#so fucking useless

[savnofilter]

tbh if people can surpass ao3 fuckass donation goals, yall can help Palestine, Congo, Yemen and many other important causes. nothing infuriates me more than seeing people gaf about shit that isnt important. you needing to fap isnt more important than people dying and being enslaved on this mf earth.

p.s: ao3 racist asf & supports israel.

#like?? #so fucking useless #SO USELESS #there are people with gofundme's that need HELP #and bums are giving money to ao3!! are yall NUTS!!!! #random shit: a little serious #d dabbles

[mobiused]

Okay good to know the opposition are seizing the opportunity :)

#so fucking useless

[slashersteve]

lmao fuck my old college

#so fucking useless #my tuition would be covered if they stopped being the most useless fucking office and college #im not asking for money #and theyre treating me like i am #and not answering and acting fucking stupid #well probably not acting cause that office has always been a fucking joke

[bixels]

Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.

Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).

Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.

Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.

Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).

AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.

But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s

At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.

#mlp #yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia. #yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show #but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!! #i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse #in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character #personal #delete later #unless you like this analysis stuff #i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did #cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her #mother and father as a teenager #i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased #but i'll put some in the tags #involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity #anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention #(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff #long post #regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at #a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up

[liorlen]

gale origin playthru from astarion’s pov or smth like that

#bloodweave #astarion #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #ihhhhhhhhhuuhhhhh bad idea to make a comic that’s not required for work #but finally fucking finished it. excuse the horrible lettering I cannot be fucked #tbh when Tara came in with that fucking ring of agility like #first rest I was like. girl why are you giving me something useful #and I rushed to find the most useless object I could #thank you Komira you’re a real one #also I’m so sorry to astarion for simplifying the swaggy gold decor on your outfit but I was not drawing that twenty times #also yeah this is like early act 1 no one knows about the netherese orb or astarion’s vampirism (supposedly) yet

[chronic-failure]

i have an english exam tomorrow and want to kill myself

#so fucking useless #i already know english #i know what words mean why do i need to memorise this meaning. im not an idiot #im good at grammar too i just dont need to tell you what it does #fuck you and your mother

[sakkulent]

i’m gonna 𝖐𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖈𝖎𝖗𝖈𝖚𝖎𝖙 𝖑𝖆𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖗𝖞

#if my accomodation changes the machines once more #ill kms #like you cant get a refund if its under 5quid you know why? #cause they wanna make sure to be able to take that 3quid processing fee #nothing has made me this irrationaly angry as that fucking whole company #so fucking useless #just use our app :)) and then they dont specify theres two and each as a different account system so now you spent 7pounds for nothing cause #thats the wrong #fucking #app #ok... #ig #did this spiral into a whole breakdown...yup #AND SO?

[moonbrightcloudynight]

Oh so we're adding acute pain to already existing chronic pain? Golly gee what a Monday mornin'

#fuck my life #so much pain #pain #pain and suffering #chronic pain #acute pain #back pain #stupid pain #sad #really sad #frustrated #let down #feeling useless #i am useless #so fucking useless #idk why anyone keeps me around #i just injure myself and inconvenience people #sometimes i want to live alone #with a stay at home job #so i dont inconvenience people with my pain or what my pain causes #personal

[noname-404s-blog]

#im tryin so hard #im trying #im sad as fuck #im useless #im crying #and heartbreak image #heartbreak #depressing quotes #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #sadcore #depressing life #sad thoughts #im tryin my best #want you back #come back to me #tell me #everything is fine #sad aesthetic #sad af #i need therapy #i need heeeeelp #life is unfair #life suuuuucks #life sukcs

[boybortion]

Bro what the fuck.

#tumblr broke and would not let me make any posts or reblog anything #i had to redownload the app #so fucking useless

[strongermonster]

one of the funniest news things in canada that always tickles me is the ongoing war between magic mushroom shops and the police.

this is the absolute height of humour to me right now

#tw drugs #lovingly cracking open a news paper just for the articles about dispensaries trolling the police #making drugs illegal has literally never ONCE in history worked #decriminalize it so we can stop overpaying useless cops to go on raids #offer SAFE AND CLEAN GOVERNMENT INSPECTED drugs like how we do with weed #stop the street drug deaths. tax them towards healthcare and social services and fucking UBI already #have the harder drugs harder to access along with on site support. no one WANTS to be stuck on meth #but ruining their lives in prison has helped approximately no one #jj stuff

[tiredbitchposts]

I often feel like people forget that both Shen Yuan and Shen Jiu got fucked over in the transmitgation with Shen Yuan dying and being forced to live as someone to fix that person's mistakes and Shen Jiu being forced out of his body so someone could live his life better than he did. Both of them got the shit end of the deal, that's the whole point of it, Shen Yuan may have gotten his happy ending but he'll never be his own person and he's at the mercy of the system for the rest of his life and Shen Jiu never got a happy ending but now he'll never get tortured in the most cruel ways possible and live knowing he indirectly caused the death of the person he loved the most

#shen qingqiu #shen yuan #shen jiu #svsss #scum villain #scum villans self saving system #i've never seen a more useless discourse #Shen Yuan wanted to be Shen Qingqiu as much as Shen Jiu wanted to be forced out of his body #oh but he started using his name immediately #he's a nerd with little to no sense of self #he also wouldn't have many feelings abt Shen Qingqiu in the start when all he knew him as was a one-dimensional villain character #y'all are so addicted to making woobies out of character y'all don't stop to think #anyways #shen yuan and shen jiu shoudl fuck it wouldn't fix either of them but it'd be enrichment for the soul

[bixels]

Just gonna have to wait and see, right? Just wait and see! Just gotta wait and see! Who knows, we'll just have to wait and see! It's anybody's guess, we'll just have to wait and see! The future is exciting, we just gotta wait and see!

#personal #my art #Fuck your fake ass 'i am very smart!' intellectualizing “observations” and open your god damn ears. #do something for fucks sake. it's sickening seeing videos of ai crap and seeing rows and rows of repliers using their one brain synapse #to type “wow! very exciting!” “haha this is kind of scary! but in a really interesting way!” #and then they go about their day without a second thought while creative industries burn around them #i go to one of america's top tech schools too and it's enough to make you wanna tear our your hair #every day it's seminars and talks about “the potential consequences of ai!” when the consequences are happening NOW #NO MORE DISCUSSING NO MORE INTELLECTUALIZING NO MORE SOCRATIC SEMINARS NO MORE DEBATING. ACT YOU COWARDS #people are getting hurt RIGHT NOW. stop pretending to care when you clearly don't! just be honest and say you wanna make money #my time here has really made me hate academic spaces. you people are so god damn useless and cowardly.

[ohitslen]

Uni AU where Kni and Vash have an argument and Kni is like “so what? Are you just gonna walk away from the issue???” And Vash just goes “YEAH ACTUALLY I AM” and just walks out of the house and leave Kni there sooo bewildered

Vash drives to his house and feels so accomplished and good about standing up to Kni and then cries inconsolably on the living room floor where Wolfwood finds him and lays down in there with him while he scrolls through his phone. He says nothing until Vash has let it all out and they go to buy burgers and eat them on the sidewalk

#Vash feels so free to finally have somewhere else to run to. a place he can kind of call his #and Wolfwood who doesn’t question things at first but still comforts him in his own way and lets him know he’s there #I also think that Kni assumes that Vash’s recent defiant attitude towards him is WW fault #because how could it ever be his brother having ownership of himself and actually start expressing himself without being so afraid #never no no it’s the fucking lung cancer useless guy fault of course #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood #kni saverem #millions knives #trigun #Trigun Uni! AU #lenssi rambles #trigun stampede

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

context <3

#THE FUCKING SOUND I MADE READING THAT REPLY #poppy: this is a genuinely good option <3 #sally: ...we're literally 28 #and then wally slams his head into one of sally's points. Instantly lobotomizing himself #jokes aside this is just. its so funny #theyre too short.... #they need the high chairs.... #but how are they gonna get into them... too tall... poppy has to pick them up and put them in... #except i doubt either of them would allow that #wally would probs be like 'no thank you' while walking away while sally suggests 20 alternatives #'why dont we sit on the floor? or go to my place? or do literally anything else?' #scribble salad #on an entirely different note: #AHA! I HAVE PUZZLED OUT HOW TO DO SALLYS POINTS!! #i have never been good at drawing stars but!!! i have cracked the code with her!!! #im so happy.... tonight is a night of Figuring Essentially Useless Stuff Out but being very pleased about it Anyway!!!!

[arson-09]

Feysand saying they killed amarantha will randomly play in my mind and my mind bluescreens

edit: someone didnt know how to mind their business so let me make it clear i couldn’t remember the context for a qoute in the comments but my point still stands that Tamlin literally killed amarantha like took her life with his own hands. feysand did not which people (and i can swear at some point in the book) did not👍🏻

#TAMLIN KILLED AMARANTHA SHUTTT THE FUCK UP #RHYSAND DIDNT DO JACKSHIT !!! USELESS MF WHO JUST TRAUMATIZED FEYRE #(WHICH DOESNT EVEN GET EXPLORED) #acotar #pro tamlin #anti rhysand #anti feysand #Its just soooo shit writing #the retcons are so ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️