#that i dont tend to actually consider

[smoochinforabruisin]

(KICKS DOWN YOUR DOOR)

Peach for Soldier

Bubblegum for Osomatsu

Clementine for Snow Miser

and lastly, Crimson for Smollet

(EXITS THE ROOM AND FIXES YOUR DOOR ON THE WAY OUT)

Peach - Do you have any sentimental items you've received from each other?

He has given The Sailor a necklace of ears of course. he even got the time to fill his up with lots and lots of ears before gifting it! He doesn't accept any gifts himself though. A true soldier sticks to his helmet, the shovel and rocket launcher he wields and nothing else. when the sailor pointed out that this "no worldly posessions" concept is a bit hippie-ish, he got threatedned with a breakup

Bubblegum - What is the most memorable moment or thing they have said to you and vice versa?

"Did you know i can make water come out of my nipples?" "No fuckin way" "Yes fucking way let me show you"

Clementine - what is your f/o's favorite way to express themselves?

singing, definitely. it doesnt need to be a whole song but he will regularly sing his sentences, especially flirty ones. not everything is as much of a banger as THE snow miser song, but hes not trying to make it that so its fine <3

Crimson - How protective are you of one another? Do either of you get jealous in any way?

smollet is definitely protective in the literal physical sense, but when it comes to the actual romantic relationship theres very little jealousy. a military captain simply has bigger things to worry about. and as weve discussed before, i/kristopher would never get jealous either cause i haaaaate the concept of romantic jealousy. rip to monogamous people but im built different

#ok so turns out this ask meme is a bit of a struggle for me to do #cause it goes at it in a very ''my f/o relationship is real and i know how all these little real relationship details go'' kinda way #that i dont tend to actually consider #but hey thats what these things are for to think of/about these things #imma be honest when i rbed this i just thought ''oh ask meme!'' and hit that button #ive never actually read an ask meme before reblogging it in my life #adds to the surprise #less time to prepare more time to write what comes from the heart #ANYWAYS thank you so much for the ask!!!! #soldier tag #osomatsu tag #snow miser tag #captain smollett tag

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I don't know if anyone's asked this but do you own any pets?

im surprised you have to ask lmfao - i talk about my cats like! All the Time! they're mentioned in my pinned post, even!

#i got two lovely little creatures <3 #and. technically a dog but i dont consider her mine. at all. so #she doesnt count! #but yeah two cats <3 letti and ezio <3 #you can find pictures of them in the linked tag in my pinned post #i post about them semi-often #and letti tends to make at least One vocal appearance on stream! #rambles from the bog #i actually have ezi loafing right next to me as i type #lil cookies & cream guy <3

[zabiume]

Abt your most recent post. How did ichigo hurt orihime? Genuinely curious bc my media literacy skills are a little lacking and I'm wondering if this is a "between the lines" interpretation, or if I missed something major bc of my dumb b*tch disease

chapter 193 in the manga, for example, but mainly scattered moments throughout the SS and HM arcs where he asks her to stand back a lot of times.

HOWEVER, i know people on all sides tend to get oversensitive about this for dumb shipping reasons so i'll reiterate: neither of them are really at fault here since they're both teenagers and behave like teenagers in that respect but also: this was a part of both their character arcs! ichigo being overprotective is treated like a character flaw by the narrative (where all his friends have been pretty mad at him for not trusting them), and orihime at this point in canon hadn't trained nearly enough to take on an arrancar all by herself! he's not wrong for wanting to protect orihime because a) he's afraid she won't be able to protect herself and b) he's like that because he's afraid of losing any more people in his life. however, orihime isn't wrong either because all she's ever wanted is to be useful and, no matter how well-meaning ichigo might have been (or even how right he might have been!), it still hurts her to be "useless" when all her friends are fighting. and ichigo isn't the only one! you might remember that uryu, urahara, and to a lesser extent chad, have encouraged her to step back when things get intense. orihime's internal voice at this time was not great, she was already in a bad headspace and to have her worst fears confirmed out loud (that she's "not needed," she'll never be an equal to her friends, never be able to contribute in ways that matter) by her own friends, especially ichigo, gave her self-esteem a major blow. they didn't mean to hurt her, but since this is something she's always struggled with, it hurt her nonetheless.

moreover, HM & FB arcs all run on the idea of trust between ichigo and his friends and we know that in his insistence on doing everything himself, he tends to build a big wall between himself and everyone else – one he works really hard to keep up. what's more, ichigo tends to be really irrational sometimes due to his overprotective behavior, and this is clearest in the HM arc where he does ridiculous things like throwing himself in between orihime and grimmjow's ceros when she already had her shield up, and saying ridiculous things (like telling uryu to protect her with his body if her shield doesn't work). orihime very obviously does not want to see ichigo killing himself to protect her, even if ichigo himself views self-sacrifice as a love language.

the reason all this works out is because orihime actually gets to talk to him about this during the fullbring arc, when this moment happens:

ichigo can be a little lost in his own head sometimes, but he's not unreasonable. seeing orihime's power boost and learning that she and chad have been training specifically not to be a drag on him in battle wakes him up and he's been more trusting of both of them since! he's matured a lot over time and you can see that most clearly in TYBW where he doesn't behave as irrationally as he used to when it comes to protecting his friends. and the reason ichigo & orihime's arcs-long conflict works out well is because it actually resolves in the end, with ichigo counting on orihime to protect him!

the great thing about this moment is that it's a BIG MOMENT for both of them. ichigo getting over his debilitating fear of losing people and trusting orihime (someone he was overprotective of) to protect him speaks to how much he's grown! and orihime, who was hardly strong enough to keep up in battle, is finally trusted to have ichigo's back. i don't think he'll ever realize how much that means to her, or maybe he does and that's why he finally asked her to go with him :')

#their sub-plot is actually one of my favorite long-running sub-plots in the series #but it's hard to actually enjoy it for what it is amidst all the noise that comes from shipping discourse #i know ih fans tend to get overprotective of ih & it's understandable considering just how loudly against orihime & ih people used to be #when the manga was ongoing - and maybe even now idk the wider b/leach fandom doesnt exist to me #but the great thing about ih has always been the set-up and the resolution. the conflict in their dynamic is believable for both characters #and it creates some great hurdles for them to get over together! #stories with conflict are interesting! #which is all to say please dont take this as me saying ichigo is a bad person! he's my favoritest boy & he deserves every good thing ever💖 #he just had a few road blocks along the way just like everyone else! #asks #ichihime

[gobstoppr]

and btw im in my hater arc rn. as time goes on the more i find a lot of 'fandom' stuff insufferable (i like art n stuff. just the way that fandom refits every media to fit a single mold and set of boring archetypes is exhausting.)

i just get really easily annoyed lately. and have been unfollowing people on a whim a lot. its not personal i promise

#fandom culture has made me actively dislike shit i was fixated on a year ago. looking at your ninja turtles #its not even like what they were doing were particularly offensive it was just exhaustingly boring #im sorry i just really dont care about ur 2 million fics about leo being a sadboy. or one million seperated aus. #theres definetly a part of the whole situation in general which has been me coming to terms with my own internalized misogny #actively re-examining my tendencys to gravity towards male characters #idk maybe its making me dislike art more. but idk. ive always analyzed why i react certain ways to certain things. this isnt new for me #anywaays. i had been following a bunch of ninja turtle blogs and they sorta kept messing around with shows like ninjago too #and at some point i was just like. i dont know if these shows are actually that good guys. i think youjust like shows for little boys #and fandoms tend to shaft female chars so it sure helps that their casts are 98% male . #maybe theyre not your blorbo maybe theyre just Guy McAverageMan. thats not inherently bad but you have to consider it. #guys rottmnt is isnt even that good . its not that good ok. its alright/pretty good. and the movie does a few neat things #i feel like ive become one of those people that turn 18 and then immediately go 'minors dni'. im not there yet but i just. #we're watching kids shows. its ok . you can say it. #you may have noticed ive been reblogging a lot of dungeon meshi stuff. i read it all over the past week. #but here's the thing. i thought it was mid/good for like 70% of it. #i think its got some really really cool worldbuilding ideas and stuff #but i think a lot of the writing was sorta. uninteresting to me. #my discord friends have been raving over izutsumi for months. #but i found her presence in the story to be weird and underdeveloped. she felt out of place and her introduction felt clumsy #i felt when the story was ramping up the manga got a lot better. because again theres some rlly cool ideas at play #all the shit with the lion? incredible. the way all the infighting led to more problems bc the elves refuse to explain anything? rlly good. #marcille landing in power? reallly good shit. (i still thought it was a lil undercooked still tho) #i cant stop thinking about laios in that climax scene. i think he shouldve been feral a lot more often #uhh. i got distracted. fandom bad and annoying. #saw a post talking about marcille realizing izutsumi is only 17 and then describing how 'omg shes a mom now' and i wanted to throw up #im done. i swear. im done talking for real. aagh #text

[scarletiswailing347]

i lowkey feel like ls would benefit from having a smaller space

like since its a pvp and interaction-focused server with less than 30 members, most of whom struggle to log on, i think itll do them some good to limit the amount of space they can traverse so that the ones who Do get on get to mess around with each other easier

doesnt need to be Super small or anything, just maybe small enough that you can fly around the whole thing in under 7 mins

#mine.txt #idk just watching zams lol we are dying vod and planet has a point #ive actually thought it was weird that the server was so big for a while now since the few pvp servers i know of tend to have limited space #and just kinda assumed that was the default for pvp servers lol #like you cant force ppl to care but you can encourage them #idk the fact that its a friend server turned content server turned some kind of weird mixture between the two doesnt do it any favors #cause on one hand a lot of members only really go there to make vids #but on the other hand they very clearly do wanna hang out with each other more #but its kinda difficult to do considering not only the fact most of them are in school rn #but also a lot of the meta stuff involved like the fact that almost every member makes hyper edited vids which doesnt really have #a good effort-to-output ratio in general but Especially to servers that dont focus on lore and/or some kind of overhaul gimmick #anyways heres my 10000 word essay on why lsers should start using less finnicky editing styles /j

[nyxi-pixie]

i dont trust a bitch that hates ronance

like wdym u like stedd1e(<3) or god forbid fucking h4rr1ngr0ve(😒) but you dont like ronance🤨🤨🤨🤨

like if u dnt ship it bc ur rooting for robin and vickie or ur a super yay jxncy person or smt sure whatever. but if u HATE ronance??? i do not trust you.

#anyone thats 100% insistent and totally sure that nance is straight gets my side eye tbh #bc like did u listen to murrays lil expose on her💀 'ur scared to be urself and instead rely on safety of conventional man' #yeahhh not queer coded at all #when we talk abt how mlm ships need 100x as much evidence as straight ships to be considered plausible??? #yeah that but x10000000 for wlw ones jfc #like steve can have a male friend that says hes got nice abs or smthn and everyones WOOF WOOF BARK GRR GAY PEOPLE!!! #sure okay have fun besties #but nancy is like 🥰robin ik i wanted nothing to do w u 5 seconds ago but ive actually decided ur my fav person🥰 #🥰we are gonna spend the rest of our time on this world saving mission glued together ok🥰 #anyway. do i believe it has any shot at endgame?? no! #but i do not like the way that people are like st3ddie<333❗❗❗ (i love it too dont get me wrong fruity four my loves) #and then totally ignore ronance. or worse. see them as side characters 💀 #i have so many thoughts on this but just. im usually a defender of why fandoms fixate on mlm ships bc women tend to have less development #(im a byler first. bc theyre the most obviously romantically coded in a Oh this one has Actual Potential way) #but robin and nancy are fairly well rounded characters. and they interact a fuck ton in s4. so. usual defenses are a no go #and now im ready to sword fight the haters #ronance #this is incomprehensible #but im right #only censoring ship names so i dnt end up in their tags i love stedd1e and jxncy dw

[blood-choke]

literally I need a slice of life segment scene of Clear catching MC up on lesbian pop culture???? Like making them watch a Shane McCutcheon edit on repeat or throwing carol on the tv

all of them crowding on the couch to watch the L word together would be kind of iconic ngl. Clear definitely has the full series dvd box set (she collects lesbian lit and media). i do have a hard time imagining Valentina watching anything really, she's more of a book kind of gal, but she could definitely be convinced... then she'd probably get really into it, 8pm sharp once a week for the L word episode. or else.

#ive never seen carol actually :/ sowwy... #im behind on a lot of lesbian movies actually bc i have the attention span of a goldfish #last one i watched was the hunger which was like. Okay. kinda slow but that was to be expected #watched it for my novel it actually came up while i was researching lesbian bars apparently it was a favorite #that they played a lot at the bars #it was kinda crazy since my novel is also about lesbian vampires but i had never heard of the movie before #and then to find it while researching the bars rather than like. actual lesbian vampire media. was a fun coincidence #it's considered ~problematic~ by todays standards but apparently back then it was like Huge in the lesbian scene #lesbian tv shows i tend to just not bother with... i find them....bad. i did watch the L word many years ago tho in college (dont rmr much) #same with orange is the new black when i was in high school which was one of the first times i saw a real butch on screen #dont remember much of that either except for natasha lyonne and lea delaria being sexy #ask #anonymous

[bmpmp3]

dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!

#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔 #sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as #students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists #which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way #and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL) #i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities??? #specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life #(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.) #(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms) #(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid) #(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?) #irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont #have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist #again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my #art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL #i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual #capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I #far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3 #sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist #i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware #of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number #half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it #dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!! #what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone #motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel

[sonknuxadow]

i do not like sonic future aus where sonic is married to amy and has like 3 kids not only is that sooo boring but he just would not do that . he would not fucking say that but its he would not fucking grow up to be in a traditional nuclear family with a wife and kids

#i say amy specifically because i really dont like s/onamy #and also because amy tends to be the default romantic partner for sonic in aus like that #but i actually dont think a lifestyle like that fits sonic at all regardless of who his partner would be. #and the type of aus im talking about just tend to not consider that that isnt everyones idea of a happy future at all #theyll have every single character be married with kids and they always use the boring ''default''/most popular m/f pairings for everyone #like first of all why did you make eveyrone cishet #but also why is there nobody who remained single by choice or didnt have kids by choice #why is there nobody who has adopted kids why are there no single parents. wheres the variety here #you'd think with adopted family and found family being such common themes in the sonic franchise #the fanbase for it wouldnt be so boring with stuff like this. like come on

[caffeinatedopossum]

Starting to wonder if I have bipolar but then I would literally have almost every mental illness. Like fr I'm not kidding you, I'm a collector and I never chose this

#it does run in my family since my mom had it #i just wonder because while im almost always suicidal the way that prevents itself can greatly change very quickly #like periodically ill be stuck to my bed very sad very mopy for like 3 weeks to 3 months #and then sudden i get this burst of false energy that is actually severe restlessness #and i NEED to do something when that happens. sometimes i just cannot sleep because ive gotta do something #sometimes i frantically draw or write and ill have these moments where i feel ecstatic and when i come back to normal levels of sadness #im convinced i mustve been delusional to think the thoughts that i had then #usually the sadness isnt as bad during those periods but the suicidality is much worse actually because i become very frantic #and have so much more energy #idk. my theory thus far has been either 1) adhd causing mood dysregulation and hyperactivity #2) fluctuations in my depression and anxiety combating each other. actually both of these. #or 3) DID. just DID. i think thats lretty self explanatory #the interesting thing is that i think what i described with point 1 and 2 would be clinically considered bipolar...? #listen clinicians dont always consider the other factors that contribute to what symptoms the person is having #especially in psychology where the lines are very blurry since diagnosis tends to be made on behavioral observations #and also on self reported symptoms.i suspect im one of the only people who would describe symptoms like 'im having x because i have y' #and not just 'im having x symptom' #skfjfh sorry to everyone who reads my tags 👍 psychology special interest go brr

[elisedonut]

baby it’s cold outside feels Flintley coded 

#percy weasley #marcus flint #flintley #yes im delusional #no i wont explain #yes i know it's may #though will say thats with the interpretation that the one wanting to leave doesnt actually and just feels like they cant just say yes for o #for one reason or another #and that the other one knows this and is why they dont let up #not like date rape #though i understand why people tend to consider it that way #i just choose not to thank you #though #with the right storyline with these two it could also totally be actually wanting to leave #if you want to go the unrequited route #so idk why i went on this tangent lmao

[tibli]

breakcore sure loves to use voice clips of cutesy anime girls talking and im sure that's not a byproduct of fetishization at aaaaaaalllllll

#tibtalks #breakcore helps me concentrate. mainly bc of the breakbeats themselves. but jungle and dnb tend not to be fast enough for my taste #so i like to listen to it when doing homework #but god the amount of fucking playlists i've put on that do this is so annoying #it wouldnt bother me if it was just like. actual japanese voice clips. like from real life or smth #but its always like. REALLY obvious its from anime or smth similar and its like. hmmm #bc if you notice they never use male anime voice clips for this. and ive listened to literal HOURS of these #maybe it doesnt mean anything but like. considering how infantilized japanese (and asian) women are i dont think its a coincidence lmao

[thecherrygod]

man its still wild to me that apparently when i was like 3/5 one of my dad coworkers thought it was nice to gift me exclusively a tortoise. when i was THAT little, and when im the fucking youngest sibling out of 3. like how do you give a preschooler a whole animal and not as a family gift. also i named the guy franklin. as the cartoon. and it also happened when we were on a different city for summer holidays so i took the guy with me on the car on the trip. the thing is i was so young i didnt remember neither that he was genuinely mine, nor that i am the one that named him, nor that the cartoon ever existed. my mom told me the details some time ago and its just so. who thought all this was okay.

still i think the lil guy knew he was exclusively mine bc it seems he only.. not listened. but accepted me to both grab him and feed him and not be like "fuck this food" lmao

#my posts #frankling my little guy.. he didnt live too long either. like we had a yard and he tended to be there a lot and id go check on him #.. and well after a winter my mom went to check instead and its good that she did it and not me bc well yeah sdiuguh #what was i. 7? idk #also we didnt really know how to take care of one of these guys either dyugdg #so. idk. i dont remember all that much either i was little dgiush #actually maybe i did get him when i was like 3 and he died when i was like 5 bc i think it was like... #timeline: my dad had a heart attack. one of our dogs died either when he was in the hospital or very short after. and frankling too? #... i think that all happened very close..? #i need to stop making timelines of my life like this lmao #anyways i do love these creeatures still and i miss him even if i didnt remember vital information lmao #... maybe some day ill have one again if thats a reasonable pet to own #make research and consider

[polaraffect]

the fact that it is October feels so fake. and you want me to believe we're basically halfway through the month already? lol. get real. i don't even have my Halloween costume planned yet, how could it possibly be-

#damien.txt #i don't think time has actually been passing for me for at least a month now #like im sure time is passing but it's not passing for ME y'know? #.........so anyways i learned abt this fun thing called seasonal depression- #lol jk ive known what that is for years. starting to consider that it is. something i perhaps experience. #don't Love the thought because autumn is actually my favorite season #and these suspicious moods tend to hit september-november #but also..... who knows. it might have more to do with how my college semesters have been? #bc i dont think i was experiencing this prior to college + my fall semesters have been... relatively shitty lol #but. y'know. were they shitty BECAUSE i was depressed. who knows. #chicken. egg. you know how it goes #anyways. i need to sleep. bc as established time is not real for me #yet it is 5 am. how strange.

[astranauticus]

i have an exam tomorrow but i know my brain won't know rest until i post this. anyway i just looked up the lyrics to 超度我/set me free by floruitshow and i just. have to inflict this song onto other people it is so robits

(real quick one thing i will say is please listen to the song, i once described floruitshow as 'the perfect combination of classically trained and a little bit insane' and this song is 100% that vibe. like i cant promise you'll like it but i can promise that it probably won't sound like anything else you've heard before)

Also I'll only be translating the verses because the chorus is literally lines straight from the Diamond Sutra and explaining those is above my paygrade

(Verse 1)

来不及 There's no time left 最后一句想你来不及让你知道 No time left to say to you my last 'I miss you' 再也回不去 We can't ever return 那个有彩虹出现的下午 to that afternoon when the rainbow appeared 再也感受不到你温度 I won't ever feel your warmth again 如果你留我在梦里 If you left me in my dreams 我会放弃呼吸 I can give up my breath 请 超度我 Please, set me free

VR-LA during/after MR-SN's death?? reflecting on all the things he never got to say, all the things they never got to do because they never got enough time together, 'i can give up my breath' all that time VR-LA spent alone on that empty ship fighting the thoughts of leaving it all behind.. (yells)

(Verse 2)

对不起 I'm sorry 不经意就在你的影子里活下去 It's so easy to live on in your shadow 我不在意 But I don't mind 不过是白日梦里一瞬息 It's nothing but a moment in a daydream 为何还起念动心 Why does my heart still stir? 怪你名字太熟悉 It's all because your name is too familiar 当我是一花一叶一春木 if I pretend I were a flower, a leaf, a spring sapling 可否回到世界之初 Can I return to the beginning of it all? 请 超度我 Please, set me free

Y'all wanna talk about how VR-LA's still not over MR-SN. or how he spends s2-s3 haunted by his old crew ('live on in your shadow' owwww). 'a moment in a daydream' VR-LA seeing MR-SN in overclock... being stuck in the horrible horrible headspace of the Zuggtemoy curse and finding comfort in this snippet of the captain he can barely remember.. 'your name is too familiar' i mean just look at the wish speech! he says it better than i ever could, it's getting the old crew's names from maxim that really sets VR-LA off on this whole journey to find them because even after the everything just their names is enough for him to remember how much he loved and still loves them!! augh

(Outro)

我的执念 万千千千 My obsessions, hundreds and thousands 放不下地 放不下天 I can't let go of the earth, I can't let go of the sky 我把红线折折剪剪 I cut and fold at the red strings 落入凡间镜重圆 I fall to the mortal realm to seek reunion

Again, y'all wanna talk about how VR-LA's still not over MR-SN. but also the last two lines as being MR-SN's POV, the 'red strings' being a reference to the red strings of fate (strings that tie lovers/soulmates together... aaa), MR-SN (or well, Mystra, I guess) literally defying fate so that they can meet again. 镜重圆 here is likely referring to 破镜重圆, a phrase that directly translates to "mending a broken mirror" and basically refers to couples (generally romantic) reconciling/reuniting after a breakup/some kind of separation which... i mean yeah thats literally just 3.7 huh. MR-SN coming back from the dead to give VR-LA closure and catharsis. anyway i'm gonna go lie on the floor now

#rolling with difficulty #rwd starship #vr la rwd #im so. jahsfksjhdfkjh #my ears are kinda bad (read: auditory processing issues) so like.. for a lot of cpop songs with more poetic? fancy? lyrics #i tend to like just add them to my playlist even if i dont actually know what the lyrics are #esp since i listen to a lot of gufeng/'historical style' cpop because i like that genre's sound but the lyrics are EXTRA incomprehensible #so basically i had this song in my playlist for like.. about a year but i was never 100% on what the lyrics are #so yeah i looked up the lyrics today and uh. felt like i got hit by a train #funnily enough i now have a floruitshow song for all my robit favs! WHY DO THEY MAKE SUCH GOOD ROBIT MUSIC #set me free = VR-LA; him = MR-SN; how can i make you stay = maxim #considering im already making an animatic for him (and made a little animation snippet for how can i make you stay) its honestly like.. #kinda.. tempting to just round out the trinity. like if i can make one animatic how hard can 2 more be? (famous last words) #also because like with the september patreon reward im even more convinced that how can i make you stay is just the maxim song of all time #its just that the diamod sutra chorus on this one kinda. complicates matters #and also because i saw an INCREDIBLE genshin animatic of this song on bilibili once and it HAUNTS me #i dont play genshin anymore i dont even like xiao it's just one of those things were like #the artistic merit on display is so impressive i have to respect the project on skill level alone #its *so good* like i cant fuckin. not even surpass i cant get anywhere *near* that. what the fuck?? #intellectually i know thats not how art works but. hnnnGGG #its that animatic and noir (the other one)'s stultifer cantus mv thats like #on a tier list of all the animatics ive seen in my life theyre on the 'lose your fuckin mind beautiful' tier #Spotify

[pcktknife]

Are you an aitsf fan? Asking cause you only started reblogging that stuff recently

Hm I guess I am I saw what I saw of the first game around september last year just didn't say anything abt it lol recent but not this week recent

#asks #anon #corny ass game #it makes me so mad that it actually makes me like really laugh sometimes #i saw 'i guess' cause i tend to not consider myself a fan of things if im not like very consistently drawing it or if ive never drawn it #and i havent and i dont know if i will