#spoilers in tags beyond this point

[satsuha]

home

#legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers #zelink #spoilers in tags beyond this point #im so normal about them (lying) i cant even rmb the last time a series that wasnt my current hyperfix made me want to draw smth #i keep thinking about the ending scene and going 😦 ..>??!???!/ 384789wuri4ty #i just realized the hand he reached out to her with is the hand he just got back . for the first time in the game. fuck man #also im sure her saying im home is just a translation of tadaima but it hits different in english when u consider that like #shes been home this entire time... just not in the right Time.... its like..... shes only home when link is there.... #(fucked up)

[weathernerdmando]

...what the actual fuck is going on in Doctor Who right now.

#doctor who #doctor who spoilers #s13 spoilers #doctor who finale spoilers #i think that should cover it #spoilers in tags beyond this point #GALLIFREYAN TIME LORD CYBERMAN??? #i have missed A LOT since 10 #bits of 11 and 12 and 13 but WHAT THE FUC

[secondbeatsongs]

new year, new food crime

I hate it when recipe bloggers tell you the entire rundown of their day before giving the recipe, so just to start off, I'm going to put this here:

3 cups of liquid (water + shrimp water) 3 packets unflavored gelatin 1 tbsp vegetable base (or a bouillon of some kind; that'd probably be fine) 1 large handful of shrimps (approx 20) 3 eggs, hard-boiled and sliced 1 small bag mixed frozen vegetables, thawed a gelatin mold or bowl with a capacity of 4 cups

now, looking at this ingredients list you might be asking, "hey SBS, what the fuck did you cook this time?" and to that I say: buckle up.

so I've been watching Arne & Carlos' videos for a bit, firstly because I was curious if they were gay (they seem to be), and secondly because I like their knitting patterns

but their channel isn't just knitting! they also cook together, and it's fun and chaotic, and one of the things they cooked…intrigued me.

I don't know how this dish is spelled. cabaret? kabaret? there are only a few recipes for it online, and most of those are not in english. but essentially, it is a Norwegian aspic with shrimp, vegetables, and hard-boiled egg in it.

what is aspic, you might ask? well, it's…I mean…it's meat jello. that's what it is. you cook meat for a while (some recipes say to use pig's feet, snout, etc), and it makes a gelatinous broth, which solidifies when it cools.

delightful!

however, I am not willing to make aspic from scratch for this, so I substituted it with unflavored gelatin packets. hooray!

(apparently in Norway, you can buy packets of instant aspic! but since you can't do that here, I looked up what ingredients are in instant aspic, and after putting them through google translate, decided "huh, seems like gelatin powder with some kind of bouillon", so that's how I ended up here)

this recipe isn't so much cooking as it is…construction. like sure, you heat up the gelatin, but after that it's pretty much just putting stuff together.

and apparently you can make this with pre-cooked or canned shrimp, but I only had the raw frozen kind, so I put them in a saucepan with just enough water to cover them, heated them until they were fully cooked, and then saved the water from the pan to mix in with the gelatin.

so, shrimpy water + enough water to make 3 cups of liquid, and then I mixed in vegetable base until it tasted…fine. (it didn't taste good, it just tasted…okay.)

then I heated up the liquid in the microwave (in a big 4-cup measuring cup), mixed in the three gelatin packets, and there you go! that's all of the cooking done.

now, for the assembly.

I put some of the shrimp all the way at the bottom of the jello mold, trying to arrange it so that it would look nice. I sliced the hard-boiled eggs, and put the prettiest slices of egg around the edges, sprinkling in some vegetables and pouring gelatin as I went.

…and then I gave up on being artistic, and just kinda lumped everything else in, and covered it with the gelatin mixture.

(unfortunately I didn't think to take pictures of the assembly portion of this, because I was multitasking at the time and got distracted, but you'll just have to trust me that it was a tolerable experience, and didn't look very interesting)

after that I chucked it into the fridge (gently), and left it alone while I streamed with makerrcat for a bit, stayed up way too late, and then passed out in a dramatic fashion.

13-ish hours later, I rescued it from its frigid prison.

hmmm

stare into the murky depths with me for a moment. look at this…nightmarish placid soup. this motionless broth.

one of my egg slices definitely didn't get covered all the way. 

ah, well.

to unmold this monstrosity, I put it in a bowl of hot water for a minute or so, until it seemed like it could pull away from the edges. it really didn't take much, so if you (god forbid) try this yourself, keep an eye on it. gelatin melts fast.

then I put a plate over the jello mold, and flipped it over.

after a few tense seconds, it released from the mold with a slimy kthnk sound.

carefully. nervously. I lifted the mold.

and then I let out an involuntary "oh!" because…

…it's kind of…eerily beautiful?

like in a horrifying sort of eldritch way, it looks…lovely

vegetables and shrimp and eggs, suspended not just in space but in time, preserved and surrounded by a gelatinous cocoon…

I just like staring at it, okay! I just think it looks cool! so here's another picture of it from the side:

the egg slices…the little bits of yolk…enchanting

it definitely smells like food. but it's unclear what kind. vaguely shrimp-vegetable-egg, but muddled

let's cut into it

oh. oh god. it made kind of a…squelch? when I cut it?

hold on, you have to experience this for yourselves

god. deeply unsettling.

now, seeing what the inside is like is kind of interesting! there are places where the gelatin has sort of splintered apart from being cut, and there are gaps where pieces of vegetable have fallen out.

but...how does it taste?

...

fuck.

I really like it

this bizarre combination of textures is weirdly satisfying! the squish of the egg and the gelatin, the slight crunch of the vegetables and shrimp, it's just…good?

the gelatin itself just tastes vaguely of broth, but I don't mind it! I don't know if I would eat it by itself, but with the shrimp, egg, and veggies, it's perfectly okay!

the shrimp, egg, and vegetables of course just taste (respectively) like shrimp, egg, and vegetables, but that's...fine? I like all of these things, so this is pretty enjoyable!

so, some of the recipes I managed to find mention serving it with sort of a mayo-mustard mix, so obviously I have to try that

this...helps? like, it tastes really pleasant?

not that it was bad before, but it remains an enjoyable experience!

and a video that I saw (but could not understand) seemed to show it served on a piece of bread, again with the mayo-mustard.

this is also fine! I enjoy this too! I don't feel like it needs the bread, but it's all right!

this is bizarre.

I think most people would probably hate this. it's got the look of a 1960s party food (which is probably what it is), and "meat jello" isn't a texture that modern society regularly enjoys, but…I love it.

I actually love this.

I kind of understand now why people call dishes like this a "jello salad", because…I mean, I'm eating it, and my brain is saying, "yup. this is a salad" and I have no fucking idea why, but this right here? salad. for sure.

cold, wet salad.

damp, even.

so like...is this objectively good food? probably not.

but is it fun to eat? I think so. 

it's refreshing, somehow. it's light, but also more filling than I expected it to be. I have no idea how much would be considered a reasonable serving, but I intend to figure it out as I go along.

so I'm not saying "go make this!" because although this combination of textures plays well with my brain in particular, I don't think that would be the case for everybody.

but I will be eating the rest of this.

weirdly? weirdly, it's just good.

-

an edit, a few days later:

I have done it. I have consumed the entire thing. and I enjoyed every bite of it.

in fact, I plan on making it again! probably more than once!

food crime? no. food…

(pauses to look up what the opposite of "crime" is)

…food blessing. food virtue. food achievement! food…benevolence.

this is what cabaret is.

at least, that's what it is to me.

(create and consume at your own risk.)

#food crimes #food #beware the tags if you haven't clicked the read more #beyond this point there are spoilers #well. I dunno. can a food crimes post be spoiled? who knows. probably #anyway #you have been warned #cabaret #kabaret #aspic #gelatin #shrimp #by the way #I decided a reasonable serving is about 1/4 of this recipe #that was enough for lunch #serve it with a slice of bread and a glass of milk #and I think that'd probably be enough for dinner #for me anyway #idk how other humans operate #I did genuinely enjoy this by the way #this isn't a joke - I really genuinely loved this #there was something so pleasant about the texture #it's hard for me to explain #but it was delightful #joyous even #and I will make it again #oh! another thing #one thing that's the opposite of ''crime'' is ''justice'' #so it could be ''food justice'' #which is‚ if I'm not mistaken‚ what happens in a food court

[jahiera]

thinking of a new tav who's an archfey warlock perhaps... she made a pact with [patron pending] to help her kill her last two husbands so she could keep their money. she's a noblewoman from the upper city of baldur's gate. definitely knew cazador from society parties & when astarion drops his lore unfortunately her first reaction is "oh he had such nice finger sandwiches at his parties. can we find out where he got those before we kill him." "well he probably ate the chef after so. no." "hm. sad. ah well!" because she sucks so much. she's going to romance Wyll perhaps (?) and MAYBE he can fix her. maybe. likely not but Perhaps.

#pers ⚔️ #I miss Nelka too.. she was my og Wyll Concept (deep gnome bard with Wyll is just. it's just CUTE.) #but Nelka might be funnier with Gale actually.... she also sucks so much but in a much different way..... #bard4hero is a classic but I wonder if it's too easy. warlock4warlock has fun implications for wyll's later story arc #a girlie who's selfish and capricious and a bit foppish learning that Love Is Real; Actually. #thought she could social ladder climb perhaps when she finds out that he's Duke Ravengard's son and then. boom. SURPRISE. #you're actually in love. woe learning to love be upon ye. #all I know is she full throttle slams BREAK YOUR PACT with Mizora because by that point she wants him to be free so badly she'll kill #ANOTHER cambion for him. she does NOT care. and then they still save his dad. #going above & beyond for your Hero Boyfriend who likes saving people so much when you just wanted to #con people out of their money. tch. #i love how i started this out going 'maybe?' and then convinced myself in the tags. WYLL ROMANCE LETS GO. #bg3 spoilers

[nyerus]

Highlights from Tiān Guān Cì Fú/Heaven Official’s Blessing (天官赐福) - Chapter 86

Bonus:

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #hob #tgcf manhua #tgcf manhua highlights #!!!please do not read the tags beyond this point because of spoilers!!! #but omg he xuan fine as FUCK #like we all knew yeah #BUT STILL #also what a drama queen #and still #sweetie you gotta try harder you hardly look 'beaten up' #LMFAO #also god i sure hope next chapter we have the scene of xie lian falling into hua cheng's lap other wise i crei #but i fear censorship might take that one from us too boiz

[ninjaaa-go]

why am I getting so emotional about a little plastic ghost??? morro seriously has such a grip on me it’s insane

#I have too many thoughts that I can’t properly articulate here #but I’ve been watching dragons rising and just saw episode 5 so no spoilers beyond that please #but oh boy and I feeling some things about Morro #I think part of it is just supremely unfortunate timing because literally right before I watched the episode #I finished writing a chapter of my Morro centric fic and the stuff I was writing today was about his identity and how #his connection to the wind plays into it #so I was kind of emotionally primed to just have a lot of feelings about a new master of wind #I have a lot of feelings about dragons rising in general both good and bad but that’s a whole separate deal #idk if I had a point and I’m just rambling now but Morro has just really carved out a soft spot in my heart #and I’m probably too attached to him but what can you do #he and Jay are my specialest little guys and I am not capable of being normal about them #ninjago #lego ninjago #dragons rising #ninjago dragons rising #Ninjago dragons rising spoilers #dragons rising spoilers #they’re just in the tags but I figure better to be safe #ninjago morro

[devotedlystrangewizard]

the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.

he never was.

#ramblings #incoherent beyond belief its 4 am #and im trying to avoid manga spoilers #might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything #actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers #manga readers know whats up #idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet #but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so #cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO #which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away #but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound #him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder #trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others #hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him #he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS #ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be #his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything #which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk #like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him #but. #hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late #both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR #also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot #the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it #CRAZY #if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga #ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE

[crepe-of-wrath]

jjk spoilers 257

jjk spoilers 257

OK, so obviously JJK is taking a giant step toward the end of Sukuna, and that's only natural, that's how the plot was always ordained to go. It's OK: a character being dead does has never really bothered horny fanwriters and artists.

(this being said Hori better leave Aizawa alone...)

All I ask is that the hot, deep-voiced, four-armed pleasure bicycle that is Sukuna goes out in a way that is worthy of the skill and smarts he has shown so far. Gege, please don't nerf him into an idiot. He's many, many awful, war criminal things, but he's not an idiot.

#jjk spoilers #jjk 257 #jjk manga spoilers #jjk sukuna #true form sukuna #not actual spoiler but spolierish/weird tags beyond this point #la la la i am trying to push the weird tags out of sight on the dashboard #i hate falling for the evil but competent ones #i'm still scarred by what happened to varys and littlefinger on GoT #nothing more infuriating that people who were too peasant to appreciate my smart and evil (or morally ambiguous in Varys's case) pookies #whooping and hollering and calling them frauds when they faced their inevitable defeat as required by the plot #(in the case of Baelish GRRM straight up said he wouldn't do the stupid shit they made him do...I will never stop being pissed about this) #my pookies weren't frauds #the writers were frauds #who were too stupid to figure out how smart characters would realistically fail #gege you fucking killed nanami don't you dare take out sukuna in a way that makes the fraudkuna clowns crow

[hovkinnie]

honkai domination and kolosten arc spoilers/rambling+ some heavy complaining after the read more (it's basically a whole ass essay im so fucking sorry lkfjdslkfjdslkfj)

thinking ab how fucking rad and meaningful kolosten would've been if the domination arc had ended with kiana and HoV coexisting instead of what we got.

It definitely would've been better to do that with more setup of them actually talking throughout the story (which is the same thing you can say about the way it went, imo) but even without it- it would've been even more in line with what I think are the most resonant themes of that story.

The thing that made me fall in love with honkai like I did was the themes around victimhood and antagonism. Sirin, Wendy, Bronya, basically all the Herrschers we've seen- whenever a character that wasn't Otto during the beginning stages of the story became a threat to the world, it was never really because they were "evil". They were victims of the cruel world around them, sometimes victims of the same organisms that fought against the supposed real evil of the honkai, and either broke or lashed out because of their real vulnerability.

But in a lot of those moments the story understood two things: one, that that's a tragedy, one that deserves to become motivation to change the world so this kind of thing can't happen again, and two, that if at all possible, despite the threat they might pose to our characters or the world, what they deserve isn't hostility but compassion. Because they aren't the perpetrators of their own violence, only the victims through which it becomes externalized.

This compassion IS extended to Sirin, not only in Second Eruption but also through Kiana, who, despite being a danger in a sense because of HoV, is shown compassion as one of two different people carrying on from Sirin's past.

But imo, it undercuts this theme that HoV isn't extended the same compassion. Because HoV is not only a more direct threat to the world than just Kiana by proxy, she's a much more direct inheritor of what Sirin could represent: A righful anger at the world that victimised her, one that isn't content to fight to protect that world.

And in a story that had at that point so wonderfully allowed characters who were framed as villains to be accepted for who they are, to be recognized as the victims they are and shown a path forward that didn't end with them burning out, in a story with Bronya's self-determination being fought for, with Mei becoming a Herrscher that fights in her own way to protect who she loves, with HoS being shown compassion, Fu Hua being stopped from sacrificing herself for absolution and a pointless so-called victory, with Seele being allowed to live in harmony with her other self and taking her own name, it's just painful that HoV's anger cannot be accepted and coexisted with.

I know that it's not a hugely popular opinion, but I think kolosten drops the ball with Otto, and I think it's because until that point, we had seen Otto from the perspectives of those who were the most hurt by his actions, some of whom might have developed a sort of stockholm syndrome but who were still able to see the hurt he's caused the world. We knew, always, that his view of the world did not include the real compassion that we'd seen growing in the main cast towards those victimised by him, the thing that to me was the emotional core of honkai. Where kolosten fails for me is that now we got so, so, SO much from his own perspective, his own hand-washing, while getting absolutely NOTHING about the people he'd hurt.

We knew throughout the story, always, that the kinds of experiments he'd done to people en masse for hundreds of years were a kind of mass torture that was what created Sirin as a Herrscher in the first place, the pain that created her anger. We knew that Kallen would've been better off if he'd never been so obsessed with her because we got her perspective on that history, and we knew that the world would've been better off in the years after that because we got the perspectives of the people most hurt by his actions. And yet kolosten gave us none of those perspectives, only focusing on him, the people with the most stockholm syndrome for him, and Kiana as a newly-reborn protagonist who isn't about to let anger cloud her judgement.

All kolosten felt like was a pity party for what was undoubtedly one of the most horrid men imaginable in that world. And that's really only because there were perspectives that were sorely lacking, perspectives that could've been there, ANGER that could've been there, if HoV was allowed to exist, if she was allowed to be there to say what I wanted to say the most to every character that I otherwise adore throughout that entire arc.

"Fuck this garbage fire that's been burning for 500 years. He doesn't get his pity party, or his one in a million shot to save someone who never wanted to be saved by him. He's hurt too many people to deserve anything other than a million void lances tearing him apart, one for each person whose life he ruined by existing."

Because if your compassions for victims doesn't extend to accepting that they're allowed to just fucking HATE those who hurt them, then it isn't worth shit.

#(this is like actually extremely long tbc pls don't click if ur not ready to read a whole ass essay) #honkai #honkai impact #honkai spoilers #herrscher of the void #hov #im not tagging anything else cause i don't want this to be seen as like tagging hate or w/e? #i love honkai and i talked ab the reasons why in here #it's just #i couldn't stop thinking and wanted to write it out #all the reasons why it felt like at some point it started really failing in the regard that i used to love it the most #yes even beyond the fact the girls are gay #i read yuri every day that's not gonna be what moves the needle and makes something one of my favorite games ever

[suckerforobliviousidiotsinlove]

Just finished Good Omens season 2

Not saying any spoilers but if you don’t wanna know the mood of the ending don’t read further

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHFUCKFUCKFUCKWTFYOUFUCKERSWHYSCREAMINGEATINGMYARMSDROWNINGINMYTEARSAHHHHHHHHHHHOWCOULDYOUDOTHISYOUFUCKINGFUCKERSFUCKAHHHHHHHH

#good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #good omens season two #good omens prime #good omens minor spoilers #? #good omens spoilers #go2 spoilers #just in case #go2 #go #gos2 #neil gaiman #spoilery tags beyond this point #oblivious idiots in love #I really do mean idiots #why why why

[andromeda-galaxy2877]

New AADD chapter!! I forgot to post here for the last one, but I didn't forget this time!

The countdown has reached zero! Click here to read Ashes Ashes, Dust to Dust chapter 17: "What Could've Been".

Please please look at the tags of the fic first. This one is BRUUUTAL. I am. So sorry in advance.

Have fun!!

#rottmnt #rottmnt apocalypse #rottmnt ashes ashes dust to dust #future raph #spoilers in the tags beyond this point #first major death! #LISTEN I had to explain how and why they'd have his empty carapace on the wall in that deleted scene!! #if it makes y'all feel better I felt sick writing it <3

[quietpersephone]

as a bo-katan enjoyer since the clone wars i am excited. as a din djarin lover i am so confused. it's like the story is progressing around him but refuses to actually touch him. what is his arc now beyond serving as a catalyst in bo's story?

#TV Tag #Star Wars #The Mandalorian #Din Djarin #Bo-Katan Kryze #Spoilers #I'm starting to wonder if they just should have done this Bo and the darksaber stuff in a mini series or something #Din having it in the first place and setting up conflict only to never follow through and pass it back to her on a technicality is like??? #What was the point beyond Bo's personal redemption? #Like if that was the goal then I wouldn't have a problem if it didn't come at such a detriment to Din's character #But who knows maybe something major will happen in the final two episodes that puts it all in perspective #(Me at the delusional store)

[muninnhuginn]

having to make myself just pull back a second and go for "simplest explanation that fits all the facts and isn't accidentally inferring beyond the facts we do have".

#I tend to not want to eliminate possibilities so long as there's even a small chance of them happening and I get why #but at the same time I've ended up doubting things that I think in retrospect I should have taken at face value. #so being sus of ltx beyond the point at which it was clear she wasn't some secret mastermind and wondering if chen bin was even possessed. #and I've ended up making assumptions without realising we're not actually shown it (re: presuming photo possession allowed control) #I think it's mainly just frustrating because in retrospect I can see the clues all lining up. it's not that it wasn't fair play. #the pieces were all there. #link click #link click spoilers #(for the tags :V) #And I'll be honest. Usually I just keep theorising to myself unless I'm super certain or enough other people think similarly #because sometimes I'm on point and can't explain why and other times I trust hunches and don't realise that's what I'm doing so get confuse #when suddenly a piece of media seems to 'contradict' itself. when it's actually just contradicting what I thought I'd inferred #just. taking a step back and trying to apply the simplest explanation that fits. applying common sense as to what fits within genre etc. #I feel really weird about meta-gaming theorising using stuff like current pacing etc but at the same time it's still data that's available #and as long as it's not stuff like idk an interview giving it all away I don't think it's necessarily 'cheating'? #(may delete later idk)

[buttercupshands]

aren't exactly the "active" one this week since... yeah

#and also 2.1 of Star Rail came out #and I've been feeling really bad irl #getting Acheron ended with getting Bailu e1 and I'm pretty normal with this #if you don't count the fact that I was planning on getting her Sparkle and Luocha's eidolons... and would probably get none of them? #then yeah it's fine #Imaginary team will get their Preservation guy ig #why only the blond characters are those 5* that are haunting my hsr acc is just... #eh it's just funny at this point #either way the next day after 2.1 came there was this chapter's spoilers #and they destroyed me #so I'm basically like a broken jenga rn #or a thrown glass #shattered beyond repair but I'm slowly getting back together #and then there was this thing of getting us all looked up and getting some of our blood #medical stuff mostly nothing serious #and then I almost fell unconcious right after they took some and felt awful ever since #it was like yesterday so I'll get better #surely... #either way I should tag spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #bnha 418 #shitpost #I'm literally holding on with this page only #and it's bad since afo is back #feels like hell honestly

[rabidrobbioli]

miguel o'hara is projecting so hard like bestie everyone sees right through u.....

#this is not a spoiler because there is no context but as soon as i finish this tag i will elaborate so SPOILERS BEYOND THIS POINT #disclaimer i havent read any spiderman comics ever so im just theorizing on thin air here #but it feels pretty obvious to me that miguel....is also not supposed to be spider man? #his webs his claws his personality everything. he is pretty clearly different to all the other spiderpeople #hes the one that left his dimension and replaced his dead alt #hes probably not even a spiderman by anything other than name #and he sees himself in miles and h a t e s i t #miguel o'hara #atsv spoilers #spiderverse spoilers #atsv

[damiemontclair]

Me: *gets back into bsd fandom through the anime after years away*

Tumblr posts suggestions: hello yes your favourite character apparently just died in one of the most recent chapters of the manga, have fun!

#bsd #bsd spoilers #I have no idea what is even going on I haven't caught up with the manga yet; I'm barely up to date on the anime #And thus my knowledge ends at 'chuuya and fyodor appear to be dead' #I have no clue what happens in the manga last that and now I feel like dropping this all again like a hot potato #Because the point was that I didn't want to get hurt getting attached to silly little anime men again only for them to die #But here we fucking are. Somebody fucking kill me now pls. #Hu. Wait. Maybe chuuya will bring him back. Hes still a vamp right? He could bring him back. Right? #Abilities can only be activated if you're alive right? Right???? #(yes I know I am grasping at straws but that would take care of two different issues: #Bring dazai back and nullify the vamp ability on chuuya; thjs bringing soukoku back. Right??) #God I am supposed to be sleeping I have work in the morning; not be up at 1am freaking out about accidental tumblr spoilers #And trying to come up with wild theories why and how dazai will survive this #Also fuck everyone who doesn't fucking tag their spoilers bc I for one had the bsd spoiler tag blocked #But some people in the bsd tag did *not* tag spoilers and I don't pick what tumblr suggests to me beyond blocked tags #damie talks