#that’s right. ive lost it

[tatsumiboobs69]

lately ive been going on a downward spiral into kung fu panda hell. i highly recommend checking out both the trilogy and the people behind the first 3 movies, jennifer yuh nelson is such an amazing person. there was a lot of work and love put into kfp.. its so much more than just a silly kids movie its geniunely an amazing franchise. to other artists especially, i really recommend finding behind the scenes videos if you can, its really amazing knowing just the depth of the care put into the creation of these films.

i wouldn’t recommend kfp4 though as it doesn’t hold true to the series (it’s not terrible but it is rlly mediocre), and esp looking and how it was produced, it wasn’t the same labor of love as the trilogy

That’s all my rambling.. i just have so much feeling abt this franchise…

#kung fu panda #that’s right. ive lost it #humanization #fuckign. vipress #viper #tigress #and also #lord shen #Mr ping #thats mi art

[just-spacetrash]

the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot

#like literally every time ive hesitated sending a text or complimenting someone or stuff ive thought of it #like youre right. what if i played it a little risky what do i have to lose in doing a nice thing!!!!!! ur so right!!!!!!!! #but its forever lost cos i cant search it with any words cause its an image #misery and pain. you know how it is #my post

[salt-baby]

yes, doctors suck, but also "the medical ethics and patient interaction training doctors receive reinforces ableism" and "the hyper competitive medical school application process roots out the poor, the disabled, and those who would diversify the field" and "anti-establishment sentiment gets applications rejected and promotions requests denied, weeding out the doctors on our side" and "the gruesome nature of the job and the complete lack of mental health support for medical practitioners breeds apathy towards patients" and "insurance companies often define treatment solely on a cost-analysis basis" and "doctors take on such overwhelming student loan debt they have no choice but to pursue high paying jobs at the expense of their morals" are all also true

none of this absolves doctors of the truly horrendous things they say and do to patients, but it's important to acknowledge that rather than every doctor being coincidentally a bad person, there is something specific about this field and career path that gives rise to such high prevalence of ableist attitudes

and I WILL elaborate happily

#theres so much that contributes to this #and its such a traditional field that any change takes ten years to take effect even when its not as controversial as disability rights #ive no lost love for doctors as a whole #but the deeper causes here need to be examined to understand how this problem manifested and what can be done to fix it #disability #chronic illness #ableism #premed #medicine #salt baby talks

[s0fter-sin]

i need ghoap frantically making out against a door finally taking the leap on their feelings. need ghost grinding against soap, expecting to find him just as hard as him, only to feel nothing

and in all his wisdom and experience, he concludes soap was tortured and never told him

he’s trying to think of a delicate way to say he understands, that he’s been through it and it doesn’t change anything about how he feels (and who the fuck touched him so he can hunt them down and rend them limb from limb)

meanwhile trans!soap’s just trying to find the best angle to grind his cunt on ghost’s thigh

just it never even entering ghost’s head bc he’s never known a trans person but he has met plenty of people who’ve been tortured - himself included - so of course that’s his logical leap

soap takes off his shirt and he sees his top surgery scars and ghost asks if he wants him to kill the one who did it and soap just hums like, “actually, man did pretty good, they healed real well,” and ghost’s just teary-eyes with awe at how well he’s coping, “looking on the bright side, that’s my johnny.”

imagine he thinks johnny was fully castrated but sees he’s determined to still have a sex life with him so he buys packers and straps to help him bc hell yeah healing and soap’s just like, “holy shit i’ve never had such a thoughtful partner before, such a sweet man, lt.”

#he a little confused but he got the spirit #its so good bc it can be super angsty of ghost really dreading whats been done to his sergeant and trying to make it right #or just go full crack treated seriously and have fun with it #i love just completely oblivious ghost #in any military context hes the smartest guy in the room #he always knows the play and has more experience than anyone #but stick him in the normal world? man is Lost #ghost just thinks hes had some kind of reconstruction surgery after being tortured and accepts thats what johnny looks like #bc hes never seen a pussy before #it takes years for soap to actually come out to him bc he just never thought to #hes seen him naked theyve literally slept together what else is there for him to say #then he shows him like a family album or something and ghosts just like ‘why arent you in any of these i only see girls’ #and he just goes ‘hang on a second’ #soap gets one of his sporadic periods one night and panics a little thinking it would weird ghost out or remind him that hes not cis #but ghost just thinks its a normal part of such a thorough reconstruction that hed bleed sometimes #and doesnt question it when soap grabs a pad out of his drawer bc ‘thats such a good way of handling the discharge my johnnys so smart’ #just really supportive ghost for the wrong reasons #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #we’re a team. ghost team #soapghost #ghostsoap #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #john soap mactavish #soap cod

[mrpsychokiller]

WHERE'S YOUR HEAD AT?

#my art #furry #my fursona #anthro #ive been working on this for so long that i honestly kinda hate it by now #but whateversss i just want to be done with it so i can do something else. drawing is beating my ass right now #i guess you could say this is a redraw of a piece i made in may since its like. pretty much the exact same concept and the same colors #not sure if this one is better tho #i was really just vibing to this a lot i like fucking love this song so when i saw 100 gecs the remix i lost my mind #(i guess literally) #eyestrain

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

so im listening to the potd audio commentary and jodie's talking about covid restrictions and filming flux and how the restrictions were more intense at the start of filming (was that end of 2020/start of 2021?) and she says "by the time we finished, we could hug" and damn they took that opportunity didnt they

#itS OnLY BeEn A dAy FoR tHe DOcToR wHY dOeS ShE hUg YaZ LikE ThAt #well maybe sometimes you havent been able to hug your friends for six months because of a pandemic have you thought about that dfhkgjhkjgh #i make myself guilty of this too tho i forget about covid all the time #or not forget im the only one in my town still wearing a fucking mask but like #i find it hard to factor in here #bc i dont know when they filmed + theres no covid in dwniverse #or you know. this part of it #but like you dont SEE anyone wearing masks and idk #in like quarantaine times you'd get these visceral reactions to crowd shots on tv right? #but personally ive lost that #i dont go into public places without a mask but everybody else does so like the visual of crowds has become nrmal again #dont think theres crowds in doctor who but like #it doesnt Register so viscerally if people are stnading close to each other #at least to me

[unfortunatelyreturned]

i cannot overstate how much i adore the relationship bad has w the french gang

like, he may be family as pommé's dad, but he is also just their family. straight up. they all stick up for him so readily and hes a part of the team. bad and baghera are siblings. pierre took the waystones bc he was upset about how ppl were treating bad about the furniture disappearance. antoine may joke but he is on bbh's side every time i can remember. etoiles is the only one on the island that really understands how strong bad is and my god does he want to see it in action.

no matter what thats their bebou!!! it just really makes me

also i really fucking love the mental image of these fuckers rockin up to the island via planecrash and maybe one of them is human at most but they all see the literal grim reaper and go "ur nickname is now baby ^_^" and now he is forever their bebou

#qsmp #qbbh #idk what else to tag this #but like!!!!!!!! they GET him!!!! #just today etoiles said bad lost 7 eggs and hes right!! idk if anyone else understands it like that rn #no matter what i know etoiles got me let me fuckin tell you i love that guy #but N E wayz ive noticed more and more recently that bbh and the french are *the predator handshake* together #and i love that for them

[james-p-sullivan]

#just saw the worst fucking take #tell me you’ve never struggled with addiction without telling me you’ve never struggled with addiction #god it’s almost as if people struggling with addiction are *checks notes* …people??? #i love on the outskirts of east van #one of the hardest hit areas in North America when it comes to the opioid epidemic #i have seen people die of overdoses right in front of me #ive lost dear friends to addiction #it’s not that hard to have an ounce of fucking humanity #addiction #drugs related #i hate that drugs aesthetics was the first thing that popped up when I typed that #nice people take drugs #drugs take nice people #harm reduction #recovery #mental health #self compassion

[phantomrose96]

i just caught up with a breach of trust and I don't even know WHAT to say. thank you? jesus christ? oh my god? my husband and friends all hate me bc I won't shut up about it? I've never read a fanfic that could hold a candle? a match even? I've been reading in all my spare time. I've had dreams bc it's the last thing I'm thinking about at night. then I read more over breakfast. WOW? wowowowow? thank you again?

(A Breach of Trust)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Thank you for being as brain-rotted as I am over this Utter Behemoth of a fic!! It's woven into the fabric of my being at this point.

I've poured my heart and soul into it and it means so so much to me, so hearing that OTHER people are like, bothering the people in their OWN lives about it? Wow. I'm very happy over the notion that there are strangers who know vaguely of ABoT because their loved one wanted to tell them all about it.

I've really loved building it up from an empty Word document. I'm really happy and lucky other people have come along for that. Thank you!!

#A Breach of Trust #ABoT #isa-ah #and there IS more to come #at least 5 more chapters #which in writer speak probably means 7 or 8 #its been on hiatus for life-reasons and not for lost-interest reasons #in fact that 'woven into the fabric of my being' thing-- #you know that thing where you listen to an old song and it nostalgia-BLASTS you with your life from that period? #stuff ive written does that for me #ABoT ESPECIALLY #its followed me so far #and i had some life changes which made it hard to pick up the next chapter #since it blasts me with 'REMEMBER how things used to be' #but im untangling that #and making progress on ch48 #ALSO. I AM EATNG THAT FANART YOU MADE #I SAW IT RIGHT BEFORE THAT #IM DOING CARTWHEELS ABOUT IT

[hezuart]

Why are you so mean-spirited and judgmental towards viv and both her current and upcoming projects? Just because you don’t like them, doesn’t give you an excuse to be mean.

#please_no_long_or_confusing_answer

"The show's pacing is too fast, characters are inconsistent and OOC, previous context of a plot was retconned, the show doesn't pass the bechdel test, most of the LGBTQ+ men are thin and hypersexual, Helluva Boss checks off over 90% of the top fanfic tropes on AO3, Vivziepop is by her own admittance an amateur writer- at least when it comes to comedy, comedy of which causes tonal dissonance, none of her shows follow proper Bible or Religious lore, the world building and world rules are full of plot holes, most characters in the relationships don't have understandable dynamics, Viv's previous team have become burned bridges as the years passed as they were all replaced and allegedly mistreated, the character designs aren't very good not only from a time period POV, colorsceheme POV, but also from a hand-drawn animator POV, Hazbin Hotel is overpacked with characters and has only been confirmed to have 8 ep season 1 and an 8 ep season 2 (16 eps total, not enough to cover this many characters so things are most def gonna be rushed and disproportionate) and Viv is in serious need of a PR team to manage her Twitter because she seems to get involved in drama on a weeekly basis"

How is this mean?

#if i said viv was stupid and her show is stupid then that is crazy mean and unfair #but i dont recall having said that #everything ive said is a completely fair judgement and criticism #that would improve her show #viv was an inspiration to me and i wanted her to succeed #but now im just so unimpressed and have lost faith and joy in the shows #i think these were severely overhyped and are not as fresh or genius as people had thought them to be #granted ....... i complain more about helluva or hazbin than i praise it for what it does right but #these days... they do very little right #helluva boss #hazbin hotel #helluva boss critical #hazbin hotel critical #text post

[1978-combo-organ]

supposed to be a redraw of this drawing i did february last year. might be a secret other thing now

#every now and again something possesses me to draw vincent aurelius lin in a style ive never drawn anything in before #he sort of looks like a little mole rat #ignore how his pants arent. right he washed them with the wrong colors and they lost their pattern <3 #theres something deeply wrong w him and i am living for it #art #vincent aurelius lin #adamandi #might redraw the campfire thing next idk

[heystephen]

I just hace one question, why did you hear the album before? why when it was leaked? I know that's not gonna make Taylor richer or poorer but it's kinda... weird. I just don't know.

if i had been in the garden of eden i wouldve eaten that apple

#it was an apple right #ive abstained from religion so long i lost the motifs.. #i got mail* #anonymous

[egoarc4de]

small talk

#my art #star trek #star trek tos #spock #captain kirk #s'chn t'gai spock #james t kirk #WAUGH im so rusty apologies #getting back on my shit #very very sick right now! #but it was spirk day !! #and i did not finish this on time bc i lost all my art prowess #but here's something! #ive never posted art of them before... #havent drawn em in YEARS #bones mccoy #leonard mccoy #FORGOT TO TAG MY FAVOURITE BOY?!??!? #mcspirk 4evr

[fried-manto]

Colour practice

#cant think of a title rn T.T #ive decided if i cant get used to colouring digitally ill just try to colour it like how I'd do it if i coloures this traditionally #not exactly replicating the colour pencil feel #still trying to find the right brush #how to render grass help #danganronpa v3 #shuichi saihara #kokichi oma #kokichi ouma #my art #ndrv3 #saiouma #ugh i had to draw all this with my finger too lost my stylus pen ToT #its been a month mango how did you lose it

[flops]

IVE Heya

#ive #femaleidolsedit #femaleidol #ivenet #dearestmillie #useroro #ninqztual #leksietag #oh right so there was a concept a vision here even if it got lost along the way it was there...i swear

[s0fter-sin]

i know it's just bc your character doesn't talk in the og mw trilogy but the way mactavish is completely silent in mw2's final mission with price after being so talkative the entire game is just haunting

he's lost his entire team and not even price being back can cut through his grief

the whole game, he gives orders and comments on things but after losing everyone, after trying to get any kind of reassurance from price just to get a sanctimonious monologue back at him, he doesn't say a word

just shuts down, only caring about the mission, only following orders

all of his growth throughout mw2, the five years he spent becoming a captain and building his own team and the second price calls him “soap” it’s all gone; he regresses back to the sergeant

voiceless. faceless

soap

#guess who read mactavish’s journal again 🤪✌🏻 #a bitch is SAD!! #also thinking about price shutting mactavish down after roach and ghost are killed #mactavish is /screaming/ /begging/ for them to respond #for any sign that theyre still alive #and price just cuts him down ‘theyre dead soap’ #then the way he says he never trusted shepherd as if mactavish made a mistake trusting his superior when he had no reason to suspect him #like hes blaming him for their deaths #bc you know thats how mactavish took it #he didnt think to suspect shepherd #he overlooked his potentially for betrayal #and bc of that he lost his two closest men and the rest of his team #he already stepped aside and let price lead all bc of his horrific self doubt #and this just cements it as the right choice #when all it really does is cement his fate #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #talk to me ghost #we’re a team. ghost team #talk meta to me #captain mactavish #captain price #john soap mactavish #john price #cod mw2 #09 soap #09 price #cod 09