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König saves the day
Warning: based on a true story (based on two true stories actually), I am terrified of spiders and so is the reader in this one, König saves the day and prevents me you from having a stroke, fluff, König's your neighbour, first meeting??? Sort of ?? and you're referred as "small"
I need to vent because there was a f*cking spider in my room but no König to help me 😔😔😔
König was laying on the couch as he lazily scrolled through his phone. On his left was a glass of a warm beverage that was waiting to be drank, the weather was cloudy and windy and he was feeling at peace. A peace he rarely felt before. He sighed happily, turned off his phone and let his hand rest on his chest. He closed his eyes, the simpleness and the calmeness of his flat that he has missed so much for months were magically soothing his body, lifting an invisible weight off his shoulders. He felt himself dozing off, when-
Knock knock
A knock, so quiet he thought he had imagined it. He jumped on his feet, walking to the hall, looking the door as if it did something wrong.
Knock Knock
He quickly grabbed a mask, covered the bottom half of his face and opened the door.
And he looked at you.
His small neighbour.
You were looking terribly embarrassed, your eyes going wide as you looked at him and tried to maintain eye contact. He rose an eyebrow, confused and slightly worried. He wouldn't call you a friend, you were polite, kind and respectful but you never had a true conversation together. And honestly with his job he wasn't surprised, he was absent more often than not and he really wasn't one to go out and get friendly with people. But you seemed like a kind person for sure. You were for now his stressed neighbour.
And it was stressing him.
"Can I... Help you ?" He asked, unsure of what to say as an awkward silence settled.
You cleared your throat and tried to explain the current situation "Yeah, hi, hmm... I'm sorry that is so embarrassing but-" you stopped, your cheeks burning in shame "I mean.. I'm sorry to bother you but-"
"theresaspiderinmylivingroomandicanthandlethosethings" you said quickly, hoping he would understand.
He blinked, trying to understand what you had just said "Eh.. I'm sorry I didn't catch that, a spider ?"
You grimaced and sighed, trying to calm down "There's... A spider in my living room. And, the thing is, I'm very bad at handling those things, I just can't, they're- they're terrifying and... I mean, if I'm not bothering you, could you... Could you please help me get rid of it? Please ?" You hide your face in your hands, mortified. You were a grown up, you weren't supposed to bother other grown you barely knew up because of your fears.
König felt himself relax again and he wanted to sigh in relief that it was nothing dangerous but hold it back as he thought you might interpret this the wrong way.
Instead he smiled, eyes crinkling and nodded.
"Ja, of course, don't worry about it !" And just like that he stepped out of his flat, following you to yours.
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As he saw how hesitant you were to enter your own flat, he suggested you to stay out for a minute so he could quickly eliminate the spider and bring you peace. You vividly agreed, thanking him profusely.
The spider was... Small. (no, you're just too tall konig) He didn't know what kind of spider he was expecting but now at least he understood how phobic you were. "I'm sorry little guy, nothing personal." He said before getting the job done.
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"Thank you so much ! It means a lot, you prevented me from moving to a new place." you said only half joking, eyeing your walls fear running through your veins at the very idea of another spider intruding your home.
König noticed the quick glances you were giving to walls. "Do you want me to check the other rooms to make sure that no spider remains?" He asked kindly.
You paused for a moment. You wanted to say yes so bad, you were being paranoid about those spiders. But you didn't want to push your luck, your neighbour has done so much already you didn't want to overstep.
As you were gathering strength to refuse politely, you looked into his eyes. Beautiful baby blue eyes shining with kindness. He wasn't judging you and you wanted to believe that he wasn't asking that just out of politeness.
Your strength disappeared as quickly as it appeared and you sighed sheepishly "if it doesn't bother you, I would really appreciate that."
As soon as you said that, he disappeared, checking thoroughly each room. When he was satisfied, he came back, two thumbs up "your flat is spider free." He chuckled softly.
Your laugh was nervous even if you were feeling a little more at ease "I really don't know how to thank you enough for what you did" you smiled. Then your eyes widened "I'm sorry, I don't even know your name !" You quickly extended your arms, telling him your name, feeling silly for not asking that earlier.
"I haven't really thought about it either, so don't worry, we're even. I'm König" he said shaking your hand.
"Well, nice to meet you König." You beamed. "Are you sure there's nothing I can do to thank you ? We can grab coffee sometime. Like tomorrow or Friday ? If you're fine with it, of course !" You cringed at your failed attempt of gratefulness that sounded more like a very bad flirting line.
König blushed but couldn't help laughing slightly, eyes so beautifully expressive.
"A coffee sounds great ! Friday's perfect."
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It's 2am, i should be sleeping, but here I am instead 😮💨😮💨😮💨
#please i need konig in my life#i have no weakness except for spiders#thats a lie i have tons of weaknesses#and König is one of them#konig mw2#konig x you#konig x reader#könig x reader#konig cod#konig fluff#cod mw2#könig my beloved#könig x y/n
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Group C, Round 3, Poll 1:
Propaganda under the cut
Chelle
she has an information network of spies called "kittens" so she is always informed on all matters. since the dragon she's partnered with is a giant fluffy cat, it's entirely ambiguous whether or not they are literal cats or not. she's no stranger to manipulating both strangers and family alike to make a situation more favorable for her and to keep herself out of debt to others. also she runs a near exclusive weapon trade on guns. like she is one of the only people in the world who is able to make guns. also she does the OOOOOHOHOHOHO laugh when she starts firing her minigun
"- princess and 3rd eldest scion (out of 8 children) of her kingdom, she also oversees her own realm called chanzelia that was a bum fuck backwater but she singlehandedly turned it into one of the most prosperous and technologically advanced cities in the kingdom - has a bunch of ""kittens"" (spies) that serve as her network to know any and all information. her kittens never get caught - her personality -- she's very cunning and charismatic and secretly manipulates people/situations to her own advantage -- but never out of malice really. she cares about the others around her genuinely but does so in a very roundabout and clever way. - she's a lead innovator in reviving ancient technology (which was more technologically advanced than the present) like guns. she has her own gatling gun that is pink and awesome and she used it to bail the party out of jail and it was epic she was shooting pink lasers all over the place - owns and created a giant landship called the ""gran fiore"" that can also serve as a submarine and can survive magic conditions like Divine Dark Fog That No Mortal Should Be Able To Enter"
What COULDN'T I say about Chelle? She is a princess that rules country thats situated on top of a moving landship, which is entirely because she specializes in blackmailing others to get what she wants. She has a network of spies she calls her "kittens" - because her partner, Cait Sith, is a cat-dragon - that have dug up so much information on people that she uses against them that they're known world wide. Her introduction to the story consisted of her saying she would help her brother, the protagonist, in fighting a war, and then she turned around and claimed that it was all a lie, leading them deep onto old ruins to kill them with magical robots. THEN when he WON, she turned around AGAIN and said it was all a very elaborate ruse. She does this like two entirely separate times. She is the sole dealer of Fantasy Magic Guns on the entire continent. Her main weapon is a machine gun with neon pink bullets. She's even bisexual.
She’s literally the princess of a small kingdom where she has “kittens” aka servants spread all over to gather information like a girlboss like who needs privacy
Dahlia Hawthorne
she lived. faked her own kidnapping and killed multiple people in unrelated situations. was executed. got her spirit channelled. tried to kill even more people as revenge
Girlypop has done a shit ton of manipulation, committed at least four murders (even one from the grave!) A man’s eaten glass for her, another’s knowingly drank poison. She also puts on the “Weak little girl” act to get away with it all
she is literally THE gaslight gatekeep girlbosser ever. don't wanna spoil anything but like. she is the definition of the words,
At 14, Dahlia arranged a staged kidnapping (in order to attain a Very High ransom from her wealthy father) with a guy she'd seduced, her stepsister Valerie, and her twin sister Iris (who chickened out) that purposefully landed the guy in jail for her supposed murder. Five years later, the guy broke out of jail and Dahlia framed him for the murder of Valerie (which she committed) and when this truth was exposed in court, the guy killed himself rather than break the promise they'd made to believe in each other no matter what. A few months later, she poisoned one of the attorneys involved in that case (putting him into a years-long coma instead of killing him) and got away with it by planting the evidence on a guy she just met by convincing him she'd fallen in love with him at first sight. She then guilted Iris into pretending to be her while dating the guy for the next several months, which culminated in her attempting to murder him, only to then try to frame him for the murder of one of her exes instead (which she also committed). She didn't get away with this one because superior girlboss (her cousin Mia) exposed her plot and Dahlia was executed for it a few years later, but she continued to GGG from beyond the grave. While she was still alive, Dahlia and her also-incarcerated but not on death row mother planned to murder the head of their clan (Maya, the younger sister of Mia) so that Dahlia's younger half sister (Pearl) could take Maya's place as head of their clan; Dahlia was also doing this because in the interim, Mia had been murdered by someone else, and Dahlia decided the best way to get revenge on her after her death was to kill the person she loved most. The mother and daughter schemed to write to Pearl (who was only about 9 at the time) and convinced her to channel Dahlia after her execution without telling her why (their family has the ability to channel the spirits of the dead, and they cannot remember what their bodies do during the time they're possessed) so that Dahlia could use her little sister's body to kill the head of the family, who Pearl loved very much. They also guilted Iris into working with them on this. The attempt failed because she girlbossed too close to the sun (a combination of her still-living ex, Maya, the channeled Mia, and the now-awake guy she'd poisoned) but she still GGG-ed all her life and even into her death (she also managed to get Mia & Maya's mom killed in the process and the coma guy (who Mia was in love with) convicted for it, but Maya lived so ultimately a failure). Throughout all this, she gives off an air of innocence and kindness and naivete, wearing white, high femme clothes, convincing the men inside and outside of the legal courts that she couldn't possibly do anything because she's just a sweet little girl. I fucking hate her <3 the vibes are both rancid and terrifying
#round 3#group c#chelle#chelle dragalia#princess chelle#chelle dragalia lost#dragalia#dragalia lost#Dahlia Hawthorne#Ace Attorney#Ace Attorney spoilers
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Honestly, reflecting on some of therapy from yesterday the day after, but I run by a lot of principles. I don't really deal in morality because good and bad are lies and just ways of shaming and control (save for a few situations where I think there are objective bad) but I have some very very firm values and principles I run by which mean a lot to me.
One of the top of top principles I as a part live by is that I absolutely refuse to intentionally lie to myself. If I can and the second I am aware of anything fraudulent to who I am (which is not a solid and defined thing but a very fluid and ever changing thing based on who I am in the moment) to myself I will bite whatever bullshit I have to to get my life and myself back on the same page.
And so in therapy, when I am there specifically because I have a job to do to make sure the system gets where they deserve to be (charged by my top principle value but thats another story) I really don't put any resistance to any topic that will get us closer to that
And I've made that clear, break my bones so I can mend them I don't care and what not. And so our therapist had asked me what sort of stuff I actually remember as I am a trauma holder and honestly, I really do forget it a lot beyond the label cause as I've mentioned before, I'm a very atypical trauma holder in this system and since I've been around again, I haven't really had large periods of which I have had my trauma shit triggered cause the system honestly accommodates me extensively to the point I forget I do.
Not really in a proper dissociative amnesia manner or anything, but just a "it's been a while since it was directly relevant to be thought about" manner. It took me a bit to actually pick it apart because honestly, I try not to fester in the past and I am a fan of turning all my weaknesses and hurt into things I own and use for my own strengths and all
But honestly, my shits and cackles aside, the reason I'm the way I am is because of a shit ton of neglect, a shit ton of competition in the house, and a shit ton of a need to intimidate and kick the ass of a lot of people growing up all combined and resulting in complete confusion in operating in societies based on attachment and comraderie and with people. A lot of that is easy to flip into a strength cause its largely the function I was made for (not necessarily as a part, but as my sister's attack dog) and honestly, it brings me a lot more strengths than weaknesses currently imo so I am not inclined to do much to change it, but there are times and moments where it would be honestly really nice to genuinely and authentically care about what people think of me and have that actually mean jacksquat.
Cause the shit came up in terms of Gender Dysphoria and sexuality with that shit, and a thing that never ceases to annoy me and frustrate me is that almost everyone always approaches it in a "well things that can be said from someone else" "well this and that" "well they feel" and all that shit and all but like
I literally don't care. I literally do not care. I literally can not care because for better or worse, how other people in this world perceive me literally means nothing to me because I never experienced the soft care or attention or any of that garbage family and friends shit, nor have I ever experienced the need or desire beyond our own system which HARDLY counts cause that's still fucking me.
The only opinion I really fucking care about is my own which is GREAT a lot of the time, but when it comes to shit like this I literally can't be pacified by anyone and its so fucking frustrating when all the support, resources and advice you go to for help like this assumes you have that ability to actually understand and process attachment and support and care or whatever.
This is not as absolute in terms of within-system dynamics but whenever it comes to people outside of the system I just really don't understand and can't understand it as a part because it literally just is not in my lexicon even after getting a taste and understanding of it within the system.
Issues like gender dysphoria related shit I wish there were more advice on how to address issues that aren't dependent on "well social conditioning" and "well others can say and do this" and "well others think this" and "well some people dont have this" cause I Dont. Care. About. Other's. Opinions. And. Experiences. On. This. All that shit just feels so fucking irrelevant cause like
Yeah.
I know.
What the fuck does someone else existing and thinking in one way relate at all to my situation? And yeah yeah "blah blah this fits in because ideas of this and that are inherently social in nature and blah blah blah" I dont fucking care.
It's so fucking annoying and I'm not asking for advice or anything. But its just so frustrating navigating a world where people actually make attachments to people and actually seek out approval and acknowledgement from people as someone who just does not compute it.
-XIV
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ITS WHITE N ITS LIKE AN OLD WEDDING DRESS IT SSO COOL!!!
can i ask what ur writing omg :o
OMG THATS SO COOL
ok so m gonna put it under a cut bc its kinda long n kinda sad
so in moral phil we were talking about nietzsche right? n he has this quote "it is not surprising that the lambs should bear a grudge against the great birds of prey, but that is no reason for blaming the great birds of prey for taking the little lambs. and when the little lambs say among themselves, “those birds of prey are evil, and he who is as far removed from being a bird of prey, who is rather its opposite, a lamb,—is he not good? the great birds of prey will regard it a little sneeringly and perchance say to themselves ‘we bear no grudge against them, these good lambs; we even like them- nothing is tastier than a tender lamb"
SO LIKE HE FOUNDED THIS PHILOSPHY CALLED VOLUNTARISM WHICH IS BASICALLY LIKE "THE REASON HUMANS DO THE THINGS THEY DO IS OUT OF WILL TO POWER. WE HAVE THIS INNATE INSTINCT TO CONTROL" or whatever
n so the premise of the fic is eret goes n visits dream in prison and asks about why he did what he did to tommy. dream goes "because i can" n eret is like :0 n then dream strangles them (obviously more fleshed out than that)
the fundamental thing is eret is arguing that its immoral n dream is like "morality is a lie made up by weak pushovers to guilt the strong into going against their own base instincts" (im still workin on that quote)
its actually quite hard to right because im doin my best to not make eret seem like a pushover but also dreams manipulatin them n yeah. its also hard bc i couldn't watch exile arc (for a ton of reasons) and i only know of it through lore analyses n summary posts n rather than like risk portraying it wrongly ive decided im just going to hint at it. im also struggling not to make it too dense or philosophical but its hard becuase ive been hf on this for the past few weeks
anyway im super excited for this fic. its gonna be my magnum opus (does that have to be a longform work? if it does im still callin it my magnum opus)
but yeah! thats the fic! u probably did not ask for this long of a rant but yeah!
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I became the Emperors Daughter One Day- Chapters 1-100 summary and whatnot:
I saw a post on Reddit describing this as a really terrible comic, and I remembered that I love reading trash. Unfortunately, this is a different kind of trash- and I forced myself to read over 100 chapters. I may read the remaining 200 or so later. I don’t know, it’s really boring and hard to sit through. Maybe if this post gets some attention.
I will apologize for this summary in advance. Reading this comic is like if you took plot cliches that are all perfectly fine separately, and blended them into a bland and nearly incomprehensible goo.
FL is hit by a truck while walking with her boyfriend, and is reincarnated into the body of a baby. There’s this baby boat race thing going on, as some vague prophecy says that one of the kids in the race is going to save the life of the prince.
The emperor figures out that FL is the chosen one, and ends up adopting her (much to the delight of the trash bio family). FL also can’t absorb magic.
Time skip.
FL is treated as a maid for years, serving one of the other princesses the emperor adopted. Randomly the emperor decided to treat the FL well, and the other princess is presumably assassinated. The whole maid thing isn’t brought up again.
FL creates a magical item- a crystallization of magic that takes the form of an animal. She gives birth to this tiny magic panda, and starts learning magic.
FL’s trash bio family is shown again. They’re robbing the palace on the day the biological families of the princesses are allowed to visit. Emperor shows up and whips them. Her bio sibling pleads mercy, and it’s revealed that apparently the parents didn’t give their child milk as a kid, and fed the baby bread dough? This sibling is the only family member who was nice to her, so she decides to spare her family.
The FL’s siblings are introduced- there’s one who’s really forgettable, a gal with a blindfold who is kept in the basement dungeon most of the time, and the weak prince.
Blindfold princess has tons of magic. She can see stuff through magic, though this ends up making her eyes bleed at one point. She’s got one super magical maid who takes care of her. It turns out the magical maid is her sister, and Blindfold princess is taken care of by the emperor because as a fetus she was casting magic powerful enough to curse dozens of people.
Every so often, we’re shown snippets of the other prince- the reincarnation of FL’s former life boyfriend. Everyone thinks he’s weak, but he’s hiding his true power.
The emperor has a curse from his mother that makes him kill any women he loves. The magical panda can absorb this curse, so it doesn’t even matter.
And thats everything important (I think).
5 Things that are weird and kind of terrible about the story-
1. The whole panda birth scene is kind of awful. At first I was convinced it was like a magic thing, but nope it’s physically being born. This is confirmed by the fact that every other character is able to summon their magical animal at their fingertips, and the FL has to learn how to do it this way.
2. There’s a scene where a toilet talks to the FL. Most characters use “body cleansing magic” and there’s a whole scene surrounding the fact that FL can’t do this and needs a physical toilet. Actually that’s a lie. There’s multiple scenes.
3. The panda is constantly being referred to as a puppy. I don’t think this was explained for 80 chapters.
4. The kids are constantly receiving training and every so often the story is just like “we have to train these kids harder”, despite the fact it’s made very clear that the kids are incredibly talented for their age.
5. The reincarnated prince has the magic animal of “himself, but as an adult”. This is not explained.
#read with me#I became the emperors daughter one day#webcomics#really shitty manga#like this is trash#absolute garbage
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Dog Hybrid Raian
Minors DNI 18+ Dog Hybrid Raian TW: Degrading, Marking, Possessive, Breeding Kink. Overall shit head
Imagine how fucking aggressive he gets during his ruts. He starts of by always scenting you. He loves when he can smell himself on you and doesnt care who sees when he does it
Hes constantly has u seated in his lap, FIRMLY pressed against his dick whenever yall go eat out. Omg nobody can talk to you. Nobodddy!!
Hes super territorial and leaves marks allllll over your skin. He loves seeing them
When his actual rut hits, His strength near triples and he really has to learn to dial it back. He was ashamed at the fact that he couldnt stay straight minded during those days. The first time his rut hit, it left you with a hell of alot of bruises..also a broken pelvis. Made it up to you by running you a warm bath every night and made sure u healed properly. You milked the hell outta it until he told you stop whining like weak ass bitch.
This rut he knew exactly what to do....almost. His body was so hot......sweat causing the white tank top he had on to stick to his skin. His skin was hot to the touch and his breathes became ragged
"Neeed...need you...NOW" "SHUT THE FUCK UP...and come to me..." "Take the damn bra off before i rip it off for fucks saKES"
He really wanted to go slow with you..fight every single instinct thats telling him to wreck yo shit.
Hes Raian, the devil of the Kure clan damnit! And he could win against anything! Even his horny self
He starts off gentle but very soon hes panting hot and heavy in your ear. He has you bent over in the bed, face down and ass up. Presenting to him like a bitch in heat. It drives him fucking mad
When he eats you out he places u on a counter and holds u down with one hand
His overly wet mouth eats you out for literally an hour before he switches u to bend over so he can now eat it from the back.
His stamina is already immense so now its fucking tripled so.. eat a hearty meal
He makes you eat a ton the week prior cuz he knows you will need your energy.
He stands and fucks you
He walks and fucks you
He even grabs a drink of water alll whiles you're bouncing on his dick
He knows your holes can only take so much so after awhile he just wants you to lie back and watch him jack off on you.
Bed sheets....have...have alot
He cums so much...and so heavy
His sperm is so damn potent that you dont even waste money on condoms or spermicide
He also, like every other hybrid, wants you pregnant so you just pop 2 or 3 day after pills. Cuz ur def preggers now
You feel his growls..literally...you feel them vibrate throught his body to yours.
You know the type that crackles on for awhile. You would feel it. Especially when hes bent over you..his chest firmly against your back.
h e l p
#thithesandofferings#raian headcanons#hybrid raian#raian kure#kengan ashura headcanons#i did this instead of sleeping#woke up and chose violence#keana breathes to much#so im here to stop that#im such a good friend#raian x reader#kengan omega#kure raian#hybrid au#hybrid#a/b/o mention
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Hi, I like your work.
If you could I have an obey me request of the brothers and( if possible the undatebles). About a mc who is changing their habits to be healthier (like exercise and healthy eating).
Cause thats what am doing at the moment and I would like the encouragement.
Thanks
Good luck with your journey and you can do it! I’ll probably do the Undateables in a separate fic, but I’ll definitely do them in the future. Reader is gender neutral!
The Brothers with MC Who Wants to be Healthier
Lucifer
He supports you, just don’t let it get in the way of your studies
Doesn’t really understand why but he doesn’t voice it aloud, and he likes that you’re actually making the effort too, showing a surprising amount of self discipline
He was amused (and worried) when you started working out with Beel, but was relieved when you came back okay and not missing any limbs
Still makes him worry though
He’s too busy to try and workout with you, but he does try to change his eating habits so you don’t feel like you’re doing this alone
(And this would explain why he’s been just a little bit crankier in the mornings since he cut back on his coffee intake. He won’t give it up completely, but he’s trying for you)
He does well keeping you on track though and knowing how strict he can be, it never got to the point of being overwhelming. It’s just his way of encouragement because he really means well and wants the best for you
Praises you so much, and you know it’s the truth too because Lucifer doesn’t just say anything to anyone. And takes his time in showing just how he is of you too, especially behind closed doors
He’s super proud of you, and he’s smug about it too. You’re his, you bear his pact mark on you, so he can’t help but show off your progress. It’s his sin, after all
Brags to Diavolo like the proud boyfriend he is
Mammon
He somewhat understands, but doesn’t at the same time. You look beautiful, stunning, hot, sexy FINE to him, but if that’s what you wanna do, you’re not doing it alone!
(He claims that you owe him some Grimm and that you’ll discuss payment later, but he’s honestly just excited to be doing this with you and doesn’t know how to handle it)
When he says that you’re not doing it alone, he wasn’t kidding. He’s right alongside you (even though he’s already by your side literally all day every day) putting in the effort 100%, and he’s a great motivator too!
Mammon is a model, so working out and healthy diets aren’t new to him. He takes on the role as your very own personal trainer, even if he forgets that you can’t eat all the food that he can or do everything that he can since you’re human
He’s confused but he’s got the right spirit!
His energy is just contagious! Doesn’t matter what you guys did, whether it was eating something instead of the usual Hellfire noodles or coming back after you guys finished a run, he’s always facing you with a blinding smile on his face every time
Mammon is basically your partner in crime and vice versa, so DUH he was gonna do this with you! What kind of first man would he be if he didn’t?
You’re not alone in this MC, and he’ll make sure it stays that way
Leviathan
OOF, he feels like he’s the wrong person to approach with this
It’s not like he doesn’t want to support you! He does! But, we all know how he feels about doing anything physical or doing anything that will take him away from his safe haven...
(With the exception of video games, anime, and Ruri-chan of course)
He REALLY doesn’t understand why you’re doing this, to him it’s like pure torture!
But, he sees how happy you look and how much energy you have now, so (with your help) he looked at it from a different angle...
That you were LEVELING UP
That’s what got him hype
(He still wouldn’t do it with you unfortunately)
He would unironically go on one of his rants and just be in awe at how much you’re powering up, waayyy better than his video game characters or some weak anime MCs; it’s just his way of encouraging you to keep going
He’s still too embarrassed to be straight forward to you, but you’re an inspiration to him. He expects nothing less from his Henry!
(If you see him trying to do any type of exercise in his room: no you didn’t!)
Satan
He finds it endearing to be honest, and he’s glad to help. Maybe he can find some helpful information in one of his books...
He’s not gonna act like your personal trainer like Mammon but he’s gonna be like your personal tutor but for your health!
“MC, make sure you don’t overdo it. I know you want to keep pushing yourself- and you’re doing more than a spectacular job- but you’ll end up hurting yourself if you overexert. How about you do some stretches as a cool down instead?”
Believe it or not, if he does do any type of workout with you (which would be somewhat rare), it would be stretches, only because it is somewhat calming and helps with how tense his body can be
And he enjoys the time he gets to spend with you
But he’s never afraid to give you motivation or give you compliments; he does it proudly and rather bold
Even if it seems like he’s just teasing you, Satan is being 100% honest. You’re already perfect in his eyes, but it just makes it more obvious seeing you doing something for yourself and being happy about it
Asmodeus
I feel like Asmo would be one of the most helpful brothers (besides from Beel of course) because he likes to take care of himself, and that includes eating healthy and working out
Even though doesn’t like to sweat and he hates the idea of feeling gross, he won’t whine (as much) because it’s something that he wants to do. He’s very big on self-love and having confidence, and he’s a firm believer in feeling good about yourself always, no matter what shape or size you are. After all, you gotta feel good to look good!
Plus, he has taken some devilishly selfies of his sweat glistening on him and he knows his fans go wild for those~
But this isn’t about him right now, you should’ve said something sooner MC, he’s glad to help!
Gives you new recipes to taste test together too! New recipes to try with you + new DevilTube videos= a recipe for views (and more time to be selfish with you)
GYM SELFIES
Also prepare to wear matching gym gear too. You guys are going to make progress and in style!
One of his favorite full body workouts hat he loves to do with you is yoga. Not only does it really become a peaceful time for you both to share, but it also gives him the opportunity to show just how flexible he is and how flexible he can make you~
Seriously though, Asmo is here for this! He will always be the first one to praise you for your accomplishments, and even if you feel like it’s small or that you didn’t really accomplish anything, he’ll make sure to prove you wrong
Beelzebub
He caught you doing some workouts in your room, and when he spotted you, it only meant one thing-
WORKOUT BUDDIES
You didn’t even have to ask him for help because he was already 100% on board with it
It’s only a handful of times that you’ve seen Beel be so serious before, so you were shook tbh
But don’t worry, it’s still gonna be tons of fun for you both!
He’s not gonna micromanage you or anything, and he invites you to his workouts all the time. Even if you have to remind him sometimes that you’re a human and you can’t just lift 1000 pound weights like it’s nothing-
The best spotter, no questions asked. If he even thinks that you’re struggling or he sees your arm shake in the slightest, he’s already behind you, holding up the bar and asking if you’re okay
If weights aren’t your thing or if you don’t feel comfortable going to the gym, he doesn’t mind doing at home workouts either! And he’s the best at correcting your form too
Even though he’s known for his insatiable appetite, he’ll still eat healthy with you. He may not know a lot about human food, but he does know what’s good for the body
Of course he still eats full course meals and will just burn it off like nothing, but he can skip out on Madame Screams’ pastries if it means keeping you motivated
You try to tell him that it’s okay for him to eat whatever, but he’s already shaking his head at you, telling you that you guys are in this together, and that’s that
You ended up splitting some sweets with him on your cheat day because you a.) felt bad and b.) wanted to thank you for being the best gym partner ever
He ate majority of it but still
Not to mention the encouragement that he’s always giving you! If it’s an off day or you feel like you didn’t do your best or enough, he’s already there giving you a smile and pulling you back on your feet, saying how much you’ve improved and how far you’ve come, and Beel isn’t the type to just say anything. He really means every word, and it’s more than enough to keep you going
And his high-fives >>>>>>>
The couple that gains together stays together, and he won’t lie; he feels more pumped in his workouts with you by his side
Belphegor
You weren’t coming home for your daily afternoon cuddle session(s), and when you did come home you were drenched in sweat and brushed him off for a shower. It went from occurring just once a week to every other day, and it was making him moodier than usual
When you explained it to him, he was whiny but supportive. Of course he supports your journey to a better lifestyle! He’ll just be supporting you from the comfort of his bed-
You’re definitely dreaming if you think you’re about to get him to join you working out (you should’ve went to Beel if that’s what you’re looking for)
But he’s great at being your cheerleader though! He stays in the room while you’re working out and he’s really cheering you on with his little chants (I mean it’s while he’s lazing around but still are you really surprised?), but you can’t help but still find it endearing and a way to stay positive
If ya’ll seen the new episode you understand what I mean lmao
He’s not one for moving around, but he can help you with what you eat
He’s pretty decent in the kitchen, and he’s got some safe-for-humans healthy snacks that he “borrowed” from Beel and some recipes that he got from Barbatos and Asmo
(Somehow Solomon overheard and volunteered himself to cook and Belphie doesn’t think he ever ran so fast in his life before when he walked away to go grab his “recipe book”)
Makes small remarks about your progress and says it like it’s the most obvious thing in the world, showing that he does notice the changes you’re making even if you don’t. Really helps you stay motivated!
His words may come off as dry and sarcastic sometimes, but he means well. He may have a bit of a hard time showing that he cares, but he does. And he cares a lot about you, more than he can express
Is also prepared to give you cuddles as both rewards and to make up from before
#obey me x reader#obey me reader insert#obey me headcanons#obey me lucifer x reader#obey me mammon x reader#obey me leviathan x reader#obey me levi x reader#obey me satan x reader#obey me asmo x reader#obey me asmodeus x reader#obey me beelzebub x reader#obey me beel x reader#obey me belphegor x reader#obey me belphie x reader#obey me swd#obey me
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on the topic of alastair apologizing... let's talk about the Academy. idk, here's my two cents.
EDIT: thank you to @alastairxcarstairs for pointing out that Alastair's hair was natural at the academy, not bleached. I have made a few edits in red! I don't think it changes the idea of my post too much, but it does raise some complications as something that we know has affected alastair deeply (vs a comment about his father & clive which were things he was already feeling and whose traumas to not lie in a comment made) and I think honestly might be one of the only ways for a reconciliation between the two of them, to recognize that they both used shitty ways that the world works against them to hurt each other deeply, and that wasn't right. (also can the two queer "icons" learn to not be racist please & thank)
this got... ridiculously long. I'm sorry. feel free to disagree with anything I've said, it's just my conclusions from what I've read an my own experiences. theres a lot of discussion of bullying, death, and alcoholism.
alastair really didn't say much to or about kit and thomas (except the rumor, which I'll get to in a second) at all. he called thomas names, but it wasn't something that ever really bothered thomas and I think that's probably because alastair never said them with malicious intent.
he said a lot of shit to and about james and his family, none of which james deserved. that's something he needs to atone for.
most of his bullying (except the rumor) with matthew was reciprocated. they both talked shit to and about each other. it doesn't cancel each other out in a way that means it never happened, but its not really something anyone has to atone for imo, just more of a "we both treated each other like shit and that was stupid, let's move on from it and not do it anymore."
the vetis demon... it was a prank. a cruel, scary, idiotic prank. it wasn't alastair's idea, but he went along with it and he helped. obviously it was something very distressing to james and matthew, but they're both fine. I'm not saying alastair should get a pass for it, but clive literally died. they were 14/15 and as someone who lost a classmate at that age, there's a weird sort of guilt about it, even when you had nothing to do with their death. alastair learned the consequences of his actions the hardest way possible, and I don't think people recognize that enough. we don't know much about clive at all. he acted like an asshole, sure, and he was definitely naive and arrogant (a vetis demon???) but we don't know how he treated alastair. was he kind to him behind closed doors? was he always cruel? did he bully alastair? we don't know. regardless, I'm positive that alastair has a lot of complicated feelings about it, and a fuck ton of guilt. because HE can be a better person. HE can apologize and move forward and travel the world and fall in love and get his heart broken and do all of the things that people do after they finish school, and clive never will. alastair learned his lesson, and james and matthew can be reasonably certain that he'd never try anything like that ever again. while he could certainly still apologize for it, I think thats something they can assume at this point without him saying it.
the second one was deliberate, matthew knew that alastair had already told him it was Clive's idea, but he WANTED to get until alastair's skin. he WANTED to make alastair hurt more. he was a child (they both were), and he was upset, and he wanted to make alastair hurt. and he did. alastair snapped.
and, finally, the rumor. the first thing to recognize is that alastair was in a bad place when he said that. he said that because he was in a bad place. all of those^ complicated feelings had just started (clive had literally just died) and to make matters worse, everyone's fathers had rushed to the Academy in wake of the incident except for Elias (thomas pointed this out). then matthew showed up. he started out by calling alastair names, fine, typical. then he said "Has no kind soul thought to inform you that your hairstyle is, to use the gentlest words available to me, ill-advised?..." strike one "...A friend? Your papa?" strike two. then he said "Though I cannot help but wonder whose idea their nasty little trick was" even though Alastair had already explained that it was Clive's idea and why, strike three.
the first one was just racist. maybe he didn't mean it to be, but we know that alastair was self conscious about his hair because of how dark his features are and how alienated he feels as a non-white boy.
the second one was an unfortunate coincidence imo. matthew had no idea what alastair was going through at home or that he was particularly upset about Elias that day because he'd been forced to watch all of the other boys with their fathers.
in matthew's eyes, what he said there SHOULD have been just another throwaway insult, but he was blinded by his privilege as a white boy with loving parents, and anyone who knows alastair's situation can see that it anything other than just a throwaway comment.
I'm explaining all of this not to excuse what alastair did but show how the rumor scene was atypical from his usual bullying. we haven't SEEN enough on paper to make that observation, but we can infer from all of this that that was not how alastair normally behaved. that was how alastair behaved when he was pushed over the edge, that's it.
while he said awful things about Thomas and his parents and Matthew's parents, he was never trying to hurt them, it likely didn't even cross his mind. he didn't start that rumor, and I doubt he even ever actually spread it. there's no evidence that he would be someone to spread rumors like that (something very speculative and secretive, vs something obvious and well-known like what he said about tessa), especially given the rumors around his own family. he only repeated it to matthew because he was pushed out of his limits. it's most likely that he heard the rumor, ignored it, and the ONLY time he has ever spoken it was to matthew that day.
he said it to hurt matthew. that was his only goal. that was his only motivation. he wanted to make matthew HURT. and he did. he really, really did. I think he could see it as soon as he said it. CC has said that he regretted what he said as soon as he said it. he hurt matthew in ways that can never be undone, and I think he knew that as soon as he said it because he has been hurt that way, too.
so, no, I don't think alastair actually owes thomas or sophie or gideon or charlotte or henry an apology for what he said beyond "I caused this person you love very much irreparable harm" because while he said awful things about them, he never did anything to actually hurt them (beyond hurt matthew).
to say that alastair owes matthew an apology... feels a little cheap to me. I don't think alastair will ever genuinely apologize to matthew solely because he doesn't think that what he's done could ever be forgiven. even if he were to become a fucking saint, even if he became the nicest, kindest, most giving man on earth, there is nothing he can say or do that can undo the pain he's caused.
what happened to charlotte and her baby is NOT alastair's fault, nor is matthew's alcoholism (because we could play the blame game all day then - because if it weren't for Elias would alastair have been pushed past his limits? is it his fault? if his alcoholism is because of his brother's death, was all of this just Yanluo's fault in actuality? but that was all in revenge for Wen Yu exterminating a nest of demons, so maybe it's her fault, then? it would never end, and that's not even TOUCHING mother hawthorn's involvement). matthew MUST be responsible for his own actions and choices.
but alastair caused a harm to matthew's psyche that can NEVER be erased. he will carry until the day he dies. alastair may have not intended to hurt him in such a profound was, but he did, and he knows it. he crossed a line that cannot be uncrossed.
this doesn't mean that alastair can't be redeemed or that he can't be a good brother-in-law to james and a good partner to thomas or a good person in general or even that him and matthew can't move past it and learn to tolerate each other. but in his eyes and matthew's, forgiveness is too weak of a concept for what he has done, and I doubt he will even ask for it.
#i say this all with the most love in my heart#alastair fucked up#alastair carstairs#matthew fairchild#thomas lightwood#james herondale#the last hours#tlh#cw bullying#cw alcoholism#cw death
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I don't understand Shuichi's popularity. I think he written in a confusing way, he acts like an asshole to everyone unless someone gives him compliments all the way, and once someone dies he cries a Niagara waterfalls. Seriously, Kodaka should improve V3's trashy plot.
Hmmm I'm not sure where to start with this. I guess I should start by stating that I have not played v3 in a while so some of my points may not be as educated as my points for the other games. If anyone, from either side of this discussion, remembers more from v3 please chime in!
Now...I will say that I do love Saihara like a lot. Mostly because he personally appeals to me as a character type I tend to love. But...I think you're valid in hating him!
I've mentioned this before but v3 is a bitter game that you are not necessarily supposed to love. The themes are not like the others. It takes a pessimistic, almost meaningless take about the hope despair cycle. The infamous ending is MEANT to be unsatisfying and I think in some ways Saihara is MEANT to not be a "good" protagonist.
Akamtasu for example is the perfect protagonist when you think about it. She is optimistic, charming, compassionate, and a go-getter without being too over confident. But... thats WHY she had to be replaced by Saihara as our protagonist. She was too perfect. With Akamatsu she is EXACTLY what danganronpa needs to run, but this game is not about what we as an audience want its about ending up "outside" the hope despair cycle. I believe that unless Akamatsu took on a pessimistic attitude at some point the cycle would simply repeat. We would get hope like we did the first two games, but it would be an entirely fabricated hope that allows for future suffering.
Saihara tho...is kind of a bad protagonist. He can be very weak willed, a bit too rude, he seems to enjoy the saftey net of taking orders from others. That's not typical protag behavior! But thats why he is able to end uo "outside" the hope despair cycle. He doesnt have a protagonist mind set! He doesnt WANT to do this! He knows he HAS to and he WILL but its not what he wanted.
And personally, although I think his development should have been more spread out (such as putting his hat back on when experiencing a depressive episode and I feel as tho the truth/lie theme missed tapping into some interesting marks) I enjoy how Saihara is weak yet strong. I like having someone anxious and depressed be able to still be strong and take over the trials.
Theres a lot more I could say about Saihara, although I feel like you're pretty set on hating him which is ok too! Something characters do not vibe with us. Tons of people hate Naegi! That's alright too!
#ask#danganronpa#drv3#ndrv3#drv3 spoilers#ndrv3 spoilers#nsfb#although i would like to say that i disagree with the crying point i dont really remember his reaction to every death but#if he did cry badly at everyone i think well....while we arent used to it. thats a very normal response in this situation so i cannot fault#that.#shuichi saihara
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session 86 end
oh no
oooooh nooo
tavros, ive heard your rapping once and thats enough for me. you’re a good kid, deserve the world, my respect for you grew a ton after this session, but there’s some things i cannot do for ya. and that includes listening to another rap, and especially one with gamzee of all people
holy shit ngl tho thats a hell of a next session to witness
SO, we found out kanaya likes chainsaws but we’ve been knew, what i mean is that she uses the very chainsaw ON tavros to get these kickass metal legs. he’s gonna be unstoppable at that point. badass bitch, im telling you. i mean good for him but i cant lie to you, the more i think about it, the more im thinking that shit must have hurted. imagine him just waking up with no legs and just goes into constant regret for a while until he pops some new ones on.
also dude’s got brown blood. whack. lowkey now very transparent in theory, because it seems that the trolls text with their blood color (im presuming????) which yeah in hindsight is obvious the more i think about it, but i need more info on the whole blood thing. cause how is it classified? does every troll have a specific different blood color? is the blood based on the zodiac in which you were born under?? IDK
all i know is that karkat has cement clogged in his circulatory system
uhhh we got a small continuation of tavros’ weird ass pokemon game at the beginning that disturbed me but lets not talk about that because id rather not be reminded, tho can i say, his lusus is adorable, but that vena cava bitch may not be
and finally? AG. we got ourselves a new character
well, technically we did get a PREVIEW of that one guy who likes staring and making robots, but that was small saggy tits we dont need speak of him yet
rather, we actually conversed with AG. i mean... theyre a bully, im not gonna deny the fact. they called tavros useless, an imbecile and taunted how he couldnt use his legs and how their team would win (even tho sollux refused to even fucking TOUCH the game so the chance?? is very low??). but, in my eyes at least, its lowkey a weak approach. if someones all talk, you can tell. and AG seems to be that. however, they do seem to pester tavros on the daily. i dont think i like them as a person, because id rather tavros not go through that shit (hopefully he doesnt take their words to heart) but then again, they’re also just a classic mean person who is probably just so insecure they take it out on others. pretending they hate everything/everyone but will eventually get called out on their bullshit in the future and then bitch and moan the whole session because nobody seems to have taken them seriously which is where their superiority complex starts to fade
and?? thats it?? gooooood lord
next session will be something lemme tell you, rapping with the boyys
till then :)
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Things that would have made “ The Kid Who Would be King” one of my favorite movies!
So i know a small amount of you have actually seen this movie, I know one @raythecomputerart and other friends who i roped into watching this but i’m still makeing this because i watched it again today and i just need to get my ideas out there and don’t worry i’ll make it a keep reading so the people who don’t care can easily scroll past*spoiler warning* (it’s really just a few little things this movie is really not bad)
I’m gonna try and make my list go in sequence with the movie itself to give it a bit of a rhythm and please comment if you guys think of anything good! here we go
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a) the problem:First off characters didn’t seem to have much depth. Alex did and that’s only because he was the main character, and even that wasn’t much. The main 4 characters were just kind of cookie cutter stereo types. Bedders was the loyal friend, nervous about getting into trouble. Lance was the bad bully that just wants to come out on top and betrays people, Kay was the lacky that just went along with what bully says. And they do try to give them hidden depths, Kay really doing a 180 when it came to the fighting and showed appreciation and actively tried to protect to Alex and Bedders. But without any context it’s hard to really get a grip on their character and because of that you just have three static characters thats’ morals seem loosy goosey .
b) My solution: To counteract this i think it’s pretty easy honestly, pepper in scenes of each of their home lives. Instead of just focusing on Alex waking up late, spread it out. You can have that scene then cut to what goes on in each of their familys. Bedders mom is sick and because of that his dad is overprotective which makes Bedders on edge. Lauce who is brought up in a rich family, he gets whatever he wants and because of that he just aches for someone to try and test him so he can fight back. Maybe he has an older brother who picks on him, or a younger brother who idolizes him and that causes him to act out. With Kay maybe she had to grow up pretty quick, and while shes helping everyone in her house out all the time and constantly seeing how evil people are and how close friendships and family are the only people who you can trust, which is why she is Loyal to Lance but lapses back into protecting people when she sees the younger boys in real danger. Also having set up all this backstory ahead of time, it would have given them more specific insults and rebuttals to hurl at eachother when they have the big fight at the bog when Excalibur breaks. These are just small bits that could have been slipped in anywhere in the first part of the movie and would have made the characters more three dimensional.
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a) the problem: My second issue is the tests that the villain is constantly throwing at the group. Each time that night falls the villain has an opportunity to strike. And it’s kind of the same thing ever time . Skeleton guys rise up and yell insults and the children, the children scream and run around a bit, then they get saved. It’s fine, but it doesn’t really do anything to put any depth into the plot aside from saying “ hey guys, it’s getting worse”. HEY WE KNOW IT’S GETTING WORSE !!! Obviously with every nightfall it gets closer to the eclipse, which is when everything goes to shit. That’s been established so can we make these attacks more character building exercises? And they did make an attempt they knew each childs weakness and instead of actually trying to use that against them they just kind of yelled their weakness at them and hoped that it would make them die or something. Plot twist, it didn’t.
b) The Solution: This one i feel is even easier than the first one All you gotta do, is focus on one kid at a time. The first attack after Alex knights them doesn't count. That one was fine with the kids just kind of running around and trying to figure out how this all works. But after that i think there were three separate attacks, if you’re counting the trees and the fake final battle with Morgana. Honestly the best example of how this all could have played out is taken from one of my favorite tv shows “ My little pony friendship is magic”. The second episode they go into the woods to defeat Nightmare Moon and along the way each of the characters get an opportunity to show which trait or element of harmony they displayed. I know this doesn’t make sense if you havn’t seen the show so let me put it in terms of the movie. The first battle is the tree battle. This one I believe can stay the same Lance is the main person getting tested and is seduced to take the sword almost causing their deaths but in the end after a fight with Alex he finds the error of his ways and they all reconnect. The second attack could have even covered both Bedders and Kay. On one hand Kay could find herself in a situation that she realizes that shes not as smart or as experienced as she thinks she is (since her pitfall is being callow) and ends up needing the help of the others. At the same time Bedders could see that shes in trouble and have to stand up and take action (since his pitfall is being meek). Boom that’s two more characters tested and all you needed to do was change a little of the action scenes. Now for the fake final battle with Morgana i feel like we can go back to Lance. The movie really wants a lot of emphasis on the power dynamic between Alex and Lance and i feel like that could have been another way to test Lances allegiance. When Lance tells Alex to go while he fights off the tendrils or roots, Morgana could have come to him and been like, “ get me the sword Lance and i’ll give you all the power in the world.” Kind of a White Witch type of thing. And at one point Alex drops the sword and Lance picks it up and Alex is like “ throw it back.” ANd he just stands there and Morgana laughs “ yes my prince bring Excalibur to me” And at the last moment he gives it to Alex and he stabs her. This would solidify that there is no more bad blood between them while also building some tension. Now i know what you’re saying “ Oh what about Alex? Where is his moment to be tested?” It’s already in the movie. Because Morgana doesn’t actually die Alex is forced to confront his mother because he broke one of the Knights rules. Boom! Character development all over this place.
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a)The Problem: Alex's father. That’s it, onto the solution. Okay not quite i’m gonna talk more on it. The whole movie kind of bates at this build up about Alex meeting his father and him being like this cool wizard guy or something, that turns out not to be the case and i love that, the execution was awful though. Having Alex meeting his fathers sister and not him was just stupid. With all the emotion that was suppose to be there , it kind of fell flat because his fathers sister was kind of blocking the direct confrontation.
b) The Solution: This movie wanted to take on some darker themes , so show them in all it’s glory you coward! Have Alex roaming the street asking people about his father and people just laughing and saying the name of a pub. He finds it and is about to go in when his father is thrown out stumbling and rough looking. Alex is so happy to find him and anxiously tries to explain the situation but realizes he’s not who he thought he was. After he talks a bit his father stops him and is like “ did your mom send you to get me to pay child support? Because we agreed that i just go! I don’t bother her and she sends me you , thinking that soften me up, well it dosent . GET OUT OF HERE KID! I left for a reason, do you think i could ever do any good in your life?” Just think of the emotion, the hurt look on Alex’s face when he realizes his father is a no good drunk and never wanted to see him at all. GEEZ ! The drama. But lets say they still wanted the sister to see him so she could call his mom. Then make the father dead. Have her drive Alex to the cemetery to see his headstone. Have Alex fall to his knees and cry over the father he never knew and the fact that he had been taught a lie. More character development, more emotion.
4) And the final point to be made, PUT IN MORE MERLIN!!! This movie spent all its good ideas and energy into Merlin i swear. Merlin is an incredibly strong characters with a major energy crisis issue which makes him a flawed yet interesting character, he is incredibly powerful, but only in small doses. If he was just powerful all the time he still would be an interesting character just because of the way the actor portrays him, but he would seem too over powered. 10 out of 10 for him but he wasn’t in it enough. Like i would have loved it if Merlin didn’t just vanish when he wasn’t low on energy, but stuck with the group and they had to protect him while he attempted to recharge. I just need a whole movie on merlin honestly! His character was great!
All in all i give this movie a 4 out of 10 stars. It is nice as just a happy little movie with not much depth and all the stars go to Merlin. Just kidding honestly all the actors in this movie were great it was just the whole plot line was a bit lack luster. I’d love to hear your opinions on it if you have seen it and what you think of the changes i’d make. Just let me know this was a ton of fun to write! And if you made it all the way through this, just know i love you for it!
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Half asleep o’clock (OumaSai)
ofc! i liked both so i just added them together, hope you don’t mind :> {ah you had forgotten to mention from which category so i just chose fluff, hope thats ok :”)) anyway, heres your request anon <33
prompt list
prompts: 23: “You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this.”
36: “Can’t you stay a little longer?”
title: Half asleep o’clock
summary: Shuichi has always thought of Kokichi as this mysterious and dark person. But, once he started dating him, he's come to the realization that that's not true at all. Shuichi's main concern however is how little he sleeps. After seeing a totally new side to him, he's learned that he might like this side a little bit more than he had anticipated.
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After another exhausting day inside the killing game, Shuichi rested his head against his pillow. He backtracked towards today's events and hoped it would remain peaceful. Though they had lost some along the way, he hoped today and tomorrow wouldn't break the peaceful streak. A smile came to his face as he thought about the day he had spent with Kokichi. The poor boy hurt his hand (which he patched up with care,) and ended up playing around one hundred rounds of paper, rock, scissors with Shuichi. They got the same result every time and at some point, both decided to play a different game.
He remembered how Kokichi was on the brink of tears as he dabbed disinfectant around his cut. It hurt him to see Kokichi hurt himself, but it was cute how flustered he got when Shuichi helped clean it. Shuichi and Kokichi had been dating for a while, well, since the killing game had started. Their situation was complicated but after what had happened with Kaede, their relationship really took off. Shuichi had begun developing trust and interest in Kokichi. Kokichi was the one who had first developed an interest in the detective, but they eventually got closer and feelings blossomed rather quickly.
Shuichi would have never guessed he'd end up liking Kokichi, but to be fair, neither did anyone else. Kokichi himself was taken back when he had confessed to him; he never would have thought Shuichi would return his feelings. But alas, they got together in the long run, adding a sort of "partners in crime" aura to their whole dynamic. Everyone was supportive of it for the most part, though, Kaito and Maki remained skeptical and iffy about the whole situation, not sure if they fully trusted Kokichi and his intentions. With tons of reassurance from Shuichi, and affirmation from Kokichi himself, they've gotten used to it little by little.
Shuichi was lucky enough to find someone as kind as Kokichi in such a hell like this.
His cheeks flushed as he closed his eyes shut as his eyes grew heavier. But just as he was about to drift into a peaceful sleep, he heard a loud fall come from upstairs. Immediately, he shoots out the door. He swings his door open and looks up at the cause of the sound. It was Kokichi. He was sprawled out on the floor, giggling. Shuichi frowned and quietly rushed upstairs to his fallen boyfriend. "Kokichi, what are doing on the floor—"
"Shush!" He hushed Shuichi with a finger to his lips, his grin still plastered on his face. Shuichi could see the slight bags underneath his eyes. He really needed sleep. Shuichi hoped he was taking care of himself better than this. "You're going to wake everyone up, Shumai!" He whined, the sleepiness in his voice peaking through as he yawned. He was the only one being loud here, really. Shuichi helped the collapsed male up before he could cause a disruption to the others around him. "Come on, let's get you back inside."
He carried the light body in his arms, Kokichi fumbling over his feet a bit as he walked. Shuichi quickly glanced down at Kokichi, who was now staring lovingly at him. "My Shuichi is so strong." His cheeks had started to burn from his oncoming blush. He wasn't strong, Kokichi was just really light. But, he couldn't let a compliment like that go to waste so he didn't bother retorting back and took the ego boost. The two glided across the room and onto the bed. Gently, he placed him on his bed, being sure to tuck him in neatly. Ouma frowned as he noticed Shuichi began to leave after he gave him a quick peck on the lips. "Night, Kokichi."
"Wha- Shumai~!" His voice raised a tad higher as he whined at the leaving detective. He turned towards the boy, his cheeks still heated. "Yeah?"
"Can't you stay a little longer? At least until I fall back asleep."
Cue Shuichi's one big weakness: puppy dog eyes.
Kokichi continued pleading with his eyes as he laid comfortably in his bed. He let out a sigh of defeat. Knowing he had won, Kokichi jumped for joy, completely undoing all of tucking his boyfriend had just done for him. "Yay! You're staying! You're staying!" As he continued to jump, his foot lost a bit of balance, causing him to fall down onto his bed. Shuichi, being the concerned and worry wart person he was, jumped into action the minute his foot slipped. "Kokichi!" His eyes scanned around the petite male, checking for any injuries or broken bones. He was quiet, which was concerning, especially in his current state. But before he could examine further, he was cut off by intense giggles.
He couldn't help but smile as Kokichi rolled around his bed, tears in his eyes as he continued to giggle loudly. His sleep high was so strong, but it was also very much adorable. He reminded Shuichi of a little kid. Kokichi pulled him down with him, flipping them over to their sides. Kokichi buried his face inside his chest as his laughter had died down. Naturally, the latter wrapped his hands around his waist, pulling him closer towards him. What was he going to do with him?
His hair tickled his nose, he tried to hold down his laugh but ultimately failed. Ouma felt his small laugh and glanced up at him with a smile. He gently kissed Shuichi's lips. Shuichi removed one of his hands from his waist and moved it to cuff his cheek. He kissed back, deepening the kiss to make it more long-lasting. They pulled away, their eyes never breaking apart. "You're so cute when you're half asleep like this. But, this is concerning. You need sleep." He stated in a soft tone, both a mix of worry and assertiveness. Kokichi huffed, "Sweet talk won't get you anywhere, mister detective. You know I have a super rare condition that causes me to giggle myself to sleep."
"No, you don't. You can't lie to me, I am a detective after all."
"Ah, you're right. Guess you'll just have to investigate further then detective. I should be sending you to jail, really. You stole something from me."
Shuichi playfully rolled his eyes, looking down at the smirking liar beneath him. "Oh really? And what would that be?"
Kokichi pulls him by his collar of his pajamas, stealing a quick smooch from his unsuspecting boyfriend. "My heart." Well, if that wasn't the corniest thing he's ever said. Shuichi decided it. Sleep Kokichi is the best thing he's ever accidentally came across. He honestly wouldn't mind seeing him like this a few more times. "Guilty as charged." After a bit more of gross flirting, they eventually fell asleep in each other's arms. Even if it was at the dispense of his health, he'd wished to see more sides of Kokichi like this. Though, as much as he wanted to, he knows he would never let that happen in fear of him actually hurting himself.
Ah, Kokichi Ouma. He truly was a man of mystery.
#oumasai#kokichi ouma#shuichi saihara#drv3#kyus post#you can request again anon if its not what youre looking for!#id be happy to do another :))
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Nobody ASKED for any of my shitty Pokemon character doodles... BUT IM IN A MOOD.
SO yall have to deal with it.
This is under a read more so dont come at me about it being annoyingly long. Blame Dumblr. Theres a SHIT TON OF DOODLES UNDER THE CUT.
First off I wanted to give Holly a whole classroom of friends... it wasnt GONNA be an all girls school... but I kept crankin of little girly Mons....
I dont actually have a shiny Darumaka or Eevee... but theyre two of my favorite shinies...
I drew these four after so theyre a bit different in style. Shiny Swirlex has the same excuse as the other two shinies... I just love the shiny colors
They also needed a teacher so I repurposed one of my older characters because I thought itd be funny to have a swan teacher... cuz swans are so scary but they care for their babies well.
Darla and Delilah can be bothered with threats because theyre safe with Mr Shandra.
Mikhail only takes classes that are small enough to fit under his wingspan so he can keep them all safe. And Eva and Tiffany learn from the best and just get pissed off like their teacher.
((Hes more bark than bite though... hes not a great fighter and a double weakness to Electric? Garbo. But he puts up a convincing enough front.))
And because he was a swan I gave him a life mate. The only other being that gets any softness from him.
He was an ex pirate.
Mikhail has no interest in criminals!!! So the captain gave up the pirate life and married a very short tempered bird and gained a lot of weight...because I wanted him chubby.
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‘’Spider’’, Esi, and dear ol Dad. Despite Reds best efforts to keep Esi out of Osborns hands he still ended up an immensely shady bastard but at least hes not as broken as ‘’Spider’’.
I didnt finish their moms because I couldnt settle on a design for Spiders mum....
Now Spider works for Caedere his beloved boss who would never ever lie to him ever. (Hint: Spiders nature is ‘naive’)
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I tried revamping Ray and Hebanon... but Ray still gay as hell for his boy.
I bullied Sparky a little. He’ll probably be fine even if Rays got a Mega evo. Its the name of the game Ray... hes supposed to knock his opponent out... you cant get pissed when ever Hebanon gets fucked up in battle.
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Did I post these? Am I ever gonna finish these character sheets? No. And look I forgot the most pressing detail of Zippos and thats his fuckin Arbok mark on his back. IM A FOOL.
Kreetan and his mum and dad.
So many little comic things I’ll never finish because theres too many and instead of just stopping and finishing something I keep adding to my unfinished doodles instead. This is why I dont take requests or anything.
I time where Leif and Cyndy actually grow up?
THEY ALL HAVE CAT EARS.
Zippo is curious.
.....AS A CAT.
Polly is here too!! And shes ready to punch someone RIGHT IN THE NOODLE.
I also thought itd be nice to draw out some other Chars of Zippo and Crizs generation.
Theyre.. as you may have guessed are not finished yet.
Clem is a timid lad, Mira... not so much. Very brave
Addy is a modest princess type
Jubilee is a sassy lass.
And Criz. A sweet bashful boy whos never done anything wrong and certainly will not die because no one would be cruel enough to let that happen.
((EYES EMOJI))
Babby Clem, Addy, and Jubilee.
WHO’RE THESE ASSHOLES?!
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Updated Mistletoe. One spooky righteous(in his own mind) lad.
She only looks stoic to start... but shes quite the weirdo.
She just got here and shes ready to go home. What a mood.
Now for some less polished individuals....
Meh meh meh lookit me IM OMI. Im gonna put three of the exact same Pokemon in the same group so Pwnyta has to suffer tryna come up with different designs.
...But I do like them. I imagine that they remain Ekans because they wont need the mark of their tribe so no one will no where they come from. So spooky.
I was torn between the codename ‘Sundown‘ and ‘Daybreak‘ for Crobat.
By day hes a wholesome trustworthy priest... by night he tortures people for a shady shady bug man. He’ll determine if youre truly innocent.
Doc has to deal with all these fuckin weirdos... he just wants to be a doctor... BUT AT WHAT COST DOC?!
This is a sequel to the doodle comic I was makin in a previous post... Kop and Doc develop an interesting friendship (In Kops mind. Its more a ‘stalker with a crush’ situation) But hey if Kops not being paid then hes got no reason to hurt Doc.
...Docs a fun character to bully because hes so smarmy and small.
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AND NOW FOR SOME SCIENCE BITCHES.
A man of few words and an intense curiosity with mortal beings and his own existence.
A spooky lad who doesnt quite mean to torment his subordinates... its just his Pressure.
Id imagine his form changes are a bit like Iron Man in IW when hes fighting Thanos.
I drew some more science bitches...
Some casual clothes for the original three stooges.
Shes deaf Franz! She cant hear you.
Ya know IDK if itd be ‘canon‘ that they all met as kids... I just thought itd be cute. Little psychic babies all doofin off together... the most troublesome one being asleep 90% of the time due to being an Abra.... and narcoleptic. Abra sleep so much naturally... Geller sleeps even MORE... thats why hes so incredibly smart even for an Alakazam.
I had a whole little redo sketch comic idea of Mewtwo breakin loose and fuckin shit up.... (its never been finished)
Franz tries to put him to sleep. (it doesnt work. He needs Emanuel and Nola to save him and he gets his arm broken for bein such a cheeky lad.)
Mewtwo doesnt have too much of a problem with Geller due to his soft spot for kids and pure desire for knowledge... but if hes gonna protect the other assholes then PERISH.
Dont worry though big boss Deo wont let his subordinates die let alone the second smartest after him... and saves them all pretty easy. A sharp tentacle arm through the chest will stop even Mewtwo.
Some booboos happen tho...
But hes fine eventually and finds his ex wife home watchin the kids.
Shes promptly expelled.
Geller also goes back for Dilla and steals him. Lifes too short not to adopt an ancient fossil baby.
Emanuel isnt delighted... but he doesnt have the heart to call the authorities on a man who risked his life to save him.
Fossil Mons come in two types-- Resurrected fossils which have the skin color of the primary coloring of their Pokemon form so they can be solid black or blue or red or w/e... Ancestors of ancient Pokemon have normal skin tones.
And another comic sketch idea... where Geller and Roswell are gifted with some fancy new Mega stones... Ros? Not too keen on the idea hes seen what can happen to a bitch when they Mega Evo... he aint got time for that. Geller goes HARD for SCIENCE.
Ros: Geller I know your a spoon guy but stick a fork in that bastard cuz hes done. COOKED. If he thinks im riskin my ass for his bullshit. Lets go tell him off together (im scared to go without you...)
Geller: We experiment on living things all the time for the sake of scientific progress.... are we really too good to be subject to our own studies?
Ros: YES. ABSOLUTELY.
After seeing Geller use his without hesitation, putting his body through a world of hurt for the sake of SCIENCE!!! Ros couldnt pussy out on his boy...
His Mega is just FABULOUS and now he loves it.
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I was also makin a team with the Pokemon that have the highest stats (non Legends/Psudos/Megas) but I got bored after Blissey. She has a Togekiss wife I didnt finish either... Oh well.
Shes a bold lass and prefers double battles with her support wife. She doesnt like using dangerous moves as its in her nature as a Blissey to heal.
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(I forgot his whiskers... OH WELL)
I wanted to give Flaminio some people who missed him after he got spirited away by his Ghosts.
After he disappeared people looked for him but he was never found and years and years went by and people stopped looking. Even Clove and Ceto had to move on.
Koban is a loyal bitch though and he never let it go. He still wants his friend back. Hes an old boy now... so old people probably call him ‘Nekomata‘ and wonder when his tail is gonna split.
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Nemesis, Holons’ designs and the Chase family
So, I think it’s now a pretty popular speculation that the Chase family (minus Julian) might be involved with the Union. Julian’s mom didn’t seems that shoocked about the attack, kind of surprise, but not so much. And She took charge pretty quickly. We don’t know what is her current work but the different pictures we can see in the background show her and her husband being cop (or military ?), so she knows how to keep it cool and act.
Thinking right away that she’s from the Union solely based on the fact she’s not that surprised is kind of weak. BUT. Then comes episode 2 with what’s Sinclair say : “I know someone who'd very much like to say hello to you.”
Assuming he’s talking about a character we know, and we can be pretty sure it is... there is not a ton of person he could refer to. Mom, Drianna, or maybe the dead (?) dad but I don’t buy that one with the informations we have so far.
Then, episode 4 happened. Tl;dr Drianna is Nemesis or at least one of the pilot/mind controling Nemesis, and a traumatized child just traumatized another child and eveything is NOT FINE. Long post under the cut.
We don’t really know if Nemesis is a Holon or work the same way. But assuming Nemesis is a Holon, with episode 4 we know that the pilot must be young (something younger that 30 I guess. julian is 25 or 26 i think, Leon seems to be 30 or early 30′s) Thats the first thing. Oh also I’ll refer to Nemesis as a sort of entity with a “it”, because we don’t know who controle it, if there is more than one person, we don’t even know if it IS a person for sure.
Second thing : something is REALLY wrong about this mech. It act super weirdly. Its way of moving ? Very unatural. Sometimes it seems to... struggle. I thought it was just the head movement, but I saw something else when Nemesis is attacking Julian. (21:16)
First Nemesis has the upper hand on Julian. Julian hold one of the right hand, the left is pretty tight, pulling him against the ground. But if you watch again, you can catch a sort of... struggle, visible on the left hand
Nemesis has NO reason at this moment to remove its hand. Its head shake, its hands shake. Creepy and weird. Julian didn’t talk so I’m not sure if Dri, if it’s her, could guss it’s her brother.
Then, the most unsettled thing of the whole scene. All the “help me”. It’s hard to hear at first. But there is several instance when we can hear something. The person who pilot this thing try to communicate.
The first “help me” is at 20:25. Very robotic. 20:33, more quiet. 21:16, awefully human, this time. I swear I’m hearing a girl’s voice. 21:18, very robotic and low pitch, just when Nemesis seems to hold back. 21:26, again, high pitch, a bit less robotic. Seems to me like a “break me” than a “help me” but it’s so hard to hear... And again Nemesis seems to hold back again. 22:23 I hear something but I don’t know if it’s a sound effect or again someone’s talking. Can sounds like a “Help”.
And last thing before the design analysis : Nemesis is knocked out for a second, Miranda come and talk, Nemesis react to it, seems hesitant or susprise and decide to leave. It’s not just because it decide it can’t beat the heroes. The way it’s done, we’re supposed to understand there is an implcation there. It has a purpose. The person who’s piloting Nemesis knows Miranda’s voice. Again, it’s assuming this person is a character we already know. Maybe it’s a new character. But anyway...
Now I’m gonna talk design wise, using the heroes as example. It may be far fetched, I won’t lie. But it’s interesting.
Chase. Not a lot to talk about. He kinda has the “default” mech. The biggest characterization is his wings, because he was a pilot. Also the Teal blue is his color, white secondary color.
Val/entina. They’s the sniper and the stealth one. Their outif is a cloak, a hood and heels. Their mech has the same elements. The mech even have something to match the dreads. And their color is different shades of purple, with black and grey as secondary colors. I added the simple mech but I don’t have a lot to say about it.
Kazu. He’s the tough one. Cammie comment something like “do you really need to look tougher ?”. He’s the big guy, so his mech is big. Even the simple version is already a bit bulkier than the rest, and has a beginning of “samurai like” features. Also, color red and black.
Yaz. Hers is really interesting. I read several time that the whole design of her mech is based on a mythical bird creature and well, she named her Holon Huma, and the creature is named Huma. ...So yeah. That’s why all about her is so bird like. Her short hair ? Sorry but it kinda look like feathers to me ! The pendant ? Huma. The basic mech ? Has some head shapes reminding feathers. The final mech ? Oh boi it IS feather on its head baby. Also I noticed she has baby heels that’s cute. I read Huma is also associated with phoenixes so it might be the reason of all the golden color but I’m not sure and frankly I’m not enough informed about this to talk about it and I don’t want to offense anyone. Black is her secondary color, sort of.
Finally Cammie. She’s the furry one, a little bunny. She has short legs, her suit has ears-like tech, previously she had a sort of ribbon bunny ears shaped, her sleeves give her arms the same shape of her mech and it remind me the shape we usually use on cartoonish character or some type of anthro chara as well. The first thing she put on her basic mech is... the ears. Also green everywhere, and white as a secondary color.
What about Nemesis ? Well...
I think the pictures talk for themselves. The design of Dri’s avatar is strangely really close to the design effect of the nanobots. All her design is based on shards. Pointy diamond-thingy in the hair, on her dress, on her shoes, as her earring. And Nemesis ? Pointy everywhere. Nemesis’s black color is kind of purple tainted but it may be because of the lighting here. Also black is the color of the Union with red light because they are super eviiiil. Drianna’s color on her avatar are pink, blue and purple. IRL it’s more pink. But hen again it’s a badguy robot so it must look EVIIIL and Dri play with contrast, really dark with really bright and shiny.
Nemesis has heels and, I might say fck to gender cliché usually, but it’s a hell of a coincidence. Also the mech has some sort of tights, so does Dri even is it’s really different. Nemesis doesn’t have a general “””feminine””” shape, but some part are feminine coded. And Roosterteeth don’t queercode male villains.
The heroes are... well, the heroes, so they can make their mech look like them as they want. The person controling Nemesis though ? I doubt they can do whatever they want. It’s not their mech, it’s the Union’s mech. But design-wise and character wise, Nemesis design is probably a bit tied to the person(s) piloting it. It’s a show, designs have purposes.
Also to the question “How the hell Drianna can almost beat 3 full trained soldiers ?” I reply she had four years to train, she may be not alone in the mech, the mech seems kind of... more advanced ? and she has 4 arms, it helps a bit let’s be honest.
I’ll end this by adding that I’m pretty sure whoever pilot that thing ? It has nasty effect on them. They seems to suffer. Maybe there are 2 pilots, because of the four arms and the way Nemesis hold back sometimes. Who knows ?
Oh and side note : Weller and Colonel Marin did not seems surprise a bit. They know someting. Something’s up. And it’s gonna be hella good folks !
Edit : QUICK EDIT BECAUSE I FORGOT SOMETHING Julian thinks his family is dead, Dri seemed suprise to see Julian in the Ether so maybe she doesn’t know he’s alive but her mom knows ? Or simple neither of them know and fake Sinclair was about to snitch. Anyway, Dri knows, Julian doesn’t, that’s SUSPICIOUS.
#gen:lock#gen:lock spoiler#gen:lock spoilers#theorie#drianna chase#nemesis#julian chase#cammie maccloud#yasamin madrani#val/entina romanyszyn#kazu iida
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Heartbreak and Panic | Part 3
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Warnings: Angst, heart break. What fits the theme so far really.
Summary: Steve, Tony and Sam go to take down Hydra and save Bucky. Can they get to him in time?
A/N: last part of this series! I am doing this part to @autumnstarks writing challenge (The same one I did for part 1) The Prompt is “I promise I’ll keep you safe” (Its at the very end if you search for it)
You pause. Turning around to see the two boys not following you, instead they are both looking at you with confused looks on their face. “What?” You ask, trying to figure out what their problem is.
“(Y/N), You can’t go” Steve tells you as he walks towards you, “Hydra is dangerous, you could get killed.” He places his hand on your shoulder to comfort you, to make sure you understood why you have to stay.
“I actually agree with Cap here,” Tony buts in, “you are staying here.” He walks past the two of you, stopping in the door way. “Get Sam to meet us on the jet, and (Y/N) you can hangout here or go home. Happy can drive you.” Tony says with a smirk, then he turns to head to the jet.
“Don’t worry (Y/N), we will find him.” Steve’s voice was soft, looking into his eyes you can see how sincere he is.
You really want to fight their decision, you want to go and help. You know you could take care of yourself, you are not some weak little girl who needs protecting. In your heart you know its not the time though. If you go you would be a distraction to them, they would focus on making sure you are okay rather than the mission. Taking down Hydra once and for all and saving Bucky is a lot more important than you proving a point at the moment.
Following the boys outside, you decide to take Tony’s offer to have Happy drive you home. You would rather be anxiously waiting at your own home than at Avenger’s tower. Getting into the car, you turn to Steve. You give him a smile with a nod, wishing him luck at to be careful. You don’t have to say anything, he knows what you meant.
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Back at your apartment, you feel like a total wreck. You lie on the couch, staring at the ceiling in silence. A few hours ago you were miserable because Bucky broke your heart. Now, well there is a little hope. Knowing that Hydra is threatening him helps you understand why he was so mean to you, but part of you still wonders if the whole Hydra thing was just an excuse for him to finally end it with you. Your mind is going crazy with all your different speculations, not to mention whether Bucky meant it or not, you still care about him. Knowing he is in trouble hurts you, you want to make sure he is okay. You would feel horrible if the worst case scenario happens.
It feels as if hours have gone by, you take a glance at the clock, its only been 15 minutes. You moan in agony as you sit up. A minute or so passes as you just stare blankly off into the distance. Feeling empty, you bring yourself to go shower. You still look like a mess, and now this added stress isn’t going to help your situation.
The hot water feels good against your skin. It helps waken you, making you feel something again. You close your eyes as you massage the shampoo in your hair. You can feel the knots and tangles from a few days of neglect. The steam from the shower helps calm you. You brush you hair, helping the shampoo rinse out then start to condition. Standing in the shower, you just let the water hit you as you start to think about the events from the last few hours.
So much happened, the past you have been miserable, beating yourself up, thinking that Bucky never loved you. Now he is missing, Hydra has been harassing him, he is reported dead, and... Then it hit you. Remembering Steve’s words hit you like a ton of bricks. You must have been so focused on everything else you just let them slide. Steve said Bucky was about to propose.
Thinking of his words help you feel hopeful. That when they do find Bucky, he will take you back, that he really didn’t mean his harsh words, he was only trying to protect you. You start to daydream, thinking of what the ring looks like, how he planned to ask, and how happy your lives would be as Mr. and Mrs. James Barnes.
Once you run out of hot water you decide to get out of the shower. You get some new lounge clothes to put on and wrap your hair in a towel. Checking the time, about a half hour has passed. You let out an annoyed sigh as your head flies back in sorrow. The agony of waiting is going to be your downfall.
However, your shower made your feel fresh with a new sense of hope. You decided to use this to try and be productive with everything you have let go in the past week. You put on your favorite throwback, feel good music to try and distract yourself as you clean, do laundry and get shit together.
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Thankfully the music helped you. Once you finish you notice that it has now been about 3.5 hours. Your mind feels clear and less stressed being in a clean and tidy apartment. It’s a lot cleaner than normal, it could have been subconscious stress cleaning. Either way the apartment was spotless, you don’t care how you got it like this.
You plop back on the couch, going back into dangerous territory, you let your thoughts wander. You start to daydream about what those boys are doing, if they found him yet, are they doing okay, then you start daydreaming of the best case scenario. In your heart you know better than to think of the best possible outcome, you can’t help yourself. Thinking of what it will be like when Bucky comes back to you, hugging him close, the sweet reunion you are desperately hoping for. You always know to prepare for the worst and hope for the best, but after this week, you think the worst already happened. What could possibly be worse than that?
*****************************************************************************************************The sound of your ringtone jerks you awake. You awaken in slight confusion, not meaning to take a nap in the first place. Grabbing your phone, you see that Steve is calling, you heart starts pounding seeing his name on the screen. Before answering you take a deep breath and compose yourself.
“Did you find him” You blurt out, wanting to get straight to the point, clearly giving away your priority.
“(Y/N)...” He pauses, thats all you need to hear. You know Bucky wasn't there, before you can spin into a downward spiral you try to turn things around. Thinking that if he isn’t there he is still out there, they didn’t find him yet, he hasn’t been hurt.
“Thats okay! We can find him!” you cut Steve off, trying to come up with an idea.
“How?” Steve was disappointed, you could tell, Bucky was his best friend after all, “We don’t know where he is, he has no phone, no means of contact. He thinks you hate him most likely, he thinks Hydra is still after him.”
Thats when it hits you, you get excited thinking that this will work perfectly. “Get Stark to have a press conference!” You shout it louder than you should, revealing that you are obviously sure this will work.
The confusion in Steve’s voice shows, “And what will that do?”
“You didn’t let me finish” You snap at him, “The two of you can announce that you have taken down the final Hydra facility, explain that there is reason to believe Bucky is still alive and get people to send in tips, or try to speak to Bucky through the media. The Avengers have a massive platform and following, your fans will spread the word and look out, and most likely it will be on the covers of newspapers and on the news.” You stop to catch your breath, “Steve... I know its a long shot but its our best chance.”
“Okay, I’ll have Stark send Happy to pick you up.”
“Me? um no.” You protest, “I don’t talk to press, I’m nobody. Plus it would mean more coming from you.”
“Thats true but if we want to get through to Bucky, seeing you there with us will help. If he thinks he lost you and you are mad it will only drive him away. If he sees you with us as we plead for his return, he will see that you are willing to forgive him and you still care about him.”
Rolling your eyes you cave, “Fine” you say unwillingly, “I’m not saying anything though.”
With that you hang up the phone. You sure hope this works, if not you aren’t sure what will since the last man hunt for him went oh so well. Realizing what just happened you spring off the couch and rush into the bathroom to get your hair and makeup looking decent then get dressed.
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During the conference you stood just behind Steve and he spoke to the press. In the perfect spot to be seen in almost all the photos and videos, to make sure you could be noticed.
Your plan worked great so far, Hydra being defeated and ‘Where is Bucky’ is everywhere. Now its just a waiting game.
It’s been a week since the conference. You couldn’t help but lose hope, thinking he should have reached out by now. If he hasn’t been seen or have made contact with anyone chances are he doesn’t want to be found or you were wrong and he really is dead. Steve checks in a few times a day, to make sure there hasn’t been any updates on your end. There never was.
You are forced to go about your day like nothing is wrong, like everything is normal. Hiding the fact that you are falling apart on the inside, your heart is breaking, you are finding it hard to be happy again with everything going on, thinking about everything you lost.
You are having a night in, again. Basically the summary of the past two weeks. The pizza delivery guy and grubhub driver know you pretty well at this point. Tonight you decided to order Mexican delivery. Perfect way to shake up your week of takeout.
Changing out of your work clothes, you put on some pajamas and tie your hair up. You turn on Brooklyn 99, a feel good show to keep you positive, as you wait for your food.
A few minutes pass, the wonderful sound of knocking on your door fills the apartment. You leap up, grabbing your purse, you are starving and cant wait to eat. As you walk to the door you try and fish out a tip, you open the door, dropping your purse in shock.
There he is. Bucky. His hair is a mess, he looks like a train wreck. He is looking down, trying to avoid eye contact. It doesn’t stop you from seeing the pain in his eyes. He looks horrible, you heartbreaks for him. However, no amount of heartbreak can hide the joy you feel seeing him again.
A smile comes across your lips, “Bucky!” You say softly but fully allowing Bucky to sense your excitement.
You bring your hand up to his cheek, lifting his face to see you. You give him a soft smile, holding back tears of joy. “I’m, I’m so sorry (Y/N)” His voice cracks.
Without hesitation you pull him into a hug, you feel him falling apart in your arms. You hold him tight, “Don’t worry, everything will be okay. I promise I’ll keep you safe.” you say as he instantly pulls away.
You flex your muscles and make an angry face, thats all you needed to do to make him smile.
“Oh yeah, I forgot how strong you are” His sarcasm hurt a little bit, but he wasn’t wrong.
You pull him inside, seeing the joy start fading from his face. Hoping to talk things over, just so you guys can get close to how things were before all this happened.
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Soo, apparently there’s a new asshole in Tumbrtown. dev2c4u has been sending me a lot of hateful messages through the chat in the last couple of days. They reached the point where they openly advocate in favor of shooting me.
Fun times.
Here’s the complete transcript. TW for transphobia, misogyny, homophobia, racism, Islamophobia, xenophobia, and pretty much every form of bigotry.
DEV2C4U: You stupid cunt! Thats rich that you say "Nazis" make things up! That must mean the "progressive left" are the new Nazis! You grotesque imbeciles tell more lies in a day than a "Nazi" will in 10 years!
Are you a fat cunt too? That's more blood you filthy pigs will have on your hands trying to say "fat is ok" it definitely fucking isnt ok! You can add this blood to the blood already on the lefts hands from promoting :
Transsexual/Transgenderism
Filthy faggotry
Letting subhuman "immigrants" in so they can kill more Americans and leech off of them! Abortion: learn to keep your legs closed you filthy twats! If you want to murder babies that is on you---but as a taxpayer i will not pay for your irresponsibility
And slutty ways! God you lot are a bunch of filthy diseased (I would say animals but you are beneath animals) so I will call you turds!
Promoting pedophilia----I hope you empty headed cunts burn in hell for this fucking sickos (it almost makes me wish i believed in heaven/hell)
In short, the "progressive" left in the nations of the West are a lower than the hemorrhoids on Hillary Clintons asshole!
I hope you all die of something like lung or pancreatic cancer ---IOW ---I hope you dirty subanimals die in horrible pain and regret-'-fuck you all!
ARIDARA: That's funny. I, instead, hope that you live.
Because living as a hateful, violent bigot like you is punishment enough.
DEV2C4U: Say what you will you whore! But I'm not a bigot in the least! I just wish each race would deny political power to their dumbest losers and then the world would know peace---on this list --faggots, niggers and those who enable them ---like why the fuck hasnt disgusting queer nigger, Jussie Smollett admitted to his horrible racist hate crime of bearing false witness been made to apologize for his story which anyone with an IQ above 80 could tell was a lie from the start??!! Islamic cunts like ilhan Omar
Pedophilic cunts like most gay democrats and Roman Polanski
Feminazi whores like Cameltoe Harris
----I could go on and on and on---sadly!
Every now and then there is a bright spot like Gov Northsm hanging on to his seat in Va ----Haha Haha and the other Va democratic polisluts--suck it dems!
And there was a delightful "rainbow" in the news today with some WVa pol. Calling LGBTQ people "terrorists" like the KKK----which is true beyond a shadow of a doubt
I wouldn't expect a filthy commie fatass dyke like you to understand---after all a whore is a whore and a lady is a lady forever! But I do want people to know how much you silly twats on the left are hated! BTW ---great job with your phoney Indian Veteran ---that piece of shit needs to face charges as much as Jussie. Fuck You and have a shitty life!
ARIDARA: "I'm not a bigot" (uses a ton of slurs, falsely claims that LGBT+ people are pedophiles).
In case you haven't noticed, I'm not your father, and you aren't impressing me.
DEV2C4U: How come every two-bit faggot, dyke, transcum, nigger, cameljockey, beaner and white trash liberal feels that it is their business to get in everyone else's business?
Fuck each and every one of you freaks in your self-righteous assholes! Except for fags of course, since youd enjoy it too much!
This nation not only needs to be disinfected--it needs a fucking exorcism! Where are our modern Torquemadas and Savonarolas?!
ARIDARA: ...Says the one who thinks that it's their business to get into the business of leftists, fat people, LGBT+ people, migrants, pro-choicers, women, people of color, Muslims, Latino people, and allies to any of the above.
In fact, you think that it's SO MUCH your business, that you openly advocate in favor of GENOCIDE.
Here's a question for you: if leftists, fat people, LGBT+ people, migrants, pro-choicers, women, people of color, Muslims, and Latino people are genociding your precious nation just by existing...
...doesn't that mean that your nation is incredibly weak?
I mean, WE live with leftists, fat people etc., and we survive just fine. Maybe it's YOUR people who has some evolutionary problems.
DEV2C4U: Ooooooohhh Score one for Mega-Twat! I admit I come on strong But i dont get why this dyke----this cunt----Ellen Page. Whoever the fuck she is---- has any fucking right to question Chris Pratts (whoever the fuck he is) where he goes to church? Where she gets that I have no idea---
I would much rather NOT be around any shitstabbers, carpetmunchers, Alabama porch monkeys, spics, or tranny cunts
Because i think most of you are filthy diseased trash
But as much as I dislike some of you ---I would never get in any of your faces and say lose some weight and stop carpet carpetmunching or stop fucking camels---or get some of dat goddamn melanin out of your skin. Or stop smoking poles
You know why fat cunt? Because Momma raised a gentleman!
And i wont get in any of your worthless, trashy faces as long as you stay out of mine!
But you fucking hypocrites better stay the fuck out of my very happy, proud, white life!
Fuck you again Ellen Page ---Whoever or more appropriately whatever you are!?
Keep your warped baby murdering opinions to yourselves!
ARIDARA: Man, your mum will be SO HAPPY to know how much you hate marginalized people. Or how you think that your own mum should have less rights than a corpse.
DEV2C4U: Anyone who feels "marginalized" in the USA is a fucking loser! I'd like to see any of you pigs try to pull this shit in a non-white majority/ non Western country!
Especially fucking trannies, faggots and dykes! Go to Saudi or Zimbabwe (at least Robert Mugabe was right when he said gay people are lower than dogs and pigs!) For any other people of different races---if you don't fucking like it here--then dont be such losers---put your goddamn cards on the table and go to a black or brown majority nation where you will not be a minority anymore---of course I know that most if these nations are disgusting shitholes---but that just means you belong there even more!!
To baby murdering sluts---I do think you should be able to get an abortion---with a goddamn clothes hanger you fucking whores!
You are just as bad as the faggots in the 1980s blaming Reagan for AIDS---it wasn't Reagan forcing you to put your schlongs in each others assholes!
IOW---try to take some personal responsibility for once in your silly fucked up lives!
I bet some faggots would be hard pressed to thank any of the STRAIGHT, WHITE, MALE researchers who saved their worthless lives by finding anti hiv drugs?? Well fuck you then!
This world would be no more than a fucking garbage dump without white people (and Asians)! Nigras and spics---ask yourselves why other pocs/ethnicities such as East Indians, Asians and conservative Persians (people who fled the Khomeini regime) can come to this nation and be enormously successful ?? You dont hear these people bitch and bawl 24/7/365 about how put upon they are! They just get to work, stay out if trouble and become great citizens!
If all this horse shit about "white privilege" and racism were true why are many of these other ethnicities more successful than many whites?
One last thing ---I so wish with all my might that the police could open fire on any traitors that say things like "No borders, no walls, no USA at all"
ARIDARA: Yyyep, we've got threats of violence alright.
Thanks for violating Tumblr's Terms of Service. You'll hear from the staff shortly.
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