What did his neighbor Luke mean? Chris tried his best at everything. How could that possibly go wrong?
Luke put down his phone and let out a sigh. He then informed Chris ‘trying’ was exactly the problem. “Chris you were born adorable. You don’t need to be anything. Just be.”
Chris was still confused. “How come Brad didn’t get a lecture?”
Luke then informed Chris his boyfriend Brad wasn’t any more subtle or less offensive, just out of frame.
No matter what I do it'll never be good enough. I'll never be fuckin smart enough, or get things done as well as I could. At least to my father, or any of my other "family".
I've been trying so fucking hard these past weeks to get myself and my life back on track. I have food stamps now, got to work with someone from the government job agency to find places to apply. Have numerous doctors appointments for literally everything. Getting glasses, dental fillings, ADHD medication and so much more. I even have an interview tomorrow morning at a job that I really want.
I'm doing so many things every day to try and get better. Yet that seemingly still isn't enough.
I just want a parent to be proud of me, once in my stupid fucking life. For once tell me "good job son". Why is that too much to ask?
My art block has like decided to leave now I'm left doing this shit cuz Im hyper fixated on gorillaz. The first one is a water color test and side profile test and the other is 2D but traced as Hajime Hina.