#sorry. ill stop talking now

[be-good-to-bugs]

2022

#tw sh #tw self harm #ive felt unsure of posting art like this but. i really like it and think its nice. around 2 years ago i noticed a big push by people to #attack people who make vent art or even just gore art and ive been a bit scared to post anything like that sbit i dont see it anymore #i think it was a pretty short lived thing but i was personally attacked (different blog) and its kinda scared me from doing it #but i like these drawings. its just like all my other stuff but it has sh in it. im working through a recent relapse rn #im also worried abt making any followers uncomfortable but if they dont wanna see sh art then they should already have the tag blocked #so thats probably not an issue #tw gore #idk if id even call this vent art. im not sad or anything. im just trying to deal with it in a calm way #sorry. ill stop talking now #orbs art #thinking of inking these but idk. its nothing new but i just really like them

[obsob]

here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud!!

✷(print shop)✷

#mine #original #euheuhe hello..i hope everyone is having a good day #we are going on a bird boat thing on wednesday im very excited about it #what else.....me and my bf went on a walk on sunday and i saw damsel flies and shield bugs and a duck with 13 ducklings #i bought a jellycat sun bag which is now all i talk about #ive started reading assassins apprentice by robin hobb!!!! its so good!!!! #im so excited there are so many books in the series to read #i doubt i will like all of them but i will give them all a go #today i will stop and hve dinner n then walk the dog and then do exercise and have a bath #and then i will. play zelda #and then tomorrow i will do shop stuff and also help my mum buy a bench apparently #i need to buy snacks also. i hve a snack stash in my rooom bc of mental illness purposes and i am low.....need snacks #maybe i will do that tomorrow. brain schedule is full up for today sorry #also. unrelated. i have my period???? again????? ive already had it this month hello i dont need another im good im all done #my hormones r going ??OAGHGHGHUH #also i want like . cute bra. but like not a bra like just cloth thats like. tit shaped. a bralet? is that what that is? no idea #anyway. hve nice evening. or else. #i have a headache #OH ALSO. i need to legally chnage my name SKFSABJSBK #put that on th todo list #i cant rmemeber how 2 do it i think it was very straight forward n cost like. £10 or smth

[moeblob]

What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?

#fe warriors three hopes #mercedes von martritz #miklan anschutz gautier #we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it #i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way #so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault) #did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him #no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF #no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how #he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes #who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ? #like that npc stuck with me a while ok #just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now #i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo

[spiderziege]

potential builds to draw: maybe mumbo's vault from this season? or etho's s7 monstrosity?

i went with the monstrosity which ended up being a lot more difficult than i thought lol. i have a couple more screenshot i wanna draw too so i might add to these at some point

#the thing is like. usually with fanart of bases - the builds are always supposed to resemble /something/ #wether thats an irl architecture style or a fantasy style or a real material and physics and whatever. which makes fanart easier #cause you can use that as reference #but with the monstrosity thats kinda impossible cause it doesnt really. resemble anything #its like if there was a style of architecture that was just 'minecraft' it would look like this i think #this doesnt make sense at all sorry ill stop talking now #anyway. i love this build very much but drawing it is a struggle lmao #my art #hermitcraft #ethoslab #etho

[voetballers]

I'd like to correct one of my previous posts; I believe that the victim was actually 15 at the time of the videos being sent to her. Her birthday according to a Tweet wishing her happy birthday is on the 30th of November. She's turning 20 this year in 8 days (as of 22.11.2023), meaning when she originally sent the video of Dream moaning over her and sexting her, she was 15 at the time of 31st August 2019 (when the video was originally sent from Jamie (the victim) through Twitter DMs). Dream's birthday is on the 12th of August 1999, meaning he was a 20 year old sexting a 15 year old, and not 16-17 like everyone says — I assume that calling her 16 was just done for ease of talking about the situation, but if mine and my close friend's maths is right, she was 15 at the time.

#matt.txt #dream situation #i keep saying 'ok ill stop talking about it now' and then i dont stop talking about it im sorry to my uninvolved/uninvested followers #Love you all mwah mwah #still sick i fear etc etc etc #i think writing long posts like this whilst sick and mentally unstable is a stupid choice but whatever. its ok #that being said all of my posts are okay to reblog

[thedeafprophet]

also i dont care what they do, im still gonna keep drawing The Manager my way. I had my design first lmao

#prophet's fl nonsense #okay sorry ill stop talking now lmao

[koheletgirl]

[id: clips of rebecca bunch from “crazy ex girlfriend”, set to "anti hero" by taylor swift /end id]

it's me! hi

#well this pretty much possessed me #planned the entire thing while walking naga and then. here we go #sorry about. being a part time swiftie #a cxg edit where the visuals are from cxg. that's new for me #this was a lot for me personally. rebecca is. a lot for me personally #btw. i decided not to include the darker parts for obvious reasons (i.e this thing is pretty dumb) #so. sorry about that #ok ill stop talking now. tags #cxg #crazy ex girlfriend #my edits #does this count as #cxg x misc #probably not. it goes there anyway #🤎 #100

[sepulchritude]

Wow people really are such monstrous cunts about BPD huh? Like I knew that but holy shit

#a forum thread including MULTIPLE THERAPISTS and everyone’s saying yeah just don’t ever date or talk to anyone with BPD #they’re all universally psychopaths and nothing will ever change that #like. Tell Me Your Name Right Fucking Now so i can report you to your licensure office!! #cuntery!!! shameless cuntery!!!! #DBT has one of the highest success rates of any treatment modality! #it can help people to the point that they no longer meet diagnostic criteria!! #you call yourself a fucking helping professional but you can’t spare an ounce of professional empathy #for people who are LIVING that emotional rollercoaster? who have one of the higher suicide rates across mental illnesses? #oh i’m sorry is this person too mentally ill for you mx CLINICAL MENTAL HEALTH COUNSELOR #how about spending some of those annual CE hours on learning some fucking skills you hack #and stop telling people they’re irredeemable monsters who aren’t worth anyone’s effort #god!!!!!!!!!! #sepulchritudinous

[yippee-optimistically]

watched a few episodes of fraggle rock off this random DVD we had um. natural progression of my Muppet era

#fraggle rock #red fraggle #gobo fraggle #boober fraggle #mokey fraggle #wembley fraggle #they are So dang silly... yeah #the DVD episodes were probably from like the middle of the series so im like who the hell? #cuz theres just a Human Man and his dog and a Trash Heap ??? #I need to watch more I think. like they're so strange I need to consume all available fraggle media immediately #I love my Muppet time. I went from welcome home to the muppets and now fraggle rock ! what fun! #I need to post plain doodles more often but Ill get super hyperfoxated on smth and only draw that so its been Wooter for WEEKS im sorry #but im working on the gin and Rio ranger battery thing if it makes u feel better #ok im gonna stop talking

[martyrbat]

detective comics #509

[ID: Bruce Wayne sleeping in his penthouse, his eyes squeezed shut as the narration reads, ‘Gordon's strained laugh sounds hollow, but it echos in the Batman's mind... and haunts his dreams...” Bruce awakens to a hand on his shoulder and before he can think, he's twisting it and holding it down. The panel expands, revealing the hand belongs to Alfred as he's almost toppling over! He cries out, “M-master Bruce—my arm!” as Bruce groggily realizes who it is. He lets go at once as Alfred moves to the end of the bed and holds his arm while stammering an apology, “S-sorry, s-sir... Sorry if I startled you.” Bruce looks at him with aghast as he cries out, “My god, Alfred—I almost broke your arm!” Alfred reasons, “You must have been having a nightmare, sir.” as Bruce sits up and puts his face in his hands. He weepily dismisses, “A nightmare—what kind of an excuse is that? Old friend... forgive me...” Alfred reassures, “Nothing to forgive, sir. Just bad nerves, sir.” END ID]

#THIS ONE !!!! #bruce and his neverending guilt complex #just immediately regretful and so apologetic as alfred is quick to reassure and dismiss it #holding his arm because of fucking course it still hurts but when bruce lifts his head he stops .... #always thinking of how he was a caretaker for bruce since he was a small child/infant and how many little things bruce does now will remind #alfred of those days #he likes his grilled cheese q certain way. he cries if he thinks he hurt someone. he blames himself for a lot. he gets bad nightmares #like so much has stayed the same as so much continues to change but the love and care thry have for each other is always there #(<- guy who is always number one in bruce is disabled and needs a caretaker but also in how the people around him know bruce loves and cares #about them. its not about not being loved its about how heavy his love is and how bruce will subconsciously use his love to harm himself #(from blaming himself to his parents murders and jason's future death to something as simple as this and how he'll beat himself up #for hurting alfred and not able to protect him as well from himself) #(like his mental illness is forever using his stupid bleeding heart against himself as a reason for why hes awful) #this is all fully sidetracked im just fucking wired today sorry lol #but while im talking and something more related to the panel itself:: #after this line bruce looks up and says ‘the batman suffering from bad nerves? lets hope not. gordon can worry about the election but i #cannot afford to. still its not just the campaign. lately so many other things are pressuring me—mostly as bruce wayne’ #and like !!!! #it wasn't about batman! it wasnt about his burdens and responsibilities!! alfred was telling HIM. BRUCE. that its okay #and bruce automatically ‘its not because batman cant behave like this’ like !!!! #batman is the priority in the sense of he thinks he needs it to protect people. even his family even alfred and every single stranger #he won't ever allow himself any grace even while sleeping because batman cannot afford those ‘slips’ #just GOD 70s/80s batman makes me insane for forever and ever amen #c: detective comics | i: 509 #crypt's panels #bruce wayne #alfred pennyworth #alfred & bruce #‘awake or asleep—it scarcely matters anymore. the nightmare never seems to end.’ #<- nightmare bruce tag <333

[olivewormz]

ELLO!!!! GUESS WHO REDID HIS METAL SLUG DESIGNS!!!! i guess you could call it that uuhm

but YEA!! i've been thinking a lot about metal slug lately and i just... couldnt resist redrawing my versions, hopefully i do more in the future for more characters n all, i really want to post more metal slug stuff, i love LOVE these silly guys

im not writing anything at the moment cause i really didnt change my headcanons and im kind of tired to write proper paragraphs (i should stop staying up until 3 am to finish drawings? maybe).

#here comes the ramble...... #its funny how with the og pic i was talking about how tactics was delayed for 2023 n i was sad #and here we are in 2024 and still no tactics lmao #ill still wait im hopeful that game is good #ANYWAY this is the first time im happy drawing their vests #and its because i used the tunshi figures as reference #man i really want those figures #but its so hard to get them when ur argentinian LMAO #thinking about opening cmms justs to get them........ #WEELLLL #funfact! in 2023 i did some custom metal slug pins for an assingment #i never finished fio sadly #i also got this cool ms picture with lights n all #its not important i justwanted to share #i just go crazy with anything metal slug related #oh also i was at a convention n i asked this really cool artist if he could draw eri and we talked about the games for a lil while #i may have used all my savings on that one artist that day #he was really nice :-)) #now i got a tarma and an eri from him #can you tell im tired by how much im rambling? #i just love this tagging system where i cant just go crazy n then regret it the day after #i should stop lmao im sorry #metal slug #eri kasamoto #fio germi #marco rossi #tarma roving #digital art #fanart #myart

[sidsthekid]

well,,, losing sucks but it is hard to be mad when sid does, y'know. what sid does.

574 fuckin career goals. jt miller could never.

#sorry ill stop!! being petty now #just who does this random ass think he is to headshot sid and have the audacity!! to talk back #pens lb

[cosmobrain00]

well🙂

#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up #surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha! #so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what #who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life #like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me #looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her” #n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly #like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them” #n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt #no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself #no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up #< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys #fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!! #anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back

[obsessingoverl]

The void seems real nice right about now

#im sorry #im so fucking annoying #ill just stop talking now

[trans-estinien]

people really love to conveniently forget trans men exist when they talk about feminism. or if they dont they make us out as also part of the problem as if we somehow are able to have the same amount of privilege as cis men. absolutely wild

#“not all men” is a valid statement because its fucking true #like guys. seriously. not every single man is evil #feminism isnt about putting men down its about raising women up to be equal and getting rid of gender inequality #sorry im seeing a massive uptick in people hating on trans men for being men lately and its fucking stupid #like yall are doing a great job at making me feel ashamed to be a man who likes men. awesome thanks guys #i dont normally make posts like this but its been rattling around in my mind for a few days now #its always put out like. all men (trans or not) are Inherently Evil and all women (trans or not) are Inherently Victims #which is absolutely the stupidest shit ive ever seen #and they also leave out anyone who doesnt fit into the man/woman dichotomy. and if they dont its always seen as woman lite #which is also stupid as fuck #not every nb/agender/other person is feminine asshole #anways. case in point. can we stop demonizing masculinity while also discussing the effects of misogyny and the patriarchy please. #because both of those things are very real and very much do hurt people #but im sick of people lashing out at trans men as if the problem magically doesn't affect us anymore because we are men #because guess what! newsflash! it affects trans AND cis men too!! #i shouldnt have to explain it should be obvious but like. im tired man #sorry ill forever be annoyed at women who just hate every single man who dares breathe in their direction because they COULD be an asshole #if you hate someone because of their gender no matter what gender it is i Do Not Trust You #anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk. replies are off cause i dont want to argue with people i just want to express my opinion

[neonsbian]

crazy how love talk isnt on the nct nation movie setlist like not even the weishenville national anthem? the song even non kpoppies know??

#sorry. i looked at it again to see how many dream songs id have to sit thro #the way i only like 9 of the songs on that setlist 😂 #whatever. ill stop complaining now #vinnie talks