#that name keeps me fighting

[responsiblelemon]

The happiest ending he could ever have is knowing that at least she's alive and safe and she's not alone, even if he has to be.

#i just rewatched doomsday and i have some really big feelings #that name keeps me fighting #she is not dead she is so alive #her name was rose #doctor who #tenth doctor #rose tyler #tenrose #timepetals #doomsday #dw s2 #sad david tennant

[justaz]

thinking about arthur who has crazy quick reflexes and is a relatively light sleeper who woke up to the sound of someone in his room and saw merlin crouched down messing with his keys before softly asking “whatre you doing?…before breakfast?”

#like in that scene in s2 when merlin was calling out arthurs name from under his bed #and he jumped up (thinking merlin was long gone) grabbed his sword and postured for a fight #or that one in idk which season when merlin was sneaking in his room and he woke up and grabbed his sword when merlin bumped a chair #and then merlin brought the canopy/curtains around his bed down on him #vs waking up to see melin splayed over him and staring for a beat #before flinching back #(he was definitely having some thoughts and/or dreams but thats neither here nor there) #idk thinking about arthur who trusts merlin inplicitly and allows himself to lower his guard around him #his guard which he keeps up even in his sleep #GOD imagining them in an established relationship and merlin for once has /so/ much trouble waking arthur up #like before it was sorta bad but arthur was always in that half awake state #but now that theyre together….arthur wont even groan when merlin starts poking his ribs #arthur finally feeling so safe and protected that he allows his guard to drop in his sleep #and its the first time hes ever felt truly refreshed in the morning #so now merlin has infinitely more trouble waking him up but when hes up hes UP and ready to go #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #merthur #arthur bby they could never make me hate you #hes just a girl desperately craving love and protection #merlin isnt even offering it #hes shoving it into arthurs arms with insults flying off the tongue #theyre so disgusting #(affectionate) #<3 #headcanon #head canon #hc

[milkywayes]

battlefields, internal

#mass effect #mass effect fanart #commander shepard #femshep #shakarian #shepard x garrus #mass effect 3 #mass effect trilogy #art #artists on tumblr #video games #illustration #milkyart #this kicked my ass #hers too. but someone's got her six #man this is just the entirety of their ME3 dynamic to me I am Gnawing on it. #dropped barriers. skin to skin. she wrangles the galaxy - and herself - and he quietly makes sure she lives to keep on fighting #both physically and emotionally. #partners... #no shepard without vakarian dot png!!! #should've named it that instead of 'mirror' lol

[sciderman]

this isn't THRIVING... this is FALLING APART... with STYLE

#sci speaks #the sci files #I’ve been chasing up a lot of strange symptoms I’ve been having that . haven’t been causing me pain but #you know . unanswered questions . #turns out I’ve been fighting a battle with my biology all this time and didn’t Know because I was fighting so well. #keep fighting sci .. keep fighting .. #I will WIN… Lord watch me I will win.. #I have a tumor. his name is Lamar. #I’m gonna miss him when he’s gone. But he Has To Go. #the burden of being so good at coping . when something is actually Wrong nobody believes you

[extra-somethin-somethin]

ik ppl hate fictional deadbeat moms but im an avid enjoyer. my feminism knows no bounds truly/j

like i get it she did a bad job. but shit she still did a job that's for sure!! like. she did it do you understand. 14 year old girl is pregnant. it's disgraceful. a shameful stain on her family. yusuke doesn't seem to have grandparents or anything so besides yusuke's bio dad she's got no one. and then when yusuke is a toddler the father disappears and considering who he is and what he's like that's probably for the best. gonna go out a limb and say that yusuke was maybe 4 or 5 when his dad cleared out so. at 18 and entirely alone. atsuko looked down at this little thing. this baby because he's still a baby to her this is a baby who only has her. Not even 4 feet tall with the biggest brown eyes looking to her for everything because he quite literally has no one else.

he doesn't know she's a failure yet. he doesn't know people will look down on them just because he exists as he is. he doesn't know how hard this is going to be from now on. all he knows is he loves his momma

so she doesn't cry. she just meets his big innocent eyes and goes "it's just you and me kid" and yusuke doesn't know that that's a sad thing.

so she takes care of him the best she can and it still sucks but yusuke doesn't know what the standard she should be held to is yet. for a small time she is the greatest and best person in his world and he's the only one who thinks so

then he meets keiko and her parents and finds out that his normal is actually dysfunctional and that his mom actually isn't all that great. that living day to day in the bottom of a bottle isn't healthy. so she's no longer praiseworthy but this person he's responsible for. just like that the roles reverse. because while she was all yusuke had yusuke is also all atsuko has. he doesn't respect her but he still punched the motherfucker in the mouth that called her a tramp. she taught him how to do it.

atsuko comes to terms with the fact that Yusuke doesn't really need her anymore, probably never did so she doesn't bother to care when he skips school or beats whoever he wants to a pulp or gambles because at 14 she was expecting so what the fuck can she really say about him. he sneers at her as he makes her coffee. atsuko lights another cigarette

it feels like betrayal when her son dies. at 14 she had him so how can he die at a sorry age like that. i wasted my teenage years on you for what? so you can die and leave me here? you fucking brat. how can she recover from this? yusuke was all she had. he hadn't looked up at her with an admiring gaze since he was 7 and stopped hugging her goodbye soon after but still he was hers he was hers and then he was gone

but then he comes back. and she doesn't get much better as a mom or as a person really. she tries harder than before maybe (keeping him in school) but yusuke never expected her to. he's made up of her bad habits and uncaring attitude but he's so much better than her. became something good something strong despite how shitty of a job she did raising him.

she's not proud because she has no right to be but something like it tugs in her chest when she sees him feeding the people he cares about at his little ramen cart looking as happy as the first time she'd taken him out to park.

yusuke's dad suggests taking another crack at the whole family thing and she wants to laugh in his face. the only family she'll ever have is that little boy who's stronger and braver than she'll ever be.

she doesn't want to see him laying cold in a casket ever again. he's meant for life, a soul as bright and durable as his. atsuko hopes he lives to see the sun explode

#atsuko urameshi #yusuke urameshi #yu yu hakusho #atsuko means warm child and i wonder if she was. #your son is sleeping and you're worried he won't wake up because you've seen him laying dead before #it takes her back to when he was small enough to cradle. she'd stay up all night just watching him breathe #because he was just so small and she'd heard about that infant death syndrome thing #and what if he just stopped breathing and she was alone #she's not a good mom but she's still his mom and he loves her even though she fuckin sucks! #also the fact that atsuko has connections to the Yakuza which is how she keeps yusuke in school #And pays their expenses is so crazy to me and also apt lmaoo #the Infamous Urameshis #people fear the very name 😤 #atsuko taught him how to fight you can't convince me otherwise

[astrobei]

every byler creator who has ever felt unappreciated or has never seen their work on a rec list or has stayed awake for hours working on something for it to get no interaction or has had their work passed up in favor of the big fandom favorites or has never been taken a chance on or has ever come last in a poll they didn’t ask to be on or has felt self conscious about posting or about calling themselves a creator if what they’re posting is not a magnum opus or has created something for themselves and still hoped deep down that people would love it: get behind me. i’ll protect u

#i’m five foot three and terrified of confrontation but i’ll go down swinging #andi would like me to add that she and i are standing on top of each other in a trench coat fighting for u all #thea is also wearing a trench coat but it’s just her and tutter in there #u all better fear thea’s fully developed frontal lobe and streamlined leadership experience (her words) #but seriously guys like #maybe i’m taking fandom too seriously or whatever but i know how scary it can be to put urself out there #especially in fandom spaces where the whole point is u want to enjoy urself and be accepted and not be judged #i’d be lying if i said that luck and timing wasn’t a huge part of why ppl enjoy my fics #and i’m flattered that my name shows up in rec lists a lot but. there are so so so many talented writers that go unnoticed when ppl fixate #on the same 5-6 names #and i know bc i’ve been them for other fandoms! #especially in this community there is such a big issue with putting big creators up on a pedestal #expecting them to be perfect and to keep churning out high quality stuff for free on demand #twt is something else too . like i’m not even talking abt that rn #and people always saying stuff like #‘atp i refuse to read fics unless they’re by _ or _ or _’ #just know that even if u are not one of these names u are so so valued and appreciated #get behind me fr #ok Bye <3333333 #🫂 #byler #/astro posts

[hi-crawler]

fuck. favorite destiny (2) final raid boss theme go. reblogs appreciated

#destiny #destiny 2 #destiny game #destiny the game #vyr speaks #Tell Me. Are you guys right #sorry argos and val ca'uor. i couldnt fit you ehre #crota calus IP and gahlran don't have named themes to my knowledge #and the sanctified mind ost is just. the sanctified mind #ALSO i excluded eater of worlds and spire of stars bc they were mini raids apparently? #now that is poll is popular i'm gonna say my personal favorite is look within #followed very closely by keep of voices and then eyes up #look within only wins because A) the full thing plays if you're in the fight long enough #and B) i enjoy it better as a motif #whoever decided to make phase 2 of riven's theme only play at last stand when she has such low health. i hate you

[ride-a-dromedary]

The tempests and storms that lurk just beneath Halsin's skin; how ferociously he defends those who cannot defend themselves; how protection and defense is sometimes messy and blurry and blinded by fury even when coming on the heels of passion; how he chooses to be placid and calm and gentle - how he insists that violence is not always the answer - but poke the bear one too many times and he will maul you, no hesitation.

#BG3 Musing #Halsin #Halsin Posting #the man contains multitudes #i know that him not having a barbarian yell when you respec him is a glitch but honestly keeping it as the bear roar but amplified #is so much better #halsin is genuinely unashamed of things done in the name of self defense and the defense of others #the man doesn't want to fight - but he *will* win #by any means necessary - his body is a vessel to serve nature with and that includes the strength needed to protect it #i'm still stuck on the fact that halsin should theoretically be just as good in his unarmed and armed attacks #as he is in magical ones #cracking skulls in the name of the oakfather and the like #i know some people are making the 'he has hidden anger issues' arguement but i think that's gross oversimplification #he doesn't have anger issues - he is passionate to a fault that it sends him to spiral #it literally crackles beneath the surface #he doesn't have hidden anger - he displays it quite clearly or warns of it when triggers arise #woe betide any who stand against me

[bumblingbabooshka]

His name is Spring and when Amandus told him that that was a season on Earth he stared at him blankly until he changed the subject [didn't know how to respond] [Patreon | Commissions]

#star trek #star trek tos #star trek genderbend #T'Pring genderbend #literally decided to draw this JUST bc I realized her name masculinized on Vulcan would be 'Spring' #Random personal lore I came up with while drawing this is that Bones keeps calling Spring a 'pretty boy' & even though she's trying to #make it seem hostile she's failing miserably. and T'Spock is UNAMUSED. #bea art tag #Amanda's male name could also just be aMANda with only the MAN capitalized. For clarity. #T'Pring #the plot of genderbent amok time is T'Spock is like 'my fiance's gonna die if I don't ..... see to him.' and Bones & Kirk are both #up in arms about it. This is the 23rd or whatever [dont tell me] century!! Women have rights!! and then they see Spring in person #and Kirk's fine but Bones is like 'damn....I mean if YOU'RE not into it...' and then Tonn comes out of the shadows and is like #'Fight me for him!!!!' #Spring can't do much planning he's dying. He doesn't want to marry T'Spock but Tonn's the main one doing things. And those things?? #Fighting...with fists and stuff. #The episode is focusing a lot on hot catfighting (to the death) bc it's still the 60s.

[frodo-of-the-nine-fingers]

my ideal black sails black sails fanfic would have flint being a time lord who escaped from gallifrey using a chameleon arc like the master did but silver finds his fob watch in episode 1 w the urca schedule and keeps it & flint doesn't realize it's missing bc he doesn't remember it exists and silver spends the whole show trying to open it & forgets he stole it from flint and thinks he's always had it and then in s4 once madi 'dies' silver does actually get it open somehow (maybe he thinks it belongs to him so much & he's so much like flint now that the watch can't tell the difference) and he Becomes a time lord in the last few episodes & it doesn't change anything except now he's stolen flint's identity as well as his life and and parasitism! and also he's immortal now but still stuck on earth for forever

#flint and silver are time lord names fight me #i think cleo is the only other person who will Get me on this maybe #that's ok! #as long as i know.im right we're fine #maybe keeping w the time motiff the clock in the hamilton's house is flint's tardis & if flint be alive then it showed up #looking for him ahead of time on the plantation #and if he dont be alive #flint's time lord subconsciousness that silver ate knows that this is Wrong and that flint was the actual time lord & that's why it puts #the clock there during silver's fabrication

[inkstainedarchivistmagpie]

You know, playing through Penacony after playing through both Persona 5 and Who's Lila practically back to back is an incredibly surreal experience and makes everything hit you as hard as we hit Sunday with the Astral Express.

#hsr spoilers #hsr 2.2 #looking at Sunday and Maruki from side to side and it's just the same picture #through different means of getting there #and also Kevin Kaslana #also I know it's copium but I like to imagine that Gallagher and Misha can still live if we go with Who's Lila logic #That so long as someone knows their name and of their existence even if someone knows about the 'lie' that is Gallagher #or if Misha fulfills his purpose #So long as they are in someone's mind their existence will linger on and continue on so long as they are kept in someone's unconciouss mind #or the mind of several different people. So long as they have a sustainer if you will then they'll always be able to exist #look I'm still broken up over Misha and the fact that Something Unto Death/Sleepie/Dormancy keeps calling for Gallagher alright? #Gallagher and Misha were absolutely right it's like a big puppy even if it basically killed Firefly and Robin #let me have this headcanon about memetic entities darn it #if Black Swan can keep living as a memetic entity then in some other universe so can they #Now I feel bad fighting Sleepie as a boss in literally anything and that it will be all alone in Penacony with Clockie thanks Shaoji #Galladay fans and Yanmisha fans do with the Who's Lila related information whichever you'd like with #I feel like there's a lot of angst potential there #hsr #penacony spoilers #hsr misha #misha hsr #hsr gallagher #gallagher hsr

[bruciemilf]

Haunted by gladiator! Bruce and consort Clark/Talia thoughts

#like. im utterly pathetic when it comes to worldbuilding. but let me set the scene okay #you're bruce wayne. you're carved out of your mother's stomach when your kingdom is invaded while your father's head rots on a spike #you used to be a prince; you used to be someone. and now you're a battle spawn -- a thing. less than nothing. a machine of gory #entertainment. you refuse to kill. everytime you do they punish you. everytime you care HURTS. you keep caring #you never hated anybody but your emperor might just make you. the first fight you lose is to a blue eyed CHILD. trembling in his armor #before you. you let him pierce your abdomen. when you fall you hear him weep. when you fall you see the king's consort - a new one z #look at you with big eyes and shock. you 're bruce wayne getting sewned back in place because you'll be dead before you're free #you're bruce wayne and the king's consort comes to see you regularly. they ask you 'just name what you desire. i'll do my best to get it' #you're bruce wayne and you haven't spoken in years. battlespawns don't speak. speaking is for people. you point at your abdomed #*abdomen and lay back in bed. you're bruce wayne and the king's consort touches you gently and you weep. #text #gladiator bruce au #aaaAAAAA #superbat #brutalia

[lavenoon]

Best to let them be. Their cryptid loves them.

@naffeclipse I'm pretending Vanessa's fine once again but only to make things worse for her <3

#post let luce #fnaf sb #fnaf sb au #cryptid sightings #cryptid!sun #cryptid!moon #cryptid!eclipse #naffeclipse #me in stream earlier: haha wouldnt it be mean to make Vanessa older to insinuate it's been many years #me: anyways *adds wrinkles* #Vanessa after years of believing Y/N died gets called to hunt a vampire (? the sightings sure are *something*) #and whoops (: #wonder how 'hates all cryptids with a burning passion' Vanessa would cope with that #also I am still rattling the needing a new name in my brain I am SO normal about that line #Naff I'm making direct eye contact about it #good morning btw <3 #hope u didnt expect anything but insanity from me #fighting tumblr fr to let me upload this it keeps eating images or tags wtf

[cherubytes]

since the robots have organs/meaty insides do some of them have meat brains

#are reverse cyborgs a thing? #the lines between the organic and mechanical keep growing thinner in this hellscape (ha) #i know the earthmover brain fight should've given me this horrible thought but. im kinda slow ok dgfhxgsfd #its 11:20 and i just got violently reminded of the fucking #the lab grown braincells playing pong #maybe one day they can play cybergrind lol #anyway. good mornign. i dont like this #hey where would the brain be placed anyway. head or chest #ultrakill #v1 #<- it was on my mind while writing this i just didnt mention it by name #v1 ultrakill #ramblings

[alexcabotgf]

not to be true crime posting on main but i think i'm falling down the wm3 rabbit hole again

#xenia.txt #when i tell you this case keeps me up at night to this day #not even the murders themselves as much as the general public's reception to and opinions on the case 3 decades later like #i get why it;s always been so divisive especially after the pl docus came out (lots of opinions on those btw none of them are good #from the bottom of my heart fuck you joe berlinger and bruce sinofsky) #but it's truly baffling how no one is willing to do the research on what is arguably THE most well documented true crime case in recent #history like. everything that's ever been released to the general public is available online and i mean everything #you can find all the court files trial transcripts depositions interogation tapes aerial photos you name it it's out there for anyone with #internet connection to access at any and all hours of the day #and yet people are still foaming at the mouth fighting on reddit abt their innocence based off nothing but a couple of movies like #bffr with me right now!! almost every point the innocenters make can be easily debunked by scrolling through callahan for 15 minutes #'but they've been pushing for dna testing since their release so they can't be guilty' baby the case is closed! #it's been closed the second they took the plea. they can be striking under that courthouse and it still won't change a thing and they knowi #that's why they're pushing for it in the first place but that's just my opinion #^ and i say they but it's really only echols which makes a lot of sense to me personally #and if you want to talk abt dna testing let's talk abt the one that was done in 2011 and how the defense hurried to propose the plea as soo #as they got the results! let's talk abt those cause no one's ever seen them and i would very much like to #braga share the results the people want to know!! #makes me wonder which pieces of evidence they even submitted for that 2011 testing because if i'm remembering correctly #there was one that would've closed this case instantly and maybe that's why the results were never disclosed and the plea was rushed #but that's also just my opinion #and it's also interesting how the majority of people who have in fact deep dived into this case #(and i'm not talking abt big true crime youtubers as i'm very sceptical abt their research abilities) #all collectively lean towards guilty. much to think about #i was hoping someone would make another ~actually~ unbiased documentary for the 30th anniversary and go over all the case files #but i don't think that's even realistic at this point seeing as everyone and their mother has some sort of an opinion on this case #hbo deserves another lawsuit for this. they should've never won the first one in the first place #true crime tw

[mulderscully]

ten did nothing wrong by becoming the timelord victorious actually. he was missing his wife

#and god knowing that he gets to be with rose. but no he doesn't! #that would drive anyone insane #and the way he accuses tentoo of being dangerous #is not because of how tentoo was created #it's because he needs rose. to hold onto his humanity. #s3 he is barely keeping it together IN HER NAME #'​that name keeps me fighting!' #and s4 he is almost a person again and he is able to move forward to a degree #but donna knows and can see how much he misses rose #& the whole 'I CANT GO BACK I JUST CANT' isnt even abt gallifrey #it's about rose #and then he does get rose back. and he's SO HAPPY #so genuinely happy for the first time since s2 #and then he aborts the regeneration and accidentally creates another version of himself #because HE LOVES HER and he knows how traumtic watching him regenerate was for her the first time #tentoo is born out of his love for rose #so ten losing her again is what drives him crazy #if donna had stayed. tbh i still think he would have gone crazy #dw