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proper-goodnight · 2 years
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Intimacy (Into the Gray Chpt 2)
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Into The Gray Chpt 2 (Intimacy)
Fandom: The Gray Man (2022)
Pairings: Sierra Six x Reader, Courtland Gentry x Reader, Sierra Six x You, Courtland Gentry x You
Type: Multi-Chap
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Tags: @medievalfangirl, @biblichorr, @pyrokineticbaby, @lxvrgirl, @asiludida164, @torchbearerkyle, @jasmin7813, @comfortzonequeen, @my-tearsdryontheirown
Intimacy
While your intrusions may have paralyzed Lloyd in the recent weeks since you had gradually gained new freedoms, it was now made obvious by his complete lack of reaction that he had acclimated himself to them. No rhyme or reason could be made of your quiet alliance. It simply was. It existed. He thought that knew how to read intentions, thought that he could read yours , and he had since labeled them as consistent–harmless. You considered the idea that he enjoyed the concept of harmlessness within these walls. Perhaps he even considered it a luxury.
Easier to manipulate.
With eyes closed, breaths slowed in an imitation of sleep, you could see the way his face ran down a few cluttered hallways in his mind to search for the proper approach to his natural curiosity. In typical Lloyd fashion, he took the impatient route. Those eyes then opened, blue-black pits in a blue-black room. His mouth, ravaged by what Dani had often referred to as a ‘perv stache’ broke into a smile. 
Part of you wanted to shave it. That same part of you could have. 
Compared to his room, yours might as well have been a maintenance closet. The space, overall, was fit for a man of his stature–the sheets smelled like fresh detergent and were cleaned religiously. You never noticed a thing out of place, a man who took so much care in his appearance constantly aiming for some semblance of perfection. A flowery smell lingered in the air, and your own space kind of embarrassed you–the absence of any personality, blank white walls in a blank white room. There was nothing in your space that gave a peek inside as to who you were, and even after the few months since you’d been here, you hadn’t worked to correct it.
Some habits never changed, even when given enough time.
That didn’t matter to you after the fact. It was a slice of privacy to return to at the end of a long day. You’d slept in worse, places that smelled of mildew and covered in mold, dark and damp. Compared to that , your empty space was on a similar level to the highest luxury. 
“I know this isn’t a social call.” He chided. 
You’d settled at his side, legs tucked in, your head pillowed against your forearm. Your fingers gingerly scraped against the buzz at the nape of his neck, the ends of your fingernails dragging in random arcs to the top of his skull. It felt different without product, but the motions remained strangely casual, the only familiarity that you’d given anyone here. Lloyd’s head tipped back, following the motions of your hand until you heard a low, soft noise rumble in his throat. His eyes fell half-lidded, his expression running in the same similar motions as before. 
“You were awake when I came in. Can’t sleep?” You asked.
“Not with you doing this, I can’t.”
Your eyes wandered, even in the dark, resisting the urge to roll. The pads of your fingertips had moved to brush against the bare skin of his torso without a shirt, tracing the lines of hard muscle with innocent interest. Lloyd’s face, a canvas bound over knife-sharp bones, settled into passive neutrality at your touch, some semblance of satisfaction that begged a silent request for more. 
The casual affection had been something that he’d had to get used to in the beginning. Lloyd had settled like a hostage, frozen, trudging through the long minutes while pretending to play dead so that he didn’t succumb to the urge to roll you over and risk a knife to his throat. You took the opportunity to learn about him, test his limits. In a way, it was similar to how you had decided to learn about Dani, except that Lloyd had no connections. He had partners–numerous–but none that lasted beyond a night. He didn’t have family, or anyone that you thought he could or would ever care about. 
Unlike Dani, you learned that Lloyd wasn’t the type to be the team player. He looked out for himself. Anything with Lloyd was brief and fleeting. You used the arm tucked underneath your head to prop yourself up on your elbow, your eyes still wandering, roaming along with your hand. Maybe this was what people did when they didn’t have sex, forming their bizarre little rituals of physical touch. It was new to you. 
“Fuck, you’re killing me.” Another tug had Lloyd easing himself nearer to oblige the wordless request. He kept his arms limp, hands close to his abdomen even though his fingers twitched. They lay arrested to the sheets, slowly curling into fists. 
You were an enigma. A relief, incorrigible, impossible to define. Beautiful, in that perilous sort of way that sent the eyes darting elsewhere. He’d learned shortly after meeting you to receive and never return these odd, tender gestures that you brought. Your touch soothed, and confused, and stung all at once–both needle and feather, warmth and biting cold.
“I have to ask you something.” You crawled over his side, using your knees to push him onto his back so that you could straddle him. Your nails grazed his chest, using the solid surface to hold yourself there. 
A soft groan rumbled in his throat, and he sighed in defeat. “I may or may not be able to answer you.” 
“It’s about Sierra Six.”
“You picked one hell of a time to ask about another guy.” He tensed as you moved, seconds teasing by, trickling past like the clock during your interrogation. He waited and waited, but you wandered wherever you so pleased until he laid beneath your fixed gaze with little more than his own underclothing between you. He wasn’t any different from the men you’d killed. You knew that without having to look too hard. 
You felt him against you, throbbing. The heat that emanated from in between his legs betrayed him entirely. The look on his face could be defined as strong starvation, his fingers skirting up your thigh until it rested just underneath the waistband of your pants–you’d finally taken the initiative to wear the clothes they’d given you, only after they’d been thoroughly searched. His other hand hadn’t moved, pressed against his chest. 
He was getting brave. His breathing picked up. 
Lloyd tried to read you, but it only infuriated him that he could never get anywhere. Locked eye contact kept him level-headed, but even you knew that had its limits. You could feel his heartbeat under your palm, wildly out of control. 
“Do you know Six?” You asked him. 
“Mmn,” he mumbled, closing one eye first, then the other. His answer came out a little ragged. “Can’t say I’ve had the pleasure.” He breathed. “I know that he’s got credibility, but I try not to involve myself with Fitzroy’s pets.” A grin flashed at you, and you could see his perfect white teeth, even in the dark. “You thinking about asking him to join?” He chuckled, only to wince when you dug your nails in. 
You thought that only excited him more, and a slight twitch beneath you told you that you were right.
“Why do you give a fuck about the Ken doll?” He went on.
“I’m… curious.” You said and Lloyd listened, not risking another word, not another breath too deep. His fingers relaxed against your waist, aching. Shadows blanketed the two of you through the silence you disturbed. You looked away. 
“You have an alternative reason for everything. I can’t buy your bullshit.” His fingers reached up, catching a rebellious lock of your hair and returned it behind your ear. That same hand trailed the ridge of your jaw and turned your head back to him, his expression more amused than irritated. He smirked. “You know, normally I would have found a really desperate chick looking for a good fuck. We’re not going to get a lot of opportunities like this once I go to the private sector.”
It wasn’t that you were immune to that feeling. How you were trained, how you were raised , that couldn’t combat natural instinct. The heat that buried its way in between your thighs was a natural inclination that a part of you wanted this, all of your taught instincts combating against it. Not without an alternative reason. 
Having it mean something and having a choice. That had been beyond you years ago. 
You leaned down, the space between your faces marginally smaller. Your voice dropped to a low whisper, heat creating ripples of goosebumps up the side of his neck. “I can take care of that myself if I have to.” Intimacy had always been a job, a chore , and never did you want any of them to want you before you’d watched their life bleed away underneath your hands. 
“Why would you want to when I could do it for you?”  His hands gripped your waist, flipping the two of you over until he pressed into you. His body screamed, a want so overwhelming that you nearly succumbed to it too. He breathed down your neck, fingers trailing to the waistband of your pants before dipping inside. “You’re giving yourself away.”
You twitched, earning a soft smirk from Lloyd in turn. “You never know. It might be my funeral you’re going to next.” His lips trailed up your neck in soft pecks, facial hair brushing against your skin. You shivered underneath him, fingernails scraping against the rigid muscle of his back. He let out a guttural groan against your neck, pressing into you harder. 
You gasped, breathless. “It might be because of me that you have a funeral.”
With one practiced tug, the waistband of your pants were pulled down, and just like when you were exploring him before, he explored you . Perfectly manicured fingers danced their way across your skin, tracing the lean muscle of your stomach before following a trail along the bone at your hips, up your sides until it was your shirt that came next, tossed off into a meager pile on the floor. 
You reached down and cupped him, and he bucked against your hand. You scratched him in your attempts to yank down his underwear, feeling him against you, throbbing and hot. The pain only further spurred him on. Lloyd nipped at your neck, leading a trail down toward your chest. Deft fingers trailed up your forearms before grasping your hands, stretching them above your head. “Sorry, Sweetheart. I’m going to take control here.” 
You didn’t tell him that it didn’t matter. In the end, you’d always be in control. 
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nightqueendom · 1 year
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the wind eases my soul
makes me feel at home
a mysterious whistling whisper
fills my senses and I feel alive
#poetry #wind #whistlingwind #tearsdryontheirown
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habatour20 · 1 year
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Available at our agiosaki.redbubble.com and society6.com/agiosaki onlinestores. Link in bio. A different #tsirt, decorated with an #artistic #illustrationdesign, featuring that the #sadness #facemask keeps away your #tears, is now available to you. Feel free to request it from our onlinestores. #followusnow @habatour20. Click on the link in bio for more designs and variations in different products, or dm to me for any questions and orders. #sadnessmask #sadwoman #sadwomen #redfacemask #redmask #redmasks #keepaway #keepawayfromme #illustrationdesigns #designillustration #designillustrations #illustrationartistsofinstagram #illustratorofinstagram #artisticdesign #artisticdesigns #tearsdryontheirown #tearsforfears #tearsinheaven #tshirtsonline #tshirtdesigns #tshirtsclub #tshirtshops #tshirtshoponline https://www.instagram.com/p/CpzbR2dDUl4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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apienaluna · 3 years
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Artık bir şey hissetmiyorum,
Hem de hiçbir şey
Insanlar "Nasılsın?" Diye sorduklarında donup kalıyorum
Ağzımdan tek bir kelime bile çıkmıyor
Nasıl olduğumu ben bilmezken size bunu nasıl söyleyebilirim bilmiyorum
Hissizim işte anlayın beni
Hiçbir şey ama hiçbir hissetmiyorum
Sadece rol yapıyorum
Yalan söylemekten, rol yapmaktan yoruldu ruhum
Izin versem özgürlüğe kavuşmuş kuş misali uçup gidecek
Bırakacak beni bir başıma
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loveforthesea · 3 years
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⁣don’t mind the shadow cast lol. I will never tire of Amy Winehouse and her powerful music ❤ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ #tearsdryontheirown #amywinehouse #carkaraoke #singing #sing #singer #singers #singersongwriter #samoan #samoa #afakasi #polynesian #islandgirl #artist #artistsoninstagram #artistsupport #shortcover #60secondcover #belting #throwbacksongs #raspy #vocals #soul #pop #music https://www.instagram.com/p/CTBJel2lkb2/?utm_medium=tumblr
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samyjo6542 · 5 years
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Tears Dry On Their Own by Amy Winehouse #coffeemusic #jazz #aintnomountainhighenoughsample #musicmorning #amywinehouse #rip #restinmusic #songstress #gonetoosoon #greatvoices #blueeyedsoul #sampled #tearsdryontheirown #soul #musicmotivation #frank #coffeemusic #cafemusic https://www.instagram.com/p/BxPf1m6n_yO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=242xm8vzlujl
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gallerydelarue · 5 years
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yaalocaldogmom · 5 years
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A couple favorite pictures of Amy winehouse 🖤
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trizz5000 · 5 years
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No matter what I say or do, always remember that I’m not as into you as I appear to be. And although my pride isn’t easily disturbed, you sent me flying when you kicked me to the curb.
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wretch7x7 · 3 years
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#OnThisDay October 27, 2006 @amywinehouse released her second and final studio album #BackToBlack which charted at #1 on the @officialcharts and #2 on the @billboardcharts. The album is certified double platinum and contains the singles #Rehab #YouKnowImNoGood "Back to Black" #TearsDryonTheirOwn and #LoveIsaLosingGame. cassette cassettetapes #compactdisc #cdcollection #cdcollector #instavinyl #vinylcommunity #vinylrecords #vinyljunkie #vinylcollector #vinylporn #vinyl #vinylcollection #vinyligclub #record #recordcollection #recordigclub #latergram #neosoul #rhythmandblues #soulmusic #popmusic #Amy #amywinehouse (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/CViFRK5JAI0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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proper-goodnight · 1 year
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Sincerity (Into the Gray Chpt 3)
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Sincerity (Into The Gray Chpt. 3)
Fandom: The Gray Man (2022)
Pairings: Sierra Six x Reader, Courtland Gentry x Reader, Sierra Six x You, Courtland Gentry x You
Type: Multi-Chap
Words: 1.5K Tags: @medievalfangirl, @biblichorr, @pyrokineticbaby, @lxvrgirl, @asiludida164, @torchbearerkyle, @jasmin7813, @comfortzonequeen, @my-tearsdryontheirown, @96jnie
It became apparent very quickly after your induction that you made Dani Miranda very uncomfortable. 
A quick sweep through her house had told you everything you needed to know about her versus what she needed to know about you; which as far as you were concerned was the bare minimum only. You’d noted the distinct lack of luxury, the furniture kept to the bare minimum of what she’d needed–and you’d already perused her closet to get an idea of her personality when not wearing a suit. 
She didn’t need to know that much. 
The contents weren’t anywhere outside the realm of ordinary, anyway. In fact, they were more normal than what you’d expected. A quick search through the drawers and the space told you that it was clean, almost abandoned if not for the few sentimental objects that you’d found.
Her personal life didn’t matter to you as much as her temperament in the field, but you convinced yourself that anything in her personal life could come back to bite you if her head wasn’t on straight. A glimpse through her contacts told you that she didn’t have any kind of romantic attachment; potential messages with anyone matching that kind of description were too mundane for further pursuits, and you’d noticed that she hardly replied back if further pursuits were attempted. She had history with a dating site though, as brief as it was.
In conclusion, Dani’s life was dedicated to work, tediously and slowly rising through the ranks with the promise of a position on a similar level to Carmichael. She ran on a set schedule, hardly ever straying away from her fixed pattern. There weren’t many things concerning–at least to you–that could get in the way.
You’d had to be sure regardless.
“What the hell are you doing?” Dani’s inquiry bordered somewhere between incredulous and annoyed, the rise in her tone tipping precariously between the two. 
“Thinking.” You said and set the kitchen pot down on the stove, the heat on the burner turned down a notch, keeping your back to her where she kicked off her shoes and shut the door with more force than necessary. 
“This is my house.”
“You act as if I don’t know that it’s not mine .”
Dani closed her eyes, her face pinching into a soft grimace. The hand that she’d balled into a fist uncurled, hovering between the two of you, as if whatever argument she’d been about to make was snuffed out by the immediate truth. A harsh exhale through her nose preceded her next words. “Why are you here? I thought you were still on assignment overseas.” 
You tossed some herbs into the pot, having ground them by hand, much like everything else. You’d always liked the thought of a kitchen, but you wouldn’t ask for one because that would be admitting too much about you. Something that you didn’t want to do in front of Carmichael. Or anyone else for that matter. “Debriefing. I need someone to give my statement to. No one’s at the office.” 
“So you came all the way here instead of waiting until morning?”
“I made a pot roast.”
You knew without turning around that the usually confused pinch in her eyebrows were evident, the slight shuffle of her feet forward as she was still coming to grips with you. She didn’t trust you, but her trust wasn’t something you were looking for so much as seeing if you could trust her. “You’re supposed to give your statement to the DCI.”
“If I wait there’s a chance that I’ll forget, and my word hardly matters if I omit key details.” 
“You? Forget ?” Her eyebrows shot high, and she laughed. You could have laughed too, if Dani weren’t so unaware of the truth, how much of your own life you hardly remembered as much as what felt like somebody else’s. Dani only bobbed her head, as though the thought were still ridiculous to her. “Right.” Her lips smacked together. “Well, I doubt how much credibility that I could give you considering I’m still on Carmichael’s shit list.” 
“Because of the failed mission in Bangkok involving the last Sierra agent.” You didn’t say it like a question, but you hadn’t intended to.
“ You know about that?” She was still staring at your back, but you could hear her more urgent steps across the apartment, as her voice lowered to a hush sense of urgency as though someone else would hear you. They wouldn’t. You’d checked for any trace of cameras or hidden surveillance systems already. Only then did you turn. Dani had planted her palms face down on the kitchen island, leaning in to fix you with an incredulous stare, suddenly bewildered. She bristled, distrustful. 
“Yes.” You said without missing a beat. 
“How? Carmichael is keeping that under close wraps until he’s apprehended.” 
“I don’t trust him.” You cocked your head, shrugging one shoulder. “He’s also obvious.” 
She snorted. “You have a funny way of showing that. Working for the one guy that you don’t trust.” She leaned forward, her forearms draped across the counter, hands folded. “What’s in it for you, anyway? They think that you’re a double agent, which is why they never let you go anywhere without some kind of surveillance.” She shrugged helplessly. “That was Lloyd before he left–”
“I know.”
“You know ?”
“I owed Lloyd. I don’t anymore.”
She gaped. “You owed Lloyd Hansen and his perv stache? I doubt that subjecting you to serving under Carmichael would make you owe him as much as him owing you.”
“He could have left me to die.” You shrugged. “He didn’t.”
“Well, I hate to be the one to tell you, but Lloyd Hansen has an alternative reason for everything he does. Mostly, it’s so that he can get a good fuck out of it later.” Dani’s eyebrows pinched together, looking at you with vague concern. You didn’t need that from her, but you didn’t tell her, either. “You never owed Lloyd anything. He made his own choices.”
“So did I.”
The next few moments passed in silence, and you’d taken the opportunity to pour some of the roast into a bowl, then a second that you’d passed over to Dani. She took it with less hesitation than before, the idea of you being inside her house less discomforting seeing as you weren’t proposing yourself as a threat. 
You could see Dani mulling over questions while you ate. The way that she pushed her food around suggested that it was something akin to working through her thoughts, devouring one at a time until she found one that made sense. You didn’t press for conversation in the meantime. Pot roast wasn’t your favorite food–not that you were a picky eater by any means–but there were a lot of limitations in Dani’s house, and you did what you could with what you had. 
Dani pushed her bowl away, leaving most of her food untouched.  “Why did you go out of your way to wipe out the Sierra Program?” She asked the most obvious question, of course, the reason that you’d been filtered into Denny Carmichael’s custody in the first place, put under surveillance, followed around by Lloyd, and forced onto a team. “What did they do to you?”
Her scrutinizing stare didn’t pressure you, the way that her eyes pried over your expression, attempting to gage something. You didn’t relent. “I should’ve figured.” She sighed, her tone suggesting some sort of plea for honesty. “What is this about? You figured out that you missed one and came back to finish the job?”
“No.” You said matter-of-factly. “I don’t plan on killing Sierra Six.”
She didn’t believe you. “You don’t?” Her eyebrows quirked up. 
“No.”
“So, is it regret, then? You’re looking to make amends?”
“No.”
“Right. I often forget that this is you that we’re talking about, and that would be way too easy.” Dani couldn’t have appeared more perplexed, but you had that effect on her since the two of you had been introduced.  She ran a hand down her face, exasperated at what she couldn’t understand. “You killed the majority of the program before he even dissented. Why leave one?” 
“Sierra Six has connections to Donald Fitzroy. He has information that I need.” 
“You mean Senior Officer Donald Fitzroy? He’s been retired for years.”
You hadn’t known that in the beginning, Fitzroy having nearly disappeared off the map altogether after he adopted his niece. You shouldn’t have been surprised, considering the Sierra program’s specialty–the reason that they were created was to place blame should the CIA ever find itself cornered. It was easier to place blame on convicts after all. Sierra Six was a failsafe. Nothing else. He was hardly worth value to you on his own, at least not now, not anymore. 
“Are you going to bring Sierra Six in?” You asked her instead, diverting the conversation. She blinked at you, then you clarified. “Your reputation is shot, otherwise.”
Dani’s smile was forced, and you suspected her words were more sarcastic than sincere. “Yeah. Thanks for that.” She leaned back in her chair, busying herself by pushing her food around with her fork, again picking for an answer that you suspected you already knew. “I don’t know,” she decided. “It feels wrong. Sierra Six had a reason for going rogue all of a sudden. We never had cause to question his loyalty before now.” Another shrug, this one more subtle than the others. She averted her eyes away from you, refusing to look up. “I can’t help but wonder why, and why now?”
“I don’t know.” You said, and you didn’t. 
“You’re telling me that there’s something you don’t know?” Dani mocked a gasp. Only then did she look up, giving you a droll stare that you didn’t feed into. You stared at her, and she shook her head. “I don’t guess it matters. If I’m given the order, the decision is made for me.” 
“If you want to keep your job,” you agreed, blank. “Being one step underneath Carmichael must have its perks.”
Dani scoffed, brows furrowing. “Didn’t you say that you needed him? When we kill him, what does that mean for you? Doesn’t that beat the purpose of whatever reason you have for coming into the CIA in the first place?”
“I’m not worried about it.”
“Shouldn’t you be?” 
“I have eliminated every agent in the Sierra Program. I missed one .” You said, tossing all attempts at subtlety or propriety to the wind. Six had become something of a star in the world of private operators, and a legend amongst covert operators and the rest. His personal ethic had been to only accept contracts against targets that he felt had earned the punishment of extrajudicial execution. It was a small post-it-note in an otherwise empty file, a thin manila folder that held no confidential information worth locking up. 
That much about Sierra Six was public, and as far as you knew, that was all that ever would be. A killer with a conscience was a humorous concept to you, but the morality of it didn’t matter. You knew what people like him did to survive, had seen it and experienced it firsthand with plenty of other desperate Sierra before him.
You leaned toward Dani, your voice slipping into something that was almost a whisper, as though the two of you were sharing a secret. It wasn’t a secret so much as a warning. “He’ll corner Sierra Six, but Carmichael won’t realize that he’s the one trapped until it’s too late.”
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habatour20 · 1 year
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Available at our agiosaki.redbubble.com and society6.com/agiosaki onlinestores. Link in bio. A different #sticker, decorated with an #artistic #illustrationdesign, featuring that the #sadness #facemask keeps away your #tears, is now available to you. Feel free to request it from our onlinestores. #followusnow @habatour20. Click on the link in bio for more designs and variations in different products, or dm to me for any questions and orders. #sadnessmask #sadwoman #sadwomen #redfacemask #redmask #redmasks #keepaway #keepawayfromme #illustrationdesigns #designillustration #designillustrations #illustrationartistsofinstagram #illustratorofinstagram #artisticdesign #artisticdesigns #tearsdryontheirown #tearsforfears #tearsinheaven #teardrop #teardrops #stickerartist #stickerdesigns #stickerlovers https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpzb7SwDQvX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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apienaluna · 3 years
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Have you ever wanted to escape from yourself? Have you ever locked yourself in your room and cried for hours? Have you ever had to swallow your hiccups so that no one could hear you cry? Did you say “I’m fine” even though you weren’t fine so as not to upset your loved ones? Have you done things you wouldn’t do to get rid of the devil in your head? Did you seek your escape in those damn razors / knifes? Did you think it would take away your pain with each cut?
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Hiç kaçmak istedin mi kendinden? Kendini odana kilitleyip saatlerce ağladın mı hiç? Ağladığını kimse duymasın diye hıçkırıklarını yutmak zorunda kaldın mı hiç? Sevdiklerini üzmemek için iyi olmadığın halde “iyiyim” dedin mi? Kafanın içindeki şeytandan kurtulmak için yapmayacağın şeyler yaptın mı? Kaçış yolunu o lanet olası jiletlerde/bıçaklarda aradın mı? Her bir kesikte acını alıp götüreceğini düşündün mü?
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lkornalijnslij2 · 3 years
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Posted @withregram • @amywinehouse._ Amy performing at Shepherds Bush Empire in London, England on May 28th 2007. 🖤 . #amywinehouse #amy #winehouse #winelovers #winelover #blakefieldercivil #blakefielder #backtoblack #frank #lioness #lionesshiddentreasures #lionesshiddentreasure #rehab #youknowimnogood #tearsdryontheirown #queen #london #jazz #queenofjazz #camden #comdentown #camdenqueen https://www.instagram.com/p/CMpO7s4AMp2/?igshid=owrfsa8gsi0n
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rafdanielsblog · 3 years
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Let's cry about it later Tonight we're having fun Let's cry about it later Tonight we're getting some Something brand new #glitter #tearsdryontheirown #kp #smile #nyparty #thefirstofjanuary #santidaniel (at ᴊᴀɴᴜᴀʀʏ) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ2Z3Jihm8zGFvOP58-OMqD0mPyo5DUEHTVuQU0/?igshid=juv3qr2dk5a8
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seven7blogs · 3 years
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