cosmobrain00

[cosmobrain00]

well🙂

#*visibly trying not to burst into tears* hey guys whats up #surprise surprise another absence bc my life can’t stop getting WORSE evry day it seems haha! #so. now who’s gonna tell me how u deal w the loss of ur fave person n the one person u were 100% certain truly loved u no matter what #who also inspired u to be an artist in the first place n who's been there for u ur ENTIRE life #like idk how to start dealing w it lmao. one min ill be basically okay n then the next ill feel like smthing just tore a chunk out of me #looked outside just a sec ago n thought “oh so she'll never see my progress in art. oh ill never get to make another painting for her” #n yk part of me just wants to pretend like none of it happened honestly #like “hey that was a fucked up dream oh well let me call [x] n tell them I love them” #n I dont fucking KNOW how to deal w this grief n idk whats normal n what isnt #no I havent cried rlly but almost every day I feel like I cant breathe n tht my chest is collapsing in on itself #no I cant talk abt it but i can’t draw like I used to n thinking abt my last art project makes me wanna throw up #< considering it was going to be a present for her tht she'll never get to see. Haha so funny right guys #fuck I need to get so entirely drunk over this now RELAPSING TIME BABY!! #anyways. will try to be normal tm n talk to ppl again instead of isolating as a way to cope n sorry to ppl who have msg'd me Ill be back

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lame ppl would put that overrated roar song in his playlist

#snatching this one up quicker than the speed of light TOGAAAAAA #did u guys know im his no.1 fan. get in line ppl he's one of a kind truly #the horror of it all too.. king u wouldve loved starring in a grimy 80s horror game only available in select arcades

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hope all the st accs following me now dont mind the 30 consecutive oc posts I subject evryone to evryday

#sorry to break all ur hearts but im not a st acc rlly LMAO ull have to put up w my other faves for ur stay here

[cosmobrain00]

the will b grind never stops unfortunately

#n yes I did have to draw will like a sick victorian child after I saw sm leaks r u kidding. who do u take me for #anyways I gotta feed my st followers occasionally enjoy evryone♡ #will byers #art #st

[cosmobrain00]

boop is gone but i am evil booping you back in spirit 🫵🏼

RIGHT BACK AT U AGAIN

#what is love if not evil booping ur Tumblr mutuals cmon guys #cosmobrain asks #mentally booping all of u always btw idc if they removed the button im thinking it anyways evry time I like a post #n yes I will keep this evil boop cycle going forever n evr<3

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thinking about the inherent tragedy of prequels tn. walk w me

#smthing abt how no matter wht it will always be smthing thats in the past n smthing that has already faded #esp if u see the world/characters as they r in the main series n then when u look at the prequels ur just constantly reminded tht this is- #-only a shadow n tht it Will change no matter wht. any kindness in those prequels will just feel futile in the end smhow #im so🚬🚬

[cosmobrain00]

Weyes Blood shot by Cameron McCool for Fangoria.

#yeah..<3<3 #misc #weyes blood

[cosmobrain00]

landscape study for tonight lads♡

#just smthing small to tide ppl ovr yk #n once again clouds remain my fave thing to draw always who's surprised #art

[cosmobrain00]

“There was something I should say but surely it can wait another day” [x]

#typa shit im always on personally #misc

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oohhhh doodle i did for vashu's birthday last summer

#MWAH #trigun

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#MHMMMMM #toby fox n itoki hana u have NEVER steered me wrong. ever #misc

[cosmobrain00]

my buddy

#THEEEE show of all time actually #god I love ur style op #mp100

[cosmobrain00]

more misc facts but re: wht sm of the guild gangs fav cocktails would be- owl’s would be a tom collins cocktail, le's would be a piña colada, val's would be a pink lady, riko's would be a salty dog cocktail, n keith just takes the most outrageous bullshit anyone throws @ him

#didnt include astrid here for a reason she hates the stuff personally n thinks of alcohol as just another weakness #tho I think val would still wanna make her smthing so she didnt feel left out- like a non alcoholic ver of a mudslide #bc astrid loves sweets which is just</3 sigh I love them #I didnt mention the other side characters like stitch or cog etc but whtevr ull get those later maybe

[cosmobrain00]

yeah u may be close but have u evr stayed up w someone n had an all night convo abt which of ur ocs would be hyper specific pokemon?? didnt think so

#I still have the list of evryone too heheheh #umbreon as keith/nine tails for le/flareon for astrid etc etc #god should I draw them like tht somehow bc its honestly so endearing to me

[cosmobrain00]

#me if u guys care

[cosmobrain00]

u def don't know me at all but if ure dead i will summon ur spirit n put u in my gumby figurine so i can keep u forever

anon lets get married

#ur GUMBY FIGURINE?? wow some ppl on this godforsaken app still have game thank god #cosmobrain asks #also I may not know u but ill eternally appreciate u btw. its ppl like u that motivate me to post more n more unhinged bullshit

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fandom is funny in the sense tht if there’s evr an issue, at sm point ppl r gonna go to the polar opposite side of the spectrum to try to “rectify it” lol. never a healthy middle huh guys

#a bitchy post after a while isnt that fun #this is abt smthing old but it still fits p much.. evrything I see #daily even #booping mindset is gone apparently sorry everyone