#step into my library

[foxgloveprincess]

Happy hoelidays!!! Not me over here cackling at the following treat, just for you. Why do we have so much fun being bad?!? ❄️❤️

Warnings: Soft!dark Reader. Captivity and basement husbanding. Non con unprotected sex. Reader’s a little kooky tbh.

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For the first time as you lost yourself in shamelessly riding Ari, you mourned the need for the steel manacles around his wrists, keeping him secured to the large bed that took up most of his dwelling in your fortified basement.

Because as you circled your hips and grinded down on his cock, finally forcing a throaty groan from him, you were dying to know if the way his arms jerked was because he was desperate to touch you–to pull you closer–or desperate to shove you away.

You were pretty sure you got your answer a beat later when Ari moaned, his head falling back as he rutted his hips up hard, burying his cock even deeper in the hot, wet confines of your pussy.

“See," you breathed, gently cupping his handsome face between your hands as you bounced in his lap with more enthusiasm now, desperate to see him–and feel him–cum. "I knew you wanted this as much as me.”

“Don’t…" he gritted, moaning as you clenched around him on purpose. "Fuck." He panted, his jaw ticking and his brows drawing into a furrow as his chest hitched and his abs flexed. "Fuck, get off—“

"I don't think so, handsome," you grinned, undulating your hips and clenching around him some more, one of your hands burying in his hair and gripping hard enough to make him grunt with pain.

With another quiet, "Fuck!" Ari came with a shout, his big hands clenched into tight fists as he pumped up into you until he was completely spent.

And you were happily filled with his warm, sticky seed.

Sighing dreamily as you stared into his dazed eyes, you dropped your forehead to his, free hand sneaking down to rub at your clit so you could hit your peak too as you whispered, “I’m gonna give you the family you deserve.”

Dear, sweet, sinister Siri, I can only conclude you are trying to KILL ME!!!! THIS IS A DIRECT ATTACK!!!! 😩🫠🥴

That intimacy at the end with their foreheads pressed together. The way reader wants to give him everything—and take everything from him. The way his body craves it despite everything. I’d do it. Any day of the week.

#✨rachel replies✨ #step into my library #oh em geeeeeeee #hoe my god #good lord #and #sweet jesus #i go on a road trip #and return online to this #i was not prepared #stargazingfangirl18

[pink-lemonade-rose]

Reading is not as insignificant as we claim. First we must steal the key to the library. Reading is a provocation, a rebellion: we open the book's door, pretending it is a simple paperback cover, and in broad daylight escape! We are no longer there: this is what real reading is. If we haven't left the room, if we haven't gone over the wall, we're not reading.

Helene Cixous, Three Steps on the Ladder of Writing

#helene cixous #three steps on the ladder of writing #reading #literature #quotes #doorways #rebellion #first we must steal the key to the library #I know I just reblogged something like this but the quote didn't look quite right so I went and looked at my own copy of the book

[lemongogo]

can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3

#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me. #as in.an idea or concept that already exists #chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists. #and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it #i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim #like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations #but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know #like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness #and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty #and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh...... #i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete #and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better #but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard #and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel #one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it. #i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing #but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping #so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands #but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing #fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht #but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time #SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach #sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)

[fictionadventurer]

There's nothing quite like the euphoria of finding a book at exactly the right time. A book that you might mildly enjoy or even dislike at another time, but you happen to come across it in just the right mood or mindset, or at just the right age or just the right time of year, so it fits perfectly into your heart and it's elevated into something spectacular.

#books #random thought of the day #at the moment this is about the james whitcomb riley poetry book #it's just an old poetry book #an offhanded impulse library borrow #most of the time it'd be something i set aside after getting home and never actually read #but there's something about it that perfectly captures how i feel when i step outside this time of year #it's almost overwhelming just how unexpectedly strongly i'm reacting to what is fairly basic poetry #but i'm loving the experience #a similar thing happened when reading 'the dean's watch' during advent #it's an excellent book but reading it that time of year made it life-changing #reading lord of the rings during lent made it hit much harder than before #turned it from something i appreciated but didn't particularly like into part of the bedrock of my inner life #and as much as i lament the years i spent not reading gaskell i'm so glad i found wives and daughters when i did #because i might not have appreciated it if i found it earlier

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Saint Germain, shocked: You have a fake ID? With a fake name and everything?

Isaac: I don't have to explain myself-

Leonardo, sitting against a bookshelf on the floor: He used it to get a second library card so he can take out twice as many books at once.

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp isaac #ikevamp comte #ikevamp saint germain #ikevamp leonardo #ikevamp leo #ikevamp incorrect quotes #honestly i love the concept of this especially because isaac used to throw hands back in the day #isaac out here like 'im going goblin mode' and its just because he wants to carry ten more books than the library's limit allows #i dont even know how somebody says no to this guy in the first place #i swear he deflates even a little and it gives me that feeling like when i step on a dog's tail by accident #like 'oh my god im so sorry here take it take whatever you want' #i am also convinced that leonardo only knows about it cuz sebas was obsessed #comte is probably like 'honestly? could have been worse--i'll allow it' #the man has seen too much

[astragatwo]

This is the delusion I'm going to choose to live in for the foreseeable future, I think. (Bonus doodle under the cut)

#my art #project moon #limbus company #library of ruina #does it even count as limbus??? whatever #lor lesti #lor rose #do they have a ship name?? good ol slash will do ig #rose/lesti #listen i know i said i'd be taking a break but i watched the 4.5 event on youtube (bc i refuse to open the game) #and these 2 literal background characters with a Vague resemblance to rose & lesti put my brain in an active state of rot #fuck kjh i hope he steps down as ceo but also i need this out of my system or else i was gonna die #ANYWAYS. girls going on a beach date away from the WARP trains with new hair styles good for them #i miss my wife (trying to remember name) blue gebura #going back to my hiatus/break cave now. but if ur reading all these tags i do have other doodles & requests backlogged/in progress #im just.... waiting for pm to stop being silent and say something #fanart

[tendercoretroglodyke]

people will really stand around making small talk like "can you believe covid's back??" without a mask even in SIGHT, with no irony or self-awareness at ALL. truly astounding

#hey hey. why do you think its 'back'?? #come on. take a second. think it through you can do it 🤔🤔🤔 #i work at a library that has been giving out free covid tests and n95 masks throughout the pandemic #lately the covid test supply has dried up in the high demand #meanwhile barely anyone even LOOKS at the masks #often those that take them arent even wearing a mask. like. are you just taking things cos theyre free?? what are you gonna do with those #i literally had to step out of work and sit in my car for a minute bc im going crazy #im gonna snap i really am #its not a COLD #its LETHAL its DISABLING... care about people!! #wear a fucking mask!!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

how do people do little comic things. this shits impossible lmao

#im going to purposefully give up and come back to this tomorrow #maybe start over if im in a silly goofy mood #this stupid little thing is Kicking My Ass #ask *about my au*: hey what happened to barnabys arm #me: okay either i type out a boring answer or i give you over-complicated doodles that probably dont line up well #my visual library when it comes to like.... #placement and angles and consistent line of movement (if that makes sense) #is absolute shite. like its terrible. i dont know what im doing haha #im still trying tho! still trying.... #might have to thumbnail it first #its like any new art skill - start with all the steps and then later you can Skip them #im trying to skip them immediately and its getting me Nowhere #absolutely unprompted #looking longingly at the art blogs i follow that make wonderful little au comics that Visually Make Sense #someday ill be like them.... #whew ok simple rant over. ill work on something else for now

[bookwyrminspiration]

guess who just went to the library and DIDNT bring home any books at all!! even though i specifically went around looking at books despite my better judgement!! amazing what we’re capable of <3

#quil’s unholy underworld #also saw someone returning a bunch of keeper books on my way out and I literally stopped mid step to do a double take #so. if that’s was you. in the blue (s) shirt with bright orange/white sneakers. talking about someone who was being tested for COVID? hi #*(?) #books in a suitcase putting them on the rolly thing while you chatted with the librarian #anyway #i think the universe specifically kept me from checking out books #because there were three different series I probably would’ve grabbed #but each one I was interested in the first book wasn’t there #so. decided that meant maybe I should quit while I was ahead and just leave #because i have so many books to read already #but anyway! #love libraries and the librarians all know me on sight peace and love <3 #also the local used bookstore knows me and my family on sight #so. clearly we’re doing something right and yeah I might be bragging a little. for fun

[xbonniexcrossx]

Lana Myers | Mindf*ck series by S.T. Abby

I am obsessed with her. Each reread ends with me barking like a dog.

For those not in the know, this girl is a revenge serial unaliver who gets a boyfriend named Logan. Logan ends up being the profiler FBI agent in charge of catching her.

Screams pierce my ears, and I realize that moment of weakness with Mr. Profiler earlier doesn't affect how pretty the screams sound.

"You're supposed to be dead." I stare up at him, moving the blade over his thigh, feeling his tremble. "You should have killed me deader,"

I'm just a girl in love with a man who's destined to hate me when he learns the truth.

#digital art #drawing #art #drawdrawdraw #fanart #books & libraries #literature #mindfuck #mindfuck series #s.t. abby #lana myers #the risk #step on me #step on my throat #step on my face #make me your bitch #i would bark like a dog for her

[avatar-aaang]

I CANT FIND MY DOLL IM GOING INSANE

#personal #ugh ive even asked saint anthony THREE TIMES and NOTHING #and ive asked my mom and her partner and my partner and my brother and and and #no one can find him:((( #i even retraced my steps and went back to the library and asked them to look #but no dice there either #i miss him i want him back!!!

[bigkickguy]

I have not animated in many years - anyway here's a super tiny wip of a one step from eden mod I'm making! When I get too bored I just like making little things haha if I finish making Yesod I also want to make Roland! But also Malkuth and Gebura!! ...and the rest of the head librarians.... I'll see how many I get done haha

#kickdraw #library of ruina #one step from eden #yesod #hahaaaa i did all my secondary animation before any body movement and now yesod is just standing there hadkfjghadf #i've never animated on such a small scale before it's fun! #idk what spells to give him or weapon yet - we'll figure it out eventually haha

[tinydragondreamer]

Library of Ruina AKA Lol Get Booked Idiots.

I made this real quick to satiate my ever-growing list of dumb project moon ideas i cook up in my brain rot. It's to hopefully keep the guilt of not finishing things at bay, so that I don't get overwhelmed by the WIP monster.

hopefully "a wolf in judgement bird's clothing" gets finished next!!!

#i am. i am SO SO NORMAL. about deuteragonists that are foils for each other #they are worsties. they are besties. they'd kill each other. they're a comedic duo. #where's the post that's like “you have to be close enough to dance in order to step on each other's feet” or something because yesyesyes #hhhhhhhhh #anyways yea so normal about this #library of ruina #my experience with lor is “lol get booked idiots” except sometimes the idiots is me #project moon

[b4kuch1n]

hey. just woke up and drank a giant cup of milk&coffee.

#my train of thought was [...] I like lineart. some people dont. #what if we mash that together #bakuspeech #I also asked this on my twitter btw #to port over the tweet verbatim #yes I meant that in the post like a kind of coloring book btw. but digital #I do just have the stuff lyin around at least from like. june last year? #since I got this laptop #no I dont delete anything I've done ever. I am Like That yes #if we're doing this obvious limits of ''do not sell my lineart that you colored'' and #''do not claim I made or asked you to make your version'' apply #I'm not gonna sell the files either they're just gonna be in a big zip to grab on like. itch or something #non-commercial going both way here #but yeah. if theres a good amount of demand I'll put the zip together #and thats it! for today's morning program #I'm goin out for library card and sticker delivery today. mayhaps even picture frames #hope ur doing well. hope the daylight lightens ur steps #have fun & enjoy chronology!

[artificial-condition]

I’m going to lose it I fucking hate working full time

#my thoughts #there’s already drama and I don’t! want! to! be! involved! #I feel like I’m in a tug of war between two people at my work who keep advising me not to let the other bully me into doing what the other #wants #they keep trying to get me to pick the desk THEY think I should pick #I DONT CARE ABOUT THE DESKS #STOPPPPP #also my free time is gone and I’m doing work that I don’t find deeply fulfilling #somehow I am passionate about the library but not passionate about doing it full time #you know what nevermind it’s not that hard to get. I hate the 40 hour workweek #literally fantasizing about quitting #no but for real I can’t do this the rest of my life #so I’m taking steps to starting a home bakery #I find cooking and baking deeply fulfilling #I applied for my home based processor license and I’m scoping out farmers markets to sell at #gotta look into the business aspect of it (starting an LLC) #also just so sad #I want to cry a lot #I feel caged inside like an animal #I want to go outside and work outside

[bookpillows]

Ya girl is finally employed after a year ❤️ I start my new job in my dream field Monday 🥲

#it will just be me and my boss which I prefer #and we have such similar personalities I’m going to love working with her #and the guy I’m replacing has been with her for a few years #came in completely inexperienced like I will be #and now he’s taking his next career steps #so all positive so far #and the pay is exactly what I asked for 😭 #going to try to get through my physical library stack for the next few days