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anti-ilusao · 1 year
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Carta aberta para o meu ex.
Já se passaram quase 2 anos que terminamos, mas nossa relação é diferente, afinal temos um filho e sentimos um carinho pelo outro. Esse carinho não é visível aos olhos, este carinho surge quando você fala de mim com alguma pessoa, ou quando estamos juntos, só nós.
Eu sinceramente não sei se vamos nos reencontrar, mas sei que você é o amor da minha vida, talvez eu também seja da sua, isso o tempo vai dizer, eu fico de longe comemorando suas vitórias, pensando o quanto você melhorou como pai, não me arrependo de ter você como pai do meu filho apesar de tudo que passamos.
Eu sinto saudades dos almoços de domingo, de sair as sextas com você para lanchar, de passar o final de semana quietinhos dentro de casa. Era tão bom. Mas Deus tem um propósito pra tudo e eu respeito isso!
As pessoas pensam “o que vc viu nele? Ele só sai” A resposta é simples, ele me mostrou o lado dele que ninguém conhece, me mostrou o quanto é carinhoso, atencioso, e se preocupa comigo, foi isso que me encantou.
Queria que a gente fosse menos orgulhosos e nos entendêssemos, mas tudo tem seu tempo, e eu sigo esperando apenas 🖤
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zivazivc · 2 months
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Sorry if this has already been asked before but why did the band break up? And did they break up on decent terms? Do they still talk to each other sometime?
It has been asked before, I just never answered jshfbdjcbh I'm still piecing everything together and stuff is changing or getting tweaked all the time, so I'm always super hesitant about answering these types of questions, afraid that people will take whatever I say as the final answer. So basically what I'm going to answer now will already contradict what I told some people already. And maybe in the future the story might go a little differently too (although I'm pretty satisfied with the current events)
Uhhh, get ready for a long info dump. I didn't expect I'd write this much...
Floyd basically stayed with the band for 8 years (from 14 till 22) and got pretty messed up in the process. The rest of the guys are all quite older than him so I guess I could say they were more responsible, or at least had a better understanding of their own limits (also they grew up in this kind of environment or grew up aware of it, while Floyd was oblivious and naive about all of it) and while they do get drunk and do drugs often, none of them are really dependent on them. They are also pretty good judges of character and know how to avoid trouble. Floyd on the other hand drove in with no breaks and constantly got himself in trouble that the rest (mostly Les) had to drag him out of. He also developed bipolar during this time (in my story Floyd constantly fluctuates between being saturated and being desaturated because of this) and his manic and depressive episodes started getting out of hand after his teenage years. (None of them are aware it's a mental disorder that's making him act so out of character.)
Floyd was becoming miserable because of this and all of his problems pilling up, and started blaming Les for the way he was. Les never argued this which only fueled Floyd to blame him more. In the end he was getting so frustrated and irritable that Floyd constantly tried starting arguments with him, even putting him down and getting aggressive at times because Les gets very unresponsive and closed off during personal conversations (guy is a giant onion of suppressed trauma that Floyd is hellbent on peeling open).
Eventually there was one fight too many, terrible things were said, some objects flew through the air, and Floyd walked out (or Hed kicked him out, I haven't decided yet) with the promise of going home and never seeing them again.
So, yeah, it was very messy and Floyd was the primary asshole, even though he's not really to blame either...
But Floyd didn't make it home (was too scared to sneak through Bergen Town to get to the tree (i don't think i can judge him for that either)) and he just returned to the reckless lifestyle, this time without anyone being there to keep him safe. So if he was messed up before, this is the time period where he got absolutely fucked up. This is also when he got heavily addicted to sour worms. And when he chronically slept around (half the time just to get offered free worms or have somewhere to sleep, other times because he was having manic episodes and was feeling hypersexual). (This is also potentially the period when he had the two eggs with that techno troll, but I'm still thinking if I want that to be canon to the story or not.) During this time he also grew to become very anxious and his self-confidence went to shit when he was being himself.
Then after about three years of that, he bumped into Les at some party. He wanted to dodge him out of shame but Les grabbed his arm and manhandled him outside to talk. Floyd felt like shit about the way they had split up and tried apologizing for all the stuff he had said and done to Les, but Les wasn't having any of that because he wasn't angry at Floyd, he was just worried about him. Les is also insanely empathetic like Floyd, and he knew that Floyd never really meant any of it, and that he was just looking for an outlet when he was hurting. Also he does think he is to blame for the way Floyd ended up.
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Les wanted to know why he didn't go home like he had said (because that was the only reason Les had even let him walk out in the first place). A few exchanged words later and Floyd broke down telling him all the awful things he'd done, and Les promised to help him, feeling insanely guilty. Floyd wondered if he was allowed back in the band but Les made it clear that the band wasn't good for him and that he was never taking him back. Instead Les helped him go though rehab. I don't think trolls have those institutions (or at least not many are aware of them or how they work (I'm sorry but I refuse to believe the Trolls world has internet and cellphones, Mountrageons can keep that for themselves lol)), so it was more or less just Les finding Floyd a job and his own place to stay in the middle of bumfuck nowhere where he had no option but to detox, and constantly checking up on him to make sure he was doing okay. During this time they grew pretty close again. Or maybe the better term would be that Les slowly started putting his walls down again.
Hed needed a while to warm up to Floyd again. He's almost as protective of Les as Les is of him, and he resented Floyd for the way he had treated him.
Flea is pretty phlegmatic when it comes to any sort of arguing or drama. He was casual about seeing Floyd again, they were never super close anyway.
And Liv, she left the band when she and Hed broke up (haven't decided if that happened before or after Floyd left), so Floyd didn't get to see her again after bumping into Les at the party. And I haven't thought yet if they'd ever meet again somewhere later in life. But if they did, I think they'd both be happy to see each other.
Anyway...
Floyd managed to detox and successfully kept the job for about a year, but then he became manic again and messed it all up. After that he returned to his nomadic lifestyle, but he never fell as hard as those three years again. In my story Floyd's life is a constant cycle of getting his life together and fucking it up and booking to the next place. And he and Les are trapped in a never-ending cat and mouse game where they're both trying to fix each other.
So, uh, Les and Floyd are still very close and see each other somewhat often...
(sometimes monthly, sometimes yearly)
Yeah...
I am so fucking obsessed with them I'm gonna hurl. Please take this song before I combust:
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cemeterything · 1 year
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DUDE, re: that post you reblogged about pigeons and doves, do you know of the Luzon bleeding heart (Gallicolumba luzonica)?
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if i was this bird i'd prank people by clutching my chest and stumbling around and screaming "oh god it hurts so bad! oh fuck somebody help me!" and then sitting up and laughing at their faces when they realize they got totally bamboozled
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haunted-xander · 10 months
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Can't believe this is what ended up being my first drawing of Blade
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zaenaris · 8 months
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Here the 11 characters drawn by Wakui-sensei for the second Tokyo Revengers exhibitions from 27 November 2023 to 4 February 2024
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dlartistanon · 1 year
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Rhine’s most (reluctantly) eligible bachelor
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glamtheglove · 3 months
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while looking at the qsmp wiki and at Tubbo's page,I realized they didn't add Tommy to anything and I think they should, not even a page, just his minecraft character face,his name and his status of being married to tubbo. Nothing else not even context on how they married eachother(aka the one sided marriage that Tommy tricked him into)
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apostate-in-an-alcove · 2 months
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Watching Protestants wring their hands over Catholic rituals and religious traditions is so funny to me because they'll see a bunch of people kissing a crucifix, taking communion at Mass or carrying a large statue of the Virgin Mary in a procession and act as if Armageddon is happening at that moment. There are actual things in the Catholic Church worth critiquing but Prots miss the mark every time.
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caramelmacchiato07 · 5 months
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definition of girlboss: sally jackson
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intheholler · 9 months
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kojiarakiartworks · 21 days
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June 2013 KTM Kathmandu Nepal Swayambhunath
© KOJI ARAKI Art Works
Daily life and every small thing is the gate to the universe :)
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glittter-skeleton · 10 months
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Plus shoutout to the sitcom lawyer-bartender
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tired now gn
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idliketobeatree · 3 months
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picture this: we watch the first scenes of season 3, scrutinising the Archangel Aziraphale's look in all its supreme glory. new suit - check, sad eyes - check, sensible shoes - check. the only thing's not visible yet is the heavenly marks. we look for unusual spots, some shining strands of hair at the roots or new beauty mark behind the ear.
the season proceeds and you think, huh, maybe Aziraphale is too different?
that is, until he breaks down and cries. and his whole vision swims with gold. and the paths of dried tears are bright and reflective on his cheeks like a sacred virgin mary's statue
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r0semultiverse · 8 months
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Is Ablrecht Entrati hopping through space-time to ensure he becomes The Man In The Wall?
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Making sure canon events happen ever since (or even before) 1999?
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mechieonu · 4 months
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i love kai's spite and hatred i love that he and oogway were exes i love that all the other masters' charms are slung around his belt but oogway is kept close to his heart
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