and singing simultaneously. As much as you tried not to you couldn’t take your eyes off him. on the flip side, Felix knew he should be paying attention to all the fans that had come to watch them perform but he kept looking back at you. 
He stood under the stage while chan seungmin jeongin and Minho performed their unit stage. He peeked out of the curtain the separated the stage and the audience. He could see you, he just needed to get your attention. Trying to avoid the others attention he snuck off the got closer to your seat. He stuck his head out of the curtain again “y/n” he whisper yelled. You had changed quite a bit since high school but you were still the same y/n to him. He knew he was running out of time and would have to get on stage soon “y/n!” He tried again this time you didn’t hear him but your friend did. Her mouth gaped open as she pointed. he put his finger over his lips to keep her quiet then pointed to you. She nodded then tapped you gently. You look over and there he is again. The boy who disappeared from your life and left you heartbroken.  You thought about ignoring him again but your heart softened when you saw the desperation in his eyes. “What” you mouthed. He discreetly threw a piece of paper in your general direction and winced when he was about 3 feet off. his heart melted when you let out a laugh, he forgot how much he missed that laugh. He heard jisung asking where he went so he slipped back into the curtain and got ready to get back on stage. You picked up the paper and unfolded it “I’m really sorry, parking lot behind the building after concert :)” “so.. care to explain why lee Felix knows who you are?” “He’s just..” You looked at the note “an old friend” 
The rest of the concert had been wonderful, as much as you tried to stay mad at Felix you couldn’t help but smile every time he looked your way, the rest of the members caught on to his behavior and interrogated him after the concert but he was in a hurry to get out and meet you. You told your friend to go to the car and lied that you had to go to the bathroom. You stood alone in the parking lot and started to second guess yourself. This was a bad idea, what were you going to say, why are you here? Just as you started walking away you heard a familiar voice “where are you going?” You stopped in your tracks. “I didn’t know if you were coming” you turned around to face him. He was wearing a baseball cap and a black mask to hide his face but those eyes were unmistakable. “You look..good” he said “you too..” “I like your jacket” he said with a light chuckle “yea an old friend gave it to me” you said with a sad smile. He sighed before stepping closer “look i’m.. i’m really sorry, I shouldn’t have left like that” “why” thats all you could get out “I-“ he thought for a few seconds “do you remember the night of the dance showcase?” You nodded “when I was..talking to you one of the dance scouts offered me a spot in a trainee team, I couldn’t pass it up. I was gonna tell you but I couldn’t face you so I left like a coward. but I regretted it every day.” You looked at the ground “well, i’m really happy for you, I was just worried about you when you disappeared. It was..nice seeing you lix” his heart ached hearing the nickname. You started to walk away but he reached for your hand “I was wondering if I could take you out sometime?” “What?” “thats..thats what I was gonna tell you before the scout um. yea..” He trailed off. “I just thought you should know” there were so many things you could say in that moment but none of them felt right. You walked closer to him and wrapped your arms around him. his head ducked down into your neck “i’m so sorry” his words were muffled. you pulled away from him and reached up to give him a small peck on the cheek. even with the mask on you could see his face get red. “I would’ve said yes by the way,” you whispered in his ear “just thought you should know” You let out a small laugh “ill see you around lix” you pulled away again and walked towards your friends car before he had a chance to say anything back.
Bucking your seatbelt you felt a buzz in your pocket “I still need help with calculus. Are you free Friday at 3?” You smiled at your phone before typing back “sure :)”
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masterlist
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bang chan -
      lift your spirits
lee minho -
*coming soon*
seo changbin -
*coming soon*
hwang hyunjin -
       head over heels
han jisung -
       shut up and dance with me
lee felix - 
       a familiar face
kim seungmin - 
       more than enough
yang jeongin - 
*coming soon*
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seunggelic · 2 years
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head over heels
A/N: hii this is my first time actually posting something i wrote and this is pretty bad and i didnt proofread it but i just felt like posting this so please enjoy :D
pairing: hwang hyunjin x reader
genre: strangers to potential lovers
description: visiting the old roller rink from your childhood you did not expect to join the beginners class with a very good looking instructor 
word count: 1.4k
The smell of greasy snacks and the light 80’s pop playing in the background instantly brought you back to simpler times. Classmates birthday parties and middle school hangouts were always held at this roller rink. 
*flashback*
Children were running around everywhere greeting your friend for her birthday. You held onto your moms hand gripping onto the large present with your other hand. While your mom got skates for you you ran to the table to greet the birthday girl and put the present down. You sat and let your mom lace up your skates for you. She offered her hand to help you stand but you waved her off. For some reason you were filled with confidence and felt like you could effortlessly skate your way into the rink. Standing up was shaky but you were able to slowly make your way to the wall. “Excuse me do you need help?” A soft voice spoke behind you. You turned around to face a boy slightly taller than you. “I can help you skate if you want” you didnt respond “what’s your name?” He asked “y/n” you barely whispered. he offered you his hand, you were not prepared for this. You had barely talked to any boys let alone hold hands with one. Plus this was a stranger, alarms went off in your head, you had to escape. You probably could’ve just told him no thanks or that your mom was calling you but being a 7 year old with little to no social skills you did the only thing you knew how to do. Ran away to find your mom. But instead of running you shimmied against the wall to the exit leading a dumbfounded look on the boys face. You felt a little bit of guilt, after all he was just trying to help but what else were you supposed to do?
*end of flashback*
you didnt really have a reason for being here today other than pure nostalgia. The interior looked almost exactly the same you almost felt like you were 7 years old again without a care in the world. You walked to the counter to rent out the skates and prematurely looked for your wallet in your bag “skates or rollerblades miss?” An unknown voice speaks up. “Well im not very good with either but I guess skates” you chuckle and look up “what size?” At this point you should have responded, its a simple question but no words were coming out of your mouth, you were too distracted by the person in front of you. He must have noticed you staring, it was pretty obvious since there were only about two and a half feet of counter separating the two of you. “Uh miss?” He cleared is throat “OH yes sorry [insert shoe size] please” he shot you a smile before turning around and getting the skates. “By the way, if you need any help with skating you can join the beginners class” you thought about it for a second “sure couldnt hurt” he pointed you in the direction of where the class would be held and said it would start in about 5 minutes. You sit to lace up your skates and then remember that you mom isnt here to lace them up for you. It shouldn’t be that hard, its just like tying a shoe right? Wrong. You fumbled with your laces and eventually gave up and settled for the loose bow and tried to stand. Big mistake, lack of skating skills plus poorly tied skates equals falling on your butt. Groaning in pain you struggled to stand again but you felt yourself slipping again. you braced yourself for the feeling of falling on the hardwood floor again but instead felt two hands hoisting you up from behind. “Woah are you ok?” “Yea im sorry im very new at this” they slowly help you stand upright “well im glad I suggested the beginner class because, dont take this the wrong way, but you really need it” hearing this you whip around, once again throwing you off balance but this time you flail your arms and manage to stabilize yourself. the beautiful stranger from the counter laughs lightly “shouldn’t you be behind the counter?” you say slightly raising an eyebrow “actually, I have a beginner class to teach” he skates past you smoothly and leaves you with a shocked look. “Time for class guys” a handful of 5-7 year olds cluster around him. “First step is to make sure all your skates are put on correctly” he goes down the line nodding and smiling at each of the kids until he gets to you. “Did you lace these yourself?” You sheepishly hide your skates and avoid eye contact. He kneels down and fixes your sad excuse for a bow. He expertly and quickly reties your skates and looks up at you. You can feel your face heat up. Once he finishes checking the other kids he stands up “ok for anyone who’s new here” he looks directly at you and smiles “im hyunjin and ill be teaching you how to skate, who’s excited?” The kids cheered and stood up to begin the lesson. It was a little embarrassing that you were so much older than the other kids but hyunjin was actually really helpful and you weren’t complaining about being able to hold onto his hands when he guided you through the exercises. watching hyunjin help the younger kids warmed your heart too. Before you knew it an hour had passed and the class was coming to an end. Everyone was practicing zigzagging through colorful cones hyunjin had placed on the floor. While waiting in line for your turn you felt a small hand tug on your sleeve. You turned around to face a very cute little girl. “Yes?” She smiles up at you then looks at hyunjin “did you know that he likes you” your eyes widen “what?” “He was looking at you when you were skating and his face keeps getting red when you held his hands” for a little girl with such an innocent smile she was really good at analyzing body language of teenagers. you didnt know what to say so you just laugh awkwardly and turn around. When it was your turn you tried to remember what hyunjin taught you. Bend your knees, straight back, push off with you right foot but everything became jumbled in your head when you looked up and saw him watching your every move. Your legs started shaking and then your whole body was shaking. You started doing the whole flailing arms thing to stabilize yourself but it proved unsuccessful and fell quite literally head over heels. Hyunjin rushed over to your side and the kids giggled at your fall. “Ok well I guess thats a good place to end class for today so ill see you kids next week” they skated away and hynjin turned his attention back to you. “Dont be discouraged, skating can be hard for beginners, with a few more classes you’ll be better in no time” he helped you up for the second time that day “I must be your worst student” you said looking down he let out a hearty laugh “well you never were a good skater y/n” you paused “what?” He seemed to realize what he just said “I mean uh you are a beginner so it makes sense that you aren’t the best-“ “you said my name” you could see the gears in his brain turn as he tried to think of an excuse but gave up with a sigh “this is gonna make me sound like a creep” he looked down at his feet “you probably dont remember this but a few years ago I saw you struggling to skate and I wanted to help but I guess I scared you because” he chuckled to himself “you ran away from me which I guess makes sense because I was a stranger but anyways yea thats.. how I knew you name” he kind of trailed off at the end “THAT WAS YOU?” He jumped back a little at your abrupt change in volume “sorry BUT WHY DIDNT YOU SAY ANYTHING” even though you were yelling you couldnt stop smiling “YOU RAN AWAY BEFORE I COULD TELL YOU MY NAME” he was also smiling, one of the brightest smiles you’d ever seen. “so..I guess ill see you next week in class” you began to awkwardly shuffle away “WAIT” you turned around “uhh maybe I can give you a private class tomorrow? You might need the extra help” and offered his hand but this time you gladly accepted it. 
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