#so this dude is just a tiny bit much

[ifeelfreewithoutmyshoes]

I think my problem with my new floor mate is he assumes a bit to much about me and it’s not offensive it’s just a bit off but it’s not quite enough off to tell him that so I just kinda think “you don’t know me that well dude” half the time around him….

#and it’s kinda weird and draining to be around #he’s obviously very extroverted and propably talks more bc he’s nervous moving in #but it’s a bit too much #like dude you don’t know how long it took me to consider my other floor mate my friend #like properly #and we had a genuine talk about a show we liked until 1 am the first week we met #and that still took a bit after that #so this dude is just a tiny bit much #and it’s draining to kinda explain…. idk #I’ll get used to it/get him used to it #and have friends over so I can be myself and he can see #also he’s four years younger than me and it’s very obvious #also some of it is about aro ace that he knows about already #but it’s such a personal and specific part of me that it rubs me the wrong way when he assumes #and he does it based on some knowledge and backs off when I tell him to stop so it’s mean we’ll #I think that just a big part of it that I’m like hmmm yea but also we have not had the conversation bc for this #like even my other floormates doesn’t get some info until it becomes relevant #so it feels like he’s skipped a lot of steps and ended up the wrong place a bit #hmmm #I think that’s a good way to say it #me

[betasuppe]

It didn't take much for me to be absolutely stupid in love with you♡~

#flint & rinn #giant scary bad guy?? falling in love with the silly tiny good guy? #def a fave of mine #ill TAKE IT #but rinn def needs to bend over a LOT to smooch flint #so he usually just picks flint up instead & saves them both the trouble lol #& i actually dont hate how this turned out #cutiepatootieeees #they have a whole battle to the death ahead with fighting against an all powerful magical evil emporer #well let them hav this dance uwu♡ #nok draws #nok digital #hopefully gonna feel a bit more like myself tomorrow #i hopeeeeee #but seriously #this evil guy saw the smallest & most innocent looking being onboard come up to HIM the scariest person in creation to ask on date??? #besutiful shit right there honestlyyyy #tall scary dude with lots of hair & issues #i live you so much sobsobsobbbb #twizzler & front♡

[shit-sorry-fuck-mybad]

Hello and welcome to

Would I trust top gun characters with my drink?

Class of 86 + Carole

Maverick has good intentions but I wouldn’t trust him with his own drink Ice doesn’t either, he watches his drink

Iceman is a definitive yes, he would get the job done, he just stands there looking cool and people know better than to mess with a drink he’s holding

Goose moves too much, he would try to concentrate on it but he would get distracted easily, he’s very likely to leave it somewhere and then forget about it, he’s a 50/50

Slider cannot be trusted with a drink, not because he would be careless with it but because mother fucker would accidentally intentionally drink it

Hollywood is a yes, he wouldn’t make a big deal out of it, he’ll protect your drink

Wolfman should not be trusted with a drink, he will spill it, he also moves a lot, he uses his hands a lot, so if he has a drink in both his hands then sorry, one of them is going down

Charlie is a yes, 100%, my girl knows the drill

Carole is a 50/50, depends on how drunk she is, if she’s sober then yes, if she’s a little drunk then no, she would also spill it or accidentally but for real drink it

Sundown is a no, he would say yes without much thought and then get distracted

The daggers + Penny

Rooster, like his dad, moves too much, he would leave the drink somewhere on his way to the piano, shit like that, he’s a 50/50

Hangman is a weird one, I feel like he would watch it and not let anything happen to it but then he would give you a weird look and it makes you question if something did happen, so it’s better to just… not give it to him he thinks it’s funny because people always respond with “dammit jake now I gotta get a new drink”

Phoenix is a yes, she also knows the drill, I think she would spill a little bit but it’s not a big deal

Bob is a kind of yes? He would commit too much, he wouldn’t look straight up nervous but just a little… off

Fanboy is a yes, he’s nice about it, he’s happy you trust him

Coyote is a yes, people usually think that because he’s a big guy it’ll be safe and its true so that’s great

Payback is a 50/50, he’s also one of those people who would kinda forget they’re watching a drink

Fritz is a no, he has too much energy, he will either spill it or wave it around without a lot of thought

Omaha is a yes but you would have to explain to him why he needs to actually pay attention to the drink

Halo is a 50/50, on one hand she understands the task and she can accomplish it, on the other hand she is also likely to wave it around if she’s drunk

Yale is a yes, i don’t know why but I think that he would offer if he sees that you need someone to watch it

Harvard is a yes but you would also need to explain to him why this is important

Penny is the safest option if you’re at her bar, she’ll keep it behind the bar in a place out of reach

Thank you

#my thoughts on this subject #and belive me I have thought about this almost too much #top gun #icemav #just a tiny bit and only in the beginning but it’s there folks #and if this is a bit ooc for the side characters then idk what to tell you… that’s how I see them 😌 #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #nick goose bradshaw #ron slider kerner #Hollywood #wolfman #Charlie #dude they’re so many fuck #rooster #hangman #coyote #bradley bradshaw #jake seresin #yeah no I’m done #delete later

[weaselle]

I worked in the rain while i was sick today. That's why i prefer to work for small businesses, and often have been the only employee of some proprietor run business. Because I will be dedicated and try my absolute hardest regardless of who i'm working for, and I need that to matter.

At a big business you're just a small part of the machine, and they'll use you until you break and absorb the loss of you until they can get a replacement. And that works for some people because they can be as selfish (complimentary) as this world can often demand we be just to stay healthy. I've done it. It's a valid choice, and sometimes a necessary one.

I do tend to fair better at places like where i work now. Run by a single mom trying really hard to make this work for all of us. Out of the last three years i've worked for her the first two years were spent as her only employee. Now i'm senior over two more employees. And that means things like: my input has helped form policy, and: whether or not i do my job well has a big impact on how well the business does.

The flip side to that is, if i call in sick, the business looses a big chunk of income and has to cancel clients last minute, and this business isn't big enough to take hits like that lightly. I gotta clock on. And even though boss would totally let me call off sick (and even has five days of sick pay saved up per employee, because she's trying really hard to be a legit business and a good boss) if i'm still willing to offer it, she needs the help.

But the truth is, i was always going to come in when i said i would and do the work i said i'd do unless i'm 100% unable anyway.

So i usually do best in a situation where that level of effort 100% matters

also, never you fear, i work 99% outside and alone i'm not getting other people sick (and i took two covid tests to be sure i felt comfortable risking that [and i wore a mask the 1% of the time i was at all near any other people])

ANYway. i worked sick in the rain today to keep the ship afloat. sniff hack. i'm a good thing.

My boss ran some errands and went to a Thai restaurant and told them i was sick and they made me a soup that isn't on their menu <3

#i worked as a cook for a long time so i know what's in it. #it's like a very fresh barely cooked bisque of mostly carrot and ginger - delicious btw #and the ginger is in little tiny shredded fresh bits all through it and don't really pop their spice unless you sort of chew a little #which of course with little bits in a broth you naturally do #and i didn't pick up on much of the ginger in the first taste so i added a bunch of sriracha to it because hot sauce in soup is the best #and that hot sauce is made mostly of garlic and jalepeños #and they used a shit ton of ginger in the soup actually #so basically i just downed a mug of ginger garlic jalepeño soup and wow dude it Lit Me Up #i wish there was more of it #my life

[slutdge]

somehow while ive been going through the unbearable torment nexus ive still been able to keep up with my album-a-day-for-a-year thing so far

#like yeah brother i wish i was dead right now but im not. somehow i havent killed myself so i keep checking out albums #but i dont wanna undermine that im in unbearable pain rn lmao #my therapist said that wasnt good for me to pretend #im very much still in a torturous life and i feel helpless cause i dont think i can ever escape #but at least ive had the motivation to keep up one thing yknow #or im just crazy and psychotic and this made no sense whatever im going back to my suffering hibernation now #at the very least being honest cant hurt even if it doesnt help all that much but im really at the lowest ive ever been my dudes #ive never been lower than this #im failing at all the aspirations of a healthy person but at least im keeping up on the album thing #i know that maybe doesnt seem significant to other people #but when the only thing i can do when i get off work so i dont die of starvation is get in bed #but i still make an effort to hold myself to this commitment #thats at least a tiny bit of light im trying to put in my life no matter how hard i just wanna lay down and die all the time

[codecicle]

who is your favorite bitb character i must know 👁👁

i mean this as genuinely as I can, I would not have made it through that series if it wasn't for Kian Stone. i love him more than i could ever put into words man no one could EVER do it like him ever again <3 <3 the fucker was such an amazing character and I understand why he died (and then got revived. and then died again.) but oh my god whenever he was on screen it just brought so much life to them again. not even in the "comedic relief" kinda way but in the "he is a good and kind person who works perfectly with the group chemistry to balance them out" kinda way‼️ grizzly talked about not loving the way he played in the rolled but I wouldn't have loved bitb half as much as I do if it wasn't for Kian and the way he interacts with the other characters. every character fit so perfectly/worked so well together but dude Kian was just something ELSE man he changed my brain chemistry and I'm never getting over him and his bug girlfriend and human boyfriend and bug boyfriend like AUGUAUUGJHHHHH dude he's the only character and I fucking love him so much <3 <3

grizzly has a weird way of making characters that I just get SOOO obsessed with i know i joke about the charlie slimecicle character formula a lot but the grizzly plays character formula is equally as real and equally as damaging for me personally

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #we have mail :] #jrwi #kian stone #HEEESSSSS SOOOOOOOO <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 EVER DUDE #not even in a romantic way like with niklaus i just love him. i miss my fucking rockstar dude </3 #id go to therapy with him. fucking pathetic man i literally love him so much #hes suchhchhhh a good character #i also didnt expect to love him as much as i currently do? like i went into this expecting rand to be my favorite #(and all of the 3 are tied btw. completely tied. .. kian just pulls out a LITTLE TEENY TINY bit ahead of the other two </3)

[dutybcrne]

Love to think that Sigewinne, when upset that Wriosthelsey isn’t taking good care of himself, would adamantly make the man kneel to her level or outright clamber up onto something, or even him, to grab his face and scold him like he’s a lad all over again.

#hc; sigewinne #//Just #//Takes his face in hand like Listen Here You Lil Shit—You Are Doing Me A Concern #//Except Politely hdbfb #//Would that she could shake him like a freakin maraca whenever she saw him pushing himself too much- #//That’s the funniest image to me jfnfn #//Lil tiny Sigewinne angily gesturing for him to kneel and him just. Sighing and resigning to his fate #//Actually listening and getting close so she could tug his ear a bit and give him a Lecture #//Dude won’t even fight it; not against the Head Nurse jfbfb #hc; wriothelsey

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#god. ok. so i should really b reading papers rn but my lab mate called me needy today and it just keeps cycling in my head #like ive spent way too much time around him bc of field work and the thing abt me is that i just say whatever tf is in my brain so hes #basically been exposed to a scattershot of anxious thoughts in my head idk wtf he must think of me but today he said #the more i learn abt u the more i realize ur needy in these v specific ways #and i think it bothers me a lot bc needy isnt the right word. im not needy. i dont plead for help. im just a semi non functional person. #i just lay here not dealing with all these problems i have. but i generally try just make it my own problem. im just a bit pathetic like #that. do i need help? maybe but im not like needy. im just semi nonfunctional and rather compulsive and controling over myself. i live in a #world full of invisible walls as dictated by my stupid brain. but its all internal control i can put up with a lot as long as i have ctrl #over myself. its not especially healthy but it makes me pretty easy going i suppose. ugh! needy! he obviously hit a nerve how annoying #whatever im exhausted bc i had to b a scribe all day and i had a phd meeting this morning. the project sounds v cool and apparently im the #most qualified person to approach them so far but idk itll be v competitive and do i really want a uk phd? idk idk #at least this guy conducted it like an actual interview. i was like fuck finally some structure! and he said i talk well lol thanks dude #so he thinks id do ok getting grilled by a pannel. idk i kinda wanna apply just to see how far id get into the process #unrelated #i was also having harrowing nightmares last night abt climbing mt everest. at least i got 8hrs sleep lol fml i leave for sampling again #tomorrow afternoon. this is what i get for trying to have even a tiny bit of a social life rip

[leatherbookmark]

almost 20 minutes into the 2005 p&p and i’m in love with everyone in this club. especially mr bingley and i, too, would lose my mind at the mere thought of marrying such a wonderful mess

#think i'm going to watch the '95 one next because i've heard it's the best #holy fuck this mr darcy is incredible his delivery reminds me of snape #they had less time to make you believe in his dickish aura #so they had him talk like this. amazing #...no okay but this mr collins is kind of... cute... he's SO serious! he gives lizzy tiny flowers! #when i was reading i imagined him as much more cluelessly enthusiastic! #there's Something in this mr bennet that just makes me pay SO much attention when he's on screen #mostly the voice but also. he is Good #tho i have to say i was a bit surprised to see him all white-haired #like i know his demise was something everyone was scared of but considering his eldest daughter is what? 23? #i saw him as more of a salt n pepper kinda dude #hmmm the scene of charlotte telling lizzie she's engaged with mr collins was rather dramatic #quite... too dramatic for the fact that mr collins like. has light nd vibes and that's all #i know they didn't have time (as it's a movie and not a series) but it's... a bit funny lol #AAAAAAAA JUDI DENCH 💛 #hmm. the rain scene certainly Was. #and am i Seeing Things or was there a moment of 'will they won't they kiss' right after she tore him a new one? #some scenes really remind me that it's apparently an anglo-american collab #oh but i like how slow this movie is sometimes #with long shots and scenes and parts that are clearly Not Realistic #(like lizzie spinning on the swing or the scene going from day to evening as she stands motionlessly #very satisfying!) #but also a++++++ casting for jane she really IS stunning. and her VOICE #swoon swoon #WHY IS MR BINGLEY SO CUTE what a fool jesus christ on a motorbike #shrimp thoughts

[oldtestleper]

ok. do i uh try to go for the huge vintage gem of an apartment that is $90 more each month and uh try to beg back my move-in fee from the place i settled on before i found out aforementioned gem was available or do i just accept my decisions and stick with the smaller slightly shittier eminently less cool less good location also slightly less expensive apartment

#stupid me!!! i knew i jumped the gun i was j getting so anxioussssss #and like who knows if ill even want aforementioned gem after i see it maybe it's mad busted. #also the light is not as good. also maybe they wont want me bc i dont quite make 2.5x rent and it will all be moot #but it's SO COOL and it's 700 sq feet w an enclosed back porch!!! i want itttttttttt!!! #but do i want it enough to potentially just. let these other dudes have $450 from me for nothing. #i'll probably stick with the other one. but it sucks so much more and it's so much smaller... #and really only a tiny bit cheaper #.txt #aaaaaaaaa! i hate moving!

[prettyvacanttt]

Little man update!!! He can walk, run and this morning almost jumped all by himself!! After like a week of 24/7 corrections and massages and lil exercises his muscles are already so strong you can hardly even tell he had swimmers!!

#he is so spunky and sweet #its a funny transition after taking in a parvo puppy who didn't bark or really explore he just wanted to be close to me #he was a little tiny bit wicked because he liked laundry and the bathroom garbage but other than that Chorni was a fucking dream puppy #so easy to train very well behaved he has like mild separation anxiety because i coddled him so much since he was so sick #literally didn't even try to kennel train because the 24 hour vet stay like traumatized him since i rescued him at 6 weeks he hated kennels #so he was 100% a bed puppy and just mild and loved to nap #this little guy just had weak leg muscles so homy fuck even even at hardly 4weeks old he is so spunky!!! #he snaps like a snapping turtle and barks and bites toes and runs to the door like Chorni now and chases you and harasses Chorni lol #abd he looks so fucking funny! my lil blaxk devil looked like a wolf pup and this dude looks like a cross between a bear and Fizzgigg #straight outta the dark crystal he looks like a jim Henson creation #he'll be a month on the 4th hes getting so big!!! #its so funny explaining breed i have to be like yeah he's a pit bull mastiff great dane antinolian shepherd chow chow lab mix #but doesn't he look exactly like a lil chow chow!! he looks pretty different from the other pups in the litter lol

[bmpmp3]

i am still hoping for that 1/3 scale vinyl girl imomodoll's sculptor was teasing like a year ago................... imagine the objecthead dolls you could make with that thang

#you could put anything on her neck. go into the thrift store and find nicknacks in the perfect size... #although they have a more pressing matter to attend to. the 68cm boy body #if u dont know they released the 68cm boy heads. and then. the body's 3d files got corrupted 😔 #so they then released the 75cm body instead since they needed to remake the 68cm body from scratch #but a lot of people got confused because the 68cm heads were released with no body and the 75cm bodies had no heads #and lemme tell u. they were not. compatible LOL you wouldnt think 7 cm would make that much of a difference if ur not familiar with dolls #but it does. dear LORD it does. the 75cm body's neck is like something absurd like a 15cm circumference #compared to the like. 10cm neck holes of the 68cm heads LOL #tiny head...tiny tiny head....... #i do hope they come out with that 68cm boy. and honestly i would ADORE a shorter 1/3 scale boy too #people arent making 60cm boys anymore 😔😔😔😔😔 actually the 60cm size with dolls rn #regardless of gender has been a bit unpopular for sculptors #theres plenty of older models from older companies but ive noticed most new smaller sculptors #prefer 1/4 which i get. its smaller but still a decent size for both cutesy baby shaped dolls and more mature figured dolls #not too expensive but still a good size to work in #but ive also noticed smaller artists really love their uncle sized dolls. huge ass dudes. 70-80cm guys #just GIANT fucking dudes #so most new sculpts i see come out from artists i follow are either like a cute small 1/4 scale or some giant three foot tall muscle man #nothing in between hgkfsdhjdshjfjdskfd. its not bad or anything but it is funny to see the trends LOL #and i would like to see more 1/3 scales...i think its a nice size! big and a little unruly to handle BUT fantastic for sewing clothes for

[mariska]

good afternoon gay people in my phone. i have therapy today and as soon as i woke up a few mins ago and went to take my regular morning meds my brain, for some cruel reason, decided to direct my hand via muscle memory like an evil wizard spell to immediately grab my melatonin gummy bottle, pick out two (which is what i use to help myself go to sleep, 10 mg all together) and pop those suckers in my mouth. at 11 in the morning. when i have to be a person in public later

#its been like 35 mins now and dude. thankfully when i started chewin i was like WAIT. WHY AM I CHEWING SOMETHING RN #and spit most of it out but like. at least a tiny bit of that Sleepy Stuff definitely still got eaten #and i feel. not awesome. could have been much worse of a feeling ill survive it'll wear off in a few hours but #as someone who others may and have described as. A Stoner. feels kinda like weed woozy without any of the nice benefits of weed. so. #just. an awesome start to the day. 😀

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 106

Dan absolutely despised his parole at first, but honestly this is a blast. Sure, he’s stuck in the form of a cat, a kitten even, but he’d found an absolutely wonderful companion. Partner. Ally? Baby Chaos Lord? He’d work on it. 

Klarion is just happy to have found such a great familiar, he even named them Teekl II, which is a great name thank you very much hero-babies! So now he has two Teekl familiars, and Teekl II always gets so gleeful whenever they successfully pull a prank! He even has his own fire magic which is so fun! 

Danny is not happy to get thrown into another world, stuck as a kitten. He’s also not pleased to have found a sick baby liminal, but fine. If this is what he’s supposed to deal with then he’ll deal with it! Even if he has to be a familiar for a teeny tiny bit of time. It’s fine, and the dude has a pocket he can peek out of on his coat. 

Jason has no idea where this kitten came from but the Pit is being surprisingly chill about it. Something about a baby? Whatever, he’s made the furball a little matching outfit and they like to sit in his pockets and peer out. No idea how Cat Hood is making the shadows all spooky now or why the eyes went from blue to green, but whatever. 

Ellie is utterly delighted in this situation. She was just wandering, but now she’s a lil fluffy kitten, and ended up landing on this kid’s head. This magic kid’s head! He even has a talking tiger friend too! So cool! She’s definitely sticking with him! This will be so fun!

Billy was worried about making sure the kitten got food, she’s so tiny! Mr Tawny is a big help though, and apparently she’s his familiar now that he’s given her a mortal name? He doesn’t fully understand but apparently she’s connected to his magic now, if the shouts from the gods are anything to go by. Look, an electric cat is cool. Pakhet is amazing, and Fawcet thinks it’s adorable that Marvel has a kitten clinging to his shoulder

#dcxdp #dpxdc #prompts #feline familiar au #Hilariously none of them know the other is in the world #Ellie was just wandering #Dan is on patrol #Danny was messing with portals #It'll be hilarious the first time all 3 meet and do the spiderman meme with their cats #Dan looks like a tabby cat but silver-blue #Ellie is a black tuxedo cat #Danny is black with a white head #they're all magic now #Dan: No I am not parenting this lil shit- shut up #Ellie: Haha magic lightning go brrr #Danny: He hasn't tried to murder me and made me a jacket so that's cool #Why yes they all Can go big if they want #Very Big in fact #So hopefully no one threatens their partners #They may be new to this whole familiar schtick but they'll be the best at it they swear #klarion #teekl #dan fenton #billy batson #captain marvel #ellie fenton #jason todd #red hood #danny fenton

[midnightwriter21]

demon slayer hcs: hashira men w/ a tiny SO

characters: fem!reader x tengen, sanemi, rengoku

warning: suggestive content

AN: i’m writing this from the pov of someone that’s short af. like 4’11 (cause that’s how tall i am lol) enjoy~

TENGEN

god he’s so hot

let’s get straight into the gross shit huh?

i just KNOW

that this man is NASTY

size kink size kink size kinkkkkkkk

dawg is huge

his one hand can almost wrap around ur entire waist

manhandles u all over the place

yes please

anyways now that we’re done with that-

he will make fun of u

juuuusssstttt a little bit

but its all fun and games

will never take it too far

takes things out of your hands just to hold them over his head

likes to see u jump to reach it

high five?

his hand is all the way up

arm straight

high five him in the face if u get fed up

won't hurt him anyways

he'll prob think its funny

will also do that shit where he looks right over ur head and is like "has any one seen y/n?"

carries u around

u don't remember what it feels like to have ur feet on the ground at this point

he’s doing push-ups?

sit on his back

100% will bench press you for fun

you’ll be walking past him

you blink and all of a sudden ur in the air

calls u stupid corny nicknames like “short stack”

SANEMI

now this man

his ego is through the roof

size kink?

uh yeah

will tease the hell out of u

putting stuff on the top shelves so u can't reach

and don't think he's gonna give in and help u

oh no he likes to watch u struggle

now i think sanemi LOVES a fiery woman

but give him a lil too much attitude?

he's throwing u over his shoulder and walking off

and he's gonna remedy that situation dw

remember i said size kink?

he's about to remind you just how much bigger than you he really is

will RUIN u

protective!!

doesn't matter if ur a slayer or not

still not as strong as him

and to sanemi

smaller=more breakable

now don't get it twisted

dude does NOT think ur weak

cmon you really think the mf Wind Pillar would be with someone totally weak?

absolutely not

again. u don’t have to be a slayer

there are different types of strength bae

he's just gonna keep an extra close eye on you thats all

RENGOKU

i am so soft for him

literal sweetheart

can't reach something?

kyojuro is already handing it to you

or picking u up so u can reach it

he's not gonna tease you about your height

he's the one showering you in complements

telling you how you're perfect the way you are

never wants you to feel annoyed or insecure about your size

he's a lil more protective too

don't get caught climbing the countertops to reach something

cause he's pulling u down with a

"honey that's dangerous! what if you fell and hit your head?"

like kyo

baby boy

u realize i had a life before i met you right?

ur a professional countertop climber at this point but he does not care

don't do it again

also he's teaching you to fight if u don't alrdy know how

just in case he's not there to protect you one day

best teacher 10/10

won't bend down to kiss u tho

he likes that you have to get on ur tiptoes and balance urself against him to reach his lips

thinks its cute

he's so boyfriend

#anime #demon slayer #tengen uzui #tengen x reader #rengoku kyojuro #rengoku x reader #sanemi shinazugawa #sanemi x reader #demon slayer x reader #kimetsu no yaiba #shinazugawa sanemi #tengen #rengoku #sanemi #hashira #hashira x reader

[drakessis]

the weirdest thing about porting siarra from a setting where she had like. an endgame relationship (a friend's oc) to one where she doesn't is like. I kind of have to subtly fill that character's niche now and it's hard to not just. make that guy

#so far my plans are 1- not rich 2- still overall a nice dude 3- still fire powers 4- still a tiny bit of a cop. but like explored this time #5- unfortunately does not have history with her #6- also not privvy to her trauma this time around 7- maybe not endgame at all. maybe never even together #dunno cause like it was very much like. kid ocs that were developed alongside each other at first #so like my friend's character was the first character siarra ever met. she was fully developed in the super early stages as having- #- feelings for him (my childhood comphet manifested as female characters Requiring male partners). #which fun fact took like 3 real life years of kind of joking about it before we were like. ok so they do get together and get married #(he ended up doing a lot of independent stuff later on with one of the characters' kids btw. which is like. I hold a lot of nostalgia for- #- that like wow... impacting each other's lives... anyways) #basically tldr siarra OG is so very intrinsically tied to that character #that like. it's a super necessary niche for her but also very difficult to not take wholecloth #(which. I think cathryn is doing a lot of heavy lifting with the having history thing but like cathryn was a distinct character too!) #(most of her current story with siarra was just. ALSO present with siarra OG) #(cause siarra (and r. actually) was my elementary school... blorbo) #(but cathryn was my full blown middle school lgbt I want to be her I want to have her baby butch awakening tool focus character blorbo.) #anyways. memories... and writing. ugh #Drakepost