#so i could be heartbroken again

[zachbiller]

(via GIFER)

#GIFER #southland #sigh #regina king #ben mckenzie #michael cudlitz #shawn hatosy #know me meme #so i could be heartbroken again #of course i picked the very last episode to #gif #gifs

[daily-hanamura]

#p4g #persona 4 golden #p4 #persona 4 #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #ok ok this scene gets to me so bad actually #because yes on the one hand hes playing up that big brother role again #reminding kanji of HIS role as nanako's big brother as well #but its also reminiscent of yosuke's tendency to hide his own sadness and put up a front for others so they wouldnt catch on #i think in this moment its not necessarily a bad thing and yosuke was kind of right (imo anyway) #keeping their spirits high would be a more comforting sight for nanako #who wouldnt want to see them worried #i think its such a strong reflection of yosuke's consideration towards others #part of me is like yes kanji is the one that said it but hes just voicing what everyone else was also thinking in that moment #and yosukes response isnt just for kanji but also for the team and esp Yu #because of them all Yu is the one that undoubtedly looked most heartbroken considering how protectice he was of nanako #even though we cant really see it in game it's very clear how his reaction is like in p4u when he thought nanako might be in danger #anyway yu didnt have a speaking line in this scene so i could be delulu but im pretty sure it was about him as well #he's good with his queue

[graceful-not]

No actually all of you need to sit your asses down bc I just watched the legacy shorts and. HOW HAVE I NEVER HEARD ANYONE SAY ANYTHING ABT THEM OTHER THAN GOLDEN HOUR AND SWEATING TO THE GOLDIES???? HOW HAS NO INE SAID A SINGLE THING ABOUT THE GOLDEN LEGEND SHORT?? OR THE ANIMATION STYLE OF GOLD RUSH???? I could have gone my whole life without watching those do you understand that. Why are we, as a fandom, not taking about these more, or like, AT ALL. we should be insane about this. We should be insane about this, right??? RIGHT??????

#ninjago #ninjago shorts #ninjago legacy shorts #ninjago golden legend #golden legend #legacy shorts #ninjago gold rush #*heartbroken gf voice* ninjago fandom... i feel like i dont even know u anymore.... u never tell me anything.... whats wrong babe... #i know it aired durinh seabound (i think?) but come ON guys its been so long why is no one capitalizing on this #windows into everything Ninjago could have been but wasnt. im literally a changed man now do u get it im never gonna be normal again #how am i supposed to just sleep after this #seriously though why did they go so hard. genuinely. why would they do this to me #why would they create something so good that im devastated by its impossibility of ever coming to fruition

[thedeathdeelers]

idk i feel like we’ve already talked about this (we did!! it’s here!! by the lovely @mac-lilly) but a sweet home alabama-ish juke au. yknow. childhood friends to lovers to strangers to enemies to lovers again

mostly for this scene:

“nice dress,” he shouts over the rain and the sound of waves crashing against the shore. “where’s your husband?” he barely throws a glance at her, his eyes quickly averting back to his task at hand — burying the rods deeper i to the sand.

julie is drenched from head to toe, her wedding dress ruined, her hair a nightmare — her make up is probably leaking all over her face, and her feet are aching. but as she gets ready to give him her answer, she can’t help but smile — a genuine one.

“i’m looking at him,” she says simply.

luke stops moving, his back to her as his arms hang on either side of the metal rod he was now gripping with a little more force than necessary.

for a moment neither of them say anything, with only the sound of nature roaring around them.

it represented them well — the pouring rain, the crashing waves; the thunderous clouds and blinding lightning: it was a lot, all-encompassing and overwhelming.

their love was a force of nature, and they both knew it.

luke slowly turns around, hands dropping to his sides.

“what are you talking about?” his eyes scan the darkened area behind her, trying to spot the blond head he knows will inevitably pop up. “where’s nick?” he finally asks when he fails to see him.

“he’s not here, luke,” she says, taking a step towards him. luke’s eyes are back on her, as he watches her warily. what was she up to? torturing him until the last minute?

“he left for new york an hour ago.”

just hearing the name of the city that had become julie’s new home reminds luke why he had tried so hard to guard his heart.

he nods brusquely at julie, walking past her as he shouts over his shoulder.

“you should hurry and catch up to him — wouldn’t want to miss your wedding night.” he grimaces as the words leave his mouth, instantly regretting it.

he sounded petty. and he also definitely didn’t want to picture julie on her wedding night with someone…..that wasn’t him.

luke stops to pick up his equipment off the ground, shaking his head as he digs around in the sand to make sure he doesn’t leave anything behind.

“i’m not joining him.”

luke stops moving, his fingers freezing mid-search as her words slowly sink in.

she couldn’t-

she didn’t-

“we didn’t get married, luke.”

her words hit him like a bag of bricks, dropping everything he had picked up as he slowly straightens up, his back still to her.

he takes in a deep breath- and another, eyes closed and fists clenched as he tries to squash down the hope that stubbornly started rising up in his chest.

“why not?”

“apparently,” she starts, her voice slowly getting closer. “…we’re still married.”

luke’s eyes snap open at her statement, swirling around to find her standing only a few feet away.

“still married? but i signed the papers, just like you asked me to.”

“yeah well turns out…i kinda forgot to.” she shrugs, shoulders moving up and down as a small smile makes its way on her face.

“forgot?” he asks incredulously. “forgot?”

luke groans as he rakes his fingers through his hair, letting out a humourless laugh.

“julie,” he says, eyes on hers. “what do you want?”

“you,” she answers simply. “you were my first kiss,” she continues, taking a step closer. “and i want you to be the last.”

that throws him off for a second, recalling a time when they were kids and julie had told him the exact same thing.

they were older now- things were different…right?

luke just shakes his head to clear it, and asks again.

“no i mean- what do you want to be married to me for anyway? wasn’t nick what you were always looking for?”

julie shakes her head as her smile turns blinding, taking a step towards him, and then another, until she was crowding him, standing in his space.

“so i can kiss you whenever i want.”

she grabs his drench collar, and pulls, until he was only inches away.

“and no luke, it was always you.”

#technical word who lol #basically he’s prepping stuff to let the lightning make pretty glass with the sand #abyWAY #HAPPY JUKE JEUDI! #AGAIN #this is what happens when i watch snippets of movies while eating dinner #jatp #juke #julie and the phantoms #my fics #i guess #this was so rushed and i just cba but i wanted to convey how well the au could work with tweaks #like maybe julie went to new york cause she wanted to work enough to support jatp or sunset curve ? but luke felt he was only ever holding #her back #maybe he went up to new york a few times and just felt way too out of place compared to LA #but he never told her #and never called her back or replird to her messages #so julie just thought he was done with her and so stayed heartbroken in new york #and then blah blah blah stuff happen blah #anyway

[exlimix1a]

Hey Hey hey hgey hey guys. have you heard that sheezy.art is coming back

#HONEST TO GOD I REALLY REAAALLAY WOULD BE STOKED TO BE ON SHEEZY WITH ALL OF YOU!! #idk how many people who follow me know what sheezy art is #but its a website that was an homage to the original sheezyart that i was never on bc it was before my time #but its an art sharing platform that ran from 2020 to 2022 (when it started popping off as a bunch of artists began to share it and also #when i joined the website) #but shortly after the devs decided to close it bc they were all college students and the website was exploding faster than they could keep #p #but after some time. they have graduated #and they missed sheezy so much #that theyre bringing it back and wanting to dedicate their careers to it #Sheezy was legitimately the first website i ever truly felt excited to post my work to #You would get people liking your work and you could see other people's work and it was so friendly and beautiful and customizable #like an art sharing website would be #and i was sooo heartbroken to have it shut down but ofc i was happy for the devs for setting that boundary and leaving when they had to!! #but im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR IT TO BE BACK #legitimately i promise you the community is better than any art site ive ever been on since then #the discord for it has opened again and in late November the website will open again #first in beta for the people who already had accounts when it closed but then itll open for new folks #oh im so fucking excited #and i want you guys to be excited too!!!!! #im so stoked #i love you guys ok #mwah ah

[bangcakes]

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#LMAO.... i was not meant for this loveydovey shid. i am sooooooo lovesick its not even funny #like can someone save me. its gotten so bad #i talked to my mom about it on n off for like 3 hours NDNDJDJJDJD #im just !!!!!!! ah.... i have to be patient. thats just what i have to be #bc rushing will only make things worse #and i cant be heartbroken during the semester. like thatd suck #but then.. i also dont knownif i wanna be in a relationship during school either??????? #like can i handle it or will i go so googoo eyes that i flunk out aJdkdkdkdkdkd #and IN MY LAST TERM????? #like hhhh im so scared i'll never see him again when schools over. which... ok unlikely bc we have the same friends #but even if we DO see each other it wont be as often as now !!!!! #hhhhh i wanna see him everyday 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #HHHHHHHHHHHH GOD #feel like im gonna end up confessing to him the last day of school NDJDJJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJD #which !!!! again bc we have the same friends....... could be sooo detrimental!!!!!!!!!!!! #but god i cant just be just friends alright. like hhhh !!!!!@@@ i like him so much 😭😭😭😭 #his eyes are so kind n like the way he looks at me i just !!!!!!!!!@@@ baboom baboom baBOOM.. !!!! ya know !!!!!!!!@ #n e way....... im not seeing him tomorrow (heartbreak hotel) so now i gotta wait A DAY????? incomprehensible #personal

[rosykims]

i actually cannot believe triss didnt get that fucking kiss. i hope ava's whole engine falls out of her stupid car <3

#oc: triss #I MEAN I KNOW THE OPTION WAS THERE BUT LIKE #triss has been NEGLECTED her whole life !!!! the only intimacy she's every had has been exploitative or situational !!!!!! #she wants someone to STAY with her for once in her damn life !!!! #and be loved in a permanent non transactional way !!! ava hitting her with the 'i COULD kiss u but then its over jsyk' <3 is so fucked #honestly its such a rebecca move 🙄 and once again triss left feeling like she has to beg on her hands and knees for scraps of love #which she just cant do anymore ! and shouldnt have to do ! #so yeah. ive had some time to think after sleeping on the end of book 3 and it just made me madder <3 #im especially annoyed that the kiss was followed up by the (admittedly cute) party scene. like no girl my detective is HEARTBROKEN #and MAD #she doesnt want to hang out with that fucking blonde freak right now !!!!!!! #kiss-rejecting detectives better have the option to stay mad at du mortain at the start of book 4 bc ive had it up to here w the bullshit !

[rainbownixie]

these feel oddly similar and it's scaring me

#HEAR ME OUT IT MAKES SENSE #best friends??? highly scared of losing each other???? the sister-figure of one starts dating the other???? #no no no no but it's so damn accurate #because then troy realizes he likes britta better as a friend and then goes fucking running without hesitation to abed again #and abed is always highly jealous and heartbroken but never says anything to not mess everything up #i could talk about this all day tell me if y'all want me to make an actual post #community and st parallels my beloveds #byler #trobed #stranger things #community

[trinitea-fics]

I hate when you're very sure you're over something, but then you're awake at 4am and clearly Not Over it yet :/

#something something thinking about how my childhood ex-best friend is the reason i think everyone is gonna leave me eventuality lol #and i havent thought about them in YEARS #but the past 8 months it's been bad again #like. it could justify going back to therapy bad #and its gotten better. at least i dont hate my birthday anymore like i did though all of high school #and like. okay it basically stems from how i was the only one who put in effort into maintaining our friendship after #we went to different high school #and they would hang out with the other memeber of our friend trio but NEVER would ask me #and things then slowly fell apart #and that period of my life was when i was the most depressed and heartbroken #it's so much better now #cuz i realized #“well. i cant stop people from leaving me. the only thing i can do is be a good friend and trust them not to break my heart like ***** did” #cuz like. im still best friends with my kindergarten bestie. so like #***** is an outlier and should not be counted #and most of my friends are extremely introverted or on anti-depressants. so i dont mind being the one who makes plans #but sometimes its 4am and the thoughts GET TO ME #sigh sigh sigh #“***** is an outlier and should not be counted” damn. that actually does help. #thanks 4am brain <3 #unfortunately its 5am and im too awake now rip #ive had friends comment over the last year about how much they appreciate the effort i put in #why can't i just cling onto THAT #sigh sigh #it'll get better

[volivolition]

friend i think ur propaganda is working let's fuckin go -Vol

THANK YOU VOL IM TRYING SO HARD!! :'0!! WE WERE LEADING FOR A BIT AND NOW WE'RE BACK DOWN AGAIN AND IM SO!! DISTRAUGHT!!!

VOTE VOLITION GET HIM BACK UP THERE PLEASE!!!

#i really dont know how much more my propaganda can help from here. like. my old account could have done something? #but this account is new and i have very little means to sway the vote lmao <3 i will keep making art but like. to no avail likely? #made the saddest little sound when i saw it dip back into 49%. HEARTBROKEN. win little guy win!! you can do it!!! #if they tie thats fine i also like inland. BUT. I STILL WANT VOLI TO HAVE A SECURE SPOT. ITS SO UNCERTAIN RIGHT NOW. #i have more propaganda but urgh. guy who hates lineart and flat colors!! GUY WHO HATES LINEART AND FLAT COLORS!!!!!!! #puts him in a dress. leaves him like that. like lmao. urhg i'll try again after eating something i guess :P #im giving you soup and dumplings. by the way :'] #volta transmissions

[munchboxart]

Just thought of the most fucked up fancam idea ever but I'm held back by my lack of video editing experience

#mega chainsaw man spoilers #csm spoilers #chainsaw man spoilers #spoilers #like serious spoilers if ur anime only #esp if ur looking forward to the movie #anyways i was listening to pinkpantheress's phelia (demo(?)) of course #and the idea of a video to that song with reze and denji makes me so 😭 #and with the ending shot of reze dying and transitioning it to the shot of them together #to the ending lyrics of “as i descend. i see my life flash again” #yeah im normal :D #etc #im so emotional. tbh initially idgaf abt reze at first but now i care so much for her i miss her so much #also i think yoru and reze could work as a ship. tho ig more for their devil forms #if someone makes this real ill grip you with the vice of a million heartbroken fujos(?)

[asgardian--angels]

now i'm just sitting here feeling empty and helpless about this show rn. no one in my family gives a shit, they wouldn't even comfort me despite knowing how much it meant to me because they think caring about tv shows is stupid and they dislike ofmd. in the past couple of hours i've written emails, i've tweeted, now I just feel like there's nothing I can do right now and that I'm just alone. I still just really can't believe they canceled it.

#they deserved better. we deserved better. and i'm sick of seeing this happen over and over again #when the point of the show is that 'we're not going to do this to you again' and then whoops. there it is again. #i mean i am sure no one is as frustrated and heartbroken as david himself #because he wanted this to be something we could have that wasn't a trick or a bait and switch #and then they pulled that on him #but. man this sucks so fucking much and it makes me not even wanna watch anything anymore #i've run out of shows worth watching #why invest in something that won't get to tell its story #they were gonna get married... and we deserved to see that #from pushing daisies to in the flesh it's that 2 season cancelation mambo #and i really truly thought we'd broken that curse this time.

[daggerpinknife]

i need to be dead fucking serious about staying alive. My literal romeo i dreamed of my whole life has died.

#This is not downton fucking abbey jakub #When uhh idr his name blonde marys love grantham yeah HE SHOULDNT HAVE DIED EITHER!!!!!!!! IN A CAR????? MY PRINCESS???? jay my forever gir #im lost without you ive been lost without you #like a fucking heartbroken loser #And now youre gone #We didnt even get to make up #this will never be easy #you are my east you are my north you are my every direction #without you where am i #without yoy where have i been #where have i missed #where should we have been together #and im sorry im selfish i did request it in this life not another which im sure afflicts to this day the longing #From my dreams where i know in the pines were going so fast down the mountains like some birds in the morning and were magic and were fire #And were here and were there and we should have been here too #and i wish i could feel your warm clammy hand once again #thank you for holding mine #my everything my beyond my dawn my light my fawn how could you leave my heart this way while im still on the way to #Reunite us again #Jakub oh jakub oh jakub #My darking forever and more

[mbat]

i hate so deeply the fact that im so paranoid that any person i enjoy online is secretly a horrible person

like theres been so many youtubers that have been awful people that its left me scared that every single one of them is awful and so im sitting here overanalyzing against my will and reminding myself every 5 minutes not to get too attached

#i could list a few youtubers i used to watch but im still shaken by skydoesminecraft #its been almost 2 years i believe since everyone came forward #i cannot properly state how much i adored sky and he was a fixation TWICE when i was younger and i watched countless of his videos #and i was literally trying to get back into him again idk why and then. everything changed and i was so heartbroken #and i have not been the same since #i mean obviously its not like im trying to get obsessively attached or parasocial if i can help it but. idk #it feels like even outside of this. like in general. im always overthinking everything to see what could go wrong or if its dangerous #and its like ughhhh im so tired of being on guard when im literally just looking at a screen #my post #ignore me #im letting myself be into dan and phil again and im like. so happy about it but Sooo Scared and its dumb

[breitzbachbea]

Once again deeply living for the fact that both Harry and Sadık would die for Charlie and Dilan, but never had to forfeit something for them. Terminal lancers. Charlie and Dilan always step back, because swallowing the pain is the price you pay for the support. Which does beg the question, a question The Amulet OPENLY begs - WOULD Harry and Sadık ever forfeit something for the other? Would they? Would they? Or does the world revolve around them?

Harry is so fucking lucky Soph forgives Michele, because for her he would forfeit, and that Charlie is just as torn as him. So Charlie's wellbeing isn't on the line here. But if it was, could you give him up, Harry? Could you live a life without Michele if it was for your best friend? Whose love is it worth to keep, darling dear?

#I think Harry would choose Charlie but be so fucking heartbroken about it Charlie would at some point cave in #also because he already deals less than well with potentially being the cause of someone's pain #even if that is a decision Harry has made and to live with so Charlie isn't at fault just cause Harry loves him #I don't know if Dilan would cave but honestly TurGre is a much weirder bag than SicIre #and it could arguably do these two well to never be together again. But Dilan would also get so sad. #Sadık would not stop coining love poems whenever the hurt would surface and if she'd find one ... so so sad. #storie nostre #harry #charlie #sadık #dilan #soph #miche

[blujayonthewing]

🤔 juniper wondering if it was possessive of her to break up with isabelle after being told no, you silly thing, of course I won't marry you, but I can assure you that my eventual husband won't mind that I have you, everyone has mistresses after all

was it selfish, then, to want her all to herself? was it only that she couldn't stand to share, like a petulant child? would it not have been enough just to be allowed to stay near her...?

#after all if she was TRULY so devoted wouldn't she happily-- gratefully-- accept as much or as little of isabelle as she was given? #after all what more COULD she reasonably ask-- much less expect? #she didn't walk back the breakup and she never spoke or wrote to isabelle again #but she was sick with grief over her for ages #first love... :') #now it's been seven years and she's MOSTLY good about being secure in 'I deserve more than being a rich woman's pet??' #but sometimes she thinks about the children belle must have by now-- children whose lives she might have been a part of-- #and it feels like a black pit inside of her #having a girlfriend who has repeatedly and proactively asserted her support for juniper exactly as she is-- #has done a LOT to counterbalance the years-nagging sense that she carelessly threw away the best relationship she could possibly hope for #isabelle was not a good person. she was completely aware of the power and experience imbalance in their relationship and relished in it #I do think she loved juniper in her own way-- but in the same way a wealthy young girl loves any sweet and devoted pet #I imagine she was more furious than heartbroken when juniper left #my OCs #juniper